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“Mihoyo learn that deifying you’re character and making them capable of no wrong actually makes them less interesting, not deeper” challenge. “Mihoyo stop shooting yourself in the foot” challenge
Seriously though, the sudden shift to the “umm, actually, all the moths were perfect and our girls are following in their footsteps” narrative is… so weird. I can excuse Elysia saying it because her thinking everyone in her close friend group is perfect is very on brand for her, but everyone backing it up? I’m a flame chaser enjoyer, but they fucked things up for themselves. They lost because they were divided and constantly at each other’s throats and couldn’t get their shit together until it was too late, I sure hope the girls aren’t following in their footsteps.
I just don’t get why they wouldn’t just stick with the “the flame chasers laid an incredibly important foundation for the future, but ultimately the current era needs to follow a different path” narrative they had up until this point. I also don’t get why’d they try and make Mei the only one carrying on their legacy when up until now, their legacy has been carried on by pretty much everyone in the story. Other than Fu Hua just you know… actually being a surviving flame chaser (which I would argue automatically makes her connection to them more important than Mei’s), you got Durandal carrying on Su’s legacy and passing his research on to Otto, Seele meeting the AU/memory Sakura, Void Archives, mantises, literally any character who uses a Devine Key…
I’d get it if they were just having Mei be grateful to them or have her truly learn about and appreciate everything they did for the world and how their sacrifices are what gave the current era a fighting chance, but the straight up deification…
Idk man. Senti, Seele, and Bronya are my favorite characters now because they are the only ones who completely survived the shredder
#honkai impact#Mihoyo you telling me how much I should like this character isn’t gonna make me want to suck them off#it has the opposite effect actually#Su did not get punched in the face just to be told he was right actually#speaking of Su- what the actual fuck happened to him#how’s the checkers game with god going#what if HoO was just about understanding of where you came from just so you can learn from it and forge a better future#walking a different path from the moths because that path lead to the end of the world#oh but I forgot-#Honkai characters aren’t allowed to be wrong anymore#Mihoyo the ‘blorbo bleebus can do no wrong’ statements were jokes. stop making them your plot#it’s only 8pm and I want to go to bed#honkai rambling
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guys i just came back to new 63 asks im not fucking answering all of those
edit: IT WAS DAZAI ANON SPAMMING MY INBOX. IM ACTUALLY.....................................they want me sooooo bad who else would spend so much time putting lovely pictures of skk hate in my inbox
#istg i love asks until i actually have to sit down and answer them#it literally has the opposite intended effect sometimes😭#SIGHHHHHH ik i shouldnt be complaining bc hey. at least ppl want to talk to me#but it doesnt feel like that sometimes#idk. im insane
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Bad time of it, all things considered (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#Just a bit but y'know - Enough#It honestly made me So sad that it took until his canonmates saw it happen that someone /finally/ acknowledged his spontaneous cuts D:#Like I get it it's dark and it's hard to see but his skin just opened up and he made a noise about it! The possible danger!!#And then by that point he's just so used to everyone ignoring it that their concern for him is barely even a factor weh ZEX ;;#Plus it's just a cool effect haha - sudden blood from nothing! Very rich mental movement#At least Max had someone concerned for him about it <3 Not that he could do anything about it but even just the validation of seeing it!#He has enough cuts on him :( Poor tenderized flesh#He gets all crabby from being sore from healing constantly haha :'D Of course he would!#One thing I found very interesting was the scar sidedness :0 Most of the examples in the gallery have his scar and missing eye opposite#But that's not necessarily the case! I actually scoured mid-read and there /are/ a couple instances of matching side!#They're very tiny so I overlooked them upon first viewing hehe ♪ But they're there! It's very interesting to me!#I like the aesthetics of the opposite - probably because I'm more used to it lol - but I can see the appeal and reasoning for the other way#I do honestly enjoy how much is open to interpretation and allowance uwu♪ And what's consistent! Like how it's always his right eye :D#That tracks hehe ♫#Haha his meeting with his delightfully inept counselor - I'm pretty sure I was actually more angry about his supposed injury than he was#He chilled out pretty quickly while I was just - A Scratched Cornea??? The disrespect!!#So happy with his eyebrow expression on that one as well ah <3#It really does make me curious for how the staff is kept there - they don't /seem/ malicious during the day! But they're also unaware#It's interesting where the lines of reality are between everyone :D Very interesting ♪#Capping off with another song my playlist is looking quite healthy now hehe#Flagpole Sitta is one of those songs that only comes up for me every half dozen years or so but when it Does - phewph#It is /such/ a ZEX song to me now hehe <3 The flirtiness and exasperation - the defeatism even! So many killer lines#I think my favourite is ''I'm not sick but I'm not well'' ask me to read into that I will I'm gonna I'll do it even if you don't ask me lol#So fun to draw those lapses in control the poor dear ♥#The digital reconstruction there was a lot of fun as well actually :D I think I nailed it :3 Pulled around from all over the page! Pleased ♪
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this game's flags are held together with fuckin hot glue and a dream is2g
#im gonna be spoiling rogue trader in the tags dw about it#remind me to make my flags CONSISTENT ACROSS THE BOARD.#when i build a game. this is wretched#trnya figure out why a dialogue option wont proc n it looks like it's been changed so thst it doesnt exist but more importantly#it was glitched before so that doing cerysin things invoked the opposite effect. but its been fixed. but i have not seen ANYONE say#anything about it. so anyways you no longer have to uno-reverse marazhai. in case you were wondering#idk if i actually wanna romance him i think i just like tormenting my followers#and having him around makes things funnier by the second#but if not him. jae is calling to me.....#yrliet has also won my heart i wuv her shes just vibin...#also quinn if yr reading these i did the quests in act 2#definitely worth it. i smell trouble on the horizon and i cant wait to see what it is#havin a lot of fun even thiugh the pst 12 hours have been 'IM SO TIRED. NO MORE ELVES. NO MORE.#despite hating running around act 3 i think i have a newfound appreciation for the haemonculus. theyre like weirder fabius biles to me
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very very personal, just insight into where im at w my family and things that bother me/have encouraged me to move out
"i know youre moving out so im just gonna say no ones kicking you out and if you feel like this is something you have to do then ok"
thanks! i know im not being kicked out! but yknow i kinda yet a weird vibe when your out of touch husband takes me to a cemetery to yell at me, tell me im just like my father/dont give my father "the time of day", and that im "mean to people who care about me" in front of his dead mother's grave in a poor attempt at guilting me out of speaking my mind. but no yeah thanks for stating the fucking obvious that im leaving on my own terms
#problems!#people seem to underestimate how quick i am to make moves#the job market is piss. cant believe yall two would blame me for being unemployed when all i do from rise to slumber is hound ppl for jobs#im not going to stay in a house where i will be 'scared straight'. that shit doesnt work on me. in fact it has the opposite effect#i respect yall even LESS now#and youre so so fucking lucky one of my goals for next year is to make things right with you it would be easy to cut you off forever#same way i did with my abusive transphobic dad.#my mom is someone i know can do better and can actually listen to reason instead of being stuck in her generation's mentality of#'x is easy if you just do y. you kids have it so easy the world is at your fingertips' blah blah fucking blah#i am autistic i do not keep jobs easily. i am trans jobs do not want me. i am black and perceived as a woman. every customer at all of my#past jobs thinks i am rude or mean or have an attitude when i do nothing but treat others the exact way i would want to be treated#customers dont like what i say? i stop talking. customers dont like when i dont talk? i talk to them. rinse repeat#like i know im the problem here but all of my problems circle back to my autism and the fact that because im not a supergenius or#someone whose special interest is capitalism i fail at every avenue i try to jam myself in.#but yeah no i need to work harder i need to be taken to a FUCKING CEMETERY and yelled at by YOUR HUSBAND for wanting to go to the bathroom#in front of his mothers grave. god rest her soul and yall know im no christian so i actually mean that shit#because in his mind all i want to do is smoke and party. when i smoke because i have fucking migraines and g to shows#(two out of three of them being free and for the purpose of their willingness to 'get me out of the house')#bc i like music and i like engaging w my scene. but no its all violent noise theres no actual purpose or activism behind moshing. nope#its just one big party right. im just wasting my time right. because i like sleepin on a couch every night with no doors to close. yep ok#anyway heres to me getting my meds getting the fuck out and being somewhat far from my scene now that im moving#hows that for smoking and partying all the time huh?#if any of yall read this i am so so sorry. bitching about my stepdad will become a thing i think#hes one of those bible thumpers that are totally boring and indifferent to differences around them and thinks my mom is just like him#in some ways? she is. but she is a people pleaser and will never take her wants or her feelings seriously#because she had the unfortunate upbringing in being brainwashed into thinking her feelings/wants are sinful#shoutout to my christian or catholic mutuals who are fucking normal and dont let some old fantasy novel control your life. peace#religion mention
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I get sooooooooo fucking bored of flowery prose sometimes, like it has its place but I see so much online writing where it feels like every sentence is a calculated attempt at making it big in a webweaving post.
#It's MOSTLY just a personal taste thing for me but for real if you're trying extremely hard to make each and every sentence#a hauntingly beautiful earthshattering layering of metaphor it usually has the exact opposite effect. It dulls any intended impact and#makes the parts that actually SHOULD be impactful just another wet pile of word slop in the soup. Strike some balance..#As far as personal taste goes I love me some brutally dry prose it's so sexy#You know there can be 'themes and motifs' in that too? Believe it?#Wish I had some examples off the top of my head but I've been in 'reading nonfiction only' mode for several months now
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Just thinking about how every doctor I've seen recently is so absorbed in their fatphobia that they forget licherally decades of medical knowledge.
Like imagine being an endocrinologist, for 30 years, and a patient comes in having been recently diagnosed with insulin resistance and pcos. They experience no symptoms of high blood sugar but consistently report symptoms of hypoglycemia, even after adjusting their diet to significantly lower sugar/carb intake. In fact, they tend to experience this multiple times a week, around the same amount that a diabetic patient taking too much insulin may experience. Wouldn't you think, "Huh. Sounds like a case of reactive hypoglycemia. Maybe we should monitor this patient's blood sugar levels more closely to keep them safe and adjust their diet if needed. Maybe they could actually use a bit more carbs than others might.", ?
But then you see that the patient is fat so all that shit goes out the window. "Diet. Metformin. Lose weight. Enjoy your diagnosis of prediabetes, tubby."
#metformin has the opposite effect of what would actually help#for the record :^)#korby.txt#fatphobia tw
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i am getting so tired by all these "oh no poor boys and men" posts i am seeing on my dash - far more about men's issues and oh how much they suffer than i see about women nowadays and that's just sooo....
full fucking offense but women worldwide still earn less than their male co-workers do for the exact same job. in some places it's better than others but it's still a universal problem
women still have to work more to climb the career ladder and get a leader job than their male co-workers do. in some places it's better than others but it's still a universal problem
there are still, now in 2kfucking24, two countries left where women still can't vote
women and girls, especially immigrants, are the majority victims of sex trafficking!!! this is still happening!!!!! sex trafficking hasn't stopped!!!
every. single. woman i know - every single one!!! - has been sexually harassed by a man at least once! it even happened to me and i never thought it'd happen to bc i am someone considered rather unattractive - have even been said so, directly to my face, by men, which is a form of harassment in itself - and i have never heard of a woman who hasn't ever been sexually harassed even once. and hey, isn't it fucking nuts that this is something you just have to expect at a certain point as a woman? that this simply WILL happen one day that a man will come up to you and be a fucking creep or even worse???
women are still being told by men what they should and shouldn't wear. now, this year of 2kfucking24 the women's volleyball team was fucking finally allowed to cover their full body at the olympics instead of wearing their tiny bikinis!! and what happened on social media first things first was creeps talking about how disappointed they are now! because they couldn't leer at the ladies anymore!!
but you come on tumblr and people reblog posts about how oppressive it is for men that they can't show their feelings or they will be called weak and unmanly boohoo :( sure, that fucking sucks. i'm sorry you have such terrible friends, dude, and i really hope you find better ones - but that's not fucking misandry, you're not being oppressed for being a man, you're not being oppressed at all!!! this is people being mean to you, this is bullying at most! but misandry?! shut the fuck upppp
some time ago i saw a post abt how women should stop being afraid of going out in the dark and how it's fucked up to think of every man they meet at night outside to be a rapist. and i get that! i do somewhat agree with that! but a neighbor of my friend's had recently been followed in the evening on her way back home by a bunch of guys til her home, calling her a bitch and saying they'll kill her (she didn't even know them) and they even got into the house complex bc some idiot let them in. they only ran away once she called the police. back in my highschool days it not only happened once but twice that a girl from my school was followed home after her afternoon classes and was raped. recently, in my living area, two women were stalked at night and killed shortly before they managed to arrive home. and that's just what happened in my general area!!!! not to mention what happens in so many places all over the world!!!! and yeah, i don't think being afraid of going out at night now is going to do me any good, but i totally get why some women are afraid!!!! idk, maybe men should just stop creeping on women, rape them and/or kill them? so that women would not have to fear going out at night alone anymore? just a random thought but hey maybe i'm just hysterical :)
but no. let us talk abt "misandry" instead and how oppressed these poor guys are for *check's notes* women sometimes being unreasonable assholes to them
enough!!!
#no i will not let you guys reblog this#it's not misandry!!! it's bullying and/or racism/transphobia/ableism and so on#no fucking man in the world is being oppressed for the fact of being a man#now can we go back to the actual problem at hand? how am i seeing more posts abt how unfairly men are treated than abt women HELLO WTF#also when i say woman i OFC mean transwomen as well. i have to mention this bc i know some of y'all immediately jump at this#transwomen are women and mentioning them seperatly every time i talk abt women has the opposite effect of including them
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I HIT TAG LIMIT........ but another thing actually is making Plumeria an Angry blusher. A lot like Moe is, just with less tears (Moe is also an angry crier.)
#fe plumeria#moe tag#THE PARALLELS BETWEEN THEM. ARE ACTUALLY GONNA DRIVE ME INSANE?????????#like. like. i almost posted a note about it last night but i hesitated.#but there is actually So much potential here. for stupid comedy. for finding common ground despite seemingly being opposites.#ALSO THE PERSONALITIES...... COULD BE CATASTROPHIC.#like moe has a whole ass complex actually. which drastically effects how it treats women vs men.#which is. it's extra nicies to women it respects women. so it won't be picking fights the way it does w alfonse#but plumeria herself more than makes up for that. i still think there's huge potential for things to get disastrous here#EVEN. IF MOE IS ON ITS BEST BEHAVIOR.#the note last night actually touched on that too like... moe is trying So Hard. to win her over.#that it would do things it simply Would Not for anyone else. exclusively just for plumeria's sake.#moe lore
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finally tackled the absolute mountain of laundry in various states of cleanliness around my room. now all of it is sorted and put into its respective zones of "away".
#98% of my room being clean with visible floorspace is just finally handling the laundry#i am ashamed and embarrassed that i always have so much dirty laundry#eventually i'll get back to the point i was at when i was the coach of laundry where i'll have like a week's worth of shit to get done#and not a backlog of several months#eventually#and i will be working on not feeling so much shame about the state of my laundry#i don't *like* that i do it but there's nothing inherently immoral about it like the voice of my mother that shouts in my brain thinks#the put away laundry plus the effort i've been making to Make My Bed before sitting in it has helped me feel more settled in the space#so that's good#when i am not as concerned about blocking the various registers in my room i will be in business#(mattress on the floor only fits in one specific corner right by the intake)#(output register is awkwardly directly in the middle of the opposite side of the room which makes arranging the furniture where i'd like it#an interesting endeavor that i'm not super excited in attempting to orchestrate in the future)#i know where i'd *like* things to go#whether or not that'll actually be feasible is another story#also i think i'm going to have to just go through my clothes with the mindset of actually getting rid of things#i threw out a couple pairs of socks because they were worn so thin i'm not sure mending would have fixed the holes#like that that point i'm making a whole new sock and you know what i could do instead? not do that#i also have a lot of Baggage Items i haven't quite gotten around to divesting myself of#(as in the items of clothing have a lot of emotional baggage tied to them that i may or may not be using to negative effect on myself)#lots of old shit lots of things that don't fit lots of things i don't even like actually#but it was free or nearly so and i've just held onto it because free#only a few things are kept because i like wearing them and the texture is nice#so we'll just. go through some stuff and eventually i'll get to the point that even if *all* of my clothes are dirty and on the floor#it doesn't take up my WHOLE goddamn room#that said this has in fact been a problem my whole life and so i don't imagine it's going to be quick or easy to fix lol
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i've been having some trouble falling asleep lately
#art#i'll be yapping in the tags#its not that im depressed or anything. it is the opposite actually#ive been using this medicine for quite some time. and it made all my negative emotions disappear#“oh wow huh but isnt it great you don't feel bad anymore”. this is the same thing my psychiatrist told me when we were discussing this topic#in hindsight it was kinda silly of her to say. i can't believe i pay a ridiculous amount of money per session just to hear shit like that#but she's cute and im a pathetic homosexual who'll seethe at the sight of other specialists like a beaten dog so I will let it slide i guess#we see each other twice a year anyway and all i need from her is the prescription for happy pills. anyway the happypillen#i would fight god if it means i can use stertraline for the rest of my life. thanks to it i can and i do live#but I don't really feel like myself anymore. do you get what i mean#the things that have been giving me anxiety attacks or flashbacks not so long ago? i feel almost nothing about it at this momet#it still haunts me to this day but the intensity of my feelings and emotions does not reach even 1/5 of what it was before#i do not want to disclose more specific topics so i will use a simple example. i used to be afraid of dogs#the fear was so severe that the mere sight of the tiniest little barfing creature was enough for me to freeze#now i can pass one without any problem. the fear i feel today is nothing more than a shadow of bygone times (something i do out of habit)#but i guess this example is not objective enough since my close irl friend has a dog that i became fond of#im still pretty sure this dog of her is capable of biting my ass off if necessary but im not afraid of it#because fear is not an option in this brain of mine at this moment#i don't feel any anxiety sadness or anger anymore. even if something close to it begins to rise in me it shuns down within a few minutes#i can't even cry. i am craving emotions that i was so eagerly trying to dispose of back then#i feel the most mentally stable I have ever been and at the same time i feel pretty much dead.#perhaps i just got used to the fact that sorrow accompanied me for a very long time and i should learn to live without it#perhaps sorrow is just as important as happiness and its absence is a mere side effect of the happy pills#and i have to put up with it in order to have a functional brain#perhaps we people are never happy with what we have in our hands. also i hate drawing#one's can tell since the picture i attached is raw as fuck#but even despite my praised mental stability if i were to stay alone with it even for a minute longer i would go insane#next time i will draw something lighter and cuter. like my favorite kpop boy or fortnite. maybe in the next century#thanks for coming to my tedtalk. bye#i made a typo in the word “sertraline” but im too lazy to fix it i would fight god for you but i will not do this im sorry zoloft
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honestly miranda's a lot more insecure than she will ever let anyone else know about or even mentally recognize and realize in herself - its just also in such specific and bizarre ways that no one ever picks up on it
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#its because of the merkingdom. just. theres no mystery this is absolutely why this is#and also the conflict between#merfolk cultural standards and their norms and what the lands cultural standards and norms are like#honestly merfolk dont lose a lot of their neural plasticity when it comes to social behavior even as they age#because being able to keep up with and maintain bonds and match even small changes in their social groups#were large evolutionary pressures that allowed them to function as they do#that its a little like miranda never fully left the part of childhood where youre just a social sponge#which. again. normal for merfolk. normal for even very old merfolk to be constantly learning new social tricks#its just a problem when she comes up to land and the only other merfolk around is bellanda#and theres a LOT of casual or indirect or even outright rejection of her needs as a merfolk#she has all sorts of new body image issues that she never had before#because she got slapped into a situation where people keep treating her badly because of them#this is also why bellanda and aaravi end up being so important as a part of a stable miivt'ia with her#because that plasticity prioritizes by relationship hierarchy#so if ravi and bells are fine with something and even outright indignant about it#then miri will default more to them being the ''norm'' than anyone else#i just like how much merfolk approach socialization and social behavior from the non-mammalian perspective#of effectively just retaining a social learning curve instead of the way mammals will settle into an ''adult'' socialization#and merfolk having the opposite of most mammals#where theyre far more independent as children and way more social as adults#where the lopsided attachment in parent-child relationships actually has the parent being more attached#hmmmm#which now makes me think high neural plasticity would help them with their long lifespans (already helped by being large and coldblooded)#and staving off the effects of aging by keeping their brains healthier for longer#things to thinks upon
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#not wrong#if we look at the history of america#from the ratification of the constitution to now#the vast majority of significant change has been a result of voting/political action#not violence#and this isn't to say that i think political violence is unacceptable#on the contrary i think it has a role to play#but this idea that you can only do one or the other is silly#and even if it was the case that you could do one#voting has proven to be infinitely more effective#i think most people's opposition to voting is largely aesthetic#they feel like they're too cool to vote because voting is lame and it's for squares#which is why re-ennobling voting is an important part of my Great Task#these people (edgy communists and stuff) don't actually want power#they just want to larp as revolutionaries
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took a myspace angle pic of myself cuz i trimmed my hair to be a bit more emo and i'm actually cute, i do NOT get appreciated enough
#i said this#personal#i look younger for some reason idk but the pose/angle combination make my lips look super cute#maybe i would start posting GPOYs (do y'all remembr GPOY lmao) if i didnt not want to make my tumblr publicaly identifiable lol#is my personality like nasty in effect or something bc why has no one ever had a crush on me#girl from new jersey joked when i said i'd never dated something like 'no duh' i think she was just on joking mode#but i wonder if u can actually tell. i followed it up with 'that's only fine if u're saying u can tell i'm aroace lmao' bc if that was the#actual meaning i would be the opposite of offended#but i wish ppl would know i'm not like other aroaces and i will NOT freak out if u say u like me....
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it's father's day. need to see my dads
#he says‚ avoiding his actual biological father#what can i say#dnp make me feel seen and understood and loved (especially in regards to my identity)#and my actual father has the opposite effect#anywayyyy#dan and phil#dan and phil games#phan
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third hot take of the day is that yes "boycott fatigue" is. yikes. but we're not doing anyone any favors by pretending large boycotts don't take any effort whatsoever. like we talk abt "invisible labor" in the household when talking abt feminism, which is the cognitive load of knowing what has to get done even if the tasks are divided, and having to keep track of who is doing what (wrt childcare) and the preferences of your family when cooking/grocery shopping/etc. Other ppl have explained this better than me but the point is. It does take cognitive effort to keep track of what you can and can't buy, and which companies own what, etc etc.
We can acknowledge that yeah it does take effort and yeah it can be annoying that you have to make some kind of change, but also still maintain that complaining abt that right now is insanely tactless and irrelevant. Like yeah you DO have to remind yourself not to buy sabra hummus or the starbucks brand creamer or whatever but like there's a genocide yknow get some perspective
#''boycotts are so easy its literally not doing something'' rlly gives ''well i never liked harry potter anyway''#like what do you want a medal?? youre not accomplishing anything besides discouraging your political allies from continuing to act#''i craved starbucks the other day. guess im ontologically evil then.'' and im not saying that they SHOULD think that way#but the fact is just psychologically speaking that is how it goes#making people defensive doesnt make them want to listen to you. the opposite actually.#also. finding a boycott easy has no moral weight esp compared to finding a boycott inconvenient or difficult and DOING IT ANYWAY#you are harming your point. door in the face method only works if you back off afterwards.#like. posting a long boycott list and then saying ''but if you cant stick to that here are the big ones'' and linking the bds list#would be EXTREMELY effective at getting ppl considering joining the boycott to take action#but posting the same list and then saying ''if you cant do this dont even bother you scum'' even if it is how you honestly feel#will just turn people away. the point of political action like this isnt ideological purity its to get as many people as possible involved#on at least some level to make the biggest possible impact#PLEASE think practically
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