#it feels AWFUL
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obsessing over all the things i got wrong about his face
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when a person gets a boyfriend or girlfriend and immediately puts every last shred of their attention and time and effort solely into said boyfriend or girlfriend and absolutely nothing and no one else — that is actually one of the shittiest things a person can do
#when slowly but surely communication from them comes less and less often#when they start choosing to do things with their so over doing things with you and NEVER balance it out#when they only ever talk about their so with you#its fucking SHITTY#it feels awful#and it is honestly one of the WORST things you as a friend — a CLOSE friend esp — can do#like yeah i can see where my friendship lies on your priority list :/#not a great feeling#n e ways#thats happened twice now#and yeah its shit#mack rambles
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I want them to love me but I also want to push them away because I'm too scared they'll leave me first.
This feels awful... make it stop.
#pushing people away#it feels awful#jirai kei#jirai onna#landmine girl#��雷系#menhera#メンヘラ#jiraiblogging#please love me#don't leave me
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#something literally NO ONE talks about when discussing addiction is weight gain.#it's TWO YEARS on and i'm only now forcing myself to stop clinging on to clothes that will never fit me again#it feels awful#it makes you want to relapse!#and it's a financial burden too!#and then people wanna make comments#yeah it sucks
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is it a universal autistic experience that, when in social settings, people will only talk about or “compliment” you in the third person to the rest of the group, while standing directly in front of you - sometimes even touching you - like you’re on a showcase? like?? how dehumanising is that ?? i end up feeling like an object, or a small child in a room full of adults.
#did i explain it right? like they basically act like ur not even a real person#it’s an anger i can’t quite explain or rationalise yet but i know there’s a good reason for it#it feels awful#esp when it happens with every new person ever#autism#actuallyautistic#autistic#autistic problems#autistic experiences#autistic adult#neurodivergent#adhd
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I’m drawing my faves to test new pencil brushes!!
If you see the common trait between these three no you don’t <3 (/lh)
#I almost didn’t finish the Sydney one bc I hated the brush so much#it feels awful#but I wanted to draw them#❥ 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇’𝓈 𝐵𝓇𝓊𝓈𝒽#john ward#gopher wood#sydney dol#❥ my art
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went and finished a book instead of watching the last game. still feel like someone's stepping on my heart but apparently franko was happy?
#now if I only had something to write#anything#there isn't even anything anyone wants me to write!#it feels awful#ihc watches euro 2024
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#vent#it feels awful#not knowing what the fuck to do#i WANT like a fucking gluttonous beast#i wanna be good at everything#i wanna be good at art and singing and worldbuilding and writing and editing and animating and academics#and i never feel satisfied#and no ones forcing me to do any of this#i just fucking want to for some reason and its destroying me#i just end up being not good at anything. im shit at studying and sleeping and keeping to deadlines#i want there to be enough time for me to explore everything#for me to learn everything at my own pace and perfect my skills#but it just feels like i have no time for myself anymore#everything i have i must dedicate to studying for a levels and its so tiring. i wanna draw and be creative too but theres so much course#content that its killing me. i want my free time back#and im forever thankful to my parents for moving with me all the way to the uk so i can learn about things that actually interest me but#even that doesnt really mean anything anymore thanks to the standardization of education and especially exams and exam boards#so my parents spent all that effort and money for nothing and i really just want to break down and cry and say sorry#but that would just hurt them even more and even i dont have the heart to do that so im stuck with this and im so goddamn tired#and of course by spreading my attention and efforts so thin everything i do is lackluster so of course my grades are shit#and i get sick often so my attendence record is also shit#it just feels like im a burden for existing like a malignant tumour#and i have to relearn how to cry. imagine that. a grown adult not knowing how to cry#i never knew there was supposed to be emotional relief when crying sometimes because whenever i cry when im overwhelmed...or anytime really#i get told to stop immediately so i got trained to hold everything in.and i get that its easy for the adults to deal with a not-crying child#but i kinda feel cheated#i want that emotional catharsis that comes with crying your feelings out and i have to teach myself how to do it#how pathetic is that#had to get this out there its just too much for me#arc 3am logs
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why do my fingers hurt
#mono’s stuff#they’re like. spiky hurt#itchy hurt#bad and spiky and hot hurt#idk how to describe it#it feels awful
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ah fuck. I shouldn't use superglue when I'm distracted and tired.
five of my fingertips have a layer of superglue on them now, and I glued a piece of tissue to another of my fingers :')
#it feels AWFUL#like the texture is. oh it's hell. how do you get rid of this shit. or am I just stuck with this until it like falls off or whatever#ugh it's so gross!!!!#I've got to go google this I guess 😞#the worst one is where the superglue got under my fingernail so I can just FEEL it stuck to my finger now 🤢🤢🤢#okay the first result I saw says to use acetone. I've got acetone so I'm just gonna try that. I don't want to read 30 different methods 😣#should I go with 100% acetone or nail polish remover... eh 100% sounds like it'd be more effective. brb if my fingers still work 🤞
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How the gentle wind,
Beckons through the trees,
As autumn colours fall.
#I’ve been trying to do some more full illustrations#working on colours and environments#which is awful and I hate it#but I feel like I’m at least progressing so yknow#a win is a win#PLUS! I’ve been meaning to draw these lil dudes for FOREVER#It’s certainly the weather for it#my art#over the garden wall#otgw#wirt#otgw wirt#otgw greg
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welp, somehow im glad im not the only one
#hedgehog talks#listen listen listen#the sweat ☠️#everyone's valid here#big chest. no chest. small chest#bcs the feeling of sweat running down ur chest to ur stomach is a universally awful sensation#tbh even when its not hot out
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If you want to write a dumb little story with a dumb little plot and ridiculously silly characters. No one's stopping you. Genuinely, no one should be allowed to stop you. Write that dumb story with your whole heart and don't hold back.
#look I've deleted fics that made me feel awful#There's a time and a place#A good idea will come back to you again#But some things should be given time to settle#writeblr#writing tips#writing#writer advice#writers on tumblr
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YES YES I NEED THIS SIGN IN EVERY SINGLE PARK PLEASE
This is my daily struggle, I had so many arguments with people with off-leash dogs (in a mandatory leash area!!!). Thanks to this behavior I'm struggling with Kim being anxious/aggressive with other females as she often gets involved in unpleased interactions with free females while on leash. And every single time that I ask for the dog to be at least recalled, I'm being called names and insulted of course.
Also 9 out of 10 their dog isn't really that friendly at all.
#dogblr#dog#dog training#petblr#the most unpleasant part of owning a dog is having to deal with awful dog owners...#the richer the neighbourhood the worst are the owners#but of course the only park that isn't a hour-long drive from home it's full of this kind of people#I want to live in a city where there is enough space to actually walk without meeting anyone if we don't feel like it
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make it vicious, take a stab
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jujutsu gojo#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#blood/#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#just in case idk#i believe in night moves fv supremacy#i feel like i say this every time but im dead deceased on the floor in the ground etc etc#maximum effort fr gojo as usual sighhhhhhhhhhhh#3 days on this mf who let me draw another mirror who didnt talk me down#i got so frustrated after i finished his reflection only to realize i had a whole other half gojo to draw#do not look too closely ik its not perfectly mirrored ik ik ik i wanted to die the whole time pls b kind#especially the hair gjhdfkdgk the last mirrored char i drew was megumi and at least with him his hair is dark#with which i can Conceal my mistakes#none of tht here sighs . this freak and his florescent hair#anyway even tho i died and perished and expired etc i am . SO happy w this u have no idea#blood sweat and tears went into this one#and easter eggs! so many easter eggs#pls take it and enjoy im tired of staring at him and his god awful lipstick job . make yourself decent smh
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Sunset in Shinjuku
#art tag#my art#I'm so sorry I can't finish anything recently#but I still needed to express my FEELINGS#about these AWFUL LITTLE DOOMED TEENAGERS#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#nobara kugisaki#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushikugi#I halfway rendered this and hated it so much I just went back to the sketch#edit: I fucking. got the name of the district wrong they were fighting Sukuna in Shinjuku I'm an idiot
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