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#it feels AWFUL
stevethehairington · 1 year
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when a person gets a boyfriend or girlfriend and immediately puts every last shred of their attention and time and effort solely into said boyfriend or girlfriend and absolutely nothing and no one else — that is actually one of the shittiest things a person can do
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tapiokauwu · 8 months
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I want them to love me but I also want to push them away because I'm too scared they'll leave me first.
This feels awful... make it stop.
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bpdshan · 1 year
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is it a universal autistic experience that, when in social settings, people will only talk about or “compliment” you in the third person to the rest of the group, while standing directly in front of you - sometimes even touching you - like you’re on a showcase? like?? how dehumanising is that ?? i end up feeling like an object, or a small child in a room full of adults.
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my-little-loverboy · 3 months
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I’m drawing my faves to test new pencil brushes!!
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If you see the common trait between these three no you don’t <3 (/lh)
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potato-jem · 2 years
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just a cute little reminder to not forcibly out someone
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longeyelashedtragedy · 3 months
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went and finished a book instead of watching the last game. still feel like someone's stepping on my heart but apparently franko was happy?
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arc-archernar · 8 months
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#vent#it feels awful#not knowing what the fuck to do#i WANT like a fucking gluttonous beast#i wanna be good at everything#i wanna be good at art and singing and worldbuilding and writing and editing and animating and academics#and i never feel satisfied#and no ones forcing me to do any of this#i just fucking want to for some reason and its destroying me#i just end up being not good at anything. im shit at studying and sleeping and keeping to deadlines#i want there to be enough time for me to explore everything#for me to learn everything at my own pace and perfect my skills#but it just feels like i have no time for myself anymore#everything i have i must dedicate to studying for a levels and its so tiring. i wanna draw and be creative too but theres so much course#content that its killing me. i want my free time back#and im forever thankful to my parents for moving with me all the way to the uk so i can learn about things that actually interest me but#even that doesnt really mean anything anymore thanks to the standardization of education and especially exams and exam boards#so my parents spent all that effort and money for nothing and i really just want to break down and cry and say sorry#but that would just hurt them even more and even i dont have the heart to do that so im stuck with this and im so goddamn tired#and of course by spreading my attention and efforts so thin everything i do is lackluster so of course my grades are shit#and i get sick often so my attendence record is also shit#it just feels like im a burden for existing like a malignant tumour#and i have to relearn how to cry. imagine that. a grown adult not knowing how to cry#i never knew there was supposed to be emotional relief when crying sometimes because whenever i cry when im overwhelmed...or anytime really#i get told to stop immediately so i got trained to hold everything in.and i get that its easy for the adults to deal with a not-crying child#but i kinda feel cheated#i want that emotional catharsis that comes with crying your feelings out and i have to teach myself how to do it#how pathetic is that#had to get this out there its just too much for me#arc 3am logs
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aroace-poly-show · 6 months
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why do my fingers hurt
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running-in-the-dark · 9 months
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ah fuck. I shouldn't use superglue when I'm distracted and tired.
five of my fingertips have a layer of superglue on them now, and I glued a piece of tissue to another of my fingers :')
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sleepy-hyperfixations · 4 months
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welp, somehow im glad im not the only one
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heywriters · 1 year
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If you want to write a dumb little story with a dumb little plot and ridiculously silly characters. No one's stopping you. Genuinely, no one should be allowed to stop you. Write that dumb story with your whole heart and don't hold back.
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refugeed-kim · 7 months
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YES YES I NEED THIS SIGN IN EVERY SINGLE PARK PLEASE
This is my daily struggle, I had so many arguments with people with off-leash dogs (in a mandatory leash area!!!). Thanks to this behavior I'm struggling with Kim being anxious/aggressive with other females as she often gets involved in unpleased interactions with free females while on leash. And every single time that I ask for the dog to be at least recalled, I'm being called names and insulted of course.
Also 9 out of 10 their dog isn't really that friendly at all.
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lesboevils · 2 months
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im tired of crying my eyes out because there's no fucking hope.
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“I got upset about 20 years ago because I thought it would block me,’ she says. ‘However, it’s been very easy to avoid reading any, so live and let live. If I were a young writer, I’d want to own my own ideas. But maybe fan fiction is a transitional phase: whatever gets you there, gets you there.“
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pencilmint · 16 days
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Sunset in Shinjuku
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ququoquaw · 9 months
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hate cottom sm
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