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Sunset in Shinjuku

[anarchomitsumi]

okay so stl 61 !! this chapter has laid out ujie's worldview: there are those in this world that are liked, accepted, popular, —and those that will always be shunned. only a limited amount of people may be the lucky ones.

and turns out, shima's worldview isn't so different. for him there are those who take, and those whose things are taken away from.

either you are born a shunned monster or the doctor that created it. no nuance is accepted. it's essentially a reaction to being socially shunned, you end up resenting the people you deem guilty of your misfortune so much that you deny them their own depth of being. they are the fortunate, they could never understand your suffering. it's a feeling quite common among teenagers, i think.

if i were to point out something, it'd be that for ujie this classification into fortunate-unfortunate is unmovable. he has no hope of changing his social fate. for shima, however, it isn't set in stone. he's determined to get out of it and get back the things he's been robbed of.

ujie just seems...very bitter about the way he's been treated. when both mitsumi and his unnamed classmate say 'you shouldn't criticize someone who's giving it their all', his eyes just seem to say yeah, but who's gonna empathize with me? no one gives me grace when I'm giving it my all.

he's essentially jealous of the good treatment he thinks shima is getting from their peers. to him, shima's fortune is the cause of his own misfortune.

but along the way he's denied shima any humanity, shima cannot have any depth or trouble in his eyes. i think this is especially easy to see in the ending pannel, after shima confronts him, when he says so that guy is human too — implying he thought before that shima wasn't human because he couldn't understand struggle.

it's a type of ideology that, though an understandable defense mechanism, is very unfair to the people around you.

what specially gets me though, is that ujie tells shima he's ARROGANT for taking the monster role. this is shima, we know he has been behaving against his wishes to please others since he was little. we know he performs to be liked, but despises the attention he gets because they like him for his appearance, his performance, never truly him. when ujie calls him "arrogant", he's implying shima enjoys the empty attention he gets from his peers. and to be told that you enjoy the very thing we know troubles shima the most...i can understand why he got mad.

here's the thing though — ujie understands that the attention shima gets has nothing to do with what he actually does or with who he truly is. he understands it's an empty sort of acceptance, but regardless to ujie it still looks more desirable than his own situation. it might be impersonal but that also means it's unconditional. shima will always be liked because he's attractive.

(to shima though, it's not unconditional at all. he thinks the moment he starts acting truly like himself everybody will despise him)

so yeah. closing thoughts. i think this was truly a beneficial encounter for the both of them. for shima, it helped him get out of his self pity spiral for a bit and acknowledge ujie's point of view. and also he was assertive for a change ! shima exhibiting an emotion that isn't a fake smile or resignated indifference?? what?? i can't believe he actually....got things out of his chest for a change.

and for ujie, i think this has broadened his worldview. he understands know that people as seemingly perfect as shima can indeed struggle as well. the world isn't cleanly divided into Blessed By God and Doomed Forever.

i also hope this helps him get rid of those awful thoughts that he'll never be accepted. if shima is an anomaly, —like he found out today — maybe he can be too. if that little smile in the last pannel is anything to go by, his bitterness might just start to crack :)

[rabbitblackx]

Hey! I wanted to ask if you could do llittle oneshots on how we met the creepypastas?

How you met the Creepypastas

This is all one big one shot. The story continues with each character!✨

Includes: Slender Man, Masky, Hoody, Toby Rogers, BEN Drowned, Eyeless Jack, Jeff The Killer, Homicidal Liu, Jane The Killer and Nina The Killer

Slender Man💖

Slender Man came across you one day while you were on a walk in his woods. He stalked you from afar to see whether you were a threat to the mansion or not. But when you began to coo over a little injured bird you found, his suspicions were quickly debunked

Slender Man didn’t quite know why, but he actually let you leave the woods unharmed with your little birdie friend. Thinking that that was the end of it, he slowly turned towards the shadows, and back to his ‘family’

When you came back to the same spot a week later, you could’ve coloured him intrigued. Slender Man watched in secret awe as you held out the very same bird from then. Thanks to your care, it was now looking much better. It opened its wings wide and flew off into woods, leaving you with a sweet smile on your face

The smile soon fell though when Slender Man decided to show himself to you. Your eyes grew wide and your nose began to bleed. Your brain was plagued with a deafening static, as all you could focus on was that blank, faceless stare

You were his now

Masky💖

There were some rowdy teens camping a bit too close to the mansion for comfort. Slender Man decided to put his three best on a mission to ‘remove’ them. Masky, Hoody and Toby. You were the newbie of the mansion, and was instructed to come along with them for ‘training’

As you all hid behind some bushes a fair way from the teens, Toby bombarded you with questions. You were trying to be polite, smiling and nodding while struggling to keep up with his fast tone

“Leave them alone, Toby.” Masky snapped

Toby pouted behind his mask at the older man. You actually thought he was quite sweet, and wasn’t bothered by him at all

“It’s alright. He’s fine.” You smiled at Masky

You gently placed your hand on his arm, making his dark eyes snap immediately to it. They looked back up to meet your gaze, heat beginning to creep up his neck. You slowly slid your hand off Masky’s jacket sleeve and let your smile linger

Hoody💖

Hoody broke you away from Toby and Masky for a spell. He whispered your name, but got it wrong, and pulled you close, so you were both peeking over the bush. He pointed at the campsite up ahead, brainstorming on how to ambush the kids. You simply sat back and listened, trying to learn his dastardly tricks. You also kind of liked being close to this stranger, his yellow hoodie was quite soft against your side

Hoody said your name incorrectly again, then asked if you were ready to strike. You couldn’t help but giggle at his error, finding it more cute than awkward

“Actually, it’s,” you said your actual name, correcting him. “But you were close.”

Hoody gave a quiet chuckle along with your hushed giggles. “I’m sorry.” He whispered back

“It’s no problem, Ryan.” You grinned

“Oh, actually, it’s—! Oh, wait.”

Hoody was about to say his name was Brian, but he then caught on that you were playing with him. You struggled to keep your laughter quiet, your shoulders shaking as you beamed at the man

“Nice to meet you.”

Toby Rogers💖

Toby squeezed in between you and Hoody’s moment, getting his orange goggles right in your grill

“I’m Toby!” He exclaimed

Hoody and Masky both shushed him, but you thought it was funny

“Nice to meet you, Toby.”

Toby giggled, looking back and forth at the two other men. “I like em’, guys! They’re cute. Slendy was right picking this one!” He rambled

Masky shushed him again, while Hoody got up to get closer to the doomed campsite

“Thank you, Toby.” You smiled bashfully at the boy

Masky got caught up with the actual mission, and he snuck into the shadows with Hoody. While they were dealing with the pesky teenagers, you kept watch with Toby

“You’re real pretty too! Where—where’re you from?” He asked, leaning in close to you

Your face flushed bright red, and you looked away shyly. Toby’s tinted goggles stared into your soul, but with good intent. You were right before. He was sweet

“Well…” you started

BEN Drowned💖

You returned to Slender’s mansion after your first ‘mission’, and flopped down onto the couch. There wasn’t a soul in sight. You flipped through some boring tv channels for a good while, before you spotted an old game console by the coffee table. You slipped off the couch and sat on the carpet, inspecting the console and its dusty controllers

“Hey.” A voice suddenly said

With a shriek, you whipped your eyes up to the tv, where you saw BEN Drowned peaking out of the screen. You threw yourself back onto the floor and clutched your heart

“Gah!”

BEN cringed at your outburst, reaching more of his body out of the tv. “Whoops. Didn’t mean to scare ya that bad.” The corner of his lip quirked up into an amused smirk

Your chest heaved, your hand gripping it through your shirt. “Well, ya did.” You sassed, rising up into a seated position

BEN chuckled. “Sorry,” he shrugged

You were just inches away, him looking down at you from the tv, and you gazing up at him from the floor

“So who are you supposed to be?” You blurted out

BEN yanked himself fully from the tv, sitting crosslegged in front of you. He was definitely… quirky. Them big red eyes dripping blood and all… you had ran into many creepy people since Slender Man took you in here

“BEN.” He stuck his hand out for you to shake. “And you are…?”

Eyeless Jack💖

After wrapping up your chat, BEN disappeared back within the tv screen, seemingly into one of the console’s old games. Just as you stood from the floor, you were scared out of your skin once again when the front door was ripped open. Jeff The Killer bursted through, clutching his bloody side

You hadn’t met this boy yet, but ran over to his aid regardless. You snaked an arm around his shoulder and guided him down to the basement, where you were told an infirmary was

Upon entering the dim infirmary, you and the injured Jeff were greeted by none other than Eyeless Jack. He slowly tilted his head to side, ‘eyeing’ you curiously

“You need to help him. He’s hurt!” You yelped

Without another word, Jack took Jeff off your hands, forcing him over to a hospital bed to dress his wounds. You watched worriedly from the sidelines, getting peeks here and there of him patching up what looked like a stab wound in Jeff’s side

After a little while, Jack finished mending the other boy and left him to rest, walking up to you instead

“Thank you for bringing him down here.” Jack said, giving you a polite nod

You mimicked his action, nodding back to him shyly. “It’s no worries. Why wouldn’t I?” You giggled nervously

“You must be the newcomer. I don’t believe we’ve met. My name is Jack. Pleasure to meet you.” Jack formally introduced himself

He stuck out a gloved hand, and you shook it cheerfully

“Nice to meet you, Jack.” You smiled, and then told him your own name

Jeff The Killer💖

Jack left you and Jeff alone, going into the other room to clean his tools. You shuffled over to the hospital bed Jeff sat on, telling him your name with a gentle smile

“Are you okay now?” You added

The killer grunted, running a pale hand over his stitched up side. You couldn’t help but admire his lean build

“I’m fine.” Jeff muttered, dropping his hoodie back over his belly

“Okay, that’s good.” You squeaked, fiddling with your hands as the air grew thick

He kept his eyes adverted from yours for a few moments, before sighing begrudgingly. “I’m Jeff... thanks for the help, kid.” He grumbled

You were no kid, but you let it slide because you could tell it was very hard for him to say. Some boys were so stubborn…

“You’re welcome, Jeff.” You cooed sweetly

Jeff looked away from you again, fighting back a blush on his deathly white face. Something in his eyes twinkled. He seemed to like the way you spoke to him. He liked to feel cared for, maybe even mothered sometimes…

Maybe having you around from now on wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world

Homicidal Liu💖

The next morning, you wandered the spooky halls of Slender Man’s mansion

“Hey,” you heard a boy say from behind you

You whipped around, half expecting BEN, only to be greeted with a new face. A new stitched up face, that was

“I heard about what you did for my brother last night. How you took him to Jack and all.” The boy trailed

“You’re Jeff’s brother?” You asked with a head tilt

He nodded, “yeah. Thanks for looking out for him.”

You gave you him your friendliest of smiles, nodding back curtly. “No worries.” You beamed

Jeff’s brother stared at you, before catching himself and quickly breaking the silence. “I’m Liu, by the way. Liu Woods.” He blurted out

“Hey there, Liu.” You giggled

Jane The Killer💖

You found Jeff downstairs, arguing with Jane The Killer. You attempted to walk past unnoticed, but she called out to you

“You’re the one that saved Jeff’s butt? The newbie?” Jane asked

You gritted your teeth before turning around, facing the two killers. “Uh, yeah. I am, I guess.” You shrugged

Jeff quickly butted in, glaring daggers into the girl. “I was fine by myself. I didn’t need any help.” He snapped at her, his pride clearly stung

Since Jane’s eyes were all black, you couldn’t tell, but she rolled them with a snarky laugh. Jeff stormed off grumbling, leaving you two as he went to sulk in his room

“My name is Jane. What’s yours?” She asked

You were so entranced by her beautiful, feminine looks. You had to give your mind a few seconds to process her question, before stammering out your own name

“I’m new.” You added lamely

Jane chuckled, thinking you were cute. “See you around, sweetie. I’d be careful if I were you.” She left her black lips ajar as she winked at you, before turning away and around a corner

Nina The Killer💖

As you entered the living room, you were practically ambushed by a certain brightly dressed girl

“Hi!” The moment Nina The Killer spotted you across the way, she was skipping over to you excitedly. “You’re the newbie, right?” She giggled

You opened your mouth to reply. “Yeah, I’m—!”

Nina interrupted you, blurting out your name in a singsong tone. “I’ve heard about you! You helped Jeff last night!” She exclaimed

Word really did catch on. Especially in this mansion filled with… what I guessed you could’ve called… ‘outcasts’

“Yeah…” you trailed

“I love your hair!” Nina squealed. (Extra points if you had your hair dyed a bright colour). “It’s really pretty!”

Your heart warmed at her sweet nature. Even though she was… clearly different. Much like Jeff, Nina had herself a cut in smile as well. Alas, you shoved down any ill feelings and gave her a bashful grin

“Thanks! I like yours too.”

[coeurify]

ellie realising shes in love w you for the first time

Love had never been a kind feeling for Ellie. The butterflies explained by hushed teenage voices over a bonfire never exactly captured what Ellie felt in her stomach when she felt that sensation creeping into her bones. What she felt about the four-letter word was a little more dangerous than the soft wings of a monarch butterfly. It was more barbed wire squeezing her intestines, a frantic sort of feeling that overwhelmed her, a surefire sign of the doom that would follow. It only got worse as she aged.

That feeling, one she swore she didn’t feel easy, that she didn't like to feel, returned one night.

A night that had been the first quiet one in weeks, her head pressed onto an old stitched blanket that was a little rough against her hair. Jackson was warm that night, a short sleeve pressed onto her skin as she sighed.

“Do you think the stars were this bright before the outbreak?” a voice had asked beside her. Eyes that were focused up on the night above them. Ellie’s arms crossed over her stomach lazily, the blanket you two laid on acting as a home for your bodies as you looked at the stars above.

Well, you looked up, and Ellie looked at you. “Not everywhere, in big cities you could barely see them. All the light pollution, but out in places like this? I bet so.”

You turn your head, looking at her with a slight grin. “Nah, I don’t think so,” you shrug, pursing your lips.

Ellie’s eyebrows furrowed, hoping you would continue.

“I have to believe something is better nowadays, so I think the stars are brighter now.”

Ellie lets a soft chuckle fall from her lips. So optimistic, even when you lived in a place like this— a time like this. Ellie admired that. She thinks she lost all sense of optimism the moment she woke up in a car, the blue-tinged hospital gown scratching against her skin. But the way you said it so simply, like you believed it so much, made her want to believe it too.

“Maybe,” Ellie concludes, though she knows the real answer.

“You have to teach me how to find constellations sometime,” you add softly, staring up again.

“It’s not too hard; i’ll help you trace them with your finger,” Ellie hums, hand reaching up, squeezing one eye closed.

When you laugh, she feels a slight tug in her stomach, but it's soft enough to ignore.

Until your finger reaches forward. You had turned your head again, staying focused on the apples of her cheeks. Your finger came forward to brush against the freckles Ellie doubted you could see in this much darkness. That’s when she felt the wires wrap around her stomach.

“Can I say something really cheesy?” you question.

“If it’s about my freckles, I’ll stab you right here,” Ellie threatens with no bite.

“Oh c’mon!” you whine, tapping her cheek with your finger. “You totally ruined my line!”

“That line was gonna be awful,” Ellie retorts, shaking her head.

The blanket shifts lightly with the wind when you move, a huff coming from Ellie’s lips as you straddle her, staring down with a pout.

“You are such a mood killer,” you chastise, staring down at Ellie.

That’s when she knows she's fucked. That’s when the sharp points of the wires press into her chest and lungs, sucking a deep breath from her.

When you stare down at her, prettier than the stars that frame behind your head, Ellie thinks she may be in love.

But when you press a kiss to her cheek, and then another, Ellie begins to believe the stories of butterflies in her stomach.

When your lips find the corner of her mouth, the barbed wire started to feel more like wings.

[schizopositivity]

hi—i just found this blog and am so immensely thankful?

i’m only 17 and in a month i’m going to a psychiatrist to get evaluated for schizophrenia and i’m… completely terrified because i feel like my life is going to be ruined by this awful mental illness. it’s just,, really nice to see posts like yours reminding people that we can live happy fulfilling lives and aren’t inherently doomed just because of it, so. seriously, thank you for making a scared teenager feel a little bit better—

That has always been my hope for this blog, for people like us to feel less alone and know that there is hope. Messages like this make my day :)

I was 18 when I was diagnosed and it was devastating. I didn't know of anyone else who had schizophrenia besides my grandpa who was a horrible person, and what I saw in horror movies. I felt so lost and ashamed, that went on for about a year. And then I started searching through the internet. I found things like the YouTube channel SBSK and all their interviews with people with schizophrenia, I found the 'Inside Schizophrenia' podcast, I found the YouTube channel 'Living Well with Schizophrenia', I found out about the organization 'Students with Psychosis', and I found blog posts of people openly sharing their experience. I couldn't find my community in real life, but I did find it on the internet. And that was so incredibly helpful for me. I decided to take what I learned, along with my own experiences and post it on here. And the community that I've found on here has been so healing. I don't feel as alone anymore, and I owe it to people like you who are brave enough to share, even with all the stigma stacked up against us. Together we can make changes that will lead to even more people opening up about their schizophrenia or psychosis. And I can't wait to live in a world like that.

[lagunapoint]

I’m really hoping for a happy arc for Lavellan and Solas in Veilguard, oh god. No surprises like him being trapped in the Fade while she’s stuck in reality, or having to make a painful choice about who gets to stay alive. Just no, please.

There are so many words and shattered hopes here, I’m sorry, but I couldn’t stop myself. Grab a cup of tea, some cookies, and sit next to me, my dear Solavellan.

And now, it’s time to lay all the cards on the table. You know, I can’t help but connect the story of Doctor Who and Rose with Lavellan and Solas in my mind. These storylines mean so much to me, and they both break my heart in the same way.

Don’t worry if you’re not familiar with the Doctor Who fandom, I tried to write this as comfortably and clearly as possible for our little refuge.

Relationships that are doomed from the start but where the characters fight through all the difficulties just to see their loved one again... these fill me with awe and pain. (I’m not normal, haha) When creating such relationships, writers have a huge responsibility, and you can’t just trample on expectations, like what happened to me (and many others in the fandom) with the ending of Doctor and Rose.

(A bit of a description of the Doctor and Rose’s love so you can better understand why I’m so anxious of the Solavellan part of the fandom. Warning: Spoilers below. If you’re planning to watch the series starting with the Tenth Doctor, you might want to skip the next few paragraphs.)

He’s immortal, lonely, brooding, and full of regret. He chose the death of his people for the sake of the universe’s survival. He mourns them, he’s broken, lost. He can never undo his decision, and he no longer knows who he is. And then he meets her. She rekindles the light and hope in him. She helps him make the right choices. She changes her life for him, falls in love, even though she knows their relationship is impossible. He feels the same, but it’s like he doesn’t want to admit it. He enjoys her presence. For the first time in almost a thousand years, he falls in love. It slowly changes his world. And oh my God, their maximum intimacy is in their looks, their hugs, and the warm touches of their hands. (There were two kisses, but another being was in her body at the time. So it doesn’t count!)

How do you think this relationship ends?

It crashes into reality. She sacrifices herself and ends up trapped in a parallel reality where he can never exist. Never. It’s the end for them. Three minutes on Bad Wolf Bay. Buckets of tears. He fades away, and she’s left alone, crying along with me.

For years, she searched for a way to see him again. Her life changed so much it’s hard to imagine.

And then the moment of their reunion comes.

Hold your breath

And what did the writers come up with? Feel the strangeness of this decision: since she’s in another world where he can’t be with her, since he’s immortal and she’s mortal, let’s just create his mortal double and give him to her. They’ll be happy. haha. Happy ending.

Just imagine this horrible scenario (forgive me for this), where they create a double of Solas, stripped of all his godhood, mortal, and he’s given to Lavellan.

And Solas, the real Solas, with bitterness and full awareness of what’s happening, gives his Lavellan to him, then walks away into the mist. He loves her so much that he lets her go to another version of himself so she can be happy. Ugh. I feel awful.

Even as a teenager, I understood that this was utter nonsense. She’d leave that double in a day. It’s so obvious, damn it. It’s the worst decision the writers could’ve made for such a strong relationship.

And that’s it, the end. For almost 20 years, there’s been nothing more, and there won’t be. It’s over, and it’s just brutal. It’s a love story that got a happy ending only in fanfiction, fan art, and role-playing.

And that’s why I’m so scared for the outcome of the relationship in Veilguard. God, let it be a worthy ending for all of us few Solavellans. Damn it, this part of the fandom deserves some happiness already.

I truly wish I could have the chance to create a good ending for Solas and Lavellan. I’m sure that even 10 minutes of a cutscene would be enough to make us happy. If we don’t get happiness, then I’ll write another endless rant. In any case, there are always amazing authors, artists, and creators who can heal any plot shortcomings.

There’s so much sadness and doubt here, oh ir abelas, vhenan

[ethereal-occultist]

There’s just something so crazy about Christianity. I grew up in the church, went to Preschool in my church, and up until I was a teenager I defended it, even though we stopped going when I was young. Once when I was little, I was crying so hard because I wanted to meet Jesus, and my parents actually thought I was going to kill myself because I wanted to so badly.

Now I don’t really hold any religious views, I guess I’m agnostic because I don’t know, no one really does. But because I don’t go to church my family thinks I’m doomed to Hell.

I try not to bring anything up because I’m the odd man out so I just keep my mouth shut, I even go along with the prayers before dinner and everything. Because I don’t know, maybe God is real, but I’m not committing to organized religion.

On my grandpa’s death bed last year, my sister told me that I need to be saved so that she doesn’t have to worry about me going to Hell like this on my death bed.

Our grandpa is dying, in front of our eyes, and you really can only think about me going to Hell? Because you think I’m just an awful person who doesn’t believe in God? The one thing I have never gotten over that was kind of the catalyst for my deconstruction was that God would send people to Hell, in general, but especially just for not believing. I never believed that, even when I was a very young, gullible child.

I went to church with them one time this year (for Easter) and they are SO good at pulling you in. Telling stories about miracles that happened. “They could happen to you too. But only if you pay me, so I can afford my Gucci sneakers and 3 piece suit” is what pulled me back to reality.

My sister just sent me a tik tok, I haven’t watched it. The cover photo says something about “that one friend who you don’t want to be without in Heaven”. I don’t want to watch it.

She knows I’m gay. Because her and our other sister forced me out. And they seem to not really care, she gifted me a couple LGBTQ Christian books for Christmas. But I looked up their pastors views on LGBTQ community, and it’s the usual pedophile, brainwashing views that Christians hold, and in just waiting for the day they start to think that of me too. My family used to be the one thing I could count on and now I’m watching them pull away from me in real time.

[alanaartdream]

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After reading the Danny Phantom a glitch in time I was in the mood to try to sketch Danny with his Friends Tucker and Sam

And then being as yeah Sam and Tucker did get to join Danny in the nicktoons unite game (heck you can play as Sam in the 2nd game witch is the island game as well as in the toy bots one that came after that ) so they did meet Timmy Turner so had to draw that in

And then had to draw my Fairy Timmy with the nicktoons talking with Sam being as he has met them in the games

Now for years I’ve seen maybe 1-2 artists keep the nicktoons unite fandom alive but most of the time the focus was only on the 1st game not on the other 3 in the series so didn’t see and Sam or Tucker getting added into the lineup (witch is a crying shame because Sam was quite awesome in the games; you could even play as her in at least 2 of the games (not sure about the globs of doom one where they took Timmy Turner out and had invader zim & dib as well as some villains join the team in that one; but then Timmy could and would’ve wished them out of trouble like he does for Jimmy Timmy power hour episodes so the game development team must of not wanting to deal with that tricky story plot )

Like now they’re adding in Jenny XJ9 from my teenage robot life and El Tigre tiger boy but forget to add in Sam and Tucker???

Heck Sammy squirrel; Patrick Sat and Squidward were apart of the Nicktoons unite team up for a lot of the games (also didn’t help that nicktoons started to focus more on SpongeBob Square pants more by the last of the games)

Think you could play as Sammy squirrel in the games too

But then maybe their version of nicktoons unite games aus they like to make Danny have darker life or less supportive friends/ family so maybe that’s why they don’t add them but are adding in Jenny Xj9 and tiger boy before adding in any of Danny’s friends and SpongeBob’s friends or they didn’t know the others games?

Enithr way the games have a order to them apparently (I didn’t know what the order was until some YouTube/ google searches later)

So probably just lack of information as to why it’s this way (( I mean I don’t wanna stop people having their own takes on things I love when people are creative and do their own things))

Just seems odd to not add the other characters that made it into the team or how tragic they make Danny’s life seem in their aus when honestly Danny got a very good supporting network of friends/ family & allies who helps him deal with ghosts and being half ghost (in fact he’s a bit of a adorable dork not really something I’d say is depressing gloomy or something tragic in their life)

Making me think they mixed Timmy turner’s tragic life story with Danny’s being as Danny’s the ghost boy with ghost powers they want to make him tragic when really Timmy’s one with only Wanda Cosmo poof/peri and Fairy world to help him deal with his crazy dumb neglectful parents who forget to feed him and leave him with a abusing awful babysitter; don’t really care to teach him anything and don’t care he’s dealing with awful bullies and a crazy teacher who just wants to fail him all the time to get at his fairies AND he’s only 10 years old and has to deal with all of that without any support whatsoever (if he didn’t have fairies/wanda Cosmo & poof) he’d be a dead ghost child Danny & his friends might’ve had to deal with honestly

Heck because they both been created by butch jerkman the creator once said he was planning on making them cousins (like distant cousins) at one point but gave up on the idea witch probably explains why they do look a little alike

So like Danny has a lot to deal with with the ghost and his own school bullies but his family & friends love and support him

Heck like Jimmy Danny with help of his friend Tucker & Sam after all the ghosts they’re dealing with and how emotion is a driving force for ghosts in his world would pick up Timmy only acts snarky/ sassy to protect himself and is honestly a pretty good kid his life back in his world is pretty bad any nicktoons character who’s life might be a little like Timmy’s is maybe Dib’s from invader Zim but the movie changed how Dib’s father is like (if you’d seen the invader Zim’s cartoon show boy dib has some pretty dark moments and thankfully the show doesn’t gloss over those dark moments like fairly odd parents original show use to like to do )

I mean probably overthinking things here it’s just my opinion after looking into things more and enjoying the shows and stuff

Because lately where I use to love how those artist been keeping nicktoons unite fandom going for such a long time; it’s as I go back and enjoy Danny phantom/ fairly odd parents and the nicktoons unite games that it feels like the characterising of these characters feels a bit off now

It’s still good just something is missing or don’t match up

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Hello. I've been binge reading your meta post an I loves all of it. I have one question, though I don't know if you had the same question or not. If you had I'm sorry feel free to ignore this but if you hadn't, this is my question. Many people said Adrien as sentimonster is a good plot and the other said it's also good metaphor for abuse children. But what do you think about the senti plot? Is it necessary? And what do you think the writer is trying to achieve with the plot if Adrien doesn't even allowed to know about what he is?

Thank you! I'm glad that you've been enjoying my rambles! I don't think I've touched on those aspects of the sentiplot, so here goes!

Is it Necessary/What's The Goal?

I don't think that the sentiplot is even remotely necessary. My two cents is that it reads like something that was added relatively last-minute in order to add some cheap drama to draw the plot out because they didn't have enough content to organically fill seven seasons. Part of the reason that I'm comfortable saying that is because we've seen the writers do this type of move many times before. I don't wanna get too into the weeds on this, but a good example is the love triangles with Luka and Kagami.

Luka and Kagami are never treated as real alternate love interests. They're just road blocks on the love square highway that allow for seasons three to end on a cliff hanger. The fact that season four opens on two episodes meant to reassure the audience that Lukanette and Adrigami are doomed to fail is proof of this. No one is actually supposed to ship those ships. There's no Team Luka vs Team Adrien. It's just cheap drama.

The other reason that I feel comfortable calling the sentiplot cheap shoehorned drama is because the sentiplot has no teeth. A big reason why I refused to believe that it was going to be a thing was because it's an extremely serious plot that has no place in a Y-7 show. The wielder of raw destruction can have his free will overwritten at any time! The show has made jewelry theft a common teenage past time! This is bad!

And yet, once it's introduced, it goes nowhere. Gabe gives the most lackluster commands humanly possible and Nathalie undoes every one of them before they have a chance to meaningfully impact the plot. The biggest fallout of the sentiplot was that the Adrienette kiss got delayed a bit. How terrifying.

If the sentiplot had the weight it deserved, then it would have destroyed Adrientte in a big, dramatic fashion. Gabriel would have commanded Adrien to date Kagami and Tomoe would have done the same for Kagami re Adrien. But that's too serious, so we don't even get Gabe telling Adrien to break up with Marinette. He just tells Adrien to not see her and Marinette never has any clue that something went wrong there because Nathalie undoes the command two minutes later.

The Sentiplot's and Emilie

You may have read the previous section and thought, "But wait, doesn't the sentiplot give an explanation for why Emilie used the peacock? Didn't we need that?"

No, we didn't. Felix's little play and Gabe's memory of the night they used the peacock both heavily imply that no one knew that the peacock would kill you. It's why Felix exists! His father did not willingly give his life to have a kid and neither did Emilie. It was an unknown side effect.

Imo, it would have actually been better if Emilie hadn't used the peacock for such obviously selfish reasons. I mean, is anyone really saying, "Oh no, the rich lady used forbidden magic (and possibly killed some people?) to get a designer baby, then faced unexpected consequences! How awful for her! She didn't deserve that!"

Wouldn't it have been a far more interesting and complex story if Emilie used the peacock because she wanted to help someone else? If she was an unambiguously good person who suffered for doing the right thing or even just a morally gray thing? Wouldn't that make Gabriel's quest feel more righteous and less like a temper tantrum by a rich, entitled white guy who used his wealth in a morally dubious manner and paid for it?

The Sentiplot as an Abuse Metephor

I don't think that the writers meant for the sentiplot to be an abuse metaphor. In fact, I sincerely hope they didn't because it's a terrible one! Or, at least, a depressing one.

Abuse - especially childhood abuse - is something that sticks with us. A lot of victims will be forever scared by what they went through. But just because they bare scares doesn't mean that they're trapped by their abuse and can never break free. This is true even if the abuse caused mental health issues like PTSD or CPTSD, conditions that can never be cured because you know what they can be? Controlled and mitigated to the point where the victim is no longer ruled by their condition.

There's also the fact that abuse victims - especially child abuse victims - can and often do reach a point where their abusers no longer have any power over them. I have personally seen a child abuse victim go thought the process of realizing that their parent is just another adult now. All the power that the parent once held is gone. The child doesn't depend on them for food and shelter anymore. If the abuse starts up again, then the child can just get up and walk away.

That's not true for a sentimonster. Sentimonsters don't grow up and get more agency/power. At any point, their abuser can get ahold of their amok and override their free will, taking away the sentimonster's freedom even if the sentimonster is on another continent! There is no means of true escape.

No abuse victim will ever be that powerless. Abuse victims can escape abuse and they do have true free will. Sentimonsters will always be sentimonsters.

Is the Sentiplot Good?

No. It's too serious for a kids show. In fact, now that it's canon, here's my two cents: all of the sentikids are massive liabilities to the team who need to give up their miraculouses immediately because they can never be truly trusted. Felix has shown us time and time again how easy it is to steal an amok and replace it with a fake, so we must always assume that the sentikids are compromised because to assume otherwise is to invite the miraculouses to fall into the wrong hands. It's just not worth the risk to trust a senti.

Along the same lines, the love square should never be canon unless Marinette gives up Guardianship because Adrien is a liability to the safety of the miraculouses even if he didn't wield on himself. The only way to get around this issue is to use the wish to make the sentikids human, but Gabe failed to even do that one kindness for his son, so here we are. Season six will either drive this point home by having Lila use the amoks to mess with Adrien or it will drop the sentiplot forever, proving just how cheap and poorly thought out it was.

Other issues I think I've already addressed in other posts, but that are still a problem that make the plot bad:

a sentimonster's creator defines the sentimonster's worth, thus there being no issue with Felix making sentimonsters and then killing them or the heroes destroying them, but it would somehow be wrong if we did the same thing to any of the sentikids

any command you give a sentimonster can be overwritten and sentimonsters can't resist even if they know they're being controlled, so there's truly no hope to free them

giving your leading lady anxiety issues and a boyfriend whose free will is constantly in jeopardy is cruel and unusual punishment

an insane number of lore issues like why is it impossible to destroy other sentimonsters, but Adrien can be destroyed in akuma fights? Cataclysms are pure destruction! It makes no sense that akumas can do what a cataclysm can't. And is Adrien able to die a natural death? What happens to his amok when he does? Will his children be able to be controlled by his amok too since they're part of him?

the lore around Gabe & Emilie finding the miraculous makes no sense and should not be possible. That's another rant, though.

[plottingdaisies]

Dear Mrs. Cooper,

I was suprised to get a letter from someone from my mama's hometown. What with my family's rather sordid history there.

You do know what they say about me, right?

I was born of the union of my poor earthly mama and the Devil himself. They say he came to her in the wee twilight hours, promising a life away from toiling in the dirt and living off naught but rice and beans for her meals. They say mama took Old Scratch up on his offer to escape granddaddy's moonshine rages and grandmama's weeping spells, and in so doing, my mama, God rest her poor soul, doomed your little town proper.

That's what they say.

Some of them that's less spiritually inclined think pop was just a coal man, maybe even a railroad big wig looking to take up what land he could get his pristine, blood- covered hands on any way he could get it. The story changes based on whose mouth it comes from. Others take with the story that mama made a pact with Satan to save her own hide and leave the rest to rot by the wayside. The details are hazy, but all of them still spit after they say her name, like it tastes bad.

Well, they ain't all wrong. But they ain't all right, neither.

Don't know how he got his money. Could have been mining,  but there's an awful lot of iron that gets pulled from the ground in these parts for his kind's comfort. I thought settling mama's affairs was complicated, but dealing with his particulars is likely to send me to an early grave. In more ways than one.

That's the thing about it. What they don't say, don't know or don't care to know is that the matter is a little more complicated than that. Pops wasn't exactly human, but he wasn't the Devil himself, neither. Fond of games of chance he was, his shadow always looked wrong, like he was a good two feet taller than he actually was. His eyes reflected lantern light like a cougar in the night. He was just as dangerous too. But he wasn't the Devil. There's more than just God and the Devil out there, you know?

Mama didn't know any better. She didn't know anything other than good and bad men existed until much too late.

Ain't that the way of things? There's a perfectly good monster right there in the family portrait to blame for the state of things, but the finger gets pointed at the seventeen year old desperate not to suffer another beating, half starved, and in great need. Why blame the devil in disguise for using his tricks on a naive teenager when you can blame the woman? It's easier than looking someone who can fight back in his unnatural gleaming eyes. Imagine the kind of punch ol' Tennessee Phillips could pack and you can understand why it's easier to pick on little Edie Puck.

Not like she can come and speak in her own defense, anyhow. Well, not in the usual way. And no, not like them Fox sisters used to get up to back in the old days. I wasn't around then, but that medium business is all bunk. There's ways to talk to the dead, but it ain't pleasant. And it don't look like shaking tables and gauze shoved in your unmentionables.

It might not even be pop's fault that shit's gone sideways there, you know? From the outside, it looks like every other small town right now. There's even bread lines in the big city, if you believe the dreck they print in the papers.

But ... well, if what you say is true, it may very well be that daddy dearest left his mark on the town in more ways than stealing Edie away in the dark of the night. And it doesn't sit right with me to just leave it up to chance that what you're describing is just coincidence. The timing is peculiar, and knowing my luck, this falls under the particulars of managing dear old dad's estate, in a manner of speaking.

All of that being said, if you read all of that and still think it's a good idea to have the "Spawn of Satan" come and look into the frightening happenings around town, I'll come. Words don't hurt me none, but it won't do to put the good name of you and your husband at risk when you might be better off hiring a night guard at the farm to scare off the local hoodlum children.

If knowing that old bastard left me more than just his name don't dissuade you from hiring my services, and if knowing you're sure to get some sideways looks, especially from old Jody's kin, don't bother you, then I'll come look at things. Save your money. All I need's two square meals and a cot in the shed. Send your reply to the same address, and I'll be on my way before the next new moon.

Kindest regards, Tenny Puck-Phillips Supernatural Private Investigator

[stillafanofsonic]

@boombrothersasks felt inspired ~_~

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Shadow couldn't move.

Now that Eclipse had been turned into a toddler (He was furious with Tails for letting this happen) the little darkling needed an afternoon nap. And he wouldn't nap if he wasn't being held. Shadow had found that out the hard way when he tried to put him down and Eclipse started screaming.

So here Shadow was, sitting near the mouth of the cave and staring out into the wilderness, with a baby darkling snuggled up into his chest fur. With one hand covering him, because otherwise Eclipse would start to shiver.

Letting out a sigh, Shadow glared at a passing bird. This whole situation was a mess. But it did give him time to think.

Ever since Black Doom had announced himself, he occasionally haunted Shadow's dreams. Not to tell him anything important, but more like he was seeing what was going on. Last night, it had been enough for Shadow to make contact and his father ran as fast as he could when he heard the news.

It was clear, he wasn't coming back. Except to just stick his nose in, laugh at the situation and then leave without being any help.

Eclipse was never going back to him.

Looking down at his sleeping brother, Shadow knew he'd have to tell him. Not now, because he'd probably cry for a full hour. But it didn't mean that the regular, teenage version of his little brother wouldn't take it any better.

In his mind, Shadow imagined his brother's golden eyes filling with tears, having to face the horrible news that he had been thrown away, that he wasn't wanted anymore.

Shadow felt his chest clench as he realized he was all that Eclipse had anymore. What a cruel and stupid joke was being played on both of them.

But for now, the tiny darkling just slumbered on, peaceful and content. One tiny hand clutched a handful of fur, a smile etched across his muzzle.

How could Shadow tell him? How could he break news so awful and terrible? It wasn't like Eclipse was sitting at the mouth of the cave every morning waiting for him... But... He did think his father was coming back. He trusted that he would.

Curse Black Doom for not being brave enough to actually say it to Eclipse's face. He could only say it in a dreamscape, where he could flee at any moment.

Gently, Shadow reached out with his other hand and stroked the side of Eclipse's face. "He's not coming back..." He mumbled, soft enough so it didn't disturb him. "He doesn't want you anymore."

That was a cruel thing to say... but it was also true. Should he actually tell his brother that when he actually told him? Was it better to say a comforting lie or a hard truth?

Feelings were complicated. This whole situation was complicated. It made Shadow growl, wanting to set Eclipse down and go attack something. But he couldn't. So he continued to sit there.

"But you won't even miss him," Shadow continued, taking care not to raise his voice, even though he wanted to. The emotions running through his body were a current of energy, begging to be released. "We'll be so busy, you'll forget all about him. I promise. You won't even need him anymore."

The hedgehog wasn't sure how he could promise that, but looking down at the little creature sprawled across his chest, it made sense. He might have been a mess himself, but he was going to try, the best he could for his brother.

And for now, that meant making sure he was fed, comforted and kept warm. As much as the little darkling annoyed him, it was what he deserved. As much as Shadow hated to admit it, he knew that much.

And as soon as Eclipse woke up, Shadow was storming over to Tails' workshop to demand to know why a cure for this was taking so damn long.

[thedestructionofgrace]

Tlou ep7 spoilers:

(I’ve referred to bella as they/them in this post)

To all those who doubted Bella Ramseys portrayal of Ellie before the show even fucking aired, I sincerely hope you have the maturity to admit that you were fucking wrong. Not only did you doubt Bella but you also doubted Neil druckmann (the creator) AND Ashley Johnson (OG Ellie) when they gave their approval of bella and their performance. There is no other word than outstanding to describe bella, their acting was spot on in this episode, it has been in the other episodes too but this one… this one right here I mean they gave us everything, the little side glances, the smiles, the admiration and love towards Riley was just amazing. All those little details and bella didn’t drop the ball once, throughout the entire episode you could see feel every emotion that ellie was feeling and aw man Rahul kohli put it best, “Bella Ramsey is one of the most talented and exciting actors emerging from the next generation”.

While Pedro had like five minutes in this episode he too was amazing, Joel demanding ellie to leave, find Tommy and pushing her away, absolutely fucking gut wrenching, and his face when he realised she never left him 😫😫😫

Storm Reid, bloody hell, again the casting in this show is fucking delicious, like I don’t know how else to describe it. They just don’t get it wrong. Her Riley was great, and even though (any who’s played the game) we know what’s coming for her character, she still delivered this absolutely heart breaking performance, when she notices Ellie’s bite, then lifts her own hand!!!!! I wanted to cry so bad. Storm and Bella did not miss at all and their sapphic tension was so beautiful and I love that it wasn’t shyed away from in the show, I hope they both get recognition and awards because that is the least they deserve.

This episode had some of they most beautiful shots and the lighting was to die for, cinematically it was just gorgeous. When the mall lights came on and it cut to Ellie and her reaction 🤌🏼 I’m sure we all had the same look on our face while watching it. The shot when the two were playing in the arcade and it pans to the runner/clicker, like I was DONE!! even if you hadn’t played the game, you just fucking knew what it meant and you’re left with dread for the rest of the episode, you’re on the edge of your seat waiting for it all to go wrong and it finally comes and your feeling defeated. You’ve just watched two kids share there first kiss only for them to be sent to their doom within the next few minutes, only for us to know that ellie survived and Riley didn’t. I played left behind when I was 14 just like ellie, I’m now 21 and I got thrown back 7 years ago to my teenage self and I remember feeling so fucking mad and upset for her, all the same emotions came back tonight as I sat and watched this episode, it doesn’t matter that I already knew what was going to happen because Bella and Storm have just elevated this story to a whole other level with their acting ability and no one, no one could have done a better job than those two

The shot of Ellie holding Joel’s hand, their hands curled around eachother, oh my gosh, I know there are people who don’t think that the show can give us anything more than what the game already has but it is fucking giving, it’s giving us all those extra details and insights to all the relationships that are formed and forming that we never got in the game. I mentioned this in my previous post regarding ep 6 but we get more background on Maria,her baby, her job, her marriage and pregnancy. Joel and him being a contractor, and having panic attacks and nightmares, the jokes and the glances between ellie and Joel and ellie and Riley, there’s just so many little things that give us so much more context and understanding and so many more things to love about these characters that we’ve already loved for so many years. and I just cant describe how much I appreciate it, I’m totally rambling at this point but I can’t stop.

Small points I want to shout out:

Mortal kombat!!!!

The clown and wolf mask

Ellie and Riley talking about lingerie 😂

The jumping between rooftops, I would’ve fucking loved to do that as a teenager

Ellie having to stitch Joel up, I’m not really squeamish but I did feel my face scrunch when I watched it

Ellie’s little smile then instant apology after kissing Riley 😫 “for what” 😭

When the dead body fell through the floor, not gonna lie it made me jump a lil, thought it was gonna come alive for a second,

Them stealing alcohol off a dead body 😂 like that’s fucked up

The photo both scene, aw man I wish the photos printed better for them 😢

Just Ellie being fucking gay, every smile or look towards Riley, especially on the carousel, like girl you’re so fucking in love

I like how we got to see how Ellie ended up in the fight at the start

The purple lighting in the arcade was gorgeous as well as the carousel 💜😍

Take on me!!! Who doesn’t love foreshadowing? This song is playing while Ellie is with the first girl she’s in love with, Joel’s gonna teach her how to play it on guitar at some point and then one day she’s gonna sing it to Dina, my heart can’t take this it’s too much!!! 😭😭

Um Ellie and Riley’s lol dance scene together was so fucking cute

My eyes fucking widened and my jaw dropped when I saw those bombs on the shelf!!! Like Marlene why are you letting this kid handle home made bombs??!!

THE GAP

I keep forgetting how much Ellie doesn’t know about the world before, first when she’s in the car for the first time, then the escalators then her Riley not knowing about screenshots lol, it’s really freaking adorable. Electric stairs.

Also did Riley say she is almost 17? That kinda threw me a lil bit

If I got assigned to sewage detail I would run away too

I don’t know why but when captain kwong said to Ellie that he sees a leader in her i thought it was interesting

The naughty dog logo!!! The paw on the keys kwong has on his desk

Dawn of the wolf

Those freaking dolls in the doll store where the infected was, that was actually really creepy to me

This entire episode was just so well done, beautiful shots, lighting, music, cast, and Bella and Ellie were fucking phenomenal, I can’t wait til we get to the next episode, also kinda scared too cos we know what’s coming

[revivisection]

Ohhh - definitely homeworld and origin! Just.. where did they come from, what was it like, how did they end up where they are? I'm also always intrigued what the RT's triumph and darkest hour looked like if there's lore on those 👀 - @vossn

cosmas time woooo cosmas time. disclaimer my understanding of the setting does not go far past the one video game i played. also my understanding of cosmas is constantly evolving soooo you never know. shit might change. i don’t make things up everything comes to me in visions sent by the emperor and sometimes there are addendums

cosmas, born with some other name he’s long since discarded, was meant to be a voidsman doing maintenance in the lower decks of a merchant vessel until the day he died. he started working as a child, made to do whatever it was that could be quickly and cheaply solved by getting a kid to crawl into it. genuinely i don’t know, but i’ve decided to put him in some chimney-sweep ass situations. of course when he got too tall he was moved to other tasks. i like to think that he’s kind of short for a voidborn but a regular amount of tall to everyone else lol.

when he was a teenager there was a mutiny on the ship, it started elsewhere but spread. the details are unimportant, whether there was warp influence or not is also unimportant. there’s some sort of revolt and power struggle storyline that ends in everyone being doomed there but like. cosmas does not have that context. all he knows is that people are getting killed, and his youth and innocence wont save him. so he hides in the tight in between spaces he's intimately familiar with (though it's harder now) and takes some of the younger kids with him, assuming a leader role as the oldest. he’s terrified, but they’re more terrified, so he just has to force that down. and, well, there’s something to being looked to as the “adult” in charge with a “plan”.

a navy ship finds the deteriorating merchant ship and cleans up the place a bit. they can’t immediately do anything about the ship itself or most of the cargo it’s holding, but they take some of the survivors (and condemn the rest), dropping them off at a nearby hiveworld to be made useful again to the imperium. no details rn on the planet or the name even… i asked my warhammer knowing friend about it once n he was like yeah man just make shit up, so one day i’ll get around to the cosmas homeworldbuilding. most of them are separated, cosmas never finds out what happens to them (except for one). while it’s better than a dying ship this new place still proves to be awful, he feels as if he was saved just to be discarded again. he’s placed in a factory for a while, but he’s not a very good little worker bee and ends up in the city’s underhive, taking the one kid he came here with that he didn’t lose. very responsible. her name’s damira, she ends up becoming his sister and right hand, she’s alsoooo an unsanctioned psyker, but she’s mostly just a concept rn. i’ll make her real one day… she’s cooking verrry slowly in the oven.

their best (and only) bet is joining one of the many gangs that are all trying to kill each other. he wants to survive, yes, but it isn’t his only goal. upward mobility is hard but not impossible down here, and the moment the possibility is presented to him he wants it, badly. he does a lot of things over a lot of time, takes on different jobs, roles, identities, bounces around allegiances and narrowly avoids death daily until he finally has enough leverage to seize control of an operation. i don’t know how he does it, he’s the smart one, not me. it grows from there. he and damira try to bring some sort of order to the place, it’s enough to make the people above them in the hive antsy. his gender also transes sometime when he’s like, trying to make it big or whatever. you see a lot of guys, some of them make you go “i want to be that” (whether you’ve realized you’re a man yet or not), and there isn’t much stopping him from just doing it. it takes a while before he finally settles on cosmas, after the universe itself. maybe they have a st cosmas too idk.

so technically he has two homeworlds, i just pick voidborn in game and applying all the traits of another one with toybox seems like too much of a hassle. it’s not like there’s any reactivity with it. i don’t have any lore for his triumph, but i did construct his backstory around it. apex of brilliance, he’s got his claws in a whole star system, i guess i didn’t even really need to figure out a way to get him planetside, i just wanted to.

his darkest hour is shadow of torment i literally love the shadow of torment so much every time there’s a bit of reactivity in the game with it i grin evilly and clap and cheer like yaaayyyyy. shoutout to torment. idk how far into the timeline it happens or the circumstances leading up to it but his arrest should happen at a good point for optimum embarrassment. L + cringe + i can’t believe they fucking got you. law enforcement normally ignores the underhive but he's breached containment far enough for them to start caring. his interrogation is ostensibly for questioning, but really it’s one big humiliation ritual. he comes out of that with new problems, worse pre-existing problems, and significantly less fingers. he’s far more closed off, brushes it off like he’s fine while he’s tunnelling like crazy making revenge plans. there’s a kind of white hot humiliation he gets when things remind him a little too much of the torture, when he starts feeling sick and instinctively braces for pain. guy who does not know what ptsd is and will never go to therapy. his constant need to assert himself and control the situation is exacerbated. everyone knows what happened to him, and he needs to prove that he’s still capable.

he also becomes rather touch averse, he doesn’t like being on the receiving end but he also does a lot of touching. an “i can touch you but you can’t touch me” type deal. helps that his prosthetic fingers lack sensation. for a while i thought his fingers were cut off but i came across a video on the thumbscrew once so now they got crushed by clamp <3 funnily enough his thumbs were spared from the thumbscrew. i really like his metal fingers (a decision made by tumblr poll) but i think i need to give them a bit of a better design.

i don’t know how long it is between the darkest hour and the start of the game, but evidently his deny, lash out, dissociate strategy worked because he’s still doing it.

his back tattoos refer to his triumph and darkest hour :) he has the planets of his star system running down his spine, and got the ten of swords reversed after recovering from torture. i know there’s the emperor’s tarot which is different, but who knows, wherever he’s from can have some old world tarot imagery. as a treat. his design is chronically unfinished to me because i want to give him more tattoos but man it’s actually so fucking hard. i’ll figure it out one day. cosmas has come to me fully formed yet unrefined, and i’ve been slowly chipping away at him over time.

so that’s my cosmas backstory. i simultaneously know everything and nothing. thumbs up and subscribe 👍

[killthefuhkinglights]

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Apparently Frank Iero Is Not Okay.

For the ultimate test of My Chemical Romance's seemingly inescapable ubiquity, stay tuned to MySpace pages and message boards everywhere. When XØ- the debut from MCR guitarist Frank Iero's hardcore-punk side project LeATHERMOUTH- reaches the masses, you'll surely start seeing a gazillion comments from teenage girls raving, "OMG! Frank is sooooo hot! I love LeATHERMOUTH!" Were this record the product of just about anyone not involved with MCR, you could safely wager that most of said fans would run away from XØ as fast as humanly possible with their fingers wedged in their ears.

LeATHERMOUTH, who officially consist only of Iero on vocals and Rob Hughes on guitar, specialize in a particularly punishing form of hardcore that combines sludgy doom metal and harsh grindcore, topped off by Iero's ferocious screams and often twisted, eye-brow raising lyrics. Speed and fury are the name of the game here, and thus none of the album's 10 tracks break the three-minute mark (the disc's total running time is just over 21 minutes). While LeATHERMOUTH certainly aren't reinventing the wheel, songs with names like "I Am Going To Kill The President Of The United States Of America" and "Your Friends Are Full Of Shit" are far from dull. XØ's sheer brutality and shock value alone make the record the complete anti-My Chem experience, a perfect soundtrack for driving around with a corpse stashed in your trunk. (EPITAPH, epitaph.com) Brendan Manley

In-Store Session WIth Vocalist Frank Iero

LeATHERMOUTH are your forum to vent. What's got you so angry?

Just everyday life, and things that affect us that people want to pretend doesn't exist: feelings of isolation and depression, and the way the world is going. There are other things too: "Catch Me If You Can" is based on the letters written by Jack the Ripper. It's basically about cutting up girls, which is always fun. [Laughs] A lot of the songs seem to be about killing girls.

What's the story behind "5th Period Massacre"?

Kids are killing each other in school, and people are very quick to condemn the entertainment industry, or the parents or the kids themselves, who must be "off." I'm not saying those aren't some of the reasons, but no one talks about the little fucking prick who calls the kid a "faggot" or beats him up every day, so he sees no way out other than going home and getting his father's gun.

How about "Sunsets Are For Muggings"?

It's about going to see my psychiatrist. Every appointment I had was at night, around sunset. It's about taking all the pills to make yourself better, yet never feeling normal, and knowing that everything you're saying is going in one ear and out the other. I've definitely had to deal with mental illness in my family; that's a very personal thing that I deal with on a daily basis. "Sunsets" is my way of saying that no one is looking out for you but yourself, and you have to consider that no one fucking cares.

Will teenage girls who are into My Chem be horrified?

That's the funny part. "Catch Me If You Can" for example, has some pretty harsh lyrics about women. The last half of the song says, "A gift from God doing the Devil's crimes/I'll set shit right one whore at a time." Watching a good handful of little girls singing that line with you is a little weird, and really fucking funny. The things that make me laugh are things that are horrendously awful, [like] people falling down or getting attacked by animals. If I can have girls singing back about cutting themselves up or setting themselves on fire, that's pretty much a good show.

Some people will say, "My Chem is huge. What's this guy's problem?"

There are a million things I can say are great about my life, and a million things that really fucking suck. I can't explain why I have a problem with depression or anxiety; I don't know, and nobody can tell me why, either. I just do what I can to stay sane on a daily basis, and [LeATHERMOUTH] are one of those things that help me, getting it all out on a record, and playing shows. The first tour we did was really refreshing, exhausting and cathartic, and I wasn't pissed off anymore. Now that I've been home for a while, all that hate has built up again, and I think I need to do a couple more shows. [BM]

Alternative Press, In-Store Session interview with Frank Iero on LeTHERMOUTH's album XØ

[purplerocker-thesims]

Round 2 - Whittemoree

This household was a doozy. The largest household. Also had these sims married before playing the full round of the bloodworthe some, Aiken and Woodrow saw the wedding.

We start the day off with a marriage between 2 sims.

BeuWolf Whittemoree and Annice Bloodworthe got engaged, because forgot to make get them engaged.

Look that the cute girlies, aw, girl of pure untamed aggression and Earna bloodworthe (Unmarried her) being the cute bridmaids.

Everyone is here and happy as days. besides, Ailken, he's more interested in looking in the camera's direction than at the big moment her daughter. Her second marriage.

this wedding made me notice how different sims can clap.

The kid is holding his arms for his mama. but These 2 are clapping differently, a soft clap and a loud clap. I lot way to focused on how each sim was clapping because that's really cool.

After the wedding,

The children got to work, while I considering if I get the other two married, so I can shrink this family.

But this fetal choice doomed this family for future problem, like problems one might not believe! I can't get around the logic this family has, and it all with the one choice.

I got them married before she aged up, but the way I play the historical hoods, is split my teen lifestage into 2 parts. teenager and and Young adults. He just aged up last round.

The married and it was rushed because they were already engaged. Engaged some point last round.

Day 2 - Daylight robbery

That day, oh I still remember how I gasped in offence at what the cokese did, the actions that sent family into turmoil, was this day. The pure annoyance I felt, but what happened later wasn't at all called for nor, went unpunished, For this set the fate of this families future relations. Ooooh, it was a Crime of passion, truly was.

The day started early with vfights.

Nothing like violence in the morning as much as these kids. They aren't in bad moods, these fight aren't caused by anything other than they never got along as toddlers. Nobody likes Sigeberht, like he's the one evil, but everyone is doing the attacking. Spectators of fights will show the icon of the attacker, the attacked. No punishment, no one really conquests of their actions, as they are really a work force.

Annince is cheering her on, encouraging her, (They never met.) Not once, has Rovena (Blonde fighty girly) and her talk or met, in this round. I didn't notice until later on, when I was looking through relationships.

At least these kids have someone that cared for them, with Joyce spending quality time with Rovena.

Then I realised,

Joyce needed to age up.

Her trait's are: love to swim, Loser, Good, Hot Head, Kleptomaniac

He waves his sister good bye, and to the money as well!. He unknowing waving away 6721!!!!!

They robbed the household of all of their money!

The household had 6k. Even when a family has more, there children tend to take not enough to the smallest lot. But the Cokese took all of the money. I classing that as a robbery, because half that money was given to them by the Bloodworth's. They shall be fined for this, but the fine won't go to the family, no. The fines will go to the hood treasury.

TRULY CRIME AGAINST KIN!!! BUT IT DIDN'T END THERE! NO!

After having nothing,

I went into OH, F*CK THEY NEED MONEY BADLY. So, Annice went out with her son, and her step-son to forger for anything they can find, as it's summer, and once Autumn comes berry forging no longer becomes possible.

She is messing with bees, and looks chilled about it, even though she running for her life.

New room arrangements, no bunk beds anymore. I won't sleep in any of the boy's bed, Sigeberht bed has 7 plus days of just him wetting his bed. (This mod)

Day 3 - Friendship and Disappointment

The day started early with the birthday of Becket. Annice's son.

Little one's are chatting, bonding, gossiping about Melba. They're having fun, laughing enjoying themselves while, their dad is busy with his new wife.

Adding a new working to the work force. This weird, this household is weird. No wonder the children hate everything.

Disapproval, but let the poor pay. No fun is allowed. He hates this boy I swear.

Rest of the day was running selling coal and working, trying to get their funds up, because TAXES aren't going to be nice for them.

Day 4 -

The day started early with the birthday of Becket. Annice's son.

Looking at that boy, cute and not at all, the future horror aggressor of Sigeberht. No Only, War seeking aggressive girlie does that. He did keep his mother's maiden name, for reason of, I love the name Bloodworthe, and want to keep it around.

So, Becket Bloodworthe traits are: Supernatural Fan, Love the cold, Loser, Unlucky

Turn on: Good reputation and blonde hair

Turn off: Educated

Sexuality: Straight

Sloppy | | - - - - - - - - Neat

Shy | | | | | | | | - - Outgoing

Lazy | | | - - - - - - - Active

Serious | | | | | - - - - - Playful

Grouchy | | | | | | | | - - -Nice

But I was scared,

There Getting along! But He's truly the devil. The sims 2 equivalent of evil is this household. This household takes a toll on me, honestly. A lot is going on, and I can't wait for this boy leave, but I don't know if there is any room for him. It's all fighting.

day 6 -

Starting the day with needs filling, working. (day 5 was just working)

He started this one, and he lost. He never wins fights. What am I meant to do about this fighting? They going to such handful teens, I swear, how what is worse, they're bullying the kid with lowest body skill. So they are very strong in my eyes.

But no amount of strength could save them from the high summer heat

with the small moment of the game froze, when everyone on the lot gets a sunburn.

When!

The baby was ready to be appear of the hell. as everyone got sunburn and hoping these to don't fight. The feral ones. That's what these children are, who have a better relationship with their auntie than their dad. And hasn't met the mother yet.

That's a cool backdrop for this baby's birth. Thanks kids, for the attention of the baby. I don't know why I named him Thrustanus Korff, it's funny. I got that from a name generator. This was when I forgot I wanted to post about this hood and started to stop pausing the game to take pictures. And only took pictures of random things.

The boys are fond of the new baby boy, whereas the girls aren't. However, who is it that the girls do like? On the other hand, the boys aren't really fond of each other either.

This hood is a refreshing to play, as my other hoods don't have this much fights and pure spite and hatred.

End of round - COKESE

They manage to pay their taxes

Amount earned: £1,363 Taxes: £795

[lakesbian]

General thoughts about the reveal on who the Maggie in the Toronto arc was?

Also general thoughts on the arc?

i think its fun that she and blake are both connected (& she's the last tether blake has to anyone knowing he exists) via having both slipped through the cracks due to Whoopsie-Daisies. also say what u will about literally everything else in wb's writing but i like how girls in wildbow novels are more often than not grungy and a little weird. already talked abt the goblin thing some in the last maggiepost but i do really like the goblins. "pure distillations of the dirty abandoned scraps of the world which exist solely to kick you when you're down" is an extremely coherent and fun spin on goblins. the constant "fat = gross" associations are insufferable but the rest is solid. the padraic thing isn't one of the iterations of maggie's prophecy but it does feel fitting for her character that the girl who was initially inducted into being a practitioner via living somewhere that was slipping thru the cracks was fucked over for a Second time via slipping thru the cracks. i hope she is fucked over a Third time by it for rule of three. also i was in fact correct previously when i said this:

i also think she’s probably still in over her head without realizing. she’s manipulated into ordering someone’s murder and then is like “you know i think i can make up for this one AND go on a fun little adventure to add to my scrapbook of knowledge at the same time.” that’s not how reality works! you killed someone! and then tried to semi-earnestly befriend slash mooch from their cousin! she’s only been a practitioner for six months–i think there’s a very fundamental disconnect btwn the maggie that’s lucky enough to still have parents she can be a normal silly teenager with and the maggie that’s making forays into The World Of Backstabbing, Horror, Murder, and Fates Worse Than Death. and i think that disconnect will result in strain for her as the fact that she’s sort of doomed to do some really awful things, have some really awful things happen to her, and/or both sinks in.

except instead of just Strain. that fact had to sink in via her doing, as sandra put it, the magical equivalent of crashing a car 2 learn respect for the road. YA protagonist maggie holt died in the crash now it's just wannabe goblin queen mags scrambling 4 purchase in the wreckage. i believe in her i hope she captures sooo many crass little creatures. i'm glad that buttcheeks stuck around he's fun to watch :)

i don't feel like we actually know johannes yet. the thing about the really successful practitioners is that they're doing less Desperate Violent Scrabbling to maintain their positions and subsequently have more luxury of ostensible niceties and lofty philosophies. they should throw a bucket of mud on him and toss him to the wolves so i can see what he's like when shit gets real. also the entire arc is a really funny demonstration in how severely being a thorburn has fucked blake over. everyone is sooo much nicer to maggie than him he's out there playing on hard mode. this is what i mean when i say that alec would b a diabolist, diabolism is fundamentally abt when you are marked Rotten by the world by virtue of the family you've been born into, defined more by their legacy than by anything about yourself, even moreso than the other brands of practitionerism.

hmm anything else. oh yeah i think we should flog wildbow for crone mara. ok thats all. OH yeah and Not Being Maggie Holt Anymore is a really funny way to skip out on the other iterations of the prophecy. its that fairy bitch's problem now. i have a lot of thoughts on pact faeries but that's a post for one of the "why are pact creatures good" asks just know i'm rotating them in my mind rapidly