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telling myself to continue on like normal and write like normal but how am i supposed to do that when i know my world is ending in 24 hours?
tw for tags: i accidentally rambled on and aired out all my grief for my dog
#ive known since the moment we got the cancer diagnosis id be losing him#it doesnt make it easier#tw pet loss#ive experienced a dog dying unexpectedly and now a planned death#i have decided there is no death thats easy. you'll always wish it went the other way.#in 24 hours ill be loading him into my car one last time#ill be joking about how heavy he is as i lift my 'heavy baby' into the backseat#i'll be babytalking him the entire drive and nearly dislocating my arm just to pet him at the red lights for the last time#i bought him reese's peanut butter cups. because he loves peanut butter and deserves to taste chocolate before he goes#i got him all his favorite treats. been feeding him all the meals he'd beg for that id say 'dogs cant have'#i just. this is hard. im losing my baby. my best friend.#the 'aggressive' boy no one wanted for 2 years until i came upon him and said 'hes coming home with me'#people keep telling me i dont have to be in the room when it happens but how could i do that?#how could i leave him alone this last time (arguably the most important time) when the day i brought him home#i made the promise that he'd never be alone again?#how could i do that when every time hes sick he wants me near him? puts his head in my lap?#how could i when during my roughest times he protected me so fiercely?#the only time he's been anything but a gentle giant has always been when he protects me#how could i not protect HIM one last time?#im sorry. im in my feels. this fucking sucks.
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#hom3stuck#homestuck#john egbert#jade harley#dirk strider#dave strider#karkat vantas#davekat#lil hal#autoresponder#inspired sketches because i went thru a bunch of artblogs and wanted to be dynamic and artsy too#also love to listen to songs and then try my best to draw something for the duration of it. this isnt quite one of those times but#hey the names matched up nicely#idk man. tonight is a sad about dirk strider day turned into sad about dirk strider night. davekats to make it go down easier#anyways ever think about how a captcha of 13 year old dirk doesnt want to die but the 16 year old version does.#cause i do . plenty.#these seem like sketches ripe to do something with but i dont feel like touching them more so. black and white up they go
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NONE OF THESE MFS CAN DRIVE
#i lied about not making comics#i was possessed#im going to keep making comics about characters not a lot of my followers even know#i want a fic so bad#sephiroths life would be easier if he put his hair up#zack doesnt get car sick so he gets the map#angeal would roll the jeep going too fast and break everything#genesis's attitude is spicy enough to roast food over when they get more lost#ff7#ff7 crisis core#ff7 zack#ff7 angeal#ff7 genesis#ff7 sephiroth
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Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanoff The Avengers (2012)
matching each others freak
#marveledit#dailymarvelgifs#steverogersedit#blackwidowedit#steve rogers#natasha romanoff#black widow#captain america#the avengers#my gifs#another one baby#this came along a lot easier and faster#helps that it was all one scene so i could do basically the same coloring and stuff#anyways i love this scene it makes me fucking crazy#i love these two im so sad about what happened to them individually but also as a duo#they barely know each other at this point in the avengers but steve totally goes with her completely bonkers idea to hitch a ride on one#of the aliens?? like shes out of her mind#shes not enhanced or anything either the way steve is like yeah shes a badass and very capable but shes also very much human#but he doesnt argue with her at all he sees her throughline and is like well she wouldnt suggest it if she couldnt pull it off#and his like.... awestruck look as she zooms away...... i know he thinks shes so cool#i just love them i love nat and steve as friends i love their dynamic#i dont ship them romantically but like. i do get it
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Loch took that literally
#the white lotus#saxloch#as far as we see lochy was hoping for something to happened since the shared room scene#and viewing saxons actions from lochys view who WANTS to see it it looked like 5 episodes of teasing/#/leading lochy on#then saxon makes this speech and its like a confirmation for lochy to go for it. he sees the biggest opportunity he can get#also especially in a party scene where everyone is drinking its a moment everyone knows its easiest to do something that might end up with#rejection/humiliation#i think lochy def played his best cards and planned to confess/do something since choosing saxon over piper at the port#in a “i think something could happen tonight and i will try my best that it does” kind of way#but i dont think hes planned and manipulated and purposely teased saxon the whole time#he IS shy and the way that he is. but he sees an opportunity and wants to take it knowing its now or never#especially with saxon being his brother. they know and trust each other. its easier to be confident once he isnt immediately rejected#instead of like with a stranger he cant read#and if anyones easy to read its saxon#that doesnt make loch a coercive scheming manipulator. i hate that people read it that way when saxons speech basically tells u the opposite
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i survived another week under capitalism's thumb. w me. anyway, here's some Tension >:)
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#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel sara#hazbin hotel fanart#fanart#hazbin hotel comic#comic#rays art#i noticed that sera doesnt really call charlie by her name... shes 'lucifer's misguided daughter' or "daughter of the morningstar'#her identity only seems to tie back to lucifer in sera's eyes#its very demeaning and although i dont think sera even realizes she's coming across that way... i do find it very interesting#i like to think she does the same thing to lilith#lilith isnt 'the queen' or 'the first woman'... shes 'lucifer's wife'#and thus lucifer's importance is exaggerated and those related to him are underrepresented#especially since both charlie and lilith care about demonkind and have radical ideas#and while lucifer USED to be the same way... his sense of self has been crushed (at this point in time)#thus making him easier to manipulate#again i dont think sera even realizes this is something she's doing or taking advantage of as her intentions are not 'evil'#but its still happening#thats the consequence of a 'the end justifies the means' mindset
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peak friend activities is bleaching and dyeing the other’s hair at night
#trigun#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#trigun modern au#gonna start tagging these so theyre easier to find T_T#brainrot over my own au Oh we’re really in it now spongebob#vashmeryl#(platonically this time)#shes on a stool bc hes too tall btw. if u care. no it doesnt make sense but i thought it was funny so i kept it in#vash playing rythm games is straight up just me projecting . it was also Just Funny
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Here are a few headcanons focused on high school Bernard and his friendship with Tim mainly because we see very small snippets of them interacting during that time but it's implied Tim does consider Bernard a friend and likes hanging out with him. Bernard, in his early appearances, is treated more as "guy friend of the week who annoys Tim" so I like to think of how their early friendship can be fleshed out more.
First of all, I mentioned this headcanon previously, but I like the idea that Bernard enjoyed leaving notes in Tim's locker, usually just about silly stuff. At first, Tim thought it was weird, but he began to look forward to the notes he got from Bernard. Bernard also later started doing the same for Darla when they became a trio of friends.
Another thing Bernard would often do is give Tim spare food at lunch and sometimes even give him little snacks in the morning. Bear would always shrug and tell Tim his Mom had made some extra baked goods or extra lunch and so he could have some, but that usually wasn't the truth. Even in high school, Bernard enjoyed cooking he just didn't tell anyone cause he wasn't sure if his classmates would perceive his baking and cooking skills as cool or not. So he would often bake or cook extra snacks at home and take them to school to give to Tim and Darla.
Another thing Bernard would often do that, in retrospect, Tim grew to appreciate, was that he would inquire as to how Tim got hurt when he noticed something like a black eye (such as when he assumes it's because Tim's Dad is abusive). Tim initially found Bernard's insistence into trying to get him to tell him how he got injured annoying since he was trying to keep his Robin identity a secret - but later when Tim looked back at it he realized Bernard was asking because he cared about Tim. Bear would also offer him bandaids when Tim got simple school injuries like a scrapped knee during gym or a paper cut (Tim found it endearingly funny that Bear always had spare bandaids in his backpack for some reason).
Lastly, although Tim initially thought he'd prefer Bernard's company in small doses, he did grow endeared to Bernard always being around him, especially at school. Tim is definitely capable of handling himself fine, but during school assemblies, he still found it nice that Bernard would always find him and sit with Tim. Especially considering Tim didn't have long-lasting past friends like Ives at school with him now, since he had only recently started at Louis Grieves. And with his Robin duties, he probably felt he had less time to socialize with others in general at school and outside of school. So he did appreciate that Bernard had basically took it upon himself to be friends with Tim and later when Jack forbade Tim from being Robin, Tim had both Darla and Bernard to fall on as school friends he could spend time with as he was just a normal civilian for a while.
#tim definitely doesnt have trouble making friends but it probably made things a bit easier to have someone else just decide to hang out with#him right away#sorry if im interrupting tim wrong in anyway though#bernard dowd#tim drake#darla aquista#timber#timbern#tim drake x bernard dowd#louis grieve trio#tati's post#honey bear
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sunburn shane
#based on dat one art meme going around#shane sdv#stardew valley#sdv#shane#shane stardew#sdv shane#stardew shane#stardew valley shane#god why doesnt he have a last name and an uncommon first name it would make tagging easier#shane stardew valley
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i’ve gotten more comfortable blocking and soft blocking people recently and i’m aware saying that probably comes off as a little mean but . it’s genuinely brought me sm peace :’)
#so it’s a good thing …… i’ve put more effort into curating my dash and my experiences#my blocks are never personal attacks and i hope they arent perceived as that either … its just like#if someone is giving me anxiety for whatever reason . or if i see a take that triggers me a bit#its easier for me now to just be like ’<3 blocked’ … pdjkjdhdd#ive gotten some weird anons recently as well as stumbling upon blogs that make me feel disheartened for reasons i wont get into lmao#and none of that really Matters all im saying is !! i feel less anxious abt stuff like that these days TvT#the block button is my friend even something like a brother#… sorry for posting this out of nowhere i hope it doesnt come off as ominous LMAO . its a big step for me is all#ari noises ✩
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A moment of vulnerability
#danganronpa#my art#art#avis's doodles#drv3#kokichi ouma#kaito momota#kokichi oma#oumota#danganronpa killing harmony#idk man they fuck me up#kaitos grieving for himself and kokichi and maki.#and kokichi doesn't want that. he doesnt want this moment of pain because it makes the whole thing so much more painful#it was easier when Kaito hated him#and kaito is so earnest and the poison is getting to him and-#so yeah im normal about chapter 5#I can't draw size differences
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Do you see my vision
#my dc posting#my art#dc#jason todd#red hood#transfem jason todd#transwoman jason todd#trans fem jason todd#trans woman jason todd#its always so weird when uve made a character trans. and then u gotta use their canon name for tagging#i feel like im deadnaming her even tho i havent come up w a name yet#the lazarus pit gives spontaneous transition. even if u havent realized ur trans yet#i feel like itd be hard to become a respected n feared n succesful crime lord if she presented as female. because of the 'sogony.#so she can have a lil perry the platypus style shit goin on w a voice modifier in the helmet#also coming back as a woman would make batman less likely to connect her w his dead 'son'. so.#idk. i dont actually have a fully formed au or timeline in mind i just find it easier to draw women#its more of a psychological thing where if im in the headspace of 'this is a woman' it becomes just easier to draw the body#🤷 it is how it is ig#censored bc tumblr's a bitch n really it doesnt matter#i had a post w like 1 note that was literally just 'i dont think [insert name] is a good name for a transfem version of [insert character]'#and it got labelled Mature by tumblr so i figured might as well not even try n be Modest and shit w the way tumblr's fuckin it up rn#anyway shoutout to Daughter of Dragons by thispatternismine for the inspiration#...how does all that hair fit comfortably inside the helmet?#ah. hmm. well that is. it sure is a question! that i will not be answering.#jason todd fanart#dc fanart
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It's kinda funny looking back on old screenshots and edits I made 3-5 years ago because in a way they have changed a LOT yet at the same time also not all although the fact that my old computer could barely handle having FFXIV installed is kinda evident in hindsight lol
#ive played for 11 years now but its only as of july last year that i actually have a computer i can go nuts on#with editing and good graphics etc which is probably why ive felt such a stark jump in my abilities#like its MUCH easier to edit by hand when your pc doesnt freeze up and making the screen black out anytime you draw a stroke too long LOL#its kinda funny looking back though because i still rely on things i learned way before gpose was added to the game#to the point where i often forget there are new fancy tools i can use to help the process#and thats despite having used the crimetools for way longer than i havent at this point#same with gpose..... god. that shit was added january 2017 i think. so thats 3 years of learning when to pause at the right time#and using walls to angle the camera and to try and time weather and multiple tries in case skill effects looked off etc etc#honestly since i cant do much photography these days whether that be of people or of bjds gpose is like a balm to my soul#anyway im rambling LMFAO just a lot of nostalgia when looking back. ill have to hunt down some REALLY old screens at some point#just to compare with my newer ones!!! kind of insane to think about this as a skill one can improve on#especially now that suddenly its been like a decade almost of consistently doing it and yet i never stopped to truly think about it#as anything other than a thing you just do???? idk. i have a disconnect to myself and art as a concept i guess LMAO#art is what OTHER people do in my brain. *I* just fuck around to try things out for fun#anyway....#silvi talks
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I'm sorry but ppl are so weird about nudity in all kinds it's not even a tired argument anymore it's straight up purity culture,, soon enough we wont be able to show a knee bc it's sooo inappropriate.. whether it's art or real human bodies the censorship is out of control and it's always being masked as something else, especially now with the internet I could literally count on one hand the places you're allowed to post even non sexual nudity, i have no patience for it
and btw even if all I created was sfw content i will always still talk about this bc censorship hurts and threatens everybody starting with minority groups, it goes beyond just personal comfort and autonomy
#whenever a new social media platform comes out (which seems like 2 a month lately) and i see that it doesnt allow any nudity I'm just like#i was already hesitant to join thanks for making my decision easier!
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Hello Aru, I have a non-WLB question Is Yoshi a Belgian Malinois? *You don't have to answer right away, I understand your inbox must be flooding rn
yeah he is! my little baby man
(him and our other dog koda, koda is a husky/shepherd mutt)
#answers#we got him for free cause they guy who was selling them couldnt find anyone to buy them#and he was sick of 10 giant puppies destroying his house#yoshi is so good though#he's so smart#his training is going so much easier than kodas#koda wont do shit#she's like 'fuck you' in dog form#she just doesnt care about people pleasing or treats#she knows everything but has no motivation#i understand you koda.#however.#you're a brat.#anyway yoshi cares what we think VERY much and it is making him so so easy to train and i love him
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potential builds to draw: maybe mumbo's vault from this season? or etho's s7 monstrosity?
i went with the monstrosity which ended up being a lot more difficult than i thought lol. i have a couple more screenshot i wanna draw too so i might add to these at some point
#the thing is like. usually with fanart of bases - the builds are always supposed to resemble /something/#wether thats an irl architecture style or a fantasy style or a real material and physics and whatever. which makes fanart easier#cause you can use that as reference#but with the monstrosity thats kinda impossible cause it doesnt really. resemble anything#its like if there was a style of architecture that was just 'minecraft' it would look like this i think#this doesnt make sense at all sorry ill stop talking now#anyway. i love this build very much but drawing it is a struggle lmao#my art#hermitcraft#ethoslab#etho
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