#it doesnt bother me that much but 👍
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some people i went to high-school with for… not even a whole year cause it was covid, want to meet up and honestly theyre fine but i was never really close with any of them we just kinda hung out mostly during classes i dont think we ever even hung out outside of school like,,, i had other friends from my old class that were just… more fun to me. anyway i said like well maybe but im super busy (and i dont want to lock anything in for myself) but two people are being sorta pushy in what i think is a joking way?? but also like… you guys arent graduating as far as i know so like can you chill? another guy was also like idk im busy cause graduating and theyre the same to him and like c’mon guys
#apparently one of them is out of the country most of the time so they wanna meet up before he leaves again but like#exams and finals exhibition are. a lot. and ive worn myself out over the span of this past half year and need to be fucking careful about#how i spend my energy and… sorry but these people are just not high-priority to me#theyre not bad or whatever theyre just… very different from me and the people ive been surrounding myself with#maybe if im honest… i find them a little boring#anyway if i say maybe its maybe im not gonna guarantee anything if im unsure!! if you want a solid answer right now that bad it will be a No#so#it doesnt bother me that much but 👍
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jing yuan and yanqing are giving zhongli and xiao if the latter’s canon relationship was Actually fanon’s made up father figure/adopted child dynamic
#idkkkkkkkkkkkkk who looks at zx and is like 'you know what. this is a healthy parent child relationship'#like girl by fitting them into father son boxes you are actively making their relationship imbalance Worse#if you do that and dont shy away from it i respect that but if you say dad/son makes their relationship more wholesome or whatever like WHY#now i wont deny shippers might do that too but i see the dad son version so much i think im just averse to it by default#also because i think father son makes people actively Try to make their relationship something that its not and it erases a bunch of subtlet#subtleties in it. it's the nuanced r/ship -> entirely unproblematic and flavorless r/ship that i hate#also the number of people who'll block if you ship zx. like damn thats crazy you guys really think theyre father son (fake)???#at their peak they're like. 4000 year old guys who have too much history and repression and some weird entanglement of 'nah im bothering him#too much' and 'gotta protect him w my life' complexes. and then this devolves into theyre never gonna kiss until 3000 more years have passed#listen they just Contain Multitudes idc if you dont ship it just dont make it into dad and son and we will be so gucci#jing.yuan and yanqing are like different i think mostly bc yanqing is actually like a minor and jing yuan is also a normal ish person#plus the light cone and the abouts?? yeah this is an actual like adopted parent/child thing#also good or bad news i caved and am now playing hsr. the plan is to pull yanqing and then go on infinite hiatus in the game 👍#JWKFLJWEK i dont think theres really any draws for me besides him. personally neutral on turn based combat and the open world isn't giving#the only saving grace i have rn is 1) ive gotten to the part where bron.seele is real and man theyre gay 2) trailblazer trio 3) tall female#mc 4) everyone has way better emoting abilities than genshin 5) su.shang's really cute <3#the story doesnt really interest me though its like cool but not mindgrippingly interesting#tbf i think genshin is the same way storyline wise (at the beginning) but the difference is that turn based combat isnt really my thing LMAO#ramblings!#zhongxiao#if you want to filter it out ??
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I've missed the prime defenders so much im taking a break from apotheosis i need my dose of teenage idiots really quick
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#jrwi#liveblogging#only on episode 2 but i love them#theyre so fucked up right now theyre NOT my characters and bizly is a VERY different dm when this starts but swagever it doesnt bother me#dakota ate fartbo and i fucking love him so much i love dakota cole best character frfr
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also i swear i will post eventually but after that week of consistent posting i hit artblock and have been promptly sent into an annoying bout of probably depression and anxiety?
ill be back eventually, im just unusually tired ALL the time and busy
#sorry for how often i vent or rant on here btw#i feel like i have no good outlets left where people want to listen or where im not bothering anyone#bc frankly im ignored on a discord server where its literally me and my two best friends#i dont like venting here too often as to not annoy yall#never will i vent again on my insta unless its petty but understandable complaints that hold no weight#and i dont wanna vent to my gf and offload stuff onto her#so much of this is just- not really fixable over online so uh#its a no to venting to anyone i know irl#you can pry my incredibly bad habit nailed into me of never crying in front of ppl from my cold dead hands 👍#the way i do not trust therapists in the slightest really doesnt help me either#anyways sorry to anyone who actually read this
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as for the jojo x dream daddy drawing well its still in the early early sketch but i mostly want to record it to start doing speeddrawings. this one will probably be either thursday or friday afternoon, if you want to send some dad-ish clothes inspo for each of them it'd be really appreciated!
#if no one shows up its just a public drawing session so 👍 monk mode. doesnt bother me#i'll work in silence and let my success make the noise (once i post it original and then repost it as meme to get as much clout as possible#looking at this except for pucci and kira its your father is gnc af the game
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venting sorry... don't want to just delete it bc it helps to get it out just ignore this post pls 👍
haven't slept much at all and feeling so sick andstressed and in pain bc my period is due and so tired its making me dizzy but i cant sleep more or ill just feel more sick and I want a hug and to cry so hard into someones shoulder but no one cares or will even come near me it makes me feel diseased they think things about me that aren't true bc I struggle so much to communicate and thry all make assumptions insteqd and no one wants to give me space to talk to them about it so I cant undo that now and its all my fault and I'm so. exhausted :-(
#going to try and stay awake until lunch at least and yhen maybe ill take a nap. but i need to be able to sleep rpoperly tonight#at least i know im only feeling depressed bc my period is due which means my meds dont work how they should#like its kind of weird n psychologically interesting to feel so depressed again suddenly bc i havent been at all lately#well theres not much i can do abt feeling sick and in pain but ill take it easy. wasnt planning on leaving the house today anyway#and i do need to find a way to talk to ppl abt shit im struggling to communicate bc it really does bother me. and i dont want to do this#im tired of keeping everything in and wound so tightly i just want to feel seen and safe around someone please. please 🥹#its all well n good getting along with people better than i rver havebut if they still wont support me when im going through it#then it fades into shallowness like our friendship still has value. but im unable to feel close to them or safe around them#and right now im glad im doing so well im glad of so manynthings but its so scary to know that if i start doing bad again there is#noone and nothing there to catch me i dont have anything in the way of a safety net just myself. so better not fall 👍#and irs been makinf me feel so horrible lately bc my mum has been trying to emotionally drpend on me again and its making me feel like#when i was a teenager again and i was fighting for my fucking life against what i didnt know was mental illness and i had no outlet and#nowhere to go and i wanted to die so badly and meanwhile everyone around me was completely unaware and making me handle all of their#emotional issues and i was trapped there absorbing everyone elses damage and not being able to express mine and thankfully i didnt kill#myself and i got out and ive gotten so much bettee and worse and better sinxe and how i feel now is nothing like that really but im just#being reminded of it a lot and how hard expressing myself is and sometimes it feels like ive made so little progress#in thetorture labyrinth out here. but i dont want to do this forever i need to get better at expressing i just need people to support me#but i feel unsupported its like thin ice. but its alsonmy fault for not trusting. i dontnknowwwww.#maybe when i dont have to pay for private meds anymore and when i get this raise at the end of the year ill try therapy again#i dont think itll solve the issue bc its the ppl i care abt in my life that i need to be able to talk to. but maybe i can get some#better tools to help me be able to do that. i dontnknow i dont want to think about it anymore actually im going to go do smth else#sorry for venting its been a really nice weekend genuinely feeljng so good in general atm. and yeah i still struggle with the same things#but generally ive been handling their effect on my mental health so much better!!!! like im still feeling okay regardless of them#but they are still there and i will need to go from tolerating them to dissolvjng them at some point if i want to feel okay long term#it doesnt have to be like this. and i do actually truly believe that for once which rly is a sign of how much prpgress ive made!!!!#working on my shit is a fucking lifelong project....as im sure it is for everyone else too. all of our first time on planet earth#we will get through yhis. and anyway how i feel now is super temporary jsut triggered by a few thingsand ill keep reacting to them this#way until i managr to properly resolve them properly instead of folding them nicely and tucking them out of view#bleugh. okay yeah thats enough for now. meds softening the edges too ive stopped crying which is smth#chilling for a bit n then im going to watch some tv or a movie and iron and polish my boots and after lunch i might draw. or not we'll see
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thinking about the fact that there are many people in this world who believe me to be some manipulative mastermind. family, former friends, many such cases. shrugs
#cicada buzzing#it doesnt bother me so much as amuse me#like#ok. you live with that rage & hatred 👍#it does not effect me negatively in the slightest
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It makes me fucking insane how grad programs are like oh did you not go immediately into a masters? Well you better have a good reason why or we might not think you deserve to get one bc you're not committed 🤭 omg you didn't cure cancer or solve world inequality before applying? Don't even look in our direction 🤮 it's so great you want to further your education it would really be a shame if we made it as hard as possible 👉👈
#you read the shit they want and its like okay guess i should kms would that be enough for you😭#also omg i fr need the whole 3 references needed thing explained bc a lot of people do higher education later in life#for one reason or another and i KNOW professors dont remember people past like. a year so 🤨 what then#also sorry sorry but stuff like that grinds my gears bc some of us keep our heads down and mind or business#we dont network and the whole 'you should do it for your future' idea leaves such a bad taste in my mouth bc it feels exploitative#but like sorry i suffer from crippling shyness and speaking to my professors made me feel like i should have been shot 👍#higher education is so fucked bc they make you jump through so many hoops and like. mf i am still paying you for this#do you want money or not???? like a phd program i get but you pay tuition for a masters.........#anyway. i dont think ill end up bothering bc reading requirements today made me almost cry out of frustration so👍👍👍👍#anyone else feel like everyone else is miles ahead of them and that theyre just floundering😁 woefully underprepared and#underqualified for life and suffering the consequences of being terrified to speak to people in college 👍#and also simultaneously numb to and unable to handle rejection 👍#like i could find non college courses just for personal betterment but even thinking about it fills me with hashtag shame#and it doesnt help that no matter what i do if it isnt smth exactly in line with my parents thinking theyre so judgy about it 😔#and i cant even talk to them about how i feel bc one thing about them they will make me feel sooooo much worse when🤣#they never react the way id want or expect them to its kind of hilarious like i dont even WANT to talk to them#it would be equivalent to torture for me quite frankly 👍 idk maybe ill talk through it with my friend#shes at least sort of where im at but shes also like. Doing Shit and Has Plans so.#but i think she gets me a little bit. granted i may cry and i dont really need to do that in front of her#for many reasons 😭😭 i would fr never be able to face her again#anyway. how are your nights going
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cool that literally everyones proving recently that nothing i say is important and im not important in general
#whyd i ever convince myself my feelings mattered lmao#my feelings and boundaries dont fucking matter cool#everyones just going to talk over me and ignore me and leave me behind and not bother explaining shit when i ask BECAUSE IT DOESNT FUCKING#MATTER IF I KNOW WHATS GOING ON OR NOT I GUESS#everyone goes off without me and theyre completely fucking fine i dont matter i hate myself so much i hate everyone#no one gives a fuck about me👍👍👍#words words words !!#vent#🧋
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Forgive me for this insane question but it’s been bothering me something fierce. A bit ago, I think on the forums, I saw someone say H supported legislation for child labor. For whatever reason, I didn’t question it and just absorbed it into how I thought H was characterized. But I just realized that I only read one random person say that on a random forum, and it is not to my recollection anywhere in the actual game. So I need to know for my sanity, does H support child labor or did I buy into the funniest slander against this character for no reason?
… god dang it Lex… (not u anon, ur good)
So this started as a joke by a friend of mine. And NOW LOOK WHAT HAS HAPPENED!
😭 H doesn’t support child labour. I mean I don’t think so? I’ve never given it much thought. But I really can’t think so. Tbh they have… 🤔 in one way a soft spot for kids in bad ways (as in, they feel empathy for kids with troubled lives). I don’t think they would support it. Despite the era and their status and all that.
I’ve decided. The answer is no. 👍✨🕊️
H does not support child labour.
Glad we settled that ✍️😌
Take care, anon.
Adding this for clarification on the term “in a bad way” https://www.tumblr.com/doriana-gray-games/755002440161607680/what-does-having-a-soft-spot-for-kids-in-a-bad
IT DOESNT MEAN WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE AT ALL LOL 😂
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oc talk because urs uhuh (im going to draw tonight)
name: umemura fumi
class: 1A, kamiyama
sexuality: lesbian
pronouns: any, but mainly she/her, she/they
🩷 - lover/crush/situation whagever
💙 - best friend
💜 - friend/classmate/acquaintance
🧡 - hate/enemy
(all bandmates are immediately best friends)
headcannons/facts!
— 楳村 umemura, surname, means “plum tree.” her FULL name, ふみこ fumiko, means “hibiscus” or “beautiful”. 文 is fumi.
— they hate when theyre called fumiko. only close family/siblings call her that (plus akito, which weirdly doesnt bother her much)
— a little brother and sister. both fairly younger than fumi.
— has anemia and temporary paralysis occasionally. uses wheelchair occasionally 👍
— enjoys dying her hair!
— vbs groupie
— met mafuyu before everyone else met, and when they did, those 5 were the original group.
— kohane and fumi are very obvious crushing! an, akito and ena try to get both together and to hang out often. they are already very good friends though!!
— adapts to the mood, somewhat quiet but can be loud if its that environment. usually keeps to theirself though.
— fumi works as a sort of director in nightcord? will make sure lyrics and illustration aesthetics all match up with each other. coordinator would be a better word. she works with every member and tries to make everything flow better, tweaking certain things in the final draft before ultimately giving it an OK!
— online alias is fumina
— is pretty good friends with tenma siblings. she’ll have sleepovers with saki and the three will all start having a conversation and tsukasa will end up staying until they go to bed
— eras are : i am you, DSCF
— barely knows toya at all but they have a lot in common
— kaito is their favorite vocaloid
she isnt based off of me, but i slightly projected myself a wee little bit, not too much though
#leaving other draft in my drafts because i want to keep a copy#fumi#umemura fumi#fumi umemura#fumiko#fumiko umemura#umemura fumiko
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Bestfriend headcanons for Nick Sturniolo💜
a/n; Hihi! First time writing for Nick :))👍 might be off, but these are just what I imagine so enjoyyy :> and I know for a FACT that there are so many words Ive spelled wrong in this one, but Im too lazy to proof read it :)
Nick Sturniolo x reader (platonic)
warnings: none?
summary: headcanons of what I imagine being bestfriends with Nick Sturniolo would be like!
SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING MISTAKES❕
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I firmly belive that Nick would never jugde you if you’re close friends, he might not always agree on certain topics, but he would never jugde you
And that is also why you guys have such a close bond, you guys are able to tell eachother everything, wether it’s realationships, concerns, drama, something that’s recently been going on, anything, doesnt matter, you guys tell eachother
I just know he would take your concerns very seriously, he would always be there and listen to you rant to him about anything and nothing
And he would have no problem telling people off if they were out of line.
It had been a pretty stressful week and on top of that some of your "friends" had been acting so wierd. You guys hadnt hung out in a while, and you guys had decided to meet up since you had some openings in your schedual. But when you guys had hung out they had just been somewhat rude to you the whole time and made snarky comments. About the way you spoke or what you said.
You brushed it off in the start, but it just carried on and it honestly hurt. You just decided to stay quiet for the rest of the evening and left after you guys had grabbed some food.
You had just gotten home to your apartment, when you got a notification from your phone. It was a Snapchat notification, from a group.
You had been added in a groupchat with those same "friends" you had hung out with. There was one long message from them telling you they thought you had been acting wierd the whole evening. They stated that they thought it was rude that you werent talking much and left so quietly. They meant that you had changed.
You didnt really understand why they said that, where was all of this coming from? You hd been nothing but nice, despoter their comments and behaviour. You just sighed deeply and didnt bother to respond. All you wanted to do was shower and done off on the couch for the night.
You we’re able to take a shower before the doorbell rang. Getting dressed fairly quick, you went and opened the door. You we’re met with concerned Nick, now feiles written in his face.
I can definetly imagine Nick calling you or FaceTiming you whenever he needs to rant about shit that just annoys him
I was sat at my desk, browsing through random stuff on my laptop.I was in my own little bubble, listening to some slow songs and just mindlessly scrolling. That was until a loud ring startled me and brought me out of my daze.
It was a FaceTime call from Nick and I could see his face on screen. I pauses the music and answered the call.
"Hey-" I was cut short.
"Holy fuck!" Nick was basically screaming through the phone.
I was taken a back by his loud voice.
"Whats up?" I asked concerned seeing how bothered he sounded.
"Chris has been a fucking idiot all night." he let out a huff as he layed down on his bed. I just laughed a little.
"What’s he done now?" I gave Nick a questioning look.
"Oh boy if you knew, kids spilled my whole fucking Snapple in the car" I could clearly hear the annoyance in Nicks voice. I just giggled a little imagining how that scene wouldve looked like.
"And he’s jumping around like a damn monkey! He jumped back ONTO me!" He raider his voice again. I burst out laughing at that point and Nick ended up letting out a few giggles as well.
"Hellooo? Isnt that crazy?" He asked still giggling lightly.
"Sounds like Chris to me" I smiled back.
From there the conversation just went on, Nick rambled some more about Chris' shananigans in the car before we started talking about everything else that came to mind.
I also imagine that Nick would need help figuring out what to wear, and sometimes you would too
Like before going out, you guys just sit on the bed while the other one tries on different outfits and get the others opinion on it
(UFHSKDNDN i just need to use this opertunity to say that Nick is SO FUCKING PRETTY!! He looks so gorgeous I dont even know where to start)
Nick had invited me to go out for dinner with him, Chris, Matt and a few of their other friends.
And as usual I had stopped by their apartment so me and Nick could help eachother find the right outfit for the night. I had brought with me a few different outfits and clothes I was thinking about wearing, but I still couldnt really figure it out.
I had chatted with the three of them in the kitchen for a while before me and Nick made out way to his bedroom to get ready.
We had spendt some time trying to find the right outfit for Nick, and we finally found it. We ended up with him wearing his red and black knitted sweater, black parachute pants, his black chunky shoes and a pair of black glasses as an accesorie.
We spendt a good while figuring out what I would wear, all the outfits I tried either seemed somewhat off or like something was missing.
"No, it looks kind of odd?"
"Yeah, I dont know about this one"
"Absolutely not"
I tried on dresses, skrits, tops, shorts, fishnets, and I tired mutiple different outfits, but nothing felt right.
"The pants made it kind of wierd"
"Ouuhh.. yeah no-.."
"I think I’m loosing my mind, what the hell is this?"
I rubbed my eyes and sighed. I went back into the bathroom and tried on my last outfit. I looked myself in the mirror and smiled. I actually really liked it, but I needed to see what Nick thought of it. So I opened the door and stepped into his room. Nick looked up from his phone and smiled at me.
"Uhh yeah! Defiently, you look good girl!"
I smiled at his compliment.
"Thanks"
We both finished getting ready, we chilled downstairs with Matt and Chris before we all headed out for the evening.
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Im too lazy to write more :)👍
Regardless of that though, hope you had a good night or day and youre worth so much💕💕
-dexy💕
#sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#sturniolo triplets imagines#sturniolo fanfic#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo
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i dont know much abt her but i must say im obsessed w agnessa 👍 love whenever you post abt her
i love YOU anon!!!
shes so funny to me shes like if there was a weird girl in your class who got pretty but is still a total freak, likes to eat a burger, is dating some weird cannibal dude but hes really sweet so shes like ok whatever. she is also the type to be like "excuse me he asked for no pickles" because her bf doesnt wanna bother service workers. but hes like 6'8 and scary looking. well actually theyre both scary agnessa just seems normal at first.
some images of her :-) ive changed up her design a bit since this but i havent finished those drawings LOL. main change is that shes fatter now 👍
also i dont think i ever mentioned it but her full name is Mary-Agnessa Elizabeth Olsen-Dubois and she is (unfortunately) half french canadian
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#christian followers feel free to infodump in my inbox
☆hi beam!! okay i'm agnostic (spiritual and leaning hindu) now, but as a kid i used to be catholic (and also hindu at the same time. i was both simultaneously it's Complicated)
☆when i was little (before the Upsettings happened) god was sort of like my imaginary friend that i talked to all the time and demanded stuff from him constantly and i felt super upset whenever i did something to make him "angry". One time when i was 7 i prayed for about a week straight for him to turn me white. I was also convinced he would give me superpowers before i turned ten. I told all my friends about it. and then when it didnt happen i convinced myself it was because i was (vaguely) hindu too and God doesnt like it when i talk to other gods (???????) I won't get into the more traumatic aspect of the whole thing but the thought of someone always watching and the prospect of hell and dying forever messed me up for a good long while
☆surprisingly unrelated to that, i was obsessed with the bible as a kid (not really in a religious way so much as an autism way). My favourite book/section in the bible was leviticus and i just sat there for hours reading over and over what the ancient israelites were supposed to Not Do and the proper rituals that had to happen if they did those things anyway. My second favourite was the book of revelations but that was out of childish spite because at some point I remember the priest at my church saying that nobody understood what revelations meant or what was going on in there and i went "okay I'll just be the first then". I had Theories.
☆i was also going through my ancient history phase around the same time of my obsessive bible phase so every single week at church i bothered every single adult with questions about evolution and why the dinosaurs aren't in the bible until they made me feel too guilty to ask LOL (same thing happened when i asked stuff like why they eat shrimp or wear purple if leviticus says they can't)
☆tldr; i was obsessed with the bible in the way other kids at the time were obsessed with stuff like percy jackson, not because of religion but because i was fascinated by the Lore. But at the same time (and mostly unrelated to my bible interest??) i also believed in god fully and thought he would do stuff for me if i asked nice enough but be also scared me very much. Around age 12 I eventually reasoned myself out of christianity because, among other things, i decided the whole heaven/hell situation wasn't fair and unrealistic and also genesis made zero sense. The religious trauma that came later didn't help but was surprisingly not a driving factor for the most part. I still read the bible sometimes. I think it's fascinating
Oh wow that's way more than I thought anyone would send hahah
Definitely sounds interesting. I can see how you might end up like that but it sounds unusual. i don't know a whole lot about hinduism, but if you want, can you elaborate on how being hindu affected your catholic experience? just for curiosity :>
i relate with the "talking to G-d as if He's my imaginary friend" thing so much. i don't do that much now, but it's just way easier to speak directly than through very specific pre-written prayers sometimes...
hyperfixating on Bible Lore TM is kinda fascinating. i would not have chosen levitcus but i can see the hypothetical appeal of analyzing The Rules. (i was a child of chaos.) i don't know anything about revelations. what is going on in there?
bothering church adults with dinosaur questions is hysterical. also, where does it mention not wearing purple again? because religious jews do follow a lot of the commandments that originated from there, but that one's never come up. seems like a weird mistranslation/misinterpretation maybe?
makes sense why you'd leave based on that, i think that's more or less a common experience with ex-christians from what i've seen? good luck with the rest of that ♡ 👍 ♡
#i'm making comparisons solely on where i can relate to you. there is a bunch of stuff here that's different to different degrees-#-in (orthodox) judaism. so just keep that in mind ^^#also if i mixed up christianity and catholocism dont mind that. i dont remember the difference lol#shealot#sunnemona#its also very funny that you sent this because a few minutes after reblogging that post#the op texted me 'DONT REBLOG THAT LEAVE IT ON MY BLOG'#and then i checked tumblr and found Five Paragraphs In My Inbox#so. L gideon lmaooo
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actually it was bothering me that i couldn't remember any of them so my favorites. i would like your thoughts on them
OUGHHG TWO OF THEM.... iwill try my best boss!! o7
[Fragments from Somewhere] SHE IS LITERALLY SO COOL YALL JUST DONT GET HER. OK.
Design- i love her design to Death ok. literally everything to me. the hooded cloak, the black and white scribbles, the pop of color. cute little ribbon and shadowed face like a black hole. the doinker is CHARMING yall are just COWARDS!!!!!!!! also Big Fuckig Spear. she looks straight out of a storybook and it means the entire world and more to me, especially considering how fragments is. id kill for a cool comfy cloak like that. yall dont UNDERSTAND.
Theme- listen. im always a sucker for not-quite-human things trying their fucking damndest to be understood and not quite getting there. the neurodivergent experience, or somethingk. fragments i love you so much. its about the inherent isolation, the desire to reach out, yet in trying only pushing them away even further. (only tangenially related to angela aswell, the decision that the best way to communicate when words wont do being settled as song... something as innocent as singing, to the mournful wail of the lonely. ok 👍)
this ones harder t split because of how it ties in both, but the fact that she is completely faceless without the use of something like a mask REALLY drives home that Alien-like feeling. the idea that shes something Incomprehensible, something that doesnt quite belong here. the scribbly image invoking the image of something like a childs drawing, looking not unlike some sort of knight or hero, yet contrasted by its gentle flowy look almost like a wanderer's cloak... grabs and SHAKES. the antenna adorned with a heart, chosen as an image ubiquitously known as a symbol of love and connection. casting that out into the forefront, literally sticking out like a sore thumb. im going to explode.
[Our Galaxy] girlie how r u so hugelarge.
Design- god she is so pretty but MAN she has so much going on. i ADORE the starry motif thats almost unbound to her physical form, the big ol cloak, hair spiraling out of the grasp of gravity. they really went all out with this one, but honestly i have very little to note about it! potion of Just Look At Her, Man. i wont pretend to understand what her little crown-halo dealie is, but its sick as hell. yuh 👍
Theme- honestly i hadnt thought about it much past simply what child of the galaxy's theming is, but the more i look at it the more i see it as pinned right at the end of the final days of lobcorp-- the loneliness, then carmen's meddling. the speaking of darkness, endings, the realization that she had truly been abandoned; "I can never let this be the end..." it takes the lead as that innocent hope that she could have another chance at it all. of course im threading this along as i go, but i really am thinking about it. "Draw the curtains to reveal the stars in the night sky, and we’ll count them together. Walk this night sky with me. The galaxy dotted with numerous hopes." in that context, it really does paint an image. even so, regardless, it brings forth the desire to share that future with anyone who would stay with her, which. has me thinking, yknow. but what really kills me is the line: "Stay with me forever. We’re… …s. Right?" the recall of one of child of the galaxy's lines, blotting out the word "friends"... ohhhh girlie you are SO fucked. (something about yearning for something you wont even allow yourself to hope for...... thinks real hard......)
in conclusion: wails. wails. wails. wails. w
#auauauhghgg. girlie is out here KILLING MEEEE...#also wave waves hi haiii thanku for coming its nice 2 see u !!!!!! :]#projmoon#ask game#(aiming for the theoretical with galaxys theme portion bc otherwise id just be repeating myself and also the game. thumbsup)
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" i dont think my mum likes me very much. that doesnt really matter, because i dont really like her either. " is my favorite line 👍
OR UH- the self deprecating stuff one
sorry if im being weird i just really like solitare
It’s not weird at alll lmao.
That quote is so real- just the way you know Tori (somewhat) cares and it bothers her, but it’s worded in such an  apathetic manner. It’s even more disheartening when we get glimpses of Jane’s backstory and her personality, like in the story of the parents meeting. It really gives an incredible look into Tori’s personality (and the mom’s too), yet it’s just two sentences.
My favorite quotes would have to be one of the “catchphrases” from the book like, “it’s funny because it’s true,” or “patience kills.” I also really like the quote, “I am a void. I am a vacuum. I am nothing.” I feel it really embodies the feeling of just existing and not feeling present.
Anywhoooo sorry abt the rant lollll
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