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im-no-jedi · 2 years ago

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Vultures represent not only death, but also patience, resourcefulness, and rebirth.

Crosshair bby, I’m so proud of you. spread your wings and fly, darling 💙💙💙

(please click the images to see them better, the compression is killing me 💀)

#the bad batch #star wars the bad batch #tbb season 2 #crosshair tbb #tbb crosshair #absolutely obsessed with the imagery of his turnaround thank you #I love every interpretation of this that I've seen #this is just my take on it #I want to see him soar into the stars and beyond #also I'm aware the snow looks like clouds; don't come for me LOL #it can be taken either way ok #anyway I can't wait see where he goes next #hopefully BACK HOME WITH HIS SIBLINGS #but mostly I just want him to be happy dadgummit #LET HIM BE HAPPY PLEASE #Mr Snarky Sniper #star warz #tbb spoilers #my artz

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treasureplcnet · 1 year ago

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someone on the bodies production team you have to release more layout/bts pictures of charles whiteman's flat please. this is a great start but i need to know him better. particularly if it's got about as much mould as a second year uni house and if he owns as many chairs as it seems LOL

#ok the joke is at his expense but im already romanticising this shit #20-something loser karl weissman moves into the worst flat of all time and makes it a home #hangs a picture of his parents' wedding against the worst wallpaper you've ever seen #just buys what he likes and calls it decor #how else can you explain the fucking model boat next to the fucking telephone. AND YOU MAY TELL ME 'oh thats just random set stuff'#NOT TO ME!#and it stays until he's in his mid 30s. develops a habit of not cleaning up along the way #the shot where he seems to have taken off his shirt/tie/jacket and then dropped them off on various pieces of furniture. HE LIVES LIKE THIS #also entertaining the idea that its his parents' old stuff that he can't bring himself to throw out ..#i will created a fully fleshed out character using 8 episodes and fever dream visions if i have to #karl weissman #bodies netflix #edit: the original tags are above but since then i joined the discord and got to add these pictures LOL #saved this post as a draft bc i was like. i cant annoy people on the tag any more than i already have #doesnt matter. forcing this into the tag like a week after i made it anyway #im still so interested in the fact that it seems like there are more rooms that we never see #outside this bedroom and living space (and the bedroom isnt clear in the show either)#like. i rly need a 360 house tour NOW.#ALSO I FEEL LIKE A TOWN CRIER NO I DONT THINK HE HAS MOULD BUT IT WOULD BE FUNNY!!!!#the chair next to the liquor rly is something. hes MY babygirl

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bunnihearted · 5 months ago

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#i've been thinking about this quite a lot on and off for a while #but to try to process it more i just wanna try to vent:#my sexuality is very messy. even inside my head. so scary. so complicated...?? so just thoughts of it are scary #and like there has only ever been one person who like just thinking about sex with has felt like good #not scary or terrifying. not with all of my avpd symptoms woven in (like one is that idk if i could ever have sex w someone #like actually be with them and be able to look them in the eyes and then also keep talking to them afterwards and not just run away and #never see them again. that's just one thing and this isnt abt that so anyway #like yeah just thinking about sex w him feel ok. safe and comfortable. and enjoyable and like i can and want it #which is smth like... with my other crushes before i've fantasized abt having sex w them but it felt bad and scary ://#and like i didnt actually want sex w them...#and with this person that isnt there. it's scary in a way since like im not experienced at all and idk how it feels irl 💀#but not in the way i usually feel abt it!!!!#so this just in my head #plus the fact that like talking and expressing some of my thoughts TO him ... felt good and safe and comfortable #is actually such a gift from him.... and i'll always treasure this (one of many things haha ^^)#bc he made me experience this and that i can feel good and ok and safe about it #i do feel sad that when this was current i was so cautious and shy bc it was so new to me #i was feeling smth real and genuine emotionally w him and i wasnt just saying stuff ... if that makes sense lmao #hmmm... yeah i've never felt good abt it before that w him. so it was so so new. and i couldnt quite get used to it fast #now im getting messy in my thoughts again sksksk #i just feel like this meant so much to me to just have had it #and idk im just so happy to know that these feelings are possible for me .. and i feel thankful for him that he gave me this not so little #thing/feeling/experience #now... the thing is... he is the only one i've felt all of the things with. like attraction/safe/comfortable/taken seriously etc etc.... so #umm what do i do now? 💀#ig either way im glad i know that this exists for me and that im not incapable of it. even if my avpd makes me feel that way #ok.. skurr skurr?#but yeah sexuality is so fkn scary for me idk it just gets too much i wanna cry T-T

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deus-ex-mona · 7 months ago

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series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:

#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨#and. like. i��ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate #so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah.#thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou #i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh #compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol #i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help—#so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig #my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa #i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control…#b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you #tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao #so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol #but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato)#so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though #either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane #i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date…#at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration…#…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig.#oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far…#i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience.#help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m.#anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee

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mbat · 2 days ago

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i like my men terribly wounded to the point of needing help or else they wont recover. but in a way that isnt weird

#my post #just watched this weeks tracker episode #spoilers if you watch tracker too ig #colter got shot with a crossbow in his stomach and he was losing blood and passed out from it after a bit #idk i just love the trope its so fun #especially ESPECIALLY when its characters that are usually so capable and good at avoiding these things. like colter #yesss make this bitch dependent on others. make them vulnerable against their will but in a way that can be recovered from #they just need to get help and trust that theyll be taken care of and shit #and when its used in longer format stuff to be like. idk just something big that happens #in this episode he ends up fine btw lol hes the main character #im not explaining myself well enough ok i just love it. it doesnt have to be men either i just thought it was funny to say it like that #i have so many ideas of things i wish i could write of my OCs and i wanna do that with several of them at some point lmaoo #tropes #i mean ig it doesnt even need to be a physical injury just anything that takes them out like that but a physical injury is the easiest #in fantasy you have all sorts of options. woe shapeshifted into Creature be upon ye yknow what i mean

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tkbrokkoli · 1 year ago

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learned today we're gonna have to leave our bags and jackets in a locker room. so far so good

however, there is only one for men and one for women and i'd feel most comfy in a gender neutral one

like i dont wanna be a man in the women's room but i also dont wanna be the masculine woman in the men's room

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robbed-ghost · 6 months ago

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“Damian isn’t ooc what are you talking aboutttt he’s only 14 and wants to trust his dad so badlyyyy guyssss don’t get upsettt” have you never read a comic with Damian in it in your life

#I FUCKING HATE TJISHDJDHF #WHAT IS GOING ON AM I INSANE???? AM I LOSING IT???#Damian trusting his dad despite BRUCE acting so out of character EVEN IF ITS TO PRAISE DAMIAN AND MAKE HIM FEEL SPECIAL #HAS HAPPENED BEFORE #AND HE HAS SPOTTED THAT SHIT AS STRANGE A MILE AWAY #AND HE WAS LIKE. 12. AT FOURTEEN WE’VE ESTABLISHED DAMIAN AS MORE OBSERVANT AND PREPARED FOR THIS #it can either be taken as retrofitting him into ‘normal’ developmental periods which again. we’ve established Damian has as the antithesis #or as a way to put down his character in the robin mantle in order to make Tim’s run look smart and perfect in comparison. which is gross.#Tim has been Robin and even moved past it and became even better and now we’re what? missing the good ol days?#Tim became Robin in 1989. NINETEEN EIGHTY NINE GUYS #THATS 35 YEARS AGO #I KNOW ITS NOSTALGIC FOR YOU BUT YOU HAD A LOT OF STUFF WITH HIM IN IT AND HES JUST A SMART LITTLE WHITE BOY #Damian became Robin in 2009 and we’ve barely tapped into his psychology because comics is so hot buttoned right now #that they don’t know which aspect to deal with first and foremost and always choose Bruce’s relationship as an easy out #Damian was Robin for barely 15 years and yet the guy that got DOUBLE his time is back for round 3. ok.#and here we are again.#Damian has proven himself to be so capable and smart his only downfall is his own hubris and inexperience #he has been trained SINCE BIRTH to use his head guys. a few years in America didnt take that out of him.#anyway. plz pick up a comic. damian would know better cause he’s not an average 14 y/o and he’s not just a traumatized little boy.#‘ohhhh he craves his dads attention and praise so much he’d believe anything he saiiiddd’ WHO TOLD YOU THAT??? ZDARSKY??#WHAT WAS ALL OF HIS YEAR OF PENANCE ON THAT ISLAND FOR #WHAT WAS HIS ARC WITH DISTANCING HIMSELF FROM HIS FATHER A BIT IN THE WAKE OF NEEDING SOME TIME TO HIS OWN REVELATIONS #WHAT ABOUT IT. DID IT JUST NOT HAPPEN SUDDENLY #whatever.

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cannot-copia · 2 years ago

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this year so far

#tw death #once again saying things into the void on here bc i dont know where else to say it #went on a trip for a couple days for my moms birthday a couple weeks ago now #they called to tell us my dads dialysis had pretty much stopped working shortly after we were got there #insurance gave us 4 days notice to find somewhere for him to go (2 of which we were 1200 miles from home)#also was told by the place I work at i am not needed until further notice the same day #so I have no source of income until they get the necessary machine fixed and even then I am skeptical they will say to come back #since dialysis stopped working he had to be moved to hospice #which was a week ago now #so he has very little time left #my half brother and his wife came to visit him a couple days ago #now his brother is here from another state #and we took them to eat at the place they’ve always gone when they are here for as long as I can remember #on the way there we were told my grandmother was taken to the hospital in an ambulance #they don’t know what is wrong with her yet but she is 94 so her being not ok either is very plausible #we are only like 3 weeks into the year and I’ve already been soft laid off my grandmother could be dying and my dad is dying #I feel like I have been seconds away from having a complete panic attack for a week #packing up and cleaning out the assisted living (he only ended up being at 3 months) felt so wrong #it was his coffee mug and green cup of all things that got to me most #he always had them #and knowing he would never use them again #I bought his dog a new name tag today #so it has a tag when we give it to them to put in the casket with him #and i almost cried in a fucking petsmart #and now I’m here over sharing on the internet about it bc if I do not keep myself distracted I will just get more nauseous and cry more #delete later

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unproduciblesmackdown · 2 years ago

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thirty tags generally never being enough: LOS-307 also having a perfectly neurodivergent time manifesting as their having a distressing/harmful experience that goes ignored (as does their talking about it, from [forewarning] to [increasingly urgently remarking on it]) b/c no one else shares it, and their efforts to help themself out by requesting a break from a task that's overtaxing them or trying to cool the room to cool themself are thwarted b/c [not continuing to overheat for their own current wellbeing And to avoid its exacerbation and an outright crisis] is dismissed for [i do want to keep playing this game to win it though] and [i would be uncomfortable if cold]. also that when it's way too late it's like oh ok Now um well just cool down it's fine lol. just like irl. iconique autistique

#LOS-307 #i mean this like [the internal experience Can't really exist or be a Problem: not in any way that a) means anyone would take action to #help with that and/or b) means the affected person would be allowed to take action to help themself with that] is more broadly nd #of course nt people have parallel experiences but Do have the sense of being justified in expected their reaction to be Taken Seriously #& this can be tied in to Other [there's a power dynamic] experiences like environments / situations being structured around the norm for #one group while others are having to make all these additional efforts &/or endure a worse time while experiencing this #and the people they could complain to would be like ''well I'm not [experiencing that] & everyone's Been acting fine sooo''#but cue any sensory factor that is understood to be a ''normal'' & thus ''''universal'''' bother....#then anyone can immediately drop everything & move heaven & earth about it. like well of course?#fidget cubes as nd sensory/stim aids then interpreted Mainstreamly as a frivolous fad b/c what else could this experience be #gotta ban them from classrooms b/c adhd students stimming or doodling or just being unable to focus Always is like #well that's way deprioritized versus the concept of Normal Kids theoretically being distracted by a Toy #or that yeah say someone's needing to fidget or stim & that Is distracting someone else?#well guess who's always the one who has to stop. that there's not eve an Idea of conflicting needs/experiences when They're the one thrown #or yknow distracted by [w/e condition] or bothered or distressed or impeded from being able to do [xyz] or etc etc #and like i said all the [LOS-307 being chatty & friendly & enthused & reaching out & this isn't interacted w/at all for the longest time &#they have to go ''ok well i'm biting & killing you now?'' before it's recognized] like yeah a day in the life. I'D chat w/you bestie #and even that the fact they don't Already have friends meaning They're not getting key help/backup as they try to bite & kill you....#unfair tbh. connected devices aren't their friends #oh one Pure Visual Element....they had a vending machine price display go [hello lunella] as she walked by. & didn't notice that either!!#how cute of them & =( hello LOS....#giving them the ''well another autistic hero'' award. their experiences resonate! they deserve it!#they're melting down; they wanna be more chill; they're minimizing their own experience / telling themself what they Should do....#screenshot as they display an infinity symbol while saying they're only 8 months old but time is a human construct....

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insanechayne · 1 year ago

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#seems you had no intention of talking to me today either which is just lovely #you didn’t acknowledge my solution saying we didn’t need to talk every day if you didn’t want to but I guess you must have liked it anyway #and I would have obviously been fine with that but only if you’d told me beforehand that that’s what you wanted to do so I could be prepared #but this now just feels like a slight or like you’re trying to teach me a lesson or something #I get it ok? I shouldn’t have told you I felt like you didn’t want to talk to me and I shouldn’t have asked for more time with you #I should have left well enough alone and just taken what I could get from you so you wouldn’t feel like you have to justify yourself #literally feel like I’m just going to start crying any minute because I don’t know what’s going on and I guess you’re still mad at me #and I just miss you a lot and want to be able to talk to you #is it really such a crime to want to spend time with my friend?#is it really so evil to voice to you that I’m feeling blown off/ignored by you a lot of the time?#I’m sorry I felt that way and I don’t really know why I had those feelings anyway because they were clearly wrong #but seriously I can feel the panic building and the tears welling up and I just need you to tell me everything is ok #because I can’t handle losing my best friend in any form #I’ll take one message a day if that’s all I can get just don’t leave me in silence please #personal

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gurorori · 1 year ago

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actually wanted 2 expand on dat joke thing more cuz it rly hurtful how ppl never consider others life situations when makin suhc jokes @_@

#i been called sensitive countless times over this n idc if it happen again #but like. idk. crazy take mebbe don bring ppls parents (by default. usually. closest loved ones someone can have) into yr petty online humor #esp when 99% of time it aint even.. funny. ouh but m biased!#either way. everytime someone made a yr m/m joke at me & i did The Big Reveal theres only 2 reactions: zero remorse n shrug it off a la #well i difn knowww how ya expect me 2 knowww or. ppl gettin disproportionately upset. but nawt focusin their energy on ever apologisin. jus #like. shamefully waddlin away & goin into hidin from me out of said shame #honesly? idk which one i find more offensive. it jus really stuns me dat ppl like us aint even an afterthought. we aint a thought at all #n if ppl wanna call us a party pooper n say we cant take a joke they r free 2 #i jus think next time sm1 does dat shit. they WILL find out (since they fuckd arnd)#cuz ppl bringin up sm1s family in insultin contexts is taken as a serious threat & ppl get physical w mfs who think its ok 2 do dat #how r these jokes different? obviously no one ever fuckin thinks abt wat its like 2 nawt have a parent/parents #until it happens 2 em. well Heres a thing itll happen to everyone unless yr parents outlive ya. i jus gawt the early access beta free trial.#vent ish #i guess #vent #idk

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vaugarde · 2 years ago

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bramblestar 🤝 lionblaze

throwing fits when their (ex) love interests call them out on acting like tigerstar and going “SHES BULLYING ME FOR MY FAMILY WHICH I CANT HELP!!” meanwhile theyre literally training with and kissing tigerstars ass and conspiring murder and coup plans with him and neither of them face actual consequences for this while their (ex) love interests are painted as bigoted assholes who went way too far in an argument

#ok to give some leeway to lion i guess u can make the argument that he was a child when tiger approached him and was manipulated #but he was a grown adult when this happened and he quite literally wanted to murder heather and did try to kill her mentor #and he just… doesnt get any consequences hes just like ‘’yeah im done’’ and stops visiting his racist grandpa #also like. i find it hard to sympathize when he’s absolutely heard stories abt tigerstar given his believed heritage #and he was also in an ideal place as the leaders grandson and deputys son so like #its not like ivy where hes being taken advantage of his insecurities or anything. its interesting how the ppl who supposedly think #that hes a loving himbo dopey brother just never mention how he willingly trained w tiger for no reason #bramble just. has no excuse either way like he was a grown adult when that started and he KNOWS tiger is evil he’s literally gone against hi #him #and its not even a ‘’no one believes ill be different from my dad so ill just prove them right’’ bc hes already had that arc #and tawny did it better anyways #echoed voice

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nerice · 2 years ago

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[ph jack/lacie is blackswancore this is unshakeable] HOWEVER with the new aesthetiqué of faye wearing linn's melody as an earring,,,, endgame jack [fayecore red hurting sun behaviors] takes on a whole new meaning and vibe :))))

#it was vanitas that did me in re the earring so you cannot at me over this one. mochijun n her damn Men With Earrings Propaganda at work #also yknow. ph earring freely given vs. LF melody taken in the meanest way possible #we can multitrack drift this emotion its ok its ok #sorry for this extremely incomprehensible post either you know or u know #ph blogging #shadowblogging #get me a new wrist brace on tuesday so i can fucking DRAW

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david-watts · 2 years ago

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today I’m going to be angry about past decisions

#hm! fucking hate that if I want something I have to get it myself because my fucking family has an idea of me that is incongruous #to my actual self!#should've fucking FOUGHT the decision to move me from one class to the other. both times.#but no I was beholden to expectations #and of course everyone else feels like they get better opportunities than me #it's not always about not taking the opportunities presented because sometimes the only opportunities you get fucking Suck #'oh you should've taken more *~opportunities~* in high school' yeah ok I made the choice to not get bullied more when I could actually #and of course there's always when the special opportunities they went on and fucking on about getting pulled out from under you #I hate the word opportunity now fuck this #I feel like I am behind everyone else #and that I missed out on the years where I. had the actual ABILITY to learn new thing #things #yeah ok I'm just fucking triggered because I can literally HEAR people way younger than me getting way better treatment #at the hands of that stupid fucking school #it is my fault. but also if they weren't fucking LIKE THAT THE WHOLE TIME #I know it was like. inevitable. since everyone I was held to the expectations of had either a head start got to do what they actually wanted #and DIDN'T start developing severe mental illnesses that prevented me from functioning #but I still fucking hate them all! I didn't ask for special treatment I asked solely to be treated equitably #I feel like I wasted half of my childhood and of course I DIDN'T GET THE OTHER HALF #you won't get the other half when you're being pursued by the government as a way of getting at your parents #I do actually like. want to be better at stuff. but NO I HAVE to feel inadequate

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medicinemane · 4 months ago

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Man, I'm just kind of dazed today

I woke up yesterday around 9am, didn't do much for the day, went to bed... realized it was too hot to fall asleep (cause my window is broken so I can't open it)

So I got up, filled 3 box with papers as I sorted out the magazines and mail

Then I needed to stay up till after 8am so I could go to the post office to return that bowl. Came back and laid down but... you know when your body just feels wired and you really need to sleep but can't? Probably cause it's pumping out hormones to keep me awake to compensate for me being so tired, that's my guess based on how it feels

Anyway, lay down and kind of drift off with a video in the background, but... I think I was just on the verge of sleep but not able to cross over... like dozing at best

Then I hear Bart making noise and look over and he's acting like he's hunting a mouse, and sure enough he was, so he helps me cup it, and then I go take it to a field outside of town to hopefully live a better life... but clearly wasn't sleeping if I'm doing that

And... I'm still up. I think I'm gonna try and take another crack at sleeping... I hope I can do it. Things do at least feel a bit cooler

But yeah, I'm a mess today, gonna be two days worth of dash to look through whenever I get up, and then I can also respond to the couple messages I've got

But oof... hate feeling like this. The non depressed part of me wants to die just because maybe then I could finally rest

#for the record not even feeling that suicidal today; not sure if I'm too tired for it or if I'm just in an ok mood for once #but fuck do I just want to shut off and never have to boot up again; but now and in general #I relate to Bilbo and Frodo talking about being stretched thin... I feel something similar... you know... most of the time #strip the depression aside and I'm tired... and I don't know if any amount of rest will cure it... I don't know if I can truly rest #got a lot of things I want to do; whole lot of skills I want to pick up #but... having to be the parent my whole life; never actually getting a proper break... I'm so tired #my trip to Phoenix was the closest to a break I've gotten; but... there was a set activity in a set time frame #...it still kinda feels like I should have found a way to squeeze more out of it; you know? like as an obligation #not cause I minded how things actually went... but it just felt like I shouldn't have been at the hotel on the couch; should have been out #and then a 3 day window with stressful travel on either side of it... hard to really relax like that #obviously I had a fairly bad breakdown there; one of the few times I was actually at serious risk... not sure if I'd have managed it #don't trust myself to have the nerve to kill myself; but I very much did have a method... if I hadn't had someone to go see the next day #might have just gone ahead with it #but anyway; other than dinner with my friend their friend group and showers... I'm not sure I relaxed there either #I think... I think sleeping was more a maintenance obligation and I sprung up like when I set an alarm #(I so rarely set alarms and almost always wake up a couple minutes before them; it felt like that for 3 days straight)#so... truthfully I don't know if... if I've ever really rested #mhh... no joke; the last time that comes to mind that I didn't feel like I had to be kind of on #was when I was 13 on a school trip; and I'd taken a surf board to the back of the head while being rescued from a rip tide #and so people were worried about me; and I was just kind of laying there relaxing while people played cards and stuff nearby #...mhh... anyway... in less of a mood to say it's a shame I didn't just drown; so I suppose that's something #but... I don't even know what I'm saying; I'm so tired in the lack of sleep sense #and also physically and emotionally or... whatever #well... take care #mm tag so i can find things later

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aarghstop · 7 months ago

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sorry there is SO MUCH text in the tags .. i definitely shouldve just put this in a regular post but . i didnt. its too late.. ive committed to this.

the whole "doflamingo has always been evil" thing doesn't sit right with me. idk. maybe it's because i think the environment during childhood is what shapes someone's personality, especially if there's a traumatic experience. and call me crazy, but perhaps being raised in a world full of supremacists and classists with an extreme god complex can affect your views on the world and yourself at a very early age. and perhaps i'm being a bit insane here, but, like, idk. maybe being fucking tied up and tortured and seeing everything you love burnt down to ashes while a whole town tells you you're evil for your mere existence could make you develop a hatred towards them. and, wow! maybe i'm saying something wild, but if you're taking care of your little brother and an older man tells you you're the chosen one to create a fucking mafia and he boosts your god complex to an insane, unhealthy, and almost grooming-like extent, of fucking course you're gonna end up like doflamingo.

but idk, call me crazy.

#yea it didnt sit right w me with dio it doesnt sit right w me with doffy either #esp bc to ME it felt like the readon corazon didnt turn out that way is bc he was spcifically mentioned to be younger?#so he hadnt gotten old enough for those ideals to stick with him yet #meanwhile they were just. too late removing doffy from the holy lanf #and those teachings #and like. he WASNT an evil child...he loved his mom and he protected and cared for cora before trebol amd gang found him. so #<- prev #imo the reason doflamingo ended up like that and cora didnt is actually because cora ended up being taken in by good people (sengoku) and #doflamingo was left to . be groomed. basically.#im pretty sure doflamingo was around 10 when he killed his father. he didnt have any good adults around him to guide him in the right #direction. but i think even after that point he couldve been redeemed. because we see him grooming law to be like him when law is 13. older #than doflamingo. but the difference is that law had corazon. a good adult. to guide him in the right direction. just like cora probably had #they turned out to be good people because they had at least one well intentioned adult who would love them endlessly.#doflamingo was a child reasonably lashing out because. thats how children are. when they lose control and are afraid and dont know what to #do. they lash out. he is also a product of his environment in a huge sense. not to remove his agency at all. but like. of course he was ful #of rage. he was confused and scared by the huge and sudden changes in his life. he didnt know how to cope. on top of that i think he felt a #responsibility to take care of cora. implying that perhaps their dad was neglectful. so u have doflamingo who feels alone in the world afte #literally falling from heaven. and corazon who has always had someone to care for him. and has always been able to see peoples love for him #doflamingo as an adult is evil as evil can be. but as a child i really pity him. he was manipulated into murdering his father (why would u #ever give a child a gun and not expect them to use it). but i also think he feels a lot of guilt and shame around that. like. even as an #adult u can kind of see his shame has morphed into more of a sense of paranoia and fear. he feels like the loved ones he murdered years ago #have come back to haunt him. he sees law as cora's ghost in a sense.#i have a lot of doflamingo thoughts but i will stop here LOL. anyways i will defend child doffy endlessly. like yeah he did an awful thing.#but it wasnt until he was an adult that he was truly gone. irredeemable.#once again . just to emphasize. i do not think it is ok that he .. yknow. murdered his father. but he WAS being manipulated. his fear and #rage were taken advantage of and used as a tool by an adult. children inherently trust adults. or they want to. i cant blame him too much #doflamingo is a very interesting character i would like to dissect him.#no i don't think he was always evil. i think cora said that because he was trying to cope lmao. the brother who raised u suddenly murders u #dad. and then u meet him again as an adult and hes extremely evil #i said i was done and then talked more whoops..

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