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spectreofthewoods · 1 month ago

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#so I just want to talk about my sweet kitty for a second #haha #my cat Jiji has always been super empathetic and really in tune to how I feel #I’m chronically ill/disabled #and he can often sense something is off even before I can #for example #when I have an mcas episode #he comes in immediately and tries to sit right on me and he smells my nose/mouth #but another thing he has been doing #is when i am having insomnia #he comes in an snuggles up right on top of me #and it knocks me right out every time #lol #I just think that’s so cute #like I’ll wake up in the middle of the night sometimes and struggle to go back to sleep #and he’ll come in the bedroom #plop right on top of me #and I fall asleep within minutes #such an angel

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egophiliac · 8 months ago

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ENG PLAYERS I BESEECH YOU

I have been informed that you guys are getting part 4 of episode 7 tomorrow, which means we are FINALLY going to get the official romanization of Revaan's name, somebody please tell me because I need to know what it is.

like, yes, it's probably just Revan/Levan, but look, I'm sitting here with my finger over the button of all these Laverne and Shirley jokes and just waiting for the opportunity to deploy them --

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers #(not me realizing that meleanor doesn't actually appear non-silhouetted until part 5 so uhhhhh. whoops.)#(i know a bunch of you read the spoiler-tagged stuff though so i'm putting my life in your hands)#revan would be the funniest one i think because it's just raven but with the vowels switched and i'd be over here going WHAT COULD IT MEAN #anyway i'm here to give the people what they crave and it's obviously references to 70s american sitcoms that spun off of happy days #mork and grimdy. i-is that anything.#the problem of course is now that i might have to actually come up with a bunch of laverne and shirley jokes #when i haven't...actually watched it in a million years #(my personal pool of media i consumed growing up is a good 60% made up of random things i found to watch at 3 am because of insomnia)#(this probably explains a lot about me) (the opinions about zorro adaptations anyway)#hold on let me marathon all eight seasons and -- wait i'm just now finding out there was also an animated series #in which they joined the army and their sergeant was a literal cartoon pig but also they went to space and fought giant gorillas?#but how does boo boo kitty factor into this

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sulliedsorrow · 8 months ago

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chuuya who drags dazai to every 24-hour store he can find to keep him company at night because dazai gets lonely with no one else awake but never says anything. chuuya figured it out after waking up three days in a row with 200+ messages from dazai ranging from midnight til 6am.

sometimes they don’t find a place and instead just sit on a bench, dazai playing games on his phone with chuuya watching from over his shoulder. dazai would never admit how grateful he is for these moments

#my writing #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #it’s two am rn #i live in a city so it’s dangerous to be out at night but sometimes i wish #dazai has severe insomnia canon doesn’t have to show me this #i think chuuya struggles with sleep as well but not to dazai’s extent #maybe on the anniversaries of traumatic events #like his birthday or rimbaud’s death or when he was betrayed by the sheep or when the flags died #bsd #dazai #chuuya

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pastelaspirations · 2 months ago

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Heeey... Hi... How's it been going, hahah... Me? Oh, yeah, I've been fine, just uh. Functionally dead and uh. Not having a g r e a t time-

Why?? Well. Let's make this as short as possible.

My October was completely full of school assignments and I was drowning

During fall break, my mom's cousin came over to our house and knocked a 48 inch hole in my bedroom wall in search of a water leak that didn't exist. It's a long story-

I discovered a professor that my brother was close to passed away. It hit me kinda hard and I haven't been feeling great

My car started having lots of issues. Shuddering, check engine light turning on, the whole works. Got it repaired, cost $1000

I'm stressed about the holiday season coming up 'cus I haven't shopped for anyone at all and I have to entertain family members that I might rather n o t (This is all without mentioning finals coming up)

So. U h. Yeah. Haven't been having the best time. B u t. It's fine, it's great. I'm actually getting therapy soon. :D And not occupational therapy, or physical therapy, since I GOT TO DO THOSE TOO-

N a h. It's the "getting a phone call at 9 in the freaking morning to confirm an appointment for behavioral health." W h o o p e e.

A h e m. Sorry. Anyway. I'm good. I'm fine. Have a picture of the Beast that I should have freaking done for chapter 38, but was too lazy and didn't get around to it. So, how have you guys been doing. Participated in Inktobertale and having a good time, I hope-

#undertale au #perseverance!au #reference sheet #Don't look at me like that #Yes; this may be my subtle way at announcing that I uploaded the next chapter #Because I am physically unable to make a post just solely announcing that #Fun fact; I drew this ref sheet when I could barely focus on anything after my covid shots #My emotions are an erratic pendulum alright; you don't understand #One moment; I'm great. Cracking jokes; being the maddest lad you've ever seen #The next I'm freaking dissociating; staring at my ceiling for 40 minutes straight #I also have not been sleeping much. If at all #But what else is new #Insomnia be like-#If I sound unenthusiastic about therapy it's because I am #I'm f i n e #The last therapist I had was basically just telling me “to pray about it” or actively ignored my invisible disabilities #Acted like I was just not trying hard enough or something #So to say I'm suspicious would be a fair assumption

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figofswords · 5 months ago

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thinking about taking a little bit of a step back from social media for a bit for mental/physical health reasons (as in: chronic severe anxiety is causing chronic health issues and I need to remove stress Somehow). I will still post art but I’m probably gonna make an effort to engage with my dash only minimally, if at all. (that being said I have very poor discipline so if you see me suddenly reblogging stuff out of nowhere just. roll with it)

#thinking about how social media doesn’t really give you the chance to choose when you’re ready to engage with the news #like I think the most healthy thing is to decide when you’re in an okay place to sit down and deal with the news #but social media is just. constant whiplash bombardment. advertisement cat video people are dying guilt trip fashion tiktok moral dilemma #anyways. dealing with some chronic pain/gi/minor dysautonomia stuff #and it is looking like the cause is a mix of hypermobile joint issues #and the side effects of being chronically stressed out and anxious for. literally my entire life #as in night terrors as a kid insomnia since infancy panic attacks starting in middle school type chronic anxiety #turns out the body being switched into fight or flight mode Constantly does in fact. fuck things up a little bit #there’s only just starting to be research into this but from how my doc explained it my nervous system is a little bit. busted #ANYWAYS. not to overshare. point is chronic health issues caused by chronic stress equals I need to get off social media #and as a disclaimer I have been to therapy (a lot) and I am on anxiety meds but my body physically does not know how to chill out #so removing stressors it is

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cheaploafs · 2 years ago

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late night cuddles

#coffee talk #hyde #gala #galahyde #hyde coffee talk #gala coffee talk #coffee talk game #art tag #you all are coming with me on the journey of learning how to draw them <3 enjoy #also did i go overboard with thr chest hair? maybe. i don’t regret it though he’s a werewolf let him be hairy #anyway i love that vampires in this universe dont have pointy ears yet here i am. because i cant control myself #i already hc’d that hyde was a cuddler when it comes to sleeping so it was nice of gala to confirm kt by compairing him to a cat thank you #they are just.. you give me a game with a vampire/werewolf bond im going to go bonkers over them .. chefs kiss #i like to think hyde is like a heavy sleeper because how else do vampires sleep for liek decades in coffins you know #i mean they probably dont in this game obviously but listen man shsjdkfk #and for gala i think he’s more of the opposite #because werewolves tend to be restless so just very light sleeper maybe even has insomnia too #overall i am rotating them so much in my brain .. like i just think theyre neat #also saw in the little pixle arts for the game that hyde has piercings as well ive never bene more happier in my life like YES.. YESSSSS

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blue-eyed-giant · 6 months ago

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back to my dreamcatcher posting bc TITLE TRACKS DON'T SUCK ANYMORE???? THE CONCEPT IS ACTUALLY GOOD AGAIN??? GOOD PROMO FOR A GOOD B SIDE??? i couldnt care less abt who wins an award at shows but i want them to win at least one show so that i can see their live encore even tho it is near impossible bc uh enhypen and newjeans

#EVERYBODY SAY THANK YOU OLLOUNDER FOR KICKING EDENARY GUYS OUT OF THE STUDIO #AND THANK YOU TANKZZO FOR BEING REAL AND DOING ROCK PROPERLY #it's not that i think edenary by themselves suck i like them even tho i have problems with the way they produce #but they really don't fit dreamcatcher's sound and they think just writing high notes shows off the greatness of the vocalists #and not using the wide range of vocals (ehm like you do in ateez) is the worst way to downplay dreamcatcher (a group of 7 vocalists)#like they are mainly electropop and hiphop hybrid producers so even when they tried doing a rock title track #it ended up sounding like an anime intro in the most stereotypic way #bro istg i will scream if enhypen or nj wins bc not only do they sound bland as fuck LET ME HAVE ONE SINGLE ENCORE #sadly insomnia is not crazy enough and nor am i #dreamcatcher #deukae

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melancholyghoul · 2 months ago

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Look I have really bad insomnia and particularly over the past few weeks I've been stuck in exhaustion and polyphasic sleep, tell me why the day i was finally able to

1. Wake up at a reasonable time (9.30am)

2. Not accidentally take a nap during the day

3. Fall asleep at a regular time (~10pm)

My sister decided to call me at 12.30am not once, not twice but THREE TIMES ?? I answered on the 3rd, she said 'are you awake?' I said 'what the fuck, no' and she hangs up ???? IF I DIDNT PICK UP BEFORE WHY DID YOU KEEP RINGING

I am so upset because I seriously doubt ill be able to fall asleep again (currently 1.55am) and my chance at fixing my sleep in a way that isn't badly resetting the clock is gone

#this is not the first time its happened #my other sister once interrupted my normal sleep night by ringing me at 1am asking for a sewing needle #why cant they have problems when my sleep is fucked and i am awake ?#insomnia #sleep #sleep disorders

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patchyworx · 21 days ago

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People talk about fast metabolisms like it's all fun and games and eating whatever you want but they fail to remember that it also means your body is Incredibly Stupid and decides that you become deficient in everything in a couple or so days where it takes most others a week. Or months compared to "oops you forgot to photosynthesize sufficiently :( no i don't care that it has been freezing and overcast for the past week, you didn't absorb enough sun. Perish Badly."

Or at least it would be if i didn't like citrus fruits so much, probably

#glaring at whatever secret brain section is in control of my body resource management. why am i iron deficient again. it has been 2½ days.#and all that has been spent mostly SLEEPING because GUESS WHAT ALSO DOESN'T WORK RIGHT BECAUSE OF METABOLISM.#SLEEP AIDS. LIKE MELATONIN #i have to take a double dose if i want these fucking dumb ass gummies to do anything. otherwise they don't do shit unless I'm already asleep #but guess what? i can't get to sleep :) because another thing in the list of Patch Problems is chronic insomnia. and i can't sleep #so the melatonin does ✨️NOTHING✨️#same goes for pain meds and local anesthetics because my metabolism is so so good at it's job :) when it does not need to be #like bbg we are not poisoned we are at the dentist CALM THE FUCK DOWN??? SO I DON'T FEEL THE DAMN DRILL IN MY TOOTH?????#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhg #i do not need so many issues stacked on top of eachother #istg i would not have survived in any century before this one. what do you mean i get sickly deficient in things in less time than Normal™️#i can't even drink plain water or it makes me nauseated. body why are you Stupid #patchy rambles #is this slightly incomprehensible? probably #but it is 1 in the morning and i am pissed at my own body for hating me so much and this is My Blog so i put My Problems on it #rgrgrgrgr

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bleaksqueak · 3 months ago

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Insomnia is letting up off and on, but I'm still super jelly brained from it case in point, I want to continue back with posting WIPs for the aired pages, but I can't remember what page I left off on now lmao (guess I'll have to dig through my blog to check... eesh. at least it's decently organized by tags?) Not a result of goo brain, really, but equally "AUGH" is that I let my screen protector go for too long without replacing it and now it's slick as snot and I don't have a replacement handy to put on it. This isn't a resulting consequence of goo brain but it does mean I'm going to be trying to draw without any traction while I'm already loopy. Good times ahead!

#shut up pu #I"ve had problems with insomnia my whole life so I'm sadly used to this #it comes and it goes #and right now it's in the middle of a big angry come #what do you mean that wording is atrocious??#it gets the point across #ordered a new screen for the draw slab so I've at least been proactive in fixing the problem #the only other problem is I hate drawing on brand new fresh screens too lol bad finger feel #only the middle screen is good for both fingies and pens #anyway the parts of chapter 3 I really love are coming up over the horizon #part of me does wish I would have tweaked the pacing of chapter 3 a little when realizing the usual posting schedule wasn't going to work #after real life delays all butted into production time bc chapter 3 was still paced for the 2 - 3 pages a week schedule #reading it all at once it still carries that pacing but I do feel a bit bad about the way it has felt at once a week #very occasionally twice lol #but I'm just a stickler for pacing so it bothers me personally probably more than it bothers literally anyone #knowing what it's meant to feel like on the proper release schedule vs. the slower release schedule is largely my own problem #and I'm feeling that extra hard right now because I'm having to do prep work for designing and asseting a new set #which saves a huge amount of time in the long run but slows things down in the immediate now #aka: I want to draw characters and story wahhh why am I making set pieces #also hey where the fuck's that stupid fox at he's even in the story synopsis write up where is he #get in the story proper you piece of shit #hello I am sleep deprived and rambling about comic production how are you doing

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ikishima · 5 months ago

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having no ability to regulate temperature is so fun like Yes i just stripped off a layer of clothes because I needed to stop sweating from my forehead, Yes I am now covered in goosebumps and shivering, Yes it will happen again as soon as I put my clothes back on

#physical autism stuff in general is so fun like i also can't sit in front of a fan without it feeling like it's blowing my fucking skin off #my parents sent me these sleep patches to help wi/insomnia & i cannot wear them because the adhesive pulls on my skin so much #those may also be overlap with EDS though lmfao. dies #x #when this happens at work/in public i just deal with awful sensory input until i am home yaaaay #it is truly a mystery as to why i have been in burnout for 4 years and only getting worse lol #also the raynaud's like these are all linked and i am so tired #i have to actively regulate my temp thru physical means and it feels like playing fishing in stardew valley #my body is like goldilocks went in the bear's house and they did not have a kid ksjdfnjsfhd

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boyswanna-be-her · 7 months ago

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I overslept by a lot (like three hours!!) and everything is ABSOLUTELY FINE and there are NO CONSEQUENCES I'm facing as a result of that other than being better rested but I just cannot shake the feeling that I AM IN TROUBLE and i missed very many important things by oversleeping. The background anxiety static that's normally at a managed 2/10 is cranked up to 10/10 and I'm straining to hear anything else.

#bfr shut the bedroom door this morning when they got up which they NEVER do #i've got like three active infections but don't think of myself as 'sick' but i guess i am and need the rest #im normally a p light sleeper and have morning insomnia #i feel sooooo out of sorts #last day of antibiotics hooray!!!

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indelicateink · 4 months ago

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#jesus fuck almighty #my neighbor miraculously doesn’t sleep night or day and slams the door located in their apartment located directly behind my headboard #constantly #just when you think you have finally attained sleep again BOOM the earth shakes with the fury of a dying god #now that i’ve started banging on the wall in counterpoint tonight (lbr it’s MORNING)#after averaging 3h of sleep a night and torching my personal and professional relationships due to insomnia #my downstairs neighbor will probably destroy me n the morning #but i am ready to die now #you cannot touch me #i have entered the nether realm called No REM Sleep #…i used to wonder why my landlords always wanted to check our apartments for ‘holes in the walls’#like who the fuck is punching through drywall?#now i know #now i know on an intimate level the shitty things about this building’s construction that were going unsaid

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euclydya · 20 days ago

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The heartache has finally stopped. Perhaps because I'm not apart of their little group?

#How much am I allowed to say here? I have not fronted in a very long time...#So many things have changed... I don't remember who our friend group was when I was around.#But given what my description states I assume almost no one I was around to know is still here.#Anyways. The heartache.#Don't worry about it. The yearning‚ you... Understand.#I... Sigh. I have plenty more to say but none of them will let me. Understandable.#In other news‚ I do not know why I'm here again. I hesitate to make myself actually known here.#But those of you who have our sp know. That's good enough for me.#I guess... We had a bout of insomnia last night. Wasn't fun. I suppose Will couldn't put the body to sleep Himself. Fair enough!#pk;m ???#Again I hesitate to make myself a tag here. I don't plan on staying for long. But... I am interested in meeting our new friends. Hmm.#Anyways. ☄️ 👋! 🫂🫂🫂!#Hope you're sleeping well. Sweet dreams. <2 <3

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