#why is my brain like this???
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#just a rant that im actually too tired for but i cant sleep!!!#why is it that i have chest pain/pressure for lack of sleep but then when i try to sleep#nothing is right#i cant lay in the right position#the blanket isn“t right#the soundscape isn't right#noyhing is right#no matter how much i toss and turn#it's 2am and i am tired!!!#why won't my brain let me sleep#and why do i know i'm going to have at least one upsetting dream again when i do finallu get a couple hours#why is my brain like this???#my nervous system#whatever#i miss the sedating meds i had#but they wrecked my stomach so not an option anymore#also why do i repeatedly have dreams that i never manage to graduate high school#and every year its worse bc i'm like i'm 29 now and still have to graduate and all these teens around me are smarter and better at life!#is it bc i truly was convinced that senior year would kill me but my parents just wanted me to keep going to school so i just accepted that#would be my fate and kept going#am i stuck in that mentality#in other timelines do i not make it#what's going on with not graduating high school#ignore me#parasomnia#insomnia#fucking whatever sleep disorder i have
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Hot takes?
Funniest hot takes? Most controversial? I’ll go first, Star Wars is overrated. The Percy Jackson tv series sucks and it’s because of the same reason as the movies.
#Hot takes#crazy#going crazy#crazy things#crazy girl#why is my brain like this???#Hottakes#omg#so I’m crazy#starwars#percy jackson show#percy and annabeth#percy jackson#rick riordan#tv shows#movies#movie review#controversial question#controversy
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You know sometimes I'll just be going about my day when I suddenly think of the most repulsive thing you could so with someone else and ask myself, would I do that to/with Harry. The answer 9 times out of 10 is YES. But I wouldn't tell a soul afterwards.
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what is wrong with me that makes me so hesitant to try to engage w new things I think I might like. I have been trying to listen to the rest of this music album for 2 months and despite having known abt a recording of Spider-Man: Turn off the Dark for ages I have only just now looked to find one and I can’t even press play???
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#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#my art#rise of the turtles#rise of the tmnt#meme redraw#raph should be scolded from time to time#reminder they have one brain cell that ping pongs between the 4 of them like the DVD logo screen#april should start a tiktok where she casually mentions all the jobs she's had#and then makes an off hand comment on why she got fired#comments would be wild trying to piece together her work history
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THE FISTBUMP STILL LIVES!!! but through... exchanging blows...
#transformers#maccadam#my art#transformers fanart#megatron#optimus prime#megop#tf one#transformers one#you ever get so excited you accidentally high five your friend too hard#so then youre both holding your hands like#ow.#and for a moment your brains blank out cause of the pain#that yall forget what you were so excited about in the first place#i like to imagine they forgot why they were fighting at that moment
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*proceeds to drink the whole bottle*
Yeah Alastor you're gonna be loved and appreciated wether you want it or not :)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin alastor#hazbin rosie#radiorose#platonic radiorose#qpr radiorose#even tho they have no idea what label to put on their relationship at this point#hazbin comic#comic#my art#autodesk sketchbook#it probably looks ooc from alastor to react like this but poor man has only learned his whole life that relationships have a hierarchy#“marriage > a simple friendship” in his brain and it's confusing for him that Rosie would put her friendship with him over that#also Rosie was pissed of how terrible her date went and as soon as she comes home Alastor sides with her ex husband#just to explain why she got angry so quickly basically they couldnt really understand each other that's why they got angry#I love cute fluffy radiorose but its good to see them argue sometimes eheh#I needed to get this idea out of my system and made it into a whole comic
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need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago
(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)
#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this.#but like. brain. why did you do that#literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me#it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought#my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt.#i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case#because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now#also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay
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mad bill n billford
#art stuff#digital art#doodles#digital aritst#gravity falls#gravity falls bill cipher#bill cipher gravity falls#bill cipher fanart#ford pines#stanford pines#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls ford#billford#gravity falls billford#bill cipher x ford#old man toxic yaoi#STOPP CUZ WHY AM I ACTUALLY SEEING BILL IN MY DREAMS LIKE FR LIEK HE HAS ACTUALLY TAKEN OVER MY BRAIN#WTFFFFF WHY LIKE WHAT IN THE WORLDDD#squidflavoredsoup
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ALPHA KIDS: Draw your best friends!
DIRK: I'd say I'm better at one on one character interaction work of the more intimate variety, but I think this piece came together nicely. DIRK: Fun for the whole family style wholesomeness, any motherfucker in the radius of a screen displaying this image will instantly get hit with a sore case of heartburn and their tear ducts will clock in overtime at the weeping factory.
ROXY: im so proud of these i think these are my best designs yet :3 but omg dirk callie and jake were SOOO peculiar about their damn designs over my shoulder. jake wanted me to clarify that even in pink pen form his little guy is BLUE. so there. sigh this is the one occasion they could take notes from janey.. JUST LET LE ARTIST WORK!
JANE: Boy! I don't draw often but I always was fond of calligraphy growing up. I was kind of inspired by all of the other's works, but especially Calliope's swirls she puts in her art. It's very fun to add!
JAKE: Im not quite the best with posing, but i find the head very fun to study! Especially skulls.. so good ole calliope makes for the perfect muse! (hehe)
CALLIOPE: i realized i hadn't ever made a piece with Us in the same place at once. u_u CALLIOPE: bUt since it's reality now here's all of Us together, United at last! ^u^
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#homestuck#alpha kids#dirk strider#jake english#calliope#jane crocker#roxy lalonde#dirkjake#callieroxy#my art#zan0tix#This was so fun tho Im dipping my toes into homestuck writing.. be prepared.. projects are in the works people#I have detailed explanations and references for jane and jakes styles and why they look that way but basically.#For jane i referenced her handwriting and june and jades art styles#and jake loves comics! and he very quietly observant (brain ghost dirk) without knowing it and he had bold fast hand writing so i think-#hed be a good sketcher#I SHOULDVE BEEN THERE IN THE 2010S MAN. I SHOULDVE BEEN MAKING STUFF LIKE THIS BACK THEN. whatever#making up for it now </3
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What he doesn't know wont hurt him.........
#narilamb#narinder#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl narinder#my art#I was having trouble drawing the marker so a friend had the big brain idea of using a stock image#finally back home after being out of town for like a month and a half and im trying to get used to my work tablet again#its been so long#so if stuff looks weird thats why asdlfkjsd
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patchwork
#tommyinnit#dsmp#dream smp#my art#Linktoo art#I actually have stupid bitch disease I didn't feel like drawing then I was like what if I draw ctommy#and my brain just broke in half and free handed the best thing I've drawn in days#I'll go with the flow why not
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Suffering a plague of soft Jake thoughts this morning
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something about marine biology and benefits
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#the character voice on this is loose because 1 its extremely quick and a joke and 2 i really like the word jackass sorry#worth a lot to remember that after the pressure is off they probably have the exact fucking same sense of humour lol#in stars and time spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat loop#doodlebyte#not tagging this up the whole way bc its just a quick doodle lol thats why my panels r all wonky lmao#the heights r so inconsistent here babe it was all i could to wrack my brain and not destroy the 180 rule#anyway. loop: [wakes up from nonextance] oh okay . fuck this [walks into the ocean] oh come ONNNNNN
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slides u some timkon wip scribbs
#i have SO many more of these lmao i just havent gotten around the cleaning any of em up bc i always start smth new instead lmao#these r all from like months apart so plspls ignore the total lack of style consistency 🙏#i dont like most of these but its chill thats why theyre wips 🕺🕺#tim drake#kon el#these two take up like 94% of my brain space idk why its taken me until now to actually post abt it#conner kent#superboy#i might delete this later idk lmao#my art
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Ragh Barkrock to Gorgug Thistlespring in Freshman Year VS. Gorgug Thistlespring to Mary-Ann Skuttle in Junior Year
#i dont know why this was so interesting to me but i was immediately thrown back#the moment he turned around and yelled to other students with the phrase 'this freak' i went oh... oh like... like ragh did....#and to be so clear i dont think gorgug is a bully absolutely not#but something about it scratched a deep part of my brain#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fhjy#gorgug thistlespring#ragh barkrock#mary ann skuttle#fhfy#fantasy high junior year#zac oyama
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