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[4ever-in-night]

!!!Welcome to my blog!!!

I’m Icarus! A Mexican-American genderfluid guy that is very, very, VERY obsessed with Chonny Jash and Interview with the Vampire (2022-24 TV series), even if he has a lot of OC’s to care about. I mostly draw, but I’ve also gathered other hobbies like singing, writing and closet cosplaying :]

BYF, Interests and other links below! Very important to read!!!

‼️Before You Follow‼️

I’ve been accused to be a Demeter/Insincerities supporter in the past. I just want all to know that I am no longer on that kid’s side, he is mentally unwell and I’ve acknowledged that. I no longer want to be associated with him. If you want to talk about my involvement with him, please, do it in private, my DM’s are open on Twitter and (probably) here too. (I still don’t remember how Tumblr works bear with me.)

And, not related to the paragraph above, this is more general stuff, but I am currently recovering from self harm. I might mention it from time to time, but it’s mostly my sobriety milestones, I’ve never posted anything too graphic. I also make a lot of KMS jokes whenever I’m upset, so if YOU are uncomfortable with those things, feel free to block/not follow me. I’ll understand 👍

DNI: Basic criteria (pedos, zoos, NSFW, etc, you get the deal), Demeter/Insincerities supporters/followers, Under 13/Over 25 ppl (unless I already knew you), Chonny Jash haters, SA jokes.

‼️About posting‼️

I am currently studying to become a professional technical bachelor in tourism and now have to do something called “social service”, which involves doing literal unpaid labor(/sar) in my city’s zoo then get a grade. This means I have little to no free time. And little to no free time = no time to draw, so full art posting might be very infrequent. I’ll try to doodle frequently, be it traditionally or digitally :]

‼️Interest!‼️

-Chonny Jash

-Interview with the Vampire (TV series)

-My Chemical Romance

-House of the Dragon

-Jhariah

-Umbrella Academy

-Cult of the Lamb

-Mouthwashing

-Will Wood + the Tapeworms duh

(This will be updated occasionally)

‼️Other links‼️

Twitter (most active)

Bluesky

[smoosie]

(Which arm, Viktor, huh ? Which one ??)

They were not a couple so, Jayce (who had a very bad day and just wanted to hug it out) proceeded to freak out, backed out of the lab and never mentioned it again but, Astral Viktor, that mf ? He'd be delighted to remind Jayce of that moment in time, of that missed call and watch him die from embarrassment and resentment over himself

(I'm glad they've never beaten the gay allegations and never will)

[mynnthia]

was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.

to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:

kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him

[may12324]

Halsin- Archdruid of the Emerald Grove

[dredgesnails]

wild life

[aropride]

looks at the ethics board with my big wide autistic eyes and they say fineee you can do human experiments and i say YAYYY :3 !!!!!!!

[pixlatedvampire]

It’s best to introduce your Hag slowly through the door first to not scare the others

[lavendervirgos]

My secret sexual fantasy? Someone knowing me completely, and who also loves, respects and desires me.

[ladybender]

[duvewing]

[nova-rpv]

a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)

[cultivateme]

[nedlittle]

genuinely i think it's important for adults, especially in the plague times, to play pretend in our day-to-day lives. when i rub my back down with tiger balm so i can sleep without pain, i imagine i am a valiant knight tending to an old injury i received from a dragon. when i go to the store to pick up eggs and milk, i am a lone cowboy riding into town on a mission. when i turn my collar up against the wind i am a femme fatale who's killed 4 husbands and is scoping out a 5th. when i stomp around in the snow i am a doomed polar explorer. if being a little bit silly about my walk to the pharmacy helps me remember that life can be full of joy and whimsy, then so be it.

[inkskinned]

the thing is there's like, a point of oversaturation for everything, and it's why so many things get dropped after a few minutes. and we act like millennials or gen z kids "have short attention spans" but... that's not quite it. it's more like - we did like it. you just ruined it.

capitalism sees product A having moderate success, and then everything has to come out with their "own version" of product A (which is often exactly the same). and they dump extreme amounts of money and environmental waste into each horrible simulacrum they trot out each season.

now it's not just tiktokkers making videos; it's that instagram and even fucking tumblr both think you want live feeds and video-first programming. and it helps them, because videos are easier to sneak native ads into. the books coming out all have to have 78 buzzwords in them for SEO, or otherwise they don't get published. they are making a live-action remake of moana. i haven't googled it, but there's probably another marvel or starwars something coming out, no matter when you're reading this post.

and we are like "hi, this clone of project A completely misses the point of the original. it is soulless and colorless and miserable." and the company nods and says "yes totally. here is a different clone, but special." and we look at clone 2 and we say "nope, this one is still flat and bad, y'all" and they're like "no, totally, we hear you," and then they make another clone but this time it's, like, a joyless prequel. and by the time they've successfully rolled out "clone 89", the market is incredibly oversaturated, and the consumer is blamed because the company isn't turning a profit.

and like - take even something digital like the tumblr "live streaming" function i just mentioned. that has to take up server space and some amount of carbon footprint; just so this brokenass blue hellsite can roll out a feature that literally none of its userbase actually wants. the thing that's the kicker here: even something that doesn't have a physical production plant still impacts the environment.

and it all just feels like it's rolling out of control because like, you watch companies pour hundreds of thousands of dollars into a remake of a remake of something nobody wants anymore and you're like, not able to afford eggs anymore. and you tell the company that really what you want is a good story about survival and they say "okay so you mean a YA white protagonist has some kind of 'spicy' love triangle" and you're like - hey man i think you're misunderstanding the point of storytelling but they've already printed 76 versions of "city of blood and magic" and "queen of diamond rule" and spent literally millions of dollars on the movie "Candy Crush Killer: Coming to Eat You".

it's like being stuck in a room with a clown that keeps telling the same joke over and over but it's worse every time. and that would be fine but he keeps fucking charging you 6.99. and you keep being like "no, i know it made me laugh the first time, but that's because it was different and new" and the clown is just aggressively sitting there saying "well! plenty of people like my jokes! the reason you're bored of this is because maybe there's something wrong with you!"

[itsdefinitely]

TUMBLR LEGWND ITSDEIFNITLEY ALSO DRAWS SANDERS SIDES?!?!???

i dabble

[meltedmush]

Airplaneeee! + Extra Art!