#is it related to the T? yes and no
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i just had a gender followup too hkskgkdk "so how has the first month on T been?" well miss doctor its been Not Great. its been Exceptionally Bad actually. yall shouldve seen how wide her eyes got as i ran through my List of Things That Have Happened
#is it related to the T? yes and no#first of all separating physical and psychological impacts is near impossible#i think i probably am affected physically... so im increasing the frequency of my shots in case im metabolising the T too fast#but like.#im doing the thing that is the final nail in the coffin for my relationship with family#and with russia/russians in general#it doesnt help that my parents and sister are currently visiting russia without me#it doesnt help when my grandpa sends me a chat on gmail like “you are missed everyone but you is here” like gkgkkhkkhkhkgk#would you miss me if you knew why im not there?#are my parents still keeping the reason we don't speak a secret from you??#anyway#im pursuing short term disability through my works insurance now 👍#and im gonna get a nice gender affirming haircut also
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What ever should we do, I wonder…
I’ve been in really bad autism burnout but I’m trying to fight it with MORE AUTISM!! Meaning let me completely indulge. Plus as much as it sucks grad school has helped with utilizing refs better
(Please do not repost my art! Reblog is fine!)
#g/t#giant/tiny#g/t talk#g/t community#sfw g/t#g/t fluff#g/t related#sfw gt#wholesome gt#g/t drawing#sfw giant/tiny#YES THAT IS ASTARION…#little guy is like a goober Tav vaguely teifling shaped lol#they’ll be fiiiineee#my art#size tumblr
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tw // blood red water, slight nudity
There stands the root of all the world's corruption, the seed of ruin - Auriga
Pose reference under the cut!
Fate Grand Order Durga's Final Ascension Art
#BHJERBFHJJBHERBFHJBEJHRFERHFBH#IDK THIS WAS JUST ME HAVING FUN WWWWW#i was honestly thinking cause i was talking with a few friends#and i was questioning like#why does eri like to be treated the way she is?#why does she indulge in the town's corrupted activities#(i say as if she has a mind of her own)#(she does)#dol pc#degrees of lewdity#dol#dol related#eri (oc)#i thought it'd be super fun to think abt that eri is actually the reincarnation or at least a 'fragment' of auriga#because that explains why she for some reason 'resembles' kylar's dead mom to the T#and also explains why she's 'perfect for eden'#and why for some reason - her fate all aligned that she can never truly leave the town#without bailey coming to hunt her ass down#so yes thats mostly the reaosn why i decided to do this#will be doing more research on the cult of auriga before expanding on this a bit more#art#mine#my fan art#fan art#my art
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new challenge draw your favs in the g/t outfit
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I am not a wretch, though. Women who look different aren't ruined women. To see ourselves as ruined on the basis of how testosterone and surgery changed our bodies is to reveal the extent to which we hold ourselves to woman-hating definitions of what femaleness is. Being a woman does not mean I exist to be looked at and have my appearance evaluated, and it does not mean I have to exist to have children. These are the metrics by which transition is considered to have ruined us.
- Max Robinson, Detransition: Beyond Before and After, p. 41
#as a woman with pcos i relate a lot#except with surgeries#but yes these are also how pcos is considered to have ruined women#and personally i am often velieved to have been at least some months on t since im butch+pcos broad and hairy#detransition#detrans#max robinson#quotes#badgertalk
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old wip I haven’t felt like finishing ,, g/t on the mind lately
#normal story isn’t g/t but when g/t for showing power dynamics.. YES#g/t#g/t related#g/t art#giant/tiny#g/t community#my art#drawing#artists on tumblr#doodle#wearyocs#original character#draws#merusposting
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tinies requesting uppies and the giant teasing them before finally grabbing them is my life support
#g/t#giant tiny#g/t fluff#g/t related#teasing is my love language#like yes please tease me to death#let me KNOW how pathetic i am compared to you because of my size#g/t thoughts#giant#tiny#sfw g/t
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°• Some song recommendations for transgroomed/manipulated/abused folx, or generally those who want music about abusive/toxic/manipulative relationships :3 (focusing on like what transgroomed is like for me)
• "hands clean" by Alanis Morisette (90s pop about groomer grooming, and how he just got away with it and kept his metaphorical hands clean)
• "i threw glass at my friend's eyes and now I'm on probation" by Destroy Boys (punk rock, about the complicated feelings of both hating your groomer and wanting to stay with them) (THIS IS SUCH A GOOD SONG LISTEN TO IT PLEASE)
•"i hope you're hungry" by Sodikken ("misery meat" on some platforms) (weirdcore-y, using a nice cannibalism metaphor for letting yourself be abused in a relationship) ("people eater" is like the song that goes with it which is from the POV of the abuser)
•"i miss the misery" by Halestorm (metal/rock/idk genres, about missing the abuse of an abusive relationship)
•"vixen" by Destroy Boys (punk rock, sapphic, "trouble waits for a victim/I wouldn't mind being yours/seduce me, I'll come back for more")
•"all you wanna do" from Six the musical (about being groomed and manipulated multiple times, every time thinking the guy is the right one for you but they all just want to use you + like humour as a coping mechanism??)
•"drown me" by Junie & TheHutFriends (very weird /pos, about being in a toxic relationship but wanting that? Idk how to explain it it's very non-literal, also stuff like "would you like to see my world" "i see why I've never felt this way before".)
#Half of these are things I relate to regarding stuff that actually happened to me T^T#BUT REGARDLESS#I just kept in the songs actually related to being transgroomed#(so i had to cut out all the ones that I just projected a lot onto)#(so half of destroy boys' music)#transgroomed#transabused#transmanipulated#transharmed#transharm#transid please interact#transid#pro transid#pro transx#transx#radqueer#radqueer safe#radq safe#radqueers please interact#radqueer 🌈🍓#rq 🌈🍓#pro rq 🌈🍓#Damn I really went wild with the tags on this one "^w^#Also poison from hazbin hotel is good#Yes I'm an angel dust enjoyer T^T#And love me dead by ludo#grooming tw#cw grooming#tw grooming
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Had this dream last night
The dream itself doesn't matter but there was a book in that dream
This book… I'm inferring from a lot of small details here, but I believe it was about a teensy borrower witch studying magic from in the walls of this magic academy. Prominent characters are the two friends she meets quite against her will and has to stay around due to some mishap
The borrower is a massive perfectionist, super high-strung, and her friends are:
A noble girl (maybe vampire, don't remember) who's always having her tea parties, strongly believes in rest as a cure for everything, lazy but in an elegant way, annoys the teensy witch to no end but also sews teensy clothes for her
A werewolf girl who's generally quite untidy, does whatever she wants, just wants to have fun, very impulsive, cannot follow a schedule. Is always taking the borrower gal somewhere without asking first, will be quite a task to tame.
because super well-organized and put-together borrower girl having to deal with lazy or disorganized giants is one of my absolute favourites heheeee
The three of them, over the course of a few books (I think I saw 4, but there might've been more) uncover conspiracies at the school (by which I mean the borrower girl mentions conversations she overheard and the other two go "wait wtf something's wrong here"), the borrower girl learns to loosen up a little and gets a little less judgy about the ways other people choose to live, and she helps her friends study (and makes them attend just a few more classes like c'mon guys you can't just miss EVERYTHING this is IMPORTANT how can you actually be able to attend the classes I can only LISTEN TO from inside the goddamn WALLS and just CHOOSE not to attend?!
yeah she definitely has issues
OH also the cover of the second book was her falling backwards into/off of something while shooting purple magic at a monster which, if you look closer, is a rat
#macro#micro#g/t#giant/tiny#g/t related#g/t rambles#g/t fluff#g/t angst#g/t slice of life#maaaaybe yuri? perhaps? ship? yes? poly maybe? two very different girls brought together by the tiny borrower friend they both love?#maybe the cover of the second book is her getting lost somewhere in a fight with a rat...#separated from both the school (her safe haven) and the new safety net of friends she made in book 1#seffposts
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I wish I could tell every young person with a uterus (especially with bad cramps and/or dysphoria and/or depression, etc) that there is a decent chance they just straight up don’t need to live with that. don’t let the stigma surrounding contraceptives and the expectation that you should just ride it out and suffer win. for the love of god if there’s a chance you can lighten or even stop your period and it’s symptoms all-together, unless there’s a legit health concern, your doctor should at least make you aware of that option. I want every young person to know that “birth control” is not just for birth control and it has the potential to make your life infinitely easier to live. do not give in to anti-pill propaganda im serious
#kibumblabs#I remember being in late high school and my doctor suggesting it because of how terrible my dysphoria/related depressive episodes related to#menstrual cycle shit is. and like. im not saying it was a flawless transition but good god im serious it changed my fucking life#not to the extent testosterone would but it was still like. a Big Deal#because I was like. what the fuck. I’ve been suffering through this shit for years. and no one told me this was a thing? we’re all just#expected to suffer? because it’s ‘Normal’????#this whole time I could just. turn the bleeding off. or at least Down. turn off the debilitating breast soreness and swelling. etc.#anyway im not sure why im thinking about this but#i guess every time i hear someone (without any known health issues that’d interfere) like ah time for my monthly Week Of Pain And Misery#i want to shake them by the shoulders like. YOU DONT NEED TO LIVE LIKE THIS. PLEASE I JUST WANT YOU TO BE AWARE OF THIS.#and yes i know it doesn’t work for everyone or sometimes there’s side effects that make it not worth it or what have you#but for a huge huge huge amount of people. they just don’t know it’s an option. because it’s labelled Birth Control. and because there’s#this long-standing quiet fear mongering about it that makes it seem more dangerous and sinister and promiscuous than it is#similar in a lot of ways to other stigmatized hormone treatments. like. well. you know#doesn’t help that when you first get your prescription it comes with the worlds biggest list of Potential Issues (most of which are either#minor temporary or unlikely)#grahhghhhhhhhhh anyway. on a seperate but related note shout out to my fellow tboys who either didn’t have their periods totally stop on t#or (like in my case) they came back after like Years for whatever reason and that had to be dealt with via supplementary contraceptives#cw menstruation
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I’VE ACQUIRED A PICTURE OF THE STUPID TURTLE MY IDIOT SON LIVES WITH.
Thor (stupid turtles actual name) is not a huge fan of being found. Hence why him and the arm holding him are covered in fuzz. He was hiding and according to my sibling (the arm pictured) he did not want to be found.
Said sibling is over at @staticmonster999 and can vouch for what I’m about to say about this dummy.
So we acquired Thor in the most unusual way. We already had a box turtle (Tony) but she was in the bathtub having a soak when Thor showed up so irrelevant. The front door of our house was open bcs air flow while cleaning. And this stupid fucker just. Walked in. He fucking walked into our house. And wouldn’t leave. We tried. Several times. We lived next to a field and there was a tree line on one side so first we placed him out in the field and the second and third time we put him by the tree line. Nope. It didn’t stick. He walked back to our house and just waltzed on in as if he fucking lived there. We’re pretty sure he was an abounded pet (we lived next to a bougie neighborhood full of dickbags.) so we just gave up and kept him. We already had one box turtle so owning two wasn’t much different.
Now Thor currently terrorizes my idiot son, 2 doofus dogs, and anyone else who goes to the house he’s at bcs he free roams. His shell used to be a bit flatter so when he would get flipped on his back he’d just be stuck, and now that he’s domed out more he is capable of flipping himself back over but chooses not too. Because he’s lazy. So if he gets flipped upside down he just lays there until someone flips him right side up again. He likes worms. Like an unhealthy amount. Little dude will gorge himself on them so we have to limit his work intake.
If you have stupid turtle questions ask away and I’ll try to answer or I’ll ask my sibling. I’ll also answer Sherbie questions bcs that’s my idiot son and we love him here.
Idiot son tax:
Honorary tags: @smushedmuffin @haahka (if y’all ever don’t wanna be tagged anymore let me know)
#obsidian rambles#sherbie#thor (stupid turtle)#asshole sibling#<- yo sibling oh mine. that’s your tag. deal with it.#I need a general pet tag but idk what to make it so currently we get tags per animal I post about#yes the idiot son tax is blurry. he wiggles a lot when asshole sibling takes his picture#also fun fact. all of the turtles belonged to asshoke sibling and all of them had T names#asshole* fuck spelling#and all the T names were marvel related.#my sibling is a fucking nerd
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i'm going to be honest niigo!kaito kind of reminds of a literal menacing poster giant who slowly ends up warming up to tinies and eventually becomes protective based on that one area convo in empty sekai where he sees miku and rin sleeping on the ground and gives them pillows. i hate my brainrot sometimes
like look at this man he is terrifying don't take my brainrot seriously
#g/t related#not necessarily a g/t headcanon but like i have g/t brainrot and this is the result#its all that area convos fault#g/t#giant/tiny#pjsk g/t#tiny niigo kaito would be a feral tiny tho#vocaloid g/t#giant tiny#sfw g/t#giant niigo kaito would be a literal nightmare dont take my brainrot seriously i just saw the area convo and was like mm yes g/t
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Your favourite Puppetshade Chronicles headcanon pretty please?
hi!! brilliant question umm (: i don't think about headcanons a lot normally buuut i Have been thinking about puppetshades a lot lately so. um. here is Something
my main thing (that i also incorporate into my character designs lol) is that each of the puppetshades have a special pair of glasses. oki has round red tinted ones because they're very vampire to me, skyler has star shaped dark blue tinted ones because he is very star shaped things to me. magic. yeah, and piper has like rectangular light blue tinted ones (i have a pair like this lol) (i Could have given her heart shaped ones!! to correspond w the love theme!! however i forgor and also skyler already has glasses with a fuck ass shape. and let me tell you those things are Hard To Draw. and besides i gave piper heart shaped earrings (: ) AND we've not met them yet but. dottie has goggles actually becauseeeee i dont know actually and cindilou has like. ok hold on i actually drew cindilou yesterday i can show you
lots of effort i put into this one it's true. um. the second i heard "mecha assassins guild" i imagined her w these lol. she also has a mechanical arm ☝
#i do have others but i'm not sure where they stop being headcanons and become theorizing#like what happens to cery's music box#either yery takes it with him and sits in his room in the abbey looking at it. which. okay#or he leaves it with cery on purpose because it's the closest thing he can do at the moment to burying her with it#or! he leaves it with her because he didn;t have time to take it#and then rainu finds it and. wahh#or that oki has a corner in his temple in the rhazzis empire dedicated to dottie#and he takes part of it with him like a picture or something when he goes away with astrid and jes#sorry so many of my headcanons relate to character design thats pretty boring. well! to the shredder#the fuck ass cindilou glasses contamination has already begun to spread and i think that is beautiful#oh yeah another one. prompted by artie my good friend artie is um in order from oldest to youngest#the puppetshades go like piper cindilou skyler oki and dottie#oki is taller than skyler but doesnt appear that way because his posture is so fucked#also oki pours blood over his clothes on purpose cause he likes how it looks#anyway yes thank you for asking me this <3333 was giggling n kicking my feet when i s aw this in my ask box i hope the tags dont cut off no
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Noticing since my voice dropped people read my tone wildly inaccurately
#im always read wrong like this is a lifelong thing i have to put a LOT of effort into sounding like. nice ig#i just generally am pretty flat and monotone unless i put in the work and i have to put in so much more work now bc i guess cus it's deeper#i come across as angry or tired more -__-#its whatever but also like -_- i hate having to put in work to sound nice or happy just listen to what i say not how i say it grrr#not relating to T but you know like the hum noise you do to say yes. like mhm. that one#people ALWAYS. think im doing a ''what?'' hum instead of a ''yes'' hum WHAT am i doing wrongg helllpp#oh hold on post cancelled my art print came and the packaging is soo fucked up at the edges and warped lol i hate inprnt soo bad its crazy#.txt
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To VD:
There is a legend of a legendary swordsman who was apart of a great war known as the Magic War. This swordsman was known everywhere in the medieval times as the most skilled and powerful swordsman in the world. Some legends say that he could awaken the spirits of the dead to accompany him in battle. He was also known as the Butterfly Spirit Swordsman.
Do you know what the amazing thing is?
His name is Vincent...
Vincent Van Dort.
Cuddlepile
Victor: [blinks a few times] What -- really?? I -- er -- I genuinely don't know what to say here. I've never heard of a Vincent in my family tree...but then again I don't know much about the Van Dort family line in general, really. Goodness, though, it would be interesting if we were related...
#toonsisters#~M: I want some questions! now! (ask)#~V: Cuddlepile#~T: Running Headlong Into The Bullshit#butterfly spirit swordsman legend#~C: Victor Van Dort#((poor Victor is like: 'that badass? related to ME??' XD#yes I think that was the implication Victor :p))#~M: with this hand I will lift your queue
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Remember that, per Bowen's reaction series, the cooling sequence between olivine and quartz is discontinuous. You don't get both minerals in the same rock! So choose wisely!
#geology#mineralogy#igneous minerals#igneous rocks#polls#geology polls#yes this was inspired by the feldspar post#but i literally have a t-shirt of the first graphic that says ''igneous is bliss''#because people love buying me silly geology-related things#(and i love them for it)#by popular demand#this is not a niche as it could be#almost went with stream evolution stages because that's permanently lodged in my head these days
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