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I love dad comfort, it’s different from other kinds of solace. It’s firm, weathered arms wrapping around you. Pressing up against a warm chest. Murmurs and soft kisses to the side of your head. Everything will be alright. You’re his, and he’ll take care of you. <3
#fauxcest#sacred things#fauxc3st#dadcon#oldermen#father/son#is it clear I need comfort#Is it clear I crave affection yet#And strong dad arms#That as well#bottomposting#Anyways if any dads wanna come tell me it’ll be alright then please do
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LUCIUS & RAVI Gladiator II (dir. Ridley Scott)
#gladiator ii spoilers#lucius x ravi#lucius verus#ravi gladiator#paul mescal#alexander karim#ridley scott#gladiatoredit#gladiator#gladiator 2#gladiator ii#dailyfilmsource#cinemapix#tvandfilm#movieedit#fyeahmovies#filmedit#pmescaledit#paulmescaledit#listennnnn! what was the reason???!!#i honestly think this moment was improv because in all seriousness i feel like alexander was the only actor that paul could connect with#and to do a speech in front of a huge crowd like that has to be nerve-racking and I think he just needed a bit of encourgament#so if you look at this both in terms of paul and in regards to lucius in this moment - it's clear that he finds comfort in alexander/ravi#i just love this moment its so subtle but says so much about their relationship!
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can’t talk about it
[ID: Black and white comic of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. The comic starts with the sounds "thud, thud, click". Vash, mid-action of peeling an apple, turns to the sound, noticing who it was that entered, and says, "Oh, Wolfwood, you're back." He resumes back to his apple in the next panel as he speaks, "Where'd you go? You snuck out of bed quickly this morning..." Wolfwood's hand then enters the panel, hovering over Vash's cheek and Vash looks up as Wolfwood asks, "Can I?" Vash responds, "Not going to talk about it?" while using a hand to gently hold Wolfwood's hovering hand and presses a kiss to his inner palm.
Vash then gets up fully, setting down the knife down on the table and the apple onto a plate, He leans into Wolfwood as Wolfwood explains, "Had to meet someone. Nothing interesting to talk about." Vash kisses Wolfwood's left cheek and a hand moves to cup his other cheek while muttering, "You're being vague." Wolfwood says neutrally, "If yer really that curious, keep askin'. We can talk about that instead of doing this." Vash leans back and responds, "Let's talk after, since... You look so tired."
The panel pans to a close up of Wolfwood's downcast eyes, bags heavy underneath his eyes. He doesn't allow Vash to sit in that moment for long though, then saying, "Yer not helping, Spikey. Being all slow with it... I could fall asleep right now." He moves his hand to start unclasping Vash's coat, starting from his collar. Vash with red cheeks, responds briskly, "Oh, shut up. I'm worried about you. I can't be worried?"
The final shot shows Wolfwood's back to the viewer while Vash's softened expression can be seen as he holds gently onto the side of Wolfwood's face and a hand firm on his waist. Wolfwood responds, "I'm fine, seriously," pausing for a moment before continuing, "Is it okay to still..?" Vash responds, "Yeah, it's okay."
The next image is a shot from later that night after the previous comic. Vash and Wolfwood are now in bed, half naked. Wolfwood's buries his face into Vash's chest, his arms wrapped around him, while Vash is petting at his hair. Vash reminds him, "Hey. You said we'd talk about it." Wolfwood pauses for a moment before piping up, "In the morning? I'm sleepy." Vash says, "Okay..."
The next two pages start from the morning after. Wolfwood is already fully awake, pulling on his outer jacket as he says to Vash, whos' still bundled in his blankets, "Breakfast is on the table. Make sure to eat it. I'm going to grab some things in town and then we're leavin'. Got it?" Vash says, "Mh." Wolfwood responds, "Good. See ya in a bit." The dialogue starts to shift into Vash's inner thoughts now, as he gets up and eats toast, thinking, "Wait. Weren't we supposed to... talk about it?" The next shot then shows him fully up, meeting Wolfwood in town. He carries a half worried expression with him while Wolfwood slides on his glasses for him. A quick panel shows Wolfwood's tired expression from the night before and quickly juxtaposes with Wolfwood in front of him who's smiling gently, the shades covering his eye bags. Wolfwood asks him, "Still not awake yet?" Vash pauses, his thoughts stirring, thinking, "Oh. I guess I was getting ahead of myself... thinking you owe me that kind of honesty." He smiles at Wolfwood and responds, "I'm awake!" His thoughts continue, "Maybe one day, you'd trust me enough to share your burdens."
The final image shows Wolfwood pulling at Vash's cheek and Vash complains, "Owwwww why..." Wolfwood quickly says, "You were thinking something stupid, right? It's all over yer face." Vash mutters, "Nooo, I wasn't..." END ID]
#vashwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#Theyre both thoroughly exhausted tired individuals -- vash having to fight this lonely battle for over a hundred years and getting dragged#back into inevitable situation with knives after a 2 years hiatus of being a gunslinger. they both need so much Rest and comfort in this#department... .SIGHS. BUT I JUST THINK ABOUT WOLFWOOD . AND HOW... LITTLE He has existed on no man's land. how majority of his years being#alive is being used as a weapon and to kill when him at his very core is the most giving and selfless individual ever#badlands rumble inspired me a bit but i do think wolfwood gets dragged into occasional tasks from the eye of michael while on his duty of#guiding vash -- or i think that one chapter where we got to see other members of eom -- there's like a clear division within the eom too#i think.... so i figured similarly to vash but not to the same amount -- there are people that look for wolfwood too. but most of the time#it's probably wolfwood that has to look for someone else and take them out. i feel like it happens ever so occasionally.#evidentially these two don't talk enough canonically but they always know how to express things properly to affirm that they're okay#they have the worst time ever sharing burdens - can't willingly burden the other and has neeever asked for help or reprieve in their#desperate situations... vw is a huge case of right person wrong time syndrome so they just. in the time they get to spend together -- even#if romantically - they don't have enough time to heal to get over that kind of hurdle. They've just never asked for help in all the years#they've been alive -- they don't even know how to and its just aughhhsgskg#and well! they don't even need to ask! because they'll be there for each other anyway at the end of the day -- company and presence alone.#ruporas art
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I don’t have any other way to describe my read on their dynamic other than Geode is in a gay relationship and Cole is in a QPR that is all

#kNOX ART (me)#this is so sketchy face in hands#i just had the scene hit me in the back of the head and i sketched it this morning#wasn’t gonna post but heck it we ball aroace content for the win#it’s Aro week I can do what i want legally— /j/j/j#LEGO Ninjago Dragons Rising#Geode ninjago#lostshipping#LEGO Ninjago#Cole Ninjago#i sound so incredibly deranged#I don’t think we lingered on the fact that Geode was so afraid of losing Cole that he lied to him to keep him there long enough#wdym he was trying to make Cole thing he needed him#their relationship would be so toxic so fast#if it weren’t for the fact that Cole is just so heckin comfortable#Aroace Cole Ninjago#please ignore this sketchy looking mess of a comic i just can’t articulate what the heck is going on inside my head#listen listen hear me out HEAR ME OUT—#all I know is Geode is SUPER gay for Cole and Cole treats Geode like he treats all his friends he just chooses to stay with him and have#a relationship#I’m JUST SAYING#i haven’t even watched all of season 2 to be clear so that’s what I’m going off of rn#as you can see i am STRUGGLING with drawing them but heck it this was just for the vibes anyway i don’t need to be fancy im being a lunatic#its midnight time to post and run and jumpscare all my new sonic followers with ninjago GOODNIGHT
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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault#cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories#reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too#the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful#with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear#hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this#how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.
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can we talk about Phil and Jaiden today and their interactions after Jaiden finally shows her wings because I’m going crazy.
Jaiden showing off her wings for the first time to Phil, and Phil both happy for her and also insanely jealous, because why did she get to keep her wings, while his got clipped so badly he needs his backpack to counterbalance the weight he lost - or at least the weight he looses having to keep them close to his back.
and the whole time they’re talking in a group, hanging around spawn, Jaiden is perched somewhere above the group. up in a tree, moving from branch to branch, or against the wall, or right on the top of that lamppost. Phil, on the other hand, stays sat on the bench the entire time. grounded.
and every time Jaiden hops from perch to perch, he looks specifically at her. zooms in whiles she’s sat on the lamppost even as he continues conversation. its such a small detail but really helps punch in just how much Philza can’t let it go, can’t stop wishing that he could do the same.
#the bird lore goes fucking crazy on the qsmp man#the fact that they’re both og island residents….I need more phil backstory now more than ever. was jaiden allowed to keep her wings as is#because they knew she wouldn’t fly away? while phil was known to be wild? were they both previous experiments and jaiden was better behaved?#also#im still not clear on if he’s said they’re gone or just clipped but man. if they’re just clipped that backpack on them cannot be comfortable#I have questions and I honestly dread the answers#phil ‘allergic to lore’ za using casual gameplay movement to rp and then blatantly dropping character info#mcyt#qsmp#q!philza#philza#q!jaiden#jaiden#z speaks
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I love Stolitz, i love that we’ll get to see them finally be healthy and possibly fluffy with each other. However i can’t help but feel awful for Stolas, because not only can’t he ever catch a break, but he also can’t ever have 2 good things at once.
He had his precious daughter whom he loves and wants to protect, but he had to live in a loveless marriage with an abusive asshole in order to have that. And the man is irrevocably lonely. He takes antidepressants and cries like every other day. The only knowledge of romance he has is from rom-coms. He has never been on a real date before.
And when the guy he loves is starting to get his shit together so they can finally figure it out, he loses his daughter’s custody in the process.
Meanwhile Blitz is loved by his daughter, his coworkers, his childhood friend, shit he even reconciled with his ex, and still gets to go on knowing he’s so fucking loved by Stolas, because the man was literally willing to die for him, and has made it incredibly clear just how much he cares.
Stolas does not have this reassurance still. As an audience, we know Blitz loves him, but Stolas is still coming to terms with the fact that he lost is daughter, and i’m sure he thinks that Blitz is just pitying him and that’s why he’s taking care of him and letting him stay at his place. Fuck me give my bird a second to breathe i beg.
#And now that he has nothing else i assume Stella will go on with the assassination attempt#the little comfort he’s had recently was a drunk makeout sesh with a guy he doesn’t know nor give a shit about#hellaverse#helluvaboss#stolitz#stolas#blitzø#making it clear this is not blitz hate#he’s also had a shit life he needs to be loved#because he doesn’t recognize that people do love him#not nuanced enough of a take but i’m just unhappy today and i project onto my fave characters
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I'm trying to redirect my political thoughts from my fandom escape blog again, but I found something interesting enough that I thought I'd talk a little about it.
Occasionally I choose suffering (looking at the more granular 2024 exit poll breakdowns rather than the summaries that I mostly don't trust much at this point). Anyway, I did find something intriguing, if not particularly surprising, in the CNN exit polls, which were done in Arizona, Florida, Georgia, Michigan, Nevada, North Carolina, Ohio, Pennsylvania, Texas, and Wisconsin with a sample size of 22,914 voters.
(I mention the specific states forming the sample because this pretty notably excludes any blue states while including some reliably Republican ones.)
Anyway, most exit polls including CNN's let respondents identify their place on the US political spectrum: conservative, moderate, or liberal (reminder that "liberal" in US usage can be a pejorative for "less leftist than me" but also a shorthand for "radical leftist" but also for "anyone who doesn't seek a cishet white Christian ethnostate", but also can be a more neutral synonym for progressives and/or leftists and is often used that way, as here). So you can look at the election results for each of these ideological factions and what share of the overall sample size they represent.
The interesting thing: this "liberal" category accounted for very similar proportions to 2020 of the overall vote in the sample (24% in 2020, 23% in 2024—a difference well within the margin of error of exit polling). There is no need to explain liberals/leftists staying home in 2024: at least in terms of proportions of the overall electorate, they didn't. Just under 1/4 of voters in 2024 were liberals or leftists, just as in 2020.
Okay, if the most leftwards faction of the US political spectrum actually formed a similar proportion of the electorate, then who did they vote for?
Harris. In CNN's own exit polls from 2020, 89% of this faction voted for Biden, and (surprisingly!) a full 10% voted for Trump. God knows what motivated that 10% Trump share after four years of his hellscape of an administration at the height of COVID, but in any case, that support cratered in 2024. 91% of this group voted for Harris and only 4% for Trump. It's an estimate, but it looks like these very peculiar Trump voters had enough of him in 2024 and around half either voted third party this time or for Harris.
So which faction is Trump's victory coming from? Further consolidation of the far right?
In part, yes! 90% of conservatives voted for Trump in 2024, vs 85% in 2020—likely, some conservatives who voted third party or even for Biden in 2020 came "home" this year. However, conservative turnout was actually a little down in 2024, proportionally speaking: conservatives dropped from 38% of the sample in 2020 to 34% in 2024.
But there's one more major faction in all this: "moderates" or centrists. To be clear, we're talking about the US version of centrism, given that this is a US organization polling US voters about US politicians, not "Bernie would be center-right in Denmark" or whatever. This moderate faction jumped from 38% of the overall sample in 2020 to 42% in 2024, and they swung hard towards Trump, though Harris still won a plurality of them. In 2020, 64% of moderates voted for Biden vs 34% for Trump. In 2024, 57% of them voted for Harris vs 40% for Trump—that is, the Democratic lead among centrists dropped precipitously from +30 to +17.
Tl;dr—ideologically speaking, this data suggests that Trump owes his victory to gains among both right-wing and centrist voters rather than some faction of would-be leftists or progressives apathetically staying home or voting third-party or otherwise deserting Democrats (because they're insufficiently radical or for any other reason).
Oh, and if you're curious as to how this compares to CNN's 2016 exit polls, I also checked those! Harris's 84-point lead among the most leftwards faction is a significant improvement from HRC's 74-point lead in 2016. Trump also got 10% of that group in 2016, as in 2020, so it's this campaign—not Hillary's or Biden's—that managed to eat into whatever the hell is going on with that group.
Harris's +17 with moderates is actually a slight improvement on Hillary's +12 in 2016. Biden's jump to a +30 lead among centrists in 2020 represented either a backlash against Trump from centrists, or Biden's own rapport with that group, or some mysterious issue some of those voters had with both HRC and Harris (I wonder what it could be!!), or some combination thereof. Regardless, there are a lot of actual ideologically centrist voters in the USA and not just would-be leftists who haven't heard the good news of Marx yet. And Trump has an iron grip on the right wing at this point: he beat Hillary with conservatives by +65 in 2016, then beat Biden with an even larger margin of +71, then leapt to a 81-point lead over Harris with right-wing voters this year.
#at some point the usa's left (which includes me! to be clear) is going to have engage with the basic reality#that centrists and conservatives really truly exist and vastly outnumber us and genuinely hold socioeconomic beliefs#that are largely antithetical to our own#voters who listed economic concerns as their top priority voted 80-19 for trump#some /are/ persuadable and others will swing against whoever the incumbent is regardless of policy#but fundamentally they don't agree with us. they really truly think republican policies are good for the economy#we need to stop pretending that we're dealing with different and more psychologically comforting problems than we actually have#maybe it's bc i have to endure a lot of centrist nonsense irl that the way a lot of other progressives talk about them frustrates me#but so many refuse to believe that we're not a silent majority. the flat refusal to leave that fantasyland is exhausting tbh#anghraine babbles#long post#cw politics#us american blogging#election night hell 2024#anghraine rants#mostly for the tags
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i just hallucinated a scene where kit and ty start making out and then kit’s powers go a bit bonkers so he backs away apologising and saying it’s better to stay away from him, that his powers are dangerous and that it’s not safe to be close to him. but ty just kisses him passionately and says he doesn’t care, that he’s willing to take the risk, that he’s never felt safer than the way he does in kit’s arms <3
#ya’ll i think i just did something#just…#i want ty to make it clear that he feels safe with kit#bc ik kit loves being a comfort to people just as much as he needs comfort#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit x ty#kitty#the last king of faerie#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tlkof#tda#twp#tsc
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am i the only one who thinks its the best ever when makoto naegi is like in the background of fanart, like, the fanart isnt abt him but hes there anyways
go off king be your background character true form! the ultimate hope deserves a little inconspicuity in his free time so he can just chill like a normal teenager slash young adult
major bonus points if it isnt even his class. makoto pulls up to class 77-B and theyre all like "yeah makes sense"
i want him to hang out with people so bad. all the people.
#makoto naegi#i havent really made it clear since i post saiouma so much but makoto is my favourite dr character#im just playing drv3 at the moment and shuichi and kokichi are close seconds#like VERYY close but makoto is so dear to me#inconspicuity is a word if i say so i checked a whole one website#saiouma also makes me sob and makoto gives me comfort so theres that#danganronpa#dr thh#class 77b#the true background character of danganronpa#also i feel so strongly abt putting so much pressure on makoto by making him the “ultimate hope” and i NEED more people talking about it
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What's this? My skin, cleared? My crops, watered!? My heart, soaring!!??
Callowmoore softness, comfort and sleeping beside each other my FUCKING BELOVED!
#at the same time Zathuda motherfucker you BACK THE FUCK OFF#kill that bastard! kill him dead! or let me kill him: I'm ready I'll fucking do it!#is Fearne on 2 or 1 points of Exhaustion now? Kiki got rid of 2 but was it a long enough rest?#if 2 maybe sneak in some Ashton carrying Fearne next ep since she'll have half speed - also returning the favour from her carrying them#regardless both still need a rest to get rid of the last one before Aeor - another chance for cuddles#Essek glad you're back but you need to be very calm about the dunamancy in Ashton's head a lot is going on rn#maybe gently inform him that the hells have like 7 potions of possibility too...#damn I wish my skin was clear in real life XD but I got all the comfort I wanted from the two and more#Zathuda interruption and shadow fight with evil Fearnes though was not ordered#this is still the same night as FCG exploding let them rest Matthew!#I am not normal about them and I don't want to be normal about them I'm just AAAAAAAAAAAAA#callowmoore#fearne calloway#ashton greymoore#fearne x ashton#ashton x fearne#rockwild#ashley johnson#taliesin jaffe#critical role#cr3 spoilers#cr3e94#bell's hells#bells hells#cr3#cr campaign 3#thank you tal and ashley#tag reader bonus hc: the hells all get FCG's grass logo tattooed on them
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whenever i think about gihun and daeho's reunion in s3, in the aftermath of jungbae's death, i imagine it like this

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#just overwhelming grief 😭#i have such a clear image in my head of gihun being brought back to the dormitory#and daeho immediately going to him to apologize and then he sees that jungbae is there#and he's about to ask but one look at gihun's devastated tear-stircken face and he knows#he starts crying and gihun approaches him slowly since he doesnt know if his comfort is wanted#but daeho closes the distance between them like jace is doing and gihun folds him into his arms like rhaenyra does#squid game#seong gi-hun#kang dae-ho#yapping 4ever#seong gihun#kang daeho#daehun grieving jungbae together is something i really need in s3
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Mox looking fucking terrifying when Orange stood up to him good lord
#jon moxley#aew#all elite wrestling#death riders#i love this angle#something about a clear main villain in wrestling that the narrative actually treats as a villain#it's escapism i kind of need right now#i know with aews booking the villain will get whats coming to him#which is comforting given the real worlds *gestures everywhere*#so i can enjoy the ride and paste feelings onto seeing a bad guy reign and eventually go down#mox is putting stellar work in now
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The Vibe of being a wholeass adult and still sitting in front of the washing machine when your faithful snuggie is in it like a mournful hound
#to be clear#this is not posted out of shame#my snuggie is rad as hell and gives me comfort in this wilding world#this is posted because y’all need to know my snuggie is in the washing machine#and i am Sad about it
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jenndoesnotcare replied to this post:
Every time LDS kids come to my neighborhood I am so so nice to them. I hope they remember the blue haired lady who was kind, when people try to convince them the outside world is bad and scary. (Also they are always so young! I want to feed them cookies and give them Diana Wynne Jones books or something)
Thank you! Honestly, this sort of kindness can go a really long way, even if it doesn't seem like it at the time.
LDS children and missionaries (and the majority of the latter are barely of age) are often the people who interact the most with non-Mormons on a daily basis, and thus are kind of the "face" of the Church to non-Mormons a lot of the time. As a result, they're frequently the ones who actually experience the brunt of antagonism towards the Church, which only reinforces the distrust they've already been taught to feel towards the rest of the world.
It's not that the Church doesn't deserve this antagonism, but a lot of people seem to take this enormous pride in showing up Mormon teenagers who have spent most of their lives under intense social pressure, instruction, expectation, and close observation from both their peers and from older authorities in the Church (it largely operates on seniority, so young unmarried people in particular tend to have very little power within its hierarchies). Being "owned" for clout by non-Mormons doesn't prove anything to most of them except that their leaders and parents are right and they can't trust people outside the Church.
The fact that the Church usually does provide a tightly-knit community, a distinct and familiar culture, and a well-developed infrastructure for supporting its members' needs as long as they do [xyz] means that there can be very concrete benefits to staying in the Church, staying closeted, whatever. So if, additionally, a Mormon kid has every reason to think that nobody outside the Church is going to extend compassion or kindness towards them, that the rest of the world really is as hostile and dangerous as they've been told, the stakes for leaving are all the higher, despite the costs of staying.
So people from "outside" who disrupt this narrative of a hostile, threatening world that cannot conceivably understand their experiences or perspectives can be really important. It's important for them to know that there are communities and reliable support systems outside the Church, that leaving the Church does not have to mean being a pariah in every context, that there are concrete resources outside the Church, that compassion and decency in ordinary day-to-day life is not the province of any particular religion or sect and can be found anywhere. This kind of information can be really important evidence for people to have when they are deciding how much they're willing to risk losing.
So yeah, all of this is to say that you're doing a good thing that may well provide a lifeline for very vulnerable people, even if you don't personally see results at the time.
#jenndoesnotcare#respuestas#long post#cw religion#cw mormonism#i've been thinking about how my mother was the compassionate service leader in the church when i was a kid#which in our area was the person assigned to manage collective efforts to assist other members in a crisis#this could mean that someone got really sick or broke their leg or something and needs meals prepared for them for awhile#or it could mean that someone lost their job and they're going to need help#it might mean that someone needs to move and they need more people to move boxes or a piano or something#she was the person who made sure there was a social net for every member in our area no matter what happened or what was needed#there's an obvious way this is good but it also makes it scarier to leave and lose access#especially if there's no clear replacement and everyone is hostile#i was lucky in a lot of ways - my mother was unorthodox and my bio dad and his family were catholic so i always had ties beyond the church#my best friend was (and is) a jewish atheist so i had continual evidence that virtue was not predicated on adherence to dogma#and even so it was hard to withdraw from all participation in church life and doubly so because the obvious alternative spaces#-the lgbt+ ones- seemed obsessed with gatekeeping and viciously hostile towards anyone who didn't fit comfortable narratives#so i didn't feel i could rely on the community at large in any structural sense or that i had any serious alternative to the church#apart from fandom really and only carefully curated spaces back then#and like - random fandom friends who might not live in my country but were obviously not mormon and yet kind and helpful#did more to help me withdraw altogether than gold star lesbians ever did
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oh god I found a secret third version of the linguini incident. on tubi naturally. I know what I'm doing this evening.
#it's the worst movie ever and it's also my main comfort movie#like david bowie stars in it and it's not labyrinth so you know it's gonna be bad#(he's actually a perfectly good actor to be clear he just had utterly baffling taste in terms of what movies he got involved in)#this one is labelled 'director's cut'#we'll see which scenes it does and doesn't include#maybe this one has all of them + the extra sound design that's in one of the versions#I can tell it's a third version and not one of the other two#because this one has a modified opening with overlaid text giving exposition#which is promising actually because this movie sorely needs all the exposition it can get
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