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Fighting the horrors of life one pair of straight leg jeans at a time
#last Friday was bad and this Friday is worse#my best friend’s gran (who is basically her mum bc her real mum is a horror)#is going to die imminently#and it’s all bad and sad and nobody is really sleeping in our flat rn#she’s been my best friend for like 15 years#and I’m sad because she’s sad#but also her gran is like a random pillar of my life too#rambles
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What’s the Janeys/Brakul death scenario?
So like upon review I mostly just was going to kill them off for Couya + Faiza + Hibrides’ character development (#FEMINIST WIN!!!!!!!).
The background situation of their death scenario is something that will happen either way:
Throughout the story, the pilgrimage requests tribute from the towns it passes through (mainly food and other supplies). This is a common practice for pilgrimages and the travels of royalty, and Imperial Wardi civilians are used to the concept (just not so much during a famine). Some people give fully willingly (a lot of people believe in the pilgrimage's goals/and or the necessity to keep its high status participants fed), most are at least partly coerced (usually not via direct threats, but the pilgrimage contains a couple hundred soldiers, the Usoma, and Odonii leadership. The threat is implied), some are Fully coerced via threats.
In the latter third of the story things are not going well. There’s been a lot of internal struggles among the soldiers and dissatisfaction with pilgrimage leadership (mostly Stavis), men are starting to defect and a large body are getting outright mutinous. The group has also lost much of their food supplies and things are getting desperate (they've been starting to eat their own pack khait and oxen)
With this going on, the pilgrimage sends three soldiers to exact tribute from a farming village in the province Lobera. They meet a group of men acting as representatives for the village, who flat out refuse to give tribute. Things escalate into an outright fight, the soldiers are better armed but few in number and are killed.
One of the village elders finds out that this happens and panics, knowing that the men who killed three of the Usoma’s soldiers (one of which is her son) have signed their own death sentences, and possibly that of others. She attempts to persuade the families to preemptively flee, and then takes the village's one remaining skinny old plow ox to carry the bodies of the dead soldiers back to where the pilgrimage is camped. She supplicates herself before Stavis Amanti and begs for mercy, saying they don't even have enough food stored to feed themselves, much less to give, and that the men thus considered the killings righteous self defense. She shows that she’s returned the bodies for rites as an act of goodwill, and offers the ox in tribute, the most valuable thing she can provide. She begs that the Usoma accepts this as tribute and spares the men's lives, and that the pilgrimage moves on without taking anything else.
Stavis bids her safe passage away from the camp (without confirming or denying that he's accepted her plea), and the heads of pilgrimage confer on what to do. The killing of the soldiers is a violation punishable by death, but this would be like, a notably bad PR move. Meanwhile a contingent of soldiers (including some major side characters I haven’t introduced) break off and lead a raid on the village to avenge their fallen brothers and loot supplies. Others get drawn into the fighting, and it devolves into a full on massacre.
A couple families had fled at the elder’s suggestion, but most refused to leave their homes. Some of the villagers believed they would be left unharmed if the killers were given up, others had been preparing for a reprisal and armed themselves with everything available. But they have few actual weapons and none are trained combatants. All of the remaining men and adolescent boys get killed, one woman manages to take out a soldier using a shovel but is killed, most of the other women and girls are spared murder but several are assaulted. The village is looted for supplies and kindling for funeral pyres.
Stavis Amanti has no fucking idea what to do. The soldiers defied orders and killed Imperial Wardi civilians, but the current climate amid the pilgrimage would make it EXTREMELY Bad for him if he demanded their punishment (but also potentially very bad if he didn't- not all the soldiers participated in the massacre and many were horrified). Faiza encourages him to exert authority in a measured response by having the ringleader of the mutineers killed but sparing the rest, and offers to publicly back him in hopes of avoiding full on mutiny.
The raid reveals that the villagers had been hiding more grain than they claimed they had (as in like, enough to feed their people on starvation level rations for a few weeks). Stavis takes this as an opportunity to justify not punishing the mutineers (as the villagers DID technically have something to give, and execution IS technically the punishment for refusing the order of tribute (though not execution of the entire community)), but insists that their Galenii bless the village dead and their men build pyres for the civilians as is honorable conduct. (This attempt to make amends is not particularly appreciated by the survivors.)
The pilgrimage holds a funeral for their own dead soldiers. The village ox that was given in tribute is killed and butchered for the funerary feast.
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In the Bury Your Gays route, Brakul is one of the three that gets killed during the tribute extraction. Janeys loses his fucking mind when his body is brought back, and tries to slit his own throat on the spot. Couya stops him by wrestling him to the ground while Janeys screams threats at her and the old woman in a very pathetic public spectacle. He is deprived of all sharp objects.
While the pilgrimage leaders are conferring, he hovers miserably around Hibrides (who is also not feeling so great about all this). He's suddenly very interested in her pregnancy for the first time ever, asks to feel the baby (which has been just starting to kick). She's like "fuck off", but he strongly implies he's planning to commit suicide asap and she concedes and then is like Okay I Let You Feel The Goddamn Baby Now Leave Me Alone Holy FUCK.
Janeys turns his attention to fucking murdering anyone tangentially involved in this happening. He’s among the initial raid party, plays a major hand in it turning from its ostensible 'find and execute the ones responsible, subdue the rest, steal their food' directive to a full massacre by directing his men to immediately attack the first man he sees. He and his group capture three young men as prisoners and demand that they be slain at the soldier's funerals as is wartime custom (this isn't wartime). Janeys additionally demands that he should get to do it, as the only kin of any of the dead men. Once that's done he immediately cuts his own throat and bleeds out. They wind up getting cremated at the same time so things work out how Janeys wanted it.
At one point I realized that this is kind of just The Iliad?
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So like obviously whether they die here or not has little impact on THESE events, but a lot of the endgame revolves around Couya Faiza and Hibrides and these deaths would be very significant to THEM in varying capacities. It affects the trajectory of the final stretch of their arcs and adds a lot of layers to the ultimate Couya/Faiza conflict. I also liked their deaths being kind of random and shitty and meaningless because that in of itself is kinda ~thematically resonant~ with the story. (A lot of tension between the lack of intrinsic meaning to events and the profound levels of meaning ascribed to them).
I'm almost definitely not going with this version of events though. Janeys and Brakul don't have much active involvement in the endgame and don't Really need to be alive for it as it stands, but I think the version where every main character (except Faiza she's doomed) survives to see What Has Been Wrought and living to experience the fallout ultimately works better.
#In retrospect probably not clear enough that the baby feeling demadn is 'I am planning to die imminently you will never have#to deal with me again can I FUCKING feel signs of life from my dead boyfriend's bastard fetus currently in your body before I do'#and not 'let me feel the baby or I kms'. With the latter Hibrides would be like 'Okay Then Die' instead of 'FINE go ahead and then die'#The current scenario might involve the tribute extraction party Not all dying but rather one being killed and the other two being#badly wounded and taken hostage (with the realization of what the consequences of the first killing will entail- as a desperate#attempt to stand off against the pilgrimage and bargain for their safe release)#So the character involvement can stay Similar without ending in death and the fallout of these events will get messy in different ways#The massacre is also the straw that breaks the camel's back that leads to the province of Lobera declaring itself an independent#city-state and seceding from Imperial Wardin so like the pilgrimage spends the final third mostly traversing through outright#hostile territory it's great stuff for them.#A massacre like this happening is pretty much standard for wartime sackings and would not be questioned much if committed#against a declared enemy but this was inflicted on Imperial Wardi civilians which is a big fucking deal
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bnha manga spoilers!!!!!
EEEEEEEEE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
his hair!!!!!!!!!!!!! his fucking HAIR!!!!!!!!! i just AAAAH i cannot get over it because !!!!! that is exactly how i picture touya-nii’s hair to look 🥹🥹🥹 just down/undone n fluffy n shaggy n soft <333
anyway i am sickly in love with him, i’m not surprised to see what he actually looks like after the war, but the fact that he’s still got his eyes makes me think that his blue irises must be so stark and vivid and just pop against the rest of his injured body—which makes me both swoon and sad, because goddamn you’d recognize those eyes anywhere, the very moment your gaze meets his…but enji still didn’t, not even when he first came face to face with them, not until they were thrust in his face and screaming at him ._.
#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#anyway that chapter was Something huh#excited to see what the actual translations are#i always take leak night summaries with a decent grain of salt#i AM concerned that they’re not going to confirm or deny touya’s imminent death though—like EXPLICITLY in the manga#which upsets me a bit but whatever#my boyfriend was like ‘yeah but what if he comes back in like a sequel or something and he’s darth vader??? wouldn’t you be happy???’#like yeah i guess??? but i’d rather he have a good ending NOW#the apologizing threw me for a loop but i guess if touya KNOWS he’s going to die soon then ????? maybe it makes sense??? idk#guess he’s had a lot of time to Reflect in that lil glass chamber he’s locked in#anyway hi good morning i am SO tired because i couldn’t sleep after i started seeing the leaks >.>#pls have a lovely thursday!!! <3#clari chatters
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I don’t like Kamala either, but if Trump wins I may very well die.
I take medication every day that prevents my cancer from returning.
That medication is paid for by medicaid. A program that Trump plans on gutting.
I am far from the only person in this position— nearly 90 million people are in the same boat.
If you’re really convinced there will be no difference between Kamala and Trump on Palestine, then fine— consider the lives that will be lost here if Trump takes office.
If you really think “making a statement” is worth the lives of poor and disabled Americans, I genuinely do not know what to say to you. Though let’s be real- “punishing democrats” by not voting or voting third party did fuck all with Clinton, and it’ll do fuck all now. Hell, in 2016 it actually led to countless more COVID deaths when the pandemic broke out
#2024 elections#election#us politics#politics#2024 presidential election#“no votes for genocide” = voting for me personally to get cancer again and die#hope you enjoy the imminent military dictatorship!! hope it’s worth it!!#if you want a revolution so bad go out and actually fucking revolt!!#what’s the matter? not willing to die for your cause? weird bc you seem so cool with me and others dying for your “clear conscience” 🤔
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damn... kinda mad i didn't die in my dream last night... could've added another method to the list
#all that 'oh god im gonna die' dream stress for Nothing smh#got stabbed... i mean it was kinda my own damn fault but also was it? was it.#it was absolutely fault when the blade had to be removed but yk. didnt die so it was whatever#shaking a fist at last night's dream like COWARD!!!#what was Interesting though was upon waking up#i was still kinda dozing and i held my position#and i was very careful moving as to not jostle the knife. Not Realizing Yet. that that was a dream and was now awake#there is no knife in ba sing se#but damn. gnarly#usually i dont have to go through the whole 'coming to terms with my imminent demise' in these sort'a dreams#its typically Fast#the longest dream-death ive ever had was that one where i got shot#but even that wasnt That long#its just that the others are usually immediate. and non-wound based#absolutely unprompted#sorry to dream post but Hey tumblr blog is my personal diary. To Me <3#its weird tho that this is the second time ive had a death or death-adjacent dream#where i woke up convinced that it was Real#knife wound.... legit asking myself if im dead after another... fun stuff!#these dreams are very interesting. in a morbid way i enjoy them
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Tang Shen as an angry ghost.
Activated by the imminent murder of her grandchild Leonardo. She was murdered before she could marry Hamato Yoshi, and she will not let a fate like that befall one of her turtles...
That it would be murder before a wedding is what lets her spirit act -- she'd have ripped apart the Shredder herself if she'd been able to.
Hair covering her face. Water dripping down, the rain from the night Yukio Mashimi killed her. The sound of a thousand angry rats in the walls, even though that's impossible. Static and old pop music. A pink anemone left as a warning. Wide eyes. When she attacks with a knife, she uses it just like Master Splinter...
(Unfortunately, Miyamoto Usagi is used to onryō being the obvious enemy, not an admittedly rather scary-looking ally.)
(It does not help that to Leonardo, she looks like a young woman in her twenties, wearing an oversized t-shirt and colourful plastic bracelets.)
(He's the only one who sees that.)
#The imminent murder. Not potential murder. He does still die after all.#Tang Shen is just going to make sure he doesn't /stay/ dead.#“it's like the Ring but she loves us” -- Mikey
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so much discourse over the 'dawn will come' scene
Regardless of intent to be a symbol, you have become one. You have become an item to which the people will look to. Religiously, systematically, even just hypothetically.
There is a damn hole in the sky with demons spewing forth every other minute - how are you supposed to raise an army? How are you supposed to keep the few military trained from abandoning? How are you meant to keep peace anywhere, let alone create a resistance to stop Gods and God Like Destruction?
Skipping it would be like skipping Ostagar. Many die in both and a new stage is created, one where the player has to take a mantel and play the part.
#dont get me wrong#is it drawn out#and uncomfortable?#yes#but its npt meant to be for you the player#its for the characters looking to you to find solace and hope#and I find it terribly fitting with all we know of !#of Andraste#of the women of this world#of all of thedas#and what they often have to do to become whats needed#whats necessary#anyway Im grew up without organized religion truly#so maybe thats part of why I dont mind it as much?#watching inquisition play out for me plays just like origins#just a tad bit more religiously undertoned#and given were out of DARKSPAWN IMMINENT SURVICE and into LONG TERM WORLD CHANGING HISTORY#i feel that its fitting#that weve watched 3 individuals go from vague and one of a dozen (even cousland)#and watch them fight and crawl from there positions only to become whats Needed#not truly what they Wanted#to fight is to live#to live is to die#but can a thought truly die?#da:i#da:o#dragon age#da#veilgaurd
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rewatching bbc merlin really has me like buzzing in my mind with so many thoughts. Like I'm kinda watching it backwards atm going from S5 to S4, I think I will jump around 3, 2, and 1 but just,,,, there is so much especially in S5 that makes me !!!!!!!
Honestly, I feel like this fandom has to give the writers more credit. Like they did a damn good job, and to me, it's such a good tragedy. Especially how S5 plays out, it takes everything and just tears you down, and down, and down. It's perfect, perfect with flaws! But still perfect
#bbc merlin#merlin#yeah idk on that note about the writers - this fandom is way too harsh#like i know we all have ideas on how it should have gone#but i think we lose how it's still a story that they planned from the start to end like that#they did their job they set up from the beginning and it is good as a tragedy imo as someone who has studied tragedies#hot take but the characterisations are consistent - i mean like as consistent as they get for a 5 series show#they did better than most and i dont feel like any characters get like their previous characterisation assassinated#that includes Arthur and Morgana btw they clearly have arcs that work well and where Arthur's is a slower progression - Morgana's is like a#lit match - slow at first but when it gets going it's going and then gone - it's wonderful#i mean look at s5 it literally starts by talking about Arthur's bane aka his fatal flaw aka his hamartia#which is himself and i dont think it's as much as the overdone hubris but rather Arthur's love and trust for others - but that like in many#tragedies can be debated#okay something else that can be debated is the peripeteia - i think a good example of it is the Disir episode because that's when Arthur's#fate becomes sealed anything after that point is fruitless because the Triple Goddess has decided he must die because of his rejection of#the Old Religion - it's a reversal of fortune in a sense that Mordred is alive to play his part in Arthur's death - as Merlin puts it. You#could see it more as Merlin's peripeteia rather than Arthur's but still#if we wanna debate it more Arthur's peripeteia would probablyyyy be when Mordred stabs him because that's when his death becomes imminent#it's a reversal of fortune because he's dying from that point forward rather than a strong king he is a man dying#the anagnorisis is another point to make. You could say for Arthur his anagnorisis is all of the finale - like this constant realisation of#Merlin and his magic and realising all that he missed all that he didnt see and now it's too late because he's dying#I'd say Merlin's anagnorisis comes with the whole Mordred and Kara ordeal and how he realises his mistake and how it's gonna cause the#downfall of not just himself but Arthur too#then catharsis - see i think it's the only part where the tragedy falters because do we get catharsis from Arthur's death and Merlin's#immortality - where he's still at the lake centuries later?#i think in some ways yes and in other ways no because I don't think BBC Merlin is following an Aristotle's tragedy#i think catharsis comes more from Morgana's half of the tragedy - seeing her die - and i think further catharsis comes from knowing it's no#over forever that there will be a second chance for redemption for both Merlin and Arthur#but it is a more difficult one for sure#anyway point is that S5 specifically has a tragedy storyline that is very well done and we should credit that more tbh
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so does anyone else want to talk about the big ass clue about march 7th's past dropped in the clockie movie saga side quest of all places or
because like i'm sorry girl What Did You Just Fucking Say
#i have a few theories bouncing around in my head rn but yeah they all involve the garden and fuli .#beyond just them stealing her memories#my MAIN guess is that she's an emanator of the remembrance#and Chose to give up her memories either for some cause to help the garden#orrrr to protect someone. not herself#we know march. losing her memories won't change who she is at her core#she's not a coward. she'll face anything head-on#so if she chose to give up her old life because of some imminent danger it wouldn't have been because SHE was the one in danger#it would have been for the sake of her loved ones#orrrr said loved ones imposed this on her to keep her alive because if they didn't go to this extreme#she would have done everything in her power (which is quite possibly A Lot) to die for them instead#something along those lines
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my sawtism is p much gone but the other day my irl did randomly dm me out of the absolute fucking blue the phrase "do you think they're gonna make saw y and saw z" and that's been marinating on the brain
#saw#probably my last saw post unless i get sucked back into it#the sawtism has faded the hacksawboy arc is complete#saw is still the only horror movie ive ever seen i never got to insidious like i plsnned whoopsie#gonna keep reposting saw stuff till i get the courage to see what the fuck is going on in postblr (its probably all old.man porn)#username and intro change is imminent#thank you sawblr you treated me very well i enjoyed interacting with all of you 🫡 most funny and social tumblr fandom ive been apart of#anyways im sick rn pray for me#im always getting fucking sick before christmas#no school this week though! not cuz we get the week off for christmas its cuz im sick#my school would rather DIE than give us even 5 minutes off
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As a flaming homosexual myself, please help me, it burns. I am in unbearable pain.
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I could fix jepexx. Someone get his cringefail ass over here right now I need to lock him in a room and make him listen to electric callboy and dangerkids and architects until he repents for his sins and starts a pair of patch pants
#I Don’t Like Him. why is it so hard to pin down metal bands for him#everyone else is so easy. mapicc loathe currents mudvayne angelmaker. ro lorna shore scene queen bad omens electric callboy#zam gojira sleep token imminence epics#**epica#spoke. carcosa chiodos ice nine kills thrown maybe crown the empire#I could go on. but jepexx? WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOOOOOING BRO#wage war??? motionless in white???!#would he be a basic bitch a genresweep a niche elitist#what does he have going on. symphonic death deathCORE metalcore rapcore trap metal????? honestly he’s probably a modern metalcore guy#basic bitch. cringefail loser. can’t listen to older bad omens because ‘too much screaming’#I love him but I cannot give him in this moment. he is not getting them#WAIT NO I GOT IT. UNITY TX AND TALLAH#FALLING IN REVERSE. HOURHOUSE#FUCKING SUCK IT GAYBOY#she life on my steal till I#sorry guys. I need to metalhead this fandom the fuck up or I will die
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l.s. dunes playing bombsquad at sad summer fest, jacksonville FL, july 6 2023. from @xtakemyfcknhand on twitter
#video#070623#post hardcore dilf supergroup#ls dunes#lsdunessad#bombsquad#anthony green#frank iero#its entirely possible and even likely that someone else has already posted this#but im going through and getting all of this persons videos because im so paranoid that twitters gonna die for real imminently
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so what if most of the songs on my carl grimes playlist are about having a complicated yet overwhelmingly negative relationship with your physical body or dying. that's it that's his character sorry
#hea been shot twice he had to help cut his mom open to birth his little sister he was sexually assaulted he nearly had his arm armputated#he had been threatened with imminent death numerous times and of course he is transgender and also going through puberty during#a zombie apocolypse also he has killed and starved before and also died. and he is almost always in any situation the smallest#person in the room in a world where the biggest and meanest survive. of course he has a complicated relationship with his body#also he did die like straight up
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I'm so stressed I need an off button
#rant#i abolutely wish i was one of the people who like dissassociated when stressed or vomited or something#instead i just get imminently closer to a panic attack#and once i GET the panic attack i get very self harmy and suicidal like actively grabbing objects suicidal#i tell ya what i FEEL tense and i do not want my hands grabbing pans to try and beat me with#i do not wanna go into a panic attack and feel my entire brain screaming to bash myself into walls at full strength#in an illogical attempt to pass out and no longer have to endure the goddamn panic attack#panic attacks feel like a demon actively torturing me and my brain is offline and i only have vague control of my arms and legs a little#and all i want at those points is to either fix Mundane Mistake which launched the pamic attack#(and is unfixable during a panic attack cause rational thought is offline AND i cant breathe anyway)#or to die immefiately cause if i was dead i wouldnt need to fix any Mistakes or endure the awful torture of a panic qttack#i think in a past life maybe i was a fucking warrior or wilderness bitch idk#but for all the logic in the world i have and calm in Actual emergencies#when a little life mistake happens with looming disaster my brain short circuits to panic attaxk and then i have 30% chqnce or#of killing myself#and im NOT happy about it!!!!#i hate panic attacks!!!!#i am my own biggest danger on earth man#nothing tries to kill me as much as my own brain and body
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#took two adderall and i feel like im gonna die a little#dont take meds that arent yours kids#bur my coworker gives me some of his Adderall occasionally while we're at work#it helps the day go by faster and gets the restaurant hella clean#last time he only gave me one at a time#but today he gave me two and one extra for later or tomorrow#and for awhile it was great. ive gotten so much cleaning done#but then i noticed im breathing super hard and my chest feels a little funky#and i feel kinda feverish but maybe thats just because i was around hot stuff for awhile. and a bit shaky#like im sure itll be fine once it works its way out of my system#but uh. until then i feel like today wont be ideal#tbh i feel great mentally tho. im having a great time cleaning. and the day has gone by soooo quickly#i just gotta ignore the feeling of imminent death
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