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i have lost all tolerance for having Things to Do and being around people. i saw my dad and went to therapy yesterday, and had a half day at work today and i am SO looking forward to having zero obligations tomorrow
also hey hi hello i love you, pls drink water and treat yourself and be kind to yourself, bc you deserve nice things and kindness and also it's what i would be doing if i was by your side <3
#rox rambles#i miss being on here all the time#irl is just A Lot at the moment#and i am coping by playing lots and lots and lots of veilguard#it is my comfort game at the moment
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This wine tastes like pigs blood!
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#jin zixun#wei wuxian#su she#(Su She needs to have his carrie moment before he can have his Carrie Moment.#Which means he needs to exist as a punching bag before he can hit 'em with the rebound).#My first draft of this comic had WWX slurping LWJ's wine per actual scene canon#As it really is a great scene of how WWX is willing to absorb the scandal and harm that befalls others.#It had a lot less to do with it being LWJ and more so that WWX just happens to be the kind of person who refuses to turn a blind eye.#It could have been any Lan who was being pressured (inappropriately) to drink (do not pressure anyone to drink irl PLEASE).#Because this is a romance plot it of course *is* LWJ. But don't forget that in this moment they aren't on great terms.#It's not a knight in shining armor moment - it's a 'you were being treated unjustly and I have the power to absolve you from that.'#And as we are very soon about to see - WWX certainly cannot turn away from those who need aid he can provide.#And like Jin Guangyao; that kindness is also his downfall.#By the way - that you all for the amazing community commentary on the last comic. I really loved reading everyone's thoughts!#Suyao shippers...I get it now. You had me at 'wen ning and WWX parallels'. I'll be back with a treat for you soon.#And yes 'everyone' does include the ironically named tumblr user jin zixun.#Who blocked me right before the character makes his pd-mdzs debut.#I hope you are well. You seem like you were having a real bad time yesterday.
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phenomenon i've noticed about my speech
#i'm able to express my thoughts very well in text bcz im abt to actually see and process what im saying and think about what to say next#so my brain has an easier time keeping track of my train of thought#however when i talk irl i dont have that visual processer to help me#so i have to auditorily process what im saying#also when i talk irl my mouth cant keep up with my brain#and since im just bad at articulating words/speech in general#that alongside my delayed processing skills results in me tripping over my words A LOT#i end up stuttering a bazillion times and needing to backtrack to rearrange my sentences#cin has been listening to epic the musical lately and she asked me to give her a rundown of the story on call today#so i was ATTEMPTING to but the words kept jumbling in my mouth#i repeated words i stuttered and either spoke too fast for me to pronounce shit correctly or had to pause for a moment to recollect myself#i am SO BAD at talking its so embarrassing actually#i wasnt even nervous or anything i just got too excited and couldnt process my thoughts correctly#WHY IS SPEAKING SO DIFFICULT!!!!!#anywhizzle thank u for coming to my tedtalk#my art#tmnt#tmnt mm#tottmnt#mm donnie#tottmnt donnie#donsona#shitpost#<- ig i didnt put that much effort into the doodle
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FAR CRY 5 (∞)
#far cry 5#far cry#gamingscenery#fc5#hope county#photomode#far cry 5 scenery#can feel myself going back into a gaming slump bc of irl stuff but by god i will claw my way out of it again as soon as I can for this one#this may be an odd term to use but this game feels so cozy in spite of (gestures vaguely) everything going on#like the fishing and the scenery and the random 'encounters' like people sitting by a campfire singing/slow dancing?? chef's kiss#the contrast of everything that is happening in the county yet people still finding and actively creating these moments of calm <3#finding peace where they can bc yeah sure they're the resistance but no one can spend days and nights uninterrupted just fighting#makes it all feel a lot more human and i love that#me? rambling in the tags? more likely than you think#fav
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Hey everyone! this is where the zebra is currently with the design.
It has knee braces!! I will most probably be drawing the zebra usually with them on, but it’s no requirement, for example if anyone else wants to draw the zebra :-]. I always like to make sure an animal design has official colors underneath any clothing and accessory anyway. I think this will be final! thank you everyone for your feedback!
As a reminder, aside from why the zebra was requested for this flag, this is also just a zebra with the disability pride flag on it. It’s just a deisgn to fit the flag, with input from other disabled people in our community. It doesn’t mean other animals can’t have designs with these colors, too! I don’t mean this design to be the only mascot for all disabled people. It’s just a silly series i do of pride animals, and at the time, during disability pride month, I wanted to see what everyone wanted me to start off with for this flag!
the goal with my pride animals is to take requests and make people feel happy and seen.. that’s all <:-)
#disability pride#pride animals#disability#disability pride flag#zebras#I’ve been a little stressed about this animal for the past week.. I will be honest with you#The zebra has many stripes and I wanted to try my best to make sure it wouldn’t cause issues like headaches or other things#also.. if]ve been working on this for a while now.. i want to call it done soon!#But now that this is finished#I will start designing stickers and pins to put on redbubble and also for me to print IRL!#thank you everyone! I’ve also learned more than whatbI already knew this week#Even if it was stressful it was fun to see everyone get so excited when I would show updates to the designs#Sorry for a long speech.. I am a very nervous person today#Excuse my typos! I’m a fast typer and tired from the day#ebonytailsart#Thank you yomcloud for giving me your feedback as well. I don’t have a lot of perspective on visual processing disorders and photensitivity#so it meant a lot to me#just like the other pride animals I am very open to making more animal designs for this flag! But I’d like to save it for the future instea#It’s a bit too soon at the moment. thank youuu
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She's fifteen or sixteen years old and she Did Not Need This.
#yasmina fadoula#scorpios rex#jurassic world: camp cretaceous#jwcc#camp cretaceous#I really just wanted that first shot of scorpios because that's essentially its Reveal Shot#we've seen the whole creature before but always in action#this was the real ''this is what it looks like and this is what you are looking at when you find it in the woods''#but then the rest of the bit was...something#and by ''something'' i mean ''she doesn't want to live if she can't save sammy'' so there's a LOT to unpack#this is also probably like 40% of her trauma#and absolutely in her Top Three Trauma moments#which....the fact that it MIGHT not be Number One is saying something#but we'll get to the OTHER contender tomorrow#well....IRL tomorrow#she'd get to that in two days#...is it two?#....actually it might be 24 hours from now#yeah no 24 hours
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Got Solas’ murals at the lighthouse and I just
One of his regrets is physically manifesting into a flesh and blood person. It’s something he wishes he could forget. It’s something he would never not be aware of every waking moment of immortal life. Can this man PLEASE get a break
#I joke a lot about him being pathetic but it’s not even funny any more I need him to just have a moment of being ok w no strings attached#he hates himself so much it genuinely upsets me irl#<- pathetic @ me#solas is breaking my heart AGAIN#bitch im SAD#welcome back trespasser heartbreak I did not miss you one moment#da4#veilguard spoilers#solas#dragon age
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How do you think the public perception of vale and marc changes over time in the fco au and how do they both feel about how both of their legacies are fully tied to each other now?
i think they end up being the beyoncé and jay z of the motorcycle world but sepang is the #lemonade moment because they’re both too obsessed (physically. emotionally. psychosexually.) to consider cheating on each other literally ever. also marc would physically kill them both on track
#alex’s solange moment ongoing it seems. just expressed entirely via thumbs ups at pecco#it’s a lot of joint foundation efforts and press and stuff like that.. they both know it’s easier to be as busy as they are with a buddy#like they had alex and uccio and now they also have their irl partners that they bring with them basically most weeks….#they likeeee each other they are often photographed yapping away at whatever party they both have to attend#the REALLLL fight is actually ironing out if they wanna do joint sponcon. cause i don’t think theyre letting go of their energy drinks easy#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez#forced coming out au#i DO still think marc’s imperial era is hard for fans to swallow in contrast to vale’s decline even if they’re involved.#i think it remains fraught within the sport bc that’s how homophobia in sports works#it’s often an insult to justify hatred of an athlete regardless of circumstance. a mean little tool#as long as marc has opps that’s not gonna go away esp for an actually gay ass twink
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i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????
#this blog always had a focus on social science and detangling feelings and experiences. like it's basically been serving as my diary#bc this blog has always been my main outlet for it. i hate talking feelings to anyone irl. it's a bad habit but i hate it#so it was a game changer and helped me grow up sooo much. esp supplemented w other people's experiences.#being raised by a stoic engineer mother who's very much warm but also not very good at feelings at times has caused me to suppress SO much#compounded w being the eldest daughter. like that is a damning sentence in and of itself#tumblr just gave me an outlet for stuff like this. and every social media is essentially a highlight reel of ppl's best moments.#tumblr is the opposite. i've always loved that too whether it was in the form of humor or more earnest posts#could i work through my own issues by myself? yes probably#and my blog will always have that facet even if i get a therapist#but a therapist's input. just a professional's input. will expedite a lot of improvement for me i think#this has been a critical time period for me anyway bc i'm budgeting my whole schedule for once vs being handheld by uni deadlines#and it's just gonna keep getting more and more intense from here bc i'm truly pushing my comfort zone more than ever before#it just feels like the right call even tho i'm lowkey nervous ab it bc i HATE talking feelings in person.#this therapist will not fall for my trying to deflect by asking her about her life. which. usually works on my friends <3#we will see. a therapy arc is coming very soon basically#p
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knowing i should take a step back from tumblr for my own wellbeing vs. being emotionally attached to this app and the people on it
#tumblr would be tumblr without me—as would the self ship community. it’s silly for me to feel so invested this Thing that is just that:#a Thing. it can’t give me the love or care or satisfaction with life that i’m looking for. i’ve been hiding on here—escaping reality.#because it’s fun to live in an imaginary world where i’m everything i want to be. where i’m the main character.#but in doing so i’ve been neglecting the ugly parts of my real life; the pain and hurt and harsh realities.#over the past couple months it has become apparent to me that i tend to put too much trust and effort into people#who have neither the capacity nor the desire to reciprocate.#so i just look like a fool in the end. (this isn’t about anyone here—just a pattern of behavior in general.)#at the end of the day#having thousands of followers on tumblr has no impact on my real life. if anything it makes me feel more isolated than ever.#because it’s yet another arena where i feel like i have to carve out my own space; i’ve never been good at taking up space.#anyway i suppose i’ll take the weekend away and see how i feel. i’ve had a lot of shit happening irl that has been so horribly difficult.#so maybe getting through all of that will help me feel more comfortable on my own blog again.#if you read this all i’m so sorry. i’ll prob regret posting my heartfelt thoughts in the future but at this very moment i don’t care.#self preservation be damned.#please support ficsforgaza; i’ll still be helping aleks over there because it’s one of the few places where i feel useful.#okay i’m done now. i’ll see you later. i wish you all so much love and nothing but the best.#tw personal
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Wish I knew irl older transmasc bc im so nervous about medically transitioning. Bc yeah, on a technical level I *could* live like this for the rest of my life. Do I still fantasize and only imagine a future where I'm a man like 24/7 and I physically cannot imagine me as a woman? Yeah sure! But that doesn't mean I'm trans. And plus if I say fuck it and take hrt for too long it will have irreversible effects. So if I do turn out to be cis I might have very bad dysphoria from it.
But the very idea of being in a more masculine body is so comforting to me, to hear my voice drop, and to get hairier is such a fun idea.
But it also feels so bad/guilty when I like to wear bodycon dresses, and like my curvy figure, and like my tit's and sometimes like she/her used on me. So therefor I can't be trans right?
#egg cracking#ftm#transmasc#trans#ive always been sad that ive never had an obvious egg crack moment like other trans ppl#esp bc im nonbinary and bc of how my brain is wired my perception of gender is weird#like i keep seeing these joking forcemasc post just say “take T what will you lose”#but what if i lose a lot#scared ill do a major fuck up#and there's no one irl or even online who ubderstand the specifics of what im talking about#or i can relate to#feels lonely
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Please someone tell me why Blitzo saying "hideyhahooha Stolas" and climbing over the balcony was the sexiest part of the episode.
Followed closely by Stolas inserting the crystal in Blitzo's glove, and Blitzo's animation while yelling at Stolas.
#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss#stolas goetia#helluva stolas#helluva blitzo#learned a lot about my sexuality in this episode#mostly that with suspenders and quarter sleeves don't just work irl but also in animation#i've had moments of finding blitzo attractive#but this was the first time i was actively aware of it
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okay. hello guys. my bad for not responding to stuff or being as active recently, had a lot of work to be done and other stuff to focus on that took a lot of my time. I wanted to make more art, but I unfortunately had to put that energy into other things (which got to the point where I could not put them off any longer and had to stay working on it). I know I missed a lot of stuff and I'm sorry for it
#unfortunately there are moments where i am forced back into reality#and i remember that i cannot actually spend my life creating and hiding away forever!!! crazy#honestly a lot of it has also been the fact that i am just tired everytime i get home#and my health issues that have been steadily building up#they're really catching up on me and ive been having to visit the clinic more than im happy with#theres just a constant sense of fatigue nowadays#also uh#admittedly my interesting in Alien Stage has been waning#not replaced by any other media in particular. just started focusing on irl life stuff more often#which is why i barely post on shakingparadigm anymore/dont really post anything of substance#its really mostly this alnst oc thing that makes me want to stay because i genuinely enjoy and adore what we've created here#im pretty invested in this even though im not as invested in the source material anymore#not to say i dont like alnst anymore! i still do. i just don't dedicate all my attention to it anymore#which is for the best actually. because admittedly the things and time i have sacrificed for alnst did create a few consequences#sometimes i forget how bad a hyperfixation can fuck me up#again I'm really sorry for everything I've missed#and for being late to apris birthday#and the solauri round#and more#amazing stuff that you guys have made#me bones just dont work like they used to i fear. please give me time#im.sorry again#sorry this post might seem kind of depressing#just dont mind it if you want#thanks for your time#misc#rant#(?)#vent
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okay random headcanon but peter likes to nuzzle with his nose!! he gets all smiley and snuggly and just nuzzles in!!
also the monkees set aside time in the day to snuggle, usually before they crash for bed. this probably starts sometimes in the 70s and continues as they get older
okay thank you bye!!!
#the monkees#they’re all so cuddly i’m sorry they love each other a lot and mike nesmith knew this because he wrote the fucking 1997 special#that is crazy to me because most people writing a reunion for the monkees would be like ‘they split up and now have to come together for#some big show or disaster’ or something but not nez#no they’re so domestic like housewife davy… micky answering the door and calling back to (his husband) mike to ask him if he remembered when#they did that storyline like they’re all MARRIED??!!!!????? MIKE!!????#i’ll never shut up about this#don’t even get me started on ‘kiss’#like it’s so commonplace in the house for davy to say that?? and then micky tires to turn it into a bit later because the cameras are rollin#rolling and it seems like he’s scared#like i know they lived through the 80s at this point but like… it’s okay micky you’re safe to be a little gay with your buddies#he tries to laugh it off as a ‘bizzare’ moment but we all know what you are 1997 monkees special micky dolenz#maybe he’s covering cause he forgot they were on air and he was the one who forgot and responded with ‘no thanks’ idk#it’s okay mick we love you#you’re allowed to kiss davy when the cameras are off…#micky and davy share housewife duties i know they do. they are so cunty together.#there was something else i was gonna say but i forgot because of the kiss joke#i’ll shut up now…#and like clearly mike thought of the monkees in their bizarre world like they’re self aware. how did that happen? are they aware of us the#viewers in the universe of the special?? maybe…#i take Head as a separate universe cause the show-verse and irl monkees are blended much more#only mike would write about dimension hopping with the monkee mobile and just have it as a throwaway thing#anyway…#the special is so weirdly written but i do love its ideas and this silly but slightly terrifying domestic monkee universe
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Were there any fairytales you liked as a kid? What were they about? Can you retell it from memory?
hmm theres a couple. theres one about why ninetales outside of alola are fire type while the ones in alola are ice types and that its because of a houndour i liked as a kid?? theres also one about how arcanine lost their divinity and the creation of houndooms that plays into a lot of other fairytales that involve houndoom. i think my favourite as a kid was the diamond princess though. loved that story.
basically the diamond princess is about this diancie whos princess of a kingdom of carbink. she needs to find xerneas to get the power to properly lead her kingdom or else it will fall to ruin, so she leaves on a journey with her friends to find xerneas by following their fairy aura.
along the way shes attacked by different thieves. ones a delphox, ones a chesnaught, and ones a greninja. in their attempt to catch diancie, the thieves often thwart eachother because they refuse to work together. theyre all so greedy that they want diancie's powers for themself and refuse to share the profit they could get if they captured her.
eventually, diancie finds xerneas but xerneas tells her that the power is already inside of her and leaves. diancie and her friends are then attacked byt he thieves again. the thieves are all blinded by their greed and hatred for eachother that they dont realize theyve woken yveltal up until its too late.
yveltal begins to punish the thieves for their greed by turning them to stone and destroying the forest around them. diancie and her friends are caught in the crossfire, because yveltal is so mad because of the greedy thieves, it cannot distinguish between them and the criminals.
diancie realizes what xerneas meant by the power already being inside her and uses her power to protect her friends. she tries to fight yveltal herself but it just makes the legendary pokemon more mad. thankfully, xerneas appears to calm their sibling down, and yveltal flies off, leaving xerneas to heal the forest and heal the thieves. the thieves swear off stealing and start to work together, having learned their lesson, and diancie goes home and rules her kingdom with her friends.
oversimplification, mighta gotten some details wrong, yknow how it is!! its kalosian obviously. its a good story
#//yes this is the diancie movies plot with some changes to remove ash and make it more fairytale like#//in redux a lot of the anime and movies and stuff are either just shit made up edited fairy tales or real things that happened and people#//just slammed ash ketchum into it. the ash ketchum was there meme we mentioned a while back yknow how it is#//the diamond princess is one of those fairy tales that like. people throw ash into for funsies#//it is literally just diancie and the cocoon of destruction#maple moment#bites#revenant#pkmn irl#pokeblogging#rotomblr
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in light of the new episode this joke i made once is feeling a lot more relevant
#rwd#asto speaks#rolling with difficulty#fuck it yeah i'll tag this i feel like at least some people will find this funny#it's the moment when noir said 'if you want VR-LA to understand what you want you have to tell him *verbatim*' that just#got me?? for some reason??#my irl insight is genuinely so bad i need people to tell me what their deal is or else i just have no clue#this joke has been simmering since like i got to season 3 this ep just had a lot of very raw heart to hearts so i was feeling it extra hard#also the whole VR-LA just needs a 'dani are you mad at me' sign but that might just be an anxiety thing#no the thing that always gets to me is that i never *registered* the autism of it all surrounding VR-LA until like#after i started engaging w the fan space and saw everyone talking about it#and i was like?? really?? gosh i never noticed#so yknow. that probably says something
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