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i have lost all tolerance for having Things to Do and being around people. i saw my dad and went to therapy yesterday, and had a half day at work today and i am SO looking forward to having zero obligations tomorrow
also hey hi hello i love you, pls drink water and treat yourself and be kind to yourself, bc you deserve nice things and kindness and also it's what i would be doing if i was by your side <3
#rox rambles#i miss being on here all the time#irl is just A Lot at the moment#and i am coping by playing lots and lots and lots of veilguard#it is my comfort game at the moment
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This wine tastes like pigs blood!
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#jin zixun#wei wuxian#su she#(Su She needs to have his carrie moment before he can have his Carrie Moment.#Which means he needs to exist as a punching bag before he can hit 'em with the rebound).#My first draft of this comic had WWX slurping LWJ's wine per actual scene canon#As it really is a great scene of how WWX is willing to absorb the scandal and harm that befalls others.#It had a lot less to do with it being LWJ and more so that WWX just happens to be the kind of person who refuses to turn a blind eye.#It could have been any Lan who was being pressured (inappropriately) to drink (do not pressure anyone to drink irl PLEASE).#Because this is a romance plot it of course *is* LWJ. But don't forget that in this moment they aren't on great terms.#It's not a knight in shining armor moment - it's a 'you were being treated unjustly and I have the power to absolve you from that.'#And as we are very soon about to see - WWX certainly cannot turn away from those who need aid he can provide.#And like Jin Guangyao; that kindness is also his downfall.#By the way - that you all for the amazing community commentary on the last comic. I really loved reading everyone's thoughts!#Suyao shippers...I get it now. You had me at 'wen ning and WWX parallels'. I'll be back with a treat for you soon.#And yes 'everyone' does include the ironically named tumblr user jin zixun.#Who blocked me right before the character makes his pd-mdzs debut.#I hope you are well. You seem like you were having a real bad time yesterday.
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#gabriel bortoleto#nico hulkenberg#autumn posts#hi everyone!! irl obligations have kept me away but weekend media dump after work today!! ❤️❤️#lots of little moments (maybe some not new!) but just like max at paddock interviews and cute parade moments 🥺#brb soon!! i'll add this and one more real quick before my meeting in fifteen min!!!#their energy together is so compelling..#gabico
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WAIT I JUST REALISED SOMETHING-
you know how a lot of times jason and dick's dynamic in fanfic especially; jason's known as the angry one, but in jason's opinion, dick's always had a temper, he always wonders why everyone assumes they're the one who's gotten less angry, who's calmer, who's not an angry child at all, and it's a complete mindfuck to deal with
honestly i sympathize with this man so hard rn, because the way i'm called the angry child at home is so not funny, because ive always been angry and closer to outbursts, except i know my sister's got so much more temper, and she's gotten worse at handling it now even though she's an adult (imo its all the pent up rage lets be real) and people still think im the angry one even though
she's been angrier a whole lot more often, but no one believes younger siblings.
#dick and jason#having parallels to my irl sibling and me#makes sense tbh#will make a compilation later of moments that just make sense for their entire dynamic#but yeah idk if anyone else relates to this#but ive never realised it till now#but godamn does it fuck with your head when someone you think is angry#and you tell others about it#and they say you're wrong#like godamn jason yeah makes sense if u see a lot of fanfic potrayals over the topic lmao like i get u rn#jason todd#dick grayson#siblings#nightwing#red hood
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FAR CRY 5 (∞)
#far cry 5#far cry#gamingscenery#fc5#hope county#photomode#far cry 5 scenery#can feel myself going back into a gaming slump bc of irl stuff but by god i will claw my way out of it again as soon as I can for this one#this may be an odd term to use but this game feels so cozy in spite of (gestures vaguely) everything going on#like the fishing and the scenery and the random 'encounters' like people sitting by a campfire singing/slow dancing?? chef's kiss#the contrast of everything that is happening in the county yet people still finding and actively creating these moments of calm <3#finding peace where they can bc yeah sure they're the resistance but no one can spend days and nights uninterrupted just fighting#makes it all feel a lot more human and i love that#me? rambling in the tags? more likely than you think#fav
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Hey everyone! this is where the zebra is currently with the design.
It has knee braces!! I will most probably be drawing the zebra usually with them on, but it’s no requirement, for example if anyone else wants to draw the zebra :-]. I always like to make sure an animal design has official colors underneath any clothing and accessory anyway. I think this will be final! thank you everyone for your feedback!
As a reminder, aside from why the zebra was requested for this flag, this is also just a zebra with the disability pride flag on it. It’s just a deisgn to fit the flag, with input from other disabled people in our community. It doesn’t mean other animals can’t have designs with these colors, too! I don’t mean this design to be the only mascot for all disabled people. It’s just a silly series i do of pride animals, and at the time, during disability pride month, I wanted to see what everyone wanted me to start off with for this flag!
the goal with my pride animals is to take requests and make people feel happy and seen.. that’s all <:-)
#disability pride#pride animals#disability#disability pride flag#zebras#I’ve been a little stressed about this animal for the past week.. I will be honest with you#The zebra has many stripes and I wanted to try my best to make sure it wouldn’t cause issues like headaches or other things#also.. if]ve been working on this for a while now.. i want to call it done soon!#But now that this is finished#I will start designing stickers and pins to put on redbubble and also for me to print IRL!#thank you everyone! I’ve also learned more than whatbI already knew this week#Even if it was stressful it was fun to see everyone get so excited when I would show updates to the designs#Sorry for a long speech.. I am a very nervous person today#Excuse my typos! I’m a fast typer and tired from the day#ebonytailsart#Thank you yomcloud for giving me your feedback as well. I don’t have a lot of perspective on visual processing disorders and photensitivity#so it meant a lot to me#just like the other pride animals I am very open to making more animal designs for this flag! But I’d like to save it for the future instea#It’s a bit too soon at the moment. thank youuu
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me checking how active i’ve been in the last two weeks or so: …oh, shit.
#my bad y’all#life has been lifing#but i’m still around!#just active on other platforms at the moment#and with shop stuff#and with meeting a lot of you irl??🥹#anyway#hi hello!!#personal
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She's fifteen or sixteen years old and she Did Not Need This.
#yasmina fadoula#scorpios rex#jurassic world: camp cretaceous#jwcc#camp cretaceous#I really just wanted that first shot of scorpios because that's essentially its Reveal Shot#we've seen the whole creature before but always in action#this was the real ''this is what it looks like and this is what you are looking at when you find it in the woods''#but then the rest of the bit was...something#and by ''something'' i mean ''she doesn't want to live if she can't save sammy'' so there's a LOT to unpack#this is also probably like 40% of her trauma#and absolutely in her Top Three Trauma moments#which....the fact that it MIGHT not be Number One is saying something#but we'll get to the OTHER contender tomorrow#well....IRL tomorrow#she'd get to that in two days#...is it two?#....actually it might be 24 hours from now#yeah no 24 hours
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I’m kind of hating how my name is so connected to christianity (irl chosen name). It wasn’t intentional at the time but I think it’s time for a new one. There is no aspect of that death cult that i respect or want to emblemize.
#hmmm#ive always liked Hollis#a lot#may be having a psychotic moment but idk i just think christianity sucks??#not giving my irl name out lol#oh also may be deleting my main blog soon if thats possible#w the new regime esp in my state i want my online presence minimized
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Wish I knew irl older transmasc bc im so nervous about medically transitioning. Bc yeah, on a technical level I *could* live like this for the rest of my life. Do I still fantasize and only imagine a future where I'm a man like 24/7 and I physically cannot imagine me as a woman? Yeah sure! But that doesn't mean I'm trans. And plus if I say fuck it and take hrt for too long it will have irreversible effects. So if I do turn out to be cis I might have very bad dysphoria from it.
But the very idea of being in a more masculine body is so comforting to me, to hear my voice drop, and to get hairier is such a fun idea.
But it also feels so bad/guilty when I like to wear bodycon dresses, and like my curvy figure, and like my tit's and sometimes like she/her used on me. So therefor I can't be trans right?
#egg cracking#ftm#transmasc#trans#ive always been sad that ive never had an obvious egg crack moment like other trans ppl#esp bc im nonbinary and bc of how my brain is wired my perception of gender is weird#like i keep seeing these joking forcemasc post just say “take T what will you lose”#but what if i lose a lot#scared ill do a major fuck up#and there's no one irl or even online who ubderstand the specifics of what im talking about#or i can relate to#feels lonely
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How do you think the public perception of vale and marc changes over time in the fco au and how do they both feel about how both of their legacies are fully tied to each other now?
i think they end up being the beyoncé and jay z of the motorcycle world but sepang is the #lemonade moment because they’re both too obsessed (physically. emotionally. psychosexually.) to consider cheating on each other literally ever. also marc would physically kill them both on track
#alex’s solange moment ongoing it seems. just expressed entirely via thumbs ups at pecco#it’s a lot of joint foundation efforts and press and stuff like that.. they both know it’s easier to be as busy as they are with a buddy#like they had alex and uccio and now they also have their irl partners that they bring with them basically most weeks….#they likeeee each other they are often photographed yapping away at whatever party they both have to attend#the REALLLL fight is actually ironing out if they wanna do joint sponcon. cause i don’t think theyre letting go of their energy drinks easy#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez#forced coming out au#i DO still think marc’s imperial era is hard for fans to swallow in contrast to vale’s decline even if they’re involved.#i think it remains fraught within the sport bc that’s how homophobia in sports works#it’s often an insult to justify hatred of an athlete regardless of circumstance. a mean little tool#as long as marc has opps that’s not gonna go away esp for an actually gay ass twink
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i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????
#this blog always had a focus on social science and detangling feelings and experiences. like it's basically been serving as my diary#bc this blog has always been my main outlet for it. i hate talking feelings to anyone irl. it's a bad habit but i hate it#so it was a game changer and helped me grow up sooo much. esp supplemented w other people's experiences.#being raised by a stoic engineer mother who's very much warm but also not very good at feelings at times has caused me to suppress SO much#compounded w being the eldest daughter. like that is a damning sentence in and of itself#tumblr just gave me an outlet for stuff like this. and every social media is essentially a highlight reel of ppl's best moments.#tumblr is the opposite. i've always loved that too whether it was in the form of humor or more earnest posts#could i work through my own issues by myself? yes probably#and my blog will always have that facet even if i get a therapist#but a therapist's input. just a professional's input. will expedite a lot of improvement for me i think#this has been a critical time period for me anyway bc i'm budgeting my whole schedule for once vs being handheld by uni deadlines#and it's just gonna keep getting more and more intense from here bc i'm truly pushing my comfort zone more than ever before#it just feels like the right call even tho i'm lowkey nervous ab it bc i HATE talking feelings in person.#this therapist will not fall for my trying to deflect by asking her about her life. which. usually works on my friends <3#we will see. a therapy arc is coming very soon basically#p
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hot take. i like the cavia more than the hex.
#i feel like the whole “brought together via entratis fucked up experiments and how they deal with the aftermath”#was more compelling with the cavia rather than the hex#like the group dynamics feel a lot more interesting when each of them have different feelings towards their “creator” (love/loyalty/hatred)#that isnt all of them being like “fuck that guy” (which tbh.... fair.)#plus tagfurs rank 4 crashout????? favourite character moment in the game tbh#these bitches bicker and argue and then make up again despite it all cause the only thing they have left is each other.#its juicier. meatier. i am compelled by the fishs the birds and goat things daddy issues#but. idk its only my onion.#maybe i just want a irl tagfur so i can treat him like an instagram sphynx cat#warframe#.txt
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Please someone tell me why Blitzo saying "hideyhahooha Stolas" and climbing over the balcony was the sexiest part of the episode.
Followed closely by Stolas inserting the crystal in Blitzo's glove, and Blitzo's animation while yelling at Stolas.
#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss#stolas goetia#helluva stolas#helluva blitzo#learned a lot about my sexuality in this episode#mostly that with suspenders and quarter sleeves don't just work irl but also in animation#i've had moments of finding blitzo attractive#but this was the first time i was actively aware of it
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Random question 🙋♀️ What would the Wayne’s do if they found out that Tim was getting bullied at school? (Referring to Settle Our Bones universe).
Funny you should ask.... 👀
#give me like.... a year and you'll hopefully have an answer lmao#it's going to be a side plot in a later fic in a series#not kent farm but the one after that#which is probably going to end up a longer chaptered fic#and i'm both excited and nervous about that one#there are a lot of arcs I want to work into it and a lot of growth for the characters#but it will not be posted any time soon i can tell you that right now#i just have too much going on with IRL stuff at the moment#and it makes writing a challenge
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i've been freaking starving cuz of stress. this year has not gone well for me so far
#again i feel like i should just quit but. commissions.#and maybe living through spite#aint it wonderful to know that i'm being talked about behind my back with stuff thats either outdated or not explained well or just flat ou#-wrong#like wao i dont like ONE headcanon or worded how i dont like a certain mindset about m/f ships wrong (it was about ships not irl people)#or how i interacted with someone that hasnt been a moot in months. idk.#from this to the anon to a lot of other things i keep thinking that people here hate me#and it turns out im right#so its like. why should i stay? i still wanna stay tho#so yeah. im not doing so hot. i wont be doing so hot for a while. im sorry about that#i've felt like ive been walking on eggshells and the moment i get comfortable again something Happens and i get upset again.#so can i please have a peaceful rest of the week. i can feel my mental and physical health go down the drain#vent
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