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my-castles-crumbling · 1 year ago
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📝🦊Cas🏳‍🌈🎵 - they/them/she/he - queer - married
Click to view only Marauders/Harry Potter content
Click to only view asks/advice
Age: Over 21
Fandoms: Marauders with a side of drarry.
Ships: Jegulus, Jegulily, wolfstar, rosekiller, pandalily, dorlene, drarry.
Music: Taylor Swift, Conan Gray, Olivia Rodrigo, Lana Del Ray, Hozier, Renee Rapp, Chappell Roan, Gracie Abrams
AO3: my_castlescrumbling
Writing: Requests open!
Link to list of crisis hotlines for many different countries Link to Marauders Knowledge Quiz Link to list of requests (requests are open)
***Please allow me 3-5 days to get back to advice asks! If I don't reply after 5 days, please resend, sometimes tumblr eats my inbox messages 🙄
(Also please note that I am not a professional. All advice is just one random person's opinion. When you send me an ask you are acknowledging I am not liable for whatever happens if you chose to listen to a random person on the internet 😋)
Please do not post any of my work on fanfiction.net/wattpad. I welcome collaboration, podfics, and translation with permission. I do not support the use of AI in fanfiction/fanart. I do not want to join any websites that involve writing fanfiction for pay. If you are a minor, please do not interact with any of my explicit content or talk to me about any of my explicit content. I am no longer posting anything explicit here and all explicit content has been deleted from my Tumblr. If you are an adult and would like to read explicit content, please go to my ao3!
Below the cut:
My ao3 masterlist
Links to my microfic archives
My fic recs (Rated G-M)
Request/reading boundaries
Advice/ask boundaries
LGBTQIA+ resources
Writing tips
Song covers
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My ao3 Fics:
Note- I am writing all fic ratings. If you are a minor, please take heed. If the fic is rated E and you are a minor, do not interact with it.
AHHHH this got to long! Click here to go to my google doc version of my masterlist!
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My Microfics:
Jegulus Microfic Archive
Wolfstar Microfic Archive
Rosekiller Microfic Archive
Jegulily Microfic Archive
Explicit Microfic Archive - Minors DNI
Kinktober Microfic Archive - Minors DNI
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Fic Recommendations:
AHHHH guys this list got too long! Please click here for a link to a google doc I made with all recs!
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Request/Reading Boundaries:
A lot of people have asked to send me things to read or requests for writing. I LOVE when people send me these things, but just a few boundaries:
No MCD
No incest
No illegal age gaps
No noncon, in any sense
No EDs, SH, or SI
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Advice/Ask Boundaries:
Please do not ask me:
Advice about sex (how-to, positions, etc)
Personal topics like my own intimate life, my own personal information (IRL name, names of family members, etc)
Topics that I am not educated on, or do not have a right to give my opinion on. While I am happy to talk and give advice about LGBTQIA+ issues, I am uncomfortable sharing my opinion on issues that I am still working to learn about, because I don't want to spread false information or be unintentionally hurtful. Also, since I hold a lot of privilege, there are certain topics that I would rather amplify the voices of others about, rather than taking up my own space.
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LGBTQIA+ Resources:
Here are the websites I often link to when giving people advice. I'll add to these as I find more!
Need help? The Trevor Project has Crisis Counselors
The genderbread person- (sexual attraction versus gender versus romantic attraction)
List of nonbinary identities and definitions
List of ace identities and definitions
A highly-reviewed chest binder that ships to like a hundred countries
Pronouns explained
LGBTQIA+ travel safety guide- world
LBGTQIA+ rights/safety by state in US
United States LGBTQIA+ student rights
The Trevor Project- Sexual Orientation Information
The Trevor Project- Gender Identity Information
Pronoun closet (try different pronouns)
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Writing Tips:
Write a lot.
Don't worry about mistakes or editing. Just write a lot to get your ideas out. Practice makes better, and writing a lot will help you gain confidence. You don't have to post it anywhere of you don't want to!
2. Try microfics!
Microfics are a great way to practice writing certain ships, or just practice in general. They're also lovely for getting a feel of posting! They're low-pressure and low-commitment, which is lovely!
3. Find people to write with.
Whether it's people online or in person, find people to talk about writing and write with. It's very motivating and helps hold you accountable.
4. Be gentle with yourself!
This is supposed to be fun. Don't beat yourself up or be too hard on yourself.
5. Write down your ideas.
Ideas come at weird times. Write them down, because you'll forget them.
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Song Covers
Sometimes I sing...
People Watching - Conan Gray
Gravity - Sara Bareilles
Blank Space- Taylor Swift
Idontwannabeyouanymore- Billie Eilish
Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift
So Long, London - Taylor Swift
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peachrtistic · 8 months ago
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Introduction Post
Hi, I'm Peach/Jun and this is my blog for fandoms and interests!! Mostly Marauders and Arcane but you can see more info about me on my page ♡
I art :] its in the #peachrtistic gallery
Basic info about me:
pronouns they/he
21 years old
art is my passion (art main @jun-hug)
I study film making
I can be very clumsy clueless and confused (please don't be mad at me)
jegulus
If you have any art prompts for the marauders feel free to sent em to the askbox 🖤
It would be the best if you'd ask me before reposting my art anywhere, but please please always give visible credit!! 🥹
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ellipseofthemoon · 2 months ago
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INTRO!!! ⭐️
“That it will never come again, is what makes life so sweet”
HI!
I’m Elliot
16
trans (ftm)
INTP
welsh/austrian
exclamation mark abuser
fun facts about me:
I am not yet out to anyone in my life but wish to live out my dream life in the future!
I have never written a story but it has been a dream of mine to start writing sth (fanfics, poems, short stories)
i listen to all music no matter the genre and will at least try everything once
in 2024, i managed to read 200 books (including some extraodinarily long fanfics)
i like/love:
greek/roman mythology
marauders
reading
music
absolute faves:
hozier
conan gray
german indie
shakespeare
poetry
favourite music artists:
berq, provinz, conan gray, hozier, annenmaykantereit, ennio, arctic monkeys, aaron, billy joel, cigarettes after sex, zartmann, mitski, queen, david bowie,
don’t spread hate, focus on the good
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yourmom-idk · 3 months ago
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Introduction post:
Hi!
Made this account just to fangirl about the marauders🐺🦌🐭🐾
Currently 17 ♒️, love to read, watch movies, draw
Hoping to find my people💫
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neverenoughmarauders · 9 months ago
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HP canon debater & fanfics writer
I am in my 30s, genderfluid - she/they - Scandinavian, but live in the UK, and I am a long COVIDer/CFS/ME and lifelong PoTSer!
On this blog, I am (mostly) a canon-compliant Marauder fanfic writer - who likes to discuss the canon. I mostly ship canon (especially JILY!!!, Hinny, Romione, Tedromeda, Remadora) because I am boring, but I adore Prongsfoot and Sebinis, and I’m not anti most non-canon ships if they are true to their canon characterisation.
I will argue and discuss canon with anyone who's interested. If you don't care about canon, fine, but you and I probably won't enjoy each other's posts very much.
I don’t support JKR’s views (Read: I AM EXTREMELY ANTI HER VIEWS). I regularly question whether I should just abandon the fandom because of her (I have stayed away in the past), but then again, I have a strong emotional attachment to these fictional characters.
My fanfictions:
When we were up to no good - long fic that aims to be a canon compliant interpretation of the marauders - obsessively so, if I might add.
Never saw one without the other: a collection of one shots obsessing over Sirius and James' relationship
First betrayal - first ever fanfic - Jily (borderline Jilypads). Set during the first war as Lily discovers she's pregnant
Jily microfics
My @sorenphelps The Bodyguard AU inspired stories can be found here (but check out the whole AU!!!)
Wolfstar stories: A Close Second (Wolfstar raising Harry) and It doesn't matter (a wolfstar and Jily Christmas story)
A bit of anti-werewolf legislation - my Dolores Umbridge fanfic (yeah, I write weird shit!)
When we were up to no good
This long fic consists of 4 parts, and was me very much wanting more fics that are consistent with canon as per this post.
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Part 1: I solemnly swear - COMPLETE
Quote: 'No friendship is an accident'
We meet our cast of heroes age 11 and follow them as they become the dear friends we know them to be. James and Snape become sworn enemies. This part ends shortly after the big discovery.
Part 2: Messrs Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs.
Quote: 'The best memories come from bad ideas with best friends'
The boys really become that tight-knit group we like to call the marauders: they set out to become animagi; Sirius and James become the popular, bullying gits we see in the Pensieve; the Whomping Willow incident happens and this part ends shortly after Snape's worst memory.
Part 3: Mischief Managed.
Quote: 'They say I changed a lot. I say a lot changed me' 
The war has always been in the background (quite present actually), but it's at this point our story takes a really dark turn. The Marauders face their last two years of Hogwarts, James does some serious growing up, becomes Head Boy - and of course, starts dating Lily Evans. This ends with our heroes graduating Hogwarts.
Part 4: Until the very end.
Quote: ' Let us live, since we must die' 
One Order, a wedding, two childbirths, one prophecy, lots and lots of death, and one big, heart-breaking betrayal.
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soupyloopyx · 6 months ago
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Intro Post! (it's been a long time coming)
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anyone can join the soupyloopy squad! ^ (creds: made by me)
finally doing an intro post guyss
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hi!!!! i'm soph <3
you can call me so many things, like soupy or whatever, but the government calls me sophy.
i go by she/her pronouns, i'm a minor, and i'm a gemini with capricorn moon and aquarius rising, which means i'm better than you btw
i absolutely love taylor. i'm going to the eras tour in 2 days (19th august!) which means that i'll probably miss a rep tv announcement by one day :/
i'm english! born and raised in london, bitches
i really love english, writing, etc., and you really can't tell from my lack of capital letters, but i am so particular about SPaG, it's crazy. i get so mad when someone uses the wrong your/you're or there/their/they're 😭😭
highlights of my life so far: sirius black rp acc following me back wtf, loads of people that i admire following me back, getting 1000 hits on a fic i wrote, getting tickets to the eras tour, getting SIGNED TTPD LIKE WHAT THE HELL, managing to get signed short n sweet an HOUR after it dropped
also!!!
i love reading and writing fanfics normal books. 100% normal. a real book that has been published and not ao3.
but if you also like fanfics normal books, i would be forever grateful if you check out my ao3, Soupy_x! thank youu
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i actually have no idea what to put here so apologies for rambling >.>
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tiredfinch · 6 months ago
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☆welcome to my blog☆
hello, it's high time I did this lol. I'm julien (he/him only please)! I'm 18 years old and I've had my tumblr account for some years but only recently became more active. I'm from california and really would like to travel the world, I'm sort of a nut for italy !! I mostly post my art, headcanons, and pictures of the rolling stones, but I like doing tag games and stuff too:)!
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hobbies; drawing, writing (poetry, essays, lyrics), reading, researching the rolling stones, acting+improv, and singing ☆
interests; the rolling stones, the 60s+70s, classic rock, history in general (but especially art & music history), philosophy, poetry, marauders .....unfortunately☆
music taste; the rolling stones, the beatles, the pretty things, vashti bunyan, the zombies, jimi hendrix, george harrison, simon & garfunkle, joni mitchell, donovan, bob dylan, love, the doors, the monkees, david bowie, and the velvet underground ☆
favourite characters + ships; remus lupin (literally me), lily evans, sirius black, and james potter ☆ wolfstar, jily and marylene, moonkiller<3, also onesided prongstail, gilderat and platonic or onesided moonflower + prongsfoot.. and lavender blackinnon + remtonks ..ifykwim ☆
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dms; open ☆ commissions; open
other social medias; tiredfinch on instagram, discord, roblox, twitch, pinterest, venmo, cashapp and costar ☆ also sydbarrettincarnate on instagram & threehisnameisremuslupin on tiktok ☆
~☆~
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prongs-f-potter · 8 months ago
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Prongs here. Known to most as James Potter (the most amazing marauder and prankster at Hogwarts)
OOC: This is an rp account with
Pronouns: He/Him
Best Friend: Sirius Black
Loml: @reg-a-black ❤️
Quidditch position: Seeker
ONLY CHILD
I’m one of the four amazing founders of the marauders map. I’m also a Hogwarts legendary prankster!
I will protect my friends with my life. I’m amazing at Transfiguration. Love Quidditch.
GRYFFINDOR ALL THE WAY!
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padfootastic · 2 months ago
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💡 !!!
hello!! thank u for the ask <3
💡 what's a fun idea you had that you didn't have time to get to?
oh god, there are SO many, where do i even begin 😭😭
there’s two that have taken up residence in my head for now, though.
first is a james/sirius fic. due to a potions mishap, sirius accidentally turns into a girl and it leads to all sorts of confusing feelings and emotions for our jamie boy. ofc he’s always considered sirius to be the most attractive person in the room but now it’s that and more. their previous closeness becomes more loaded (sirius sitting in his lap as a girl has some major effects on him, for eg) and he’s just. floundering. this one i started writing a while ago and got as far as the potions class + first look at girl!sirius but then it tapered off 😓
the second one is something that came to me recently and i really really want to make it happen!!! it’s an AU fic, gen, where sirius is somehow exonerated after a couple years in azkaban. when he tries to get custody of harry, he’s thwarted by the Powers That Be and he has to find an alternative way of taking care of his godson. cue him looking up petunia and showing up at her doorstep. repeatedly. essentially, i imagine this to be a sort of ‘finding a kindred soul in the most unlikely place’ kind of a fic, where sirius and petunia form a tentative, stilted friendship over being two individuals who’ve been harmed & left behind by the wizarding world.
by having sirius enter the picture, he takes over the caretaking and affection part of harry’s upbringing and petunia can provide the protection they require. they form an unlikely truce. and then they realise how much they have in common (eldest siblings, family outsiders, bratty younger siblings, losing a brother/sister in the war etc etc) and that leads to the most hilariously mismatched coparenting unit you’ve seen. it’s not romantic, but they definitely have an understanding.
so yeah, that’s an idea that i’ve had floating around for a couple weeks haha
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reg-a-black · 9 months ago
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Hi, I’m Regulus.
(This is an rp acc not an imp, normal blog: @anonymously-07)
Pronouns: He/Him
Best Friend: Pandora Rosier (@maxic-pixie-pandora)
❤️: @prongs-f-potter 🤫
Brother?: Sirius Black
I’m a Slytherin, Pandora made me do this, so. Yeah.
I like poetry, playing the piano and my favourite lesson is potions.
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silliestmimi · 24 days ago
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Oc x canon
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James Sirius Potter, eldest son of Ginny anf Harry Potter meets the eldest Malfoy daughter, Anastasia
It was her first year at hogwarts. She stood at platform Platform 9¾, her hand holding onto her fathers as their mother held her nine year old brother, Scorpius, to her chest. Anastasia could feel a million eyes on her and on her family, but not for any good reason.
“Look at The Dark Lord’s children…” they would whisper, as if she couldn’t hear the whispers.
She looked up at her father, her gray eyes meeting her fathers. A sigh escaped her lips, as she murmured. “Do I have to go?”
Draco looked down at his eldest daughter and squeezed her hand reassuringly, his gaze softening. “Anastasia, it’ll be alright. You’re stronger than you think”
Anastasia looked down at her feet and then looked to her side to see Scorpius giving her a side hug, a little frown on her roundish, pale face. “I’ll miss you, Ana”
“I’ll miss you too…” She mumbled and kissed the top of his head and then kissed her parents cheeks. Anastasia grabbed her luggage and walked into the train. She held herself tall and with confidence, as she walked. Once she saw an open compartment, she walked in and shut the door.
Anastasia set her luggage down and opened it up, pulling out a book on the history of runes. She opened it up and removed the bookmark, as she began reading it in silence.
James Sirius Potter, not even at Hogwarts yet, was talking up a storm. He had already said goodbye to his parents, his younger brother, Albus, who was nine and his younger sister, Lily, who was six. He was walking with his cousin, Roxanne Weasley, who was his age.
He laughed loudly at a joke, a blonde haired boy said and he looked at each compartment. Though, when he saw the compartment Anastasia was in he stopped. To him it was as if time had stopped and his mind went blank.
James, being the brazen guy he was, opened up the compartment door and shut it, before sitting across the Malfoy girl.
She glanced up from her book and her gaze hardened, obviously not happy that someone had made themselves at home, when there was someone already in there.
James smiled and leaned forward, his cheerful, brown eyes meeting her gray, cold ones. “Mind if I sit here?”
Anastasia scoffed and glared, though James ignored it. “You’ve already made yourself comfortable enough, haven’t you?”
“What’s your name?”
“None of your business”
“I’m James Potter”
“That’s great, now what do you want?”
“I want to get to know you! So.. what’s your name?”
Anastasia’s eye twitched a bit and her hold on the book tightened. “Anastasia Malfoy”
“Malfoy?” He said, his eyes widening slightly. James saw it now. The pale skin, gray eyes, white-blonde hair.
“Yes, is there a problem?”
“No… none at all” 
There was a bit of silence, his gaze never leaving her.
“Anastasia, you know, you’re pretty pale”
“I know, me and my father are pale.. And so is my brother”
“Yeah.. but you’re porcelain pale, your father looks sickly pale”
Anastasia blinked once and then twice, as if she was processing what he just said to her. She looked at his face, as if to see if he could find any sign of deceitfulness or tauntingness. There wasn’t any, causing her pale cheeks to redden ever so slightly.
“You’re a fool”
James just laughed it off, as if she just hadn’t insulted him. He could forgive her.
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shiftingwithdali · 10 months ago
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introducing myself
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hi guys i'm idalia. you can call me that or dalia or dali or something like that :) she/her.
first off all i would like to say that english is not my first language so i apoligize for any mistakes
i started shifting around 2020 after i found out about it on tiktok. i was a typical hogwarts shifter who laid in the starfish position pretty much every day.
now my main dr is a marauders dr without magic and with a little bit of fame and figure skating. which i might go in dept on later
my s/o is and has been remus lupin since 2021 i think.
my most succesfull attempts have been during lucid dreaming. i have not fully shifted yet. idk maybe ive had either a few minishifts or just very weird dreams. in 2020 i wrote my scripts on wattpad with my own experiences as a beginner and even though its really really cringe, if u would like to see it dm me :)
some things about me?
uuh my favorite color is dark red. my nails have constantly been dark red for about 2 years now. i have been playing hockey for about 11 years i think. i like reading even though im in a slump rn. my favorite book is the secret history. my favorite movie is perks of being a wallflower and dead poets society. i want a cat so bad but im afraid that ill be a bad owner plus i have allergies which i dont really care about but yeah. speaking of allergies i have about 12 of them, including one thats lethal. i always have weird obsessions like its annoying to my friends how obsessed i am with things. right now some of these obsessions are marauders ofc, hamilton. jake and johnnie and tara, omg i love dovid bowie, the smiths, i like candles that smell like cotton or linen.
oh and by the way this is kind of my first time on tumblr and i have no idea how it works. like i had so much trouble trying to figure out how to change the color of the letters on my blog help. but ill figure it out sometime.
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moonylvs · 2 months ago
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— ⋆˙⟡ I hate it here so I will go to secret gardens in my mind
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Welcome to my page!
My name is Gracie and I am a college student and aspiring writer, I hope you like my page and enjoy my work!
Links. : ̗̀➛ Masterlist Request.
Byf. ✧ ˚ All my works are made by myself and can not be reposted on other platforms, Im Mexican and my first language is Spanish so I am sorry for the mistakes you may find, I am a slow writer and do not publish in a set time, be kind and do not leave rude comments on my page, No homophobic, racist or classist and basic dnf criteria.
On my page I sometimes post random thoughts, ideas or just interact with my moots, if you want to just see my writings please go to my masterlist.
Please remember to like and reblog my stories, this shows me that you like them and inspire me to keep writing, xoxo.
About! ➼ Gracie. She/her. Mexican. College student. Español/English. Writer. Multifandom blog. Girl kisser. Feminist. Neurodivergent. Book nerd. Movie Enthusiast. Regulus & Remus kin.
Likes & Hobbies. Music. Books. Winter. Art. Psychology. Spicy food. Concerts. Drawing. Reading. F1. Ln4. Crafts. gifts. writing. Baking. Editing. Quiet places. Physical contact. Nicknames. Romcoms. Magazines. Bracelets.
Media & Music. Taylor Swift. Olivia Rodrigo. BTS. Gracie Abrams. Phoebe Bridgers. Chappel Roan. Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind. Girl interrupted. Fast & Furious. Arcane. Harry Potter. But im a cheerleader. Lady Bird. The edge of seveenten. Little women
Dislikes Homophobia. Racism. Sarcasm. Desorder. avocado. Heat. Classism.
I I'm not a professional writer in any sense, I just like to write about my favorite characters and share it on my page, I hope you can enjoy my page and my stories, and I hope we can be friends, xoxo.
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© 2024 Moonylvs
Please do not copy any of my writing or feed it to the ai-monster!
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billi-mausi · 1 year ago
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Hi!! ♡
Neeks; she/her
♡ navigation and master list
WIPS
♡ This is how you fall in love
╰┈➤ 15k words | Jegulus & Rosekiller (background Wolfstar, MaryLily, Dorlene)
Jegulus (kind of) Fake Dating, Couples therapy and Fluff!!
COMPLETED
♡ cause we were just kids (when we fell in love)
╰┈➤5.5k words | Jegulus (background wolfstar).
The Potters and Blacks are neighbors and James Potter and Regulus Black grow up together. (No Voldemort, No magic AU)
ONESHOTS
♡ so why dont we rewrite the stars?
╰┈➤ 6k words | Jegulus
Sad Jegulus one shot based on the song Rewrite the stars (from The Greatest Showman) (Canon Complaint, MCD!)
ARTWORKS
(under #neeksity art )
♡ MaryLily
♡ Black Brothers
♡ Wolfstar
PLAYLISTS
♡ padfoot&prongs
♡ from (your) moony
♡ james potter ♡
♡ Sirius Black ILY
♡ Wolfstar
♡ Jegulus (but it hurts)
SOCIALS
♡ AO3
♡ Spotify
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queer-alienbean · 4 months ago
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✨Intro✨
I realized I didn’t have an intro! Time to fix it!
HIII my name is Bean/Isis and I use she/they pronouns
I am taken! I have a wonderful partner that I never stop thinking about!
My favorite artists are Stray Kids, Hozier, Weathers, P1harmony, and Frankie Cosmos
I mainly write for Marauders and Percy Jackson but I might sprinkle some Marvel in occasionally
I post all my fics on Ao3, under the same username
Master list
I mostly write short one shots, but I’m trying to get more into multi chapter fics (still on the shorter side)
I am a Hethenistic Pagan, and mostly work with Hestia
I have been compared to a golden retriever puppy and a sunflower, so I love interaction! Asks! Random questions! Those little “write three songs and send to your top moots” things!
Boundaries:
I am a minor, so please be respectful! I don’t write any NSFW so please keep that in mind for requests
I have really bad anxiety and depression, and don’t handle rants well. Please find someone else to rant to in the asks, I know a few great blogs for that so I know you can find others.
This also applies to donations and asking for help, I can’t handle that in my current life situation so please don’t ask
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ayyponine · 7 months ago
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not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....
#mom wanted to rewatch the movies so we've been going thru them <3#talk about a movie thats just like. grief. i turn into the jamie lee curtis halloween trauma supercut#SORRY..... the visuals are peak like that IS the hp vibe to ME and i am BLOWN AWAY this movie was made in 2004 it feels ahead of its time#the first two are so whimsical and magical enrapturing and this movie is like. a well worn cardigan. this feels 2011 cozycore to me#sorry but the introduction of lupin becoming a comforting trusted guardian type of figure AND the dementors representing hollow depression#this 13 yr old whos been kept in the dark on so many things being extra vulnerable prey to them bc of the severe trauma#but getting lessons on how to withstand that creeping dread.. through happy memories... still bonding w lupin increasngly ouagh...#the grief between them both over james and lily. also btw ofc defense against the dark arts being fighting yr fears through laughter. aaaaaa#and then sirius. black. im. i know we meme on the twelve years of it! in azkaban! but as a bitch whos now closer to those characters in age#and can appreciate and understand them obv more than i could when i was. a tween. that just hits like ok shit. VALID#so valid and real to see the child of your friends you knew at that age but who DIED and then see the friend who betrayed them#to see like the best of BOTH of them mirrored and living on in him and be like yknow what???? you WILL be protected frm that same fate#hoooo the briefest moment where harry might hope things will turn out okay. w sirius' name being cleared and peter having to explain himself#and sirius being like hey i get it if you want to stay w your family that is fine but. if you wanna move in w me...#(harry relaying this to hermione later as well. dreaming of a place fr just the two of them somewhere in the countryside#somewhere..... sirius might see the sky..... bc he thinks he would like that after all those years locked up do not even touch me rn.......)#only fr everything to turn to shit two friends fighting w deadly force. the chance to set this right slipping off into the night.#a million dementors descending relentlessly until utter exhaustion and certain death. some strange salvation? fight for a second chance?#but then still havign to say goodbye when they only just GOT this. and everything still being so. god. and lupin having to leave as well.#the thought of sirius also WANTING that guardian type connection but being forced to live in 1. a cave barely living more freely than before#2. then being confined to the stuffy somber abusive home he ran away from as a teen w that portrait still up there and everything.. bitch...#oh man the way i KNOW when we get to ootp (my favourite) its gonna leave me blasted into a million little pieces#the way i know shit like the knowing wink the entirety of the wall tapestry room scene and of course nice one james is gonna DESTROY me..#dont even talk to me abt that dark turn at the end of gof and how everything after gets soooo. god. w everything just getting destroyed and.#i cant even think abt it i cant even talk about it. wah#i dont care btw that they aged those guys up undermining how insanely young these people died. perfect casting fr the remaining marauders ok
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