#into it always being About Him
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reading through this interview with tadej’s parents and hmmmm being conflict averse soo fun i think something could be said about this
#i feel like tadej just by nature of his being is suuuch a polarizing person. like he’s impossible to ignore whether he likes it or not#which means that no one in his world will ever be neutral towards him. of course that’s usually just casual respect#but like the culture of near reverence from some riders + his team vs Haters ™️ like matteo… he can never just be another person#he’s Tadej Pogačar#which means he’s going to be thrown into these situations where he’s forced to be a center of conflict#whether that be as an antagonist or just center of discussion#like put the rpf goggles on and the constant jokes and chattiness could be read as some inteeense people pleasing#in attempt to make people acknowledge him as their peers. but he’s not. he can’t be. and he wants to be a teammate and a normal friend#but he’s also insanely ambitious and wants Everything (msr tadej yay) so this innate desire is also conflicting with his need for peace#and if we’re getting more ficcy him mirroring the desire of people who he’s with. like tadej wants what you want. he wants to please you#what makes him feel good is what makes you feel good because he wants to be the best at it#so he automatically structures the focus of emotional and physical intimacy on the other person but that sort of subverts#into it always being About Him#idfk man. the narrative wants him#tadej pogacar
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Dick is never going to get to have a midlife crisis because Bruce is going through his for him. also because he will not be making it to 40.
#DC#Batman#Bruce Wayne#Dick Grayson#Nightwing#Art by me#Bruce is so normal about Dick#His internal monologue is always I am so proud of Nightwing he has truly grown to be such a great man and hero he's the best of all of us#also being around him is completely unbearable I can't exist in the same space as him for too long lest I start taking psychic damage#like alright buddy. maybe stop taking that out on him though#I know you'd like for your kids to stay (with you) young forever but look at how that turned out with the other one#DG your thirties are going to be a treat#dc comics
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Michael Afton’s happiest day in FNAF
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#michael afton#david afton#evan afton#elizabeth afton#fnaf 4#afton family#fnaf world#yall ever think about that one ending in fnaf world#where it’s happiest day where 3 kids watch tv together#I always took it as that being Michael’s happiest day minigame#for his brother is his birthday for him it was him with his siblings#where they weren’t fighting or being dysfunctional#just the times they could just watch tv together#I don’t think Michael would have the strength to tell anyone else about it#even Vanessa and would understand#cause it would be confronting those feelings of lost again#even if fnaf world is dubiously canon#I do like this being Michael’s happiest memory#I think it fits him a lot#merry christmas
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I think the scariest part about Batman is the loyalty he inspires. Like this motherfucker has an army of children who might at any given time hate his guts, but are still 100% willing to throw hands for him if Bruce needs them to. And then there’s the Justice League, who also at any given time might hate his guts or find him insanely irritating and/or weird, but will also fall in line and listen to his plans if the need arises. And that’s like the most intense form of power someone can wield—voluntary obedience from people physically more capable than them.
#so I don’t hesitate to say bats is the most powerful in the JL bc yes Supes can level a mountain but won’t if Bats says to stand down#and I mean obviously this isn’t always the case there are exceptions#I’m just saying that it happens enough to be a relevant point of discussion#Bruce is a founding member of the JL and he’s got massive influence over them bc of that#+ he raised his kids to be elite fighters and tho they might not LIKE him all the time his kids do respect/love him#It’s not all about prep time for Bats it’s about knowing the strengths of others and being able to exercise his influence over them to—#—achieve a goal#dc#dc comics#batman#bruce wayne#batfamily#dick grayson#batfamily headcannons#jason todd#clark kent#tim drake#justice league headcanon#justice league#superman and batman#batman comics#bruce wayne headcanon
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(any time after the events of the vengeance saga & ithaca saga)
*under the ocean in poseidon's palace*
poseidon: *talking with amphitrite*
poseidon: i wouldn't wish that upon my worse enemy!
poseidon: *pauses and feels phantom pains from his old impalement wounds/scars*
poseidon: *eye twitching* ...unless of course...we're talking about my enemy, odysseus.
poseidon: *looking up at the ocean's surface from his underwater palace*
poseidon: fuck you odysseus, you know what you did!
amphitrite: ...
amphitrite: *sighs*
*meanwhile on ithaca*
odysseus: *yapping away with penelope whilst on a walk through the palace grounds*
odysseus: so then i said "cause i don't even have to kill you, i just have to avoid yo-"
odysseus: *violently sneezes*
penelope: ...
penelope: are you feeling unwell, my love?
odysseus: no i'm fine.
odysseus: i just get the feeling im being bad-mouthed...again
odysseus: *turns head and glares at the ocean*
#amphitrite is over her husband and his feud with the mortal odysseus#poseidon somehow brings him up in every conversation#meanwhile odysseus is always being interrupted while yapping with sneezes#he just wants to tell his wife about everything he got up to!#penelope is just amused by it#and loves her husband's yapping#(especially the violent & bloody parts)#WHO SAID THAT#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga#odysseus epic#poseidon epic#odysseus#epic the musical spoilers#amphitrite#penelope epic the musical#poseidon
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my favorite fields of mistria boys 🥰
#fom#fields of mistria#march#balor#art#fanart#not much to tag tbh#i do like march too but balor still takes the cake for me#i know i said that other one was my last fanart but i wanted to doodle march he looks easy to draw#and then balor happened too i cant help it#i just restarted the game im taking it slower this time#i really wish the dragonguard heist plan didnt fall through#cuz i wouldve loved to have isa just go try and grab balors keys#hehe#anyway march is canonically jacked right#not as much as his brother but he has the arms right#appearently balors eyes are brown but i have no idea what color marchs eyes are supposed to be#they just look black#love that the children are always on about balor being so mysterious#so real let me join the dragonguards#the amazing thing to me about balor is that i just did not give a shit about him in the promo art up until i met him in-game#like i saw him in the promos and was like cool whatever ill probably go for march...until i actually met him
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#putting this here in case anyone decides to go looking for more info about my particular guy here#1) soccer player 2) gay 3) started for italy met and got engaged to his future husband while there and adopted a girl#4) ends up spending the rest of his life in germany bc he got traded but he WAS able to get gay married there#because it's legal in germany and not italy. ENGAGED FOR LIKE 15 YEARS BTW!!!!!#5) husband dies at 110 and then my guy dies 7 years later also at the age of 110#6) I don't want to start a new life in the game because I played as him for hours and don't have the heart to wipe the slate clean#yusuf yacob you will always be famous. to me. sorry for making your penis injury gain interest#and sorry your mother died after being charged by a hippo
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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I cast: curse of the eldest (can’t ask for help)
#dick grayson#nightwing#jason todd#red hood#dc#art#my art#digital art#fanart#dick has eldest daughter syndrome#cant ask for help or burden anyone but will always be there for everyone else#Jason sees right through him but he doesn’t know how to make someone feel comfortable with being open#ugh I have so many feels#I’m about to make dick and Damian art because me and my youngest siblings are closest and idk how to even talk to the others
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Tommy finds out that Steve has a new friend (Dustin) but can’t figure out who it is (because it’s Dustin), and just terrorizes the school out of jealousy (because his ex-best friend is BFFs with a middle schooler).
He overhears Steve talking on the pay phone and say, “How is it my fault you don’t have a dad?”
Followed by, “Yeah, I heard it. That was mean. Sorry.”
Followed by, “I was - obviously I’m gonna pick up your homework, buddy. Get better.”
Steve has never told him sorry. He’s never called him buddy. Now Tommy is actively bullying people in this school with dead dads because Steve can’t be normal and accept that their friendship is over.
Carol raises her eyebrow, “Steve can’t accept it?”
“That’s what I said.”
#Tommy never being normal about Steve 2025#love that they gave us just enough of Tommy to make him be either the most logical person ever or completely insane#and I always lean towards insanity#Carol has her freak moment when Steve befriends Robin because that’s when she gets replaced#steve harrington#tommy hagan
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If there isn't a kunikidazai interaction in the next few chapters I will RIOT
Bonus:
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#kunikida doppo#dazai osamu#Kunikida was just extremely worried for Dazai once he learned about his whereabouts in Mersault#yelling at him for being an idiot that won't let others help him but will always put his life on the line to save the others#man do I miss kunikidazai interactions#fanart#digital art#kunikidazai#guest appearances from:#atsushi nakajima#chuuya nakahara
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The FNAF story of the one you shouldn’t have killed..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#andrew fnaf#william afton#cassidy fnaf#spring bonnie#fnaf 4#I do think Andrew is kthe one you shouldn’t of killed’ kid#something about the vengeful spirit that never fully made sense#is the sentence ‘the one you shouldn’t of killed’#seeing Cassidy was always apart of the party#but Andrew probably wasn’t he wasn’t part of the plan#killed a lil after for being a witness to what happened#that would explain their anger#they WERENT supposed to ever get killed#Andrew also kills people himself as fetch and what not#so it makes more sense he’s keeping spirits in pain in UCN#that fact never made sense with Cassidy#seeing her main goal was to help the crying child pass on#I think Andrew is keeping Cassidy down with him in hell though#that’s why we get shots of golden Freddy still being active#Cassidy is stuck cause of Andrew
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fun fact: Bucky never voluntarily fought!
He was drafted into WWII, brainwashed against his will for 70 years, targeted and forced to run, then pulled into his best friend's wars, and finally feels he must atone for all the harm he was forced to do. He didn't want to be here, and he can't escape




#bucky barnes#mcu#marvel#winter soldier#marvel mcu#meta#marvel meta#him being drafted always gets me. especially when steve was so adamant about fighting
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referring to the cleanup arc
#i know it's a bit text heavy but i simply can't shrink the original idea any more without distorting it in some way#i wanna make clear that i'm not against listening to your desires#it's just that ritsu at the moment saw them as evil#thus they are resembled that way on the artwork#i believe he could have avoided all of that if he#in fact#didn't put his feelings in a cage in the first place#because his feelings only went berserk because of him treating them as non-existent and being very negligent#idk i feel like everyone understands that very well and im just rambling about obvious things but#im always worried that i can't make the point of the artwork clear enough#but in the end who cares. i love things that i understand and i also love things that i don't understand#and it's ok#mp100#mob psycho 100#artists on tumblr#digital art#artwork#my art#fanart#ritsu kageyama#mp100 ritsu
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sae knowing about your little crush on him and making you nervous on purpose. he stands just a little closer than usual, brushes up against you when he walks by, puts his hand on the small of your back. just to listen to your breath hitch, to watch you straighten, your eyes widen, a ghost of a smile on his face at every reaction you make
#AUGHHHH IM SICK ABOUT HIM IM SOOO SICK#i also always think about like... being in school w sae and having him be ur senpai and he's helping u carry boxes for ur club#i think thats SO CUTE#sae x reader#itoshi sae x reader#sae itoshi x reader#blue lock x reader#fragments of memories: fun post#sae#x reader#fragments: bllk#fragments: bllk: sae#fragments of memories#fragments: all
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I am so sad. I want a world for Caleb where nothing bad happens to him.
I want him to be born to loving parents who are best friends with MC’s parents.
When MC is born he’s in awe and auntie and uncle tell him, “She’s like your sister. You have to protect her like an older brother would.”
They grow up together. Caleb sees her every weekend because their parents are always getting together.
When Caleb’s in the second grade, MC is starting kindergarten and he makes sure to protect her from the older kids who like to tease and tug at her pigtails.
In high school, Caleb gets to check in on her. He walks her to classes, tutors her in the subjects she’s struggling with, and they join the same clubs because they’re so alike it’s almost ridiculous.
And in college they fall in love. Except maybe that’s silly because Caleb’s always loved MC. There’s never been a question of if maybe just how much.
He loves her like she’s his soul. He loves her like she’s the sun. He loves her like he’s the earth, pulled in by her gravity, given life by her light.
He loves her on soft days, when the summer sun beats down on them and yet she’s still pressed into his side reading some book.
He loves her on hard days, when rain beats down against the roof, thunder roaring over the sounds of her sobs. Her tears fall faster than the water drops outside and he presses her face into his neck, whispers, “You’re good enough. I promise you are. You’re perfect.”
He loves her because all he’s ever known is love and all he’s ever seen her as is love.
#Caleb#love and deepspace#lads caleb#caleb x mc#caleb x reader#caleb x you#caleb x y/n#brb I’m in a puddle of my tears right now#why is everything about him always so sad#all of his five stars? sad#only hours four stars hold some inkling of happiness from their shared past#instead I just get depressed!!!!!#today on lilly shutup#didn’t realize how much I would love being back in tumbkr and able to yap#also tell me why me yapping turned into me writing…
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