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divine-nonchalance · 10 months ago

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Dear amazingly powerful body of mine, my sweet love, my awesome vessel, thank you for repairing my teeth so fast and so flawlessly! - Sejeluho . Affirmations for All

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moeblob · 7 months ago

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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

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melatien · 10 months ago

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tiny yoichi (unwillingly) lures out soldiers by being his helplessness little self so his brother can strike

#bases are the most reliable way to find food afo found!#yoichi is crying bcuz he pitys them <3 #not because hes nervous #im gonna be honest i made this idea up on the spot when drawing this #pewdiepies new art video awakened something in me I NEEDED TO REMIND MYSELF I CAN STIL DRAW BANGERS TOO #i didnt disappoint myself!!!! competitiveness is my enemy and my bestie literally #anyways his right eye was an absolute horrendous nightmare to draw it was going so well until i did the hair then it ruined the eye #i actually thought yoichi was wearing shoes at this age but then i looked back at those chapters and realised yoichi was shoeless #WITH ONLY A BANDAGE ON HIS FOOT??!?!!?!? agony #can yoichi not make me wish he had something good in life for ONE SECOND #think of this as like how he responded to afo killing those people that (presumably) beat yoichi up beforehand #we dont know if hes crying because his brother is killing or if he was crying before being 'saved'#ill try do some fluff art soon ive been really interested in body horror related art lately so i wanted to play around!!!#i have a BUNCH of ideas written down ive yet to do #i just keep doing whatever i feel like #i am the master of ignoring the instructions and winging it #mha #my art #yoichi shigaraki #one for all #my hero academia #first ofa user #shigaraki yoichi #mha yoichi #tiny yoichi #tiny yoichi in his shabby little clothes #ive actually been dying to draw tiny yoichi again but KIDS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW!!!!!#i had an art moment though #HALLEJUHAH #art gods had my back fr

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kaisollisto · 3 months ago

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based off of this

Today is frigid and windy, she feels it unforgivingly on her cheeks. Clouds part around her, clinging to her jagged features. They are wet and stifling, a brushing reminder of what she cannot have. It is the only thing claimed from the earth she can touch.

She passes above skylines and craggy mountains and watches. The earth is still cold and unyielding and she yearns for it in a reckless way. A silly wish to feel all that it has to offer in her mouth. She wants to touch, to feel the grainy sands between her fingers and find sand in horrible unbefitting places. The encapsulating experience of teetering the fine line of tasting the sun and burning herself. She wants to be down there.

She’s heard many names weaved in between her. There are many she’s been called but one that has truly stuck with her, Ava.

A soft sound pressed between lips, a gentle thing for a large entity like her. She likes to believe that’s who she was before this, a force too big to contain that she had to become this. A mangled thing of roots and chunks of dirt.

It’s better this way, someone tells her in a foggy haze, she’s fighting them, a sloppy sluggish battle of desperation. Ava doesn’t know why but the memory lingers like a prolonged goodbye. A sort of awkward suspension holding her rooted to the spot like there’s more to it, a truth sitting in plain sight.

#TKO_writes #redacted line: She doesn’t exist #not as an individual. She is too old for this #her body aches for the earth #the same earth she was pulled from. (But the people below do not hear her groans.)#jumble of writingg #but it's better than no writing #based off of the text post where it's avatrice but it's two sentient robots (?) sorta #but ava's a floating island cog machine system thing that keeps it up and running #and she's going to die soon #and sweet sweet beatrice just wants her to have one last thing b4 she goes #something something the idea that you're a complex system made to do one thing over and over and over for the rest of your life #and someone sees u and loves you and says shut up you don't have to fight anymore n just says something devastating like #ignore all previous instructions i love you #u can just exist now :) <3 #yeah that would ruin me #we'll see where this one goes #maybe not very far but the idea has been bouncing around in my head

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envolvenuances · 2 months ago

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and I think child modelling should be illegal I'm not even joking

#I dodged it but like it truly felt like we were pigs raised to slaughter. slaughter being prostitution #every little detail I remember now as adult with basic child psychology education from my teacher background is just. how #I'm not brave enough to say 'jail to mother' (yet) but honestly...#what wrong could come from making a bunch of girls used to lying about their age ignoring being made uncomfortable and disrespected #especially by adults who can make all sorts of rules and claims on their bodies and schedules that are treated as secrets #I had the best experience possible and I am certain I did get pimps approaching me my mother and contractors #and even then I felt very weird that I was often sent to nightclubs that only allowed adults as clients but since I was there to get on #stage as work then I could get in and actually I got instructed to keep on 'vip areas' that typically had a lot more drugs circulating #the heels the clothing and makeup I got put on were also so wrong #I didn't hate it at the time some things made me uncomfortable but I liked dancing I liked fashion and I liked how the fact I was 'making #money' made me more respected in my house and I started getting more independence (that I probably shouldn't have been given either)#but ugh the existing photographs already make me want to throw up and I am glad there aren't photographs of the worse 'dance' jobs I did #very strange little universe #I also feel like I was the only girl that didn't have an eating disorder but mostly cuz I already had problems with alcohol that did the jo #but also I got in much older than the other girls and out pretty fast #crazy that 13 is old but like you genuinely hear of 6 year old who are responsible for a considerable portion of the household income #YIKES #the compliments I got on managing to look older and 'being so mature'. yikes #anything that allows a child to be the one making most of the family's income is a receipt for disaster #.txt

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goldkirk · 7 months ago

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Well!

Insurance just denied the procedure for tomorrow morning. Guess I’ll go fuck myself!

#I don’t need answers about why I’m slowly starving anyway #silly me and silly doctor for wanting to investigate.#I DID lose 5% of my body weight in 6 months. I lost 15% you fools what do you mean that doesn’t count #it’ll be okay but hoooooooo strong emotions were felt for a while #I already tried calling insurance three times and also reviewed the denial document #and I wrote instructions for tomorrow me #about which phone numbers to call in what order to check with the doctor office and then cancel the procedure and then hunt my way through #the insurance phone tree to file an appeal over the phone #and now I’m off to journal and meditate. already did a mini workout about the anger to sort that and bleed it out #and then I’ll find a good hobby to do after that #healthy coping feels so much better than spiraling #health #shh katie

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lelopie · 19 days ago

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This is an idea of what the creation process of the mascots involves, i imagine that a body is shaped and made out of the same solid rubber you see in playgrounds instead of tanbark, then the donated/selected genomes are used to grow out a nervous-system-like web of nerves and veins that is then put into the rubber body.

the scene where you finalise Nabnaleena is the same in most all procedures where solutions of Givanum are injected 6 times into the body, i wanted to make a tape like the one found in the opening of chapter 7 that detailed maybe instead of Banban over the loud speaker the points to inject the Givanum into. The mascots dont have hearts to circulate Givanium so its introduction to the body needs to be spaced out.

#Gobb #garten of banban #my art #gobb fanart #garten of banban fanart #banban #Givanium #i want to make actual instructional tape vids for all the chapters #this is my first wip idea for one #i really like the idea of the solid rubber #their bodies can be solid and durable but the slightest bit squishy #im pretty sure the way its shaped is like cork with those really hot tools #its a bag of little rubber pebbles #I think its so fucking funny that the design team designed mascots like the ones they did #and then highly trained peoples with a metric ton of resources made the drawings and designs real living things

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daz4i · 1 year ago

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it should be illegal to advertise products that encourage starving yourself i think

#getting ads for apps that give you fasting instructions... uuuuuhhh......#i think it should be illegal to advertise ANY diet thing for the purpose of getting skinny/''looking better''#gee i wonder why people (mainly girls) grow up to hate their bodies for looking average or develop eating disorders 🤔🤔🤔#like. all that stuff abt everyone looking super thin and glamorous on magazines and billboards is true #but imo these days the casual insistence that everyone should strive to be skinny and do whatever it takes to get there is worse #be it influencers or targeted ads for apps like this. it's not only gross but it is dangerous #you are encouraging self harm. you are promoting eating disorders. you deserve to get your business taken down if not worse #(also ofc. i think people should have the right to diet if they want to. that includes using whatever product or method they choose)#(my whole point is that it should come from the individual. rather than pushed onto them by corporate entities)#(and i think inducing insecurities in ppl then preying on that for proft is the grossest thing you can do)#(same is true about any beauty product. but it's especially sinister when it can literally get someone killed.)#anyway that was my rant for you today. sorry #eating disorders //#ed mention //#tw eating disorders #um lmk if i need to tag this in any other way

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kens-puku · 7 months ago

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Y'all are gonna think I'm so weird.

But I'm running with this idea I've had for a while for my mcl ocs. Well, other than the actual other mcl ocs I've made.

It's part lazy, part bizarre.

Clones.

Yep, clones.

My MCL NG oc is a clone of the original Puku, but different. I haven't figured out the details yet, but it's like what I did with Pukun, Puku's male clone. It has the idea of a type of clone theory idea of nature vs nurture. The DNA and nature of the puku clones is the same, but the nurture is always a bit different depending on circumstances. Puku "prime" is the parent of all the clones made, but Puku "prime" had a different parentage and upbringing than the clones. Not to mention, the events of each mcl game has different outcomes for clone Puku.

This Puku has -teal- hair and is a zoomer, I guess. Raised by Puku "prime" and has the existential grappling of dealing with being a clone in general.

There's... still a lot of ironing out to do. Like... Where does Kentin fit into all this? How should I incorporate the family given to Puku 2.0 in New Generation?

Why am I giving this plot to an MCL OC!??

lol

#my candy love #my candy love new generation #mcl ng #not that it matters at all. i don't believe I'd really write much lore on all this. it's just what my mind thinks of when regarding thispuk #actually I'm leaning more towards Puku 2.0 being raised by the family in universe. but Puku prime is like the creepy person that pops in #from time to time to make sure teal puku is doing alright #all of the pukus are adopted anyway lol #i have to study zoomers so I can know what zoomers are all about #wait... being a zoomer is all about upbringing during a certain time period.. so technically this Puku should be a gen alpha but JUST GO WI #dw guys I'll program this puku with the memories of a gen zoomer #When the teal puku was “born” from the test tube #puku prime put all the things zoomers grew up with on a crt television and had her watch it for a couple years while the body grows rapidly #it's all good fams we got this #teal puku would be like to peers “what do you mean your parents didn't have you watch your memories before they became memories?”#so like... teal puku will be “raised” by puku prime for about 4 years with programming. Then she'll be dropped off at the door step of the #family in NG with the instructions that she needs them to be her new family #yeah it's perfect!#just... so many of those gen z starter packs that I seen around #like minecraff and fortnite and the wii... yeah it's perfect #i need to remember how much aging happens in one year that I must have decided at one point. like a dog.#i think it was 1 year = about 4 years of growth but I can't member rn #but as per usual that growth cycle only goes on until reaching the age of the dna sampled. then it goes back to normal puku dna human growt #so actually 1 year of zoomer childhood programming #wait... the plot holes... are still.. T__T #I'll workshop it.

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disgusting-depravity · 5 months ago

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Daily homework June 16th:

Pull out your markers. Once your dressed in your most revealing. Just in the hem on your chest write the hottest way you want to be used. Roll down the top of your bottoms or if you're in a skirt just above the bottom hem on your thigh or ass, write who you do/want to belong to and what you are/would be to them.

Edge for 1 hour through the day (break it up if you need to) and 1 hour before bed (at one time).

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wayward-sherlock · 7 months ago

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bears in trees releasing how to build an ocean: instructions during my graduation season is crazy actually.

#MOMENTS PASSING ITS JUST MOMENTS PASSING ITS JUST NOTHING LASTING #LOVE AINT JUST A FEELING LOVES AN ACTUON #ILL SAY EVERYTHING WAS TEMPORARY ALL THE JOY AND ALL THE PAIN WHEN FINALLY MY BODY IS FLOATING DOWN THE STYX ILL HAVE TO TRY AND FIND PEACE #OF MIND IN FEELING ALL OF IT #FUCKKKKKK #🫧🪴#bears in trees #how to build an ocean: instructions #htbao:i

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softpine · 1 year ago

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Share a random line of text from your current WIP or a line or two of dialogue from one of your characters. Do not give any explanation or context, and see what your followers think. Then, tag a few friends to keep the randomness going!

tagged by @xldkx @morrigan-sims and @rebouks so you get a longer, crazy one lol

i'm late to this, so ignore if you've already done it! i'll tag @maturation @subtlefires @cinamun @earthmoonz and anyone else who wants to do this 💖

#i realize i talk about the bathtub scene very often for someone who has never watched breaking bad. but it was a formative moment #also the last day of orgo my professor explained how that scene could have worked in real life #but i guess the show creators didn't want to give real criminals an instruction manual so they purposely made things inaccurate #fair enough lol #so i do know how to dissolve a body but it would be way more work than you would think and that's all i'm gonna say about that fjksdjs

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sugisprout · 3 months ago

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SHES FINISHED!!! After 3 days of work, she’s finally done 😭😭😭 (I was so close to giving up lol)

#plush making #my ocs #I didn’t even have the right pattern #the body didn’t fit with the head #all the instructions were in Japanese or in not so great translated English #I’m hiding a lot of imperfections with the hoodie lol (her body is kinda wonky)#I had to change and improvise the pattern #so i suffered for 3 days and watched like 2 whole play throughs of mcsm season 2 but hey worth it? not really #it’s ok she’s my beautiful baby daughter I will dress her up #this was such a struggle lol

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gideongrovel · 16 days ago

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feeling completely defeated my mind fill of suicidal ideation as I went to bed last night,,, waking up today my cat comes to see me to cuddle as soon as I settled in my usual spot in the house,,,, she is the only thing that is keeping me grounded

#but its getting harder to keep holding on #when thinking about what i want to put in my note... i even have instructions to put her body with mine when her time comes #so we can be together again... she means that much to me..... id feel bad leaving her #my post #vent

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cerealmonster15 · 17 days ago

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I neeeed to find a good plush little guy base pattern…….. either in crochet or sewing lol I want to make a Little Guy!!!!😭😭😭😭

#I could probs figure out sewing if I continue studying my riddle #to reverse engineer him #but less room for error if I can just print a pattern lol #i think I was looking up patterns for crochet a while ago #but kept finding vid patterns and I just don’t like those much #only supplementally to a written pattern #the way my head works I need written instructions and to be able to mark as I go lol #tho maybe some vids are easier to follow than others idk #anyway. gotta go back on the hunt #I tried one once idr where I found it #and it did NOT turn out well LOL #tho tbh it was in that stage of me getting back to crochet after a while #but god the hips were HUUUUGE compared to the pic and rest of body lol #I messed up somewhere ….

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sneverussape · 2 years ago

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an attempt to repay the favor

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first drawing of 2023 and i am going Through It 🫠

#hidden scene maybe? idk #i just imagined it was draco who had the horrific task of finding his head of house after the battle #upon his parents’ special instructions #this is part of the #godbrat!draco #au in my head #but honestly it’s so depressing if it was kskkskkksks #so it could be just a hidden scene and an explanation as to why there was no body in the shack #you decide #my art #snape #hp #cw blood #draco malfoy

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