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incomplete list of things i am going to write/work on once i'm done with uni:
my eros and psyche au (i'm 2 ch in and i have an outline for ch3 and i literally love it so much i just don't have the energy/time rn)
marylily friends to lovers/only one bed (kinda) oneshot
rewrite my dark!james fic cause it's the first jegulus fic i wrote and i'm not happy w/it anymore
regulus x fleamont in something because reasons.
ghost!regulus one shot with massive massive black brothers' angst
bitchkiller frenemies with benefits
maybe actually finish my wolfstar single parents wip that's been sitting on my laptop for like a year
aro james aro james aro james
#daydreaming about what i'll do once i no longer have the spectre of bloody god forsaken finals#instead of actually revising#personal#marauders
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I tried but not very hard to see what the anniversary date was, and i decided to just prepare myself for the 16th or the 18th... it was the former. so, as always, but this time truly by accident... happy belated 17th birthday Black Butler!! I truly hope this year is amazing for us.
this year, I decided to use an idea I had wanted to try for a while but I never thought I would be able to pull off. and I still probably couldn't in the best way.... but regardless, here is a made up last chapter scenario.
you can also see this comic on webtoon here. whatever your fancy, if you please :>
#I don't know if this thing makes any sense or if it means anything at all. or if it looks like anything actually carefully put together#but hey it was nice! so I hope it brings a little bit of pleasant feelings... or terrible ones idk#i was going a page a day fully intending to finish by the 13th the latest but yeaaa things came up. but whatever this is the last day that#I'm in america until some months later so it's still a special day for me! so it still counts. and also do specifics really matter so much#at this point#sadly while I wasn't rushed this time I did intend to use the remaining days i had to revise the visuals framing and diologue. so I'm not#100% confident. but c'est la vie#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#digital art#and... I would be absolutely lying if I didn't try to put just a little bit of dadbastian undertones in there. it's what I do#but I think it's up for interpration. after I decided that I was gonna draw in my own style instead of trying to replicate yana's(as fun as#that would be) i decided to go crazy
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Links to my crochet patterns! I'll update this list when I make new ones, so if you're seeing this as a reblog it might be worth clicking through to the original post to see if any have been added - round bee pattern - spider buddy - little axolotl (for sale on Ravelry or free on tumblr) - fluffy mini bunnies - little t-rex - little llama - lemon earrings (free on Ravelry and tumblr) - moth (but no wing pattern, so it's more of a creature base??) - Marie Kondo (aka a doll pattern base) - a tooth - squirrel - tiny scythe - tiny punk - spinnable dreidel - mini blorbo - peas in a pod - happy pill - void cat - mothman and the skeleton - Pride Moth (different full moth pattern, including wings) - mini cauldron (with or without potion inside) The rest of these patterns are for sale for $2 in my Ravelry store: - mini manatee - fluffy baby seal - little crow, phoenix, and peacock - mini cthulhu - Velociraptors (based on Jurassic Park not on real science) - basket the fish (idk why I put this one behind a paywall, someone remind me and I'll make it free when I have more time) I wrote these over many years and at many different points in my pattern making journey, so if you are trying to make one and it doesn't make sense, please let me know. I've learned a lot about making patterns since I wrote some of these and I don't always remember to go back and update them (the ones that are for sale should be fine it's some of the earlier free ones I'm not sure about lol)
#crochet#amigurumi#free crochet patterns#handmade#long post#I know it's kinda odd that Marie Kondo is the version of that pattern I've shared#but I used the same base pattern for Mulan and Alanna and I think Winnifred Sanderson#I do not remember my reasoning for sharing the Marie Kondo version instead of the other versions#I'm also not sure why I have basket the fish in the two dollar category instead of the free category#like the free patterns are generally my simpler ones#and the ones for sale are generally the ones I had to actually revise the pattern for#instead of making one version and it being right the first time#but Basket the Fish is pretty simple#and literally based on a dream I had#that's why he's named Basket. Because he was named that in the dream#but no one else is going to be like yeah Basket the Fish that's the pattern I want to make lol
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stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!
wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end
#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh#some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2#recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person#and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety#like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that#my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms#UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child#so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had#a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time#which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem!#its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it#and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome'#instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems!#anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now!#house md#hilson#greg house#james wilson#stacy warner
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Unrepentant spoilsport Kim Kitsuragi
#it's okay kim we all know you secretly enjoy all the shenanigans we won't tell anyone#art#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#once again I'm just doodling on silly tweets instead of revising or making actual high-effort art#i don't actually know if kim drinks but like... for the purposes of the joke lets assume if he does he's willing to lie about it
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*sighs loudly*
#fangs of fortune#fanfic writing#i have been alternating between six docs#i don't even write longfic and it's taking me ages to post one thing i think i might just die instead how bout that#godddd i haven't even had time to read any fof fics i've just been hallucinating my wips in my mind and kicking my feet giggling#gonna post ch2 of yingbing fluff today probably#and then revise ch3 and then actually write out ch4#i think it might be 6 chapters total instead of 4#but THE VAMPIRE AU#it would be zyz/ll/zyc#whats their throuple name because 8 initials and 2 forward slashes is too much for my lazy ass#yuanlunchen... zhoulizhuo...lunyuanyi...lizhouzhuo... nevermind this is all longer than just their initials lmfaooo
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Uncle Gom and the Chuseok part two: Later Years
#squirrel and hedgehog#undochi#uncle gom#actually made this a month or two ago for my Dad's birthday but figured I would post it for thanksgiving#this is it#this is the picture that made my family start to discuss if they can just let me buy cards from now on instead of making them by hand#because clearly I spent too much time on it lol#the squirrel village meeting hall#sah#SaH#yeah Uncle Gom's arms underwent quite a few revisions#but I could not get them correct unless I wanted to start all over from scratch lol#figured out how to draw characters sitting on things though#starting to experiment with hands#eventually I’ll figure out how to make uncle Gom’s head look normal#Happy Thanksgiving!#Or indigenous peoples’ day#Chuseok#a bit late though
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I HATE PHYSICS SO MUCH I HATE ELECTRICITY SO SO SO MUCH WHY IS EVERYTHING INTERCONNECTED
the way this gif moves makes me uncomfortable
#potential difference is my downfall istg#just memorise the equations 😀😀#chemistry girl for life omg#lalalalalalalalalala#I actually want to bash my head into a wall#omg im gonna lock in after this half term trust me#the topic electricity is like one of those russian dolls where it gets smaller everytime you open it and it never ends#COS WHY ARE THERE SO MANY THINGS ISTG#electric charges is electrons which is coulombs basically#FLOW of electric charge is current#resistance is its own dog#resistance x current is potential difference#potential difference i have no idea what it is but its like the something between 2 points yum and something to do with energy#charge divided by energy or the other way round is potential difference#omg sorry for revising on tumblr im so ill rn#am i really stupid#as long as i remember the equations i can eat up the test i just need to know the units of measurement#omg can i just be a housewife instead#i actually need someone to mansplain this to me very slowly cos i be replaying videos of ppl explaining it and why does it just not#going to bed now gonna take the FATTEST sleep ever
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dead cato at the club not clickbait
#i need to be revising. please take the shittiest drawing ive ever done instead#flash warning#he's three seconds away from having a full on breakdown#.dont ask about the harness.. something ironic abt rather dying free than living in bondage....... also i cba to draw actual clothes#i sleep now goodnight#jase draws occasionally#I PROMISE ICAN ACTUALLY DRAW I PROMMY.. FUTUR ME EDIT HE US A LITTLE BIT RENDERED NOW
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PrapaiSky fic idea!!!
Prapai might be the possessive type but jokes on you because Sky is the jealous one in the relationship. don't get him wrong, he trusts Prapai; what he doesn't trust are people who think that they could put their dirty hands all over his boyfriend with no consequences. Sky has no qualms on bearing his teeth and pulling out the claws if need be and Prapai eats it all up because his lovely, sweet Sky is defending his honor 😍
#i do not make sense and thats because i have exams and instead of revisions my brain decided to think about prapaisky instead#someone with big brains make this happen for me please. i am not above begging#love in the air the series#prapaisky#prapaisky is so dear to me its actually slightly concerning
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IT IS TIME IT IS THE MOMENT OF TRUTH
oh dang…he sounds as dry as @oneconfusedpenguin describes my texting as(stop complaining ok I do that because I don't know what am I supposed to respond with otherwise). guess we all saw that coming: that "cheerio old chap" repressed gentleman response
OHHH MY GOD?? NO WAY LANYON YOU AREN'T THE ONLY ONE LIKE HENRY ACTUALLY KISSED ROBERT HIMSELF NO WAY
oh haha what if that was actually true …hahaha yeah totally that'd be so crazy am i right haha…
brooo so Jekyll was able to turn his Perfect English Gentleman switch on and off since uni even before Lanyon taught him before it was cool man that exllains a lot
JEKYLL WHEN. ARE. YOU. GOING. TO. FUCKING. TELL. HIM. YOU. LIKE. MEN?! COME ON AND SPARE US FROM LANYON'S FLASHBACKS FOR A MINUTE WHAT ARE YOU D O I N G
#the glass scientists#tgs henry jekyll#tgs robert lanyon#tgs jekyll#tgs lanyon#actually screaming for the new page instead of revising for geography#man i hope this action won't have any negative consequences for me#kkat's monday rants
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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."
weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1
#oc liveblogging#ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS#the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS#anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao#ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago#i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk#if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so#hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off#of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people#but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead#a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM#COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like#at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y#I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly#I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK
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Authentic Story of the Shining Force - Saint Fencer Max - Chapter 2
Translation notes:
The map in the first page is not the one seen in the final game, but the early version released during development. More info on my pre-release page as usual.
The enemies in that page are also enemies announced early before release: Rune Knights, Dark Priests, Dark Dwarves, Goblins, and the scrapped Mimic of course! That's fun to see.
Save for Lowe's odd age here, the training with Varios is very similar with how it goes in the actual game, with Lowe singing praises of how Max is on par with the knight captain. If none of that sounded familiar to you, you are welcome to hate the localization as much as I do.
Like, you think we're done with this? No way baby, Max's speech on memories is also a reference to a NPC in the start of the game! I legit got angry while doing the comparison on that one, it's a very iconic line that matches both Max's amnesia plot and the series' whole theme of forgotten evils resurfacing, it did not deserve to be replaced by generic slop. I'm glad I get to bring it back here and that it gets space in the manga as well.
Nova seems to have ears instead of horns in his brief cameo during the castle audience scene. Could be an old design, or the manga artist taking liberties or misunderstanding things. I find it curious though, because in the final version he's classified as dragonewt, however the GBA version will notoriously declare Elliot the last dragonewt on earth instead. This would make sense if Nova was intended to be something else at some point, and the GBA version tried to restore that, though it was nonetheless very badly explained.
Let's talk a bit about Max's speech patterns. In the original game, he obviously doesn't speak much, but the ending still shows him using the formal pronoun "watashi" for himself, and speaking casually to Adam, while more politely to the stranger they meet there. This continues in Final Conflict, where he's pretty casual to the team but sticks using watashi at the same time. This changed in the GBA version, where he switches between the more casual and masculine pronouns "boku" (softer) and "ore" (rougher) depending on who he's speaking to. I'm not knowledgeable enough to discuss this in depth but I do get the feeling that the choice of "watashi" for him in the original was a bit unusual. In any case, this manga just makes him use "ore" constantly. At the same time, he's pretty much always polite, even to his teammates. So he definitely doesn't come off as rough.
As example of this politeness, Max here also uses the usual "-san" honorific for basically everyone except Lowe, a literal child. I usually ignore those since they don't flow very naturally in english (at least for dialogue between friends/close teammates), but I did keep a couple instances when he has barely met Tao and Hans, because it felt fitting for a first meeting, especially with him being so notably polite in this version.
Let's talk about the rest of the team now! I've translated their in-game introductions in case you're not aware of how their personalities differs from the english version.
Hans was announced since the early coverage of the game, so every design difference you see here is the artist's choice. At no point was his personality touched upon however. So could it be that we were meant to have edgy rival Hans at some point? I find it unlikely given Hans' cute face, but my theory is that Hans had zero official personality at this point, so the manga artist just threw some elf stereotypes in and tweaked the design to fit that. It's hard to not associate Hans' attitude here with Mae's in the final game though. There's a lot of evidence in the pre-release page I keep linking to for Mae and the other centaurs' prejudice against Max to have been added late in development. So could it be that at some point elves were supposed to be the arrogant ones? Maybe! Could it be that the artist just shoved Mae's personality on Hans instead to erase her instead? Also possible! It should be clear already that the guy is not decent about female characters, and mild spoilers but, Mae is simply not gonna be around for this one save for small background cameos, which is mind boggling when she was clearly the main female character at this point in development. But could it be this has nothing to do with Hans and it's just a coincidence that his personality matches hers here? Also maybe! If it's not obvious I'm just rambling ideas at this point. To close the topic on Hans, he would eventually be confirmed as a noble in Shining Force Gaiden, as his son is mentioned to come from a noble family in the manuals. Though this is just the standard background for most characters in this game.
Tao is a curious case. She is seen in screenshots since the game's announcement, but it took longer until her art and profile were revealed. Said profile also says nothing on her personality, so my take on her here is the same as Hans. I doubt she was meant as the spunky girl we see here, but it's possible that the artist isn't warping her final personality, and she was just a blank state at this point. But it's hard to tell for certain.
Ken, on the other hand, was announced from day one to admire Max, which is probably why he's very much the same as his game version here.
Luke is the only one of the starting team to not be seen in early screenshots, and there's some evidence that Gort was meant to be the first warrior of the team instead. So the manga here gives us a better idea of when Luke was worked on during development.
The fighting tournament Ken mentions is brought up in the ASCII guide book as a tradition of Guardiana. Always fun to see little worldbuilding tidbits like this were planned from the start. And while nowhere else mentions this as the place where Ken first saw Max, it makes a lot of sense.
Finally, the battle at the Gate taking place on the inside, so dark it needs to be illuminated by torches? That's how the place looked in early builds as well.
#shining series#shining force#saint fencer max#saint fencer max translation#this has been in the works since i posted chapter 1 but as you can see... it got away from me a little#sfm max#sf ken#sf luke#sfm lou#sfm lowe#sf varios#sfm tao candel#literally another person lol. wish i could enjoy her but the artist makes it hard#btw the chapter cover is so bad. it looked silly to be from the beginning and the more i look at it the worse it gets#it feels like instead of drawing a woman next to a taller man the dude just drew her same size and shrunk her later#same for tao on the horse her feet is like. half of max's#sfm hans universe#i'm so mad i don't get real hans you have no idea#i can understand the artist wanting to spice up the team relationships for a manga but this is like. spiceless actually#it doesn't really go anywhere and is pretty generic#anyway i hope i didn't forget anything or made any typos because it's midnight and i'm not revising lol#future me's problem
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I love you world-building I love you fantasy world lore I love you random-ass historical facts for a fictional world that will never ever come up in the story ever <3
#writing is great you can just do whatever you want#why yes I am revising my outline for the trillionth time instead of actually working on the story. why do you ask?#lol#for real though. I was writing a creation story and information about the gods of the world in the grey circle and its so much fun#original#the grey circle
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Kicking my feet and squealing bc I get to have a hard copy of my all time favorite book, the DSM-V 💅😍😍😍
#I mean I’ve had a pdf version for shits and giggles#but I just found out I have to have a hard copy to use this semester#and it’s THE TEXT REVISION SO ITS THE NEW ONE NOT THE OLD ONE#which mean I actually have to use it instead of just looking at it for funsies hehehe#YESSSSSS SLAYYYY#eeeeekkkkkkk yayayayay#like yes ik I could just buy anyways but I get to USE IT#I am now REQUIRED to have it#which has me dancing
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Lost Eden - Kino Kill Count
so @dialovers-translations made this post yesterday about wanting somebody to go through kino’s LE and count the amount of times he’s killed. obviously i made a MASSIVE cry count a while back so this was a piece of cake for me. i used the translations from dialover TL’s and other routes from this masterlist. credits to all the translators as always!!
so here’s the raw data:
there’s a total of 31 kills, often by other characters. honourable mentions to subaru killing kino for kou’s sake, and yui being savage. where kino was killed before the endings, as with kanato and azusa, i counted it as 3 kills because kino is dead in all 3 endings. so i guess if you consider there as 3 story routes, kanato and azusa kill kino in all 3 versions of the story. i had trouble understanding whether kino actually died in reiji’s manservant ending, but i’m pretty sure he was alive and had just run off.
to visualise this a bit better, i made a bar chart of kills per character:
as we can see, ruki is the only character who doesn’t kill kino at all! “political” deaths counted as seiji, the viboras/adlers, and kino’s manservant ending whereby the cause of death is unclear. kino killed himself once too, that’s why he’s on there.
hope this answers your question!
#diabolik lovers#diabolik lovers kino kill count#kino diabolik lovers#i did this instead of revising for my actual university exams
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