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Random syd/claire comparisons
Mikey and Richie about Claire: She's obsessed with science
Syd (to Tina): You want to hear a little more science? [Ready to nerd out on the science of pans]
Another one...
Claire: well you were in France
Carmy: Um, Copenhagen.
Claire: Go to Noma?
Carmy: Worked at Noma.
Claire: Heard it's alright.
Carmy: It's pretty good.
Marcus: Noma's the shit, huh?
Syd and Carmy: The best
#insomnia + bear#carmy loves science enthusiasts#sydcarmy#carmy and syd just get each other and I love with syd its the one time carmy can look back on his experiences with fond memories#the bear#sydney adamu#the bear fx#carmy x sydney#carmen berzatto#carmy berzatto#sydney x carmy#thoughtfulchaos posts
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Late Night Talking
𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦: Marvel/MCU
𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫(𝐬)/𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐩(𝐬): Wanda Maximoff x Reader, Natasha Romanoff x Wanda Maximoff (past), Carol Danvers x Natasha Romanoff
𝐓𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞: Friends to Lovers, College AU
𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 2.6K
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Cursing, flirting teasing, mention of insomnia, anxiety and stress, jealousy, and huge fat warning college, some angst with happy ending
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: If you’re feeling down Wanda wants to make you happier baby
𝐀𝐍: Reader uses she/they pronouns. Loosely based on Late Night Talking by Harry Styles and my insomnia (surprise surprise). This was written at 3 in the morning and is unedited. Enjoy! :)
At first it was passed off as a quirky trait they had by their friends and family members. Now they were starting to acknowledge how much of problem it is for Y/n to deal with. Hopefully Professor Harkness wouldn’t be on her ass about it. The last time they were here the professor showed an immense amount of concern at the lack of livelihood in them due to their insomnia.
She was becoming somewhat of a concerned mother figure towards her while still maintaining her professionalism.
Thankfully she wasn’t at her desk yet and it was still 5 minutes before class started. As Y/n plopped down into their seat they barely spared the person they sat next to a glance. It wasn’t an auditorium styled classroom it was one of the smaller ones. Only 20 people were in this Psychology class and it was the smallest one the professor had (she has joked about it multiple times).
Wanda couldn’t help but stare. The droopiness in their eyes and bags underneath raised so much concern. The Sokovian cleared her throat and debated giving the gift she had for Y/n now or after class. Her utensils and items she uses for class were all perfectly laid out in front of her.
She quickly reached into her bag deciding she could use Professor Harkness as a distraction in case Y/n didn’t like what she gave them. Wanda removed the plastic bag and slid it towards them.
“What- oh good morning Wanda, don’t forget your stuff.” Their voice was laced with tiredness.
Wanda giggled. Even when they were sleep deprived they were cute. “It’s for you baby.” The pet name slipped out causing both their cheeks to burn.
Y/n cleared her throat and sat up in attempt to straighten their posture but still hunched over the desk a bit to grab the bag. They untied it and looked inside to see an assortment of snacks, a water bottle and two different brands of melatonin. Their cheeks flushed for another reason. Y/n had no clue Wanda had been paying this much attention to her.
“Oh Wanda I’m sorry I- do I bother you during class? Because I can move–”
“None of that.” Wanda shook her head immediately cutting her rambling short. “Whenever I’m sleepy during class it helps me to stay awake to eat or drink in between writing…and because it helps me stay awake, I thought it might help you too…I also used to take these melatonin brands when I had issues sleeping during finals from all the stress and they worked pretty well unless you blatantly ignore the tiredness they cause you like I did at the start of taking them…” Wanda scratched the back of her head, she could not read Y/n’s expression. “Point is, I got this stuff for you because I wanted to help.”
Y/n could not fathom why someone she rarely sees outside of class would do something so kind for them. Kate, Yelena or one of their other friends would do this but Wanda and her only interacted because she briefly dated Natasha until the two decided they were better off as friends. And even then Natasha and her never got that close due to the overwhelming crush Y/n had on her in highschool. But that can be reminisced on another time.
Y/n placed her hand on Wanda’s wrist immediately feeling it relax under her touch. “Wanda, thank you, seriously.” The two shared a smile. “You’re sharing them with me throughout class though.” Wanda began to protest. “I wasn’t asking, Maximoff.” Y/n smirked when her cheeks flushed and a shy “okay.” Reached their ears.
The two shared the snacks during class and Y/n carried the melatonin around with them for the rest of the day. After eating dinner with her roommates she laid in bed for two hours until she glanced at her night stand and saw the melatonin mocking her. Melatonin usually doesn’t work, she’ll feel drowsy then immediately begin to doze off then wake up and be awake for the rest of the night.
They sighed and reached for the melatonin, ripping the package open. “5 milligrams per fruit gummy.” Y/n popped in 4 and hoped for the best.
Their phone buzzed on the bed signaling a text message coming in. Y/n grabbed it without looking and unlocked her phone. The time read 1:20 in the morning which was less worse than usual.
Wanda :D | 1:20 AM
You up?
Y/n forgot Wanda had her number after they (her friends, Natasha and Wanda) all went to the arcade together. Seems Wanda didn’t forget though.
Y/n <3 | 1:23 AM
Yup! Just took the melatonin though so let’s see if it works.
Not even 30 seconds went buy before Wanda’s name popped up on her phone, signaling she was getting a call. Y/n answered, propping herself up against the head board with her pillow for support.
“Hi.” Y/n sang.
“Hello.” Wanda’s accent was pronounced as ever. “I…sorry I called you I just- I wanted to talk to you and hear your voice, I also don’t feel like typing any longer.”
“That’s alright, not like I’m asleep.” Y/n joked with a hint of amusement in their voice.
Wanda chuckled deeply. “That’s true, which one did you take?”
“I’m too lazy to grab it and look but it has a clear packaging with the label on front.”
“Purple top?”
“Yeah.” Y/n grinned.
“Oh cool, I figured you would like gummies more.”
“And what made you think that?”
Wanda twirled her hand between her fingers as she sat at her desk inside her room at her brother’s apartment. “I sort of remembered how you said you enjoy fruit flavored things so…yeah.”
Y/n nodded even though Wanda couldn’t see them. “Yeah well you are what you eat.”
Wanda giggled. “Shut up.”
“Oh okay well I’ll just hang up now.” Y/n said with mock offense and their hand on their chest.
“Stop, no teasing.” She chastised playfully.
“Me tease? Like you weren’t calling me nicknames in class earlier.” Y/n’s chuckle was deep and raspy. After not hearing a response they pulled the phone away from their ear. Then put it back as it said the call was still going. “Hello? Wanda.”
Wanda muted herself and screamed into her pillow then calmly moved her hair out of her face as Y/n questioned where she went. She picked the phone back up and unmuted herself.
“Wanda you okay?”
“Yes, I’m okay just wanted you to see how empty your life would be if I hung up on you.”
“You are so–”
“Pretty, smart, amazing–”
“And also annoying.”
“That’s rich– you think I’m pretty?”
Y/n responded without hesitation. “What? Of course you are! Natasha only dates pretty girls and you’re the prettiest I’ve ever seen– dating her aside.”
Wanda’s smile faltered at hearing Natasha’s name. Then returned at full force as Y/n reassured her right after making that comment. Nat and Wanda being in the same friend group was a decision Wanda regrets but also loves. Her friends are some of the best people she has ever met. Once Carol and Nat started dating soon after they broke up Wanda avoided speaking to Natasha as much as possible.
“Sorry, did I make things weird by bringing up the ex…I didn’t mean too.” Y/n was now laid down in bed, snuggled under the covers with her phone to her ear.
“No you didn’t, baby.” She cleared her throat. “Are you feeling sleepy?” Wanda asked, physically resisting the urge to write notes on their current state.
Y/n swooned at the nickname for the second time that day. “Yeah.” She sang. “Are you– wait why are you still up?”
Wanda grins. “I stay up late sometimes when I don’t have plans the next day, it’s like a reward for getting through the day or week.”
“And you decided to use your reward time to call me? Such a sweet girl.”
Wanda giggled, shut off her lamp and laid down in bed under the covers. “I try.” She glanced over to see the clock read 2:30 in the morning. “We both have to try going to sleep now though angel, get some rest for me okay?”
Y/n hummed in response, her heart fluttering at the nickname. “Okay…night.”
Wanda grinned knowing the melatonin was kicking in. “Goodnight angel, sleep well.”
They both hung up and for the first time in a while Y/n got a full eight hours of sleep. Wanda sighed happily and held her phone to her chest. It was clear Y/n needed some guidance, someone to take care of them. Wanda just so happened to have her favorite love language be acts of service, what a coincidence.
Two weeks go by and Y/n’s sleeping habits start getting better at the same time Wanda and her become even closer. Unfortunately some habits take a while to stick.
“It’s not working.” Y/n cries out of stress, feeling physical tears start to come to their eyes. “Finals are right around the corner and I need to have this together or–”
They’re sitting outside in the court yard near the student center. This was the first time Wanda and Y/n have hung out outside of class without their friends around. Wanda places her hand on Y/n’s wrist effectively stopping her speech.
“Yes you will, everything’s gonna be fine baby.”
“But Wan I–”
“Baby? Didn’t know you two were that close.”
Y/n groaned and dropped her head on the metal table at the sound of another persons voice. They were already having a break down outside it’s worse that another person had to come and perceive them. Wanda forced herself to relax instead of snapping at her friends for interrupting. She understands how emotional Y/n feels as it’s how she felt during the summer semester not too long ago. Wanda turned her head to greet them as politely as she could to see Carol’s concerned expression but see Natasha’s eyes bouncing between them both with an emotion Wanda did not like; jealousy.
“Yes we are, that close. In fact I adore Y/n with everything in me and I’m trying to comfort them so now is not the best time–”
“Y/n/n what’s going on baby girl?”
Wanda felt like a hypocrite at the sound of her exes voice. Now she was jealous and looking at Y/n to avoid glaring daggers at Natasha. Her shoulders tensed up at the hand she placed on their back. Wanda nearly smiled as Y/n’s whole body tensed up at the contact.
“Ask Yelena.” Came Y/n’s muffled voice.
Natasha smiled playfully. “I will if she could answer her phone.”
Y/n sat up right and took a deep breath, inching closer to Wanda. She wiped her face as she spoke. “She’s in class today doing a double to catch up and make up for her grade so she won’t be out of class until 5:30 and I made sure her and Kate are doing a buddy system so that they won’t be around after sundown by themselves because we are women on a college campus be fucking for real and use the buddy system whenever you can and however you can….Yelena is also the size of five stacked up toasters, black belt or not buddy system always works.”
They all laughed in a various octaves at her rant.
“That is very true, the buddy system is what works best.” Carol agreed gesturing towards them with her can of soda.
“Can I have some?” Y/n asked with a pout.
“Did you have soda today already?” Wanda asked softly, scooting closer to her.
Y/n shook their head. “No, I want a sip.” She pouted.
“Okay, baby.”
“What’s with the nickname seriously,“ Natasha passed off her comment as a joke with a forced chuckle. “are you two dating?”
Wanda opened her mouth to respond but Y/n beat her too after handing Carol back her drink. “And what if we are?” They asked.
Wanda beamed at the protectiveness on their voice. “Yeah what if we are.”
“So what if Wanda is the air that I breathe and the water that I drink.” Y/n added with a shrug, pulling the brunette into her side. “I adore her just as much as she does me, if not more.” The sleep deprivation was definitely talking but so what Wanda didn’t seem to mind. Natasha looked off to the side, avoiding eye contact with them both.
The brunette giggled and kissed her cheek.
“Well congrats.” Carol added with a grin.
“Thank you fellow lesbian.” Y/n beamed.
Carol threw her head back and laughed. “You’re welcome fellow lesbian.”
They all laughed at the exchange.
The day left and night began, as the clock hit 8 Y/n took their shower and did everything they needed to be done before bed. By the time they took their melatonin it was 11 at night.
They laid down in bed with all the lights off and the quiet thrum of voices coming from the living room as Kate and Yelena worked on a project for a class they had together. Y/n’s phone began to buzz on the night stand. Knowing the only person’s notifications she had on at this time of night she answered the phone without looking at the caller ID.
“Hey.” Y/n said.
“Hi.” Wanda sung.
“How’s my pretty girl doing?”
Wanda’s cheeks burned as she left her bathroom and moved to lie down in bed. She was stunned into silence and Y/n knew it. They began to laugh.
“Sorry, too much?”
“No, not at all just a shock that’s all.”
A few minutes of silence passed as Wanda got settled down into bed with the lights in her room off and her brother out for the night.
“About that conversation earlier…”
“My breakdown or Natasha’s jealousy?”
Wanda rolled her eyes so hard she wouldn’t be surprised if Y/n heard it through the phone. “Oh god don’t get me started, that was so annoying! And I hated when she started touching you like you two are close and that she speaks to you outside of you and Yelena practically being sisters like don’t touch her!” Wanda huffed.
Y/n giggled so loud she knows her bestfriends heard it. “I didn’t realize she got you so riled up my love.”
“Tell me about it.” Wanda sighed then bit her lip at the sound of their laughter. “But no, before they walked up I wanted to tell you that I understand how you feel and I’m here for you, you’re going to get through this.”
Y/n wished the Sokovian stood in front of her so that she could give her a hug. “Thank you sweetheart.”
“Of course angel.”
“You wanna stay on the phone with me tonight? I like the sound of your voice.”
“Well you have to I am your girlfriend now.”
Y/n chuckled. “Yeah…” Silence passed between as they both thought over that part of the conversation. “I would actually like for you to be my girlfriend in the future Wanda…I feel like you want the same but I could be wrong–”
“You’re not. I like you so much. Our nightly talks are something I’ve been looking forward to every day since they’ve started….can I take you on a date?”
“Absolutely.”
#wanda maximoff x reader#wanda maxmoff x y/n#wanda maximoff imagine#Wanda being territorial over reader before they are official is my niche idk about y’all but I LIVE FOR THAT SHIT#some dom sub dynamics now that I think about it#my insomnia is kicking my own ass and I need Wanda in my life#had to make Natasha a tad weird in this one although it pained me to do my pookie bear like that#I love this song btw it’s been stuck in my head for DAYS#I live breathe and eat college au’s#Wanda would absolutely take care of you without hesitation#when will user wandaspetal finally post smut?? only time will tell#mcu fandom#marvel mcu#mcu#mcu x reader#mcu imagine#mcu fanfiction#college au#wanda maximoff#elizabeth olsen
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The selfie I took today morning.
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Pray, listen. Though I return not from mine unnounaced hiatus.
Nor shall I swiftly resume mine Jacaerys agenda come next month, yet here I sit right now upon an 8K word draft of a meta on Mel fucking Medarda, because she might be my favourite fictional character. Ever (even with the treatment she suffered in the second season). Any gender. Any media. Yes, I am aware Athena, Katherine Pierce, Elizabeth Sloane, Thomas Shelby, book!Petyr Baelish, Maeve Millay, Beth Harmon, and Henry WInter exist.
Meanwhile, rather than ply my fingers to editing said meta—or dare I say, to sleep—I hath decided to use my gloriously evolved DaVinci Resolve skills and edit myself an explicitly Mel/Jayce/Viktor rendition of Arcane.
Lo, the fruits of my labor! 'Tis my brain—corrupted inadvertently—but also! combining all their scenes: • in s1 amounts to exactly 1:54:52 h • in s2 amounts to exactly 1:54:25 h
Mine mind hath gone unhinged over it, so I deemed it only just to bid thee join me in the unhingedness.
PS. Fortiche (save for that one animator—yall knowest who), you have my eternal love. My INTJ brain is climaxing over the message hidden within the pattern. You and your bajillion (142 and counting—should I make a series of posts/mini meta-s about them—I have the spreadsheet ready) parallels between these three give me life in the abyss that Saturn and Mercury have hewn for me recently (ngl, I'm real sym/em—pathetic with Jayce).
#shall the tags bear a semblance of sanity thou might inquire—well not on my watch#what they shall contain is the utter absence of mine wits after a 50-hour insomnia episode#i do not even repent anymore—'twould seem I am not fated to remain a keeper of but one fandom's chronicles#plus the grand ignoring of s2 act3#i know they did them dirty aye i do yet in my mind they are handled most perfectly#featuring#mel medarda#mine one and only cerebral iconoclast#the truest baddest queen to reign o’er all while robbing me of mine very vocabulary#jayce talis#mine one and only visionary iconoclast#my most beloved my bestest boy i love you to the moon and sun and back mine most cherished#them be mine roman empire#viktor#by my truth it doth be wondrous fair glorious evolution#i hold my privacy in too such esteem i cannot say why i relate to you so thoroughly#meljayvik#i guess#when i said i am a bisexual intellectual and i need to be served i knew not this is what I sought#interrupting my irregularly scheduled 24/7 jace propaganda to bring thee#no i am not back from my unannounced hiatus
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don't mind if i do
so.....
Imogen Temult
amirite?
LEAVE HER ALONE.
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At least the moon will keep him company in the dead of night
#micas art#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#a little bit of context for this:#this is based on my headcanon that malleus suffers from insomnia#there is something weirdly isolating and lonely about the night#when the world gets quiet and cold and dark and you feel like the only moving breathing thing in it#what could he do but wait for it to pass on his own?#its no ones burden to bear but his own and hes not some child who needs to be coddled to sleep#(but maybe. just maybe on the nights where it gets particularly bad he might crave a soft hand to gently comb through his hair)#(hes seem lilia do it countless times for silver when he was little. the memory always makes his bed feel a little bit colder)#also for anyone curious (and bc im unsure i drew it very well) the flower is a white chrysanthemum!#i definitely need to practice flowers more#but uwauuuuughkg this piece was so draining to work on. it gave me so much trouble and im still not completely sold on it#still hope it will resonate with people and that you can all enjoy it!!
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having no ability to regulate temperature is so fun like Yes i just stripped off a layer of clothes because I needed to stop sweating from my forehead, Yes I am now covered in goosebumps and shivering, Yes it will happen again as soon as I put my clothes back on
#physical autism stuff in general is so fun like i also can't sit in front of a fan without it feeling like it's blowing my fucking skin off#my parents sent me these sleep patches to help wi/insomnia & i cannot wear them because the adhesive pulls on my skin so much#those may also be overlap with EDS though lmfao. dies#x#when this happens at work/in public i just deal with awful sensory input until i am home yaaaay#it is truly a mystery as to why i have been in burnout for 4 years and only getting worse lol#also the raynaud's like these are all linked and i am so tired#i have to actively regulate my temp thru physical means and it feels like playing fishing in stardew valley#my body is like goldilocks went in the bear's house and they did not have a kid ksjdfnjsfhd
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what would luc name his bakery if he had one?
That's such a cute question!! If Lucas was alone and hadn't met MC yet, I think he would name it something like "Clair's Creations" or "Bear-y Delicious Desserts". But if he's with MC, he would want to run it with them and would ask if they can choose the name for it 😌
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sydney adamu has bewitched me body and soul
#fun little drawing i made last night bc i had insomnia :]#sydney adamu#the bear#ayo edebiri#art#sara makes art
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I LOVE your critical role gifsets (especially the imodna ones 💜🖤). If you don't mind me asking, what do you use to make your gifs?
I see you and so many other talented critters coming up with these amazing screencap gifs but how they are made is a marvel and a mystery to me.
thank u so much !!! was worried people would be like ma’am they’ve all been giffed before you’re two years too late, but I’m having fun going through this journey so 🤷♀️🥰💜
i use photoshop, and with critical role in particular i either download the episodes using 4kdownloader or i screen record straight from beacon (i find this better for quality but it takes me longer) - this is a basic gif tutorial if you need to basics, https://arianagrandre.tumblr.com/post/181835661395/heres-a-basic-gif-tutorial-using-frame but there are MANY others out there too!
i taught myself to gif like 14 years ago and never looked back hahaha (me aging myself and my tumblr here) but i aaalways appreciate a kind word about them so thank you again 🥹🥹🥹🥹
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the evil injustice of being a yapper and wanting to yap but being pathologically afraid of getting on anyone's nerves forever
#crow.txt#i have many words in my head and definitely more than anyone wants to listen to cause it's really stuff only i find interesting#anyway. whatever. bedtime for crow#insomnia should be kinder to me. it hasn't been lately. life hasn't been very kind lately ngl just in general. tired tired tired tired#bears were onto something with hibernation fr#the late night yuck 😞
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thoughts before i decide to take a nap but wukong definitely forced macaque to take naps with him all the time. the two, after so long apart, probably develop separation anxiety after reconciling so that bleeds into their own little habits which makes wukong need mac in order to sleep properly. and macaque is perfectly fine with that but wukong has awful timing and always chooses when mac is in the middle of doing something for a nap.
#🏮#shadowpeach#im tired so ofc naturally im thinking about them#macaques separation anxiety is definitely worse than wukongs but they both struggle through it#wukong usually is alot more okay during the day because he can call mac from wherever and he'll show up#but whenever he decides to sleep he needs mac close to ensure hes okay#macaques the same way in the sleeping department but usually his anxiety kicks off during the day so he prefers to be kept busy#plus with his insomnia sometimes he just lays awake while wukongs got him in a death grip snoring away#macaque is just wukongs teddy bear at this point
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finally figured out what to do with watercolor.
#i re-read it all bc i love it (yes i'm my fan) and i couldn't bear not finishing it lol#anyway i deleted the last two parts. part 50 is officially the last one now#i'm posting two epilogues#the first one i'm already done with and is coming later today (it's 2:30am over here lol i've got insomnia)#the next one is coming next week bc i'm working from thursday to saturday at the bar now and i'm on zombie mode all those days 🥲#i mean if i manage to finish the second one before sunday i'm posting it but yeah#see you all laterrrrr today ✌🏻#skz imagines#hyunjin imagines#stray kids imagines
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We are *not* getting out of bed at 5am. 🎃
#Binx really hates our insomnia#Binx#pumpkin fun kitty#bab#babw#build a bear#plushblr#comfort plush#posic#posic plush#posic companion
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Sleep… Is for the weak (My insomnia’s acting up again)
#phobias rambles#I’m just jealous#Don’t wake me up in the morning#I will be tired#maintenance insomnia#insomnia#Treat me like I bear#I will kill you if you disturb my hibernation
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hello in the night. i just woke up. slept with grumpy 🐻💙
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