#insecr

[plusie]

🪷 - luna moth plushies!

[harleycrittercorner]

Big feets

Northern Leaf-footed Bug (Top right)

Giant Leaf-footed Bug (All the rest)

[br1ghtestlight]

in the movie kuchi kopi says louise's head hasn't grown since she was three years old and louise said some people are just born w/ heads the perfect size but ACTUALLY if you look at pictures of louise from when she was young you can see that her bunny ears were wayy oversized for her head until she was about seven or eight years old. so linda actually gave her an oversized hat which she then grew into. if u even care

[i-make-mogai-terms-2]

Aessectgender - a gender connected to beautifully colored insects. - 01/23/22

the flag has cool colors and a beetle symbol because beetles have cool colors. what more would you want

[shadowlflight]

ISAT and The Making Of An Actor

eyo who wants to talk about how siffrin/loops "actors in my stage play" analogy perfectly slots into a very specific unhealthy behavior Some People Do when theyre having a bad time which involves turning the people around you into Concepts and Ideas in order to make them easier for you to manage and feel like you're more incontrol of them because the truth is that they're extremely afraid of losing control and feel like they have no control in their lives?

Author mentioned that making this game was some kind of therapy and this is very apparant in many ways but I haven't seen anyone discuss This particular way and I've got a lot of thoughts and feelings about it.

Me and the psuedo psych nerds in the typology community already know this behavior well and who is applies to, and its not the only beavior reminisint of Siffrin (and You Know Who's) particular type, by a long shot.

So I kind of wish that this analogy of "keep to the script" "keep in character" "dont deviate from the play" "thy are but actors on a stage" had been taken to a more extreme stage.

Or actually, IS this what it looks like, to have someone be so insecure about their control insecrities that they just, become a jerk to you, because theyre convinced they're not in control enough? I've heard that in real life it looks much different and happens, not when the individual is simply going through a hard time and breaks down, but when those around them start to deviate from their roles.

If the actors are a means of compartmentalizing people into concepts to make their chaos of your life easier to manage, then I wouldve loved to see siffrins reaction done towards his family not simply because he was having a hard time and a breaking down, but because he cant handle it when The Actors Deviate From Their Roles. When they step out of the box Sifferin has put them into inside his head by saying or doing something that breaks one of the patterns Sifferin sees in their behavior.

Those pattern breaks often scare the shit out of people like sifferin because they suddenly think that their actor has lied to them, become something different, or that something is wrong or breaking because something new happened that they didnt expect. And it can create this feeling of being betrayed or lied to, and that wouldve made a lot more sense for an outburst from sifferin than simply him saying some of the meanest shit to his friends and family suddenly just because he was not okay.

If youve played the game then you already know that during the loops, sometimes the characters say and do different things seemingly at random, but no break down was had at any point when the Actors deviated from the script at those points, so it makes me think that maybe this isnt a Control issue at all and it was always a people issue instead. Maybe the control was always FOR the people in the first place?

"I have to control you so that I can save you and im mad youre not doing exactly what i expected you to do"? Maybe?

So many possibilities man.

[kadenha]

I'm trying to change my artstyle bro I'm gonna die. I HATE LOVE HORO BUT BRO!!!!! HE'S SO FUN TO DRAW PLEASS ignore how I forgot to make the tielongwr this was supposed to be a simmple sketch but I decided to color it

extra.... they kinda gay.... look at them.... they probably watch movies together insecr et...... gang... look at them.... I need them dead.... please...

[tyummyz]

little!nick whos insecrities go away the SECOND he is with his cg

anon i love u for this

(HE PROBABLY FEELS SO PROTECED AND JUST MORE CONFIDENT WITH HIS CGGG ☹️☹️☹️)

[lilywily143]

Live Blog Number 2

Murder Drones Episode 4: Cabin Fever

Just to say it, I love N's hat in the Thumbnail. I hope to see Khan at least once

CAMP 98.7, with a school bus coming up

There is a robot riding the bus like a cowboy and that's goofy

Oh it's definally the main protag's class. I see her fire head [literally] classmate making light in the bus XD

THEY ALL HAVE GOOFY COLORED HATS AWW

oh don't you dare tell me Lizzy and Thad are friends idk if I am happy or not

Awww Uzi [protag] has a backpack with bat wings

Oh gosh Khan!!

And wow he and a lot of people were at the camp when humans were alive

Collars Uzi and Doll have have numbers?

Oh gosh those are her mom's things?! SHe's a artist...?

"SKy deamon, sigularity, look at this S I can draw." It's that sharp triangle thing, that's a lot of stuff, and wow her mom is intresting

"I'm not who either of you needed" Khan no your awesome

Oooo did mom have a collar like Uzi? Well makes sence with that program

"just be safe" Khan you are the best dad I love you /p

I love the teachers straw hat and also Uzi made this field trip a thing! Must be about the pictures she found

HAH She didn't want a field trip, the teacher just saw it as a exsuse to make the other's grades go up. SO they are stuck with miss "crazy"

AHHHHHH N AND V ARE COUNCLERS I LOVE THEM EEE N I LOVE YOU AND V IS SO NONCHALANT I JUST LOVE THEM

Oh gah a kid fainted at them..... I don't blame them... oh wait V shot them as a warning for others... Of course she did

Yeah, be mad at V, N. "Minus 1"

So the trio of V N and Uzi are making the others do crap for their own investigation? Cool! And Uzi was so flattered at that aww

Ooo Lizzy and Thad helping the trio!!?? YES

"Anything for my bestie" Lizzy, you really seem to be a bit better

I love how V always has her claws out, she don't care

Nawww Uzi calling them friends with her blush AND a :3 smile. That was the best thing ever, so far

Someone called N a little guy even thou he is super tall. Not complaining

Oh they think the Murder Drones are defective and that's why they are nice. Hhh

V is trying so hard to not kill for Uzi, I love that for her but man she will lose it later.

Rebacca don't you dare flirt with N

Uzi, doing her work. But leaving the murder drones to the class. Hope it's okay

ooo human buildings

ooo she's getting good at her Absolute Solver Program Powers and oh no a bug

Hah I love this calander Uzi found "EVACUTE ALL DOGS: JUST IN CASE SOMEONG BAD HAPPENS IDK <- Cool we did that that's canon. Also all dogs are immortal now! THANKS TO SCIENCE"

AND UZI WAS SO RELIVED TO READ THAT MY GOSH YOU KNOW WHAT DOGS ARE?!

HAND HAND HAND HUMAN HAND A SCREAM?! SOMETHINGS GONNA HAPPEN

hhhhh that gave me a heart attack, the class got close to wear Uzi is investigating and shessh. But what's with the hand?

Two robots are holding a boat with Lizzy and V on top. WHat a ship hah

And Rebacca, stop. flirting. with. N. He has no intrest with you!

V is actually being light hearted, that's really cute to see.

"I CAN'T SWIM" The lake is frozen over -_- ANd of course N "saved" her like the sweetie he is

Uzi, breathe! "High Temp"!oh no this aint good

ohhh nooo She took a robot hand to EAT but her drone type shouldn't have that urge. Uzi please

Oh V thanks for checking on her...

YOU SRACTHED UZI'S FACE PLATE!?

Don't you dare make Uzi insecre with her friend making skills and then LEAVE ALL NONCHALANT!? V WHAT IS WITH YOU?!

ok, Well Uzi helped repair a little bug. That's nice

She gave it the salute as it left, naww

hhh a dead robot under the floorboards, thanks bug for going there, I guess

okay more creepy drawings, mabye Uzi's mom. ALso "THIS SIDE IN INTENTIONALLY LEFT BLANK" yet that text is on it XD

Cool looking claw nail in the paper

wait, a green bug variety. The others were always red

IT MAKES EMOTES IN TEXT BUBBLES oh gosh wait "SUBMIT TIMECARD | PTO REQUEST | REGISTER TORTURE CHAMBER COMPLAINT | END MY SUFFERING (PROMO OFFER DISCONTINUED) | CALL ELAVATOR" What the freak?!?!

The bug heard Uzi and sent in in the chat

AHHH DOLL HOLOGRAM NO

hhh back to the class with Archery!

Aww N is so cute, "Did I.. Cheat?" No your just a pro

well, V didn't kill that one, but I think she is about to....!

Uzi is back-ish, she showed N the chatting bug

Aww well, N tried. "Don't tell V I'm Here" "Uzi is that you? Get over here... WAIT NO REFLEXES!"

igybhuoinjefbvhnjk UZI WHAT DID YOU DO?!?! SHE MADE A CREPPY DRAWING CREATURE WITH THE PROGRAM BY ACCIDENT!!! WHAT THE FUCK IT'S SO GROSS!!

OH GOSH V MAY RECONISE IT?!

NO UZI DON"T RUN YOU NEED HELP!!

BREATHE UZI DON"T EAT THE ARM OH GOSH UZI CALM DOWN

SHE CAN"T CONTROL THE PROGRAM IT MADE ANOTHER CREEPY DRAWING CRITTER AHH UGH THE NOISES

oh gosh back to class, V wants to kill UZi but N defends like a good friends. And Lizzy pulled her phone out to record...

"SHE'S A KID, LIKE US V" gosh they really are kid robos

N is going to find Uzi and sheesh V really won't talk about what the thing she won't talk about is.

"Hot... Not Hot? You're to good for him" Lizzy, they aren't dating at this point.

Rebacca, what was with that look to V??? /genuinly oh wait she left the area with her bf [oh yeah also, why flirt with N if you have this un named guy??]

They found Uzi's investigation place, and now hidey hole. Stay safe

Hhhhh so much grossness is around the place

Uzi's flashlight, where is she?

SHE HAS BAT WINGS HERSELF NOW SHE HAS THE DISSASABALLY DRONE SYMBOL ON HER FACE LIKE N AND V SOMETIMES DO!!!! FUCK NO

oh gosh wait N is in the next scence and it made me think.... The current Murder Drones has wings that are bone-like, but Uzi's were bat-fleshy.... Did N, V, and also J have a fleshy look before the flashback scene in the piolt??? Did something happen to make the metal structure underneath appear?

N is in the hidey hole. PLZ PLZ be safe

Wait is it the same, there seems to be a lot more tech. or is this further in the house Uzi found???

"Zombie Drones!!!" A training video.... Oh fuck what is Uzi actually??

hhhh N got flashbacks of a girl, a lone hand, and the core situatinon talked in the piolt..

UZI GOSH! SHE IS DEVOURING THOSE ROBOTS AND SHE CAN'T HANDLE IT IN HER BODY! N FIND HER NOW

Oh no something escaped the house and it isn't Uzi on a rampage. CRAP IT"S WHAT A ZOMBIE DRONE WILL BE WON'T IT

back to class... they are roasting battieres over a fire.. clever

Rebacca's upper half came to the class!! Not a zombie drone yet gahh

"Unpopular, purple hair, hot topic." You don't remember her name so this is what you say!? Rebacca you suck

Uzi what are you doing here?

Oh gosh she really looks like a murder drone now but fleshy...

Where is Thad? He's been gone for a while.

"That's not what the book said" What does that mean?

oh hoho Uzi looks quite epic but I know this isn't good for her. She is killing them

HHH Uzi is using a body as a puppet for BAIT

V IS HERE TO SAVE THE DAY AND LIZZY YES

"killing her, not saving you." "okaaay Mom" V and Liz have a fun bond

hhhh don't kill Uzi PLZ ahhh she wants to talk to N my heartttt

UZI'S TAIL HAS A MOUTH AHHH GROSS

UZI BROKE V'S ARM AHH UZI'S TAIL BITE OFF V'S TAIL AFHBEWBLFJK

NNNNNN N YAH!!!

"Easy there buddy." *is stabbed in hand by Uzi* "Hahah ow" HE'S SO NON CHALANT RIGHT NOW AND AHH N I LOVE U

N and V are really just siblings

HHhh N is so sweet trying to help Uzi, who YEAH she's acting normal. aka tsndere

"You weren't with me to make it fun, somehow." N YOU SWEETHEART

EEEE He is so sweet, making a puppet with her tail, and her little giggles at it <333

She tried it to <33333

oh gosh right they were talking while falling [did I not mention that N threw Uzi in the air? idk why he did but it happened, i just thought she'd come back down immediatly]

Oh V has a fixed arm and is ready to kill.

N held Uzi at the last second he is so nice.

hhh his happy little face holding Uzi in such a close hug

[N is the pink blob] I love this robot /p

V stood down. Yes

Lizzy is back to sass V up a little, nice

Aww V smiled at Lizzy behind her back in such a sencire way.

the bus leaves the camp

HHHH Uzi sleeping on N's shoulder and N is sleeping too and the little green bug is with them AAA

Hh V pulling a excuse for Uzi about the missing kids

Oh gosh the sun hurts Uzi now like N!! Oh gosh she really is a flesh murder drone.

hhh she held N's hand in her sleep but N was too shy to hold it back ahh

He still has the Zombie Drones VHS...

~and credits

[that-there-is-a-wierd0]

There’s this headcanon that Ebigeso made that Incredible Principal is shy to show his face which is why he wears a mask. But I find that silly because why would you code your own robot to feel insecre? Usually you program fear to prevent something bad like death or murder. But then I remembered this is Billy, and one justification I though of was that he probably fucks with his robots to vent out his own issues… Like when you self-insert onto your OCs so taht you have someone to relate to. I think the only time it gets really screwed up is in BBEG:11YL when Gaming Computer is programmed to genuinely feel heartbreak, like… Billy, what’s your damage 😭 tf happened in 11 years.

OMG THIS I feel like billy just represses soooo much of himself because he's scared of being weak or an embarrassment. He wants to look his best at absolutely all times and he's incredibly stoic and cold hearted as a result.

It's the exact same thing when Billy sees Mira draw really concerning things (cough cough self termination) but Mira brushes it off. Like. I don't think you are ok actually????

Billy definitely expresses himself through his craft, I bet he makes desktop buddies that cry and get angry. That's he bad he's feeling at the moment 😭😔

[notwarriorswiki]

i think spidereyes is such a fucked up name for a warrior cat thats like naming your kid Insecr or Cockroach

You could've just DM'd me this on Discord, but no you want to make sure the world hears it.

[mydisenchantedeulogy]

Masterlist: Fragile Lines

A/n: this story is a WIP, and chapters will be linked here when they are done. Please enjoy.

No Minors Allowed!!

Summary: Ariana is a down-to-earth ER doctor who lives a mildly stress-free life in Albuquerque, New Mexico. Or so she thinks. As the younger sister of Chuck and Jimmy McGill; two troublesome attorneys, she is always being pulled into their everyday drama, especially when it involves the other.

Unbeknownst to her, she is soon dragged into a cluster of absurdity following a suggestion she gives to Jimmy and puts herself in the sights of Nacho Varga. Her simple life is about to take a turn for the worse and lines are about to be broken.

Character Description: Ariana "Ria" McGill

Story Playlist: Link

Chapters:

[One - Bad Blood]

[Two - Charmer]

[Three - Smoking Gun]

[Four - Mind Over Matter] 

[Five - Tongue Tied]

[Six - Footsteps] 

[Seven - A Life to Live]

[Eight - Restless]

[Nine - Obvious]

[Ten - Damn] Coming Soon

[Eleven - Anything Could Happen] Coming Soon

[Twelve - Him] Coming Soon

[Thirteen - Bad Poetry] Coming Soon

[Fourteen - Mouth in Motion] Coming Soon

[Fifteen - Out of Body Thinking] Coming Soon

[Sixteen - Colorful] Coming Soon 

[Seventeen - Best Ever] Coming Soon 

[Eighteen - Life Starts Now] Coming Soon 

[Nineteen - Reality] Coming Soon 

[Twenty - Limitless] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-one - Weak] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-two - In the End] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-three - Quicksand] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-four - Burning Away] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-five - Demons] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-six - Outlast] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-seven - In Love With Sorrow] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-eight - Insecrities] Coming Soon 

[Twenty-nine - Ghost] Coming Soon 

[Thirty - Life Goes On] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-one - Emotional Kaleidoscope] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-two - Slap Silly Happy] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-three - Forget] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-four - Born a Lion] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-five - No Walls] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-six - Mayday] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-seven - One Foot in the Grave] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-eight - Someone Else] Coming Soon 

[Thirty-nine - Good Time] Coming Soon 

[Forty - Vultures] Coming Soon 

[Forty-one - Truth from Lies] Coming Soon 

[Forty-two - Never Leave] Coming Soon 

[Forty-three - Frozen in Time] Coming Soon

[tonjansen1958]

That was perfect, absolutely perfect.

I would like to add my thought to the final episode, no, on the last minute of the last episode of Dawson's Creek.

We see the end of the Creek in which the actors playing Dawson and Joey finally chose romatically for each other. Next we see Joey reacting on the end and her words were "That was perfect, absolutely perfect. There were twe options at that moment. Either she would choose Dawson or she would choose Pacey. By rating her choice for Dawson as perfect, absolutely perfect, she doubted clearly about the choicie she made for Pacey, as we learn a few moments later. He saw the ening of the show, he heard Joey's remars and how did he react. Not by saying something wise and witty you might expect, like "Well I am glad we made another choice Jo" no he was crying. And I know what was sad about Pacey's tears, caused by him realizing it were the final shots of the show and that filled him with tears. But what is Kevin Williamson telling u by showing Pacey in tears. I cannot explain it better that Pacey saw the ending of the show, heard Joey's valuation, doubt, and flew back to his behavior in season four, where his insecrities finaly led to lashing out to Joey on the promboat. That is was caused his tears. Joey who had chosen at that moment for Pacey had the need asking Dawson in the telephone call that followed after the new season of the Creek. The Creek being a copy of life in Capeside, but Joey needed some more tragedy, to come to another outcome. And as if that is not enough, after saying goodbye, we see Dawson leaving his office accompanied by the same music we heard at the end of season 1 where Dawson and Joey kissed romantically for the first time. She mentioned that later in Coda as her most life altering moment. Not the death of her mother, not making love to Pacey for the first time, no, the kiss with Dawson. At the end of Coda they also kissed and she described that later as a moment she felt mere mortal and she felt a moment of true greatness. She shared more moments with that boy and the kiss at the end of season 1 was surely one of them. The moment Mary Beth Nielsen sang, Say goodnigt, not goodbye.

Kevin Williamson was pressed by Katie and Joshua, not to let Dawson-Joey be the endgame. And he gave in to their wishes. But not wiithout making a great statement for a Dawson Joey romance in the near future!

[jesterjamz]

insecr

i JUDT WOKE UP AGAIN

[zoealessa14]

Think about it...

Do you think that people see you like you see yourself?

i don´t know, i don´t really feel confident, i´m really insecre about my body and my looks. Many people tell me i´m beautiful and that i´m good person but i don´t really belive that because i get told more often that i´m ugly or not nice so i can´t belive the good things i get told most of the time. So i guess some people see me like i see myself, but thats because the comments that others make about our behavior or looks change the way that we see ourself.

[hazel-of-sodor]

lovely posts! Something I'd like to add. The Big Three all act like they're the best, but each has incredibly different context/connotations to it.

James-Acts like hes the best because he Truly believes hes the best, but everyone knows hes , in the words of unlucky tug, just some mogul

Henry-Acts likes hes the best in an attempt to hide/cover/distract from his failings and insecrities

Gordon- acts like the best because he factly is. And this is critical to his character. Hes not full of hot air, he is the fastest, strongest, and best. He is the latest in the express design in TTRE, with the Castles not appearing till later that year. The most infurating thing about Gordon? Hes not arrogant, hes right.

This is why his disgrace in 1952 is such a big deal. Gordon has always come out on top in the end. No matter what anyone tried, he was the greatest. but after 30 years, he finally stumbles, hard.

Gordon not only struggles with not being condesening bc hes autistic coded (source-autistic girl writing this) and struggles with feelings, but because he always has been on top. Hes never been anywhere else.

Forever and Ever... Even in the 1920s-1960s

Started going down a long digression in the 2+4 essay. Gonna follow this breadcrumb trail over here instead...

One of my arguments is that Gordon actually behaves well and graciously way more often than he is usually given credit for (and starts doing this way earlier than often credited, too).

Along the way, I realized that his spots of bad behavior are not random. When he starts acting all Ass, it's almost always in the period of some sort of major change in his life:

The Three Railway Engines - *waves hand vaguely* all of it -> he's just transferred from the GNR to Sodor

Troublesome Engines - *waves hand again* y'know, all of it -> Thomas moved away :(

Henry the Green Engine - harrumphing about how Henry has let the side down in like three different ways directly after Henry's major reconstructive surgery -> the horrible wreck where Henry, his best friend, could have died, and instead was in hospital the rest of the damn winter

Gordon the Big Engine - "Mind you keep on the rails today!" and then, when he gets pushback, retreating to old friend "boasting" -> is he mother-henning Henry?? he's explicitly referencing the Kipper accident! I would not be too shocked to learn that Gordon gets twinges of unease that he never examines every so often whenever he sees Henry with a train

Percy the Small Engine - "Quack quack quack!" and trying to bully Duck (lol. lmao, even) -> Percy is gonna move away :(

Main Line Engines - getting on his high horse about "Branch Line Diesels" and then getting into a huge spat with Edward that results a brand-new beat-down of a dead horse named "Edward is Weak and Useless" -> We learn in "Wrong Road" that his fireman is new. Presumably his old fireman advanced to fill the role, leaving the vacancy... which means that Gordon recently lost his old driver to retirement.

You might be thinking "well yeah, stressors are stressful, most people's outbreaks of bad behavior have to do with some sort of Big Life Thing" - I certainly thought so, for a mo'. But this isn't true of the other major characters? James's worst behavior in the Wilbert books comes when he is slightly delayed sometimes during his work day and when Toby just, erm… exists. Thomas's worst behavior is because he… doesn't like his snowplough, and has a careless cleaner.

No, only Gordon's poor behavior can so consistently be linked to big changes. Indeed, not many RWS characters have been seen with quite as much of an interior life as we learn Gordon has in "Tenders for Henry." By that point, Gordon has matured enough that he doesn't express his feelings in this emotionally-stupid make-it-everyone's-problem sort of way. But we can see clearly that the end of steam seems to affect him more deeply than anyone else at Tidmouth.

So yeah, I think there's something real and insightful in the above pattern. Once again, my friends - Galloping Sausage with Feelings.

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