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i feel sick to my stomach about the situation in palestine
#these people have never known peace#and the fact that this is the worst#utterly terrifying#idk how anyone can sleep at night esp world leaders#insane and unfathomable#current events#free palestine
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so again, I'm rereading howl's moving castle LMFAO and truly diana wynne jones' disdain for in depth sensory description is sooo cool. I think I've arrived at one of the most basic things that fascinates me about this book and that drew me in and it's something about how descriptive language and tone intersect. there's a lot of two-step visual description, but very little of the specific descriptive language I'm accustomed to. I can know that something looks lightweight because of the way that michael is carrying it, or that the slime is green and has a weird reaction when you dump ash on it, or that michael obviously wished he had not spoken, or that from the way howls feet are braced it's clear he is exerting great force, but it's almost rare that there's a plain description of what's going on. even if there is a proper one, there's always an opinion or extrapolation at the end of it: the wind tore at sophie's face so savagely that she thought she'd end up with half her face behind each ear. generally what I find is that instead of inferring how a character must feel based on how they are acting, you get to make up the specifics about a character's actions or experience based on how the narrator tells you they feel about it. the writing isn't broken down into small pieces for you to put together; it's made of big ones. a single description hits about three different ideas, and there's another similar one in the next paragraph, and you have to keep up. it drives the story along at a committed pace as well as makes the magic system feel very unique, and then that uniquely maintained system becomes scaffolding for the story's themes to grow off of
#in unfathomable detail#howl's moving castle#diana wynne jones#i probably sound insane sorry#you guys don't have to read this#I just need to diary it so I can understand someday..
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please tell us more about hector's quirks o great sniler
also your art and tags bring me so much joy!! hope you have a wonderful weekend :D
Context: In a previous post i drew Hector with visible seems on his body and in the tags said he has a few ... quirks for being an ex-god.
Hector will quite literally fall apart at a random seam (or a few) if he gets too wrapped up in destructive/unhealthy thinking now. If you wanna think about it in a more terrifying context this is essentially what i headcanoned happened to his body when he ascended - except in the rift it all dissipated, leaving him as how he was as Inspekta.
Once you go in the rift even if you choose to leave it still will affect you. You will have to live with the choices you made either way. You climbed the tower of Babel and looked gods in the eye as an equal- you do NOT return the same.
#ggg spoilers#great god grove#ggg hector#ggg godpoke#ggg inspekta#also i hope yall enjoy how i set the comic up as angst and immediately ruined it with the bit of his head popping off#and his body falling into the fucking creek#i love setting up bits like this its just. very personally funny to me#this is still very sucks for hector though despite it being silly#also besides the silly bit. i do really have thoughts about this.#THOUGH TO BE FAIR. I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS. AN INSANE AMOUNT.#'BOUT MANY VARIOUS THINGS#but just. something something metaphor about falling apart emotionally taken physically & literally + a disability metaphor#being changed in an unfathomable manner to reach divinity and then even if you return your form is still perverted in some way#and its tied to how you see yourself and your mental health#sniles ..... :]#also thank u so much anon it means lot people actually enjoy my art and insane rambles#i was used to radio silence most the time when making art unless directly dming friends so its nice to see.... any response honestly#i esp love seeing people making noises in tags in response to my art because. yeah. felt. oooooouuuughgghghg
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there comes a time when your parent does something that you've always been conditioned to accept as "normal" in plain view of a stranger who is not used to this behavior, and their reaction does something to your brain that makes everything kind of click into place
for me it was when I was a teenager and my dentist was showing my mother the procedure she had done on her own teeth (gum graft, I was being considered for it) and the dentist pulls up her own lips to show how everything looks natural after it's healed
and my mom leans in very, very close to the dentist to peer into her mouth, and she lifts her fingers to point to at this dentist's gums. and she sticks her fingers inside this woman's mouth.
and the dentist kind of reels back like "heyyy what the fuck" except not saying that because my mom is still a potential client, right. but I'm like oooh okay okay I see. this cavalier boundary breaking and lack of bodily autonomy in our household isn't normal. cool. good to know.
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Happy one year to when this episode description first dropped and my insanity began
#the personal ot3 insanity was already going but this elevated it to previously unfathomable levels#ted lasso#jamie tartt#roy kent#keeley jones
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hello sharks id like to offer new tumblr sexyman of the week and its this fucking asparagus
#tumblr sexyman#veggietales#archibald asparagus#im unfathomably bored at work#im not even religious but he keeps popping up all around me#im going insane. losing my marbles even#decktech rambles
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listening to meet the grahams again and i’m just positive that katt williams opened the pandora’s box for hatred at the start of the year
#actually unfathomable how much hatred laces every single note of that song#and the cover art too…bitch the ozempic prescription??#whoever the mole in ovo camp is is on the same level as judas and brutus rn#just insane stuff here#kendrick lamar#drake
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that one post thats like "tumblr name a woman challege (impossible)"
#sorry for the disclaimer i don't want people getting fr mad#pamela voorhees#friday the 13th#pearbear#pear bear#fursona#I'm so pressed like you can't have jason without pam#he does all this shit because his mom told him to bro shes actually integral to his character#can you imagine being a mother of a deformed child and doing your damn best to raise him lovingly#only to lose him to the unfathomably cruelty of the deeply ableist world of 1950s USA??? This sweet boy who doesnt deserve it???#They took your baby from you for no reason other than passive apathy. Your baby that was your whole world. You can never see him again.#bro idk i'd be fucking beside myself. i think i'd go as insane as she did too. that poor woman. christ alive.#...She probably shouldn't have killed all those teenagers tho. just sayin mama i know misery loves company but like. take it easy.
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Entity Research: 200$
Protectorate propaganda: 100$
memory erasure: 950$
Mutating random children: 5,650$
Electric bills: 300$
Someone who can manipulate the economy help me budget this. My secret organization is dying
#cauldron's electricity usage must have been insane though#to power that massive of a complex and everything in it is unfathomable to me#worm#parahumans#worm web serial#wormblr#cauldron
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nelvas and elenfric are concrete Proofs that love is real and blooming
#text#beautiful sprouts of first love trust me on that#i'm just in slight denial because i wanna think t*lvas doesn't like n*loth much but that is ignorant towards -#- the degree and capacity of love a youngin can carry 😍 Sigh. ok maybe he's okay with liking that abomination#outside factors play into that (the harrowing things he has to live thru) but whatever. it's somewhat pure nonetheless#t*lvas' mom is gonna be in horrors and in bad condition upon finding out her son is being hit and experimented on -#- not to mention being piped by some old Monster but i think she will suck it up and calm down once she learns he's rich#'oh.. .. well.... okay then..Son... if you like him...😓' (t*lvas shuffling and looking at his nails)#he's jsut embarrassed#el*nwen deep and loving sense of ownership of her fave captive nepo baby#she wants to give him a bath#insane degrees of deep seated want for ulfr*c. bought him at the Nordstore and now he's hers 😍#sk*rim characters are so loving tho. G*lmar loves his friends so bad. my queen#el*nwen is fuming jealous over the thought of g*lmar giving ulfr*c a backrub#bye#ok actually maybe t*lvas youngin love not that beautiful because i forget logically it;s gonna leave him so broken it's unfathomable i can -#- always imagine him smelling clothes that reek of sweat and Death and being like 'everything reminds me of him😢'#he's gonna go hard on those prescription pills and mead but whatever#FIRST LOVEEEEE💗💗💗💗💗💗🫰🫰🫰🫰🫰
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my sense of urgency for this election was all used up watching a genocide play out live on instagram while my mom continued to talk about which politician might make the housing market better and i tried not to genuinely lose my mind over the dissonance. in all honesty short of bombs dropping on americans' houses my adrenal glands are beyond checked out. i'll show up to the polls and do my part and try to plug into the bare bones direct action i can find in the middle of nowhere deep red county state but god. there are so many posts circulating trying to fear monger me into voting for one genocidal president of this genocidal nation over another and i may as well live on a different planet. i can fathom the urgency but i could not make myself feel it short of being held at gunpoint. which may even be on the ballot but that's how americans have been voting for decades now and each of them regardless of party has worried about the idea of being held at gunpoint while a right of theirs is taken away while there are people who are already being held at gunpoint and their rights have already been taken away by the very people being beamed into my eyeballs as the escape from this hypothetical violence that's already non-hypothetically happened to millions who aren't US liberals because of the america they're trying to save from trump the same america regardless of democrats or republicans or whigs or federalists and does anyone else feel like they're going crazy
#j.txt#2024 elections#cannot imagine how american palestinians are feeling#it's genuinely... like i felt honest to god insane watching the boots on the ground journalists over there every day for like 4 months#and then going to work 5 days a week like any of this fucking matters#like nothing about this election can compare in my psyche to that like i'm not even trying to compare them but my brain like#changed shapes this year. and its shape now does not include a sense of urgency about fucking dollhouse barbie american politics after#experiencing all that. last year early this year#i still think about gaza every day but i'm privileged enough to have burned out obsessively getting updated every day#the ocean we swim in said this is normal now. israel committing genocide w our dollars is normal now#it's the same shit with the pandemic and i don't buy into it but the dissonance of the entire world around me spinning on that axis#while mine spins on a completely different one where thousands of people we could have saved are dead now#like sorry that is genuinely insane. i feel like my mind will actually break if i think about it for too long#it's a worldwide gaslight and it's Unfathomable that these political issues in my world#where thousands are dead. is not on my mom's political radar whatsoever like she's thinking about jesus and the housing market#like those thousands upon thousands of lives were never even REAL#i feel like i'm going crazy man it's so fucking ridiculous how am i supposed to take politics seriously with that split#like i know how and i still do but. can anyone here me it's just#it's genuinely a gaslight to think about it too long like i will feel like my reality is splintering
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i guess people make posts to pin so here goes nothing!
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and like we used to be on DA but we dont really go there often anymore but theres some of our art that you can only find there and im not linking it btw.
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My mom started watching Our Flag Means Death and you know what just hit me? She's not going to have to wait for season two for a year and a half. No one is ever going to have to wait for season two again.
It got me thinking about new fans and how much of a completely different experience must it be to watch season two directly after watching season one for the very first time. They don't have to stop after episode 10 and sit with Ed's pain and Stede's desperation.
Will they think that Lucius is dead? The last image of the show isn't Ed sobbing anymore? They can just watch the next episode like it's nothing? If they want to they can have the reunion right away?
How much more unhinged is Ed going to look to them if they haven't had time to sit and wallow with him for months? If they don't have to stop and feel the pain? If they don't have the time and uncertainty of not even knowing if the show was going to be renewed...
Just the idea of being able to watch season two right away is kind of unfathomable to me.
#its just weird knowing that the experience we've had watching this show is forever changed and cannot be replicated anyomore#no one is ever going to have to wait for season 2 ever again and that's insane to me#how does it look and feel to watch season two directly after season one#that's unfathomable to me#our flag means death#ofmd#ofmd spoilers
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reading the rick and morty character guide and the short story introduction reads SO MUCH like cosmic horror
#random thoughts#guess what motherfuckers it's blue man time#love the idea of rick becoming Like That after being confronted with the incomprehensible scope of the multiverse#and now HE'S the borderline cthulhulian entity driving people insane lol#specifically love this interpretation because him living with the smiths gives off SUCH 'retired villain' vibes#like yeah this guy has caused unfathomable destruction but now the worst thing he does is shake soda cans before putting them back
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if it’s gotten to the fucking point that the Ministry of Education has to announce that “the school year is cancelled” for part of Gaza because all its students have been murdered, humanity has failed, failed at everything— flat out, point blank, and unequivocally failed.
#I will not pretend that I’ve known the extent of the situation up until now#I feel I’ve been out of touch with true reality and have only now been catching up#and my heart and mind will never fully be able to comprehend why and how and WHY this is happening#but GOD these children#I once worked with Syrian youth who had come to Canada with their families#to hear their pain and listen to their cries— I still don’t sleep well at night. I hear them all the time.#now children are writing their names on their bodies so they can be IDENTIFIED.#humanity has failed; this is NOT humanity.#it’s just so insane and unbelievable and just simply UNFATHOMABLE that this is going on#LET ALONE FOR OVER 17 YEARS.#to hear my friends and coworkers cry over their lost friends and family members#to have to hold them for THIS REASON.#I have never been a praying person in my life but I am believing in any and every god for the people of Palestine.#I will not believe that choosing to pray does nothing.#because while those beautiful people keep praying I will keep praying.#and it’s not even corny to say that I’m praying for that bright break in the clouds#for the sun to shine upon them SOON AND QUICKLY.#for my friends and my coworkers and my neighbours who grieve and mourn but still pray for an end.#hugging and kissing and holding everyone very tightly from where I am. because I can do little else than I already am.#palestine#free palestine#free gaza#✦ nc vb.#cw murder
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So do we think the non water flight version of the text is actually a cipher or nah?
I initially thought so, it looked like a replacement cipher with missing letters of based on the patterning, (potentially one of those plus sign replacement ciphers, I forget what they are called if they have a name) but now that I’ve seen the corresponding plaintext it’s clear it’s not simple substitution w missing bits at the very least.
Could potentially be looking at a more advanced cipher but idk if the devs would go that far especially since they pretty much gave us the plaintext, so they could’ve just created a cipherlike set of symbols that doesn’t decrypt to anything. If that’s the case they did a good job making something that looked reasonably enough like a cipher that I played around with it for a little bit. But it’s also not entirely impossible they used something a tad more advanced especially given that a simple substitution would get broken quite quickly.
#I might mess around w it some more idk#but if it’s just random symbols I don’t want to waste too much time#though I suppose I could practice my coding and see if I could script something to test if it’s some other common ciphers idk#my wifi is out so I’m not on the fr forums so I’m out of the loop as far as any other decryption attempts are concerned#supposing they exist#there’s got to be at least one other user who goes hog wild when they see potential ciphertext right?#456 words#fr#flightrising#anyway feel free to lemme know your thoughts!#considering we know the plaintext of it’s some sort of cipher that isn’t like. insanely complex we should be able to figure it out#but I got other stuff to do alas#flight rising#fr unfathomable journey#fr anniversary#I’ll see when I get somewhere w wifi lol
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