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i think the most telling thing about generative ai is that every objectum person i've ever known hates it. like. if you can't even appeal to the computer fuckers with your so-called artificial intelligence, then. what are you even doing??

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I fucking hate how so many people just kinda went, "Awww 😊 let's support transmascs by denying that any of them are ever hurt in any way by misogyny or sexism! 😊 It'll be so affirming for them!" and they never thought there was anything wrong with that.

People don't often acknowledge how much transmasculine men and enbies are sexually assaulted, harassed, abused, and murdered. Just because most of us are not women does not mean that we aren't oppressed by the same people that women are oppressed by.

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As a slow processing autistic person, I reuse these six jokes over and over and over irl, because they're easy for me to think of:

1: Just staring at the person instead of responding, because I was taking too long processing whatever they said and decided to make it seem like I was doing it on purpose. (I'll usually widen my eyes to exaggerate this)

2: Acting like I was extremely offended by whatever they said, especially if it was an innocent question such as, "What's your favorite color". I'll change my voice in this circumstance, so it's less likely to be misread as genuine offense.

3: Saying, "I don't care," immediately after whatever they say, then assuring whoever I'm talking to that I was joking and I don't mean it. This gives me some extra time to think of a response.

4: If I accidentally interrupt the person because I was taking too long to respond and they decided to add something else, I'll just turn it into a bit and continue interrupting them over and over on purpose. This usually does not last longer than 20 seconds so I don't annoy them too much.

5: Suddenly joke-flirting with the person, or acting like whatever they said really turned me on. (ONLY if I'm CERTAIN they're comfortable with it, and it cannot be misread as genuine)

6: Telling an outright lie, (I know, I know, I'm sorry) whether it be something mundane like, "I ate cereal for breakfast," or more interesting, like, "I've met Lady Gaga in real life, and she signed my face". Of course, I will immediately let them know I was lying after they respond, which a lot of people find funny, but a lot of people are also really annoyed by, so it's not the best joke to use. It's just really easy for me to think of, because I could literally think of ANY statement, except for one that's actually truthful about me.

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She really said this!

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Probably will be less active for a bit!! :>

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Wearing these bracelets to an old tech store like they're my nametag in a speed-dating event

In case it wasn't obvious, these were the flags I was trying to replicate when I made those bracelets:

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taking advil and then feeling the pain go away after 30 minutes is better than sex

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I heard someone call TFP Soundwave personality-less a few days ago and it stuck with me. Like okay just because he's 99% non-speaking doesn't mean he doesn't feel DEVOTED AND LOYAL!!! HE'S CONSTANTLY CALCULATING AND ACTUALLY REALLY EMOTIONAL IF YOU LOOK AT THE SUBTEXT OKAY???

HE IS NOT. BLAND. I will start biting if anyone disagrees.

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'Bad' posture vs 'Good' posture ! ! !

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Skystar Yuri Becoming real in 3 2

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Tw // Blood —

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Shoutout to whatever’s she is up to !!!!

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i wish tfp Starscream was real, but not for the usual reasons this time. I need their stupid claws to scratch my stupid fucking eczema.

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SOMEBODY likes hearing the sound of their own voice!!!

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I hate how some people will either invalidate me for being transmasc, lesbian, nonbinary, or all three because they don't like someone being all three of those at the same time.

Since it's pride month, I'm hoping maybe I can draw some attention to some annoying things people say about transmasc lesbian enbies like me. Which will hopefully get people to reconsider what they say to us.

(Just me ranting under the cut)

"How can you be a lesbian if you're nonbinary and transmasc? Lesbians are women who like women. Maybe you're just trixic."

Okay firstly, if you know what trixic is, then you should also know a more proper definition for what lesbians are. (Lesbian is a term for women and genderqueer people who are attracted to women and genderqueer people, although there may be some exceptions to this, ex: an agendered person who doesn't consider themself a woman or genderqueer for whatever reason who's only attracted to women. Does this definition seem complicated to you? That's because gender and sexuality are often complicated.) Also, yes, I do identify as trixic. 'Lesbian' is just an easier and more commonly known label for me to use, and it's a label I also identify with.

"If you're nonbinary you can't be transmasc. You have to be transneutral."

Okay well, even if I am masculine in a trans way, that doesn't make me binary. Enbies can be as masculine or feminine as we desire. I'm actually quite androgynous, and the word 'transmasc' pretty much sums up my experience in being nonbinary while afab. Also, YES, I DO CONSIDER MYSELF TRANSNEUTRAL. Transgender identities aren't something where you can ONLY CHOOSE ONE. You can only choose one if you really want to, but a lot of the time, more than one identity will fit us.

"Maybe you're just a straight trans man."

Absolutely not. I am as far away from being a man as I am from being a woman. Just because I am transmasc does not make me a man. You do not need to suggest an identity to me as though this is some 'lightbulb moment' that nobody's ever told me before. If you think transmascs can't be nonbinary, or that lesbians can't be transmasc, please reread everything I have written so far.

"Maybe you're just a cisgender lesbian."

Absolutely not. Holy fuck this is just blatant transphobia (and ESPECIALLY enbyphobia) at this point. This is the most common label people will try to force on me. People sometimes assume that because I am a lesbian, my dysphoria must be pretty low, and therefore they can get away with misgendering me. Which is just such a shitty thing to do. Even if I DID have low dysphoria, it would still be a shitty thing to do.

It's like people are uncomfortable with ANY label nonbinary people want to put on our sexualities. Or even our genders.

Oh, but of course, this is just the stuff I hear from allies and people within the LGBTQ+ community. Obviously, complete homophobes and transphobes just hate me no matter what.

I'm just ranting now, I guess.

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Hrgrggrrggrg how did you make me feel things about robots ghfhdhfh i blame you/pos

ANYWAY I absolutely love your art please don't think I'm trying to bash you 😭

THANK YOU!!! Unfortunately Starscream got a little hungry and ate your ask, but I hope you can forgive them.

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In the middle of a drawing (edit: finished version here!) and I thought of something.

The text may be hard to read because of the red background, so here's what it says: "Their vents on the sides of his face are like kitten whiskers to me!!"

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Happy pride month ! <3

(other versions under cut)