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International Kissing Day (Turn Week Prompt):
Couldn’t help myself and wrote some of In A Faith Forgotten Land (Civil War AU) today. Hope you enjoy!:
The door closed. He was dreamlike in the gaslight, wearing only his shirt and suspenders, bare skin peeking through the slit, a glance of his chest, muscles hiding underneath the thin fabric. If she closed her eyes, would he fade away, dissolve in reality? She wanted to touch him.
“You shouldn’t be here,” she whispered, her voice strangled and strange in her ears.
“I know.”
Against every rule, against her father’s wishes, hell, against her own laws, she stood up straighter. “Don’t leave.”
He laughed, a deep, enchanting sound, as if it pulled her toward him. His boots creaked on the hardwood floor, and she prayed—Oh God, don’t let anyone hear. God, don’t let anyone find him.
Let me keep him for one moment.
Let me have him for one night.
He shook his head, “You think I can?"
Did she sigh? Did she cry out? God, she couldn’t even hear herself. Everything was tuned to him, the way he moved, crossing in quick strides, the way he breathed, shaky and scared, the way she felt, and, if she closed her eyes, threw away her fears, she swore she would hear his heartbeat.
Back away, Elizabeth.
Be true to yourself- no, be true to your life, Elizabeth.
The distance was broken.
He stood in front of her.
She’d never been kissed before.
Could he see it in her eyes? Her nervous stare? Her own heartbeat was strangled in her neck. Go ahead, she’d guide his hand, see how it runs for you.
“Benjamin-"
He kissed her.
His lips gently pressed her mouth open, and she let him in, her chin raised, cradled in his hand. There was a gentle force in his kiss, guiding her, pulling her closer, molding her like clay. She nearly collapsed in his grip— a quiet frenzy to hold him tight, wrap her arms around his neck, chest to chest.
He pulled away only for a second, and she caught her breath, too little as his hands moved to her waist, his splayed on her corset. She gasped. Oh, God. This is what it feels like? Again, he kissed her again, and she didn’t- what did she imagine it would be like? She always thought it would be chaste, standing at the aisle, her father in the first pew at Christ Church. Feelings locked away. Like everything else in Philadelphia. Nothing prepared her for this— not the dances, not the way he looked at her that very first night, standing on her perch, a barely concealed glare-
They broke, and the gaslight was too bright in her eyes.
“Elizabeth…” he buried his face in her hair, but he didn’t release her.
She was stunned, silent.
“Oh, Elizabeth…”
He turned his head, and his cheek brushed hers.
“Don’t say anything,” she whispered with newfound conviction.
If she begged, would he stay? Would he hold her until this cruel war was over? Forget fighting, forget glory, forget who she was-
Her hair-
He let her hair down, her pins on the floor, and he stroked the thick, blonde curls. Another gentleness she didn’t know she wanted, didn’t know she craved.
Why did he stop?
Benjamin let go.
And for a moment, she thought she would die.
They stared at each other, breathing heavily, the air thick and heady, an invisible force hanging between them.
“Oh God,” he whispered.
“Benjamin-"
He held out a hand, the barrier visible, now.
“I don’t… I don’t know- Oh, Good God, what have I done?”
She scoffed— what have you done?
Shouldn’t you ask yourself the same?
#HAHA HA HAHA HAHA HAHA#it’s actually QUITE SERIOUS#spoiling an AU that doesn’t even have a first scene yet. incredible.#insane! I’m insane!#haven’t written a proper kiss in AGES so I’m properly rusty#I’ve also never been kissed so. that doesn’t help does it babes?#im insane they’re insane etc#benjamin tallmadge#elizabeth walker#Benjamin & Elizabeth#civil war au#SS&SP#amanda writes (kind of)#turn week 2024#benjamin is touch starved and an idiot
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whenever i say “screaming crying throwing up” this is what i mean
#american psycho#patrick bateman#christian bale#rewatched last night he’s soo stupidly pathetic why is he the way he is#allagashed obsessed with another insane man (fork found in kitchen)#sorry 2 my very little followers my interests bounce around so quick i only have like two i’m constantly into and its nirvana and ed movies#+ horror movies so actually three nvm
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#god I’m looking so respectfully#196#r/196#rule#women#girls...#real talk the sound that first kick made was insane
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#girlblogging#girlblog#girlblogger#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girl blogger#girly blog#girly tumblr#i’m just a girl#lizzy grant#cinnamon girl#im just a girl#being a girl#girly stuff#girl interrupted#cinammon girl#the feminine urge#female manipulator#hyper feminine#the female experience#female insanity#female rage#female hysteria#divine feminine#femcel#female beauty#girl blogging#coquette girl#dollette girl
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how are we all feeling after today ???
#supernatural#dean winchester#jensen ackles#castiel#destiel#destiel confession#destiel is canon#misha collins#i’m unwell#purcon#this is actually insane#deancas#cas and dean#dean and cas#cockles#jenmish#we’re so back#it’s romantic
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I spent like three hours making this
#I am NOT tagging all of these#but I’ll try I guess#destiel#ineffable husbands#pearlina#sasunaru#homumado#sonadow#is that rigth#I bet the ace attorney guys have a insane ship name#lawlight#shuake#<- I’m just googling them now#soriel#frowise#???????#sidlink#taakitz#bubbline#vrisrezi#hannigram#qcard#komahina#bowuigi#royai#batjokes#cuttletavio#hardenshipping#okay I’m done
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Female characters who are the sole voice of reason <<<<<<< Female characters who think of themselves as the sole voice of reason but who are actually just as insane as those around them
#meryl stryfe#trigun meryl#trigun#trigun (1998)#I haven’t actually seen tristamp#but based on the gif sets and clips I’ve seen I think it’s still accurate#weiss schnee#yeah I’m a rwby fan so what#there are probably more examples but modern media is sooo bad at writing female characters that I can’t think of any#also old time media#all media is bad at writing female characters#anywho if anyone reblogs this can they put their fav insane lady blorbo in the tags
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I literally cannot stop thinking about how insane it is that assad zaman didn’t know he was auditioning for Armand like u are a relatively unknown actor and u go try out to be the vampires butler in a foundational piece of vampire IP, only to be actually cast as the oldest, most powerful vampire in the entire work and u inhabit that character so well that everyone watching cannot imagine this role going to anyone else, who else could capture that half blank half apocalyptic look?? How the fuck could he have ever just been rashid
#assad zaman#I’m going insane over him he’s so beautiful and charming#Armand#interview with the vampire#iwtv#plip plop#also Assad has the type of charm and brightness to him that one of my friends does#and I’ve never seen it on anyone else
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you’ll never find me here!!
#this is what makes us girls#i’m just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#it girl#coquette#lana del rey#lizzy grant#born to die#dollette#americana#coquette girl#cinnamon girl#hyper feminine#gaslight#gatekeep#just girly things#just girly thoughts#girlhood#this is a girlblog#girlblogging#girlblogger#girlcore#girl hysteria#girl manipulator#female manipulator#feminine#divine feminine#femme fetale#female insanity#girl interupted syndrome
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Charlie: “I’m so glad my most villain-coded friend is at full power again! 🥰💕”
*throws this to you angst goblins like raw steak* ❤️
(No I will not do a part 2!❤️)
#grey art#hazbin hotel comic#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#hazbin alastor#alastor#auntie grey needs to take a nap now Jesus Christ#I’m really happy this fixation is pushing me to do grand comic projects like this- but I’m TIRED.#😂😂😂#my theory is that alastor wants Charlie’s soul cause she’s insanely powerful or special#and she could probably take him out in one strike#but she would never do that cause she is so sweet and lovely#she’s like a gentle giant in terms of power#but she’s not stupid or childish or meek#she’s such a compassionate leader and good friend I love her so much#and then there’s alastor with his manipulative charismatic energy#I think he’ll underestimate her in the end#man i’m so tired#hazbin hotel fanart
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#girlblogging#dollette#coquette#coquette dollete#lana del ray aesthetic#whisper girl#dollygirl#dollycore#lana del rey#just girly things#i’m just a girl#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#this is what makes us girls#female insanity#female hysteria#nymph aesthetic#nymph3t#nymphett#tumblr girls#hell is a teenage girl#girl interupted syndrome
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day 1 without ao3: i have gone through all 5 stages of grief multiple times and have invented a 6th. i will not disclose what the 6th stage of grief is.
#I AM GOING INSANE#what am i supposed to do??#’you should work on your WIP’ NO I CANTTT#‘ read actual books on your real bookshelf’ NUH UH#ao3#archive of our own#i’m tagging ships#malec#destiel#hannigram#jonmartin#tomgreg#kenstewy#imagine all the fics i could be reading rn
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Audio books but it’s Michael Sheen reading books as Aziraphale and sometimes you hear David Tennant shouting something obnoxious as Crowley.
#good omens#good omens fandom#innefable husbands#good omens 2#aziraphale#aziraphale good omens#crowley good omens#I just want Aziraphale to read Plutarch’s Lives to me for my homework#actually I need him to read to me when my brain doesn’t understand the book#history & English classes but Aziraphale is the teacher#i’m going insane#bonesiscrazy#david tennant#michael sheen
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percy immediately apologizing to luke after he hurts him even though he is literally being betrayed because his fatal flaw is loyalty and he cannot fathom hurting the people he cares about… meanwhile luke turning around and hitting percy back without hesitation… i feel sick
#SICKENING.#no because the set up of the fatal flaws this season has been so good i’m gonna have to make a whole other post on it bc it’s insane#pjotv#pjo tv spoilers#pjo tv#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#luke castellan#ruch rambles#5k
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