#informist

[silvireal]

for @informist, Avery

[able-juice]

Avery/Informist, I'll miss you. We didn't get to know each other super well, but you were always so sweet and funny. I wish there was something I could have said that would have helped, but I didn't know what to say. I'll always love how you played @exorcist-milan420, her fights with Lute were fantastic. I know you loved the story we were telling, and I wish you could have seen the end of it. Thank you for being a friend and a fan of all of the Lutualverse stuff. You're one of the first "Lutuals" to interact with me and because of that I met some of the most creative and sweet people I have ever known. Thank you, and if there is an afterlife I hope you know that you'll always be a Lutual. Rest in peace, Avery.

-Lilith

[vixien11]

Dear Avery,

I never knew you well. I dare say we never exchanged proper words. But what I do know is you were a well loved individual, a person anyone would be lucky to interact with. Your charming art and amazing characters made me smile whenever they appeared on my dash. When I heard what happened, I wanted to vomit, to scream. It felt unreal, someone like yourself hurting as you were. My only wish for you is to rest in peace in whatever awaits us all in the beyond. You were a blessing to those who knew you @informist, Avery. I wish I could have known you better too.

[moreausposts]

Avery,

I've been thinking about what I'd say to you all night. I've just had absolutely no words other than anger — at the universe for taking you, at Tumblr for not helping, at myself for not being able to do more. I think it was easier at first to be angry, though. Much more than being vulnerable. I've been so scared if I came on here and made an actual post that I'd say the wrong thing or I'd just start crying again.

I know you can't read this, but I hope you know wherever you are in the great beyond that you were fucking amazing. We all loved you so so so much. Fuck, dude, all we've done since we found out was cry and talk about how fantastic, how sweet, how absolutely hilarious you were.

It's still hard to believe that you're gone. I know we never got the chance to get too much closer and that's something I'll always regret, but every message and ask and reblog we've ever shared have always made me laugh so hard until my stomach hurt. Milan, The Peter Saga™, the Salad™ art. Everything you did was spectacular. You were so kind, so gentle, so inspirational. The Lutuals Discord might as well have been an Informist fan club.

We're never going to stop talking about you. You may be gone from both this world and Tumblr itself, but I'll never shut up about that one really sick butch I knew for half a year that was and will always be the coolest person I've met.

This world is fucking cruel, and the cruelest part is how little time you got to spend on it. In the few months I've known you, I never expected you to go from drawing wings to earning yours. I hope they're absolutely rad, though, and bright ass orange so you can make bird jokes about bullfinches to anyone who will listen. Fuck, dude, I hope everyone listens. And I hope you're finally able to realize how awesome and loved you were and still are.

I can't wait to see you again. I hope you're able to find peace in the meantime.

[xxcrazylutexx]

I'll be honest, I spend the entire morning thinking what to say. And I still dont know. I have no words for what happened.

What I do want to say is that I am incredibly dissapointed in Tumblr and its staff. Why didn't you try to help?

As for Avery and any of her loved ones that are suffering, I hope Avery is in a better place now. She deserves peace and rest. If anyone should go to heaven, it's her.

Fly high, Avery/@informist

You will be dearly missed.

[joyerisjoy]

I didn’t know the old owner of the Milan account actually died. Jesus. It’s a lot better now but still. Sad to hear

We all took it very hard when we first heard the news.

Avery was a wonderful friend and a special kind of person - the kind you meet that changes you forever. I wish so much that she could've stayed, but I'll always be grateful for the times we did have.

I'm glad that she trusted me enough to give me Milan before she went, but a lot of times its still hard because I still want to just talk to her and ask her if she likes what I'm doing with her character.

Anyway, love you Avery. I hope I can do you proud.

[excorcist-lute]

You were the best angel I've ever seen Avery, I loved talking and role-playing with you, i hope to see you one day in hevan. Seeing you in my notifications always made me smile. Without you this blog wouldn't even exist, you'll forever be one of the butterflies on my arm. I'll miss you one of my first mutuals. Lutes first follower. And occasionally a cool big sibling. I'll see you in the afterlife some day. My friend, rest well.

-Lute

[fullofgenderandstressed]

gay person. ew

dad?

[gods-favorite-exorcist]

- @sunshinekryze ♡

[seraphim-adina]

ja

(knock-knock joke, part 2)

Ja who~?

((OOC: @informist is that you??))

[ask-lute]

(The Sadie saga is killing me, Lute you emotionally constipated little RAT you need someone to tell you HOW IT IS!!! -informist hehe >:3)

BANGBANGBANG!

As Lute wallowed in her dorm after the aftermath of her argument with Sadie, Milan had come by at possibly the worst time Ever, banging on her door.

Lieutenant! Hey!

BANGBANGBANG!!!

Remember that meeting, that REALLY important meeting we were going to on Friday night?! It’s Friday night. If you didn’t know. WHICH I BET YOU DID! SO OPEN UP!

-@exorcist-milan420

Milan? What the fuck?

[She opens the door, her make-up smeared from crying.]

What do you want?! Can't you see I'm in no mood? And it's COMMANDER now, how many times do I have to repeat myself?

[She rolls her eyes]

Sorry, I'm just...going through stuff. I didn't mean to take it out on you like that.-🗡

[camilaxmartin]

gonna put them emoji’s again💀😭 so it would be: 🥑🍬🌸🐝🎨🍄

I love using these TOTALLY USEFUL emoji’s so I picked em🥰

you don’t use avocado/bee/mushroom everyday? what are you even doing?🙄

BUT ANYWAY

🥑: you accidentally killed somebody, which mutual(s) do you text for help?

probably @bunnylove1 and @blookyag, idk why tho honestly, just getting the vibes they’d help somebody out with hiding the body💀 (it’s a compliment, i swear-)

🍬: post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character:

okay uhh- (don’t cancel me plz) i respect with my whole heart that alastor is asexual and (?) aromantic but i don’t get the hate people receive when shipping him with someone? as far as i know being on the spectrum means he can still date? like i know, he doesn’t show any interest in that but if its just for a silly au or for a cool drawing then what’s the fuss about? i’m not talking like about erasing that part of him because that’s a big no no for me, but like…? respecting it but still having fun with his character? i saw a great tiktok explaining my thoughts exactly so maybe i’ll link it here if i can find it (add the link here later camila:) (besides all that i project a lot of myself onto alastor (still debating if im aromantic or not) and i want to explore myself with his character (if i can even phrase it that way) so all the hate and shit really bother me, you know?)

(another thing more about whole thing not a character is that “whatever it takes” is in my top 4 songs and i don’t get the hate it gets?? i love this song?? it’s so great?? two latina (?) girls singing together?? cmon??)

🌸: do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them:

i do actually! i have a dog and three rats:) (also had a rabbit but he died not so long ago and he was like my whole world so i got a tattoo to remember him, i’ll add it as well just because i can)

🐝: tag your biggest supporters and say one nice thing about them:

@kimmyisachiisaiakuma - ugh of course?? like in my head we are already besties fr fr, what can i saaaay😭 idk i love you and how supportive and just friendly you are!!:) and god of course, i love your art?? but i’ve already said it a thousand times??? so here’s one thousand first??

@bunnylove1 - just how supportive you are towards my stuff and how with exactly one request i felt like we also became besties? maybe it’s just me but yeah😭

@blookyag - liking my every post and responding to every single one of them!!! she’s a treasure, really. i’m surprised someone cares about my rambling this much💀

@informist - i’ve noticed that she’s also reacting to a lot of my stuff and she’s so quick with it like?? idk it makes my heart jump okay? i love attention from people even when it’s just my stupid rambling😭 (#iamanattentionwhore 😗😗)

@rougecreator1 - liked a lot of my posts as well, and somehow i feel like they enjoy my stuff? idk tho?😭😭 yeah just noticed interactions in my activities:)

@riveramorylunar - i feel like we were more active on each other’s accounts when i was still in my lady lesso era, but idk i really liked you then and i still love seeing your stuff pop up on my main page:)

and of course, all of my lovely anons who send me their ideas that i can’t wait to write!!:)

🎨: link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it:

okay so like it changes every day?? but for now i must say this one:

click!

why? simple. a. brokerdoll b. the marvellous style? c. i want to draw like that d. just… just look at it okay? e. lesbians.

(and a special mention for THIS as well, as it’s the first time someone ever drawn my oc and besides the fact that she looks so pretty here it’s just… idk i just love it okay, she stole my heart)

🍄: share a headcanon for one of your favourite ships or pairings:

let’s start with the fact that i even have a favourite account for all the headcanons about brokerdoll which is @vypridae (adore all the hcs, really)

buut! my personal headcanon is:

• carmilla didn’t really expect to fall for velvette, i mean in my head she just saw her as so… respectless and dumb and stupid and careless and carefree and wild and free and pretty- wait

yeah, so in my head velvette was the first to initiate anything and at first carmilla was like “ha! no way, you stupid girl” but then she started to think more and more about velvette as the time went on and one day she just got along the fact that she might be attracted to the young overlord and somehow… went with it? like she didn’t make a big deal out of it… but velvette definitely did, despite the fact she was actually the first one to say or act on her attraction in any way.

(i need to write more headcanons for them, they’re literally eating up my brain)

[mothblood69]

Okay so. Before I get to posting I just wanna say something really quick. I started this blog to just write silly fallenwings painplay drabbles because I want Lute to step on me. It's still that, but as yesterday was trans day of visibility, I just wanted to say. Thank you all. The outpouring of love for trans people from the fellow Lute simps and brokerdoll shippers has been so much more than I expected and it truly warms my heart. I've been on estrogen for a while and just moved up from patches to shots earlier this year, and it's been wonderful. So, to beloved friends and mutuals

@joyerisjoy Thank you for getting me into fallenwings, and for helping me accept that there's nothing wrong with wanting a hot woman to step on me, and for hyping me up and being my friend. You're awesome, and I love that we share a braincell about what Lute's into

@informist the amount of trans positivity, and just general positivity, that comes from you is astounding. You give me excited puppy dog energy in the best way possible.

@gothlute and @hellsvelvette you are both so sweet and I know we haven't talked much yet but you seem really cool!!!

@vypridae thank you for changing my mind about Valentino and bringing me around to polyvees I'm having serious brainrot about them now dgdgsgsd and thank you for listening to my headcanons and making me feel super smart for having them

@gods-favorite-exorcist and @lute-strings we haven't talked yet but y'all are super cool and I'm glad you're my mutuals.

And thank you everyone for all the boops, keep em coming!!!

[joyerisjoy]

Tumblr was being a dumb bitch (what else is new?) so I could only screenshot what I had written in notes for this post.

Rest in peace, Avery/@informist, my amazing friend.

[gods-favorite-exorcist]

Avery, I'll miss all our conversations, you were one of my first mutuals here and I loved all our interactions. I'll miss you every day. Rest easy my friend♥️

[joyerisjoy]

@abitofapancakesnob @wittepain @silvireal @able-juice @informist

btw roleplaying various characters with your friends is the singular most healing thing in the world. playing with toys for adults