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Thank You, Trump and MAGA, but Definitely Not for the Reasons You Think
For much of my life, I found peace and comfort in my Christian faith and the community my church provided. The people I worshipped with, those I prayed beside and shared fellowship with, were not just friends; they were my spiritual family. Together, we espoused values that were at the core of Christianityācompassion, love, humility, and integrity. These teachings gave me a sense of purpose andā¦
#anxiety#baptist#beauty#beauty blog#belief#belief system#beliefs#blog#church#church group#criminal#critical thinking#cult#delusional#faith#Fundamentalism#Fundie#God#grace#healthy lifestyle#High control group#ideology#IFB#independent fundamental baptist#individual thought#jesus#Lifestyle#looking joli good#maga#mental health
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#TO CLARIFY ON THE SECOND POINT: VAMPIRES *HAVE* A REPRODUCTION METHOD THAT IS NOT SEX-BASED#THAT IS THE MAJOR POINT OF THAT ONE. THAT VAMP REPRODUCTION IS BASED ON CONVERTING INTO UNDEAD AND NOT PREGNANCY#what i think i keep coming back to is that a vampire is like. a form of pathogen or perhaps parasite#is the individual vampire meaningfully distinct from that? maybe#sort of a made up question#but thatās not a mammal#so neither is a vampire#but also like. a human is a mammal#this question sponsored by my friend who said she was done keeping mammals bc āthey have so much fluid in themā#and my thought that a vampire Wouldnāt#not a lot of fluids. happening there
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some scenes ā
#isat#isat spoilers#drew these earlier this year and never posted them cause I thought I was gonna do more#during the early game there were some scenes or bits of dialogue that were especially endearing or impactful to me#and as the game went on it became harder to pick individual ones to draw#isat act 2 spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#isat act 4 spoilers#isat act everything spoilers#siffrin#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat isa#Ive noticed some tags and just to clarify#none of these scenes are self harm or suicide#the first one is the first death to the king#and the loop back is the transition to act 5
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if there's ever going to be a big bad butch slasher for real, my only demand is that they have to film her from the dicksucking angle at least once in the course of the movie. maybe even twice
#need to be able to see each individual seam and detail on the front of her pants thanks#thought about a wallet chain or a carabiner dangling in full view too but no that'd be too obscene
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you were raised in comparison.
it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.
you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.
you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.
what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.
it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.
you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.
you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?
a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.
you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.
it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.
something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.
#writeblr#warm up#my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky#i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles#yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help#for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT#and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen#than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say#''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help#i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.''#bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't#actually offer fair support to everyone#we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less.#and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help#bc i DID have it better than other people#and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help.#we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn#instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself
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Saw a post a few days ago that said the Sith could lead the Jedi to the dark side by using lust alone.
That's just bullshit.
Ma'am the Jedi ain't catholic priests and they sure are not celibate, they are in far more polycules than a person can physically keep track of, to them nudity is just another aspect of a someone's being that's neither a taboo nor something shameful to be hidden away, and physical touch is just a way to show love (of any type) to others.
Yes they fuck nasty, they would have an impassible face while looking at the Sith undressing themselves, and then would look at those dark side titties and say "Saw and had far better last Thursday, can I go home now?"
And those who don't fuck by choice you say? They'd look the Sith in the eyes and say "You really think you're that special uh?"
I don't care what you allos say, Jedi would not be led to the dark side with a fuck, come on.
Yes this is a hill I'm ready to die on.
#and I'm saying all this as an aro/ace individual btw#already complained about this on the discord server#and decided to share my thoughts with you all as well#if a fuck can change you're entire moral compass buddy I have bad news about your mental stability#you allos are so fuckin strange when coming up with things like this#I always refuse to believe that there are people who actually think and feel these things#unfortunately I do know some people that are like this so my hopes are in vain....#really random thoughts#star wars#jedi love#jedi order#jedi#sith
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My brainrot today is thinking about just how incredible for a character Eowyn is.
Genuinely. The series might not have many female characters but the ones we do get go so fucking hard.
To me, Eowyn is literally the definition of defining being a woman for oneself. She rejects the roles she is given despite acknlowdging the importance and its mostly because she knows part of the reason is that she is a woman.
The reason why she is obsessed with Aragorn isn't because she loves him but because she wants what he has. She wants the freedom and courage and bravery that Aragorn has at every turn. She literally has multiple conversations during the Two Towers about how what she fears most is a cage. All this girl wants is the freedom to be and not be forced into a role. The best thing is that she literally gets that.
The segment of Return of the King about Eowyn and Faramir is literally about her piecing together what she truly wants. She doesn't want Aragorn. She wants freedom and the ability to choose. Faramir does nothing but encourage that in her. Their love story is literally one of the healthiest love stories I've seen in a long time because at the heart of it, their love is a place to return home to for both parties. Both go off to lead and help their people for a considerable amount of time before returning to each other but that does not diminish their bond. Even Faramir, I believe, falls in love with her bravery and dedication to her loved ones. The reason she went to Pelenor Fields and Gondor with the troops of Rohan was because she had things she wanted to fight for. She wanted to fight for herself, her people, and her loved ones. She is the one who protects Theoden after he is killed so that his body gets the treatment it deserves. She encourages Merry and helps him go to the battle because she sees her struggle in Merry. They feel helpless standing around when there are things to be doing.
Let's also not forget the fact that she was around Grima Wormtounge just as much as the King was. She was exposed to the same poison and awful words that eroded the king. It's even implied that her care for him is part of the reason why Theoden was savable when Gandalf showed up. She had the same power and bravery as everyone else even if she didn't see it in herself.
Then at the end of the day, SHE decides where she wants to go and what path she wants to walk. She walked the path of a warrior. The path of a princess/ruler. The path of a caretaker. But in the end she decides which elements truly mean something to her outside of gender definitions. That is what makes her character so incredible to me. In this she literally kills one of the biggest enemies in that battle with such a badass line.
#i could talk for ages about how i see the struggle of defining being a woman for oneself in her#she rejects the feminine roles given to her but she also doesnt quite want the masculine ones#she just wants the freedom to choose and have the same respect that men are given#she doesnt want to be belitted because she is a woman#thats literally what Faramir gives her and why she stays with him#Faramir loves her for her not anything else#he respects her as she does him#i am someone who is a woman but rejects the definitons of being a woman because they are toxic and caging#all i want is the freedom and respect of being a HUMAN being#i lend more masculine because that is where that freedom is more often but i also see how toxic that relam is too#niether side is good which is why i choose my own path and defintiom#the fact that eowyn gets such a similar story in a series written by a man in the mid 1900s is incredible#i am someone who would love to have more female characters but i do not want them at the expense of them being proper characters and humans#ive read a lot of fantasy women do not always get the agency they deserve#i would rather take fewer well written women then a bunch of poorly written female characters#lotr has that#eowyn arwen and galadriel are all given agency and the space to be their own individuals which makes them incredible characters#thats what i want out of books and ficition#god im making myself insane about my own thoughts lol#i could talk for ages im not kidding#eowyn#eowyn of rohan#lotr#lotr rambling#lord of the rings#the two towers#the return of the king
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Have to feed my own AU needs š„²š„²š„²
Continuing off of villain Lao au
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Which was 50% inspired by @helsensm and 50% inspired by the MMA post š¤£š
#fanart#digital#my art#art#doodle#mortal kombat 1#kung lao#doodles#mk1 raiden#railao#villain au#evil Lao au#idk what to call it#I donāt normally post so close together in one week#but I had so much fun drawing these with individuals who made my shitty couple of weeks so much better#and it turned out great ! so I thought why not#and my individuals I mean the clown caravan š¤£
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obviously erasure of gay relationships in history does and has existed but ngl it irritates me when people specifically latch onto the word "friend" as something you're somehow not allowed to call gay people & that by calling them "friends" you're somehow denying their gayness. because the fact of the matter is that a lot of gay people in history would and did call themselves friends & did not see that as excluding the possibility of romantic love or sex. like it's a perfectly fine word to use provided you're acknowledging the possibility of the full breadth of what that relationship could mean, and in fact a lot of times to assign other words to them is to make assumptions about how they viewed their relationship and potentially to impose concepts on them they wouldn't have seen themselves in
#also like. it would be much better to focus on the broader issues that result in gay erasure than to fixate on the individual words#sorry to complain I was looking at the notes on that last post & all the 'historians would call them friends' is once again giving me hives#thoughts
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AUGH Iād love to see more time looping odile if possible,,,,, how do you think sheād like; ādevolveā over each of the acts as compared to Siffrin over time :O
ok im gonna be honest i did like portrait edits months ago and just never finished them. so here you go
act 3:
act 5:
#some of them are still missing... I'll edit this post if I finish them as well#isat#isat spoilers#odile loops au#day 108#isat odile#i'm too lazy to individually export them in transparent atm...#tell me if yall ever need it#edit: I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION#I mean yeah technically the portraits work but I do have Thoughts about this#I just think that throughout the loops odile becomes more. annoyed. and irritated#Like by act 3 fighting isn't really amusing anymore#dying/getting frozen is. ah. welp#But by act 5 she's just speedrunning#Just super irritated. like die already i've got variables to test#act 3 frozen is a momentary rest; the break is nice and she knows she can get back next loop; it's fine. act 5 is ugh seriously#tired. annoyed. unamused. what a waste of time#anyways wait how long has it been since I posted#(sees date of last post) OH. um#sorry guys I've been busy job (internship) hunting#will I post more from now on? No promises <3#Thank you for sticking around nontheless... I appreciate all the stuff yall send in my inbox <3#isat au
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assortment of vw (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#somehow i feel more comfortable uploading a collection of vw comics on here as opposed to one by one...#iv been thinking a lot of their quieter moments / less tense moments as opposed to anything heavy#and naturally i like to think of vash's thoughts / his witnessing of wolfwood as an individual / how he knows him and sees him#but theres still a sense of inevitability for what happens next#i think vash having lived the way he has understands that too well. so even if he sought change with wolfwood he didn't know how to#get wolfwood on that same page / or there couldv been an assumption they already were on the same page but ofc that was never communicated#sigh </3 theyre silly - always will be#ruporas art
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How Do You Make Others Feel?
In life, what people remember most is not what you say, but how you make them feel. So, consider the emotions you leave behind in your interactions and strive to be a positive influence. Your legacy is shaped by the impact you have on others' feelings.
You know, itās funny how life works. We go about our days, having countless conversations, sharing thoughts and ideas with people we meet. But in the grand scheme of things, what really sticks with us are the emotions, the feelings that those interactions leave us with. Iāve often heard the saying, āSomeone might not remember what you said, but they will remember how you made them feel.ā Itās aā¦
#anxiety#baptist#beauty#beauty blog#belief#blog#church#church group#critical thinking#cult#emotions#faith#Fundamentalism#Fundie#God#grace#healthy lifestyle#High control group#high functioning anxiety#ideology#IFB#imposter syndrome#independent fundamental baptist#individual thought#jesus#kind#kindness#Lifestyle#looking joli good#mental health
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Fucking dang.
What a perfect ending. That was an incredible bow to top off a near-perfect season.
Life will always go on. You may not be able to escape it, but you get to choose how to live it. Take risks, believe in yourself, hold your loved ones tight, and never look back. Grab your destiny by the fucking horns and donāt be scared to just keep going forward.
Bravo to Brennan, Izzy, Rekha, Alex, Jacob, Ify, and Ally for such a wonderful season, and remember to never stop blowing up!!!
#Iāll put more thoughts later esp about each individual ending for the characters#but Iām genuinely crying#what an incredible season#iām gonna miss it so much#dimension 20#never stop blowing up#never stop blowing up spoilers#nsbu#nsbu spoilers#liv skyler#andy dang litefoot#russell feeld#wendell morris#paula donvalson#usha rao
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as soon as i added a very vague letterbox review for this film some guy from work texted me and it took me .5 seconds to realize he had no idea what the plot was actually aboutā¦ certified ābruhā moment lads
#arghghhghghhhhhhh straights leave us alone challenge#i read his review for it and he thought it was just about lost childhood and that the main character acted a lil weird#sigh#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#justice smith#a24#a24 films#brigette lundy paine#jane schoenbrun#i saw the tv glow owen#the pink opaque#pride#queer cinema#ps this isnt to say cisgender individuals cant relate to the film in differing ways#more like theres a lot to take away from the movie and its ironic that for some the main theme flies completely over their heads rip#š¤Ŗ#š„²
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there they areā¦ the hermit crabs
#not really sure what the point of making this was I just got an idea and thought it was funny#locus fandom time#not gonna tag individual characters because Iād feel bad lol#hermitblr#hermitcraft#shitpost#if you donāt know whoās who theyāre in alphabetical order btw#edit: the alphabetical order is a bit messed up because itās based off the website which has 50% nicknames 50% full usernames#sorry! scar is after Ren and beef is before Wels and Jev is after iskall
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@easthigh's wiztober 2024 event š® week four: beyond
ā³ 2008 vs. 2024
#wiztober 2024#wizards of waverly place#wizards beyond waverly place#david henrie#disneyedit#disney channel#disneychanneledit#wowpedit#wbwpedit#userjessica#userrobin#rogerhealey#userhallie#singinprincess#usermagic#usercharisse#usergoose#tuserheidi#tusernath#*edits#many thoughts about the new logo/ids but i will not get into it here#he got to use his justin wand in the group id but not for the individual one and i'm sad about it bc they don't match now </3#once again i was gonna do something else for this prompt but then changed my mind at the last second so enjoy this isduhfusdfh
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