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#hey guys it’s been a while#some things happened#including psych wards#not for me tho!#anyways we back on the grind#fanart#tma#the magnus archive fanart#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#tma fanart
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could you make reigen arabic dub compilation? i need more of it... 🙏
So sorry for making you wait for so long. Here it is. I had to crop out a lot so I hope it's okay.
#asks#voice actor's name is mohammad dal'o (محمد دلعو) for those who want to know#i'm probably gonna write a huge paragraph later because i included certain clips on purpose even if they dont look interesting at first#mainly related to the way he pronounces certain letters. it's nothing intelligent it would be like reading a psych ward patient's diary#i'm not okay in the head but everyone here knows this already
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the mental health industry is an auxiliary of the police state. It is not a tool of healing in the same way that a prison is not a place of rehabilitation. In both cases, you are more profitable while demoralized, detained, and stripped of your rights, than autonomous and empowered.
#antipsychiatry#prison abolition#ableism#medical abuse#all mental health professionals are included in ACAB#text#my stuff#considering the recidivism rate of prisoners how are we to believe that places like psych wards lead to stability and health#when psych wards are often just as draconian and traumatic in their methods of 'treating' those who mostly committed no crime#as always the cruelty is actually the point
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gee guys i think my man might have body dysmorphia the way his "powerful" versions are portrayed like . this. lot to think about
#id go even further and say guy is dysphoric#he wants to be alpha so bad#the first two sprites are from the game and i canttt play it im so pissed off#i may or may not explore it in the fanart hmm#but thats unlikely with the pace i draw things#and the list of things i already want to draw with him#which includes nothing that would not get me into psych ward#gideon graves#gordon goose#scott pilgrim
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harm reduction my beloved
#huge difference between now and the last time i drank and drugged#thought i was going to die the last time#right now i have pretty good confidence that i'll survive tonight#hell yeah#around 8 shots in on 3 other GABAergics (including 3.4g of gabapentin today)#and i feel like im on 3 shots. maybe 2. without tolerance#oh my GABAergic tolerance is absolutely fucked#and this time it's not entirely my fault. psych ward gave me 2 more GABAergics#very potent ones too#julian rants#vent#drunk posting#posting under the influence#drugs tw#alcohol tw#harm reduction#addiction#alcoholism
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Time to get lost in a book since I highly doubt I'm going to be able to sleep before my doctor's appointment 🙃
#I am so nervous and my brain is so loud !!!!!!!!#I hate it I hate it#I just want to get tomorrow over with but God I feel so judged every time I go there#if I see nurse b I will throw up not even kidding you#I still can't believe she tried to cut me off all my meds and said I was driving while on them and she was gonna put me in jail#I have so many shitty experiences with this hospital at this point I just need to move somewhere else#like it's one thing to have had a bad visit with her and for that to have been it#but then writing a false report on me and forwarding it to different departments including the psych ward?????#God every time I remember that I get so mad#but whatever#I just wish I didn't have a damn panic attack every time I needed a refill for my fucking IBS meds you know#but I can't see the actual specialist until July#guhfufhhdhshs hate this so much#I literally feel like I'm gonna have a police car waiting for me each time I go back there lmao I'm pathetic#I don't even feel like I want to go but I have to#God I miss the doctor I had 2 years ago#I want to cry
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can someone argue with me about bbc merlin
#bbc merlin#please#the merlin fandom is peaceful#tumblr user lovebotomy who's bored as hell waiting to be released from psych ward in 4 days wasn't included in statistics
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Wait a minute. I just thought back to my child psych ward days and good golly gosh did they. commit a lot of hmmm,, medical malpractice,, that might've had some effect on my psyche
#they put me in an adult high security psych ward at 14 didn't give me any therapy instead they got me hooked on benzos#they didn't have enough nurses so whenever nore than one patient was having an Episode they'd just tranq everyone and put em in the cage bed#fun fact this was the same hospital where Hans Asperger did his thing#at a different hospital i was yet again in an adult ward as a minor in which i received no therapy and spent all day alone in my room#i stopped taking my meds at some point and they did nothing until it triggered my first and only psychotic episode#this was 2014 so it was fnaf themed :/#those same guys would just let me weigh myself whenever and didn't stop me until i was weighing myself like six times a day#omg i remember now one time i came to the nurse's office because i was dizzy and weak and basically passed out as soon as i walked in#hit my head pretty hard but i woke up to them just berating me for passing out?#AND IN THAT SAME WARD some grown ass man flashed me (STILL 14) and when i told the doctor they made ME move wards#which obv includes switching doctors and treatment plans because why would the two wards communicate with each other#brooo#there was actually so much fucked up shit going on?#ganja's diary
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You know what at this point I feel like maybe I just need to either get institutionalised again or start an internship again because I feel like I am getting nothing.
#sorry after going down a rabbit hole i realised that there are a lot of very vague things wrong with most of my characters#and that perhaps i should make. less vague things wrong with them.#like more specific things#and i understand the theory of a lot of conditions but that doesnt mean anything#thats jackshit#and naturally in my life i have met a lot of people with various conditions bu the sample is still fairly limited#ive met people with OCD; with various anxiety disorders; people with various eating disorder; i live with one ed myself; ive met#people with schizophrenia both treated and untreated; ive met people with bipolar; ive met people with schizoaffective;#ive met people in a state of active psychotic episode; ive met people DID and OSDD; ive met people with PTSD;#ive met people with cluster C PDs and people who have BPD like me and ive met exactly one (1) person with NPD (about whom#docs arent fully sure yet)#but thats all. and its like. cool. ok. no idea about cluster A except for me (STPD) and no idea about the lived realities of the rest of#cluster B and no idea about some forms of depression and no idea about a lot of things. so its like. cool. i sure love not knowing.#its like. ok. do i have to get locked up again to meet new kinds of people or?#the thing is that probably wouldnt help i can tell you right here right now thered be like uuuuuh 50 % ED recovery people;#25 % affective disorders; including like one bipolar person probably; 15 % OCD patients and 10 % of undiagnosed people#sent there for a diagnosis#thats actually literally the average population of a psych ward. been there three times happens every time#i mean im exaggerating but you get me
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Been looking through the Fireweed Collective resources for working with people in crisis/working through crisis one's self. Honestly lots to think about. Abolition includes the mental health industrial complex as it currently exists.
#fireweed collective#harm reduction#community care#abolition includes psych wards#psych ward cw#police cw#hospital cw#medical cw
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oh yeah i never told youse guys about my psychiatry appointment. it went bad.
#i'm only half kidding#the highlights include my psychiatrist asking if anyone's ever diagnosed me w/ schizophrenia to which i said no#(but for literal YEARS i've been trying to get a diagnosis) <- i didn't tell her this but i was thinking it#the lowlights include literally everything else#actually another highlight is i didn't get psych warded 😎#but she took me off abilify and switched it out for risperidone (i didn't want to do that)#and she kept me on trileptal (even though i wanted off)#all around i had a bad time but i've had worse times i think
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oops did i expose myself as mentally ill to the outside world
#had to tell my boss i cant come to work today cause i‘m at a psych ward 🤭#they knew i was mentally unstable but like#now they KNOW#🤭#quirky 🤭🤭#anyways LOL they knew i was mentally ill the moment i stepped in there with my bright blue hair#and most of my coworkers including my boss have their own mental health issues so at least they understand#it still was weird#the worry in their voice while i‘m just over here dissociating in bed#and i couldn’t stay serious 😭 i just changed the topic and started asking her stuff about the cosplay day we‘re planning JAJDBDNDOYIXZXU#personal
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ngl besties but i am not doing so great right now. anyone else not able to function because of constant thoughts of hurting yourself and crushing depression?
#im good dont worry#i don't even know how to feel better#all i do is try to keep myself distracted 100% of the time but that means I can't do things that i need to do#im in a therapy program 25 hours a week#but i don't know what to share during process group because there was no trigger for all of this. i just feel so shitty for no reason#i did a lot of cbt and dbt when i was younger so the skills aren't very useful to me even if i wanted to use them#when i talk to the therapist one on one i just tell her about how i want to kill myself and stuff#i don't even really want to get better because that means that i won't kill myself and have to be alive#but i know that i can't kill myself so i need to get better. i don't want to though.#i feel like no one can help me including myself even if i tried really hard because i just can't stop these thoughts#i can't go on like this. when you feel like this and don't feel safe then you're supposed to go to the emergency room#and they will probably send you to the psych ward. but i was just there and they barely helped me.#i know that i have a bright future ahead of me and i will get my degree next year from a good university in an employable field#i know i have such a good life and a bright future but i don't want it#i feel like a horrible person and so ungrateful for saying that#anyways i guess i just need to keep trying to get through each day even though i don't want to and it's so fucking hard#my suicidal thoughts are actually getting a little better but they are still almost constant and overwhelming#and sometimes i can't help but make suicide plans which i know if concerning but i haven't actually taken any steps towards carrying out#those plans#i just wish that that i could be dead. it would solve all my problems. but my family and ffriends would be sad.#if i can't kill myself and i always feel so bad how do i keep getting through each day?#i don't know how much longer i can live like this. ive already lived longer than i thought i would before i was hospitalized#but if i can't die and i can't feel better then what do i do? i can't function like this or do the things i need to do#and each day it gets harder and harder#i think i need to share some of this shit during process group tomorrow lol#i guess just about feeling stuck and like i'll never feel better and not being sure if i want to get better?
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Finches and sparrows are so cute, they're really my favorite type of birds. I like crows too, I'd love to befriend a bunch.
#I would love a backyard to have a bird feeder in so I could watch animals outside#When I was in the not psych ward they had a backyard with a garden that animals hung out in including a cat that came by#If things ever get bad again I'm probably gonna try that again instead of a real psych ward#This place had free cigarettes and you could keep your clothes and phone. They had two tvs and video games to play#It was a lot more laid back than a psych ward. There were hardly people checking up on me you could really just hang out wherever#You could a also get a pass to leave. I would get one to walk to the gas station for cigarettes or to have lunch with my mom#And the garden was just so nice I hung outside chainsmoking so much#my posts
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Satoru's Psyche|Teaser
"Now…would you say that human nature led me to this? Or am I a product of the cards I've been dealt?"
🗂️Patient File: Patient Gojo has been admitted to a specialized psychiatric hospital following a compulsive massacre and assault on the city of Shibuya|Causes/triggers that led to the patient’s mental decline and subsequent carnage in Shibuya are currently speculative; however, they are suspected to be linked to a prolonged period of confinement within a cube-like structure. Information regarding the mechanics of this structure and the patient’s history remain undisclosed to the ward and the public. 🩺Job Description: You are the only nurse in Tokyo—specifically assigned by an unknown secret society related to the patient—who is able to manage and care for patient Gojo. His violent and erratic behavior has left multitudes of staff members in shambles and disarray as he quickly disposed of them one after another. But for reasons unknown—a complete mystery to yourself as well—you have somehow managed to cross Gojo's barriers and earn his approval to be his one and only caretaker. Your duties include: daily routine patient care, observation and monitoring, therapy, adherence to protocol, and thorough documentation to be directly reported to the Director at the end of every shift. Be wary: Patient Gojo exhibits characteristics consistent with an extensive history of manipulation, obsessive behavior, and charismatic engagement. The patient's ability to charm and manipulate requires that staff be particularly cautious about their own psychological well-being. Exercise heightened emotional regulation and remain professional at all times to ensure that personal feelings do not affect judgment or quality of patient care. 📋Length of Admission (w.c): 10 unpredictable intervals 💊Intake Chart (tags): Patient is prone to: sporadic fits of violence; manipulation; flirtatious conduct, verbiage, and assault; over-obsessive tendencies; fluctuating attachment styles, narcissistic dialogue, and an insatiable compulsive urge to [REDACTED]. 🏥Orientation: August 14, 2024 [OUT NOW]
doctor's angel's note: - Check the acknowledgment box (like) - Forward your copy (reblog) to accept this position. - Sign below (comment) to subscribe to the patient's weekly updates (tag list). S/O: @blkkizzat for the teaser inspo|Check out their teaser of the juicy, delectable Yakuza!Toji x Reader story that I cannot wait to get my hands on, The Nursery
#bluuharem#gojo x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#jjk fanfic#jjk fic#jjk imagines#jjk x y/n#gojo x you#gojo x y/n#gojou satoru x reader#jjk smut#gojo smut#jjk gojo#satoru x reader#satoru x you#satoru x y/n#Satoru Psyche
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Most people really don't seem to know what this mysterious "residential care" means when it comes to disabilities.
"This person is severely disabled, they have to live in residential care."
Do you know what happens when a severely disabled person with high support needs who isn't aware of dangers and needs constant supervision applies for residential care?
They get turned down or kicked out a couple of days later.
This happens regularly, btw. Kids grow up and parents think "Oh, residential care sounds good", and then suddenly every institution, etc. goes "Sorry, we don't specialise in that, sorry, your child is too aggressive, sorry, your child can't stick to our sleep schedule, sorry, your child is too noise sensitive, sorry, your child HAS to participate in our weekly activities even though their disability makes it impossible for them to do so, sorry..."
People who can live in residential care aren't your "the worst of the worst" example. There is such a thing as "too disabled for residential care" and it's more common than you'd think! ☝🏼
"But what happens when someone is too disabled for residential care and their family can't take care of them? Surely everyone eventually ends up somewhere!"
They get passed around from institution to institution, but everyone eventually goes "Sorry, we can't keep them here", and it won't stop. Until, maybe, one day they're lucky and a fixed team of carers "adopts" them and tries to create some kind of assisted living from scratch.
(Edit: Some people in the notes mention that many end up in prison or psych wards. That's included in what I mean with "institution" ☝🏼. But keep in mind that most severely disabled people with very high support needs simply die when their needs aren't met, so they either are passed around from institution to institution until someone builds something from scratch... or they simply die.)
Nobody talks about it, which is why it's always a big shock for parents who found a really good residential care place for their soon-to-be adult child and their child looks forward to moving out, and suddenly this wonderful residential care company turns their child down because it's too disabled. And then the next one. And the next.
So no, residential care isn't for "those with the most profound disabilities" - people with the most profound disabilities can't be in residential care at all.
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