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cool news!! i will be at anime central (ACEN) here in Chicago may 17th ~ 19th, in the artist alley. fitting that my first convention is also now my first artist alley
#acen#artist alley#anime central#acen 2024#dat me#the only bad news is they're still messed up from Bovid so i only got my acceptance email this morning#two and a half months before the con ; o ; so i am now in crunch time. rifp it was nice having moderate free time while it lasted#went from having like... five months to prepare for AMW to One. i need to have everything ordered by april 1st or i might not have it#in time for the show. screams forever#BUT IM REALLY EXCITED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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THIS THING IS SCUUUFFED AS HELL & ITS ALSO THE BEST THING I HAVE ANIMATED THUS FAR. IM SO IN LOVE WITH EMIZEL. JUST WISH I GAVE HIM MORE STUPID TATTOOS. NEXT TIME THO. NEXT TIME. I ALSO LOVE VEX&VIV SOOOO MUCH. charlies flavor of Deranged is my FAVORITE!!
#cw gore#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#ACTULY FINISHED THIS A WHILE AGO. kept going back n forth between trying to work on it more or call it done#in the end i chose DONE!! i worked on this for a full day n a half. NO idea what possesed me but it is NOT happenin again anytime soon#i shall do better NEXT TIME!! in the meantime tho OH MY GOOOOOD WHO WANTS TO SCREAM ABT THE SUCKENING WITH ME#THE FUCKINNN THE FUCKIN THING WITH VEX N VIV BEING THE SHADOW LEADERS OF THE FANGS/DEMONS#OH MMYY GOOOODDD THATS THEIR LIL MEAT GENERATOR... THTS SO FUCKED UP AND COOL UUUGHHH I LOVE THEM...#THEIR FLAVORE IS SO WONDERFUL. I LOOOVE HOW SILLY THEY ARE. MAKING PUNS WHILE PULLIN A SCREAMING VICTIM APART#vex n his lil fashiony art workshop and viv n her sterile n clean doctors office#i bet she doesnt even HAVE a medical liscense. it would be funny if vex did tho. could u imagine#they main MEDIC in tf2 together. viv is the battlemedic while vex only pocket medics for her. COULD U IMAGINE#guh i could go on abt these two forever n ever n ever i LOVE THEMM i gotta draw em more....#OH ALSO before i run outa room. i should say. i took inspiration from a tf2 animation called POOTIS ENGAGED#the animator. Ceno0. uses black bars in the action sequences in SUCH A COOL WAYYY everytime i watch that video i feel inspired#oneday ill make more complex fight scenes... one day....#in the meantime UGHHH I LOVE THE SUCKENING SO MUUUCH CAN I JUST FUCKIN SAAAYY THAT I THINK EMIZEL IS A SMART COOKIE!!#THESE PPL FUCKING FEAR HIM NOW!!! 'SHAMIA SHAMI' IS NOW THEIR MORTAL ENEMY!! POWERFUL ILLUSIONIST. CANT DIE.#THAT PART AT THE END THERE WHERE HE FUCKIN. KILLS HIMSELF INFRONTA THEM. THATS SO AWESOME. THATS SO METAL. AND THEN HE COMES BACK!!#I WATCHED EP 7 ASWELL BUT I WONT SPOIL IT HERE. BUT OMYGOD. EMIZEL IS SO COOL AND CAPABLE N SMART N FUNNY N UGHHHHHH I LOVE HIMMMMM#OKAY THATS MY RAMBLE FOR THE DAY THANKYOU FOR READING. I READ ALL TAGS SO YOU SHOULD RAMBLE TOO. IF YOU WANT. IF YOU CAN.
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You must spill blood.
#so uhhhh i just finished s1 of yellowjackets!!! what the fuck!#show of all time#anyways i wanna scream about lottie matthews forever#yellowjackets#fanart#lottie matthews#antler queen#<not a theory just a tag#my art#inkbery#digital art#illustration#procreate
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so I'm finally watching Dead Friend Forever and when I tell y'all the sound I made watching ep03 transcended the sound barrier like after a Very Stressful Day of non-consensual decapitation Tee and Not Tee are running away from haunted mansion: cult by ryan murphy only to get bodied by Thai Ghostface only to be saved by Babygirl White who is channeling the biggest Clerk's I wasn't even supposed to BE here today energy calls them on a 90s walkie talkie like "honey I watched the sus ass video of y'alls missing friend and I'm freaking out cause we fucked in the shower which is horror movie rule no-no number like 6 and Fluke is freaking me the FUCK out that bitch ain't right in the head get your ass back here NOW" and once our Slasher villain hears this, jets, and STEALS THEIR FUCKING SCOOTER he was like zoom zoom motherfuckers!!! straight up roadrunner noises eat my dust and ass losers energy leaving Tee and Not Tee to just stare at each other like "did fucking Voorhees McKrueger just jack our fucking scooter???"
the energy this show has truly
#dff the series#dead friend forever#dff spoilers#no one spoil me I'm only on episode 4#but my GOD as a horror fan I am having an AMAZING time#also this show is nothing like scream lmao y'all played me#chaos pikachu speaks#pikachu's chaotic recaps
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#<not a theory just a tag#digitalart#procreate#digital art#my art#illustration#so uhhhh i just finished s1 of yellowjackets!!! what the fuck!#antler queen#anyways i wanna scream about lottie matthews forever#aiart#lottie matthews#art#inkbery#fanart#yellowjackets#ai#show of all time
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seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing
#I fucking. missed d&d tonight by accident#I straight up forgot#and just didn't show up to the session#my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked#I should be sleeping now but brain won't shut up#my creative output is the lowest it's ever been and I've been in some level of depressive funk since like early january#I am just deeply unfathomably exhausted#like mentally and spiritually#all the time#my memory and sense of time are both shit#my spelling is worse than it used to be for some reason??#I really don't know what to do to make my brain start functioning again it's frankly worrying me#I couldn't even handle college so it should come as no surprise that I'm reacting poorly to the world being a perpetual screaming trash fir#and yet#idk it's been hitting again lately that I have never succeeded at anything in my life and just keep tripping and falling up for some reason#fucking everyone is in hell right now and with my overall success rate I should be dead in a ditch but I'm actually doing spectacularly#due to a series of improbable accidents and weird circumstances that happened to turn out in my favor instead of completely fucking me#aside from the looming spectre of my various failed attempts to have some kind of life trajectory#it just doesn't feel like this can keep up forever#like surely at some point the luck has got to run out I can't just keep living like some kind of folkloric trickster archetype#but my motivation and sense of purpose kind of died after the last failed attempt so I'm still just here#doing whatever this is#maybe I should drive out to the coast#maybe staring at the ocean would fix me I've been away from it for too long#I mean it can't make me worse#I should wait until further into summer though so I don't have to drive back in the dark#everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone
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new favorite Black Bulls shots dropped 🤍🖤
#respectfully waiting for the movie#I miss them#It’s missing bbs hours#black clover#black clover movie#black clover spoilers#crying shaking screaming#I need them to have at least 2-3 minutes just flexing & teaming up#the thing they could do if they’re allowed to show more creative team ups & union spells…#I also need more 5 minutes just of them hanging out it’s been forever since they were allowed to relax & have family time in the base
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liv mckenzie really had the worst 3 days of her life and then died 😭
#fine ass ex stalking her. fine ass ex shows up at the bar n tries to fight her man n gets them all kicked out#then gets STABBED in the parking lot#mindy on her ass for zero reason#like the only other person besides chad who fw her in this group aint even there although i mean. tara has a very good reason for that 😭#tries to get freaky w her man at the Fly High Wes Function and gets curved bc chad is so stupid (affectionate)#AND she cant even get a ride home#killer allegations twice in one night#between those she finds chad like damn near dead in the yard#tries to get him help and dont nobody even believe her 😭#and then she just gets SHOT#girl im so sorry like 😭#liv babygirl u lived just as u died#being in exactly the wrong place at the wrong time w the wrong ppl always and forever#ceci speaks#scream liveblog
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finished hera & started lady macbeth and we have got to start blaming women for shit again for real
#this is a joke. but.#if i have to read one more retelling~ that’s just#‘but what if the woman was ASSAULTED ALL THE TIME and had NO AGENCY so everything bad she did was JUSTIFIED or a LIE???’ please stop#when you’re actively taking agency away from women written and portrayed in deeply patriachal cultures you’re not giving them a voice#youre taking the voice they had away.#women worked around and within the patriarchy while having feelings and ambitions and wants and dreams and flaws and virtues forever.#without the necessity of ‘but what if the MAN in her life was just SUPER EVIL and NOT NUANCED and she was just ASSAULTED’#what if no women wanted anything but SAFETY ever what if they were never power hungry or jealous or predatory ever themselves?#yes circe did this too if i have to see one more person say ‘oh except circe’ i will scream.#circe is literally like. the worst offender here.#pivoting back though sorry but it also all feels very bioessentialist PRESUMABLY without meaning to but ‘oh men are just inherently evil#with no nuance. nuance is for women and by nuance we mean was just super oppressed and wronged’ is uh haha actually terfy as fuck#good ol lady macunsexmeherebeth who definitely didn’t plot the whole thing to begin with for sure needs to be Given a Voice#i haven’t finished this one yet btw. i like this author’s work on the whole i just think this one is a swing and a miss because like.#this is not a woman who didn’t do anything and who didn’t have a voice.#if you want to show us her perspective in terms of her psychology and her inner workings and how she got to this place excellent wonderful#but not when the answer is just ‘but actually nothing was her fault ever!!!!!!’ like. lol let her want that crown for reasons that aren’t#my husband is abusive.#like oh my god.#same with hera you’re gonna go with the ONE tradition where she didn’t want to marry zeus#and all her rage is just about Injustice and the Patrairchy and not actual envy. okay.#she & zeus were an og most toxic couple of all time but they WERE in virtually all tradition a couple still who had times of reconciliation#and attachment.#like you know. actual toxic and abusive relationships do.#also it completely erased rhea who was actually the character whose story this more closely resembled#(warrior goddess with flop husband she finally schemes against)#instead she just. uh. went away oh no hera’s so afraid of being weak like mama she must break the cycle.#like okay this is the story you want to tell stop superimposing it on mythical entities from thousands of years ago then.#justice4rhea.#okay sorry. end rant.
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#this year just feels weird. im selfishly not saying ~rawr so awful or tragic#because there are things ive achieved this year that im proud of and that were long due#im so happy i did that masters course and im so glad i landed a job that pays well even though its torture on my nerveous system#my mind is forever free from academic guilt and pressure#and i can afford things that nourish my soul and body when they werent accessible before#so this is the firm acknowledgment of the fact that im lucky and have an objectively good life#part of which i was given and nice parts i actually worked my ass off for#and for the first time in my life im at a stage where its all … freestyle?? lmao like ok girl you did the things now find new things to do#and theres none hehehe just human connections that are harder to build than a cv or a thesis defense and doesnt only depend#on the effort i put in#but also on how the stars and planets are moving or idk#plus i just remembered how my sister told me that the reason why i kept procrastinating on my diploma was bc it was an excuse to not grow u#and now the universe is kicking my ass all year to make me realize that i need to change and grow and build a life i could settle in#because this bitch!!!! took 3 of my 4 closest friends and made them move countries and get married or in one case just simply get over me#and not to make everything about me but its how humans work okay so ofc im internalizing a lot of other tragedies as new signs#from the universe screaming at me#to get away from the parasocial bonds that give me so much joy but also affect me too much#like LAUGH AT ME all you want but ive been wanting to see ts live since 2009#and the only thing that kept me up in exam season at 4am was me and my friend sending outfit inspos to each other#like its silly i know but when that show got cancelled and i was hysterical i kneew the lesson was to grow up and stop investing so much#into lovely but also relatively short moments of my life#because i should be able to#look forward to other things after graduating than the eras tour but i WASNT okay#and i dont have to elaborate on how liam’s passing has been affecting me/us so i wont#but fuck that was a cruel reminder - to make things about me again- that though i can talk about this with friends on my phone#until my retina burns out or melts or idk what retinas do#i still dont have ANYONE in my phsyical proximity who would understand this pain and thats partially on me#and then my 85+yr old grandma got covid AGAIN for the 3rd time and my god she got better but in case i forgot she wont be with me forever#and i reached the tag limit so thats it anyway weird year very weird dont know what it wants from me#to the void
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how do you get yourself to write about such upsetting topics (mainly the fascism/bigotry) without getting upset yourself?
Oh, but I do get upset. I don't write like a detached, passive observer. The trick isn't to not get angry at all, it's to channel it into something constructive.
#That's me though#Know yourself and your limits. If you can't write about something without hurting yourself then don't do that#But anger and self harm are two different things#But I get upset all the time about what I read and write. I just try to act in good taste about what shows up in my work#Sometimes I'm angry#Sometimes I'm uncomfortable. But I push through it because I feel better when I talk about it#And I have thoughts that I feel resonate with some people#Art is connection at its core or something#How else do people deal with the rot of the world? Just bottle it up and try not to think about it forever?#I put it into a fake little guy and then scream at him#I think the hardest thing to write about isn't even the heaviest topics it's the abuse#Oh oh wait no it's when a character is feeling guilty#Writing that emotion is fucking excruciating#Especially when they've done nothing wrong but still feel bad#Godddd writing that makes me squirm
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#ai#art#aiart#<not a theory just a tag#digital art#procreate#inkbery#illustration#digitalart#so uhhhh i just finished s1 of yellowjackets!!! what the fuck!#anyways i wanna scream about lottie matthews forever#fanart#show of all time#my art#yellowjackets#lottie matthews#antler queen
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i don't really like making theories for two reasons: one, i like to let the creators tell me a story and consume it without interrupting first and then analyze it; two, i don't really like to make assumptions on so little data, six episodes are not enough there is soooo much room for surprises left.
however i do want to articulate my thoughts on phi and jin because my brain's been rotting about them since the trailers. and i like jin for whatever subjective reason. also, i do want to be wrong about everything because i want to be surprised!
i want to summarize everything they showed us in the trailer, flashbacks, flashbacks of the flashbacks and current timeline scenes.
we know that phi and jin used to be fwb and jin apparently does not have feelings for phi. however phi kept lurking at jin and asked him about moving to usa and just leaving everything behind. maybe he didn't mean their past relationship but their connection to non. maybe non is dead or maybe he moved, and phi and jin became close because they both were in love with non? or maybe phi and jin became close and then jin realized that phi was plotting something and broke things off? and he was easy for phi as he said himself, maybe this is why he can't stand phi now?? because he let phi use himself so phi could get closer to others? but jin does not stop him because he also wants his friends to be punished??
i believe that jin is not just a victim here and somehow behind all of this too. that smile in the end of episode 4?? he is not that simple. what if he somehow blames phi? like, he had a crush on non, then he knew that phi and non were fwb/bfs, and he wondered why phi did not protect non until it was too late?
there is also a chance that they're working together.
now let's focus on pre-release trailer, which has no plot just vibes but things like this usually have a lot of hints. it's obvious that it's phi who is beating someone behind the glass door. so, i believe this hints that phi is gonna take revenge. jin is filming this, so this might mean that he is with phi/plotting something on his own, but he won't be haunted like top, por and tee. and his smile in the end? this boi is definitely up to something!
while talking about pre-release trailer, tee is gonna suffer a lot, this is what i think. to think so, por was just an asshole, top was a bigger asshole, liar, coward and every curse word that exists. but tee? he got non involved into money laundering. he is gonna be the last to be murdered and it is gonna be painful.
i still don't know what to think about scenes with por, he is probably dead already, but maybe he is haunted/regrets his actions while in high school? (upd: was too occupied with phijin that i forgot about the moment when por sees janga in his camera! boi is gonna be haunted since hs!)
also don't know about white for sure. it's understandable why he has scenes with tee in pre-release trailer, but that scene where he hugs jin, and then they shove each other, and then white appears in the mirror near jin? white surely doesn't know a lot but what if he takes jin's side by the end of the series?
also! i do believe or at least i want to believe that it is not just a person killing them, but this janta god is haunting them. what if non sacrificed himself so his offenders are punished? what if jin did something in that temple? remember that in the first scene we saw non and jin running in the woods.
(i have some wildest guests about the teacher and possibility that jin killed him protecting non/making sacrifice; or maybe non, jin and the teacher went to that temple and something happened to the teacher and that's why non and jin were running in the first scene?)
#dff the series#dead friend forever#i've definitely watched pre-release TOO many times#i remember all cuts second by second#this show makes me crying screaming throwing up
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For anyone who wants and/or needs Burkhalter in a towel, here you go. (My apologies for not enhancing them, but none of the pictures have ever came out right when I've tried it in the past.)
#this isn't something I'd normally post#I usually stick to pictures that have one or both of my men in them#(yes I've claimed Hogan too)#don't look at me like that🤣#I like my men with a commission thank you very much#a girl has to have standards#however‚ it gave me an excuse to watch the best bits of this ep again😏#that was a good enough reason for me#also‚ I will never get over Burkhalter inviting Hogan to join them😂#I nearly screamed the first time I saw this episode#The general was really like 'come get naked with us'🤣#WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS ON THE EDGE OF MY SEAT#just PRAYING Hogan would say yes#The disappointment I felt when he declined was palpitable#I'm sure all the Hogan fangirls out there have felt the same pain#Burkhalter had the right idea for once‚ and yet it didn't come to pass😭#forever salty we never got that OR shirtless Hogan#also salty about the lack of Hogan playing his drums#look‚ I have several aesthetic grievances with the show‚ okay?#but the lack of eye candy isn't one of them#sorry for the tag rant#it will happen again😂#hogan's heroes#general burkhalter#Albert Burkhalter#corporal lebeau#louis lebeau#episode tag#Hogan Springs
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almost 4am can't stop thinking about the meaning of the idiom 'to have blood on [someone's] hands'—to be responsible for a person's death—combined with the fact that Zach is the one we are specifically shown with Daryl's actual blood on his hands (once for real and once in a dream)... Not Josh who had been holding the sword Daryl fell onto, but Zach who took the sword out.
#super dark times#+ part of it that's insane to me is: Josh COULD have easily ALSO gotten (literal) blood on his hands—we see him go to check for a pulse#after Zach did... but we don't see his hands during that—they're left out of the shot! we just see his face. and when we see his hands next#there's no visible blood on them (if any got on he theoretically wiped 'em off ig? similarly Zach's hands when seen AFTER the shot of him#touching Daryl ALSO don't rlly show blood anymore—we see his hands in the leaves tho so it prob went there) BUT SO there was a CHOICE made#to give us a close up shot of ZACH pulling his hand away from the wound with blood on it... but to NOT do the same/smthn similar with Josh.#and yet ZACH is the one who CAN'T ACCEPT THE ROLE HE PLAYED IN ANY OF ITTTTT!!!!!!! GAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#this post brought to you by me rewatching the Zach + Charlie on the phone scene and needing to just. stop and scream at Zach being#like 'Josh‚ or fucking somebody else‚ they went up there and if they found Daryl alive—' LIKE BRO. YOU *KNOW* HE WAS DEAD.#YOU KNOW. YOU KNOOOOW. YOU WERE THERE. YOU KNOW HE WAS ALREADY DEAD. the denial. the trying to find any fucking way that#there could be even a sliver of a possibility that it WASN'T even PARTIALLY his fault.... shifting the blame entirely onto Josh...#[plus like. the 'somebody else' only added in after Charlie was giving him shit for trying to complicate this more—at first he was#straight up saying Josh was the one that fucked with the body]... aghghghsfd he makes me INSANE#also fwiw. i'm forever a 'Josh didn't harm anyone on purpose until AFTER his fight with Zach at Zach's house' truther. that provides#at least SOME sort of motivation to push him over an edge into... the shit that happens. anything before that just fuckin' doesn't make#sense. To Me. ive already written a lot on my thoughts about all of that though [uhhh in the tags of my gifset of the fight at Zach's house#anyways. im also NOT trying to say 'ah so we should Just Blame Zach' because nah nah this whole thing was a fucked up accident. they're all#to blame. plus Josh did horrible shit at the end On His Own there's no way of getting around that—but the messiness of how Zach handled the#initial incident and how that ripples out across the whole movie is simply soooooooo... ghghGHGhghGHGhghghgh. To Me.#in conclusion: im soooooooo normal about the characters in this movie (<- lying)
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Sleepy Hollow creators, y’all will never know peace and I’m so serious!
That’s my supervillain origin story okay
#They did Abbie & Ichabod so dirty.#They did Abbie/Nicole Beharie straight FILTHY.#This show’s first 2-3 seasons were some of the best in television EVER.#Fantasy. Historical Fiction. Horror. Mythology. It had EVERYTHING.#It had Orlando Jones. Clancy Brown. John Noble. *screams*😫#Fyck yeah#I'm forever bitter about what they did to her.#I will also jump in and give props. When she gives that “double blink” whew!! It’s time she gets the lives#and paychecks#she deserves#i could write an essay oh how dirty they did her character on sleepy hollow.#That’s how pissed I am#I’ll never forgive sleepy hollow for what they did to her character#I’m still mad about it#Always remember#never forgive.#Forever on sight for them.#I’m still mad they fucked that show up so hard.#They had two leads with amazing chemistry so they…separated them? What?#That's why i celebrate Sleepy Hollow cancellation date every fucking year#it’s what they deserve
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