#in this instance i’m talking about..
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it is the most embarrassing, and humbling experience to search for smut for a certain character… only to find that no one else is horny for them.. like damn.. i’m weird, huh?
#hopefully this is relatable#omg how embarrassing would it be if this actually doesn’t happen to people 😭#in this instance i’m talking about..#sterling archer#😭#IF YOU DONT KNOW HIM#DO NOT GOOGLE HIM#I FEAR JUDGEMENT#but yeah he’s so#and he has such obvious mommy issues like#i could fix you baby#i could make you feel better#like i swear to god#all he needs is some praise and a good fucking#BUT APPARENTLY IM THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS THAT#archer fx#archer tv show
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I was gonna do another one of these but like lost steam completely and also didn’t wanna do a background so I’m just gonna dump this here <3
That’s pookie bear 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️‼️🦅🦅‼️‼️🗣️🗣️
#ellis l4d2#l4d2#art#my art#left for dead 2#one of the extremely rare instances where I’m like decent at semi realism#I was super proud of the face at least but can’t really replicate the texture in any other instance#and THAT is because my process is all over the fucking place#I cannot maintain consistency to save my life#and poses… ya we don’t talk about that shit
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And even still, the canon always manages to be gayer than the fanon
#I’m not even talking about a specific instance here#this is basically all of them all the time#this post is inspired by a series of posts on my dash all in a row of the gayest moments in all my ships’ canons#emotionally cathartic moments between rivals will always be gayer than gay sex#skk#sskk#bungo gay dogs#mha bkdk#bkdk#satosugu#jjk#itafushi#suegiku#soukouku#shin soukoku
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omg hi if it wouldn't be a bother i'd love if you could expand on your perspective on curly's character representing how patriarchy, rape culture, etc, negatively effect men?
I think Curly is there to represent the idealic person for the scenerior but in a lot of wrong place wrong time and a sort of deconstruction.
Curly’s enabling is never just the “He wouldn’t do that, he’s my friend, I know him.” type. Yes, he is not nearly as concerned as he should be with Jimmy’s behavior but he’s not completely blind to how he can be and is aware that Jimmy is just a guy who had it rough. He clearly is very keen on keeping Jimmy calm for the trip, very accommodating to all of them in a way that he honestly should be but can be used to explain away favoritism. If everyone can get away with a little something than it can then be extended to Jimmy. A big problem of Curly’s is he extends to much curtesy to everyone which a lot of people ignore to just focus on Jimmy and his relationship.
In specifics of rape culture, he’s the sad truth of people don’t immediately cut off the abuser. There is a lot of this in irl cases that can range from the inability to open the selfish not wanting to but here it’s because his relationship with the abuser is also not healthy/abusive, falling into the former with how confined they are despite how it can be seen as bros protecting bros due to how underplayed emotionally unhealthy relationships between men can be. His relationship with Jimmy is not just one of wanting to protect him from himself but keeping him docile, safe to bring around others. There is a tension in almost all of their private scenes where Curly is trying hard to make sure his words are understood and don’t set him off. It’s subtle but real and an aspect of RC that gets overlooked when it’s comes to men coming forward themselves or on behalf of others. The way they can’t directly oppose each other because their safety may be the least of their concerns. They know men and in this case he knows this man won’t target him but the others, especially Anya, case point: not wanting her to tell Jimmy alone.
There is an inherent intimidation that can also happen in male spaces we see Jimmy use due to the specific social condemnation effect he has with Curly. Even if he is a bad friend to Curly, he is a dear friend and a lot of apprehension with men on the side of Curly in RC comes from that social anxiety, that fear and the very real idea you or the person you were trying to help will be further retaliated against/isolated just like we see happen to an extreme in canon. We don’t know how much Curly and Jimmy interacted between the party and the crash. We can assume they didn’t at all or perhaps went on as normal, but we know something changed after the conversation with Anya both at night and in the cockpit.
I think the card being in the locker shows he was gonna make the complaint, taking her ID to get her numbers for the report as it isn’t there before hand. With the recent reblog of how complaints have to be filed, he was likely storing it, possibly it was close to a time he could send something if it was even possible. Though everything was inevitably too late.
Curly is the ideal man on paper in terms of a patriarchal system. In shape, handsome, the top of the pecking order, competent or otherwise on top of his perineal duties. The issue is he is deeply unhappy just as someone like Jimmy who reflects all the negatives. This should be what he wants but he’s realized it’s unfulfilling, boring and he’s given up too much of himself to get up a ladder he doesn’t even remember why he climbed in the first place. He is not keen on keeping that status, I am a contrarian in thinking he honestly didn’t care if the report when on his record, more so he was in shock it happened at all. Didn’t want to believe his friend actually did it and he of all people would have to be the one to turn him in for it. It’s selfish and it’s a personal thought but it’s real. It’s denial because even if you know it’s for justices sake, you grieve the friendship you had and the perceptions that were shattered. It’s not supposed to sound good or noble or kind because it isn’t, it’s human.
All together I think Curly represents a big way these systems negatively affect the men that everyone assume benefits. He’s unhappy with the power he has because it ties him to responsibilities that bring him no fulfillment, he also gets retaliated against by Jimmy because he was never immune and in a way was aware of it. He’s unequipped and nervous to handle such a delicate situation because it isn’t protocol, there’s no protocol. He followed the rules of all the concepts mentioned, trying to do the right and normal thing and it either left him with nothing to show for it or damned him and others in the end.
This is a shorter post than I would write but I just feel like I’ve tackled these aspects so much individually or in lumped together posts that unless it’s something specific I will just create run on tangents.
#catching up on asks#sorry I’ve been inactive little anxious because of finals and writing is both freeing and hard to focus on#but break is so soon so fuck it we ball so hard that shits cray#mouthwashing#ask#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#I feel like I just say the same shit over and over again#and it’s no fault to the questions I get I’m just like idk#I feel like a lot of what I post and talk about is obvious and people get wild interpretations from specifically taking things out of#their very important context or only applying one rule/sentiment of the story or actions of the characters to one instance#and either disregarding them in another just for feel goodness uniqueness or just cause of personal gripes#idk but thanks this got my brain thinking again#btw curly is like a beautiful butch lesbian to me like disclaimer I make all fictional men I like#women in my mind so if I talk about him crazy that’s because one I don’t respect men and two that’s a woman#anon#I respect Anya too much to be cray cray about her she makes me sad cause in the end everything was futile for her and I hate that
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What if I said darings destiny isn’t the beast from beauty and the beast or at least him turning into a beast is more than just destiny magic
What if what if
Because hear me out. In a wonderlandiful world everyone is turning literal. Apple turns into an apple, Faybelle turns into a bell with wings, Raven into a raven, etc etc.
And instead of turning into a log of wood cedar turns into a real girl. Because of the truth curse placed on her it kick starts that magic.
And daring + Dexter turn into beasts. I’d say maybe it’s destiny magic turning them into beasts but Dexter too?
That seems like it’s family oriented. Almost as if it’s a family curse

(This is from dexters diary)
So when the jabberwocky uses its magic it does the same thing to Dexter & Daring that it does to cedar
Also like think about it. Why would the snow king curse daring to gradually turn into a beast?! Like not even a penguin or snow related animal. And everytime the snow king got mad he turned his servants immediately.
So his magic must have affected the family curse.
#I’ve been cooking this for a while#and I want to explain it better#but like rn I’m going through every instance magic could have been used on daring and dex#to talk about#the implications#and before I posted that yall should probably know my family curse theory#everafterhigh#eah#ever after high#daring charming#dexter charming#cedar wood
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saw a tweet that pointed out that rei’s speakers are a ref to seele from evangelion and that’s like, a whole can of worms i need time to unpack lmao but one thing i noticed about rei’s speakers now that i’ve been told i should really be looking at them lmao was the text underneath those zeros!!!! the rhyme anima➕ art book included the back of the speakers in a small png, so it was previously unreadable for me, but!!!!

after some finagling to get a clear enough shot, from what i can see, that says hypnosismic -authentic- 零式 which translates to ‘type zero’. in eva, seele is a basically an oversight organisation, presumably made of 12 members (in reference to jesus’s 12 disciples) and it’s also assumed each number represents when each member joined the organisation. zero type i think implies this plenty on its own lol but coupled with that ref, maybe the mic rei’s been using this whole time is the very first ever completed mic, something outside of what he created for chuuoku 🤔
#vee queued to fill the void#we were somewhat recently talking about eva on this blog and i think i actually have to lock in now lol#type zero i think has two meanings but i’ll get to that second point in a sec lol#but type zero should mean it’s not based on the current model but a ground zero model i think#it’s similar to a prototype based i think#rio has a prototype mic but i’m pretty certain it’s a prototype from the old government and not rei’s team?????#like it’s still unclear who the human experimentation happened under#my guess it’s the old government bc of inherited sins metaphors chuuoku has#but i BELIEVE the mic lore is that rei came to a disagreement about the mics and left the government to do his own research#(and that eventually led to the old government trying to kill him and his wife)#and the old government did its best to replicate the mic research for its own purposes opposite to rei’s vision for them#and in order to do so they fast tracked it with human experimentation#and the second meaning type zero had is that rei is the ground zero/foundation for the power of words#this is kinda related to what seele stands for in eva but without any of that lmao#rei is the foundation for the ideals that shaped this world (zero type) and those who took up the mic are a new and first instance of it#so the first type (and you can even maybe say rei guiding ichiro to helping create that ideal world is the true first instance type one)#i’m taking my time with understanding eva lol like as far as i can tell it’ll help understanding the references behind characters#but there’s no one character that fits all encompassing hypmic mashes a lot of different aspects eva lore together into characters#again i’m taking it slow lmao
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Commissions!
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The Process ✨
#rambles alert#this year has not been a productive year for me as an artist tbh#normally no matter the circumstances I create at least about one hundred pieces a year#but now as it’s closer and closer to the end of the year it’s not even reached fifty yet#which worries me a little#but honestly i feel every piece I’ve made this year is all quite out of my comfort zone so that might explain the unproductivity#for instance the first pic. I’ve never drawn anything as big scaled as this is#it’s like SUPER CHALLENGING and eventually took me 44 hours to make which is also the longest working hours for me on one piece#but that’s the good thing about doing commissions i guess#it never ceases to give you new challenges and I’m always thankful to everyone who gives me the chance to try new things#learned a lot from all of these!!#ok I hope you enjoy my artist’s ted talk haha ;)#commission art#commission#dnd art#dnd campaign#artists on tumblr#art commisions#comms#hikaru commission#digital art#art#hikaruchen#wonka#edit: found my first ever sketch for the first pic which shows me doing sketches can sometimes be a total mess lmao
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I unironically wonder how many jrwi pass the Bechdel test
I THINK its riptide, fated, prime defenders and apotheosis (if rumi counts? Idk if rumi counts but IF RUMI COUNTS)
And i dont think suckening, bitb, convergence, or a lot of the oneshots pass
#whoch is interesting bc charlie is really good about female npcs#they just never interact and the pcs are almost never female#also this isnt 100% its based off my very shitty memory#so it is ENTIRELY POSSIBLE that I’m wrong#i cant actually rememeber a specific instance in pd but j wanna say cantrip and summer talked at some point#riptide and fated are the only ones i can 100% cite instances#anyway#tigers rambles aimlessly#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi show#jrwi podcast#jrwi riptide#jrwi bitb#blood in the bayou#jrwi the fated#jrwi convergence#jrwi prime defenders#prime defenders#jrwi apotheosis#jrwi the suckening
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I just need yall to know hoseoks “oppas” really take me out like genuinely 😭 it tickles me so bad
#we won’t talk about when he said ‘oppa I’m hungry’ in a teasing way and then offered the food to the screen anyway though because that…..#yeah. that did things for me. I enjoyed that one.#EVERYOTHER INSTANCE THOHGH!!! I am in stitches actually#💌 ctrl.chats
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People really just gotta stop looking towards the creators of shows/media for validation regarding their intention.
I promise, the minute you stop looking at the writer as the end all be all regarding the “proper interpretation” you will start having so much more fun.
“But the writer said….”
Was it in the text? NO!! FUCK THE WRITER! DEATH TO THE AUTHOR!
Reject their singular vision.
Do you need god to tell you that the flowers in the garden bed are beautiful?
Strike down the hand of god, embrace the text as the text and find your own meaning.
#fandom#yes I’m talking about arcane because if I see one more person bring up the artist team vs the writing team I’m going to lose my mind.#using my literary theory knowledge for good#like it’s about arcane in this instance but you can transpose it#arcane
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The thing I don’t understand about some of the “doctors shouldn’t be prescribing so many antidepressants” arguments I see sometimes is like…what do you want the doctor to do. You went to the Medicine Man with Symptoms. They have a Medicine that can treat Symptoms they are gonna suggest the Symptoms Medicine. It’s actually likely medical malpractice if they don’t.
#please understand I am not talking about instances of doctors dismissing evidence of serious issues by going ‘idk maybe you’re depressed’#like that’s real and happens but that’s not what I’m talking about here
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omfg did you have any content on that post you just posted? the one about leo never shutting up until hes in real pain? because you are very much Correct for that one holy hell it gets me every time
[ cw: violence mention / self sacrifice implied / ]
No content, just something I thought upon when thinking of the movie (something that is on my mind so very often.)
Just, thinking of Leo, when he’s separated from everyone and everything, being completely silent. Even being so horrifically beaten as he was, even being in a true nightmare scenario, he is silent in his suffering. Smiles through it, even.
At the moment where it would have been more than justified to make any noise, he stays silent.
#non au ask#violence mention /#self sacrifice /#I stg there are more instances of this in the actual series too but I can’t remember the actual details from the top of my head#I’ll have to do a rewatch someday#but yeah make no mistake he’s still that joking boy that’s legitimately who he is as a person#but silence meets him like an old friend the way only a Leo would know#side note but I also think the theme of him and silence kinda ties in to how-#he’s the best one at stealth plus the one who’s most likely to go off on his own#silence and isolation are two things that go hand in hand with his character#and what makes rise leo all the more interesting is how much he fights against that#his inclination toward talking and joking and his dependency on being with his brothers as a team works in tandem with his root nature#djjdjdj okay I’m getting pretentious now but I could write a lot about my personal interpretation of Leo as a character#(even though it 100% is prob me just looking too far into things lol but that’s the fun of fiction analysis huh)
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whats everyone thinking about the moths so far?
#yellowjackets#yellowjackets showtime#yellowjackets s3#yellowjackets s3 spoilers#gathering my thoughts before i post about it#so far i’m thinking about how she sees them first in the wilderness#not the adult timeline#so that dream sequence isnt the first instance#the first instance is in the shack when she’s talking to melissa about going home#therefore i think the moths dont really represent the wilderness at all#i think they represent shauna’s need to go back#not desire#i dont think she WANTS to go back to the wilderness#or to stay there#but i think she feels that she needs to
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YOU GUYS I have to stop recommending shows to my friends
my brain completely omits the absolutely freaky parts of them. Then when I rewatch the show, I keep on forgetting that these bitches be freaky 
#I have done this before and a fair. I keep making the exact same mistake.#I keep forgetting how freaky deaky these guys are getting#The instance in this situation is that my friend and I were talking about romance animes specifically office ones#And I brought up cherry magic#And I’m currently re-watching it because I can have it playing in the background while I work on an assignment#and I keep on forgetting how freaky kuroosawa and fujisaki are#my friends are gonna think I’m so weird to you guys#i did warn them though i didnsay there were some parts where even i was like HOLD UP WAIT A MINUTE#But my brain completely glossed over how out-of-pocket this show can get#The farther I get into the show the farther my#but at the same time this is comedic gold#cherry magic
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Not being a fan of shadowvanilla in the CRK fandom feels like arriving at a milk convention after dying of thirst in the desert for weeks but you’re lactose intolerant
#so much content yet I can’t bring myself to care#I’m sorry chat I’m not jumping for the toxic yaoi this time#it’s like the first instance I’ve ever found where I think making them gay#makes their relationship 30 thousand times less interesting#I can see SM having an obsessive love for PV maybe but???#it being reciprocated???? no#I’m sorry#then again I can’t really talk about not seeing a relationship cuz shadowsalt has consumed my life and that girl isn’t even out yet#I’m going to be so insufferable once I figure out how to make the cookies look good in my style just u wait#my thoughts be rattling#berryboxed#proxy rambles
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do people just not know how to approach things without sexualizing it
#💬#i’m mostly thinking about how people treated luigi mangione#barely anyone saw what he was accused of doing and took it seriously. it seems like the most vocal group diminished it and focused solely#on attractive he is.#no one’s talking about it anymore and i feel like it’s because people refused to grasp the affect of what happened#please provide me with a sentence about luigi that doesn’t include you talking about sucking his dick. thank you#sorry i’m kinda salty about this#this applies to other instances too but luigi is who came to mind#suggestive#<- jic
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