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Hey there! Before the actual ask, I noticed that you seemed kinda bummed lately and i honestly hope everything will get better soon! I was also wondering if there are any other fandoms that you'd ever be willing to write for and if there are ones that you'd never touch. Cause you have a way of portraying the characters that's quite spot on and amazing and i really enjoy reading the stuff you write. Also, while reading, I often found myself wondering how you'd see certain characters from different shows maybe interacting with each other but they're mostly from shows i haven't seen you write about. So this is just me being curious wether or not you have other fandoms you'd also write for. Hope this made sense.
It does, Anon. The long and short of it is this; if I’ve seen the show, I’ll reply, and if I haven’t, I’ll try the show out to see if it’s something Im willing to take the time to think about. There aren’t any fandoms I can think of that I will explicitly not write for; while I’ve certainly got my own personal feelings about what I do and don’t want to write about that’s more based on interest than anything. If you have something like that, just ask and if I don’t know I’ll check it out, even if it’s not necessarily something you’ve seen me write about before.
#someone asked me to watch monster for a thing#I did try but that one specifically was way lame to me#also Darwin’s game#but if you ask about something I don’t know I’m going to at least check it out#because if y’all enjoy my stuff and the fandoms I write for it’s reasonable to assume we have similar interests in media#go nuts. throw me some deep cuts; I need shows to watch and books to read#in regards to how I’m doing#I’m tired all the time but that’s normal#I have asks that have been some headscratchers for me so when I figure out how to go about them I’ll probabaly be more active#tldr please send me the ask regardless because now I’m curious
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I don’t understand it when people say that Carrie was also the problem bc she was anxiously attached bc like …. maybe she had a moment or two but for the most part it was absolutely Big being such a selfish prick and then justifying it w “ohhh I have commitment issues bc my last marriage fell through” umm ur a 45 year old BABY actually
#and like at every turn Big was so awful to her and she would justify it w “I’m also the problem”#Girl no#like when he refused to show her in public for the longest time#Or when he literally dropped a bomb that he was going to Paris out of NOWHERE#Refusing to meet her friends#Talking to her on his schedule and his schedule only#Being like “I wanna do things at my own pace” okay but that’s not how a relationship comprising two ppl works#And then marrying a brown eyed brunette socialite#The antithesis of Carrie#Was a transparently bad Big moment in the show but still#The show treads around in circles w regards to how to view Big#Bc they obviously wanna paint him as an unhealthy avoidant and also downright selfish asshole#But they also wanna be like “he’s j too scared to give her the keys to his house bc of his other relationships”#Like he literally played her like a FIDDLE#only to have them end up together ????? I will never understand that ending#I think it’s such weak writing#In real life avoidant men who also don’t want u that much won’t end up w u I fear#I don’t really understand the narrative weighing Carrie w the responsibility of adjusting to Big’s “trauma” and fixing him#He did that for her maybe once in the show but even when he’s being affectionate to her it comes from#A selfish place#Like he wants her attention or wants sex or whatevs like it’s never bc he’s truly in love w Carrie
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so because we have only three chapters left, I’ve decided that I’m going to wait for the official release instead of going through the leaks as I’ve been doing for… almost the past 2 years. I don’t want the leaks and the fandom discourse to ruin my last experience with jjk as a still ongoing manga… plus I thought it would be more fun and enjoyable this way... more special ig (I’m being so sappy ik) wish me luck guys!!
#Plus I want to know what it feels like to read a jjk chapter without the leakers’ wonky translation and shitty panels quality#also… I’m soooooo tired of the discourse I’m genuinely over it.#I’m trying really hard to avoid it and just enjoy the chapters#cause even if I had my own doubts (that expressed here) about certain things#they were more or less later addressed in the next couple of chapters#so at this point I’m like ok I still don’t know what to expect or how gege is going to tackle all of it.#I have more questions than answers regarding characters like sukuna yuuji or megumi.#yes I loved sukuna’s conclusion and no idk how certain his ending it is as everything about it felt quite vague and unclear.#so yes I’m happy but I’m also open to whatever gege has planned for the last three chapters…#and basically whatever. just you do you gege I really don’t know what to expect. AT ALL.#all I know is that I want to let gege finish his story so I could have a full picture in mind#I’m tired of reading and going through assumptions criticism about new released chapters#while knowing that there are still more (now just three) chapters left#this was basically my whole jjk fandom experience after EVERY new chapter “this is bad and doesn’t make sense” like…#the story is not even finished yet 😭#I just want gege to finish the manga and then we can talk about what went well or what went wrong… and all#but in the meantime I just want to enjoy the story for as long as I can#that’s all#jjk#personal
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I’m about halfway through Turnabout Trigger, and having the opportunity to replay my favourite Ace Attorney game with a new translation is really doing wonders for my understanding and appreciation of it.
Like, when I first played the game I found Knight a fun villain. I enjoyed the VERY intense, almost manic, cocksure energy he brought to the table, and his completely disregard for gun safety. He was the sort of figure we’d seen before in these games. Someone who would burst into the world of Ace Attorney, burn brilliantly and briefly across the screen, and then vanish without a trace once we’d arrested them.
I’m going through a story I know well but the motions are slightly different, so I notice them more and pay better attention. It almost feels like I’m playing the game for the first time again, except this time I know how the story ends, so I end up noticing the little bits that guide it towards its path.
Obviously, when I later replayed the case I knew that Knight wasn’t really like that class of villain. He is very much not a man who came from nowhere, the circumstances of his existence are pretty damn important to the plot of the game, and in a way, play a part in the series as a whole. Although we don’t really see him alive again after his arrest, his presence comes up again and again throughout the game, and once you’ve reached the end it’s hard not to feel sorry that he died the way he did.
Playing through the case with my fresh all knowing eyes, I notice a strange realness to the way he was written that I hadn’t picked up on before. Don’t get me wrong, he’s still an intense, cocksure, manic, with no regard for gun safety. It’s just… there’s also something behind all that. Something more grounded and real. Annoyingly it’s also something I can’t screenshot or really put my finger on. But it made me think about his character in a new light and the impact that he had on the story as a whole. Knight is, in many ways, a deconstruction of the one off Ace Attorney villain and… I’m not sure I really appreciated that before.
I’m looking forward to seeing what else I discover.
#aai2 spoilers#aai collection#aai2#bronco knight#I’ll probably have a better grip on this as I play more#but I do wonder how much of his fucking wild energy was just a mask#because I’m really picking up on his complex regarding his own inadequacy this time round#also I kinda want to compare the two translations now so I can see how they both did his dialogue#but I don’t have time for that#I say like I’m not dedicating all of my free energy to relive this game#let’s be real gang I am probably writing another essay the second I get so much as a glimpse of my cringe fail son#R.I.P. Bronco Knight#you’re not dead yet but soon you will be#and for all your flaws I’m not sure you deserved
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i'm getting towards the end of the skypeia arc, & i'd like to say just how much i adore the way the female strawhats have been treated.
just... every aspect of how the way their characters have been previously contextualized influences the story-line is treated with a masterful amount of consideration. we're given so many layers to both of them that enrich not only their characters specifically, but the arc, and the one piece world as a whole. without nami & robin having their specific skills, and their specific values, without those being built upon, the story would have come to a halt.
you could not have skypeia without nami & robin being who they are as individuals. not just because they never would've gotten there without nami, but also because the way these women think is itself foundational to the machinations of the arc as a whole.
to be totally upfront, if you think any other strawhats were more central to the skypeia arc than nami & robin were you are full-on fucking lying to yourself.
#obligatory disclaimer that i’m aware luffy is the protagonist & a lot of interesting stuff is explored w him. this isn’t abt him though.#part of me wonders if this is an aspect of why people will write off this arc sometimes tbh... like that & the political themes.#but yeah anyway i get why people say that for all there are 100% misogynistic tendencies in oda's writing & character design#it is very very hard to say that he as an individual is an ideological misogynist. like the level of care he puts into his female cast mem#-ers generally speaking & how he approaches what existing as a multi-dimensional individual would look like in their specific contexts is#like... in a lot of ways still something that is unprecedented across all forms of media.#but also not the point but anyone who says nami in particular doesnt get real fights/is unskilled um... no you're wrong read her fight in#alabasta & then all of skypeia.#like in alabasta she takes on arguably a stronger opponent than sanji when considering the structuring of BW. not only that but she does s#with a weapon she has never used before while actively reading the instruction manual. and she WINS. she wins based on sheer intellect &#the ability to utilize skills the audience already knows she has. the pre-existing basic fighting skills she's introduced with are elabora#-ed upon by incorporating her skill w navigation. same with the way her cunning is used in skypeia to cover her lack of sheer brute. &#the best part about it is she's fucking tough in a way that makes sense! she isn't strong/weak just for the sake of positioning her as such#it is thoughtful & it strengthens her as a character rather than just like giving the power-scaler types smth to mindlessly chew on.#like do i wish nami got to fight more & take a more active role in that regard even if i don't think she needs to be a fighter in the same#sense as the monster trio? yes absolutely. i'm guessing this is going to be smth that bothers me potentially even more with robin.#but that does not mean her fights are not masterfully written when she gets them or that she isn't tough as a bag of nails.#respect my darling woman or die.#skypeia#nico robin#nami#grey's one piece tag
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Happy birthday to Arthur Wellesley, the Duke of Wellington! (May 1st, 1769)
#Wellington is one of my “grey area people#I can’t hate the man because I’m just English enough (with still living ties there) that I grew up being serenaded about how awesome he was#but I also don’t love him either as he went to war with Denmark#a nation I have even closer ties to and affection for ;-;#my brain also blue screens at almost any thought regarding his love life#I guess growing up hearing the stories can do that to a person :/#historical#England#birthday#arthur wellesley
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the driftmark scene is so special to me for a number of reasons but the most underrated moment for me is when we see aegon standing up to his father, in his own way, for his mother and brother. he’s actively defying him and refuses to sell out his mother—to tell the king “everyone knows” when such a large crowd has amassed IS brave and extremely controversial when we’ve seen how strongly viserys ignores rhaenyra’s actions. it’s kinda sad to see people gloss over his bravery in this scene because of how he’s not the best character personality-wise, when this was such a defining moment for him in my eyes. we see that brief shine of, hey, you’re my brother. i push you around and i may not even particularly like you, but in the eyes of the world, i’ve got you. in my own way.
#yes he’s not a perfect brother i’m not saying that#maybe he’s not even a good brother#i just think this scene was a perfect opportunity to flesh out aegon’s character and i feel as though they missed it in all honesty#i also think it’s a nice callback to what alicent tells him regarding aemond#aegon ii targaryen#aegon targaryen#hotd#i also saw a lot of tb people saying ‘what did aegon even do here lmfao’ like!!!!!!!! how do u guys not get it!!!!
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everyone told me she was terrifying but they didn’t tell me she was so cool and nice
#blacked out and woke up with this in front of me hi. may my ten thousand unfinished older wips forgive me#champion cynthia#cynthia#pokemon cynthia#pokémon cynthia#pokémon#pokemon#dppt#diamond and pearl#oh i am absolutely not tagging all those. God bless 🙏#platinum gang here. i am 14 years late to this party hello#i meant to begin the sv dlc tonight but i got sidetracked again lol#gotta tie up loose ends on one game playthrough before doing another#have i really completed a game if i haven’t made any celebratory artwork? i think not.#anyway this game was very cool and charming and i adore how they pushed the limits of the DS with regards to art and animation#and i’m glad bc now i get to appreciate my beloved pla in a different way :-D#my art#i’m in my no backgrounds no peer review no bothering to color lines era again i guess. lol whatevs i’m happy something is finally dooonnnee#nomura has until the tokyo game show to prove himself and give us kh crumbs or else i might make this my new icon#i. just last-minute flipped this bc i realized the bang was on the wrong side dsgxjxjzk#i flip back and forth a lot while drawing to keep my perspective fresh and sometimes i forget to flip back to the right side#bc usually it does not matter
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As every Adam Neylan written HB episode passes, I keep having to remind myself that he is also the co writer for Hazbin, and I legit wanna die every time.
#he’s a shit writer I’m sorry#like Viv is horrible too but Adam is really bringing HB down so I can only guess what he’ll do for Hazbin#we’re about to have serious scenes and then some out of place joke that makes no sense the second after#as well as character inconsistencies but that’s for both#It also feels like Adam knows nothing about these characters and how they act#he rights them differently compared to Viv and Brandon for the most part#it also feels like Viv and Adam just don’t mix well#they constantly contradict each other and I feel like they don’t communicate well regarding the writing#vivziepop critical#spindlehorse critical#helluva boss critical#helluva critical#hazbin critical
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just the thought of them trying to make it seem consensual makes me SO mad because ANDREW WAS SO INJURED!!! HE HAD A CONCUSSION!!! HE COULDN'T SIT DOWN WITHOUT PAIN!!! HE MUST'VE BEEN COVERED IN BRUISES TOO!!! KILL THE PROSECUTOR!!!!!! Anyway just casually getting mad as if this is a real case oopsie
YUP!!!! yupyupyup
and Andrew is probably going to have to hear them try to make it seem like Aaron didn’t know what he was really looking at <3 that he could’ve misunderstood <3
#at least in my country we are historically not the best at treating victims of sa kindly#and this is a murder trial not a rape trial#they don’t need to prove that that was what happened#they just need to prove that it wasn’t the reason why Aaron killed Drake#and so I think they’ll do everything they can to either discredit andrew or label him unreliable#and besides take everything I say with a pinch of salt regarding trials#idk if the things I’m saying would actually be done#but I’m just saying#what if they asked about Easthaven? and why he went? and Betsy noted somewhere that he laughed?#how does that look for him?#not only having to explain all the things Drake did to him#but having to explain why he laughed#what his meds do to him#anyways……..
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i still cannot comprehend how u guys will write or draw or rb something of jack where he is present as a full grown adult and then call him a precious child….
#maybe media literacy IS dead like how can u not understand that his development is not like a regular human’s????#but nah i’m the weird one for thinking he doesn’t have a toddler brain in an adult body#DO YOU HEAR YOURSELVES?!#‘well he’s new to the world. he’s just a baby’ everyone regards him as an adult who is new to the world#he literally said right out the gate he is not a baby or child. you just go the baby jack tinted glasses on and can’t separate that from#what’s in canon. ‘they call him a kid’ yeah cuz they’re in their forties and have lived a lot of lives#like kid bc he is their kid but not a kid. ‘kid’ as a term of endearment. idk if u guys have heard of the concept#when does the narrative treat him as an actual child and not just new to the world? or comparison to a child when he doesn’t have his powers#which means child as in ‘weak’ or ‘incapable’ also don’t bring up anything that disabled adults and/or especially autistic adults have/do#like velcro shoes or stimming. focus on his storylines and actual characterization please and tell me how he is a precious child#is it because he is polite? yeah well he’s also bitchy and mean and commanding. it’s almost like he’s a multifaceted character#or something. you’d think considering the writers had written children before that they would’ve chosen child-like storylines and things#for jack’s character but no this is a fantasy show. it’s not just a drama. his age is played for jokes because he *could* choose to be an#adult. because he’s a nephil. because he’s a non-human character who doesn’t abide by typical human development. his physiology is#completely different than an actual adult or child. his fingerprints are even abnormal. and y’all wanna say he is a ‘literal child’#or a ‘baby in an adult’s body’ which if that was true wouldn’t he act like a baby? and wouldn’t the writers make that clear? like where are#y’all getting this from?? i feel like i’ve missed out on a joke. like i’m standing outside the echo chamber wondering where it even#originated from#supernatural#jack kline#supernatural fandom#spn fandom#fandom critical#spn fanfic#spn fanart#spn fanworks#the infantilization of jack kline#hw.txt
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I don’t think people posting “I’m not going to cry about it” [the deaths of anyone] in regards to what’s happening in Palestine and Israel right now realize how fucking callous that is. Well, maybe you aren’t, but some people very much are, and the fact that you don’t hold any emotional, cultural, or familial connections to the victims of violence and can just shrug it off under broader ideologies is a sign of your incredible privilege and remove, not of sensitivity and solidarity
#It is a PRIVILEDGE to be removed I don’t think you realize how callous (to say the least) this sounds#I’m not going to cry ok over the deaths of people ok good for you!#Some of us will be and that doesn’t make us any less reliable or neutral on these issues#As a Jew I feel intense emotional and physical connection to all Jews. I feel we are a singular. ‘Am yisrael#As a supporter of Palestine I feel intense rage and hatred in what has been done in our name and offer anything I can do in this period#As a member of a very small ethnic group im waiting to#Hear how the shoe drops in regards to if anyone I know or that my friends and family knows has been killed#Sorry that my conceptions of emotion and peoplehood lie outside acceptable western boundaries of the nation state
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For absolutely no reason at all, I turned Lisa and Stacey into magical girls
#Lisa has a ladybug fairy theme while stacey has an ocean/mermaid theme#I was originally just gonna turn Stacey into one but then I made a kero-chan from cardcaptor Sakura looking rabbit that worked well#with lisa more than stacey#idk what to call them magical creature sidekick? idk but if you’ve seen a magical girl anime you’ll know what I’m talking about#anyways I’m really happy with how they turned out#I went ham in regards to detail on the clothes while colouring which is something I don’t do a whole lot#I also I have a headcanon now for the Scott pilgrim universe where magical girls exist#I’d be happy to talk about it if anyone’s interested#idk if I’ll make more designs since im out of ideas on themes#I’m gonna stop rambling in the tags now#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim comic#scott pilgrim vs the world#scott pilgrim takes off#lisa miller#stacey pilgrim
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not to bring tiktok drama on tumblr but like every time a ‘scandal’ comes out with one of these ‘production companies’ that make fan films i always hope we’re finally gonna discuss how they professionalize something that should be an hobbyist endeavor… and yet every single time i’m disappointed.
#like I know we’ve been talking about it here on tumblr and i remember seeing like one or two videos on tt about it#but other than that creators really don’t seem to be engaging critically with the impact that the very nature of what they’re doing has#and look i truly do love the art that some of the people involved in the project make#like arone is truly one of the most talented cosplayers i know#ethan is an amazing actor and I’ve followed him since before he was even in the marauders#dorian is a great writer and idk the others as well but I’m sure they are all great artists#((naming the just cause i feel like being vague would be worse in this case))#and i do believe they engaged with the project with the best of intentions#without knowing or trying to afford grace on past controversy#and it truly is a horrible predicament to have your work be tainted like that for something you had no control over#but like i do think we should be questioning the very idea of how this fanfilms have been made is inherently a problem#like fanfilms are essentially fanfiction on camera#so as long as a few cosplayers want to get together with their iphones write a script and shoot at the local park I don’t have a problem#but if you are putting in place a product that somehow requires you to fundraise consistently for two years then I have a problem with it#ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE SELLING THE SCRIPT TO DO SO#cause even if that script hadn’t been ai generated#that script is fanfiction and you do. not. sell. fanfiction.#seriously like… do we need to go over our abc again?#like fanart and cosplayers are a bit different in the sense that people sell fanart/do commissions and they can be professional cosplayers#but for any other fanmade project that requires you to put pen to paper (or keyboard to chatgpt ig)#you need to be engaging with several ethical questions regarding any exchange of money#and personally i don’t think that there’s been engagement with those ethical reflections#and this isn’t about any of the people involved and not even about mischief productions specifically#it’s about a wider issue in how we have been collectively normalizing a way of doing things that should not be normal#and like yes star using ai and being overall not good is bad but like can we talk about EVERYTHING ELSE please
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half the time I think “oersted and streibough are strong narrative foils” it’s like, a complex and well constructed thought about how they bring out each others worst qualities. and the other half of the time, well, it’s just This Image
#live a live#live a live spoilers#yeah I’ll maintag this fuck it#unpopular opinion but I like that wizard#I think if someone has that complex of a haircare routine circa 1400 u have to respect it even if they’re kind of an awful person#and he’s got just enough sympathetic qualities to be compelling#and I think livealive is a better game for having a Wizard Cuckoldry Plotline like literally who else is doing it like them#my complex thoughts are mainly abt how streibough being a fundamentally selfish character highlights oersteds complete lack of self regard#like. streibough’s at least being evil to further his own concrete goals#odio’s ideals are pretty flimsy and don’t actually make him happy. so ultimately he’s more just blindly self destructive and nihilistic#it’s not a super common character dichotomy but I think it’s rly strong#that’s all I’m gonna put in the tags but do know that I’m literally always thinking about this#feel free to reach out for more of Julia’s LiveALive Thoughts (please please please please)
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apologies for yosukeposting and especially incoherently but slowboiling in my brain whatever the hell was going on w him in kanji’s dungeon. guy who slingshots between some kinda fraught observation that this is so much worse for kanji because it’s happening in front of an audience (over like. freaking out about it), furiously asserting that he’s heterosexual, insinuating danger but then also being the one who volunteers to take kanji home afterwards.
It’s sooooooooooooooo.
#I’m naurt.#conveying it well.#but there’s some kinda something about which elements prickle his unease#exposure to the wider community#the topic of sexuality that falls outside of what is normative being introduced AT ALL#but he’s. not scared of kanji. he never has been tbh#I don’t think he would volunteered to take him home and essentially make sure he got there safely if he was#imo it’s more that like. kanji doesn’t reject the shadow’s assertions where yosuke would#and there isn’t a world in his sixteen (?) year old brain where you SHOULDNT do that lmao#if you’re a guy you like girls and you don’t get hugged when you’re sobbing your heart out etc etc#a guy’s a guy and when that doesn’t mean what he thinks it has to mean anymore that’s deeply uncomfortable for him to unpack#it brings to the forefront his own doubts and insecurities#and kanji accepts that in himself where Yosuke can’t I don’t think#doesn’t question a lot of time and builds his identity around it#but he can’t erase the questions people like kanji and naoto raise because like. it’s intimately relevant to HIM lmao#and it’s how he understands a core part of himself#even if that’s built on sand#congrats! you’ve discovered the patriarchal and heteronormative hegemony!#tunes talks persona#I think it goes largely unspoken and deliberately avoided with him but what kanji wrestles w in regards to conciling his sense of identity#to wider society is like. that’s him too lmao
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