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crazy how you can keep juuuuust missing somebody until the universe decides that it's time for you to meet
#crazier still when you realise just how close you were to meeting several times over the past 20+ years#glad we met#personal? maybe#personal tings#in love or in limerance?
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First time in a long time sex.
That yearning sex. That âIâve pined for you for yearsâ sex. That âIâve missed youâ sex.
Hot, heavy, sweaty. Ugly. Mouths open, panting. Raw. Unfettered. Breathless chuckles and goofy grins throughout. Intense eye contact. Groans slipping through parted, kiss-swollen lips.
Been at it for hours. No sense of time.
âTake me, take me, take me,â he praises like a mantra, the curl of his voice making your walls hiccup around him as he rubs your clit.
A hand wrapped around your throat. A thumb drawing your lip down, pushing into your mouth. Tongue jutting out to taste it.
Open-mouthed kisses, sighing each otherâs names. Your nails embedding waning moons into his traps. His grip bruising, body mooring you to the bed.
He wonât let you get awayânot this time. Not like youâd want to. Waited so long to feel him like this.
He pounds into you so good until youâre both soundless, yet you canât look away. Skin slapping. The headboard smacking against the wall. Bed threatens to give way.
Like he canât buy another one.
Tears stream down your face, and he furrows his brows. He leans down to pour every emotion heâs held back into your body with a kiss.
Your fingers twine together. Squeezing. He pants against your lips, hips stuttering. The world slides into a blissful shade of white. Toe-curling, mind-numbing, tongue-lolling sex.
I need that.
#sylus x reader#sylus x you#sylus smut#demon time#delulu hours#i crave him your honor#love and deepspace sylus#lnds smut#sylus drabble#just musing#can you tell iâm thinking about limerence?#likeâ#sylus#sylus qin#lads sylus
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it was only a dream
#art#artists on tumblr#comics#cat#dream#love#illustration#digital art#digital drawing#digital illustration#small artist#drawing#cats#limerence#loneliest#heartbreak#crush#relationship#romance#comic art#comic strip#original comic#my art
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â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â limerencial
limerencial ;; a neogender umbrella term based on " Limerence ", a state of mind which is an overwhelming longing for emotional reciprocation from somebody else. limerencine beings might also feel connected to the following concepts: obsessive love, stalkers/stalking, obsession in general, erotomania, overwhelming and unexpected feelings and a devastating distance between oneself and the object of their affection.
general terminology :
limerencity â equivalent of femininity/masculinity. limerencine â the equivalent of feminine/masculine. translimere â term for transitioning to limerencial without any other identity involved. LIMIN â limerencial in nature. stalker â man/woman equivalent of limerencial.
attraction terms :
LIM4LIM / distancian â limerencial loving limerencial. stalkee â a limerencial crush. farfriend â the equivalent of girlfriend/boyfriend. obsesonaire â limerencial partner. stalkmate â limerencial spouse.
â â â â â â â tagging : @radiomogai @telephone-blights
ids in alt. :^) link to iwc in question.
#limerencial#⧠vermins gift ~ coining#⌠him. who is love itself ~ (đ)#LIMIN#limerencity#limerencine#translimere#mogai#liom#mogai coining#mogai safe#mogai gender#neogender#limerence#mogai limerence#liom term#liom coining#umbrella term#umbrella label#has id#stalking cw#stalking#stalker#>> made with avpd and bpd people in mind. im saying this in the tags as it is simply a sidenote. will expand on it within a gender under#this umbrella :^)
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I'd bleed for you...
would you bleed for me, too?
#girlblogging#actually mentally ill#girlhood#im just a girl#female hysteria#alternative#female manipulator#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#im going insane#goth aesthetic#cw: gore#cute gore#cw blood#tw blood#gore lover#soft gore#gothic#goth#dark aesthetic#this is a girlblog#red meat#cannibalposting#cannibalistic#limerence#love is pain#gore kink#writers on tumblr#female rage#romantic
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avpd/szpd culture is experiencing "love" more like a reptile would--in the sense that you are familiar to me and I appreciate you, however I cant feel any deep emotional connection to you.
#the only times i feel love are in limerence or in elaborate fantasies#i remember as a young child i was able to feel love deeply#however i have not i would say felt it in a decade or so#only this rigid familiarity#and i will say i miss it#i miss love#i just cant trust anyone no matter how long i know them for#avpd#avoidant personality disorder#szpd#schizoid personality disorder
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what would it take for me to be enough ?
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Today hurts a lot for so many reasons..I miss my favorite person.
#depressing shit#heartbreak#love#bpd thoughts#limerence#polyamory#bpd vent#bpd#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd fp#depressing life#kinda depressing#bpd stuff#bpd problems
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still thinking about this episode
#euphoria#jules vaughn#therapy#crush#falling in love#limerence#hits different#still thinking about it#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlblogger#girlblogging#girlhood#love
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tempest | sylus q.
summary: sylus sabotages all your attempts to move on. things come to a head after you grow tired of him giving you mixed signals. genres: angst, erotica warnings: melodramatic af, alcohol, jealousy, unprotected intercourse, size difference, written with female reader in mind, dirty talk, restraints, profanity, emotional hate sex, âslutâ used like once notes: a consequence of staying up past my bedtime, this late night/early morning blurb was born. thank you so much for reading, lovely! hope you like it! â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ now playing: masc - doja cat
Nothing seems amiss tonight, Sylus thinks, leant against the rail of the second-floor balcony in his club.
He studies the crowdâthe sea below of writhing, sweaty bodies. The floor thumps beneath his feet from the bass of the music. Red strobe lights briefly highlight his features, revealing a pristine glass of whiskey poised at his lips. Nothing in particular seems to capture his intrigue. There are no suspicious-looking people sinking into the crowd. No dancers to protect, no fights to break up. Heâs about to retreat into the quiet safety of his office, butâ
Oh, whatâs this?   Â
Something finally does pique his curiosity tonight. That very something being you, and he finds his brow ticking upward at whatâs got you so tickled. You come to him in a flash of sensual grins and carnal titters, tucked away in the corner of the first-floor VIP section. Sylus bristles at the sight, blood turning to icicles in his veins.
Youâre not alone, much to Sylusâ chagrin. Shacked up with another performer, and Sylus doesnât like how close he is to you on the red leather couch. Doesnât like how he nuzzles into the hollow of your shoulder, whispering God knows whatever obscenities into your ear. And his hands are on a languid excursion over your waistline, down the swell of your thighs...
You donât push him away. Instead, you encourage his advances with a hand clasped around his neck, an airy sigh parting your lips. Your laugh pierces through the dense fog and thumping melody, heard only by Sylus. And the sound of it curls its fingers around something hidden in his chest, squeezing.
Sylus sets his jaw into a rigid line. Narrows his eyes. The whiskey glass suddenly explodes in a flurry of jagged, glittering shards in his palm. He ignores the lazy drip-drop of his blood pooling on the marbled floor, unable to tear his eyes away from you so effortlessly entwined with another man. Whatâs more off-putting is that youâre doing it of your own volition, blatantly playing in Sylusâ face. In his club, no less.
His girl. Enthralled by someone else.Â
The iron-wrought rail screeches and bends under Sylusâ crushing grip. He turns away from the scene with a tempered rage, stalking into his office. None the wiser to your eyes, boring holes into the space between his shoulder blades as he retreats.Â
â
You have a thing for blondes.
Platinum blondes, to be specific, the unnatural sheen reminding you of a figure stuffed in the darkest reaches of your fantasies.
He talks too much, you muse, tugging at the give of your newest conquestâs belt. Still, heâll have to do for tonight.Â
He chuckles, hot and lustful against your shoulder, open-mouthed kisses emblazoned into your skin. He promises the best of things whilst his hands smooth over the silk of your nightgown. He bunches it between your thighs as he seeks out the searing heat of your womanhood.Â
You roll your eyes. Youâre all too familiar with this song and danceâa convenient face in your bed to chase away the loneliness, whispering hollow words. White noise in the muddled mess of your mind, your need for instant gratification blotting out all thought and reason. Tamping down your dignity, your pride.Â
You giggle despite yourself to play up the theatrics. Act all docile so you can get what you want as he moors you to the bed beneath him, branding your throat with kisses. Despite the angle, his belt finally gives, and he sighs something relieved as he slots himself between your thighs.
At least he feels good, you reason, lying back once youâve unfastened the buckles of his jeans, and you grant him whatever claim he wants on your body. Your eyes slide shut, your mind spilling into a fitful haze. You will yourself to relax. Will away thoughts of a man clad in black and his stupid hair and equally stupid, stunning eyes boring into you.Â
But it seems fate has other plans for you tonight.
He comes to you in a flourish of inky feathers and sparkling, claret orbs of energy at the foot of your bed.Â
Initially, you mistake him for a trick of the light, your bedroomâs muted, amber glow distorting your vision. Desire dulling your senses. Thereâs no mistaking the shift of pressure in the room, however. The air crackles with static, the hairs adorning the back of your neck standing stiff.
âWhat the fuck?â you mutter over your counterpartâs shoulder, sitting up as best you can with the hard press of his body weighing you down. You find your blood running cold, your breath corked in your lungs.
Itâs him, alright.
âWhatâs wrong?â asks the man between your legs, all breathy and concerned through the fog of lust. He ingests you with mussed hair and lidded eyes. Kiss-swollen lips part, and he scrutinizes you before chasing your line of sight over his shoulder.Â
What greets him turns his body to stone.
âMi-Mister Sylus?â the man cowers, scrambling off you. He stands at your bedside, bowing profusely beneath your intruderâs glare. âI-I didnât know this was your hoââ
âLeave. Now.â The control of Sylusâ voice leaves no room for argument. Promises the worst of things if heâs not heeded, the glint of his Evol on his fingertips driving his point home.
Your former one-night stand books it, scooping up his clothes to slip past your employer out of your abode with his life intact. You sit up on your elbows with a scowl, your body awash with the heat of embarrassment when Sylusâ disapproving gaze slides over you.Â
âUn-be-fucking-lievable!â you grate, clambering out of bed. Under normal circumstances, it would be comical to watch you tumble to the floor, fighting with your sheets. But now, you crave nothing more than to distance yourself from the center of your heartbreak.Â
âWhat is? Me catching you screwing around with the help, or your state of dress?â
You give him a sharp look, ignoring how the rake of his eyes over your form makes your body hum. Fixing your negligee, you stalk out of your bedroom, Sylus hot on your heels.Â
The gleam of your decanter on your counter calls to you. You snatch it up without thinking, the dark, viscous fluid inside violently sloshing about. The cork popping is jarring in the stillness of your kitchen, contending with the violent thrum of your pulse. You greedily drink straight from the bottle, caramel streams of bourbon easing down the sides of your face, your neck.
When the acrid sting reaches your nose, you slam the decanter on the counter. Just in time for Sylus to blur into frame, and he props his hands on your kitchen island as he watches you with his mouth carved into a tight line.
You pace. Massage your temples and smooth back your hair with a shaky hand, finally giving in to your frustration. âWhat the fuck are you doing here, huh? What the fuâwhat do you even want with me?â
Sylusâ shoulders drop the slightest. He exhales slowly, the red wash of his irises glinting dangerously in the light above your stove.
âDid you really think I wouldnât notice you sneaking around with my staff?â He quirks a brow at your scoff, the tendons in his jaw jumping. He otherwise appears composed, clicking his tongue and shaking his head with disdain. âThis is very unbecoming of you, sweetie.â
âAre you kidding me,â you say with a bitter laugh. Against your better judgment, you maneuver around the island until youâre standing before him. He swaddles you in his imposing aura, peering at you with an air of indifference, a silent rage brewing beneath the surface of his skin.Â
Youâre breathing hard over crossed arms. Refuse to back down despite every synapse in your brain alerting you to flee. âDidnât you once say I can have whoever I want?â
He bristles at that, squinting at your brazenness. Youâve struck a nerve. Buried the knife to the handle and twisted.
âSince when do you give a fuck who I sleep with? I never gave you shit for chasing thatââ In a fit of rage, you kick one of your stools over, the clatter of it against the hardwood not once deterring Sylusâ stare. ââfucking Hunter around like a lost puppy!â
He scoffs bitterly. âSo thatâs what this is about?â Itâs infuriating how calm he is, contrasting the tempest raging behind your ribs. âPetty revenge?â
âOh, fuck you,â you seethe, stepping around him.Â
You barely take two steps before limber fingers wind around your forearm, searing you to the bone, halting your escape. You stiffen. Surprise briefly glazes your features before you give him a haughty, sidelong glare. His own holds a warning. An alarm you donât heed, trying vainly to shake yourself out of his grip.
âLet me go!â you snarl, struggling to no avail. Youâre grossly outmatched. Can do nothing when he effortlessly pulls you stumbling in front of him, irritation coloring his features.Â
He passively waits for you to finish thrashing about. For you to stop shoving the heels of your palms against the rigid pane of his chest in an effort to free yourself. You pause to catch your breath, glaring daggers between the divot of his collarbones.
âAre you quite finished, sweetheart?â
The childish look in your eye begs to differ.Â
The air shifts. His expression warps into one of conflict as if heâs waging an internal battle in his mind. He huffs out a breath, fixing you with a look that sets your body aflame.
âDo you love me?â
The question catches you off guard. Floors you, and you replay it in your mind, unsure if you truly heard it. You blink dumbly at him. âDo Iâhuh?â
âAre you in love with me,â he repeats as if it isnât the most earth-shattering thing. âAnd donât lie to me because I can very well see through your ruse.âÂ
Sylus leans closer, the warm scent of his skin overhauling your senses. His right eye glows a sinister red as he threatens to tap into the power of his Aether Core. Like a door being knocked upon, you feel him poking around the edges of your mind, those sickly tendrils of power begging for entry.
You avert your gaze to the side. Even without the use of his Evol, he reads you like the deckled pages of a book.Â
Of course you care for him, your feelings rooted deep like a sturdy tree. Youâve been his ace for yearsâhis trump card. Yet, heâs treated you with nothing but kindness. Built you up to believe you meant more to him than just a tool to lure out and kill off his competition. The errant touches. The unguarded words he whisperedâŚ
Dammit.
You were foolish to think you could ever erase the thought of him with cheap carbon copies and one-night stands.
âLet go of me,â you say again, though the fightâs left your voice.Â
âAnswer me.â The hard edge his tone once held is traded for something softerâmore beseeching. âPlease.â
You reply with a sardonic chuckle, the taste of the truth pungent on your tongue. âEven if I were in love with you, it wouldnât change anything. Iâm nothing more than a pawn to you, Sylus. A pretty face. Your moneymaker. Iâm damaged goods. âm nothing like her, and I never will be. So, would youââ
You try weakly to free yourself, your chest swelling with emotion. God, why do you feel like crying? ââwould you just piss off?â
It is his turn to look wounded. You stiffen when the callused fingertips of his opposing hand graze your cheek to sweep some hair away from your face. You donât deserve this tendernessâhis pity. His hand falls listlessly at his side, and his trembling lips part, voice abrasive with the strain of whispering. âIs that what you think of me? That I donât care about you? That Iâm using you?â
The tremor of his voice makes your stomach pinch with regret. Its painful, sharp talons sink into you. Despite it all, you refuse to face him fully, instead swept up in your own head.
He laughs bitterly, disbelieving your apathy. There is no warning. No preamble when he suddenly hefts you onto the counter by your waist, the air pinched from your lungs as the brisk countertop touches your thighs. You blink at him disbelievingly, rooted to your spot.
âWhat the fuck? Are you putting me in timeout?â
Sylus doesnât dignify you with a response, instead shrugging out of his overcoat and ducking out of sight into your darkened entryway. You watch the path he forged with your mouth agape, ears straining for every bit of sound. Every flicker of static.Â
He returns soon after placing his coat on the rack. And youâve nothing but the gleam of red and rigid hips bullying their way between your legs as preparation before he snatches you into a kiss that siphons the breath from your lungs.
âSylus, what the fââ you pant between the fusion of your mouths. You push against him, scrambling for reprieve. He doesnât let up, instead using your shock to his advantage. He slips his tongue into your mouth, leaving no part of it unscathed, greedy as he swallows the noises you make for him. His grip on the nape of your neck is almost bruising. Desperate as his lips slant possessively over yours.
Your pounding fists devolve into weak thuds against his chest. You find yourself melting into the warm pull of his mouth. Find your ire petering, something hot pooling in the pit of your stomach. He breaks away with a sticky click, his hands finding the crooks of your knees to tug you impossibly closer. You share a breath out when your chests crash together. He doesnât grant you the luxury of an inhale, his lips sealing to your neck, blistering the column of it with sweltering, open-mouthed kisses.
You instinctively wrap your arms about his shoulders, weighted fingers sifting through soft strands of white.
âIt seems you need to be reminded of your place,â he huffs, highlighting his words with a sharp nip to your flesh whilst his hands smooth up and down your sides. Curl around your ass, squeezing and kneading, eager to lay claim to whatever parts of you he can reach.
You snort incredulously, doing nothing to deter his ministrations. Breathless as you are, you still taunt him. âAnd what is my place, Sylus? Curled up at your feet like an obedient little dog?â
That gets his attention.Â
He draws back to fix you with a simmering look that makes your limbs sparkle with anticipation. âNo.â You suck in a breath, gritting your teeth against a moan, when his wide palm slips between your bodies, digits pressing into the seam of your muff. âYouâre mine. Have I made myself clear? Mine.â
Arousal dampens the seat of your panties. Your scent betrays you, radiating in the space between. He hovers his mouth over yours, breathing hot and ragged while he strokes you with meticulous arcs, dredging the prettiest little sounds from your throat. âWere you really about to give this to him,â he husks, smug in the face of your keening. âMy body? My cunt?â
Try as you might, words elude you, the tremor of your body belying your earlier fight.
âFine. If you wish to act like a brat, then I will gladly treat you like one.â
He snatches you to him, your legs impulsively encircling his waist. With one hand sealed to the small of your back, he spins you âround to walk you towards your living room. His effortless display of strength makes the apex of your thighs throb. Youâre a mess of shaking tendons when he deposits you onto the shag rug, peeling back to snatch his sweater from his shoulders. To fret with the buckles of his belt, freeing his girth pushing against the stitch of his slacks.
Saliva puddles in your cheeks. You missed the sight of him. Hard planes of muscle rippling and contracting, his gaze predatory from above. You reach out to touch him, to familiarize yourself with the tan stretch of flesh covering his abs, to chase the neat trim of hair dipping beyond the waistband of his briefs.
But he stops you. Snares your wrists in one hand, and your throat burns with ash when the smoky stems of his Evol materialize in its place. He lifts a brow in warning. Behave, his expression reads. Once perfectly coiffed hair falls into his face, adding to his wolfish appearance.Â
Soundlessly, he eases down the sprawl of your body, blazing your stomach with languid kisses. His eyes never disconnect from yours as he pushes your negligee over the ripple of your ribcage, dipping his face between your thighs. You arch with anticipation. Why is it so damn hard to breathe?
Deft fingers bow beneath the waistband of your panties, tugging them down none-too-gently. He drags them over your ankles, flinging them over his shoulder, and the warm musk of your sex causes his eyes to smolder and his lips to part. Drawing your thighs further apart with one hand, the other seeks refuge at your bosom, curving around a swollen breast, thumb grazing over your pebbled nipple.
Your lips part with a sigh of his name. You donât know if youâre begging him to leave or stay. He reads between the lines, parting your sticky labia with the upside-down V-shape of his fingers before diving in for a taste of your pretty pussy.Â
You scramble for purchase of his locks. Drive your fingers between the strands, tugging, burying his face deeper into your muff. He feasts like a man starved, his appreciative groans growing in volume and tingling your stomach whilst he relentlessly sucks on your clit, alternating between licking that sticky bud of pleasure and tonguing the pucker of your pussy.
You chase that cresting wave of pleasure, your hips surging off the floor. His hands mold around the globes of your ass to keep you fastened to him. To keep you nice and open, humping pitifully against the glide of his tongue.Â
Your toes strain with the effort of keeping you up, your head thrashing, and youâre pulling so roughly on his tresses, his grunts of satisfaction intermingle with those of pain. You donât care. Not thinking straight, your mind a nebulous cloud of pleasure. Pleasure youâve missed, pleasure that only he can give you.
With another succession of licks, you come undone in his mouth, your orgasm spilling through you like warm liquid. You sigh all hot and wanton, your hips slowly meeting the ground with your exhale. You shake like a fawn when Sylus laps up the remnants of your orgasm, and you tug at his hair with your manacled hands when the stimulation borders pain.
âDone already, sweetheart?â he goads huskily, sitting back on his haunches, eyes shrouded by alabaster bangs whilst he swipes his thumb over his cheek to chase the last vestiges of your nectar away. Such a feral sight makes you clench, a reawakened surge of need rippling through you.Â
âToo bad,â he croons, coaxing and tender, the texture of his voice betraying the sinful things heâs doing with his hands. He palms himself, lip pinched between his teeth. Reaches beneath the band of his briefs to pull his cock free, and it slaps intimidatingly against his navel. âIâm just getting started.â
The head burns an angry red. Shines with a pretty, pearlescent bead of pre-spend, and you swallow, watching his fist swallow up the bulk of it whilst he strokes himself. With a devious cant to his lips, he taps the milky mess of your cunt with his cock, and you gasp, your hips twitching whilst your sex throbs in protest.
Thereâs no preface when he takes hold of your hip, effortlessly flipping you onto your stomach. The carpeted rug bites into your naked torso, leaving pretty, raw indentations on your skin. You peer over your shoulder, a flash of crimson alerting you to what Sylus is up to behind you.
He rucks your hips up until youâre on your knees. Positions himself between your splayed thighs, fisting his cock. Youâve nothing but the crisp kiss of an errant breeze on your sticky cunt as a warning before you feel him pressing into you, the engorged head of his cock slowly feeding into the clench of your pussy.Â
His groan is strained from the force of your union. You quiver around him, and despite your overstimulation, you suck him in so greedily. So filthy, your pussy squelching as he sinks further in until his hips notch up against your ass.
His grip is vexing on your hips. For a moment, the pair of you sit like this, the searing channel of your sex readjusting to his size. Itâs been far too long since youâve felt like this. Felt so full, your stomach pinching pleasantly.Â
When you clench around him, finally reacquainted with his girth, he moves. Slow and steady at first, drawing out the agony, killing you with suspense. You grit your teeth as your arousal resurfaces, your cheek buried in the carpet. His pace quickens thereafter, and he alternates between sharp snaps of his hips and shallow thrusts that leave you keening and leaking.
He gathers your makeshift restraint in his hand, tugging on the band of his Evol as he fucks you, your arms awkwardly folded behind your back.Â
âThis is what you wanted, right?â he huffs amid the lewd symphony of skin slapping skin, your bodies adorned in a fine sheen of sweat and slick. âFor me to fuck you like old times?â He slams into you with a particularly violent thrust, punching the air from your lungs, your body painfully scrubbing against the high-pile rug. âTo fuck that little attitude out of you?â
You can only pant, a hot film of tears blurring your vision. Your mouth hinges open, saliva leaking from between your distended lips. Feels so good. Hurts so good, and you can hardly speak, trained only to the sensation of him moving inside you.Â
âIt seems you only understand me when Iâm using you like some wanton slut. Is that right, sweetheart?â
Of course you canât respond, your voice siphoned with each pump of his hips. He clasps your ankles, drawing your legs up until your heels dig into your buttocks. And he digs a little deeper with this angle, his thrusts growing erratic as he batters against the swell of your cervix.
Finally, finally, his hips stutter. Stiffen, a groan pushed through grit teeth. You milk him, hot, furtive spurts of cum bathing your sex a milky white. So much, it seeps down the inner curves of your thighs, pooling in the carpet. Slowly, he draws out of you, releasing your ankles and freeing your wrists of the harsh pull of his Evol. You lay flat on the floor, thoroughly spent and heaving breaths, something between a laugh and sob caught in your throat.
He leaves you sprawled out like this, and youâre remiss of his warmth. He doesnât leave you for long, coming back to you with a towel heâs procured from your linen closet to clean the aftermath of your union. Thereâs reverence in his ministrations, contrasting the beast he was mere moments ago. As if he fears causing you further harm, gentle as he cleans around your swollen sex, whispering words of praise and reassurance.
The remainder of your time with him slides into a confusing blur. With him helping you stand, arms snaking around your waist to keep you steady. He kisses you like youâre something fragile. Like heâll never see you again, though you doubt this will be the last of your encounters like this.
You help each other with your clothes. And thereâs an unbearable silence between you when you watch him leave through the doorframe of your front door, bidding him a fitful goodnight.Â
âSee you tomorrow night, sweetheart,â he promises, a smile that doesnât quite touch his eyes, cresting over his lips. You nod quietly, and youâre surprisingly lovesick mess as you close your door behind him, battling with a new onslaught of emotions swelling in your chest.
#sylus x reader#sylus x you#sylus angst#limerence#iâm sorry this got out of hand#reader insert#love and deepspace sylus#lnds sylus#sylus#lads sylus#l&ds sylus
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this may be one of my most honest poems. I love it dearly, and I hope it finds those who relate.
#forbidden love#unrequited love#unrequited feelings#forbidden romance#forbidden#love#feelings#emotions#limerence#heartbreak#obsession#obsessive love#truth#spilled truth#heart#my truth#love poem#poem#poetry#poet#romanticism#i love him#tragedy#literature#academia#light academia#dark academia
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âDo you love him? â I don't know. I believe he is my fate.â
â Anne Carson, from Men in the Off Hours (đ¤đ˘đ˘đ˘)
#anne carson#poetry#poem#spilled ink#w#words#photography#fate#feelings#dark#thoughts#writeblr#female writers#dark poetry#limerence#forbidden love#ultraviolence#dark aesthetic#soul#art#dark photography#dark romanticism#spilled feelings#love#quote#artists on tumblr#love quotes#dark academia#spilled words#dark art
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no revenge because who you are is punishment enough.
#kyraâs thoughts#kyra speaks#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#sigh#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#moodboard#hell is a teenage girl#aesthetic#coquette symbols#female hysteria#femcel#hyper feminine#divine feminine#waifspo#trailer park princess#locally hated#girl interrupted#late night thoughts#wait they donât love you like i love you#limerence#realization
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Were we real ? I sometimes wonder if we ever happened.
@connectingwithsoul
#love#limerence#nostalgic#memories#cant let go#i still miss him#right person wrong time#soulmate#twin flame#quotes#emotions#Day Dreaming#i miss you#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#midnights
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you were my brightest student, my research partner, and my dearest friend.
#darkest dungeon 2 spoilers#dd2 spoilers#darkest dungeon 2#dd2#darkest dungeon#dd#the narrator#the academic#the protege#the protĂŠgĂŠ#my art#'would you still love me if i was a horror beyond human comprehension' 'unfortunately. can you clean your room'#theyre holding hands if you cant tell. normal greetings among scholars. its the collegial handshake that doomed them both you wouldnt get i#fellow protege and academic enjoyers lets stare at each other. limerence crit 56 limerence crit 78 limere
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So I just found out whats wrong with me đ âŚ
#girlblogging#lana del rey#lizzy grant#female hysteria#sadgirl#girl interrupted syndrome#adam#unhinged#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#mental illness#limerence#the virgin suicides#obsession#obsessive yandere#obsessive love#bpd favorite person#manic pixie dream girl#miss dior#unrequited romance#unreciprocated love
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