#in like a week but im taking the first one off so.

[sevs-corner]

Im just so madly in love with Graves (brainrot time)

He’s the type-a guy you wouldn’t expect that would be a softie, thinking he’s an alpha and all that but no.

No, he is FAR from that, this man would literally go out of his way and buy your favorite foods after sensing you had a bad day.

Graves would always be the first to open his arms and kiss you when either of you come home, his country tune always reminding you of home.

Graves would hug you as close as possible, smother you with his kisses, while you try to get away- all the while giggling- from his scruffed up beard.

Graves, despite being tired, will carry you in his arms just to set you down at the bed for you to wait for him to wash off his hard exterior from work.

He’ll quickly peck your forehead, whispering a soft, “don’t have too much fun without me, honey,” before leaving with a wink and oh-so-knowing grin of having an effect on you.

Graves, once he closes the bathroom door, is holding his heart— head leaning against the tilted wall, trying to catch his breath. Even though its only been a week or so since he’s seen you but goddamn did he feel like he first met you again.

Or felt like it was your guys first time sleeping on one bed at your apartment, with both of you far deep into the relationship enough that you’d accept him into your safe space.

You liked your space and privacy— and he respect that.

So much so that he hesitated and was more concerned of you inviting him over to your apartment for a movie date.

He’s so lucky he couldn’t say no to you that day, because that what was solidified in him that one day, he’d peck that lone finger of yours and finally intertwine it with a band tied to him.

The man is natural swooner.

But Graves is ALWAYS swooned by you.

He’d be the first to flirt but the longer the conversation gets, the more he gets flustered— ‘cause he damn can’t get his eyes away from your plush lips and sparkly eyes.

He can always find his reflection on them and he can just see- how much of a love sick fool he is.

You were like his reflection, glaring onto his eyes if he deserved it but showing him the best parts of him that made him secure and enough that he deserves your love and relationship.

Graves is an insecure man when it comes to you.

Graves double checks his outfit, constantly opens his phone to fiddle with the strands of his hair, gives himself bathroom peptalks— he does all these things to put his best foot forward, but all of that comes crashing down.

Especially when it came to your natural charm of putting him at ease.

You would throw away all of the things that made him grounded, only for you to hold your hand in his and guide him to a view he swore he only ever saw with you.

Graves is a man, which he soon came to terms with, who- in the forefront of strife- does not shy away from it.

Especially when it came to you and him, bells ringing in echoes as you slowly approach him, and this time— he holds out his hand for you to take.

To show you that he can love, and love he does with you. <33

[akascow]

okay so

i think the viktor and mel hallucinations during jayce's whole Moment in 2x07, their eyes are just completely black. and its VERY faint but u can KIND OF see the outline of their irises if u look REALLY close (irl)

to show u what i mean:

first ones are just normal settings (tho my computer brightness is all the way up), i only messed with the exposure n highlights of the pictures and stuff in the middle ones, and outlined the eyes in the third ones

​which could make sense in terms of his mental state i think ? he maybe feels like he let them down, or betrayed them or couldnt help them in a way ??

they dont feel human to him anymore. or maybe hes created these images so theyre judging him as he can only reminisce on what happened and how he left things

mel’s vision looks maybe like either angry, stubborn, strong willed or annoyed lol... her chin is kinda turned down, with downturned eyebrows, and her lower lids are halfway closed implying that shes like glaring or narrowing her eyes at him, her lips almost look pursed together and i think ? her nostrils are flared but its so hard to tell lmao we only get like three frames of over exposure HAAH take these with a grain of salt lmfao

viktor (even tho i cannot for the life of me read his expression HAHA) to the best of my ability i think kinda looks hurt or confused, maybe innocent for lack of a better term or scared. ((which given how he left jayce it would kinda fit lmao)) BUT his brows are ever so slightly scrunched together, one is higher than the other which usually implies confusion or thinking or admiring. eyes are wide open, mouth is agape a teenie bit, these are usually seen with softer, positive or more admirable expressions, and his chin is tilted upward. im not trying to turn this into a jayvik thing i swear im just comparing to my facial recognition knowledge HAHA

and as he loses himself deeper in the hexcore, the more he starts losing and/or fearing the two ppl he loved most ? ... and worries how he’d get back to them (if at all) and how he would imagine they would react.

the two ppl who not only made and brought him to who he is today, but uplifted and supported and stood by him for ~10 years despite everything

anyway this theory would all pair nicely with the voices that start playing in the background during his lil Montage lmao it kind of culminates into a massive guilty conscious, that then outwardly presents itself in their hallucinations:

“i never asked for this” - jayce to viktor, after their conversation about him breaking their promise about destroying the hexcore, resulting in vik leaving him lmao. also jayce literally turned viktor into this metal husk so hes gotta have that sitting on his shoulders too lmfao

“[heimer] was my mentor, and i betrayed him” - jayce (to mel) abt voting heimer off the council despite heimer ending up being completely right about magic in the first place

“it corrupts” “you must destroy it” “ive seen nations destroyed” - heimer about the hexcore, jayce screams over this as those lines play, anguishing over the fact that he literally did this to himself and hes the reason Piltover is (or will be) no more bc he ignored the warnings

“its your time now jayce” “perhaps its time for the era of magic” - mel to jayce, context is in the quotes HAHA. jayce is screaming no! no! and please! during these lines, i think its just to hammer (pun intended) home on the fact that it all ties back to him for ‘creating’ magic. its on HIM (at least in his own mind) for the destruction of Piltover and all of its people

not to mention the reason hes stuck down there for so long is because his own invention (hextech hammer) disabled him enough to make him unable to climb out for (as far as we know) weeks or even months... more outward projection of self guilt, but like far more literal than symbolic i guess

and as other people mentioned already, it put him in the same position of viktor (down in the depths of zaun having to pull himself up to piltover with the challenges of a disabled leg and illness and no one to support or help him) which allowed him to relate to viktor in a way he never could have before

maybe im just thinking too hard about it idk (im not). or unless this was extremely obvious to the average viewer HAHA. in my defense i spent this whole montage pausing every .6 seconds to take a picture of seggsy and broken and whimpering jayce so i wasnt really paying that much attention to it all AHAHA

anyway do u think this was a hallucination or was it actually the mage standing here with him for a flash lmao

okay sorry for that long ass post i would add a page break sooner but it would interrupt my flow of thoughts that i need u all to experience like i do HA

[rapidhighway]

classes start soon

[mllenugget]

Hey remember when Baghera adopted Dapper like 8 months ago or did I make that up ? ────────────────────────────────────────── Support all the admins that spoke out (& do your daily click) ──────────────────────────────────────────

[lokh]

every day im reminded that though my parents may have wanted a dog they clearly did not want to take care of a dog

[blossoms-phan]

Heat (ao3, 3.7k words)

Summary: Phil has eyes for a cute waiter. But Dan only has eyes for Phil.

[volivolition]

prepping for my Bonus Days. i love tutorial agent lmao

[orcelito]

Considering the. Ahem. Ways this year has gone, I've not been thinking about it all that much, but. I did start this year with the motto of Year Of Unfucking My Life. With a few goals involved in that.

I got an official adhd diagnosis, as well as a diagnosis for PCOS. Other diagnoses in progress. Gotten adhd meds and birth control to regulate periods. I've gone back to school and I'm keeping up with it better than ever before. I've even been working on practicing driving, something I've been largely neglecting since I first got my driving permit, um... 11 years ago...

I just need to actually Get my license. And I need to get it before the end of the year. If I can accomplish that, then I'll say the Year Of Unfucking My Life was successful.

[cator99]

I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care

[skitskatdacat63]

Boy King Seb :D

[dragonji]

well the bookstore job I was truly excited for and the retail job that I was so sure my interview went well with apparently both chose someone else instead so. back to the downswing we go I shouldn't have tempted fate by getting my hopes up lol

[naivety]

have to go pick up a washing machine tomorrow a coworker snagged for $75 [!] and lug it all the way upstairs [....] to hook up before somehow draining the old one [...] because it broke mid-cycle washing sheets not once but twice thrown up on by cat [...] and we can't even get it to drain [....] 🙏 and hopefully finish putting together a 2 weeks late little birthday gift box for my sibling because i literally forgot until the night before and wanted to die. and get my axle looked at cause it might be bent. day off ❤️

[whump-n-comfort]

when you read a fic that gives you a hyper-specific whump scenario that you know would either A.) take forever to find in another story or B.) hasn't been written at all so the obvious conclusion is that you have to write it yourself

[inkats]

i need to get better at art.. god please i need. to . draw so much. why dont i draw more every minute i have free i should be drawing

[thecedarchronicle]

i have had maybe one of top three worst weeks of this whole year and i got through it and i am so proud of myself :)

[izzy-b-hands]

I will be forever grateful i can be on this new med. it's one a lot of folks also need and can struggle to have access to! It's important i be on it, especially if i start doing any vid collabs

(some of which, really, all of which, i unfortunately actually need to cancel that were in the preplanning stages, bc the election results have me wanting to wait and see how the general atmosphere of the country is before i agree to meet up with anyone. I feel bad for cancelling, but also i just can't know for sure how safe things are/might be going forward and I'd rather avoid the potential of. ya know. various not great things that could happen at a meet up, tho i would certainly hope they wouldn't. i don't feel like actually addressing them rn, u guys know what i mean)

That said, if the truvada initial side effects could fuck off asap would be so lovely. three weeks at worst, then they should be gone/much better or so i am told. really hope that's true bc losing my mornings to being dizzy and nauseous is Not Working for me lmao. im on week two, and now understand why my new doc said to call if i needed any 'cheerleading' and support to get thru the side effects, bc apparently she's done that for several ppl to make sure they actually make it thru the three weeks and keep on it (lovely of her!!)