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afairerplace · 2 years ago

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AM I so mad at how hard I failed at R coding today that I am determined to learn how to do everything I need over the weekend so I can surprise my coworker with beautiful, pristine, IMMACULATE code on Monday, MAYBE

#my therapist tells me i need to accept not being perfect #in fact she told me this yesterday #repeatedly #but dammit i am enraged #i do not care that i do not know r and have just barely begun learning it #we are facing the most stupid-ass of stupid-ass time crunches #and i WILL get my shit over the finishlune whatever it takes #using r is a duct-taped stopgap measure anyways #but i will give myself a sql crash course when i reach that bridge bc imo trying to understand sql is WORSE #hate loathe & despise everything about this situation #i refuse to not win!!!#this program canNOT beat me!!!#and i REFUSE to appear inept before my coworker a moment longer!!!#😠😠😠

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gr3n0nion · 2 months ago

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I wish we met, when we were still young,

I’d peel you oranges, and we’d eat them one by one.

And when the stars began to fall, and my mother whisks me away,

I’ll peel you oranges and I’ll mail them one by one

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zapsoda · 9 months ago

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ok but blatantly and inarguably a lot of "accepting" parents would rather their children be ~nonbinary~ and/or ~nontransitioning~ than binary transgender, and this doesnt devalue exorsexism (not only because it is another form of exorsexism) but because it is a fact

#when i was first talking to my mother about being transgender she struggled with it a lot #and she Asked why i couldnt just “be nonbinary” because that would be easier for *her* to 'deal with'#and my parents are currently accepting but that is still a thing transgender youth have to deal with #the fact that some binary trans people feel the need to misgender themselves in order to make cis people feel more comfortable #because *cis* people view nonbinary trans identities as 'less extreme' or 'less trans'#and that is both transphobia and exorsexism on the part of the cis person!!!#why must we blame other trans people for the situations cis people put us into #and to bring up some other bullshit i was whining about yesterday #being told that *really* got to me. because i didnt choose any of this!#if i could just not be trans and not have to deal with all of the pain i would have!#it has made my life endlessly difficult! if i did have a choice i dont see why i would have chosen to be trans #my family was desperate for a baby girl. all of my aunts and uncles wanted a girl child but they couldnt get one. until my parents #and im just throwing that all away #why would i do that on purpose. disappoint my entire family like that #anyways #got sidetracked #thats not the point #im gonna go eat breakfast ahahah

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silvreflames · 3 months ago

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au nesta is a famous influencer popular on booktube and bookstagram

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synqiri · 4 months ago

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guess who's gna hv to go to the hospital tmr and probably hv the infected wound surgically removed

#ITS ME ☝️☝️☝️☝️💥💥💥#skipping sch is so fun yall infection be damned #okay tiny rant after this yall hv been warned #THIS GIRL VERY FUNNY AH #bro ur concern means absolute jack SHIT to me if all youre gna do is be a bitch about it #yeah okay i admit i have zero clue how to treat wounds esp infected ones n i didnt even know the infection was this severe until someone #until my friends told me today #LIKE YEAH I ADMIT ID BE THE TYPE OF PERSON FIRST TO DIE IN A HORROR MOVIE #but like that doesnt give you the excuse to keep calling me dumbass/idiot/stupid #and all the other synonyms of dumb youve been calling me today????#like girl YOURE the certified first aider not me???#and like the qualifications doesnt even give u the right to call me dumb like what the hell #like ik shes concerned for me bec she was the one helping me treat my wound today b4 i saw a doctor #but like she kept making it sound like im a 5yo w absolutely zero sense of safety and shit #and like she kept making it sound like i was FORCING her to help me #NO I WASNT ??#YOU OFFERED?? THEN YOU STARTED BEING AN ASS ABOUT IT???#then like she kept. calling me stupid. like even after the joke got old #bec at first it was her and my other friends teasing me about it and it was funny at first but then she kept going on n on even after that??#then she forced me to see a doctor which i admit was smart i shldve gone to a doctor like. yesterday 😭😭#but then when we were at the clinic she deadass said smth along the lines of “i hv to work and worry sm bec of YOU today”#as if i forced her to accompany me to the doctor??? but it was HER idea ????#also she deadass called the nurse who dressed my wound unprofessional #and she called the doctor i saw on saturday useless bec the antibiotics he prescribed me last week werent working #like. bro if ur so smart then why dont YOU go med sch rn and become a doctor huh #bro ur goofy ahh 1y/o first aid cert aint shit compared to the guy who spent 12+ years studying med n working for even more years than that #like i cannot get over the fact she kept calling me dumbass the entire day #and it was so aggressively too and she threatened to slap me bec i was “being stupid”#and like she kept making my infection out to be so severe as if i wld drop dead right that second or my arm wld fall off or some shit #AAAAAAAAA THIS GOT SO LONG I HIT 30 TAGS WHOOPS HAVE A MWAMWA IF U READ THIS LONG IM SORRY IM JS PISSED BUT I TRIED NOT TO SWEAR 😭😭🙏🙏

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lovelyisadora · 5 days ago

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oh I am going to actually kill my mother

#no im not but. god damn #she threatened to kick me out again after I said something she couldn’t argue with and justify as my fault #after restarting our fight from yesterday while we are literally in the car just the two of us and on our way to the airport #to pick up my brother #she then threatened to throw me out of the car and have me walk home despite the fact that it’s #it is dark and cold and there was no cell service at the time I was like do you actually want me to die what is this #I know why this keeps happening but she doesn’t agree with me on why but I’m like #Facebook is rotting her brain and so is this situation with my nephew’s mother #she thinks everyone is trying to control her. everyone is suddenly a narcissist. me stating a boundary is not me trying to control her??#I literally only told her I wasn’t going to be her therapist so like what the fuck lmao #her final well you do xyz justification was well you can’t even kill your own spiders and I was like #do you hear yourself right now. Do you not hear how ridiculous this is #anyway she did not like that lmao #but genuinely I can’t decide if she wants me to kill myself or not bc she knows I have nowhere else to go so why else #would she be doing this. she wants me out of the house that fast?? like. idk man #tw suicide mention #just needed to vent again bc holy hell #anyway we just pulled into the airport and neither of us have our wallets and somehow that’s my fault too so #girl the fight did not stop until 10 min into the drive that was on you

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xx-psych0-rabbit-xx · 4 months ago

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the whole thing of treating pets like family members is real cute until you lose the capability of understanding youre caring for animals n not cute fluffy plushies labeled "child"

my mom INSISTED on adopting 2 somewhat big dogs out of pity last year, she insists on getting attached to pets like theyre her children so thats the cutesy way she originally treated them.we do not have enough space for 2 dogs their size n she refuses to ever play w them or take them on walks (im unable to do that myself bc i cant go where theyre kept without help n shed just get mad.i know she would from experience), most of her interaction w them when shes not cutely calling them her kids bc theyre cute to look at is screaming at them for barking, she literally spends the entire day at times talking abt how she wishes she didnt have them n their food is getting way too expensive for how much money we have.so yk she decided to give them away to this guy w a HUGE farm space proper for dogs like them, ignoring how she treats them one could say its noble she realized theyre not well here n let them go somewhere better for their needs

anyways then in less than a day she threw a hissy fit she wanted her "children" back bc she cannot see pets as animals but as cutesy children who need mommy constantly so the dogs r back at somewhere theyll eventually die of boredom bc their only entertainment is barking at lizards bc my mom cant understand dogs have needs n arent there to play cutesy family roles n look nice.its just your responsability for a pet owner to know your ANIMALS needs, n some ppl r literally just not cut to own pets if they insist on seeing them as "essentially people bc its cute to treat them like they r" than animals w specific needs to be kept

like.on base calling pets family is cute.i get the appeal im willing to play along w being the pets sister bc it IS a cute term to use for fun.but when you do it sm you can no longer understand you own animals n not literal children (granted if she treated a child like that shed land in jail immediately) thats just.honestly youre just kinda stupid n obviously get pets bc theyre cute to have, not bc you want to take care of animals

#analiceoriginal.txt #she told me i have no love for them bc i didnt get excited they were back like yeah girl bc THIS ISNT A PROPER PLACE FOR THEM???#im sorry for understanding the concept dogs of specific sizes NEED specific spaces #also i was busy crying abt the fact now i have to put up w her screaming abt them constantly #sorry thats just not exciting news.dogs r back to getting mistreated n im back to putting up w her anger issues #just.fuck man suddenly i rly understand why l.aios was annoyed at s.enshi insisting a.nnie was safe n friendly #that is an ANIMAL w ANIMAL needs n behaviors youre ignoring !!! your love for them is built on a fundamental misunderstanding #of how animals work!!! dumbass!!!#its the same shit w the cats kinda too.theyre her cute children until they need vet attention where suddenly theyre #getting on her nerves bc theyre too needy when sick #heck girl im only here bc i sounded cute to have too 💀#also miss responsability impulsive adoption literally got 3 dogs killed before bc of this behavior #she insisted on adopting this dog knowing she could have been sick w a rly bad disease thats incurable for dogs #guess what the dog turned out to have n spread to our other two dogs killing all of them within a month!#n guess who decided that wasnt her fault yesterday bc shes claiming my ~uncles bad energy~ somehow fucking did that!#this is more of a vent than an objective post abt an issue but idk someone can prob relate

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weezerlvr228 · 4 months ago

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they look half dead ☹️

#weezer #rivers cuomo #brian bell #patrick wilson #matt sharp #i rlly like rivers’ hair in this one! it’s epicness #i liked his hair in the 90s with his bowl cut.#bowl cuts are cool #and he looked great w it !#anyways yesterday was my boyfriend’s birthday party; and i got him some chaos emeralds from sonic that he’s been wanting like ; forever!#it was fun for the most part; but nobody told me we would be swimming plus i was the only girl there sooo i was just sitting around while #everybody swam and stuff. and my friend hayden i guess felt bad so he stayed out of the pool despite having swimwear and just played mobile #games with me; which was fun and i really appreciated but this guy ; who will remain nameless was being rlly mean to me at the party #like he was saying stuff abt how my boyfriend didn’t really like me THAT much (we have been together for nearly a year…)#and other things like that; which made me rlly sad and i kept asking my mom to pick me up but she wasn’t answering so i couldn’t do anything #besides trying not to cry and stuff. but it’s okay #and after everybody went inside besides me and my boyfriend ; we were cleaning up the table since the guys left all their trash and i had #like a whole pile of trash; like tons of plates and a whole stack of trash still; the guy from earlier who was mean just like #put his trash on top of the trash i was already carrying inside #since the guys were all crowded around the trash cans (he was closest; but he couldn’t throw it away; rather he wanted to deliberately just #put it on the pile i was carrying ) and it wouldn’t be a big deal if he wasn’t mean earlier; i wouldn’t have cared so much #but he was being real mean and just did that. and i’m a passive person ; but i rolled my eyes a ton at it and idk it felt like the #other guys were laughing; which made me feel even more awful about the fact but yeah so i rolled my eyes tons and he told my bf that he was #sorry about it; but didn’t say it to me and stuff and idk it just made me feel bad #when i was younger i got bullied a lot and people would throw their trash on my lunch tray n it just reminded me of that and made me sad;#but it’s okay now! other than that i had a good time and it was fun! my boyfriend said he loved my gift to him so ya! :D it was fun other #than the stuff with the guy! but yeah. not rlly weezer related tags today; just really wanted to get that off my chest #my boyfriends mom asked if i felt left out; which i definetly did and really wanted to go home but ik i couldn’t so i was just sitting at a #table alone for abt 20 mins while everybody was changingninitially #but it’s okay! ty for listening to my rant i love u all

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lucianlhsystem · 1 year ago

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Currently going insane thinking of The Amazing Digital Circus and the absolute HORROR of that fucking premise Like the fact the cast knows they are not in their bodies and all it's already fucking scary, but also they can't remember what they looked like or their names is fucking horrifying

Like sure the part of not being in their bodies and having the crazy ass dysphoria is horrifying to me because- well, DID systems aren't a one person thing and in our case no one looks nor feels like the body is theirs so fuck us I guess

BUT never mind that, like being put on a body that is not yours that shit is already wild, but THEN forgetting what you looked like?? Holy shit that is a nightmare scenario, like props to Goose for making such a silly yet fucking nightmarish shit, that gotta be the worse place to Isekai'd fr

-Leila

#leila'scrazyrambels #Robin saw it yesterday and they even told me “Yeah I see why you said it's a funny nightmare”#Like holy shit at least we can technically rest on the inner world and see ourselves to remind us we are- well us #imagine just forgetting your fucking face #like the way Pomni saw her face in the mirror and recognize that it wasn't in fact her face was some real shit #we wake up every day like that but like she most be tripping fr #the amazing digital circus #didsystem #lionheartsystem #amazing digital circus #the digital circus #tadc #goose you are a real menace I tell u that

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murdoc · 8 months ago

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before taking my road test i did genuinely think everyone who said some of them will try to trip you up or be overly harsh were just sorta stretching the truth, but after how stupid my test was i understand.

i ended up autofailing bcz it was a two lane (same direction) parking lot where there were signs and cones saying one side was for the road test & one was for regular vechicles EXCEPT FOR ONE VERY SMALL AREA ONLY AT THE BEGINNING. but then she proceeded to make me continue on and do a parallel park, making me assume i didnt do anything wrong, and then have me circle back to the beginning and THEN fail me.

not only that, but she.. lied? about me not using my blinker when either going in or leaving the park????? which i straight up did do????? 🥲

#i think id have been less devastated by the fail if the just immediately told me to turn back around bcz i failed at the bad signage #i genuinely think that if anyone else saw that signage theyd be confused too. in fact im pretty sure my instructor didnt even know #bcz we needed to turn right but instead of going over to that tiny area that clips into the road test section #we went the long way around so we didnt go in that lane #the lesson i went to before my test was two hours and heavily inconvenient for my sponsor so to go through all of that and autofail..#odds are w her id have failed anyway. i genuinely dont see why she lied about the blinkers but AT LEAST if i went through the whole test &#failed it wouldve hurt but at least i could walk away knowing it wasnt as stupid as it was #now i have to renew my id bcz i wont have a license. and renew my permit. and pay $200+ for another test bcz i dont have #a car that can be used for the regular rmv. and now im paying rent for a place i cant even go to yet bcz the next rmv appt is in MID MAY #(the rent thing is normal and i did plan for it. but if you havent experienced rmvs 'post' covid.. you dont even do the test there.#you 'check in' and leave to do it at your house.)#i may try to beg my ride that i now 100% need to drive me to a further out one but. sighs. who knows #i ❤️ lifeeee #diary #sorry this is so long lol. im not as inconsolable as yesterday but now im just annoyed #i also wish to stress that while i love my car i fucking hate driving #my reward for getting my license is high car insurance and paying a ton for gas? YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AUUGGHHHHHHHHH 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣

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mchiti · 1 year ago

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I can't believe my baba is pulling a mama thing and he's trying to talk with me about love and my ex boyfriend. where are the racist stereotypes about muslim fathers when I need them

#this is....................#FACT IS I'M HEARTBROKEN BUT NOT TO THAT EXTENT #IT'S OKAY I'M FINE #he's so sweet mashallah he's making atay now he's talking about how I HAVE TO DEMAND RESPECT FROM MEN #the thing is my mama would have told me the same as the video from yesterday ckdsjhagf #she wouldn't have gone there she would have just said: stop hala who's this idiot the King???? fkjdhsga #“ who is he hakim ziyech ” she said that once <3 #she would have just gone the moroccan mama way.#and my baba is here MAKING PHILOSOPHY HELPPPPPPP????#he's so sweet my baba. like he's not sure how to articulate stuff but he's doing it he's the sweetest man in the world to me #sometimes I think the he feels like he has to be a mama too you know?#cause as much as my mama was the typical moroccan mama #mamas are mamas. they know what to say and you open up to them #and he tries that. AND HE ALSO TOLD MY BROTHER #cause my brother invited me to have dinner with them 3 times this week. khoya...i love them :(

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justinefrischmanngf · 2 years ago

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i should be asleep but i’m not </3 feeling kinda weird but not bad ….. thinking abt work and also the barista @ the cafe this morning who was wearing a dykes against transphobia tshirt and she told me she liked my outfit and i told her i liked her shirt…… thinking abt the fact that my friends probably don’t hate me bc if they did they wouldn’t be my friends bc we’re all adults now <3 thinking abt the fact that i need to actually put my essay notes into essay form . thinking abt going home next week…….

#thinking abt the fact that #one of my coworkers has caught onto my collared shirt underneath overalls go-to outfit #thinking abt the fact that i’m literally going to pull up an a level maths paper sometime soon to revise the content #thinking abt the fact that i have to write a research paper and i’m looking forward to it #thinking abt how much i love my friends #thinking abt how my roommate is going to come back from seeing her family on monday #and then i leave to see mine later that week #thinking abt how this girl told me yesterday that she didn’t see me staying in australia #thinking abt how i helped this kid with trigonometry today #thinking abt the fact that i still #need to do laundry

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lanshappycorner · 2 years ago

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#yesterday i was on a really long ass call with my gf and i told her abt u guys and ur. weird ways of saying my username #and she was like. im gonna tell all my friends ur name is ian💀💀#she also said that i was very pathetic and bullyable im gonna end it all #also she casually dropped the fact that she was following me before we met and i was like ik that but like since when #and then she referenced basically the first tw/st post ive ever made guys i went into shock #its a small world........

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prettyboysmlm · 1 year ago

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counting the fucking days