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sketches in between fancier wips
#cult of the lamb#cotl au#cotl deal au#my art#doodles#my sibling wanted nari sitting at a bar#im such a simp for toww even when theyre just my au version ughhfhfh#and a bishop aphrodite for funnn#im working on somethings special
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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would people be interested in a post about DIY hrt from a harm reduction perspective
#personal#funnily enough this is something that the org im starting to work with specializes in#harm reduction#diy hrt#trans#transgender
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it is insane how normal i am medicated like. you mean this was an option the whole time. what
#theresbeen some hiccups like the first month i started to realize my work drive was 90% fear based#so ivehad to develop like actual work schedule and discipline thats not just 'everyone will hate me if i dont'#but its been working! now getting stuff done actually... feels.... good?#instead of like throwing water over one fire only to run to the next one#like before nothing was ever satisfying. i was always just running around panicked#now im like. okay this is what i have to get done today. yay! i finished it! now i go to bed. okay now its the next day#the only other thing ive noticed is ive become seemingly like. more. autistic acting.#like i get More fixated on my special interests now. i can think about something for hours straight instead of getting guilty and thinking#'oh im being greedy im being lazy with my time i should be doing something productive'
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virgin!soobin drabble *ೃ༄
+*:🫐:*﹤ warnings : 18+ mdni, intercrural sex, drugs (weed) / masterlist
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soobin who...
is your friend and dealer, and asks if you wanna smoke with him when you come by his apartment to get your weekly order. he promises not to charge you, so you agree, why not?
and when you’ve got that warm fuzzy feeling circling through your head, soobin lets it slip that he’s a virgin. you definitely don’t believe him – he’s easily the most perverted person who you know – but he swears, words slow and eyes pink, and he’s looking at you so intensely that you can’t stop yourself when you ask, “wanna know how it feels?”
he’s moving closer to you on the couch immediately, causing a lazy giggle to escape from you at his eagerness. sure you’re under the influence, but you’re not positive this situation would’ve turned out differently if you were sober (he’s one of your closest friends, and he’s so big and cute, who wouldn’t be attracted to him?), so you make quick work of getting your (and his, ‘cause he’s moving too slow to do it himself) pants off
you try to start with a little foreplay, but the second you see his dick – long and red, and there’s already precum dripping down the side – that plan flies out the window. you’re too desperate to feel him inside you to take your panties off, so you pull them to the side and straddle him, lining his tip up with your opening
“fuuuck–” he whines out when you sink down on him, voice thick and raspy, head falling back on the couch. you’re not doing too well yourself, having to take a moment to adjust to his length
neither of you last long, the feeling of him twitching against your sweet spot causing sparks to fly behind your eyelids. he’s babbling something like “s’ good, s’perfec– you’re so–” before he’s pumping you full of his cum, and it spills back out, mixing with your own as he fucks himself through it <33
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a/n : now im a drabble bot now apparently...
#this might have typos bc im too shy to reread it#not my best work methinks#but just wait until wednesday leehan lovers i have something special for u#txt hard hours#txt hard thoughts#soobin hard hours#soobin hard thoughts#soobin x reader#txt x reader#soobin scenerios#txt scenarios#blueberrybeomgyu#whether or not i tag something w my username just depends on the day ig
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Aftermath of the "there are other ways" comic(probably idk):
*ody goes back to ithica after, with all of his men (zeus probably didn't let poisidon interfere)*
*meanwhile his men just wish he would have picked death*
*his wife and kid are probably just confused and concerned for the men*
Heh 😏
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i feel like Most dpxdc crossover fics have dp and dc in the same universe which like, is still fun don't get me wrong, but there's so many missed opportunities with them being in fully separate universes!
i'm specifically thinking of an au where the dcu is fictional in danny's universe like in ours. so instead of him being dropped in a random city, he's fully isekaid into the dcu and has to deal with the implications of that. danny not being a dc fan could def be interesting, but i personally really like the idea of him being a fan! i think he'd be really into characters like martian manhunter or the superfam since they're more directly related to space, but i think he'd have appreciation for the common dpxdc characters like the batfam too.
but anyway i'm just thinking of dc fan danny who somehow gets dropped into the dcu and is immediately clocked as Different and Knowing by literally every hero/vigilante there. damian screams bloody murder at him and danny just gives him this look like "i know what you've been through and you're just a kid so i won't hold it against you even though that was pretty mean" and damian is sooo pissed cause what the fuck does this guy know?? danny looks at jason like he's seeing robin and not red hood,,, he sees batman one day and gives him the most begrudging respectful and also highly judgemental glare. danny seeing clark on the street and immediately noping and turning around like no not dealing with superman today no thanks. danny randomly happens to be walking next to wally and tries to get him into a walking race. danny who keeps looking up at the sky whenever the watchtower is above him.
i just love the idea of danny walking around knowing way too much, not even necessarily being Powerful at this point, he just knows! too! much! and every hero who meets him feels completely exposed like how does this random kid give everyone the heebie jeebies.. what does he know.. how much does he know... why does he know... etcetc.
idk i love casually creepy danny
#he's so funny to me#danny seeing bruce wayne in the grocery store: glares at him like he knows every single secret flaw obsession that bruce has#bruce: 🤨#j'onn tries to read his mind and danny immediately panics and thinks of like fnaf or something#danny: don't think about the teen.titans cartoon do NOT think about the teen.titans cartoon#personally i think this au works best when danny truly has no ulterior motive like he really got hit by a bus or landed there#danny: turns into a complete stick near cass in hopes that she won't figure him out#cass: 🤨#obviously aus like this can also be made way more interesting by having seriously injured danny or ghost king danny#deaged danny or even assassin danny#how did he become an assassin in his normal world you say? don't ask me man im just the messenger#dpxdc#dcxdp#i love silly teenager danny he's so special to me#danny: like yes i should go home but do you think i can bring these limited edition jl figures with me?????
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something about how louis and lestat are written for the girls and the gays but Armand, and especially his dynamic with daniel is for the lesbians. something about desperation, something about seeking to submit but being too afraid to give up control. something about dates that go on for days, weeks, months, years. something about obsession that turns into fascination, that turns into love. Idk imma go reread the Devil's Minion chapter
#i have this meta on my head about this#but im waiting for the finale to drop so i can write it properly#it's basically this#luis and lestat are cool and interesting#and i see how people go feral for them#and i respect it#but armand just hits different#the devil's minion is something else#i want to study armand like a bug and put him in a microwave and go into his brain to see how he works#he and specially his relationship with daniel just hits something with the lesbians#god bless#the devils minion#the devil's minion#interview with the vampire#iwtv#the vampire armand#daniel molloy
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Hey! If you feel like thanking a doodle request, maybe a lil Gem? Perhaps in her scientist outfit?
Thank you in advance, and I hope life gets better soon! [:
a gem for you <3
#my art#geminitay fanart#geminitay#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft season 10#i think my biggest struggle right now is just#that idea that everything i create has to have a purpose. has to be meaningful and detailed and original and polished#just thinking that my art is entirely worthless because it’s not special#i am able to draw. it doesn’t even look that bad. but it just doesn’t feel good enough#Im also pretty overwhelmed by different projects and work at the moment#so it’s just been very draining lately lol.#but anyway i just wanted to say thank you for anyone who has said kind words or just whatever about my art recently#i genuinely appreciate it a lot and it really does help on bad days to see something sweet said about something i made !! so thank you haha
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my life is complete, i made it into a scar video :D
#his love for art and his community is so apparent in this video i teared up#what a lovely lovely man#im so thankful to all my organizer buddies and everyone else who worked on this project#i think we made something really special :]
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thank you for over 1k followers!! wrapped up this special gift for yous
#thank you all for over 1k...#tied up an ivy as a gift for u... (its me im ivy)#i think we reached this during my exam period. abt a month or two ago#and i sketched this out back then as a quick 'thank you' type thing to post#but decided i wanted to try doing something more 'proper' instead#since its not really an everyday occasion smkdfs#im glad i worked a bit harder on this even if it took a while longer. extra special from me to you#diary#milk#i dont really know what else to say without repeating myself so ill just say it once. thankies... a lot ksfs
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something special = anything valentines day related from gifts to dinner to dates to watching a special movie; anything you do specifically because its valentines day
#polls#i have a love hate relationship with valentines day#usually i would do something nice with a friend but today i have to work from morning until night#i still might put on a cheesy romcom since im working from home#and buy some red wine to have something a little special
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Headcanon #500:
Mind is afraid that when he distances himself from or above the others, that he will be too far gone to come back down. That when his paranoia gets the best of him, he'll shut everyone else out and then be completely alone with no way back to where he was before.
Heart is afraid that if Mind is right, with the idea that what he does isn't genuine, that he's being manipulative without realizing it. Then therefore being Whole without himself there is the better option. That he'd be thrown out because his ideas would then be "not worth it" or even "vile"
Soul is afraid that no matter what he does or how good things will be, they'll always eventually split up again or even end up worse. Even then he has no clue what he's supposed to do or be during everything, and so because of that he'll never be whole. Or worse that he'll never really "feel" whole.
#kiiiiiiiinda just saying what is a bit talked about in the album but eh#i like this#fun fact: i made this & saved it as a draft back when it was just barley over 100#finally being posted at 500#wanting to post my own at each hundred mark cos why not#i say that but there's only one more submission in the queue atm soooo#send me your headcanons now to make my own ideas for special occasions get it like special hahaha [please send more i only have so many]#[idk what to do after I run out help]#haha anyway#next are my old tags from when i first made this post#cj soul#cj mind#cj heart#chonny jash#wow did KJ just attempt to make an angst headcanon? never thought that would happen#anyways idk how much this makes sense but eh it works#if theres anything to get from this or how my ideas with them work#mind can be overly paranoid. heart can be too protective of himself. and those idea make them believe the other has it out for them#soul has no idea how to really deal with that let alone what he's supposed to be#or something along those lines#idk its 5am man idk what im talking about#i need to go to bed pfft#chonnys charming chaos compendium
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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🚧 work-in-progress 🚧
notes: icemav; crossdressing; iceman-centric; internalised homophobia out the ass
#longest fic i currently have in progress#and she is so special to me iceman kazansky in a skirt is something that can be so personal#and surprise it is icemav! i had to reduce sliderice to besties im sorry 😔😔😔#icemav#my fics#works in progress#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#top gun (1986)
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Collaborative 2AL Comic Calling and Info!
Oh BOY did this blow up...
Ive polished up dialogue and framing, in total there should be 30 panels, exactly the tumblr image limit haha! Everyone who is participating gets to draw a panel! I will message you the dialogue, and a general layout once I get everyone in! :) I look forward to this!
30/30 Participants [full!]
If you are interested in joining, please message me here on tumblr or Discord! [Discord would be preferred in the long run]
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-> Deadline for panels?
2 Weeks! Hoping everything can be ready to go to post by September 24th!
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-> What style to use?
Your own! I would love it if you can have as much fun as you can making the panel! The more unique each panel is the better, I dont want to constrict anyones artistic ability outside dialogue, where characters are in a room, and a vague framing idea/expressions.
As for coloring, fully colored and digital would be preferred! Just blue blobs can also work! With the exception of 4 specific panels, flashback panels, in a black/white/red scheme to help differentiate what panel is a flashback, and what panel isnt. I will let you know if your panel is one of those specific 4!
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-> How will posting and crediting work?
When the panels are all done, I will gather them up into a singular post on this blog. Below the comic itself in order of panels would be everyones @ to the blog they want credited, Multiple blogs can also be credited ofc (For example If you drew panel 3 you will be the third @ on the list)
You are also free to add a signature or @ to your blog in the panel art itself!
#the really funny thing is#I think this collab might be done when I hit 4k followers#so does that make this a 4k special?#eh maybe maybe not#eitherway im still doing a dtiys when we get there#... maybe <3#btw if I dont answer your message if you message me#chances are im just getting a million other messages that is all sdfnjksdfg#this might... fill up really fast.....#ough#lets see ig#anyways I think this is all the info I need?#if you have questions or if I may have missed something here lmk#deadass never seen a collab comic like this on tumblr before sooo#guess I am the first to try figuring out how shit works#if one person has not met the deadline I will probably draw the panel myself#if 3 or more people have not met it I will just extend the deadline by another week
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