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In relation to the post I reblogged...OTP prompts Vijinx edition.
This is just for fun and my favorite interpretation of these guys, keep that in mind and if you have your own feel free to add it or join the fun and make your own! I'm going to write bad, I'm going to write sloppy 👍 It's a long list guys.
For clarity when I use Jinx I'm referring to any version of her where traumatic events have happened that makes Jinx into who she is. When I use Powder I'm referencing any version of her that had the support, love and circumstances to heal and be healthy. They're the same but different people you know, nature vs nurture and all that. 🤝
Upon rereading, there are nsfw questions I answered as a heads up.
If you see spelling and grammar mistakes no you didn't (sorry and also if you point them out I'll fix them and! Appreciate it)
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1.) Genuinely they're probably both dogshit at cooking but Jinx might be a sleeper agent here. She could be a good baker and specifically better than Vi but Vi has mean grill dad energy. More than anything though they both have flop energy. They would learn the basics together and specialize in max. 5-7 specific recipes apiece that the other likes and they enjoy.
In a moment where they both have the space, time and peace to actually cook a meal...I think it would be Powder, Vi, and then Jinx in that order.
2.) That being said Jinx is definitely waking up at 2 AM to cook some kind of midnight snack. A midnight gourmand if you will. In these moments she both comes up with the most disgusting combinations and, rarely, inconceivable combinations that come out as delicacies.
3.) Jinx is definitely into PDA. All kinds and at any time. I really can't see her caring who does and doesn't see. In moments of jealousy or in new locations where no one knows them Vi would definitely be into it and reciprocate. Jinx would obviously initiate the most because of that. I think with Powder it'd be even between her and Vi in any scenario and both would get mushy when the other starts.
Picture a vacation on an ocean side port city, the second day into the trip after unpacking and adjusting to the newness of an unfamiliar and exciting place. They've already picked up something for breakfast and a local place to visit. They take a break in a rest area halfway to their destination set aside for people climbing the mountain the town sprawls across. Blocked from the stairs around a rock wall is a bench and a set of rails wrapping around the small ledge.
Jinx leans on the rails, Vi comes up behind her to wrap her arms around her waist and lay her head on one of Jinx' shoulders. Jinx places a soft peck on her cheek with nothing but soft love in her eyes as she turns back to watch the sun finally rise above the mountain peaks for the day. They stay like that, wrapped up in each other, lightly playing with the others hair and clothes and soaking in the morning rays for as long as they can stand.
4.) I can't think of any specific show (because I don't watch that much stuff) but I can really see them being into weekend watching some corny action style series with lots of explosions and "cool" guys. I think they'd love watching and rewatching the John Wick series and Baby Driver. Their weakness they'd never admit to each other, but it's so obvious, is loving romcoms. Princess bride is one that comes to mind.
5.) Vi is definitely the cheesier of the two and while Jinx/Powder gives her shit for it and teases her she loves it, and loves that Vi loves her like that. She thinks it's endearing, she does get embarrassed if Vi does it where others can see though and Vi definitely digs into that readily. It's rare she can embarrass Jinx so she takes full advantage when she can, especially in such a harmless way.
6.) They'd both be late for things, maybe not all the time but most of it. For Vi it's a comedy of errors that are never entirely her fault, something always comes up. For Jinx she gets lost in her own head/is bad with time management and/or doesn't care too much about it unless it's with someone she loves like Vi or Ekko. Even then she'd still probably be a couple minutes late. Powder is on time tbh I think she has the skills and luck to manage it. She's got her system down pat.
7.) Jinx is by far the clumsiest of the 3 for funny comedy reasons. Having shimmer in your blood probably isn't always convenient or productive for balancing. I'm thinking of the fight scene with Smeaches guys and her tripping on the octopus among other moments. Vi is fit and has the muscle control to stay upright most of the time and catch herself. Powder is just more careful than all three and rarely puts herself in situations where she could slip up.
8.) Vi is an old man. She's neither a night owl or morning dove she sleeps in as late as she can and goes to bed embarrassingly early. She would lean closer to a night owl if I had to choose, for late night outings at bars with friends if nothing else. Working out and staying fit helps her keep a regular sleep schedule for the most part.
Jinx/Powder are 100% night owls. There isn't anything quite like the midnight inspirations amirght guys? That sudden spontaneous energy and river of ideas and inspiration right when it's time to go to bed are hard to ignore.
9.) Purely for who they are and their hobbies/strengths, Vi would pack the lightest. Prison habits and not having stuff in general definitely helped Vi figure out necessities. Jinx and Powder being tinkerers and builders, I can't see them having anything less than at least 2 backpacks full of stuff at any one time. If they had to leave-leave, not just move around for the day or a week, canon wise they're all pretty light packers.
10.) I see them having too different of schedules from each other to make sure the other doesn't forget anything. I CAN see Vi leaving things out for Jinx/Powder to take with them for the day like warmer clothes if the weathers shit or some treat she picked up the day before. If they go on trips it's definitely Vi keeping the packing list short and efficient though lol. And making sure Jinx/Powder don't for get their phone charger or wallet equivalent to whatever she'd have. You know, I think Vi might just carry all their shit in her personal bags or pockets.
11.) When Vi leaves things out for Jinx/Powder she'd definitely add little notes. Suggesting plans for the evenings when they meet up and/or little love/appreciation notes. Jinx would leave as many notes as she could anywhere she could theoretically put a note on. The contents are just about everything and anything but mostly little love notes. Powder would leave notes irregularly I think, for special events she plans or on days she thinks Vi needs a little pick me up.
12.) Calling and texting oh man. I think they'd all prefer calling, it'd be easier for Jinx and Powder to talk with Vi while tinkering and Vi is sappy and just loves hearing their voice. I just think it's funny to make Vi an old man about stuff but she WAS in prison for like 7 years and I don't think texting or phones were a big part of her education. Jinx would overtext like crazy and sometimes the radio silence on Vis end would bug her until they talked it out.
It wouldn't be on Vi's mind to check her phone throughout the day unless she had a moment of down time. When she finally checked her phone there'd be 20 texts from Jinx.
Powder is worse than Vi about texting, irregularly, when she's really deep into an idea she goes hours without picking up her phone. For the most part she'd be pretty on top of texting and while she could rival Jinx' texting habits she filters herself a little to give time for Vi to reply. I think that's why they would all prefer calls, calls make themselves obvious and intentions/meanings and clearer over the phone. In the end they'd accept that when they're apart and they need the other they'll just call.
13.) They'd stay at home and go out equally! Date nights inside just hanging out, cooking and watching shitty tv together. Going out on the town and ripping it up is an every other weekend, if not once a month ordeal lol.
14.) If Vi has had a long day, it'd take heaven and hell to keep her awake for an entire movie at the end of the night. Jinx/Powder don't mind these nights too much. A sleepy and soft Vi is always a treat even if they have to wake her up to get her to bed.
When Powder/Jinx has too many late nights in a row they're out like a light within 20 minutes of the movie, it's almost predictable at this point. Has Vi used this to get them to have a regular nights sleep? Maybe. She has a suspicion they've caught on already and if Jinx/Powder end up falling asleep curled up on Vi everytime. Well, nobody is going to snitch.
15.) It would be so easy to say Vi cries at movies that aren't sad but it would definitely have to be Jinx. Her perception of reality isn't quite the same as most people's. There can be something so incredibly distressing and sad about a tin-can accidentally getting knocked off a counter, with the right lighting and the right music, that nobody but her seems to understand. Depending on the moment, Vi will sometimes rib her about it but she mostly takes it in stride even if she doesn't get it.
16.) Jinx tries to hog the covers but not even the shimmer in her blood makes her strong enough to wrestle them from Vi. Jinx/Powder always, somehow, getting completely covered by Vi and the covers anyway. If Vi is asleep near them there's some kind of homing system in her that finds them everytime. The only time this isn't true is if Vi is the one being held, little spoon or any other position
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17.) Vi is way more competitive. No one from the outside looking in could judge who was more competitive. They both know Vi can't say no to a challenge even if she doesn't win every time, Jinx/Powder always give her a run for her money. Jinx/Powder likes that Vi can win against her though, when it's things she finds hot. Other times it's flat out frustrating and sometimes embarrassing.
18.) We've all seen Vi when she's drunk lol. She's touchy, emotional, and a bit looser with her movements and just existing in general. I would not say she's an angry drunk because if I had that rat guy dancing up on me after a lesbian situationship break-up, after fist fighting, in an overstimulating bar, I'd probably also punch him. She's normally soft when she's sober, when drunk she can be even softer to the point of mush at home.
Jinx/Powder. My girl drunk is a wonder. There's 2 scenarios if she can even get drunk with the shimmer. The first is she's incredibly useless and giggly. She may as well be dead weight and has to be lugged around everywhere even if she has control over her limbs. She is incredibly touchy, you can imagine being toted around isn't the worst thing to her. She's in surprisingly good graces and doesn't like to get drunk in public like this.
The second scenario is that she's motivated as hell and has the confidence of a god. She's never made more things in her life but in the morning when she wakes up she can't even understand them. They do work perfectly but what they're supposed to do is an unsolvable mystery. She's all over the place bouncing from wall to wall, an unmitigated whirlwind.
19.) Their biggest fight has to be just, I think with most people, misunderstandings. With the mental health of both of them they both have needs that aren't always clear, to others or themselves. Vi HAS to have trauma from her life, in the very least she's still recovering from the prison system and not even counting the unprocessed grief of what happened before and after prison.
Jinx did a lot of fucked up things. For the both of them this would be a major thing they'd have to work through together. Both how Vi views Jinx and how Jinx views herself.
20.) Wouldn't it be funny if Vi brought home a stray cat and Jinx/Powder brought home a stray puppy at the same time? They're both being cagey about something and the other can't figure it out, they suspect the other already knows about their adopted animal. It turns out they're both idiots and reveal them at the same time, only to laugh and keep them both.
They reminded the other of each other 😔. Stink Maw would be a really, really good name for a dog is all I'm saying.
21.) The time differences in each other's schedules was something they both had to acclimate to for sure. There is enough space in their shared apartment for them to figure out how to prepare for the morning and work on late night projects without disturbing each other. They figured out a system that works through many lessons learned and conversations had.
Vis biggest learning experience is what Jinx/Powder needs for their mental health. It isn't always easy and it isn't always straight forward.
Jinx and Powder had to learn the other side of that and know when to ask for things/communicate what they need. They both continue to learn and build patience, understanding and love for each other in this regard.
22.) Jinx and Powders love language would be touching, gifts and making time for Vi. Jinx' looks a little different than Powders for sure, it's louder and more boisterous. Unpredictable, it could be something small and thoughtful or something wildly impressive and grand. No matter what it is it always sweeps Vi off of her feet, sometimes literally lol.
Powder's could be described as consistent, thoughtful and sometimes silly but the size and scale are relatively the same every time. Sometimes it's a planned date night at the house with Vis favorite meal cooked, sometimes it's a bath drawn ahead of time for a night of recovering and decompression before Vi even gets home.
Vi's love language is touching, little touches and kisses. Acts of service and little, daily tasks that need to be done regularly but she takes care of it and enjoys doing it. Not only for the feeling of accomplishing things and running a well maintained ship but because she knows Jinx/Powder won't have to worry about it. One less thing on their mind if it was on their mind in the first place. Vi knows they can neglect basic care sometimes Jinx more so than Powder. Vi would include them in some of the chores to make sure they were part of the household, and to give them the opportunity to add in their own flair and taste.
23.) Given the circumstances, Jinx/Powder would initiate cuddly more but not by a wide margin. When the time makes sense I don't think you could keep them away from each other. Considering their history, they'd eat up as much physical reassurance that the other is there in the flesh as possible.
24.) Personally I love the idea of Vi being the protector, the big spoon if you will. Most of the time this is true but on the not-quite rare but uncommon night Vi is the small spoon. Jinx/Powder need to be able to protect Vi too, to comfort, reassure, and love her. Vi deserves the space to be held, and to be small, and to rest and let her guard down.
25.) This one can go in for way too long. Vi loves that they're so smart, she would kill to be able to see the world from Jinx/Powders eyes because she knows it would be like seeing a galaxy in high definition for the first time. She'd love the opportunity to see inside their head a little more intimately. She loves when they find something they love, how they get to be soft and unguarded. How they act around kids and how they seem to be on the same wave length. She loves their tenacity, to create and deconstruct something until they fully understand it.
Jinx and Powder love how soft hearted and kind Vi is. How strong she is both physically and emotionally, she keeps getting back up no matter what hits her. They both love and hate how she never, ever gives up on something she truly and deeply loves. She loves how cool and intimidating Vi can be, how big she can make her presence and on the other side of that coin, how lame and corny she can be just for them.
26.) JINX, Jinx/Powder easily. Vi thinks she going to get road rage one time only for Jinx/Powder to jump in before she can even think about what to do. They're rolling the window down, they're calling them every name under the sun, they're flipping them off and reaching over Vi honk the horn. Vi is mostly embarrassed if not a little frightened and a little turned on.
When they have to drive, Jinx is rarely behind the wheel. She knows Vi doesn't like her driving, and has openly said that in different words and that works out just fine with her. Driving is boring and yelling from the passenger seat is much more entertaining and she gets to be the DJ.
Powder's driving isn't great but it's good enough compared to what Jinx' would be she does some of the driving between the two of them. As crazy as she is with road rage she only changes her driving style a little bit, unnoticeable to anyone else on the road. Vi can see it and it cracks her up, it's never enough to be unsafe but just enough for Vi to see what she was going for.
27.) The most risky place they've had sex is in Vi's office during working hours, with clear glass windows and no blinds or curtains. It's a small workplace, towards the end of lunch. They had just finished redressing and fixing each other's everything when people started walking back in. A rival to that is behind the back of the curtains of the innovators competition, right before Powder was set to present her entry for the year. They may have cut it a little too close to the opening, there may or may not be rumors of Powder having a mystery girlfriend going around.
28.) Jinx/Powder is the food stealer. Easy. Vi orders extra food specifically for them to steal it from her. There's an allure to stealing food from Vi that Vi uses to her advantage to feed them. Sometimes Vi steals a bite or two from Jinx/Powder to even it out. Plus Jinx/Powder always order far more adventurous things than Vi normally would for a meal. This way she gets to expand her palette a little too.
29.) Their first date is an accident. An accident in the way that neither of them really realized it was a date until well after the fact. It was a normal outing for the both of them, normal for going out on the weekend to a newly opened sit down food cart/stand that promised to blow expectations out of the water. In the very least for the first or second week of being open.
Vi and Jinx/Powder knew to jump on early openings to get the best version of anything they had to offer. It was rare businesses like that stayed good for longer than a month. To take full advantage of the novelty of the situation they both put more effort into their usual outing attire. It just so happened that when they both did it, unplanned, that they looked like any two women out for a date night on the town.
When it comes up they both still laugh about it and look back at it with utter fondness. The way they acted bashful and giddy for no reason other than seeing each other in date-level clothing. Vi holding the curtain aside as a joke shared between them at first, sarcasm shifting into adoration when Jinx/Powder smoothed her hand over Vi's arm guiding her into the cart. Jinx/Powder holding Vi's arm from the entrance to the seats.
Both agree, they were too lovestruck and in denial at the moment to put a name to it but it was undeniably their first date looking back.
30.) I think the classic names they have for each other are nice. Pow-Pow, Pow, Vi. I did see someone have Vi call Jinx J and honestly I think that's really cute and I'm sticking with it.
31.) Their anniversary would be really intimate I think. They'd go to work, go do their chores, make sure everything is buttoned up and taken care of for the day. More so and with enough care that people notice it every year, they never tell anyone what the day means or what it is so anyone's guess is as good as the others.
When they finish everything, they grab each other and head to the top of the roof of their shared apartment. Not regularly accessed and near impossible for anyone not familiar with the parkour required to navigate Zaun, ensuring privacy for the evening. Extra blankets, snacks and some pillows for soft padding to lie down on, where they spend the evening and into the night enjoying each others company.
Talking about whatever they want, how the other's day went, and imagining a trip far away from the twin cities. Jinx brought sparklers, quiet and impressively brilliant for how small they were. A private show for the both of them to celebrate finding their way back to each other time and time again.
32.) You couldn't separate the two of them when they have a moment alone together. They can be apart, they aren't reliant on each other as they've proven very violently, with great effort that they can be independent. With all the reconciliation, work and effort, time and love that they've shared and put into healing on their own and finally back together they are going to put it to good use.
The time separated did them both good, they are loathe to admit it but realistically they needed the time apart to grieve all of the loss they experienced. While they couldn't do it together, they can appreciate and celebrate the other now and in the moment.
And that moment just happens to call for always touching the other, holding hands, being Vi's human backpack or front pack. Vi receiving a soft and loving shoulder and back massage, having her hair played with and combed through. You name it, they're doing it at any moment they can spare. Usually and almost exclusively in their shared apartment where their guards come down and no one bothers them.
33.) I don't think they get married! They might get each other rings, they might have an extra special day, they might even say vows in their own ways. Hushed, sincere and soul deep promises made during late nights.
I don't think they ever get married officially with paperwork or witnesses, or a celebration or anything. I don't think they'd even put a name to it, they would just know. They wouldn't need anything like that for each other, they never had.
I don't think Zaun had a big wedding culture, frankly. Seeing people together for life in whatever way made sense for them is just reflected culturally in both of them.
34.) Powder can be pretty easy to cheer up most days, some well thought out treats and attention spent on her usually peps her back up. On harder days a shoulder to lean on, a grounding arm around the waist, an open ear and longer, private moments spent together are what she needs. And rarely, ever so rarely, she needs some time alone to deal with her demons in as much peace as she can get.
Vi is pretty similar. Probably minus the treats but attention and reassurances go a long way with her on bad days. Quiet time to decompress and to hold or be held and ground her in the moment are what make bad days better. Other times having Jinx/Powder cheer her on or silently but supportively watch her go a couple rounds with her boxing sets takes the tension out of the day and anxious energy out of her body.
Jinx, like the other two, has different days with different needs. Silent days are hard, because Vi has a better understanding of the weight that Jinx carries with her and that Jinx is the only one who can fight her own battles when they're in her head. The only thing she can do these days is give her what she needs and what she asks for within reason. Usually it's simple things that help her take care of herself like water, basic food and some time together on the couch in relative silence.
On days she's down right angry Vi will set her up with her training equipment if she isn't feeling like punching things. Unsurprisingly, when you're used to just blowing shit up to release tension you still need to get that explosive energy out one way or the other. This was what they found accessible and worked well, mostly, on days like these. Sometimes, on days it just doesn't work, Vi will help Jinx find a good spot with all the materials she needs along the way to blow up some shit in the fissures. These days are far and few between, and they're work shopping scenarios she can do this more regularly with more productive results.
35.) We get a pretty clear picture of what Jinx/Powders taste in music is. I couldn't put a specific name to the genre but it's pretty cool music. Rock? Pop? Indie x genres? All three and something altogether different. She's added some different genres peppered in but they're relatively obscure and can best be described as noise lol.
Vi would like classic, annoying workout playlists lol. Thinking YouTube playlist "Top 100 workout songs of all time" kind of shit. She's not pigeon holed though, she also likes dad rock, shitty pop songs, some cheesy ass country songs mixed in along with some bangers like old town road. She's a women of culture and Jinx/Powder flips her endless shit about her music taste. Endearingly of course, she can't listen to those songs anymore without thinking of Vi.
36.) I've been loving these questions because it isn't who is the most of anything with these two. They're both equally protective, it looks unique for each one.
37.) Oppenheimer vs Barbie. I still haven't seen either one so I'm taking a shot in the dark. I think they'd both want to watch both for a lot of different reasons. Women are the primary reason for both movies and both ladies. Based on reviews I'd say they would both prefer Oppenheimer but would still like moments and make references to Barbie scenes for fun.
They may or may not have Barbie themed halloween costumes, there's so many to choose from who's to say.
38.) Oof. They'd be so good with kids but would they choose to adopt one is the real question. Could Jinx ever, ever overcome the feelings of personal fault for Isha's death? People can argue all they want until they're blue in the face on this one but! It wasn't Jinx's fault Isha died, even if she still holds on to guilt for it.
Maybe the cat and/or dog would be a good start. To help Jinx see evidence that she isn't a Jinx, that not everything dies because of her existing around them. Instead, with better circumstances, a better world and a safer environment things thrive when she is around. She makes things bloom, she bursts with color and life that only she can show people and it's infectious. I still don't know if they could go through with it on purpose or if a kid falling into their lives again like Isha did would be too much for Jinx.
Maybe it would have to come from Vi in the way the kid would have to fall into Vi's life, on Vi's time. She introduces and brings the kid into both of their lives, with some weight taken off Jinx because the kid isn't Hers yet it's Vis. I can't imagine it would be easy, Vi couldn't give up on the kid and Jinx would never ask her to. It would take time for Jinx to come around, to take them in as her own kid again. She'd love them all the same but putting that hurt to rest would be hard and take time.
39.) LOL. Uh yeah they'd get along with each other's families for obvious reasons because they're kind of gone in one universe and they are each other's family in the other. It begs the question if they would ever be out about it with their alive family though.
Weirder things have happened in Zaun tbh, weirder things have happened in the world. I'm not about to come up with real world defenses here. After all the absolute shit they've been through together, the time spent growing up apart from each other independently, and their ages at this point I think they would eventually tell people.
One by one and privately. It's never a big thing but slowly, ever so slowly they let everyone they deem important know. You can guess there are parties completely unsurprised by this. There are many they don't tell.
40.) Vi shops for gifts for the holidays well ahead of time and they're normally smaller things but meaningful. She isn't rich but she is thoughtful and in addition to the gifts, if there is something she can do for people, fix something, or spend time with them she makes plans as a gift. If there isn't anything obvious to give or help with she can get a little stressed mainly because that person is Jinx/Powder.
When she already spends time with her and fixes everything when it breaks ASAP she doesn't know what else to give her. She always figures something out, Jinx/Powder helps her figure it out of course, but it ends up working out.
Jinx/Powder always, ALWAYS manages to be the best gift givers. They have an uncanny way of remembering or knowing what people mentioned wanting or needing. She also isn't rich but she is artistic and innovative, if she can't make it, create it or fix it she finds a way to procure it.
She still hasn't lost her tricks of the trade from Zaun and if there is an...unagreed upon trade between her and a shopkeeper when they aren't looking...well. No one is any wiser to it, it might be because the shopkeeper was in need of such a thing anyway.
And!!!! Woof!!! That's it guys. If you made it this far thanks for reading my scrambled narrative and thoughts. If you have any of your own ideas feel free to discuss, jump in or comment. I love reading peoples own interpretations of things and it adds to the creativity of it all.
#vijinx#so first off#I know its MOURNING dove before anyone jumps in#but it was too good to not use morning dove#vs night owl#secondly I am NOT a writer#by trade by choice by anything and I hope it's both not too obvious and also very obvious#im tagging this for people who have it black listed#im trying to respect yall!#incest tw
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Pebbles hating on Sun? I'm here for it. I love your version of Suns so much because it just encapsulates all their flaws that people often ignore. Is this my Pebbles bias speaking? Yes absolutely. Nobody LETS Pebbles be angry towards Suns when he has every right to. They just let the anger be outweighed or completely ignored in the favor of Pebbles own screwups.
I want to see Pebbles come into his own, decide he has worth as a living person, and there is value in living. Then, as someone who values his OWN worth, realize that Suns was toxic. That their friendship and mentorship was toxic. Let him be angry and let him cut that out of his life so he can focus on righting his own wrongs (which Pebbles does canonically anyways).
Realistically, Sun's and Pebble's friendship would never be the same. Even if Pebbles forgave Suns, I can't see their relationship being anything but strained. Moon and Pebble's situation cannot be compared to this since Moon is A. extremely forgiving/patient and B. her collapse was an accident on Pebble's part. She was angry yes but chose to rekindle her relationship with Pebbles in the end.
Five Pebbles is a completely different person from Moon and has a right to handle his mentorship with Suns in HIS way. So yeah, I cannot see off the string Pebbles doing anything but trying to heal from what Suns did to him (while also dealing with his own guilt).
here's a treat cuz oh i Know you are here for this, every time my version of these two are mentioned you come runnin jgksdlmcklsdm
#spot says stuff#rain world#rw#// body horror //#mr. decay#← for peeps to blacklist Suns' decayed design cuz o boye i kno it nasty. just in case. i aint gon make u look at this shit#anyway i hope this cements in the fact that id absolutely hate drawing these two in a romantic sense. i find the idea absolutely disgusting#not at u asker n i wont namedrop the reason for me sayin this cuz im not mean like that but there Is a reason n it made me really angry#i respect the shippers yall do yall but the moment u try to point the shit at me like that in Whatever small portion even though im very-#-clear about not likin iterator ships i Will be gettin angry. this is a warning. second time n im blocking
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genuinely i think the best thing this community can do is stop narrowing garroth and laurance down to nothing more than love interests and why they're "good" for aphmau. what makes them compelling characters is their personal arcs, flaws, and yes of course their devotion/love is a part of their character but its not the end all be all. idk why we have to pit them against each other to see whos "better," either for aphmau or otherwise, when theyre both... just people? characters obviously, but they have more to them than just being love interests and it sucks seeing them both being boiled down to only that
#THAT BEING SAID. laurmau and garmau fans yall keep poppin off obviously#im just saying thats not all there is to garroth and laurance#and can we stop like...comparing them its weird to see both sides try and justify why their ship is “better”#people like their respective ship because of their own perceptions of it no matter how youre gonna take it yk.#people are just having the 2015 ship wars but subtly#aphblr#aphmau#minecraft diaries#also they BOTH fumbled pretty hard. both of them. im sorry but its true thats just what happened </3
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what is it with people trying to get commissions outta me when i already told them im broke
#like i respect the hustle but#1) my only money is a $30 bill CAD#2) im a minor#3) i dont have a credit/debit card/paypal/cashapp/whatever#4) i dont have a job to replenish any lost funds#5) IM A MINOR christ i love to talk with yall but how do openly try to get commissions outta someone who has minor in their bio AND pinned#when you have “minors dni” in your bio#not really a callout just a odd pattern between two grown ass adults who follow me#debs is a yapper#debs is an original poster#sorry if theres any weird typos im slightly sick and now im spelling words backwards ig
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it's the way I see Gale characterized as a "creep' who can't take 'no' for an answer in fanfictions for Astarion x Tav (and likely others too); like more than once I have seen him used as like a guy who is in love with Tav, overbearing about it, creepy about it, and insistent that Astarion is a bad person for Tav.
Like... Did we meet the SAME Gale? Y'all make me sick-
#stop slanderinG GALE BRO#he is RESPECTFUL if you don't want to be with him- if u break up with him hes like okay- aha im- i got dirt in my eye whoops-#and thats all- he is never... this CREEP yall are trying to make him fuck off#gale dekarios#mine#bg3#baldurs gate 3#gale of waterdeep#gale antis dni lmao
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Not a female separatist but I'm forever grateful to them for introducing the idea of just centring women in our lives. Focusing on women artists, scientists, writers, showrunners, businessowners... and where we don't see women in those positions, asking why, and what can we do to help. Focusing on female friends and female family. Building relations and community among women to help women. Spending your $$ money $$ on women. You don't need to be a full separatist to incorporate this into your life, and imagine what women could accomplish if we just decided to focus on uplifting women as a class.
#female separatism#radical feminism#i simply do not read novels by men anymore and i don't think i'm missing much#there are a handful of male artists i listen to because there are simply no women in those genres i like and i'm not here to do tokenism#but majority of my artists i listen to? women#if there were more female tradespeople around here i would SO hire them#but there aren't so i'm hiring men and trying to learn the skills myself in the meanwhile so I can help a fellow girl out#it's not about hating men tbh. it's about imagining a world centered on women. it's legitimately healing and loving#it's inspiring to see other women succeed. makes YOU want to succeed to. and then you can inspire another woman... chain goes on#shoutout to all yall doing real separatism#i respect that. but im here for now#keep fighting the good fight......
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pls stop characterizing viktor as angry and violent i s2g fdsgfgdfh
#i just - does half the fandom realize viktor's the most pacificist character in the show...#he doesn't insult people. he never wishes violence on anyone.#i get sad when people draw/write him as insulting jayce or yelling at people or hitting people with his cane#that's literally not who he's shown to be as a fundamental part of his character and his arc#he doesn't lash out. he curls inwards#he's witty and dry and sometimes guarded and stressed because he's literally going through horrible things but he's never violent#he's only shown EVER wanting to help people. make life flourish. grow things. STOP violence#the only time we see him act aggressively is the council room scene for that brief chokehold and again as machine herald in the chokehold#specifically both times as a way to subdue and restrain jayce from hurting him back and hold him in place so he can enact smth#(I still don't think his intent in the council room was to kill jayce. it makes zero sense. and MH was holding him to get him up the tower)#just..................why do you look at this gentle polite fundamentally compassionate character and see someone with a snap temper#while im at it. look i respect yall dom viktor truthers who am i to get in anyone's way but like#there is a big difference between craving control over your own life and circumstances and craving control over others#yes viktor desires control but i just. dont see that translating over. idk. sorry.#which there's a discussion to be had about arcane herald viktor there and the glorious evolution itself#because despite his ascension to godhood he's never actually framed as wanting to be worshipped like a king or a god#ultimately yes he desires to remove control from the human race but... hard to explain but like. he doesn't try to take it for himself?#he thinks he's freeing everyone. not to bow down to him but to find peace and connection with each other and with him#partially because he's so fucking lonely. his ascension is framed as enlightenment not a power grab.#his very evolution framed almost as unwilling. a resignation of a burden he must shoulder to be the one to fix things alone#but of course you have the influence of the power-hungry hexcore at play which distorts viktor's altruistic motives so. there's that.#anyway this is tangential to the main point which simply was 'stop making viktor angry and rude he's literally not like that in canon'
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Not to get deep here or anything but i really think i dont want to have a relationship with my sister anymore and ive been reflecting on that a lot. like sure she didnt abuse me or really do anything to directly traumatize me, but she voted against me having human rights because im queer, as well as voting for a party that wants to harm first nations people despite both of us being first nations i just.... i dont think i can forgive her for that. weve had laughs and good times together but i find myself unable to forgive her for her politics. i wouldn't tolerate bigotry from anyone else, i shouldnt tolerate it from someone just cause theyre family.
#can anyone provide me guidance on this? ill bring it up with my therapist but i dont see her for another week#anyways im making myself cry late at night whats new lol ive been processing a lot this week#ok eta: and theyll always make you feel bad for this!!!!!#theyll be like ''ok so everyone has to bend to your commie regime to have a relationship with you 🙄''#like yeah actually you do#if you really loved me like you claim to you wouldnt be FUCKING VOTING FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO TAKE MY RIGHTS AWAY#yes you do have to respect my rights if you want to have a relationship with me that is completely reasonable#whats ACTUALLY unreasonable is you asking me to ''just get over'' the fact that yall support people who think i shouldnt have human rights#right wingers will try to gaslight you into believing basic human decency is an unattainable and torturous request#then when you get upset theyll be like ''god the left is so emotional 🙄''#like yeah. i am. and you should be emotional too about human rights violations. the fact that youre not is pure evil.#anyways ill go cry myself to sleep like a faggot now#it just breaks my heart that i dont have any immediate family members who dont blatantly hate me for being queer/first nations
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*MC is considering canceling plans, and Isaac and Dazai are advising her on what to do*
Isaac: Just don't go.
Dazai: Say you’re ill!
Isaac: Pretend to break your leg.
Dazai: Really break your leg!
#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp isaac#ikevamp dazai#ikevamp mc#ikevamp incorrect quotes#aight let it be known dazai would never dream of hurting mc#but that doesn't mean he won't get a rubber hammer just to commit to the bit#stealing shakes' stage props for a good cause (shakes: ??? where is carpenter no.3's tool bag?)#even funnier if mc figures it out as soon as he hands it to her (its too light to be a real one) and pretends to try to destroy her leg#that's a risky business yall#isaac wouldn't look at or speak to them for a week after that panic#welcome to dogeza land mc and dazai#they corner him and beg for forgiveness until he gives in#can you tell all im thinking of is that 'extreme jpnese apologizing' vid on youtube#comte: a v interesting cultural practice#sebas: DO NOT LEARN FROM THEIR EXAMPLE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD#leonardo: no i think there's some valid points being made here#sebas: **head in his hands**#mozart: i don't respect a single one of you people (morbidly intrigued)#napo: seems inefficient the crack of my knees would alert the guards killing me instantly--
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Saw some tiktok brainrot the other day about how It's a Wonderful Life is a terrible movie because it's "just some straight white man whining that he can't get everything he wants" like. Did you actually watch the movie, or did you see the last 10 minutes of it and go "hur dur man bad"
#yall look media illiterate when you try to hold a nearly century-old movie up to modern day social standards im sorry#yes it has jokes and exchanges that arent considered acceptable now but throwing the whole movie out bc of that erases the point of the mov#which is that you dont have to do big amazing flashy things in order to be loved and respected#and that you are loved and cared for more than you know by the lives you have touched#I could go on and on about this movie but i wont#idk man i relate to george so bad#feeling like you've never accomplished anything noteworthy. not being able to see how big of an impact you've had on the ppl around you.#when i was suicidal i desperately wished that i had a way of knowing what the world would have been like without me in it#and this movie is a reminder that i have a bigger impact than i think yknow#anyways
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I've legitimately been thinking a lot about trans women lately and like the women I know in my life and how complex and human and real they are. Specifically because I understand the world is not kind to trans women and likes to generalize them horribly.
I know a woman who's an artist and spending her time dreaming about stars. I know another woman who's a terrible friend and manipulative as hell. I know one who's shy and sweet and so intelligent. Trans women can be so many things 💖
I really care deeply about trans women and I hope in my friend groups I'm a good ally to them and know to stand up vocally for them. Trans women deserve so much and they're given not enough. Everyone can do something to stop transphobia by speaking up when they hear it. Don't let your friends make transphobic jokes. Don't let your dad regurgitate trump's words. Protect the trans women in your life and everywhere else, they need to be loved and respected. Mwah! 🥰
#mine#💖🥰trans women🥰💖#all humans are complex and its a beautiful thing#*cough* and a small thought#if we deny healthcare to one prisoner. no matter how disgusting the crime. it sets a precedent to deny healthcare to any prisoner#for any reason#and denying a prisoner trans healthcare is denying a prisoner life saving medicine in my opinion#trans healthcare saves lives#its basic healthcare if you ask me not some sort of secret sect of magic healthcare that should cost more#so yeah. i think people who've done horrible things should have trans healthcare in prison#but thats not even getting into my opinions on prison abolishment. thats just talking about prison existing now#so idk if yall know what case im talking about? i could find it if anyones curious i didnt dig into it at allll#just some stoned opinions from a gender fucked bitch#ummm prisoners deserve healthcare?#duh#trans rights are human rights#pre school levels of basic respect#ive been thinking about this way too much lately since im all gender fucky and i feel like trans women are just .... intelligent about those#feelings. yk? and that's me generalizing but i mean all the Tumblr ladies i see on my dash talking about life and experiences#they are smart ladies#tumblr promotes terf content and deletes trans womens blogs and i try to follow trans women but tumblr still recommends terf blogs to me#i am angry bout it#i have a very complex and long standing relationship with gender identity and gender fuckery *pulls out my resumé*#idk thoughts#im stoned sorry yall#serious post but im not being unstupid#what#okay#bye
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We are coming into the year of the dragon and this is wonderful for every single yugioh fan, except me, who is the only person in the entire world apparently who doesn't like dragons 🥲
#i just dont get it !!!#like they're just mid !!!#theyre like... alright at best ??#and i hate that i am the ONLY person to feel this way#i feel like i have to defend myself soo hard because it feels so controversial to ever admit#like i feel actual GUILT and SHAME over this#i fear people will unfollow me for this#even though it's literally just a preference for what animal i like or dont like#like if someone just isnt into horses you dont get a mob of people booing them and trying to tell them why theyre wrong#but i feel like ive had that with dragons ??#idk its like when someone says theyre lesbian and your family are like hey have you met Derek derek is amazing you've not met a derek before#people be like og you dont like dragons have you just tried X francise ? youll love it trust#like NO!! i just want to be respected for what is apparently the weirdest and least common thing in tue whole world to not fuck with#i feel very invalid if im honest#especially as a ygo fan where so mych of everything is dragons#i dont even like the duels im literally here for the characters#im not a monster girlie 😭#i have said ky oeace im sorry for the vent#happy year of the dragon to those who celebrate but i will be mourning the year of the rabbit for the next 11 years#whew vent over yall can hate me and unfollow me now 😔😥#im so sorry
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very very personal, just insight into where im at w my family and things that bother me/have encouraged me to move out
"i know youre moving out so im just gonna say no ones kicking you out and if you feel like this is something you have to do then ok"
thanks! i know im not being kicked out! but yknow i kinda yet a weird vibe when your out of touch husband takes me to a cemetery to yell at me, tell me im just like my father/dont give my father "the time of day", and that im "mean to people who care about me" in front of his dead mother's grave in a poor attempt at guilting me out of speaking my mind. but no yeah thanks for stating the fucking obvious that im leaving on my own terms
#problems!#people seem to underestimate how quick i am to make moves#the job market is piss. cant believe yall two would blame me for being unemployed when all i do from rise to slumber is hound ppl for jobs#im not going to stay in a house where i will be 'scared straight'. that shit doesnt work on me. in fact it has the opposite effect#i respect yall even LESS now#and youre so so fucking lucky one of my goals for next year is to make things right with you it would be easy to cut you off forever#same way i did with my abusive transphobic dad.#my mom is someone i know can do better and can actually listen to reason instead of being stuck in her generation's mentality of#'x is easy if you just do y. you kids have it so easy the world is at your fingertips' blah blah fucking blah#i am autistic i do not keep jobs easily. i am trans jobs do not want me. i am black and perceived as a woman. every customer at all of my#past jobs thinks i am rude or mean or have an attitude when i do nothing but treat others the exact way i would want to be treated#customers dont like what i say? i stop talking. customers dont like when i dont talk? i talk to them. rinse repeat#like i know im the problem here but all of my problems circle back to my autism and the fact that because im not a supergenius or#someone whose special interest is capitalism i fail at every avenue i try to jam myself in.#but yeah no i need to work harder i need to be taken to a FUCKING CEMETERY and yelled at by YOUR HUSBAND for wanting to go to the bathroom#in front of his mothers grave. god rest her soul and yall know im no christian so i actually mean that shit#because in his mind all i want to do is smoke and party. when i smoke because i have fucking migraines and g to shows#(two out of three of them being free and for the purpose of their willingness to 'get me out of the house')#bc i like music and i like engaging w my scene. but no its all violent noise theres no actual purpose or activism behind moshing. nope#its just one big party right. im just wasting my time right. because i like sleepin on a couch every night with no doors to close. yep ok#anyway heres to me getting my meds getting the fuck out and being somewhat far from my scene now that im moving#hows that for smoking and partying all the time huh?#if any of yall read this i am so so sorry. bitching about my stepdad will become a thing i think#hes one of those bible thumpers that are totally boring and indifferent to differences around them and thinks my mom is just like him#in some ways? she is. but she is a people pleaser and will never take her wants or her feelings seriously#because she had the unfortunate upbringing in being brainwashed into thinking her feelings/wants are sinful#shoutout to my christian or catholic mutuals who are fucking normal and dont let some old fantasy novel control your life. peace#religion mention
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this is going to be a hot take but the worst managers ive had have all been millennials. like don't get me wrong, gen x and boomer managers can also be wild. but the most notably terrible managers? millennials. lmao
#idk what it is exactly but#the like. corporate sweetheart ism of millennial managers#like do yall know what i mean when i say that#theyre all like deeply unhappy but also kissing company boots yk#like 'hahaha i hate it here! BUT I NEED EVERYONE TO LOVE ME AND ALSO I WILL MAKE YOU HATE YOUR JOB TOO BC I HATE MY JOB' type vibe yk????#boomer managers ive had like. there is a DIVIDE FOR SURE but they arent like assholes lol#gen x managers also a divide but they just dont give a fuck and i can respect that#millennial managers? care about Every Single Thing in a bad way#anyways lmao i bring this up bc rn i have a like. Boomer Manager#and he is. so funny. in a like. bro. what the fuck sorta way LOL#but he means well and he really is kind just. no i will not be picking up your phone call at 7am on a saturday god bless though#and then at my other job there is a millennial manager. not of me thank god. but he is insufferable and it's like bro. Chill#god now im reminiscing about the worst managers ive had in a like LOL I SURVIVED THAT#choosing the Worst is hard bc like. 1 of them did try to blackmail me#but somehow? not the craziest i dont think#ill take old boomer managers who deeply misunderstand gen z in the workplace ANY DAY over millennial managers lmao#also okay i should. to be fair. also say that the best managers ive had have also been millennials LOL so yeah i guess it can be either end#but man when theyre bad theyre BAD
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im not gonna act like its as severe as hindutvas make it out to be but if you deny hinduphobia exists you're just a dumbass i think
#1. christians default mode is hating every other religion and ESPECIALLY the ones they deem satanic (no surprise that includes hinduism)#2. a lot of yall anti theist types only ever give more fuel to the idea that theres hinduphobia so maybe stop being a fuckin anti theist#if you want ppl to stop talking about it#3. any push to erase hindu history or historical sites is hinduphobia idc what you say#4. a lot of people in the west treat hinduism as a joke religion like thats the default emotion yall have for it and the way you approach#it. like ye'all treat buddhism with way more respect than you treat hinduism. tf is up w that. why is that a thing.#probably a combo between thinking eastern asians are more ideal and south/se asians as less ideal and also thinking hinduism is 'cringe'#and 'weird' and 'funny' and 'wacky' or whatever.#stg if i could go in to every piece of media that treats indians in general as a joke and strangle said media i would.#5. there has been many attempts at getting rid of hinduism before by many people and you cant act like that doesnt have a lasting effect#both on the hindus that were oppressed and the ppl who thought they were justified in oppressing their 'savage' religion 😒#and no im not gonna sit here and act like muslims are the problem or whatever tf its a small minority that are shitty so stuff it before#you even try it rebecky.
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BTW this is not to anyone, it's just a general i wanna just say Thang, calling people BUT MEN ESPECIALLY 'mother' or like 'my wife' my girlfriend u know u know. im not sayin the spicier examples.
does NOT , listen, N O T A L W A Y S mean
THEY ARE A BOTTOM!!!!!!!!! (The kind of bottom I'm talking about is the simplified, singular watered down version usually straight (eerily) young people love to throw away as an 'insult'. Which just emphasizes what im intending here.)
that perpetuates an already problematic perpetuated mindset THAT CAN NOT JUST BE 'AUTOMATICALLY EXCLUDED' just because IT ISN'T BEING USED IN THE CONTEXT IT ORIGINATED FROM. Serge ibaka is mother. DeMar is mother. But they also be bangin out bratty ass mfs on a daily basis like the shit is clockwork. Both can be done. that is all i wanted to get out there. ty. gootbye
#reminder people be gay and misogynistic like.#making only one thing ur entire personality is not good when everyone is meant to be multi-faceted#like as much as the brain might try and simplify things for it to help make some sense....#like being born and not rlly knowing where everything is in the body or whats it#...stuff knows. like. YOU might not know.. but you do.#and u dont#at the same time#if yall can have both on a matter that is so fuckin complex#yall can have both on a subject as stupid as the nickname#which yes is stupid sounding but ALSO yes deserves respect because words have meaning and meaning has power#as 'fun' or weird as they may sound to people who might not be as familiar with the meanings (COUGH at 'tiktok' AAVE..)#babygirl does not ALWAYS only mean!!! BTTM!! SO IT SHOULD NOT ALWAYS BE USED AS THAT#brat as well#like let things have personalityy.. let abstract things be abstract!!#ESP if ure gonna have to put it out into the world where it exists way wider than outside ur understanding#i get needing to simplify things. trust me im stupid. but when it's going past the self as this very cut down singular thing..#it's might not have the reaction u prepared urself for n then upsets happen#ANYWAYSS#people do NOT have to be PATHETIC to be a bottom like. cmon now. is this shit ancient rome or smthin THIS IS BACKWARDS THINKIN IN THE#be open to understanding theres a more to things. that doesnt mean know everything#know that u cant know everything!! know theres probably more than one peculiar to things! just be aware! be open n also be careful#yall can have BOTHHHHH !!!! yall can have MOREEEE!!! why yall goin hungry when a FEAST is UPON YOU??#dom m*mmies.. power bttms.. dom bttms (boms lol) ETCETC!!! tops can have personality too!! besides SEXY or D*DDY like.#IT'S SO SILLY HAVING TO SAY THIS bcs it ISSSSS but it needs to be KNOWN !! it just goes to show how vast the emphasis on more meaning is#cus if i can say this much on some silly soundin shit... imagine when i speak on sumn serious
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