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choccy-milky · 25 days ago

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seb and clora working on baby #1 👶 🔞🔞!! NSFW !!🔞🔞

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#celeste is technically in this picture💀 almost tagged her just to be truly unhinged LMAOO #im working on a oneshot rn where they finally do the deed without any contraceptives/actually try to get pregnant #surprisingly it wont have THAT much smut tho its just gonna be a small part of it I SWEAR!!! but then again we'll see #cuz seb always takes the reigns once i start writing him LMAO #the main focus is gonna be seb super excited/distracted leading up to the day and he cant pay attention to anything else BAHAHA #and then afterwards how even tho its too early to test he'll already be convinced clora is pregnant bc ITS HIS SWIMMERS CMON!!! no doubt #and then overprotective seb with preggo clora NATURALLY...even more insane than he usually is #and lawley will be making an appearance🥰to congratulate them ofc🥰🥰hes soooooo happy for them!!🥰🥰🥰#and theres gonna be a teensy bit of dad seb at the end hehe...honstly i wasnt planning to write any stuff with the kids #but i wrote a brief celeste/seb interaction and i was like aw wait this is cute?? i want more....so maaaybe there shall be more dad seb #hogwarts legacy smut #sebastian sallow smut #clora clemons #sebastian sallow x mc #sebastian sallow x oc #sebastian sallow #choccyart

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doctorsiren · 5 months ago

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I’ve been thinking about Miles as Serizawa quite a bit 😁

#doctorsiren #ace attorney #mob psycho 100 #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright #narumitsu #wrightworth #serizawa katsuya #reigen arataka #ace attorney fanart #ace attorney au #psychic lawyers au #digital art #my art #procreate #LET’S GO GAMBLING!!#aw dang it-#squib and I were trying to figure out how the claw thing worked if Gregory took Sakurai’s place #we decided that part of the reason why Miles locked himself away for 15 years was because 1) his powers and 2) his father went missing #Gregory (instead of being killed by MVK) was instead made to join Claw (which now means Claw is an older organization)#without his father there to help teach him how to control his powers. miles got scared and locked himself away #much to the sadness of his mother Eleanor (who is alive in this AU)#I think im gonna have it so neither Gregory nor Miles know that the other is part of Claw #at least not until the World Domination Arc (probably post-WDA)#it’s easier this way HAUHUISu #yeah gamer miles…needs to touch grass…and take a shower…and get a haircut…#also hooray! he gets glasses 😁😁😁 AND HIS DAD IS ALIVE AND SO IS HIS MOM #THIS MILES EDGEWORTH TRULY IS WINNING

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medicalunprofessional · 8 months ago

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never change, man !

#phantom of the paradise #potp #swan potp #nightmaretheater #65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp #Look into my beautiful mind boy #Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw #but i had to push a specific look for this piece #hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look #Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan #I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That #as awful as he is he desperately needed help #it might seem like vanity on the surface #but i think its… more than that #long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry #It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again #i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems #he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away #anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal #sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick #i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad #*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha #sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please #adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse #to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like #the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this #sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol

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kylejsugarman · 2 months ago

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like if u sincerely believe that walter white did not genuinely care at all about his family by the end of the show or, even more absurdly, at the beginning, did u miss the part where walt was willing to trade away his ENTIRE drug fortune to the neo nazis to spare hank's life even though hank now hated him and was trying to arrest him??

#syd squeaks #even the knife holding 'we are a FAMILY' scene is still at its core walt caring abt his family #sure the 'im doing this for my family' thing eventually became an excuse for walt to Feel Better about the truly awful things he did #but it never stopped being functionally true #i joke a lot abt walt being pure evil and sucking and needing to blow up but hes the main character for a reason #hes fucking Interesting #breaking bad #walter white

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onlyifyoubadd · 10 months ago

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HOLY FUCK! WE WERE FED SO MUCH!

not only did we get the rj reveal and them talking about their SON, but we also got them talking about michonne's branding and how she had to kill her friend, how she almost died getting to him, michonne carressing rick's amputation, rick crying while their making love, michonne's processing guilt over leaving her kids, bickering while killing walkers then killing walkers as a team while kissing intermittently, michonne being like "i dont give a fuck if this building comes down around us, sit yo ass down!", rick crying about how the crm took carl away from him, rick saying he wouldnt survive without her, they started in the apartment fighting and returned to it to make up, then riding off into the sunset with rick taking off his uniform!!!!

DANAI OUR QUEEN!

#ITS SUCH A WORK OF ART! AND TRULY WRITTEN BY A PLAYWRITE! DANAI IS A GIFT!#one setting this whole episode and there was so much meaning to it!#WOW! IM IN AWE!#towl #towl spoilers #richonne #rick grimes #michonne grimes #the ones who live spoilers #the ones who live

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protectorsoftheearth · 4 months ago

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The clearing was incredible throughout. But my God did the sound design at the end when the marching drums of the citadel and the brass and the metal of it all swelled make me giddy with horror and understanding.

#i was like pant laughing in shock and awe #what incredible incredible sound design truly #like the sound design of the whole episode was phenomenal but that moment oh my god #im gonna have to listen to that part again so many times #firstly because i kind of stopped hearing what brennan was saying because i was so enthralled by the citadel theme #but also just to experience that moment again #also what the fuck was that witch up to #like why did the witch want to kill a spirit #whats up with that #worlds beyond number #aabria iyengar #brennan lee mulligan #erika ishii #lou wilson

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hardcockcafe · 27 days ago

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can't buy me love x clara bow

#im so fucking sorry this is truly awful. most of the hour i just spent making this was trying to get all the damn endings again #ts series

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lazybakerart · 1 year ago

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☆Team☆Urameshi☆

#yu yu hakusho #my stuff #my edit #yusuke urameshi #kazuma kuwabara #hiei #kurama #genkai #koenma jr #you have to understand im so excited and i love them and no one can dampen my hype #i love adult koenma tho i hope we get to see him in his usual toddler form since hes more fun as a bratty kid #genkai looks old and grumpy and i love that and i hope shes a raging a-hole #kurama continuing his routine of getting the shit beat out of him before he wins #hiei being cocky and kuwabara being silly and yusuke being a big ole softy for keiko #this has genuinely been the bright spot of the last horrible truly god awful month of my life

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fishing-lesbian-catgirl · 7 months ago

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I can imagine anything guy image: “I can spiral into tears and convince myself I’m the worst person alive over anything”

#it’s soooooo easy #‘hey that thing you said was kind of insensitive’ -> feel awful and apologize immediately ->#try to explain that I’m a flawed human being in hopes that they don’t hate me as much -> realize I’m using it as an excuse -> feel worse ->#want to explain that I feel bad in hopes that it makes my apology sound genuine -> realize if I do I’m starting a pity party ->#Devil on my shoulder says that I SHOULD start a pity party bc then people have to console me even though I’m the one who fucked up ->#realize that if the devil on my shoulder thinks that that some part of me must think that. thinking that is kind of terrible ->#feel like I’m terrible -> start crying -> realize that crying will turn it into a pity party anyway ->#realize that I don’t want to feel like I’m terrible. that I do actually want people to console me -> realize I don’t deserve it ->#admit that I am truly horrible for trying to turn my fuck up into a way to make people comfort me ->#post about it on tumblr to vent (?) -> realize now I’m starting a pity party in front of almost 8k people ->#realize that makes me even worse. -> break down in tears feeling sorry for myself when. again. IM the one who fucked up #repeat at and slight inconvenience or mistake. feel like a piece of shit forever :)#it’s a flawless system. if someone sees me struggling and tries to console me I can redirect that to confirm that I’m a horrible person #try and tell myself that I’m spiraling bc of mental illness -> that’s an excuse ->#excuse = horrible person bc I’m not willing to own up to my mistakes -> return to spiral

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softsadcancer · 20 hours ago

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saw someone on twitter say smth along the lines of “there will never be another story like dan and phil” and im like woah you’re so right

like dan and phil’s story ? oh my it’s something so magical and pure and just,, like do you get what i’m trying to say ? like lovers or not, dan was so right to call them soulmates, like can you imagine meeting your soulmate at 18 and just growing up and potentially growing old with them ? like wow their story is smth for the ages !!!

sometimes i’m so envious of their relationship, but then im also like in awe and just so happy to have witnessed it grow in real time

oh dan and phil !!! how i love and sometimes envy what you have !!! may this type of love find me

#no like idk if i articulated myself right but their relationship #like how often do you find smth like this #idk maybe im like so in over my head but MAN do i love them !!!!!!!#i hope it’s not too dramatic i just really am in awe of them together and love how they get each other #they truly are each others soulmates like fr fr #dan howell #phil lester #dan and phil #phan #daniel howell #philip lester #dnp #amazingphil #dan howell and phil lester #daniel howell and philip lester

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moeblob · 5 days ago

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Yeah! I haven't read any fics focusing on them but I have seen that they exist! And also there's like a five sentence interaction in a fic I read ages ago that lives rent free in my brain. I think about it all the time when I draw Sixty.

#detroit become human #captain allen #rk800 60 #yeah yeah the fic is definitely not about them but that little exchange is on repeat #thats the menace to society i need #someone who pulls a technically shes older than me therefore its within my rights to fight back #about an eight year old he has met one (1) time who threw a water balloon at him #granted in the fic there are adjectives used that would be less than sunny but the dialogue i used here is directly from it #so its only fair to link the fic lmao #hello once again saying i was reading fics for this game way before i actually played it so my formed thoughts #are v different than had i played it first ... and honestly im happy with the outcome !#i think i was able to enjoy the game more by realizing the ship i was reading about truly just didnt exist in game at all #and also holy moly the dbh fic writers are really good at writing anxiety and depression im in awe of how they word things #anyway here you go anon thank you for making sure i knew ! as i am constantly not a knower i like being told things i might not know #what if i started drawing for fics ive read what then would people who wrote them appreciate fanart five years later

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gaytommykinard · 6 months ago

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im gonna say something very controversial here.

i dont want b*ddie ever going canon because i don't want the shippers to be "rewarded" for their insane hateful vile behaviour.

i don't want others outside of the 911 fandom seeing this and pointing it out like "see if we kick up enough of a fuss we'll get our ship canon, let's continue harassing cast and crew and other fans, it'll get us what we want"

like online fandom and shipping culture has already become a fucking toxic lawless wasteland. boundaries? what boundaries? i've been here a long time. it was never this bad. there was never this much kicking and stomping and throwing a prolonged tantrum demanding that a fanon ship must absolutely go canon otherwise it's queerbaiting (and it's not.)

and i'm not even being petty about this. i'm of the "we don't negotiate with terrorists" opinion about this. no, you've been behaving terribly instead of being normal about it. so you don't get canon b*ddie. fuck you.

#send post #fandom criticism #and no one @ me about how its only a minority #i truly dont care #its literally so much and so awful #and im not even apologising to my buddie moots #you either get it or you can unfollow me #i have HAD it

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ghost-bard · 27 days ago

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hiiii i posted the irl sketch of this the other night but ive made it digital woa

this is also posted to my ko-fi ! if anyone. wanted to. give a buck teehee :]]]]]

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castleofthade · 5 months ago

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I thought it would be fun if one of the things you use to mortally wound eliv thade used to belong to his mom in a very sentimental way

#makinpics #thadeposting #evolly flie #been thinking about her a lot honestly truly. im glad i made her a techo but i also cannot draw her at all #i have to observe how other techo npcs are drawn and meditate on it #neotag #ok i still feel weird putting not-dead thade in the main tag but we can have a little neotag #Later: aw fuck I forgot her cane

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solowinged · 14 days ago

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FFXIV is to me, quite literally, a religious experience. I have long considered myself an atheist… but Venat's unwavering love has made me understand how people can have such a deep faith in a higher being. Answers is the gospel to Hydaelyn, and there is no other piece of music that brings me as close to a community as this one has. This game is truly life changing.

#ffxiv #chitter chatter #hydaelyn #endwalker #spoilers #?#im truly left in awe

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nerdy-hyperfixations · 2 months ago

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It's hard being someone who does genuinely get infuriated with Ford's actions and acknowledges a lot of his flaws and the people he hurt, while also liking (and relating) to his character enough that I would like him to have nice things sometimes and don't believe he's satan

#hes not my favorite guy #but i keep having to defend him because every time people talk about him its like “YEAH HES A SHITBAG WHO WANTS TO WATCH HIS BROTHER DIE”#“HED PROBABLY LAUGH IN HIS FACE WHILE HE GETS MAULED BY TIGERS”#when i was reading the fanfic O Brother I too thought he was being overly cruel to poor Stanley (in a way that made sense not an ooc way)#but then he like found out the deity that was his entire life was lying to him and that he hurt people #and that he no longer can SLEEP because hell hurt people again #and he has to figure out the impossible answer of what to do while everyone is upset and untrusting of him #and his best and only friend barely can LOOK at him #and all the comments are like “YEAH THIS IS WHAT HE DESERVES!!! FUCK YOU STANFORD”#meanwhile im over here like “oh my god thats so fucking awful!!! i feel so bad!!!”#like he genuinely has NO ONE right then thats fucking awful #its Jonathan Sims all over again except even the AUDIENCE hates him and like?????? please hes just misguided he does NOT deserve this #stanford pines #ford pines #gravity falls #again let me clarify HES NOT EVEN MY FAVORITE GUY #i obsess over him occasionally but im a Stanley defender through and through AND YET #i keep having to say “guys. hes not as bad as you guys think. and Stan isn't as GOOD as you guys think. GUYS. PLEASE.”#it truly is interesting how different focuses on characters influence the audiences perspective of them SO MUCH #because ngl remember how i mentioned J Sims?#i really feel like Jon and Ford are similar #meddled with deities they didn’t understand. had paranoid tendencies. isolated themselves often. had selfish tendencies.#often rude and abrasive but also had a heart #and again the audience LOVES Jon and hates characters for disliking him #but this audience (which probably is the same people too lol) hate Ford and feel vindicated when characters dislike him

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