#im too socially inept for this

[akumaasylum]

Hey y’all, long time no see. Well, I guess I’m back here again, now that it looks like twit’s going belly up? So over the course of the next couple.... days? weeks? I’m going to be slowly changing my blog up. Might change usernames, unsure of that though since I use this one everywhere, but it has been feeling uncomfy for a bit now. I’ll give a heads up ahead of time

Anywho... a lot of my interests have shifted since the nsfwpocalypse and since covid, and my follows have been cut in half. My happy-brain chemicals pretty much only come from Dimension20, Critical Role, NADDPod, and video games now, so apologies to the people who followed me for homestuck content way back when. That’s not gonna be showing up as much, if at all, anymore. If anyone has some good blogs for those aforementioned interests, though, send them my way, please!

I guess that’s it, that’s the post. 

[saturnniidae]

Whenever I see those 'miraculous out of context' compilations it's so funny bc it's really just like. Clips of the characters being really blunt and socially unaware, like interrupting or not realizing what they're saying is random and unrelated. Like god they're all just fucking autistic.

They seriously might as well change the name to 'miraculous autism moment compilation' or something like wtf

[butchdykekondraki]

the dsaf fandom has noooo fuckin literary comprehension but in a supremely fucked up way. like theyre good at character analysis until they get to dave and then it takes a stark turn into Ableism Central

[xylophone888]

list of discworld characters based on their relation to the word 🚬:

1) ridcully - technically can say it but i myself will literally rip him to shreds if he ever does

2) rincewind - can say it (ofc) but never would

3) ponder - can say it, he's unsure if he can though so he doesn't

4) twoflower - can say it but doesn't even know it exists

5) nanny ogg - probably can't say it but i know lots of people both on here and on there would give her full permission

6) vetinari - can say it, wouldn't refer to anyone other than himself and drumknott by it not out of kindness but out of saving it as a privilege

7) sam vimes - probably can say it, would only use it as a word for actual cigarettes

8) moist von lipwig - can't say it, only vaguely knows what it is because he's heard one of his employees got fired for saying it

[piplupod]

feels like the isolation is a gushing wound and going to the centre is just a small bandage. i think perhaps i am not really ever going to feel okay unless something miraculous happens. i am retaining some semblance of sanity now that I'm leaving the house and socializing with non-family more than once a week, but i am still hurting more than I can really tolerate and I don't know what to do about it. there doesn't seem to be a fix for this that I can enact.

[swagging-back-to]

not sorry. i extend very little sympathy and patience towards tras who are underage, and the only ones who do get said sympathy are TIFs. but again. it's MICROSCOPIC levels of sympathy.

[lepidopterium]

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[glassamphibians]

failed my sociology quiz because i got every single “which of these is an xyz in american culture” question wrong i wish i was joking

[skully-bones]

i wish i was better at writing in a non-academic sense

[mellomadness]

sometimes I wonder if I should take a gender studies class just so I can bitch every day about how an imaginary boyfriend is often seen as a requirement for a woman to feel safe enough to have fun at a club, or the idea that an imaginary person with a fake “claim” over me has more influence over predatory men than my own voice saying “No, I’m not interested, get lost”

[july-19th-club]

cool texts to receive: five in a row from my brother, research engineer who hasn't read fiction in over a year, gushing over the titles in the copy of "the wind's twelve quarters" he borrowed from me. one small step for metals and polymers tester, one giant step for ursula nation

uncool texts to receive: one from my amorous neighbor, who wants to know my work schedule . if the four months of ignoring you or shutting you down didn't get the point across -

[rabbithaver]

i do not want to be alive

[kay-claire]

I'm just. so fucking lonely. And I spend so much of my time thinking about how lonely I am and wishing I had friends I could hang out with, and trying desperately to meet new people. But I also don't know how to go from meeting to people to being friends with those people.

[thekillersareeatingtheflesh]

being alloaro is such a deeply fucking lonely experience.

[curiositykilledtheradiostar]

I mean, what's a little codependent friendship between two queer teens, am I right?

[marlaniamagdalene]

I talk like an 1800s novel for no reason other than the fact that I'm on the spectrum and books were the way i learned to communicate