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Audiobooks
jason todd x gn! reader
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ā ļø warnings: milo standard fluff
š pairings: Jason Todd x gn!Reader
š« summary: jason todd recites to you pride and prejudice and then you call him a nerd
š¬ extra notes: its gettin real cold here and my heater went out oops
You never thought youād find yourself like this. It wasn't bad, you weren't complaining, to be clear. This was just soā¦ soā¦ domestic? And soft?
Jasonās arms encircled your waist, his body curled around your own. Tight muscles relaxed in your presence, nose buried in the crook of your neck. White-streaked hair tangled in your fingertips. Warm breath tickled the side of your neck, scarred hands slipped under your shirt to find purchase on your side or back. Jane Austenās Pride And Prejudice played as an audiobook in the background.
The second Robin. Red Hood himself. In your bed. Holding you close like his life depended on it. It might as well have, you were the only thing keeping him sane most days, especially days like these. The hours and days tended to blur together. His thigh shifted to pull you close, resting on your hip, his bare leg on your body.
You had your arms around Jasonās neck, back arched as he held you close, your chest to his. Even if the circumstances the two of you had faced to meet weren't the best, you would still do it all over again for moments like these. Jason was such a wonderful man. Strong sense of justice, often a bit brutal, but soft at heart. He loved every fiber of your being, and even if he didn't say that often, heād sure as hell show it. Quality time date nights, making your favorite food for dinner, finding out all of your typical orders at restaurants or cafes, smothering you in kisses as soon as he got home.
Jason pressed a few chaste kisses to your neck, scarred lips gentle on your skin. He chased them with curt nibbles, fingers rubbing circles into the skin of your back.
āYou're so warm.ā
He muttered, the duvet swaddling the both of you in soft fabric. But you were also just generally nice to hug.
āI'm gonna make tea later. Do you want some?ā
You nodded, feeling drowsy from all the relaxation. Didnāt matter that youād probably fall asleep within the next few minutes, it made you feel so wanted and loved.
Jason smiled against your skin, his expressions hidden from your eyes. Nights like these, he never wanted to let you go. Heād hold you forever, given the option. Fingers trailed up and down your back, tracing every curve, every dip, every bump of your spine. Gentle touches reinforced the mental map of your body, planes of skin beneath his palms.
For a few hours, he could be normal. Here, in your arms, in your apartment, he didn't have to worry or be angry or upset. It was just you and him.
āMy affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you:ā
You felt Jason take in a breath, this quote meant more to him than he let on. So much so, heād memorized it.
āYou have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.ā
You smiled, tracing gentle little hearts onto Jasonās scarred back, a silent acknowledgement. Fingertips glided along your boyfriend's textured back, dips and bumps and ridges underneath the pads of your fingers. Gods, you loved him. To whatever deity was out there, you prayed that this would never end.
ā...Fucking nerd."
You muttered, voice muffled in Jasonās shoulder. A rumble of a chuckle bubbled up from Jasonās throat, calloused hands rubbing gently at your back. He didn't deny it, though. Only nibbled at your skin, tongue playfully darting out to leave a little lick. You shivered, recoiling at the feeling of saliva on your neck.
āEw.ā
Jason chuckled, licking a line up your neck.
āEw!ā
Disgusted grumbles left your mouth, trying to roll away from Jason, only for him to tighten his hold on you.
āYouāre not gettinā away from my love, sweetheart.ā
You sighed, falling limp in his arms, your body a dead weight as he manhandled you back over to him.
"Yeah, accept your fate."
Jason grinned, turning you onto your back, leaning in, and planting a raspberry on your collarbone. You squeaked, wriggling in Jason's grasp. He nipped and nibbled at your neck and the tender area just under your jaw, his hands tracing the dips in your body.
And then he licked your cheek.
"EuuAuCk!"
An inhuman noise left your lips, your head recoiling as far as humanly possible into the pillows. You curled in on yourself, rubbing the saliva off with the collar of your shirt.
Something akin to a giggle left Jason's lips, his blue eyes flicking up to meet yours.
Eugh. Blue-eyed stare.
Piercing blue eyes aside, Jason simply resorted to lying down on top of you with no regard for your breathing. All things considered, he was a nice weighted blanket. You simply sighed, the calm voice of the audiobook coming back into focus. Not enough in focus to perceive whatever they were saying, however.
Again, here you were, all cuddled up and cozy with Jason wrapped around you. Your hand combed through his shaggy hair, gently scratching at his scalp.
"I love you."
You murmured, lips moving against your partner's temple.
"I love you, too."
whheeeeee
#heyhelloitsmilo#writerblr#writblr#jason todd fic#jason todd fluff#jason todd x you#jason todd x reader#jason todd x gn!reader#no y/n#no use of y/n#the pookie#jason todd beloved#me when i fluff#urm jason todd#i love you fluff#its too late for this#im tired as balls#someone take the internet away from me
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I said I'd go to sleep 3 hours ago šš
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i mean he's got all the outfits now might as well show them off
bonus:
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#atla!au: illust#lmhs#listen . i would have done cool action poses for all 4 elements i had every intention to do all of them on one page#but there just..... arent any good kicky airbending stances i scoured high and low :((((#2 be fair i mean waterbending ws also tricky to make Leg-centric but i had a vision so i think i made it work :>#but by the time i got to air i got tired ! i gave up ! sue me !#everything is handstands and arm motions smh dont they know i have an Agenda. didnt they read the lore scroll.#im sending a strongly worded email as we speak#plus yuuji doesnt like airbending so when u rly think abt it im doing it for him <3#i think this pose is more in character than him using his airbending in combat#sorry 2 airbender yuuji enjoyers ! i do not like drawing him in the outfit !#the air acolyte robes only look good on toge and yuuta change my mind . u cant i will die on this hill#anyway earth and water r fine buut him firebending looked cooler in the sketch . th outfit looks better from the front but what can u do :/#also i wld like 2 thank those japanese pose catalogues of schoolgirls doing martial arts and Also the cinderace pyro ball swsh animation <3
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you looking around for your hair after a haircut, wondering why it's gone.
me chewing like a dog eating peanut butter, if you ask where your hair is i will not know
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iāve been thinking about āsixer, it would eat you aliveā since i read it and. man. every layer you peel back makes it worse. im not a bill apologist but. shit
if you (1) take it at face value, it paints bill as an apologetic murderer in his single (and maybe sole) open moment of regret. he doesnāt let his walls down often- only with ford do we even get to see the remnant of his galaxy, see the āactual remorseā ford describes, get just a hint of his origins. but he does it, because he thinks ford should know.
if you (2) take it from fordās point of view, as something he committed to journal three, like. wow. imagine being so committed to a being that youād hunt down and kill the monster that destroyed his home, only to (assumably) figure out later that that being was the monster. the small moments of trust, the āgood timesā, are so key to manipulation. how long did ford hold onto that one shred of vulnerability? no wonder ford stayed for as long as he did. in his eyes, bill was a survivor. ford wanted to survive too.
(slight tw below for unreality- any time i mention our reality, i mean āour realityā as a narrative device used in the book of bill as a proxy for the idea of bill being in our reality, since he canāt actually be in our reality. all of this is a fictional theory about a show/book with fictional contents!)
but if you (3) remember that āeven his lies are liesā and absolutely Nothing bill says should be trusted. Whoo boy. if i read tbob right the book itself is being created in the theraprism (even tho it shows up with the ciphertologists at some point? idk thatās a whole other post). itās meant to show what the reader wants to see; it manifests in our reality as what the collective fandom wants to see. so if we want to see truth, if we want to see where bill ended up and who he actually is, thereās a non-zero chance that the whole interaction was a complete fabrication.
imagine bill, stuck in the actively harmful, probably earth-illegal theraprism, once again being forced to be āfixedā and molded into something more palatable, being forced to conform no matter how much it hurts. (i know natural uncontrollable mutation ā just so much murder and destruction and chaos, but. you canāt ignore the similarities. bill has obviously been thinking about those silly straws.)
he looks back on everything that went wrong, back on his relationship with ford, back through every dimension where he wins. would that one moment, that one truth amid centuries of lies, have saved him from purgatory? if he had just been open? shown his damage? maybe he did think of his parents, or his henchmaniacs (especially the oracle). people who he might have once opened up to. maybe he just wanted to open up to someone again.
so in his own weird way, stuck in a cell, he reshaped reality again. in this reality, for this fleeting moment, he had been someone worth believing. and ford had listened, hell, ford had wanted to help. looking back, knowing how he treated ford, knowing how ford ended up because of it, maybe bill would have said the most honest thing heād ever told ford: i am the monster, i am not worth your time or belief, and i will eat you alive.
#thereās nothing more pathetic than an ex god writing fix it fic for him and an old man who helped kill him#so much of my tbob theorization operates around reality and truth. probably because iām a pretentious asshole#but also because thatās the best part imo??? like yesss fuck w the line between real and fake. see what happens#gravity falls#book of bill#bill cipher#the book of bill#book of bill spoilers#the book of bill theory#the book of bill spoilers#gravity falls theory#shutupmac#skullduggery#billford#sort ofā¦ā¦.#stanford pines#ford pines#idk how like. legible this is#im so tired yall. im so tired and so stressed#it was write this. thing. or answer at least three uncomfortable texts. so#tw unreality#unreality#edit: fixed the last line because it was cringe#and upon rereading this it lowkey is still an oversimplification of bill and fordās whole deal#but Fuck It We Ball#gravity falls analysis
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guess whoās a girl dad now. Me. Him.
(Iām playing funger in Russian. I do not speak Russian.)
god help me.
#art#digital art#ibispaintx#funger#fear and hunger fanart#phone art#cahara#funger cahara#fear and hunger cahara#fear and hunger girl#suck my balls#sorry for the lack of art#im tired#and artblock is kicking my ass#Nothing looks right#But!!!#im gonna have fun >:))#art is fun art is fun art is fun-#Is it bad I chant that in my head everyday#Anywah#girl dad
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if murderbot learned what autism was i truly believe itd go "wow humans are so ridiculous they cant even agree on their own stupid human social rules" and then never think about that or its possible relation to its own behaviors ever again
#mensah: secunit here are some accessibility drones so u can interact with the world more comfortably#mb: its super impressive how she can make up reasons to get around the 'no drones allowed rules' just so she can bribe me#ratthi has his head in his hands. like deities send me strength i cannot fucking deal with this#tmbd#mbd#murderbot diaries#i dunno the tags man. i also do not know if its even funny anymore#im so tired#lost track of my life and didnt realize i ran out of sleep meds haha. fuuck#tomorrows gonna fucking suck balls#my posts
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"thick and thin, good times, bad, sickness, health, all that shit." Mickey, 5x12
#shameless#spoilers#10x12#william h macy#noel fisher#cameron monaghan#jeremy allen white#ethan cutkosky#steve howey#shanola hampton#kate miner#frank gallagher#mickey milkovich#ian gallagher#lip gallagher#carl gallagher#kevin ball#veronica fisher#tami tamietti#gallavich#was this entire episode fan service and cheesy as fuck? YES#did i ate it all up? YES#im not a fan of slow burns but for them ill endure anything#my connection is so shit this took hours to upload im tired#my gifs
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really quick messy doodle bc im on a bus rn and this has been in my head all day lol
based on my own suffering and smthn i said today bc i was in pain </3
might post some more silly stuff bc im stuck here for the next?? 5 ish hours
#alex arts#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#tmnt donnie#tmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leo#yes we love trans leo in this household <3#did you know turtles cycle is only once a year#god i wish#anyway i am losing my mind a little bc this bus was supposed to arrive at 215pm#then was delayed to 412pm#and only arrived at almost 9 pm#im so tired guys#but we ball#my travels#i think that was the tag i used like?? 8 years ago lmao???? when i was also travelling by bus and was drawing on it too#do kids still say yeet
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fuck it we dragon ball
#these r so stupid im sorry LMAO#my art#fanart#digital art#sketch#dragon ball#dragon ball fanart#son goku#krillin#yamcha#chi chi#krillin has such a fun design i love drawing him#i miss goku's tail. it made him really cute :(#anyway im tired; i think im gonna go to bed early. night
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I literally dont know how to continue explaining to people that part of the reason Goku decided to stay dead was because Gohan hated fighting.
He didnt know this until cell. He literally had no idea. Gohan NEVER gave any indication whatsoever. Couple that with the fact Bulma pointed out most of people threatening the Earth during that point in time were all people wanting Goku. The saiyans. Frieza. The androids. Doctor Gero. Cell.
All because of Goku. Its not his fault but his very existence consistently put the Earth in danger. He truly believed Earth would be safer without him and therefore, gohan wouldnt be consistently placed into battle.
Because Goku didnt know gohan hated fighting. But once he knew came the very interwoven nature of these threats he brought making his own son fight because gohan felt he HAD to. Not because he wanted to. For goku, protecting the earth always aligned with his own love for fighting. But gohan fought out of necessity, out of the very idea that they couldnt afford to do it without him. He has this power he didnt ask for so he must use it right? Because it would be selfish if he didnt.
But goku... goku thought gohan was like him. Gohan WANTED to return to help fight vegeta. He WANTED to go to namek. He WANTED to stay and fight after piccolo almost died to frieza. Goku didnt see gohan train that first year. Didnt witness what it took to make gohan a fighter. All he saw was his son who now was strong and wanted to join the fight like his dad. And he knows gohan is more powerful than them, knows he can stop cell, FELT IT. Gohan has to defeat cell because no one else can. So he thinks if gohan gets angry enough fighting cell, itll be the answer. Because thats how its always been for goku. And in thirty seconds piccolo makes him realize he's wrong. He doesnt argue back, he listens and concedes and realizes that piccolo is right. And suddenly goku wants to abandon his plan and stop the fight. He made a mistake. He intends to get gohan out. And in the end, he still ended up being right, but it doesnt change what goku now knows. Gohan isnt like him and he doesnt enjoy fighting.
Goku would have NEVER made gohan fight if he thought he didnt want to. You know this whenever adult gohan gets involved in a fight and goku apologizes that he had to. Or when someone suggests gohan for a battle and goku is like nah he's "out of practice," even when they have time FOR PRACTICE. He never wants to force gohan into a situation like cell again. Because cell was a mistake and goku has learned from it. So he never asks Gohan to fight anymore. If Gohan wants in then of course he's in. But he wants his son to be able to choose that. He wants gohan to be HAPPY and if thats not fighting then thats perfectly alright with goku.
So it wasnt just about keeping the earth safe. Or his friends. It was knowing that in the safety of gokus absence, gohan wouldnt have to fight either. There would be less threats, less chances of his son being forced into battle. And sure he also trusted that gohan and the others could keep the earth safe if they had to, but he was banking on the threat level significantly decreasing instead.
And decrease it did. They had seven whole years of peace. Not a single threat. Meanwhile from the moment Raditz shows up to gokus death to cell, it all takes place within the span of FIVE YEARS. The longest they went without a threat was the three year gap spent training for the androids. And they spent every waking moment knowing they were coming.
And then if you look at trunks future... majority of the human population being wiped out by the androids. Majority of gokus friends. His son. All dead. Because of him. Because he defeated the red ribbon army when he was a child. And that very easily could have been their future as well. So Goku does his job in preventing that. He saves all of them. And if hes the only one who ends up dead, well... it doesnt matter. Because they aren't. And he intends to keep it that way. So he stays in otherworld, to keep them safe and to give his son a future that he can choose. If Gohan has to fight, then he can. But at least his father wouldnt be the one bringing the threats to his door.
#goku has depth#and im tired of arguing this point#LOOK DEEPER FOR TWO SECONDS PLEASE#Gokus reaction to finding out gohan doesnt like to fight#his sacrifice#and his decision after#im tired of people acting all the time like goku would have wanted to remain dead and therefore never see his wife or son or friends again#hes content in the knowledge that this is the best decision FOR THEM#he makes that decision#for them#not for himself#goku#dragon ball#son goku#goku is a good dad#dragon ball z#dragon ball z kai#gohan#son gohan#goku and gohan#dragon ball rant#my rant#dragon ball super#dbz#dbs#cell saga#android saga#saiyan saga#frieza saga#kakarot
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big man...why is he so big...(hes full of love)
#mine#original#oug im tired!!! sleepy!!#what hve i done this week... i processes like 30 orders bc i had such a backlog OGUG. did 2 drawings for my portfolio. did this drawing#also did sm good planning! and sketching!#i was gna colour my portfolio drawings but im. pretty worn out so now maybe i will not#my lower back has been rlly sore also so . im gna try n avoid sitting at my desk heeh#its like half 12 whilst im queueing this....gna hve sm lunch soon. adn then read maybe. i finished my book this morn it was ver good#foxen bloom by. someone. cannae remember !!! very good nice an short#its a nice day..might go 4 walk#ive started on the sleeves for my jumper uehue !!!! am def gna run out of wool so annoying....will b short like. half a ball.#im gettin close 2 finishing my blanket....kinda...i ordered too much wool for that kjbsdkjbs#yes yes reading. i should do yoga maybe. world of pain#okay goodbye
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for mnhr week on twt!
#its kinda half assed bc i finished my assignment and immediately did this#its literally around midnight. im tired!!! but we ball#project sekai#prsk fa#more more jump#mmj#proseka#minori hanasato#kiritani haruka#minoharu
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guy who is only a bit robovorus
#n murder drones#serial designation n#murder drones#murder drones fanart#wikoart#finished#PLEASE watch this show in the latam spanish dub. ITS SO GOOD#i need to spread my propaganda#(uzi says Fuck yourself instead of bite me)#this human design is kind of strange but im tired its ok#i love N sosososooso much also episode 7 killed me and my entire family#i feel like i shouldve given him white hair tbh. but we ball
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Sanji: I am a man with STANDARDS
Zoro: I ate chocolate rice balls off the floor after they'd been stepped on
Sanji: oh no! Hes meeting all my standards!
#one piece#opla#one piece sanji#one piece zoro#zosan#listen#i know its been said probably a million times#and im reading a fic with it rn#but we all know Sanji lost his goddamned mind when he found that out#rivalry ended in SECONDS#zoro went from public enemy number one to hearing wedding bells approaching at fearful speeds#hes unsure why theyre stopping at the Baratie again#zeff is griling him about eggplants now?#the cook gets nosebleeds when he looks at him?#hes never been so well fed in his life until then#the rest of the crew is so tired of eating Zoros favorites#hes out of the loop until Sanji asks when he thinks the wedding should be#the little girl who made the rice balls is their flower girl
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Distractions
#hello tumblr i pulled another all nighter. do i regret this? yes but i got drawings done so its ok#my art#i hope its obvious that jax rolled the bowling ball to distract the npc thing#idk im tired and just gonna post it anyway shhshaeh#Wretched!jax#The Wretched Digital Circus au#the wretched digital circus au#jax#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#jax tadc#tadc horror au#horror
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