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unconditionally
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life#genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine#but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed#backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads#but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS#so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it#i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process#but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style#so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh#all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap#hina.comic
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i mean, alternatively, guess i just kinfirmed him?
#strrambles#🩹#i was actually kinsidering him for the longest time because lowkey i simply do not want to#be him LMAO idk i dont want that burden ion want it ion want it#guess what now i have it even more guilt acquired#and on top of that just… like. inexplicable feelings of dread and doom and hopelessness etc etc you know the sort#my way of dealing w emotions has always been recognise it explain it and get over it#id say im extremely emotionally healthy most of the time bc id prefer to dispose of the shit properly rather than bottle it#bc disposing is an internal process anyway it doesnt take too long either#but i cant. i cant explain these feelings? i cant? idk where theyre from i dont understand myself#i cant get rid of them#im stuck w them#help
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my brain latched onto ratio in the span a day or two and i am. struggling with that. have a hsr magma dump about it.
these are in reverse chronological order so that it looks like i get more normal as the post goes on (it doesnt)
#i like these a lot im happy w how they turned out art has been fun lately n im trying to hold onto that feeling n keep it alive#bro my brain wont let me finish the fkn. piece i have that i wanted to get done n post n ive been meaningto revisit my pinned post n redo i#but im stuck in my b#fuck mobile tagging sucks ass fuck this omg#but im stuck in my head w my interests rn n theyre beating my ass im losing so bad damn interests got hands#i jsut remembered i was gonna give these some other bg colors than the usual gray we use for the magma canvases..... orz#honkai star rail#dr ratio#aventurine#problem w me is i neevr remember how i tag things n characters#so i have to check#n apperantly i do tag hsr w hsr in the beginning#hsr dr ratio#hsr aventurine#ratiorine#hsr blade#hsr firefly#hsr luka#welcome to my brain n my ...i forgor yhe word hold up. my .i my my idk process i feel like im losingit#my art#magma#i like the pjs one a lot a lot a lot. .... makes me unwell i need them cozy n happy help me#fuck theu got more shipnames#aventio#hsr golden ratio#theyve been gnawing away at my brain im doing. great
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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his tits r OUT‼️‼️
#i gotta figure out some tattoos to give him he always looks so bare without em#other than the all star one#i have a few ideas but none of them have really stuck tbh :P#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanford filbrick pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#drawing ford & fiddleford half naked is literally so fun actually im addicted to doing it#I LOVE DRAWING NON-SEXUAL/ARTISTIC NUDITY‼️‼️‼️ ITS FUN‼️‼️‼️#thank u to everyone who liked my other post from friday of ford n fiddler w/ they tiddies out btw :]#i was v nervous abt posting it so it was very relieving to see ppl rlly liked it :]]🩷🩷🩷🩷
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twissy in da 80s i think i hauve covid
#doctor who#twelfth doctor#missy#twissy#thoschei#my art#i love having free will i can just draw this shit :DDDD#was gonna be a series of them thru the decades whilst they were stuck at the uni#but i honestly dont think i can top this one#will consider it tho if ppl are interested 🤔#but anyway. obviously punk 12 does things to me but i didnt expect to be so in love w trad goth missy#i should just make ocs maybe.#realistically 12 would have more of a new wavey style maybe but im literally dykepaldi come on
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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.
#messyr#doodle#vent art#idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately#overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew#ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk#Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same#well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd#abuse mention
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//• 'unbreakable' bond...
(based on the bad ending of STH 2 8bit / for the SMS/SGG)
edit: I wrongly credited myself, it's UnoriginalCreator not UnoriginalArtist lol
#:(#i love their friendship so much#prolly cjz i self project onto both of them#and have **sort** of a similiar relationship w my younger sib#yet i still do this.#anyhow. i dont exactly love how this turned out. the colours i mean. but its ok. i guess.#(the bad ending of sth 2 8bit is literally my mobile keyboard background i love it sm idk why ig im a sucker for angst)#sonic & tails#sth#my art#toki drawz#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#soncic#sonic angst#tails#miles tails prower#tails the fox#miles prower#classic sonic#2 8bit#Sonic 2 8bit#sonic 8bit#Sonic fanart#art#tw death#sega#the music of the ending is endlessly stuck in my head#unbreakable bond#my top posts
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smth for @remedyturtles new fic firefight! the twins ever <3 i'm sure they're fine
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise donnie#rise leo#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leo#HOW MANY TAGS GO IN SEARCH AGAIN. IDK IF ITS STILL FIVE OR NOT. LMAO#my art#anyway read firefight it has had a grip on my soul for the past. uh. hwoever long ago it was that rem came up w the idea#at least a month i think. idk im so bad at time WHEEZE#anwyay words cannot express how fucking excited i am for this fic you guysfjklah;fkldsjlf#ALSO PROUD THAT I REMEMBERED TO GIVE THEM THE CORRECT GEAR THIS TIME LMAO#i forget half the time </3 thats why cmh gang is stuck w their old gear forever and ever whoops
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shenanigans
#pizza tower#peppino#pepperman#the noise#gustavo#spicy hot#suggestive#ONLY A LITTLE#heehee i am FREE from my commission shackles. this is a threat AND warning#gonna post some of the ACTUALLY not sfw stuff soon i think; dont wanna make a twitter for it#they wont be in the main tags but ill put them behind some jokey joke meme pic and then a readmore#bc like even if u put a readmore to cover the images. when its recommended to others from a DIFFERENT post#the first image u used still pops up any way#and i dont want to put peptitties out for everyone to see LMAO#anyway#ive had this idea for ages; peppino getting stuck w pepperman on the their way to a gala#and pepperman is like do not worry my friend; i will simply call in a helicopter to come pick us up :)#and peppino is like WHAT?? dont do that !!!! its just a flat; i can fix that!#but i just now thought of adding the others lol i wanted an excuse to draw them w some fancy hair :)!#noise is like. um. theres no way I can sit here for 20 minutes and NOT embarrass myself. im going to find a rock to sit on#and not look at him#self imposed timeout and naughty shame corner#gustavos comment is from a tag i saw on a post that made me scream laugh#and pepperman watches intently bc that is his muse and he likes committing peppinos form to memory heehee
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bunch of portraits
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#gojo satoru#nanami kento#choso kamo#nobara kugisaki#yuta okkotsu#fanart#crying im so tired....#busts aren't hard on their own but 8 of them ???#i should have stuck at 6 if i knew what was good fr me#but lucky fr choso n yuuta enjoyers i dont know whats good fr me and tacked on the extra 2 last minute#i did a bust piece waaay back in 2020 early jjk days and it was this crowd minus choso/yuuta so i wanted to like. do a kind of redraw#im happy choso n yuuta made the cut tho they r fun they look as tired as i feel#i've been having a lot of fun w the more semirealistic skin render so i wanted to stretch those muscles a bit more#took the better part of 3 days but u know i'm pretty happy w these i dont think i have a hard least favourite#fun game guess my favourite characters based on how i draw them it is Glaringly obvious 2 me#ik i said i dont have a least favourite but i certainly have A Favourite#uhhhh misc notes i tried rly hard to make sukuna's face look like yuuji's and only rly change the expression#i think i was successful??? i hope?????? like i didnt want to make him look like his own person as bad as that sounds#he is Wearing Yuuji that is Yuuji's Face#also i rly . wish there were more women . but as much as i like maki as a character i fr some reason don't find drawing her very fun ?#so nobara out here pulling her weight fr the girls my goat my queen <333
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kyle's 500 celebration: 🤍 + mutual graphic for @barkovsasha
#I hope me trying to say his devotion is to the panthers is clear here bc...idk bro askjdbakj ANYWAY I HOPE U LIKEIT <3#nhl#florida panthers#aleksander barkov#nhledit#kyle.graphics#aleksanderbarkovedit#500celeb*#also yes im very on an off w making these celeb graphics but u r free to still send them in askjdbak#im just. lil stuck w it#hockey poetry
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hhhHHHHH
#see im working on stickers but these 2 r the only 1s i finsihed skfjkskgkglls#i wasnt going 2 post these till i was done w/all but i rlly cant hold mysself 2 any sorta standrred or smth#i wanted 2 post them badically#theyre tiny#not gummy THEY ARENT GUMMY I NEED 2 DO THAT 2 OHMAN#i also need 2 drawsmth 4 dicks birthdsy uhmmmmmmmmmmmm#shit well then this was a bad day 2 b stuck int eh car 4 a while#khdkskfklakg#kart#konbart#jsjgkskjgksk kg hhhhhhhhhhhmhhhhh#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#puppee art#bartkon#bart allen#kon el
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(OC) boyfriends..... 🤭🧡💜
#my art#OC#baek siwon#(is the honey blonde one)#PURPLE EYES DOES NOT HAVE A NAME YET....#(idek where to start tbh lol like... HOW DO U NAME A WEREWOLF FOX MONSTER-#thats his default human form but yeah hes not human#siwon is human tho! just to confirm KDJDK#anyway im kicking my feet n giggling#HOPE U GUYS LIKE THEM TOO#also im laughing bc its so obv i have a visual type when it comes to ships#LIKE U CAN SEE THE SIMILARITIES W CEDJESS... (droopy eyes x sharp eyes... height diff...#OH ALSO BLONDE/BLACK HAIR YAOI ALWAYS WINS#I FINALLY MADE ONE OF MY OWN LMFAOOA#giving 💜 two-toned hair was a good decision tbh#bc i had been stuck on whether to give him dark or light hair... until i realized i could combine him <3#*combine them#O BTW... i mean the chibi confirms it but#can u tell that siwon is the bigger/taller one...🫣#golden retriever coded...#OH BTW CLOTHES R PLACEHOLDER!!!#SRRY IDK HOW TO DESIGN FASHION EXCUSE THE GOOFY ASS OUTFIT#ITS JUST A PLACEHOLDER TO SHOW THAT HE DRESSES GOTH...#i feel like maybe he has a cool assassin-like uniform normally#but if he were to dress casually... hed go for goth/emo/punk-like clothes FLDNDJ#could picture him playing guitar or bass or smth
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bringing the new fledgling home^^ (after you got his sire killed)
#i forgot to add them in imagine sluuur sound effects next to every panel#vtm#vampire the masquerade#vtmb#/elias#toreador#artists on tumblr#/diamila#vampire#comic#oc comic#pretend its a masterpiece i gave up on an exam to finish this as quickly as possible#5 pages took 5 hours i do naut envy comic artists#but i am happy about this^^ im glad i stuck w it its my first comic and im proud of it#even though im grimacing rn looking at some panels. mein gott#art#ventrue#scarabocchi
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I understand why everyones so mad about five x lila (i dont like it either) BUT i do think the setup of it (lost in time with no one else to rely on, protecting eachother, ect) would probably make five fall in love with just about anyone. Just like, this is kind of what he always imagined having with deloras. So i dont fully agree with the wide consensus that its out of character for him to fuck his brothers wife (in this specific scenario)
That being said, he absolutely wouldnt give up on his family over it.
#not defending the lila side of the ship#obviously its fucking weird to cheat on your husband w his brother stuck in the body of a teenager#its also fucked that they never mention he MURDERED HER PARENTS#the umbrella academy#tua#tua finale#tua five#lila pitts#five hargreeves#i just think specifically stuck in isolation/time w anyone would yeah probably make five kinda fall for them#man he spent so much time alone all he ever wanted was another person#again not enough to give up on his family#note: i havent watched the last episode yet but ive seen spoilers maybe its worse there#oh yeah im not justifying the writing#it was undeniably a bad choice to do this plotline#i just think under these very specific circumstances five might fuck his brothers wife#no reason to create those circumstances in the first place but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#why youd choose to do this in the last season of a show ill never know
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