#im still thinking on it like im not rlly sure. i just want help so im describing to her whats wrong so she can help somehow
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beautifel · 2 years ago
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seems like my heart does nothing but break lately
#oh my god dont read the tags. it breaks for everyone :( but on a more personal level#for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her#still havent even been able to book a psych appointment n i rlly dont know where to go with all these ..em*tions#Guys i rlly dont understand one thing. how come one random freak whos in ur life at some point can derail a whole person like eons later#jeopardise their whole future just by crossing some lines for funz i really dont understand this#not fair not fair at all this is evil#and becasue u got unlucky someone wanted to be disgusting u have to carry the consequences#i rly still cant even say it i still cant even write it#i dont even know how . irl the only perosn i told in some capacity#is dealing with her own trauma and i hate that jsut being understanding is not enoughlike#Wow Lmao Its just Funny How it Shapes You. & U Can Never bury it forever becuz it will always catch up to you😂😂😂😂😂😂#AND THE PAST CAN NEVER BE ERASED 😃😃😁😁😂😂😂🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔪🔪#at least my gf has been taking steps to deal with it for.3 yrs and i just never even#LOL i feel like such a coward but the sh*me and the g**lt associated with the Thing..r so overwhelming i cant even admit it#what would i even do at the psych appointment like straight up what am i gonna say Lol#hai iam here to process something i dont actually remember probably becasue i was a child but imnot sure. n id rather#kms than tell u how i know 😂. So thats also why my heart breaks. for that little girl who was a ball of shame i guess and no matter#how much i cognitively.like rationally know its not my fault the ball of shame n guilt is still there#n it swallows me every time i vaguely start 2 think about acknowledging the Th*ng#or whatever. And thats just my end of the deal but my gf has it worse genuinely bc she remembers everything n still has to see the freak#n it went on for yrs n her family doesnt know n heres the worst thing hes a beloved family member a sweet boy with struggles of his own#well i hope he walks into traffic for doing what he did to her
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felldowngirl · 2 years ago
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Feeling a little troubled ...... last night (a few hrs ago ig) my nana (whom i moved in wit bc the tenant she was renting the upstairs 2 died n i needed 2 get out of a shitty roommate situation so the stars aligned etc) mentioned in passing that she was in my apt while i was gone, she mentioned she was looking 4 something bt then changed it 2 checking 2 see if i caught the bus.....i told her basicly i loved her n ment no offense bt my privacy is rly important 2 me n so could she pls not go into my pad when im not there bc it gives me anxiety (which she has also so i was tryna rel8 a lil bit) n she just kinda shut down n started feeling bad abt herself n getting upset tht i thought she wld go thru my stuff . Idk i jus had 2 put this down sumwhere n i havent gotten a new journle yet sigh
#i mean she is. Very ancient bless her in evry way shes 81 so im sure shes just . kinda losin it 4 a lack of a better way 2 put it n . Aughgg#Life is very intimid8ng n i wanna take care of her bt shes so afraid of Everything ever n its stressing her out so much she cant sleep#So then shes coming up 2 my apt (btw i dont have a key 4 my inside door so i keep it unlocked) Late as Haell like 3 4 AM#Asking me 2 sit downstairs w her till she falls asleep . N i keep giving her advice on sleeping better like .#If u sit on the couch watching tv most of the day..when u go 2 bed n do the same thing u wont get tired frm it#Or rrlaxing yr body n focusing on yr breathing Dont put the tv on if yr brain is paying attn 2 wats goin on there#Then u cant focus on sleeping .#And i ask if she understands n if shes listening bt then Every Night doesnt change how her routine is n i just Dont .. I Want 2 Help So Bad#But what can i do when ur not even listening 2 the vry basic lifestyle cuanges u Need 2 make or yr gna worry yrself sick :((((#I dnt think impatronizing i try 2 be gentle n understanding but also like . Semi profesh like Boundaries need 2 b had if im here longterm#Bt she doesnt rlly get that bc shes Very insecure sbt herself i think she just ... Internalizes it into like#Thinking shes burdoning me or makes me feel rlly gulty 4 needing alone time i just . Idk how 2 have this talk w her cuz i feel like#I alrdy have a million times . God i do love her so so much n im scared 4 this future i just want her 2 b happy bbut#im still tryna figure out how 2 even Talk 2 Anybody let alone a very sensitive farm raised senior#Damn this is a vent post and a half#999
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lorisystem · 4 months ago
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#long tags sorry#rlly suspecting i have a specific disorder bc thats the closest thing ive ever seen that could explain whats wrong w me in a way that makes#sense but im also like. idk thats a disorder n am i. sick enough to qualify. also ive always been the type of person to assume i have somth#/self diagnose n i think ppl have this opinion on me that i do this overly.#which i dont blame them for its just im trying to find answers. my therapist has a very strange approach so she doesnt rlly tell me what#she thinks i have unless she thinks it would help#but in the case of this disorder (or whatever it is) i rlly need help for it so i think it might help to get diagnosed idk.#i dont wanna bring it up to her though. its so embarrassing#like. that sounds so stupid to say but its the kind of disorder where shed be like why would you ever think you have that. which idk im#assuming a lot since she was very nice about me bringing up the possibility of a CDD which she agreed i probs have#which was so embarrassing i split an alter over it actually.#but like anyway. for real this is kind of a disorder that nobody talks about bc of its nature i suppose or somth idk.#so i didnt consider it before + one of the symptoms is misunderstood so i didnt think i could have it but actually um.#im still thinking on it like im not rlly sure. i just want help so im describing to her whats wrong so she can help somehow#but its getting nowhere she has no idea on how to help me like.#last session she said are you still having feelings of alienation n i said yea that never leaves n shes like u wanna try n work on that n i#said actually lets focus on somth else (we started several sessions on somth specific actually) for now bc everytime we talk about it#it actually reinforces the feeling. n doesnt help and i feel rlly unhelpable about this n lost n idk what to do. n she was like ok#lorisys
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29121996 · 8 months ago
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#someones occupying my alter'#i say alter' bc its . a swuare on my desk#but anyway u make do w what u have.#anyway. whoevers occupying it (bc they wont give me any indication as to eho they are btw. its rlly annoying. ive tried#but they helped me rearrange it n like . set it up to Their liking .#n i feel insane but i felt Physicslly compelled to do 3 different things n it was so fuckign . dawg#the rose is a week old btw n still is in sucbbpretty comdition. im impressed#i love it. idk who it is but im loving their presence rn#got my blaxk cat statue w a leaf (insistent kncthe leaf) + my rose / clear wuartz + selenite towrrs in a Specific Way (very pretty i admire)#n my amethyst angel Out of the crystsl box. so .#i have a feeling i am jusbsupposed tocfollow the clues shes giving me . n figure it out from there but . its not a lotnto go off#i did enjoy the 'put it back. Now...' energy she gsve me when i picked he rrose up tho. like#she wasnt mad or anyrging. but she was definitely not Pleased n i got Naxious holding the longer i held it#so . shes protective of it actusllt whixh is 🥰🥰 bc i wasnt sure . who i was offering jt to#like i got it. set up the vase better n put tbe rose n in n kinda hus saud#just said that i was offering this ul to someone in my spjrit team as a gift / communication token#n its not tje 1st time ive done tgis but its the 1st time ive felt someone so strongly actually .#like . its so cool i rlly enjoy it. even if it means i am slightly insane ?#shes taken to the dead roses fromvmy birthday too i wasnt allowed to touch them#i mean . i was allowed to remive a few if i wanted to but she wanted One#i think its a woman. i dont rlly get . a masculine vibe from it#anyway. uts fun i try n say hello to her
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rjkooks · 9 days ago
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i'm outside, let's talk. (m)
you finally give in and talk to your ex after numerous attempts of him trying to contact you. surely, nothing will go beyond mere communication, right?
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. pairing: exbf!jungkook x afab!reader . wc: 1.3k . genre: porn with very little plot, exes to lovers . cw: just two exes that don't know how to be exes lmfao, car sex, penetration, unprotected sex (don't be like them), doggy, dirty talk, dom!jk, sub!reader, creampie, i think that's it lmk if i miss anything!
a/n: heh... long time no see. after two years of hiatus, i thought about posting smth rlly short to ease myself into writing again :) happy reading! feedback is highly appreciated!
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jungkook: come down jungkook: im outside jungkook: we need to talk
what more should be there to talk about? scoffing, you dismiss the string of messages your ex sent, proceeding to go back to your previous activity of mindlessly scrolling through tiktok videos.
why should you talk to him? he had a decision — and the decision he ultimately chose was to disrespect your relationship and leave, much like perpendicular lines never to cross again: that’s the only closure you need.
however, jungkook is different.
you think of him as an insect — those annoying ones in particular. once it gets in your abode, it’ll suddenly forget its way out and invade your precious space as if living with you free of charge.
that’s what your ex is.
stubborn, incessant, and most notably, stupid.
so, it’s not much of a surprise when you see his name appear on the banner on top of your phone again, one text being sent after the other.
jungkook: don’t leave me on read jungkook: i’ll climb up ur window if i have to, ___ jungkook: please baby i wanna talk with u jungkook: istg if u block me jungkook: pls dont
you were about to block him actually, if it weren’t for the video that redirected your attention.
“no caption, no hashtag, you were meant to see this! you’re going to get back with your hot ex tonight and i mean it. he’s thinking about you right now and is thinking of ways on how to make up for his mistakes. go get him, girl! get your fine shyt back!”
you swore your eye twitches after watching an absolute stranger predict the next moments of your evening.
with your ex’s unceasing messages and a random video that is severely relevant to your current situation, is the universe really giving you all the telltale signs you need?
as olivia rodrigo said, you probably shouldn't, but seeing him tonight isn’t a bad idea, right?
after deliberately having an internal conflict, you finally made up your mind after careful consideration.
you’re just going to talk. what harm could there be in that?
so, you heave a deep breath before standing up from your bed, your legs bringing you outside the premises of your home to see his black mercedes parked right in front of your lawn.
you stride over to it in quick steps with the intention of holding a brief conversation with him before you bid your final farewells: that’s what you hopefully thought.
assuming he’s inside the vehicle, you tapped on the tinted window a couple of times before you hear his muffled voice, “get in.”
you do as he says, sitting next to him on the passenger seat, and you almost regret it. it was no surprise that it was dim inside, and the air conditioning of his car only made goosebumps prick your skin, and what’s worst of all is the familiar scent of his perfume permeating your senses again.
and that’s when the realization sinks in that you’re actually with your ex boyfriend right now.
you gaze at him silently. thankfully, you couldn’t see his face clearly in the dark, but his features are still there. you part your lips to break the awfully dead silence, yet your voice came out more meek than you’d like.
“you said you wanted to talk..?”
he lowers his gaze to where your hands are placed right on top of your thighs. he knows his presence was suffocating you, so he can’t help the sigh that escapes his lips. “yeah, just wanted to clear some things between us.”
that’s the last thing you remember your ex saying before he has you bent over in the back of his car.
“ngghh… jungkook!” you gasp, a string of drool dribbling from the corner of your lip as you leave a faint handprint of yourself on the fogged window.
“oh, fuck,” he hisses feeling you clench down on his throbbing length. “missed this tight cunt so much,” he groans before landing a harsh spank on your ass, for sure leaving a red mark that will sting for days. “you missed this dick too, baby?” he pants through ragged breaths, and you could sense that damn cocky smirk plastered on his face despite being behind you.
he pulls out another cry from you when you feel his dick kissing your cervix. “y-yes..!” you sob, face buried in the leather seats.
a chuckle full of menace was heard from him as you feel his slender fingers wrap around the roots of your hair, forcefully tugging you until you’re eye-level with the window.
he rips sob after sob out of you, undoubtedly aroused from how your gummy walls were sucking him in so eagerly, a creamy ring of white making a mess out of his length.
“bet you couldn’t find someone who can fuck you like i do, huh?” he huffs against your ear, voice hot and heavy as a tattooed finger presses itself against your clit. “that’s why your slutty little cunt is making such a mess on my cock, right?”
you mewl, resting your head against his shoulder as you nod eagerly. your bottom lip was trapped between your teeth, rendering you speechless from the way he’s perfectly molding the shape of his cock in your pussy right now.
seeing you like this—all hot and vulnerable beneath him, he couldn’t hold in the cocky grin on his face, his ego inflating to a size larger than the earth itself.
he lands a particularly harsh slap against your ass, making you yelp in pain before you fall face flat on the leather seats again.
and when he sets his pace to that of raw, primal need, you begin to tremble, sensing as if your legs are about to give in on you any moment.
“j-jungkook—hah… too much,” you whine, feeling your impending orgasm approaching rapidly.
“cum with me, baby,” he pants, pressing his solid chest against your back, leaving you no room for any escape.
the way the tip of his leaking cock kept kissing your soft spongy spot has you seeing stars. his car became way too humid from how long he’s been fucking you, and you could care less whether the car could be seen rocking back and forth in the middle of the neighborhood, or whether or not the obscene noises you and jungkook were making could be heard a block away.
“please… wanna cum s’bad!” your words come out slurred, brain turning into complete mush devoid of any thoughts aside from cumming.
“awww, my baby wants to cum?” he coos sweetly against your ear, turning absolutely feral seeing you all submissive for him, sobbing as you beg for some sort of mercy from him.
and of course he’s going to give it to you.
he feels your walls hugging him for dear life, as if never wanting him to pull out, and he swears he could die a happy man like this right now.
“go on, baby, let go. i got you,” he whispers hotly before swiping your clit three more times, giving you the most delicious orgasm you haven’t tasted in months.
you tremble violently beneath him, a long whine escaping you as he fucks you through it, soon cumming right after you did.
he groans, flooding your hole with his warm cum before finally pulling out a minute later.
exhausted, he plops himself right next to you, and neither of you have spoken for a few minutes, merely the sound of your mingling breaths could be heard in his dark mercedes.
however, when you look into his eyes, you can see the change of look from lust to determination. you notice him hesitating for a bit, and before you could ask your ex what’s wrong, he swiftly cuts you to the chase.
“give me one more chance, baby.”
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korn-dawg · 2 months ago
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I’m curious about your take on Sevika and reader having Sex for the first time? Especially if the reader was inexperienced. Maybe HCS or however you’d like to write it (if you’re comfortable writing about this ofc) Tysm! ☺️
yesyesyes !! ideas are always fire asf w y’all istg
honestly tho i’ve never really thought of inexperienced!reader cause i normally write reader as top/domme-adjacent unless requested otherwise but let me cook trust !!
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❥ i feel like sevika waits to get intimate with you. it’s not that she doesn’t want to, she just doesn’t want to freak you out by trying anything to early.
❥ the first time sevika and you have sex it’s around 3 months into the relationship, and definitely in the heat of the moment after a night out
❥ sevika knows you’re inexperienced, as you’ve been pretty upfront about it
❥ as much as i strongly hc that sevika refuses to touch you with her prosthetic arm because she wants to feel you and not just touch you, i think she keeps it on for the first time y’all fuck HEAR ME OUT
❥ as much as she wants to feel you, i think she keeps it on to make it easier overall for the both of you but she WILL NOT I REPEAT WILL NOT insert her mechanical arm in you in any way whether it be fingers or wtv. if she’s gonna finger you, she’s gonna do it with her human hand only
❥ sevika takes it slow, making sure you’re comfortable every step of the way, asking if you’re okay every few minutes
❥ she’ll defo accommodate to whatever makes you the most comfortable. want to keep your shirt on? she won’t touch it. want your panties to stay on? she’ll just move them to the side when she needs to. want the lights off? she’s already reaching over to turn off the lamp.
❥ sevika is so careful to not overstimulate you when she eats you out, her grip on your thighs firm enough to keep them from snapping around her head but still gentle
❥ gives you breaks between each round, even if they’re short
❥ won’t ask for anything in return unless you’re adamant about returning the favor
❥ sevika keeps a hand on your head if you eat her out, gently guiding you as to what to do and what feels better
❥ sevika will try to take as much pressure off the situation as possible, making light banter or teasing you
❥ if you decide you wanna take her strap, sevika is making sure you’re well prepped and lubed, inserting it very slowly before waiting around a minute to start moving
❥ PRAISE. sosososo much of it as well as reassurance that you’re doing everything right
❥ refuses to do anything too extreme the first time. won’t spank or choke you. worst she’ll do the first time is lightly tug your hair and that if you really beg for it
❥ if you’re scissoring she’ll let you rest your head on her shoulder, pressing into you as she grinds her cunt against yours at a leisure pace
❥ best aftercare ever. a warm bath together, she’ll help dress you, lay down with you, talk about it and cuddle until you fall asleep with your head on her shoulder or chest
❥ after that night she’s like a fucking horndog, always on you and pulling you into some secluded alleyway for a quickie. you definitely learn the ropes fast and are a lot more comfortable after the first time with her.
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sorry if it’s a little short y’all im tired asl i rlly need to go tf to bed 😪
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eloquentlytired · 19 days ago
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18+ NSFW. MDNI.
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dreamlike — tommy miller x fem reader
warnings: slightly dark content, dark!tommy, smut, unspecified age gap but reader is over 22+, masturbation, handjob, cheating, tommy’s moral compass breaks down, unclothed grinding, surprise ending, sex outdoors, tension, maria ily this isn't personal I just rlly like ur man
notes: hi guys it's been 100 years I'm sorry ily + take this bc im ovulating 😎 tommy miller suddenly making me feel things bc of gabriel luna that's right. likes and reposts are appreciated🥹
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“I don't think you've settled down quite just yet.” joel tells him one day while they're eating breakfast together. tommy glances, swallows then responds.
“I don't know what you mean.” but his eyes betray him as they return somewhere for the fifth time; at a distant specific table where you're reading some silly book again.
your food is yet to be touched while tommy’s and joel’s are nearly gone.
“tommy we're too old for this shit, you and I. you're my brother, I already know what you'll do before you even do it.” joel throws the bait and tommy bites it.
“I’m not doing anything joel except—”
“except eating Maria's food while throwing damn heart eyes at her.”
tommy hisses at joel’s truthful interruption, not so much at being interrupted but at the validation of those words.
“I’m just making sure she likes the food.” joel deadpans, tommy does the same right after because of his own words. gods, he is pathetic.
“fuck, just shoot me already.” joel shrugs at his brother's words and doesn't even try to hide the fact that he's grinning. “tell your wife, I'm sure she'll be delighted.”
tommy shakes his head and keeps on eating. he stresses over his thoughts so much that, lucky for you, he misses your piercing gaze and the bite of your lips.
he spends days trying to blame it on something other than him being a terrible person. the breakout, the virus, the living circumstances, the we need to work faster from Maria or that everyone depends on him for the hard stuff.
sure, tommy had chosen this in the first place but he doesn't even know if he wants whatever this is anymore. what does he want?
“mister miller!”
the tension leaves his shoulders as he watches you walk towards him, only wearing that favourite sundress of yours and an oversized jacket.
it's the first real summer that wyoming has felt since the outbreak. tommy only appreciates it because he's too lazy to gear up for winter.
“you’re early.” he says and finds himself smiling as you flop down beside him, sitting on the green weeds.
the snow is still melting but it doesn't make things less cold — but clearly you don't feel the cold he does.
“I helped in the kitchen so they let me off early.” you explain and tommy hums. he thinks about the past months when he'd found you during patrol, covered by the snow and nearly dead. he'd never ridden back home faster, urging for the medics to help you out and thank gods they'd done a great job. now you were here, a few months later, and trusting him more than anyone else while tommy was just a straight up bastard.
he fed you more than others, brought you new clothes that you might like and most importantly showed you his spot. that well hidden spot outside the fences which was an hour's walk away... it wasn't even special but it was spacious and quiet and a little cleaner — and suddenly he was calling it our spot instead of my spot.
for months you'd come here, chat with him and draw in your worn out notebook. the pages were running out and tommy made a mental note to find you a new one. fuck.
“what’s this?” tommy murmurs while his hand points at a very specific drawing on the left page.
he seems to pale while you just feel yourself growing hot. you'd drew him back in the cafeteria when he was looking at you, when he thought you were so unaware of his eyes but you always knew.
“I just—” you try to find the right words, or better yet the right excuse, but you can't. “I just did it.”
tommy catches on your tone as if you were afraid to receive a reaction. his reply surprises you.
“do I really look at you that way?” he asks and you nod, the strap of your dress falling off your shoulder clearly to test him.
tommy has never succeeded in any tests in his entire life.
you lay on the ground, indifferent about the weeds tangling in your hair. tommy’s face hovers over yours as he kisses you, one of his hands sneaking beneath your dress to squeeze your thigh and nothing more.
“tommy.” he swallows his own name from your lips, his lips kissing you feverishly yet the rest of his body doesn't dare move. tommy just sticks to laying beside you while his elbow achingly supports his weight.
he cannot trust himself to move, to slip between your thighs and only kiss.
the hand he's placed on your thigh earlier starts to retreat but you don't let it as you use both of your hands to capture his wrist.
“sweetheart.” tommy warns, his eyes blown wide with lust while his chest heaves up and down. he’s affected by this, feeling overwhelmingly lustful like he's young again, while also fearing the consequences of this. the aftermath of it.
for the first time you don't listen to him, pushing his hand between your thighs until his fingers come in contact with your soaked panties.
you hear him cursing beneath his breath, fuck this, as he touches you after what feels like forever.
he rubs you through your panties, his massive hand feeling the material soaking further as his thumb finds your clit. your head turns and you bury it in his chest while tommy just rubs.
his breath is hitched and he's in a far worse state than you for a different type of reasons. you drool on his shirt and throb against his fingers because you're excited, you feel good. on the other hand, tommy cups and fondles your pussy possessively while stressing over the limits. he can't do more than this — he shouldn't.
“can I touch your cock?” you whisper almost too shyly and tommy wishes joel would have just shot him when he had asked the first time.
your hand unzips his trousers and takes out his cock because tommy has obviously agreed, because it's your fault for looking at him with those sparkling eyes.
your foreheads collide as tommy touches you and you touch him.
his fingers eventually sneak beneath your panties because he wants it to be fair, you're touching his bare cock so he's entitled to your pussy right?— or maybe he really is just an asshole deep down.
nothing like the tommy that maria loves, nothing like the tommy that everybody respects. no, once again he's the tommy miller that only joel knows.
your fingers circle around his cock, feeling it at first, before caressing every inch of skin you can get. your eyes are on tommy’s as your foreheads keep touching and a soft smile occupies your face while you stroke his cock.
you're smiling and touching his dick and tommy likes it too much.
“you need a new notebook, don't you?” tommy asks through gritted as your fingers squeeze around his hard cock. because it's definitely the right time for conversations.
you nod, mouth slightly agape as his fingers circle your swollen clit and then dip between your lips, feeling you dripping.
“anything else?” he asks too softly while his nose brushes against yours, offering some intimacy that isn't just sexual.
“pencils?” you don't order him or demand. you ask because you care and tommy likes that you care in that way. it's always only if it's okay with you and that's exactly how he needs it.
“notebooks.. pencils.. whatever you say, it'll happen.” he slaps your pussy, not too hard, and you whimper.
you can feel your nipples hardening beneath your dress while your pussy simply leaks for tommy miller. your legs shift and you spread them.
tommy sways his hips, fucks his cock into your tight but soft fist and curses.
the summer breeze carries your soft whimpers and tommy’s gentle grunts. your hand strokes him a little faster as your thumb purposely brushes against his sensitive slit and you don't fail to notice the way tommy’s hips twitch when you do it.
the front of his shirt is a mix of your drying drool and his sweat but it doesn't bother him. his solid focus is to fuck your small fist and, of course, to pleasure you which is his first priority.
tommy can handle you, his middle finger circling your wet entrance slowly before he pushes in, the slide smoother than he'd expected. he adds a second finger minutes later, then a third.
you stroke his cock as he thrusts his fingers inside your pussy and for a while nothing else really matters.
the squelching of your cunt is loud and tommy curls his fingers inside you, reaching a place that makes you see stars. “tommy!” you gasp in that angelic voice and he goes a little crazy, fingers digging into your sweet spot as he becomes a little desperate with his thrusts.
your lower tummy shudders with delight and your thighs flex as his fingers thrust into your tight pussy recklessly, poking at those sensitive nerves every damn time.
tommy thinks you warn him about your orgasm but he's also not sure as he's too busy watching your face and your pussy reacting simultaneously. your eyebrows furrow and your mouth forms a small ‘O’ as your walls are suddenly gripping his fingers too tight, too deep.
you cum with a shuddering moan of his name and coat his fingers generously, becoming a spectacle. you squirt for him, because of him, and he'd draw out more if it wasn't for time running away from you two.
tommy seems confused when you push his hand away but then everything happens so fast. he can't stop it, he swears.
he watches as you roll to your side, your chest brushing against his, and slip his cock between your thighs. tommy can't breath when his entire girth slides between your pussy lips, soaking through, until his tip kisses your clit.
“no sweetheart—” tommy warns weakly but you're already moving, swaying. his cock is wet with your juices as it slides against your pussy, harder than ever, and he is utterly defeated.
“please cum on my pussy.” you mumble against his lips and he kisses you otherwise he might do worse. he satiates himself with this situation, sucking your bottom lip while thrusting his hips upwards and taking half of what he wants. something he doesn't deserve.
his balls swell and then clench as he orgasms, lowering his hips a little to cum on your pussy. he fulfils his promise, painting the surface white with his cum before resting his forehead on yours again. spent.
it's quiet for a long time as his arms remain lazily wrapped around your body. you melt against him, into him, and you two do your best to catch your breath.
when he looks at you again, the sun is setting right behind you and making you look surreal. you're like a dream while tommy is just there with a stupid smile on his face and half indecent because of what you've done.
then suddenly he doesn't feel real, his body is all too light before it gets incredibly heavy.
he hears his name being called out repeatedly tommy tommy tommy and he jumps, looking around with sweat dripping down his back.
maria stands over him as he lays on the couch because he's home — not outside the fence. not with you.
“I told you to cut day drinking with joel. he's bringing back old habits.” his wife tells him, pressing a kiss on his forehead before walking away.
tommy rises and stumbles to the window. the snow is still there, white and thick, while the red calendar on the wall reads December 25 like it's a fucking joke. like he'd never met you secretly in the spot that belongs to you and him.
reality hits hard as you pass by his house, that familiar notebook resting against your chest as you hug it preciously. you look at him instinctively, as if feeling his burning gaze, and you smile.
“merry christmas, mister miller!” you yell cheerfully and tommy nods, forcing his best smile.
miracles can only go so far and in the end, tommy can be content with just dreams.
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whorelaud · 23 days ago
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WRONG NUMBER, LOSER – rafe cameron (1)
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a rafe cameron mini smau series
summary Rafe gets tangled in a complex love-hate relationship when shooting his shot at a party, merely for him to end up with the wrong number instead, leading to a new beginning, or so he assumed, unaware of who really was behind the screen; his next door neighbor, whom he'd define his sworn enemy.  contains neighbor!reader, enemies (?) to lovers, wrong number trope, mostly texts, sexual jokes, shameless flirting, loser!rafe, lots of tension, attempt at humor
NAVIGATION. main masterlist; 01 ¡ 02
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Unknown Number: Hello there, I don't know if you remember but I asked for your number earlier
Unknown Number: I know I’m moving rather fast, but I couldn't help myself you’re too pretty ;)
Unknown Number: I was wondering if I could take you out to dinner. Only if you're down of course ❤️ 
You: im sorry who? 
You: oh that red heart you must rlly like her
Unknown Number: What? What do you mean? 
Unknown Number: Is this not Brian? 
You: this aint no brian
You: no way did brian turn you down 
You: Wowwww very low of her im so sorry king 
Unknown Number: You don't know that
Unknown Number: She probably mistyped one of the digits by accident 
You: Dawgggg ☠️☠️
You: no way you believe that
You: she told you her name was brian what did you expect
Unknown Number: Hey what’s wrong with that
Unknown Number: My dad’s name is Brian 
You: woahhh :o
You: is it actually 
Unknown Number: No I made that up
You: Haha Very Funny. 
Unknown Number: This sucks
Unknown Number: Why am I even talking to you
Unknown Number: I thought what we had was real wow I’m offended
Unknown Number: Who would even think of rejecting me 
You: smb get this guy’s phone before i beat his ass ☠️☠️
Unknown Number: Bruh
Unknown Number: I’m already going through enough can’t you at least be nice
You: the audacity of you to say that after disturbing MY peace 
You: you got the wrong number loser
You: i'm no brian, i think ive made that clear. im sorry some girl rejected you, im sure she had her reasons, as ive seen enough!!! but yeah, i think now’s a good time to delete my number and never contact me again 👍 
Unknown Number: This is my cellular device 
Unknown Number: I’ll do what I want 
You: … ermmm 😅
You: is this your way of hinting you still wanna talk to me? 
Unknown Number: Maybe
You: damn
You: youre one clingy bitch
You: I see Why Sh e rejected You. 
Unknown Number: She didn't reject me. 
You: And I didn't fail my calculus exam. 
Unknown Number: What? That doesn't even make sense
You: wah wah cry me a river
You: youre really annoying has anyone ever told you that
Unknown Number: Plenty actually 
You: love a self aware king
Unknown Number: Why do you keep assuming im a man
You: no woman texts like you 
Unknown Number: Is that supposed to hurt my feelings
You: take it as you will
Unknown Number: Ah man
Unknown Number: What should I refer to you as
You: that shouldn't be any of your concerns???
You: who said im contacting you after this. 
Unknown Number: Me. 
You: nah fuck that im blocking you
You: dealing with a lousy bitch of a neighbor has alr done numbers on me i do not want to associate with you in any way or form.
Unknown Number: WHAT DONT BLOCK ME
Unknown Number: I am in no way or form associated with your lousy bitch of a neighbor. Do not block me please. 
You: How do you Know That. 
You: You Seem Just as Annoying as Him. 
Unknown Number: I just noticed 
Unknown Number: Are you mocking me? 
You: ?? why would you Assume That
Unknown Number: You are 
Unknown Number: See you did it just now
You: Nahhhh this fool is crazy We Assuming things Now?
Unknown Number: Bruh 
Unknown Number: You’re so mean
You: glad you noticed that
Unknown Number: im into it
You: what
You: pardon me
You: am i seeing things
Unknown Number: Definitely 
You: bye
You: im done
You: i no longer want to be apart of this conversation 
Unknown Number: Ugh
You: ugh??? UGH???????
Unknown Number: Whatever 🙄 can you just tell me your name at least?
You: no
Unknown Number: Why
You: im not telling a random stranger online what my name is
Unknown Number: That’s just not a good reason 
Unknown Number: Fine I’ll come up with something to call you then
You: uhh??? i never agreed to any of this
Unknown Number: Sugar is cute
You: what the fuck
You: that is diabolical (get it cause its sugar) don't you dare fucking call me that
 Unknown Number: Sugar it is then
You: stop
You: STOP. 
You: NO
You: how did that even come to mind
Unknown Number: Cause you’re as sweet as sugar, baby ;) 
You: youre doing this on purpose aren't you 
You: including you in my suicide note
Unknown Number: Have fun doing that
Unknown Number: You don't even know my name sugar
You: Dtop It. 
You: It feels like You're flirtinf With Me. 
You: I Do Not like That. 
Unknown Number: Deal with it. 
You: no
You: is this you admitting you're head over heels in love with me
Unknown Number: Definitely 
You: im leaving
Unknown Number: Joking hahah haba Ha ha
You: i actually have to leave
You: i own a needy cat who demands my attention
Unknown Number: Oh okay
Unknown Number: Have fun with your cat 
You: thanks boo
You: it was (not) fun chatting with you i guess… 
Unknown Number: It was a pleasure chatting with you sugar
Unknown Number: I look forward to more in the future 
You: die
You: it feels like youre mocking me. 
Unknown Number: I am not you.
You: hey whats wrong w me… 
Unknown Number hearted your message!
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a/n hi!!! hehehe lmk what u think this was so much fun 2 write! dk if im making a taglist or not but we'll see, this is chapter one for now :p i also wanna make a masterlist but idk GRRAHH well see
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noodlemoondle · 3 months ago
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Promise Me You Won’t Cry Anymore
Zayne x Reader
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word count: 800
summary: just a lil blurb about how Zayne reacts to accidentally making you cry
tags: not proof read!!, hurt/comfort, fluff, mentions of medicine. just zayne being a worried doctor really
authors note: hello again guys! ੭ ᐕ)੭*⁾⁾ I fully wrote this on a whim rn in like 10 minutes so pls take that into account lolol. (also it’s another hurt/comfort lolol it’s my fav tag and i don’t have any ideas for anything else) i also wanted this to be like a rlly short blurb but i think im genuinely unable to write anything that isn’t like around 1k words (´;ω;`) i don’t really have anything else to say besides i hope i get motivation to write one of the million fic ideas i have saved in my notes soon.
as always hope you enjoy!! ✧*。٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*。
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Zayne is a strong man. Emotionally strong that is. The countless years he spent both studying and working in the medical field gave him thick skin and it made it difficult for things to truly get to him. It takes a lot for something to hit him in the heart and truly bring him down.
However, the one thing he absolutely can’t stand is you crying. Something about it he doesn’t truly know what. Something about the way your eyes tilt downwards with your head soon following, the small tremble of your lips he knows you’re fighting to keep still, the tear-glazed distant look in your eyes that just shows how hard you’re fighting back tears, nothing breaks his heart more.
Zayne knows, he knows he can be oh so overbearing when it comes to your health and safety, but god he can’t help it. Nothing worries him more than your, in his opinion fragile, wellbeing. Everyday on his drive to the hospital he prays to whatever god is out there that will listen to him that he won’t see you during his shift, at least not you being wheeled in through the back doors, completely unconscious on a gurney. He can’t even handle the thought of it.
It leads to his constant nagging over you. His constant worry. His constant lectures and scoldings whenever you even slightly overlook your health.
Which led to here. Another conversation that began as an overbearing reminder to take your medicine, only for Zayne to quickly discover you haven’t been taking recently. You’ve already had a tiring and stressful day and didn’t have any energy to fight back at him. So instead, you just stood there in front of him. Only looking at him as he continued his scolding on how important it was to take your medicine, why you need it, and never forgetting to remind you of just how fragile you truly are.
All you could do was look back at him, and just take everything he had to say without a fight. Not like you had the energy to speak anyways. To be honest, you didn’t even have the energy to think, or to even listen to him in that matter. All you really heard is just his upset voice, saying what?You’re not really sure, but his tone was enough to make you feel inferior.
Zayne didn’t notice. He honestly couldn’t. He was too caught up in his worries and imagination of what could possibly happen to you to be able to properly see you, but in the middle of his rant he did. He saw the look on your face that absolutely breaks his heart and makes him want to fall to his knees. He saw your head hung low, you fighting your trembling bottom lip, your downcast, distant eyes, that had tears in the brink of flowing through your pretty eyelashes and falling onto those darling cheeks he loves; especially when he sees them rise and round out whenever you smile.
And when he sees it, he stops. Instantly.
There is a quick moment of silence where he hesitates. Where he hears your uneven, haggard breathing and mentally scolds himself, grimacing at his actions.
He takes a few steps over to you and leans down to hold your face in his hands. Lifting it up so he can see you properly, however your eyes don’t follow and remain locked onto your fuzzy-socked feet. His gentle hold, contrasting his previous tone made it so difficult to keep it together. Just as he noticed a tear welling up to fall from your eyes he gently kisses it away before it could reach any further than the corner of your eye.
He softly rubs the apple of your cheek trying to coax you to bring your eyes up to him.
“Look at me… Please?” Zayne says ever so gently.
You knew if you did you wouldn’t be able to hold back your tears anymore, but the soft rub of his thumb brings your eyes up to look back at him. The moment you do, his eyes soften in guilt and regret, a slight frown forming on his lips when he sees your eyes welling up with more tears.
He slightly stands up, just enough to place a soft, delicate kiss on your forehead as he whispers against it.
“I’m sorry.”
Then you can’t hold it anymore. A soft gasp for air leaves your lips as tears begin to flow from your eyes. Zayne slowly pulls you into his chest, holding your head and running his fingers up and down your back in an effort to comfort you. In an effort to get you to forgive him. In an effort to get you to stop.
Guilt spreads throughout his whole body as he listens to your sobs and feels your tears wetting his shirt. He whispers apologies to you, offering soft kisses on the top of your head in between each one.
He’ll make it up to you. He doesn’t know exactly how yet, but he will. He’ll do anything. Whatever it takes to stop the flow of tears and broken sobs. Whatever it takes to see those darling, rosy cheeks rise up with the sweetest, brightest smile he’s ever seen. He’d do it in a heartbeat; because there is nothing, nothing Dr. Zayne can’t stand more than you crying.
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p1astr81 · 25 days ago
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hii queen i love your fics so much!! do you think you could write a really fluffy smut with oscar? just very domestic and cuddly and slow and relaxed with the reader and oscar just feeling super connected to one another and just being rlly in love ?? 🙏🙏
an: hiiii thank youuuuu!!!! I’d also like to start by apologizing for how CRINGEY this is omg😭
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You blinked the fog from your eyes, waking from your nap. The room was dark, the sun already dipped under the horizon. “Hi, Osc,” you greeted with a soft smile, clinging on to the figure next to you.
He was already awake, watching something on the television. “Mhhh good morning, baby.” His arms encased around your torso, holding you loosely.
Your eyes landed on his chest, bare, toned, fully on display. And then your gaze trailed up to his face, relaxed, eyes on yours, full of love. Up further to his hair, unkept in the most attractive way.
It was impossible to resist. He was impossible to resist.
Your lips found his neck, placing messy kisses all over the exposed skin. Before you knew it, your hips were dragging along his thigh, agonizingly slow.
He clicked his tongue. “Aw, my girl woke up needy.” He teased. There was no use in denying it, so you nodded against him. His hand soothed over your hair. “You want me to take care of you?” He was still teasing, but if you said yes, he wouldn’t deny you.
So when you nodded, his hand found it’s place on your ass, holding you in place, forcing you to grind down harder on his bare thigh.
He flipped you over, careful not to jostle you too much. Reflecting your earlier actions, his kisses began on your neck. He gave a small tug to the hem of your shirt, and you responded by arching off the bed, allowing him to slip the fabric off of you.
It gave him a wonderful sight of your lacy red bra—one of his favorite colors. His finger traced over the design. “You look so pretty in this color.” He murmured close to your ear. You could feel his breath as it fanned across your neck.
“Oscar,” you whined, arching your back, trying to coax him.
He shushed you lightly, a hand on your stomach to ease your body back to the cushion of the mattress. “Be patient. I’ll take care of you, I promise.” You frowned and he mirrored the expression. “Have I ever not given you what you want?” He smiled when you shook your head. “Alright then. Just relax. I’ll make it worthwhile, I promise.” He kissed both of your cheeks.
A hand slipped behind your back, undoing your bra with practiced ease. He slid the straps down your arms, agonizingly slow. Too slow for you, but he only wanted to take his time. To savor the moment.
Sensing your impatience, he decided to speed things up a bit—skipping right to slipping your panties down your legs. “Oscar,” you called, less whiny and more breathless.
“I know, baby. Im keepin’ my promise.” His voice was low and rough but still flowed with love.
And keep it he did, dipping two fingers into you. A suppressed moan slipped passed your lips, conscious of the neighbors. And he could read your worries easily. “I heard them leave not too long ago, be as loud as you want, love.” He eased.
Whether you heard him or not, he wasn’t sure. But you continued to suppress your sounds. Oscar responded by adding another finger. You couldn’t help the loud moan that tore through you. “Oscar- ah! Please!” You reached out to him, pulling his hair to redirect his lips from the shell of your ear to your plush, pink ones. You moaned into his mouth and he swallowed it with greed. “Mh, Oscar please, just fuck me!” You mewled.
Oscar kissed your face again. “‘M just making sure you’re relaxed.” He eased.
You didn’t like his answer, squirming underneath him. “I am!” You insisted.
“Baby, you’re alright tight around my fingers.” He gave a soft smile and kissed the apple of your cheek.
“But- hm!” Your protests were cut off as his fingers found that sweet spot. “Shit,” you all but whispered as he continued to hit that spot. His thumb found your clit, pressing into it, circling it slow. It’s all you needed to fall apart completely.
Oscar held you down while you writhed and shuttered, continuing his ministrations. He only pulled away when you let out a pained mewl and made a sorry attempt at pushing his hand away.
He kissed his way down your body, waiting for you to come back to your senses. He knows you have when you mutter out his name and reach for him.
“Relaxed now?” He mumbled against your skin, his lips tickling your stomach. It wasn’t a question meant to be answered, but you did anyway, with a small nod.
Oscar freed himself from the restraints of his pants, reaching for the drawer of his nightstand where he kept the condoms. “Don’t, I wanna feel you.” You said, a hand cradling his cheek, thumb stroking the apple of it. He wouldn’t argue, and wasted no time to slide into your awaiting pussy. He reveled in the arch of your back and your lewd moans. “Yes!” You gasped.
He stilled, allowing you time to adjust. Allow him time to adjust—to not blow his load embarrassingly early. “So perfect. Everything about you.” He praised. You squeezed around him in—an involuntary—response. “I love you.” He confessed, lips caressing the shell of your ear.
“Hmm, I love you too. Now please do something.” You were already panting.
Just as his fingers were, the movement of his hips was slow, gentle, like he was afraid you’d break. He wasn’t, obviously. But he wanted to savor the desperate look in your eyes, and how you squeezed around him—trying to coax him to fuck you harder and faster.
He wouldn’t. Because like this—though he admitted it was cheesy—it seemed like he could feel your souls intertwining, lacing together in a tight fixture.
And eventually, your pleas for more tapered off and your nailed eased on his back. Because you felt it too. Not just every ridge and vein of his dick—‘cause you had felt that, too. But that soul tie. You could feel the fire of his love zip up your spine with every measured stroke.
You pulled his closer, hugging his broad form. “I love you, so much.” You muttered against his lips, your eyes locked on his desperate ones.
Desperate not just for the sex, but for all you had to offer. For the unconditional support, love, forgiveness when he’d fuck up. He squeezed his eyes shut, your words adding to the pleasure, fogging his brain. He nodded in agreement. “More than you could imagine.” He panted, and you could feel his eyelashes on your cheek when his eyes fluttered open again.
He wrapped his arms around your legs. He hit deeper parts inside of you. Stars sparked behind your eyelids and he devoured your moans with a kiss.
“‘Wanna marry you one day.” He didn’t think, the words just spilled out. But he wouldn’t take them back. He meant them. And evidently you’d made no protest, only squeezing around him. Your moans and his blended together in a gorgeous harmony.
He whined, pressing his forehead to yours. “Fuck, baby, I’m gonna cum.”
You nodded, a hand on his cheek. You pulled him down to take his lips in yours. You came together, swallowing the other’s moans and whispered confessions of love.
Oscar pulled out, settling next to you momentarily before standing. He kissed your forehead and returned with a towel to clean you up. He muttered apologizes and kissed your thighs when you whined. Still sensitive.
He settled next to you once more, and drew you up his chest. A best of silence. And then, “did you mean what you said? You want to marry me?”
He nodded but scrambled for the appropriate response. “Only if you want that.” The stumbled.
You smiled and hummed, burying your head in his chest. “Yes, very much.”
His lips split, displaying his bunny teeth as he smiled. He kissed the top of your head.
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froggibus · 10 months ago
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hiiiii :3 idk if ur taking reqs for dc right neow but a thought that tickles my brain rlly good is dick grayson/reader w a praise kink and dick exploits it n uses it to his advantage.... preferably afab reader but gn is fine :P
CTRL + H - Dick Grayson
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Pairing: Dick Grayson x fem! best friend! reader (uses fem pronouns + has a pussy)
Genre: smut/NSFW
Word Count: 4.1k
Summary: when your best friend discovers porn in your browser history while fixing your computer, he decides to use it to his advantage
CW: friends to lovers, lots of praise, uses of ‘good/pretty/lovely girl’ dick calls you sweetheart/angel, dick is CORNY I’m sorry, mentions of porn/asmr porn, teasing, gaslighting (but not really), fingering, marking, unprotected sex, lots of sweat (its sexy i swear), dick fucks you over a desk, kinda rough sex, creampie, multiple orgasms, implied to be summer, i think thats it??
hey hi 👽 anon, thanks for the request! im sorry it took so long, it wasn't meant to be this long i swear, i just got caught up in the thought of Dick being all hot and sweaty and praising you while fucking you >~< and yeah this happened. really hope you like it (but if you don't, let me know and ill totally rewrite it!) lots of love yes i took an extra 30 mins to find nightwing #83 to take a picture of the comic book to make this banner lol
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As if having Dick Grayson look at your search history wasn’t bad enough, now you have to live with the mortifying ordeal of him knowing you have a praise kink.  
When you had first invited him over to take a look at your malfunctioning computer, you’d thought nothing of it. You figured he would turn it on and off again, maybe update some drivers. So when he suddenly clicked into your browser and began scrolling through the long, long list of websites you’ve visited, you weren’t sure how to react. 
You noticed it at the same time as him, the glowing screen forcing you to freeze where you stand. There on the screen, from just last night, read: praise nsfw asmr. You swallow hard and lunge for the mouse to click out of your browser history, but breathe a sigh of relief when Dick does it first. 
There’s a beat of silence, your racing thoughts deafeningly loud as you try to come up with a reason to kick him out. Fanning your face as if that will help chase away the heat of the day, you swallow once more in an attempt to work some moisture back into your mouth. 
“F—find anything?” You say as casually as you can. 
It’s ridiculous how embarrassed you are, honestly. He’s just your friend, it’s just porn, it’s not like it’s the end of the world. Still, the rattling of your heart against your rib cage and his cruelly quiet silence make it feel like it is. 
He shakes his head. “Not so far, I should keep looking but—“ he flicks his eyes up your body, perfect blues tracing your every curve, “you seemed flustered.”
You raise your hands in denial all too quickly, your sweaty palms stretched out towards him. Dick raises an eyebrow, examining you in the way he does with strangers in coffee shops. 
“I just…don’t see how my search history is relevant, I guess. That’s all.”
He grabs your wrists, lowering your arms from the defensive position they’ve taken. Despite the familiarity of his touch, something feels off, different in a way you can’t explain. You shake the thought away. 
The world has not shifted on its axis because your best friend suddenly knows what kind of porn you’re into. 
His touch lingers on your wrist and he uses the leverage to gently pull you closer to where he sits at your desk. When he finally drops your wrist, a chill circles the space where his hand once was, refreshing your feverish skin.
“I just want to make sure you haven’t accidentally picked up a virus somewhere. If we can find one in your history, it’ll be much easier to get rid of it.”
The explanation only half seeps into the mush your brain has turned into under his gaze and you find yourself nodding without quite understanding. 
You were fooling yourself by inviting him here. While asking for his help was cheaper than hiring a professional, having him so close to you almost hurts—especially when lately you’ve been trying to force away the feelings you’ve harboured for him. 
“So,” Dick says again, “won’t you be a good girl and let me fix your computer for you?”
His words force you out of your thoughts, purely by short circuiting your brain. You blink at him with wide eyes, your heart pounding in your chest. 
“W—what did you say?”
“I just asked if I could fix your computer now.” 
You tilt your head in confusion. Did you mishear him, or did he call you ‘good girl’? He flashes you that signature smirk of his, his blue eyes suddenly dark with something you don’t recognize. 
Though everything on his face reads innocent, something not-so innocent lurks beneath the surface. Something that stares you down and screams ‘challenge me’. 
“Yeah.” You swallow. “I guess that’s fine.” You take a deep breath and try to steady the spinning in your head. 
Dick continues his work nonchalantly, hitting a few keys and opening your browser history once more. You turn your eyes away from the screen, instead focusing on the way your fingers grasp the desk until it hurts. 
You listen to him scroll for a while and try to pretend like he’s not looking through the most intimate part of your life. The idea of him seeing that part of you excites you as much as it nauseates you—a lethal combination. 
“You can relax.” Dick hums. 
You lift your head to look at him just to see him focused completely on the screen. You don’t dare glance at what he’s so focused on. 
“Why not sit down? This could take a while.” He says calmly. “I’m sure you’ll feel much better if you do.” 
You roll your shoulders. “I think I’ll just stand.”
There’s a shift in his eyes as if your words sparked something in them. He finally glances away from your screen, completely focusing on you with a newfound intensity. You want to shrink from his gaze, to run down the hall and hide in your broom closet, but you stay rooted in place. 
“It would help me a lot if you sit down. Don’t you want to be a good girl and help me out?” 
Holy fuck. “What did you just say?”
It feels like you’re waiting an eternity for him to speak again, your heart beating a mile a minute. He’s going to deny it, or make fun of you even more or worse—tell Wally about it. 
He pats his lap. “Come sit with me,” he purrs, “be a good girl, keep me company while I work.”
In your shock, you find yourself shuffling towards him and settling in his lap. Dick helps you adjust, tugging you back to his chest and keeping one arm around you while his other reaches for the mouse once more. 
He’s so close to you that you can feel the beating of his heart, his breath on your neck. You close your eyes and pray that he can’t feel the heartbeat that’s suddenly appeared between your legs.
You can’t remember a single time he’s been this close to you, a single time he’s touched you like this. The sudden proximity makes you dizzy, butterflies taking flight in your tummy. You clench the arm rests on either side in an attempt to keep your cool.
Dick shifts behind you, one of his thighs gently brushing your clit in a way that makes you squirm. “Don’t do that!” 
His hand slides from your waist to grip your thigh, a shiver running up your spine at the contact. “Don't do what? This?” He repeats the motion.
You squeak, lurching forward in an attempt to get away from the friction. You tilt too far and suddenly you’re falling head over heels towards the mat beneath your chair. Dick is quicker than that, wrapping one arm around your chest and another around your waist to tug you harshly back to him.
“Don’t do that,” you repeat breathlessly, “please.”
He rests his chin on your shoulder, soft strands of black hair tickling your cheek. “Why not? Use your words, angel.”
The nickname reignites something inside of you, rekindling a fire between your legs. You clench them together in the hopes it will do something to muffle the throbbing, but when you feel Dick smirk against the side of your neck, you know you’ve failed.
When you don’t answer him, he grins his knee between your legs once more, an innocent hum prompting you.
“You’re—fuck, you’re kneeing me in the cunt.”
Dick’s not sure if it’s from your brazen words or how entirely ridiculous this whole afternoon has been, but suddenly he’s laughing. A big, open mouthed, creasing at the corners of his eyes, laugh. 
His laugh surprises you enough to summon one of your own, sending you both into a fit. You shift on his lap to look at him, wrapping your arms around his neck to support yourself while the two of you laugh. It’s stupid and ridiculous and you’re not quite sure what you’re laughing at—just that you are. 
You’re laughing and laughing and suddenly his lips are on yours and his eyes are closed and—fuck, he’s kissing you. And then you’re not laughing anymore, your hands brushing up his neck and tangling in his hair. He’s not laughing anymore either, his hands gripping your waist like he expects you to leave at any moment.
You’re breathless when you pull away, refusing to open your eyes and face the reality in front of you. Because maybe the world didn’t shift on its axis when he learned your porn preferences, but it definitely has because he just kissed you.
He taps your cheek gently, using that terribly calm voice he does whenever you start spiralling. “Y/n.” He coos, “open your eyes, y/n.”
You bite your lip, shaking your head in refusal. You know as soon as you do, you’ll have to confront your feelings for him, and his for you, and all of that is just too much and god, when did it get so hot in here? 
You open your eyes one at a time, casting them down to where your thighs rest on his. Your hands come together, fingers twirling in your lap just to give you something to focus on other than the throbbing in your clit and the weight of Dick’s eyes on you.
He drags a finger down your overheating cheeks, tracing the outline of your jaw and tipping your head up to face him. His blue eyes are lined with something new, something darker—a need you’ve never seen before. 
“Look at me.” There’s a commanding tone to his voice before it softens, “c’mon, please?”
You finally force yourself to meet his eyes, the familiar ultramarine calming the sudden bite of your nerves. “Only cause you asked so nicely,” you say quietly. 
“Good girl,” he smiles and it feels like the sun pushing through rain clouds. He strokes your cheek gently, his thumb landing on your cupid's bow. 
You shiver beneath his touch despite the unbearable heat of the day. While his finger on your lips threatens to send you flying away, spiralling into space, his other does the opposite. His grip on your hip is tight, fingers digging in and sure to leave behind bruises. 
“Can I kiss you again?” He asks quietly. 
It’s only a small mercy that your nod doesn’t prompt another ‘good girl’ from him, or some other horribly delightful variation of it. However, when his lips brush yours and his hand slides to the base of your throat, all of the thoughts melt away. There’s no embarrassment, no overthinking, just raw emotion and the sensation of his skin on yours. 
You shift in his lap, sliding one of your thighs over his so you can straddle him. Dick offers a guiding hand while you slide forward, half steadying you, half tugging you closer. You shimmy up the length of his jeans until you’re as close as possible, your stomach pressing into his toned abs. 
A gasp leaves your throat when your clit brushes the very edge of the bulge in his jeans, the noise only edging him along. His teeth graze your bottom lip, both gentle and desperate, before his tongue slips into your mouth. 
The taste of him is intoxicating, consuming you until you’re grabbing his cheeks with both hands to pull him as close as possible. You whine when his cock grazes your clit again and Dick breaks the kiss to let out a breathy laugh against your lips. 
“Someone’s needy,” he teases, but his eyes are rimmed with dark and when he looks at you through his lashes, all you see is need. 
“Back at you.”
His palm sticks to your cheek with sweat when he goes to pull it away. “You’ve been so good for me today,” he hums, his other hand trailing up your thigh. “Let me take care of you, yeah?”
You mumble a breathy ‘please’ before his fingers are brushing your clit through your pants, the heat pooling in your panties near insatiable. You tighten your grip on him and bury your face in the tight black fabric of his t-shirt to muffle your heavy breathing.
While one hand rubs intense figure eights up the length of your pussy, his other hand is fiddling with the buttons of your pants. He sighs in triumph at the soft popping noise and then the fabric is pulling away from your skin, Dick somehow managing to tug them down with only one hand. 
You shift in his lap and prop yourself up on your knees to give him better access while he drags the fabric down your thighs. He takes advantage of your position to spin you to face your monitor once more, leaning back in the chair so you’re reclined against his muscled chest.
Warm breath fans the overheating skin of your neck just where your shirt meets your skin. Two calloused fingers dip into the waistband of your underwear, skimming the warmth and slick of your cunt. Dick sucks in a breath, his pants suddenly too tight.
“You really are needy,” he swallows hard. “Lovely, needy girl.”
His words only serve as a catalyst to the intense need you feel in your core, amplifying your desire tenfold. The pad of his index finger brushes your clit and you’re suddenly a goner. Your eyes squeeze shut and you throw your head back, imagining the circles of Dick’s fingers in your mind.
He gently kisses at the neckline of your shirt, his lips soft against the sensitive skin. His tongue runs across the sensitive skin there in tandem with the moving of his hand, the duality sending shockwaves through you. You have to bite your lip to keep from crying out his name.
His wrist slides further into your underwear, fingers moving away from your swollen clit to run along the rim of your aching pussy. You suck in a breath, not moving an inch while you anticipate what’s to come.
Dick sucks a dark mark into your neck. “Ready f’me?” He mumbles into your skin.
You eagerly nod, trying to shift your hips into his fingers and shove them inside of you, but Dick moves away. You frown, lazily looking over your shoulder at him.
“You have to use your words.”
You almost roll your eyes but in your desperation, let your head hang in defeat and open your trembling mouth. “I-I’m ready Dick,” you say, quietly adding, “please.”
“Good girl.” 
Then he’s suddenly slipping a finger inside of you, travelling the length of your spongy walls to sit deep inside of you. A gasp rips through you, his name tumbling off your lips faster than you can catch it. He grips your hip to steady you, strong fingers bruising the exposed skin.
He curls his finger inside of you, prodding at that sweet fucking sensitive spot. He only stops when you whine, slipping his finger out for only a second before shoving it back in. He repeats the motion, starting a rhythm of thrusting in and out, his hand on your hip tapping along in tandem.
You squirm in his lap, that ball in the centre of your stomach turning white hot and growing until you can barely contain it. One of your hands squeezes his wrist—whether to stop or encourage him, you don’t know.
“Dick,” you whine, your voice taking on a raspy tone you hardly recognize.
He hums in response. “Does that feel good?”
“S-so good.”
He rewards you by slipping his other finger inside of you, the two of them working in unison. His fingers are so long and thick that they reach places inside you that you’ve never been able to touch on your own, stretching your walls just enough to make your eyes roll back.
The impending waves of your orgasm roll over you, that knot in your core so tight that you know it's bound to undo any second. You squeeze his wrist tighter in warning, your fingers pressing into his veins until you can feel the steady thrum of his blood pulsing. 
Dick slips his hand from your waist up your shirt, palming your tit. “Cum for me,” he murmurs. “You’ve earned it, sweetheart.”
His words walk you right over the edge, that knot finally coming undone and sending wave after wave of molten pleasure through you. Every muscle in your body contracts, your pussy squeezing his fingers so tightly it almost hurts. Both your hands clench around the wrist currently in your underwear. Holding him steady while you ride out your high on his fingers.
Dick holds you, keeping you stable while you gush and thrash wildly in his lap. He can feel your slick soak through the fabric of his jeans, his thighs warm with your juices, but he can’t bring himself to care. 
He trails kisses up your neck to your jaw, your cheeks and finally, tips your head back until he can plant soft, chaste kisses to your lips. His wrist aches from how hard you squeeze him but he doesn’t dare pull away until your muscles are relaxing and you let out your first, panting breath.
“Feel good?” He prompts.
You shake your head vigorously, all sweaty hair and hot skin and aching lungs. Dick almost wishes he had a camera because the sight of you laying in his lap all fucked out is one he would love to savor and put in his wallet.
He shifts behind you, only now remembering his aching cock and how badly it yearns to be free of the denim confining it. “Think you could do one more? For me? It would make me feel so, so good, sweetheart.”
You don’t think twice about his words, lazily trapping his lips in a sloppy needy kiss and mumbling ‘yes’ against him. In your fucked out state, you’re only half sure that you’re even speaking, the world around you fading. Dick slips his hand out of your panties, his palm soaked with your juices, and rests it on your thigh. 
“I need you to stand up for me,” he says, only half asking. 
He helps you up on shaky knees, your pants that had been resting just above your knees dropping the rest of the way to the floor. You brace yourself against the desk, half bent over while Dick slowly tugs down your panties. The minute the sticky, soaked fabric peels away from your pussy, you gasp.
Dick stares at the mess he’s made of you proudly, your folds glistening with the slick of your last orgasm. He burns the image into his mind while he fumbles with the zipper of his jeans, standing behind you while he drags them to the floor with his boxers. His cock springs free, thick and dripping with pre cum, begging for you.
He strokes it absentmindedly, all of his thoughts only on you and your trembling thighs, bent so perfectly over the desk waiting for him. He lines the head of his cock up with your entrance, rubbing it through your folds and prodding your clit before repeating the process over again.
Each shift of his cock, each rock of his hips, forces shivers of anticipation down your spine. Heavy breaths leave your lips, your arms barely managing to hold your weight over the desk when you dip your head down to stare at him through the crook of your arm.
“Such a pretty pussy. So wet and needy,” he groans when he finally lets his cock rest at your entrance. “So ready for my cock.”
You nod even though he’s mostly talking to himself. You let your arms sag against the desk and rest your face against your forearm, the sweaty skin sticking to your forehead. Dick thrusts forwards and lets the head of his cock push inside of you.
Moans leave him the second he dips into your heat, the tip of his cock stretching you in a way that has both of your eyes rolling back. His fingers resume their earlier position on your hip, digging in so hard it almost hurts. 
He stills once his tip is nestled in your walls, listening to the whiny breaths you let out while you adjust to his size. Your clench your hands into fists, slightly shifting from left to right to help him fit better. He’s big, bigger than you expected, but the way he molds your walls to his cock is almost enough to have you cum right then and there.
Dick is so distracted by the sight of his cock dipped inside of you that he doesn’t remember to move. It’s only when you let out a needy whine and shuffle your hips backwards that he realizes you’ve been waiting so patiently for him.
He snaps his hips against yours, the head of his cock barreling so deep inside of you so quickly that it almost hurts. “Sorry, pretty girl,” he pants, “didn’t mean to make you wait.”
You try to tell him that it’s okay but you’re silenced with another hard thrust. You cry out his name into your arm, your teeth grazing at your skin in your attempt to be quiet. Dick grabs the other side of your waist, using his hands to push and pull you as he pleases.
You fall further against the desk, your body lazily resting against it while Dick’s hips snap into yours repeatedly. The room is filled with the sound of skin on skin, a chorus of your combined moans filling the empty space between thrusts. Each shift of his hips, each prod of his cock, only spurs you further along.
You squeeze your eyes shut, completely focused on his cock battering its way through your walls. You’re only vaguely aware of Dick talking to you, his praise sounding incoherent beneath the rush of blood to your ears. Your pussy flutters around him, his cock scraping your cervix with every thrust.
He thrusts particularly hard into you, his cock jamming hard into the very edge of your walls, forcing a loud cry from you. It aches as much as it pleases, and without thinking, you’re suddenly crawling forward across your desk. Dick tightens his grip on you before you can get very far, tugging you back hard against him and slamming your pussy down on his cock.
You nearly squeal from the pleasure, tears forming in the corners of your eyes. That familiar heat builds inside of you once more, spilling over more and more with each intense thrust.
“You’re taking me so well,” he coos. “So tight—god, it’s like your pussy was made for me. Fuck.”
His lewd words add to that growing knot inside of you and suddenly you’re coming undone in his arms. Everything is too hot, too much, too loud. Tears spill from your eyes and you’re barely aware of the half sobs, half moans you let out through your orgasm.
“That’s right, let it all out. Good girl, cumming around my cock like that.”
Dick holds you steady the whole time you cum, thrusts growing sloppy as your pussy sucks him in and tries to keep him inside of you forever. He’s almost as breathless as you while he watches you cum and the way your pussy seizes around him is enough to have him tumbling over the edge after you.
He wraps both arms around your waist, pulling your hips flush to his, before he lets the both of you fall back into the chair behind him. Your new position forces his cock deeper inside of you—as deep as it can go—and then he’s cumming inside of you.
You can barely feel the hot ropes of cum he spills inside of you while you come down from your own high. Your thighs shake where they rest over his and you’re grateful for him holding you. 
Dick lets his forehead rest in the crook of your neck, his sweaty hair wetting your t-shirt. Even after he’s done cumming, he holds you tightly against him, the two of you panting in sync.
It’s nearly five minutes later when you can finally bring yourself to speak, your hoarse voice evidence of the pounding you’ve just taken. “I take it you saw my browsing history?” are the first words out of your mouth.
Dick laughs, his voice gravelly and deep and sexy. “Yeah,” he says, kissing your cheek. “I did.”
You awkwardly turn in his lap, twitching at the way it adjusts his half-hard cock inside of you. You look up at his eyes, the blue finally starting to seep back in through the dark. He cups your face, his hand sweaty, and pulls you in for another kiss.
When you pull away, you can’t help but ask, “so, what now?”
“First, I think I should show you how to use Incognito Mode.”
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suturical · 3 months ago
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can u do a tut for sizing borders bc im rlly bad at coding in rentry
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This is the code that I usually start out with, and it works most of the time without tweaking much. The thing I still tweak the most though is the CONTAINER_BORDER_IMAGE_OUTSET. I usually set it anywhere from 10px to 20px, and sometimes I will set two values to it if I want the outset to be diff for top+bottom and left+right
I prefer a more like bigger(?) Look to how my border are cut, so I do that by making the slice smaller (15% to 20%) or I make the width bigger (25px to 30px)
There are a lot of ways to playe around with the coding though like down below I set slice to 30% which I think I see a lot of people do idk. But to keep the bigger cut look I like I make the width 30px. I like to keep my widths at 20px to 25px though because of how much my outset is. My outset sometimes clips under the edit button when you save the code and view it normally, so I keep the width a bit smaller and use a smaller or equal slice. But there are a lot of ways to play around with this because it depends a lot on your rentry and what border you're using becuase there are out(?) Borders and in(?) Borders. Basically just play around with CONTAINER_BORDER_IMAGE_SLICE + CONTAINER_BORDER_IMAGE_WIDTH You can also have fun with the repeat options (round, repeat, space, and stretch iirc). I'll leave my code and examples below. I hope this helps Anon! I'm not sure if it's comprehensible or if I'm just yapping BS..
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Above big slice big width, below big slice small width
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Down below are what I call 'In borders' cause they're facing inwards. I usually have the outset on these a little bigger
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CONTAINER_MAX_WIDTH = 300px
CONTAINER_BORDER_IMAGE = Your border image
CONTAINER_BORDER_IMAGE_SLICE = 20%
CONTAINER_BORDER_IMAGE_WIDTH = 25px
CONTAINER_BORDER_IMAGE_OUTSET = 10px
CONTAINER_BORDER_IMAGE_REPEAT = round
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konpeitonom · 5 months ago
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hii can u do mw characters hallucinating their dead partner??:3thx btw love ur posts
tulpar crew hallucinating their dead partners.
sfw— lowercase intended ^_^
g/n reader (i think) — content warning for self harm/substance abuse.. so sorry!!
requests are open and heavily encouraged, i write for every mw character ^.^
notes; i was super excited to do this request! finally got around to doing it. sorry if this a wee bit inaccurate, i’ve never had severe hallucinations like what im portraying here but i tried my best anyway. take this as a happy 100+ follower celebration! never written for all the cast before so this was really fun. i don’t rlly like this haha but hopefully u guys do
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— i’d break him. and i think he wouldn’t be able to work properly as captain if they were frequent. and he’d feel a lot of guilt about that. everyone’s counting on him, he can’t be so hung up on the past.
— would confide in jimmy about it, and jimmy would make some comment about he’s not fit to work if he’s seeing hallucinations of his dead partner- maybe even shame him a little..
— i’d freak him out every time i’d happen. he’d have to leave the room if someone else was there, to go cry somewhere private.
— he already has issues sleeping, but i’d make it much worst. which would only make the hallucinations worst. he can never catch a break..
— he knows he’d never get over your passing, especially if it was tragic/something he could’ve prevented- but he didn’t think he’d go crazy like this.
jimmy
— he would be pissed, seriously. he’d go mad. he’d resort to drinking or self harm if it was possible.
— i only say self harm as a.. he’d stand right in front of you, cut himself and say stuff like.. “you wanted this, right? is that why you’re here? came back to fucking haunt me?”
— he’s completely scummy, and would start blaming you. his view of you would be completely tainted. but then would start feeling upset about how he’s ruined even the image of you.
— to ground himself, he’d just look at old pictures- maybe look at your old clothes if he got the chance. he doesn’t wanna ruin you, but he does. even in death, you can’t run from him.
— all around a mess. haha. he’s confused, maybe a little scared- but still selfish old jimmy..
— i mean, death is regular. it happens. people he’s known, been close to, have died. but for him to be seeing you? and so vividly too? that’s not normal, not at all.
anya
— anya would find a lot of comfort in it. she knows it isn’t healthy, but she can’t help but maybe enjoy it a little. it’s nice to know you’re always there, even if it’s just her mind playing tricks on her.
— i think the first time it happened, she’s very quick to pull herself together. and then she’s very self aware of what’s happening.
— i think she’d feel a lot of guilt.. you’ve passed, and you should rest easy- and here she is still clinging onto the past. you’d be upset if you saw her like this, which is the only reason she’d try to push it away.
— still though.. she can’t help it. you look so real, and who’s it hurting? it’s not hurting her, that’s for sure. it makes her happy.
— would do anything to feel your presence once more, maybe staring at your photo as she cuddles with a pillow.. purposely not sleeping, so the chances of her hallucinating you are higher..
swansea
— like jimmy, he’d go crazy. mentally, he’s struggled before, but not to the extent where he’s seeing vivid images of you. i’d scare the shit out of him.
— would.. likely delve back into alcoholism. what’s the point of being sober if his spouse isn't alive? not like they’ll know anyway. he’d feel maybe a bit of guilt but not enough to stop.
— he would not be able to work properly. maybe only with daisuke, as he knows he can’t break down infront of some kid. he’s old enough to know how to hold himself together.
— maybe similar to anya, there’s slight feelings of comfort. but he can’t do that to you, so he tries his best to move the fuck on over it.
daisuke
— he’d be scared, severely. as the youngest of the crew, he’s constantly hearing things about how life is only gonna get worse as you grow older.. and he thinks, ‘there’s things worse than hallucinating my dead partner in store for me?’
— would try to push through it. put on a happy face in front of his co-workers and parents, as you sit there in the back of his mind.
— he wouldn’t know what to do. he doesn’t wanna bother anyone, doesn’t wanna be a burden. he wants people to look at him and think highly of him, not pity him.
— spends a lot of his free time just.. laying in bed. distracting himself with his hobbies and interests no longer works as he can’t bring himself to care.
— he’d draw often, i think. mostly you. only because he knows how upset you’d be if you found out he’d given up drawing.
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Omg so like I want to hear your thoughts on perv!Megumi like finally after so long of Gojo teasing him for being in college for two years at this point and being single, he’s finally procured a pretty girlfriend who’s unfortunately (for her) so naive and sweet??🩷💕 Idk I got shy but I know you’ll do something good with this lol
ik i told u id post this after my wips but i started on it n i couldnt stop i liked the idea too much LOL im sorry for being so confusing D; tysm for the ask though!!! :o i rlly enjoyed writing this!!! (n don’t be shy ahjwhs you’re so lovely T_T♡)
perv!megumi !!! please i feel like he’s the type to be a pervert that’s kinda embarrassed n self aware about himself—especially bc gojo kept teasing him all those years n he was kinda just jacking off to whatever x-rated video that came up first (i feel like perv!megumi is highkey into hentai too but he’s taking that to the grave!!)
n when gets a pretty little girlfriend who acts so cute and who he loves so much, when he gets hard he can’t help but let some of that side of him slip out from time to time...
i think he’s also the type to take lots of pictures,, like pictures while you sleep, peeking through your door while you shower, in clothing store changing rooms while you change, upskirt pictures… he’ll make you his little model!! some of them you know about but some of them you don’t, he’s so lewd.
it’s not just pics of you he takes, it's some of himself too. i feel like one of the things he’d love to do to you is when you tell him to come with you to some random uni event, n he’ll randomly disappear in the middle of it, only to go to the bathroom to take pictures of his hard leaky cock to send you with some casual caption like he didn’t just do that ?!?! he’s crazy (more under the cut)
it’s not megumi’s fault he’s so in his head about you, he still just doesn’t really know how he managed to get someone as pretty and doting as you are as his. 
he sometimes feels guilty for being so obsessed with you—your body clad in pretty little outfits that you show off to him with a twirl, the way you’ll always show him your shiny new sparkly nails when you get them done, how he’s always the first one you’ll pick to talk to about something new you’ve found to love—it’s all that seems to be on his mind recently.
maybe it was gojo’s accidental doing, those feelings of guilt. unintentionally planting a little growing seed of shame in him the first few times he started teasing him for not having a partner yet at his ‘big age’, borderline lecturing him with the ‘when i was your age’ stuff—maybe that was the logical reason why he felt so attached to you, the reason he couldn’t help getting fully erect even when he only saw as much as a pair of your flung-away panties lying at the edge of your bed when coming to your room one day.
but when he recalls back to those nights where you’re innocently cuddled against him, watching whatever movie, a quiet ‘megumi?’ leaving your lips as a sign to tell him you’re falling asleep, and he finds himself shifting in his seat, carefully adjusting your head to let you rest comfortably on him, pressing a soft kiss to your hair as he strokes it and tells you a ‘sleep now, angel’, he knows that’s not the reason.
nevertheless, he’s always been worried about it, thoughts of ‘am i doing too much?’ or a ‘would she not like this?’ clouding his mind. but for every single thought like this he has, he’ll always have two more memories where he’s coming up to you, his sweet-faced little girlfriend, waiting for him with open arms and open heart. and to him, it means more than the world.
and as his cheerful sweetheart girlfriend, you’ve never really minded of course.
you know he’s at least a little perverted, asking to take those pictures of you trying on your new swimsuits, or bras, or skirts, or those times when he pulls out after spilling his load into you, and the first thing he does after making sure you’re okay is to go face-to-face with the trail of cum seeping out of you to snap a few photos.
honestly, you’ve gotten used to it at this point. you just take these moments, seeing what you do to him, as a way of reassuring yourself that he really does just love you that much. and he really does. really!! :(
no matter how innocent or dirty the context, he’ll let you know whenever he gets that warm little feeling in his chest.
“i-i love you,” he pants, head coming up from sucking marks on your neck, languid thrusts coming to a gentle stop as he peers up at you with flushed cheeks. it feels like he’s admitting it for the first time again.
when you stare at him with his same love-drunk look, brows furrowed and eyes pleading, whispering out an “i love you too, gumi”, he’ll pause a moment to study your expression before gently raising you further up the bed, hooking his hand under your leg and repositioning it around his waist.
he’ll drop down to press a kiss to your cheek before resting his chin on your shoulder and picking up the pace again, now only determined to make you cum.
when he thinks of times like these, despite what you’re doing together, it’s innocent in his head.
a time where that’s not so much the case though is when you persuade him to come with you to some uni exhibition event, looking up at him with hopeful, doe-like eyes and as many ‘pleeeaaase, gumi’s and ‘please, guuuum’s as you could muster—cause it’s not like he could say no to that, right?
at first he put up an act of feign stubbornness. but eventually he agreed—only when he knew you’d excitedly hug him and press your soft chest to his as a thank you for it though.
he’d tour the hall with you, watching you gaze in awe at everything with your cute, simple curiosity, occasionally pointing out little things in the pieces he liked. before the artist began their talk though, he got up from his seat, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek before muttering a “‘m g’na go to the bathroom.”
in an empty stall, he’ll sit atop the lid and pull down his jeans, freeing his stiffening cock from his underwear. he quietly groans as he pumps himself a few times, a slow trickle of translucent white leaking down from his tip.
he silently curses, throwing his head back, thinking about how you let him flip up your pretty skirt before you left, letting him take a peek at your cute ass in the frilly panties he bought for you.
he reaches for his phone, fumbling to send a picture of the sight to you, adding a casual caption of something like ‘hi pretty girl’ or ‘u look so pretty today, angel’.
he pauses, realising that maybe you won’t see it for a little while. he’s imagining you so obediently listening to the artist speaker to notice the ping of his notification—he enjoys that thought too, but he can’t say why.
he’s careful not to thrust up into his fist, not wanting to make too much noise, but it’s futile—he’s too hard staring at the lewd shots of you saved in his secret hidden album—the way you act so innocently, the way you have no clue what the true extent is of what you do to him. he can’t help but let a few breathy whines slip.
he won’t let himself cum though, thinking he’s too good to be letting himself release over some scrunched up, bathroom tissue when he’s got his own pretty little girlfriend waiting for him a few halls down.
he sighs. cleaning up and tucking himself back into the band of his briefs, leaving the stall and washing his hands, walking back out like nothing happened.
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PAIRING: lando norris x fem love island contestant!reader SUMMARY: y/n makes a one-off comment about lando norris being her type in a confessional, and the internet rolls with it all the way to lando norris' twitch stream. A/N: just bc i love me some love island 😌
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yourusername alright guys, public voting is open! go, go, go!! make sure to vote for the person you want off your screens, so don't vote for y/n!!! tell your friends, family, everyone! we don't wanna see our girl go home anytime soon!! thanks u guys 🥰🥰
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username I'm sry but I'm gonna have to vote for my girl y/n BUT HEAR ME OUT it's bc there's a better man by the name of lando out here for her I think 😃
username sooo valid (I'm doing the same lmao) landonorris 😊 yourusername uhm- you guys😭😭
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loveisland The public has voted, and that means goodbye to this firecracker! 🧨👋 By the looks of it, it seems Y/N might not need to do much searching for fish in the sea though... 👀
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landonorris 🐠
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username lando and y/n better freaking date soon tho cause if I find out this was all in vain I'm literally gonna flip😭
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thesun Popular ex-Love Island contestant, Y/N L/N, has arrived in the UK to a warm welcome at Heathrow Airport, where she was greeted by family, friends, and a horde of fans.
Speculation about a potential romance between her and the famous F1 driver, Lando Norris, has been rife on the internet for the past few weeks. Many believe this could be the reason for her sudden dumping from the island, as fans allegedly orchestrated her exit in hopes of pairing the two together.
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Unexpected Halt - CHAPTER FOUR
paige x azzi (pazzi)
au fic!
~paige plays for uconn and azzi plays for stanford~
word count: 11.7k
warning: language, suggestive content
i was supposed to publish this a few hours ago but as i was going over it my dumbass wasnt rlly making any sense and there were some mistakes (i probs still forgot some in there😓) so i had to cut some bits and add more stuff so that its adding up properly (im hoping it adds up now... 🤞🏽) but yurrrr heres chapter 4 😏
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Morning sunlight filtered through the blinds, casting lines across Azzi’s ceiling as she stared up, her mind stuck on last night. The teasing, the tension, the way Paige’s voice had dropped lower, her words making Azzi’s stomach flip. And then Caroline had walked in, snapping the moment in half before anything could actually happen.
Azzi groaned, throwing an arm over her face.
It wasn’t just what almost happened—it was how much she had wanted it to.
Her phone sat beside her on the bed, the screen dark, but she knew Paige usually texted her first thing in the morning. Normally, Azzi would check immediately, eager to see whatever dumb or teasing thing Paige had come up with. But this morning, she hesitated. She wasn’t sure where they stood after last night. Would it be weird? Would Paige brush past it like nothing happened?
Taking a slow breath, she finally grabbed her phone, unlocking it with her thumb. No messages.
Paige hadn’t texted.
Azzi exhaled, locking the screen and tossing it beside her. Maybe that was for the best.
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Across the country, Paige was lying in her dorm bed, staring at her phone. Still nothing from Azzi. She huffed, running a hand through her hair before rolling onto her stomach.
Was she supposed to say something first? Probably. But what? Good morning. Hope you slept well. By the way, you looked way too good in that tank top while teasing the hell out of me last night. Yeah, no.
She locked her phone and flipped onto her back, draping an arm over her eyes. The shift between them had been coming for a while, but now that it actually happened—now that they both knew—what were they supposed to do? Keep flirting until one of them finally cracked?
Minutes passed before she finally caved, unlocking her phone and typing out a message.
Paige: Morning.
She stared at the screen, waiting. Three dots appeared. Then disappeared. Then nothing.
Azzi had seen it. She wasn’t answering.
Paige raised an eyebrow. Oh, so that’s how it was?
She smirked, settling against her pillows, fingers moving quickly.
Paige: Ignoring me already? That’s cold.
This time, the response was quick.
Azzi: I was thinking about responding, but I didn’t want to boost your ego first thing in the morning.
Paige grinned.
Paige: Too late. You already admitted you were thinking about me.
Azzi groaned, pressing her phone against her forehead before replying.
Azzi: Don’t get ahead of yourself.
Paige: Can’t help it.
Azzi hesitated, then typed:
Azzi: …Did you sleep well?
Paige paused. A simple question, but they both knew what it really meant.
Paige: Took me a while to fall asleep. Kept thinking.
Azzi’s heart skipped.
Azzi: About?
The three dots appeared. Disappeared. Then finally—
Paige: Take a wild guess.
Azzi stared at the message, her fingers hovering over the keyboard. Before she could respond, a loud knock on her door made her jolt.
“Azzi! We’re heading down for breakfast,” Caroline called.
Azzi exhaled, running a hand through her hair before quickly typing out a reply.
Azzi: I have a feeling we’re thinking about the same thing.
Paige’s response was immediate.
Paige: You should think about it more. I’ll be waiting. ;)
Azzi rolled her eyes, but the smile tugging at her lips gave her away.
She took a deep breath, trying to shake off the warmth creeping up her neck. Paige was impossible. She knew exactly what she was doing, and the worst part? It was working.
Caroline knocked again, more impatient this time. “Azzi, seriously, we’re gonna be late.”
“Yeah, yeah, I’m coming,” Azzi muttered, pushing herself out of bed.
By the time she met up with her teammates in the hallway, she had forced her expression into something neutral. Caroline, of course, wasn’t fooled.
The second they stepped into the elevator, Caroline gave her a look. “You’ve been weird since last night.”
Azzi stiffened. “What?”
“You know what.” Caroline leaned against the wall, crossing her arms. “You and Paige.”
Azzi nearly choked on air. “There is no ‘me and Paige.’”
Caroline just smirked. “Right. That’s why you’ve been checking your phone every two seconds.”
Azzi cursed internally. She should’ve known Caroline would notice. Trying to brush it off, she shrugged. “We were just talking.”
“Mhm.” Caroline clearly wasn’t buying it.
Azzi sighed, rubbing her temple. “Look, it’s—complicated.”
Caroline tilted her head. “Complicated how?”
Azzi hesitated. She and Paige hadn’t really defined whatever this was. Were they just flirting? Was it leading to something more? Did they even need to talk about it yet?
“I don’t know,” Azzi admitted.
Caroline nodded like she expected that answer. “Well, you better figure it out before one of you combusts.”
Azzi opened her mouth to argue, but the elevator doors slid open. Saved by breakfast.
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Across the country, Paige was stirring her cereal around her bowl, only half paying attention to the conversation around her. KK, sitting across from her, was watching her with narrowed eyes.
“You’re being weird,” KK finally said.
Paige raised an eyebrow. “How?”
KK pointed her spoon at her. “You’re distracted. You’ve barely said anything all morning.”
Paige shrugged. “Just tired.”
“Uh-huh.” KK wasn’t convinced. “You FaceTimed Azzi last night, didn’t you?”
Paige rolled her eyes. “What makes you think that?”
“Because every time you two talk at night, you act like this the next day.” KK smirked. “So what happened? More flirting? More almost moments?”
Paige huffed, shoving a spoonful of cereal in her mouth to avoid answering. KK just laughed.
“I swear, at this point, I should start taking bets on how long it’s gonna take for you two to finally do something.”
Paige nearly choked, coughing as she glared at KK. “Shut up.”
KK just grinned. “Oh, you definitely did something.”
Paige groaned, pushing her bowl away. She wasn’t going to survive this breakfast.
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Paige had a long morning of workouts, classes, and film study, but no matter how busy she kept herself, her mind always wandered back to the night before. The shift between her and Azzi was undeniable now. Their usual late-night calls had always carried a level of comfort, but last night had been different—charged. It had started with her checking in on Azzi, making sure she was okay after the loss, and somehow, by the end, they were toeing a line neither of them had explicitly crossed before.
Even now, sitting in the locker room before practice, Paige absentmindedly scrolled through their messages. The conversation had been light that morning, mostly filled with teasing over how Paige had “corrupted” their calls into something more suggestive, but she could tell that neither of them was ignoring what had happened. If anything, they were testing it, pushing at the edges to see where it would lead.
KK plopped down beside her, glancing at her phone. “You’ve been smiling at that screen for like five minutes. Wanna share with the class?”
Paige locked her phone immediately, shooting KK a glare. “Mind your business.”
“Oh, so that’s a yes.” KK grinned, nudging her. “Come on, I already know it’s Azzi.”
Paige rolled her eyes but didn’t deny it. There was no point—KK had already pieced things together weeks ago. “You are actually the most annoying person I know.”
“And yet, you still love me.” KK smirked, dodging the half-hearted shove Paige sent her way. “So, when’s the next ‘accidental’ meet-up? Y’all are practically dating at this point.”
Paige opened her mouth to argue but hesitated. They weren’t dating—at least, they hadn’t talked about it—but the way they’d been acting lately…it was a fair assumption.
“Shut up,” Paige muttered, standing up before KK could keep digging. “I gotta go warm up.”
“Uh-huh, run away all you want. I know the truth,” KK called after her.
As practice started, Paige did her best to focus, but the thought of Azzi lingered in the back of her mind.
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Meanwhile, on the West Coast, Azzi was dealing with her own distractions.
She sat in the team lounge, half-listening to her teammates talk as she scrolled through her messages with Paige. The teasing was light, playful, but every now and then, a message made her stomach flip—like when Paige had casually dropped a “wish I could see you right now” in the middle of their back-and-forth.
Her fingers hovered over the keyboard, debating whether to say something just as bold, when Caroline sat down beside her. “You look like you’re having a very serious internal debate.”
Azzi sighed, locking her phone. “Just…thinking.”
Caroline raised an eyebrow. “Uh-huh. Thinking about Paige?”
Azzi groaned. “Why does everyone know everything?”
Caroline laughed. “Because you’re bad at hiding things.” She leaned in. “So, what’s going on now?”
Azzi hesitated, unsure how to explain the shift between her and Paige. She didn’t even know how to define it herself. “We’ve just been…talking more. It’s different now.”
Caroline smirked. “Different how?”
Azzi bit her lip, debating how much to admit. “Just…more.”
Caroline hummed knowingly. “So, when are you seeing her next?”
That was the thing—Azzi didn’t know. Their teams were both in the thick of their seasons, traveling across the country. The distance was always there, but lately, it felt heavier.
“No clue,” Azzi admitted. “But I want to.”
She didn’t realize just how soon it would be.
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The exhaustion hit as soon as Paige flopped onto the couch in the team lounge after practice. The day had been brutal—scrimmages, drills, weight training—Geno wasn’t letting up, and neither were the assistant coaches. She let her head drop back, closing her eyes for a moment, only to hear someone collapse onto the seat next to her with a dramatic groan.
KK.
“I swear, my legs are gonna give out,” KK muttered, stretching out with a wince. “If we don’t get a break soon, I might actually cry.”
Paige huffed out a small laugh. “You’re so dramatic.”
KK shot her a glare. “Am I? Or am I speaking facts?” She nudged Paige’s arm. “You’re just as dead as me, don’t even try to act tough.”
Paige smirked but didn’t deny it. Instead, she sighed. “Yeah, I’m tired as hell.”
KK was quiet for a second before she suddenly sat up. “Wait. Hold on. You do know we have a break coming up, right?”
Paige frowned, turning her head. “What?”
KK gave her a look like she was an idiot. “We literally get a few days off after the next game. How did you not know that?”
Paige blinked. She honestly hadn’t even thought that far ahead. Between practices, games, and keeping up with everything else, the idea of an actual break hadn’t even crossed her mind.
KK scoffed. “Wow. And you call yourself the leader of this team.”
Paige rolled her eyes. “Shut up.”
But KK was already grinning, leaning toward her. “Sooo…what are you gonna do with your time off?”
Paige shrugged, grabbing her water bottle. “I don’t know. Probably just chill or go home.”
KK hummed. “You know…” She dragged the word out, her voice teasing. “A certain someone might have a game around then.”
Paige froze mid-sip.
KK smirked. “I checked. Stanford has a game.”
Paige slowly lowered her bottle, her mind already racing.
KK’s grin widened. “And I mean…you have all this free time. It’s kinda crazy how the universe works, huh?”
Paige narrowed her eyes. “Did you seriously just set me up for this whole conversation?”
KK laughed. “I literally just gave you the idea. The rest is on you.”
Paige shook her head, but she couldn’t fight the small smile forming. She had been thinking about how much she missed Azzi—this just gave her the perfect opportunity to do something about it.
Her fingers twitched against her phone, an idea forming.
“You should do it,” KK nudged her. “Surprise her. She’d lose her mind.”
Paige exhaled, already opening Instagram.
“Yeah,” she murmured. “Maybe I will.”
She scrolled until she found Caroline’s profile and hesitated for only a second before typing out a message request.
Paige: Yo, I need your help with something. It’s about Azzi.
She hovered over the send button for a second before pressing it.
Now, she just had to wait. She set her phone down, trying not to stare at it like that would somehow make Caroline reply faster.
KK, of course, was watching her like a hawk. “You look like you’re about to jump out of your skin.”
Paige scoffed. “I’m fine.”
KK smirked. “Nah, you’re nervous.”
Paige just rolled her eyes, leaning back into the couch, arms crossed. She hated waiting. She’d much rather be taking action, but she also knew she needed Caroline on board for this to work. Azzi would probably kill her if she just showed up out of nowhere—okay, maybe not kill her, but she’d definitely be caught off guard.
Her phone buzzed.
Paige snatched it up immediately.
Caroline: ??? What did you do
Paige exhaled sharply, typing back.
Paige: Wtf?? Nothing. Chill lol. I just need your help with something.
It only took a few seconds for Caroline to reply.
Caroline: Mhm. Sure. What is it
Paige hesitated for a second before getting to the point.
Paige: I wanna surprise Azzi at her next game. But she can’t know.
The three little dots appeared, then disappeared. Then reappeared.
Finally, a message came through.
Caroline: LMAO. Oh, she’s gonna LOSE IT.
Paige smirked.
Paige: So you’re in?
Caroline: Absolutely.
Paige exhaled in relief. Step one—done.
Caroline: When’s your break again?
Paige: Right after our next game. That’s when I’d fly out.
Caroline: Alright. I’ll help you figure it out. But just saying, if you ignore her when you show up, she’s gonna be PISSED.
Paige grinned.
Paige: That’s kinda the point.
Caroline: You’re insane. I respect it.
Paige chuckled, already picturing how this would go. If there was one thing she knew about Azzi, it was that she hated being ignored. She’d get riled up, probably confront her about it, and—Paige wasn’t gonna lie—she kind of wanted to see that.
KK was still watching her. “Judging by your face, I’m guessing she’s in?”
Paige locked her phone. “Oh yeah.”
KK shook her head, laughing. “You’re really about to drive Azzi insane.”
Paige smirked. “That’s the plan.”
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It was the night after their blowout game against Xavier which also marked Paige’s last night before flying out to surprise Azzi. She barely slept—not because of nerves (she was sure Azzi would love the surprise once she got over being ignored), but because she had spent hours making sure every detail was planned perfectly.”
Her bags were packed and waiting by the door, her alarm set way too early, and her phone charged so she wouldn’t miss any updates. 
When morning came, she slipped out of her dorm before most of her teammates were even awake, grabbing an Uber to the airport.
Once she checked in, she sent Caroline a quick message.
Paige: Made it to the airport. Boarding in like an hour.
Caroline: Damn, you’re really doing this. Azzi’s gonna lose her mind lol.
Paige: That’s the plan 😉
Caroline: She’s already pouting that you haven’t answered her all morning btw.
Paige: Good.
Paige grinned to herself as she made her way through security, tossing her phone into the bin before stepping through the scanner. When she got to her gate, she grabbed a quick breakfast and found a seat away from the crowd. She kept her hood up, half-watching the news on one of the overhead screens while checking her texts.
Nothing from Azzi.
Not yet, at least.
It wasn’t surprising. Azzi had already messaged her a couple of times yesterday, and Paige had forced herself not to answer. She hated ignoring her, but it was part of the plan. If she kept Azzi waiting long enough, her reaction would be even better.
Her flight got called for boarding, and she sent Caroline another update.
Paige: Getting on the plane. Next stop: Cali.
Caroline: Lmfao you’re insane. Safe flight.
Paige: Always.
She settled into her seat, threw on her headphones, and let herself relax as the plane took off.
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Azzi had checked her phone at least ten times that morning.
Nothing.
Her texts to Paige still sat on read. Her last message—just a simple good morning, have a great day ❤️—hadn’t even been acknowledged. Paige never ignored her like this.
She knew she shouldn’t be upset. Maybe Paige was busy. Maybe she had a team meeting or classes. But it didn’t sit right with her.
Caroline had noticed, of course.
“You good?”
Azzi sighed, locking her phone and tossing it onto her bed. “Yeah.”
Caroline raised an eyebrow.
Azzi groaned, flopping back. “She’s just… ignoring me. Like completely.”
Caroline hummed, pretending to think. “That’s weird. Maybe she’s busy?”
Azzi turned her head to glare at her. “You’re the worst liar ever.”
Caroline laughed, throwing her hands up. “Hey, I’m just saying! Maybe she’s planning something.”
Azzi’s frown deepened.
If Paige was planning something, why would she be acting like this? Paige wasn’t the type to just cut her off with no explanation.
She sighed, staring at the ceiling. Maybe she was overthinking. Maybe—
Her phone buzzed.
Paige: Hey. Sorry, been busy. Talk later?
Azzi sat up instantly.
What the hell? That was it? No explanation? No usual warmth? Just talk later?
Her jaw clenched as she typed back.
Azzi: Oh. Okay.
She didn’t even wait for a response before locking her phone and setting it aside.
She was done thinking about it.
Or at least, that’s what she told herself.
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Paige leaned back in her seat as she landed, stretching after the long flight. She sent Caroline another update.
Paige: Landed. Heading to the hotel now.
Caroline: She’s so pissed btw lol. Good luck.
Paige: Perfect 😈
Paige grabbed her bags, pulled up her hood, and made her way out of the airport.
Azzi had no idea what was coming.
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Paige dropped her bags onto the hotel bed, stretching out her sore muscles from the flight. She had a few hours before the game, and she needed to figure out what to wear. If she was going to make an entrance, she had to do it right.
She flopped down and shot Caroline a message.
Paige: What should I wear to the game?
Caroline: Idk, look casual but hot.
Paige: Wow. Helpful.
Caroline: Fine, fine. What are you thinking?
Paige: Short cargos? Maybe a white top?
Caroline: Okay, that’s a start.
Paige stared at her suitcase, then glanced at her phone again, smirking as an idea popped into her head.
Paige: What if I wear Azzi’s jersey on top?
Caroline: Ohhhh. Oh, she’s gonna fold. DO IT.
Paige: Bet. Where do I get one?
Caroline sent back a quick location for the nearest store that sold Stanford gear. Paige was out of the hotel in minutes.
By the time she found the store, she was practically jogging inside. She scanned the racks, eyes landing on the bold Fudd #35 jerseys. Grabbing one in her size, she rushed to the counter, throwing down her card before the cashier could even finish their greeting.
Ten minutes later, she was back at the hotel, slipping into her outfit: white tank, short cargos, and Azzi’s jersey on top. She checked herself in the mirror, adjusting the fit.
Yeah. This was gonna wreck Azzi.
She smirked, snapped a quick selfie, and sent it to Caroline.
Paige: Fit check. You approve?
Caroline: Lmaooo. She’s done for.
Paige: Exactly.
Now, all she had to do was show up and make sure Azzi saw her.
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Azzi couldn’t focus. No matter how hard she tried to shake the feeling, something was off.
It had started the night before, a pit settling in her stomach when Paige didn’t text her like she usually did before bed. It was stupid—she knew that. Paige didn’t owe her constant conversation. But after weeks of late-night calls, teasing texts, and stolen moments despite the distance, the sudden silence hit her hard.
She had tried to brush it off, convincing herself that maybe Paige had just fallen asleep early. But when she woke up to nothing, that pit in her stomach deepened. No good morning message, no random meme or TikTok link, no teasing remark about her weird breakfast habits. It was a complete shutout, and Azzi had no idea why.
Now, standing in the tunnel as her team prepared to take the court, she clenched her jaw, shifting from foot to foot in frustration. She hated distractions before a game, and right now, Paige was the biggest one.
Caroline nudged her shoulder. “You good?”
Azzi exhaled sharply. “Yeah.”
Caroline arched her brow, unconvinced. “You sure? You’ve been weird all day.”
“I’m fine,” Azzi insisted, rolling her shoulders back in an attempt to physically shake the feeling away.
She couldn’t let Paige mess with her head.
She had a game to win.
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Paige, meanwhile, sat courtside, heart hammering in her chest as she adjusted Azzi’s jersey over her white top.
The arena was loud, fans buzzing with excitement as the Stanford team ran from the tunnel on to the court for warmup. Paige kept her head low, fingers gripping the edge of her shorts as she tried not to make it obvious she was watching one person in particular.
Azzi looked locked in—at least, on the surface. But Paige knew her too well.
The tightness in her movements, the way her brows furrowed just a little too deep—it was clear something was bothering her. Paige swallowed hard, knowing exactly what.
Azzi was pissed at her.
And if Paige was being honest, she kind of deserved it.
But the plan was already in motion. She just had to hold out a little longer.
Her grip tightened on the fabric of Azzi’s jersey.
She couldn’t wait to see the look on her face when she noticed her.
As the team continued warming up, Caroline bounced on her toes, shaking out her arms while scanning the crowd. She wasn’t searching for anyone—just soaking in the energy of the arena—when her gaze landed on Paige. 
Blonde hair. Tied back into a perfect bun. 
Caroline smirked. Of course. 
She had already spotted Paige earlier, but seeing her now, sitting courtside like she owned the place, just made it funnier. Dressed in a plain white shirt with Azzi’s jersey pulled over it, Paige looked like she belonged in the Stanford fan section. 
She sat back in her seat with a manspread, one arm draped over the chair next to her—all confidence and ease, effortlessly blending in. But Caroline could spot that smugness a mile away.
It was such a Paige move.
A slow grin stretched across Caroline’s face. She immediately gave Paige a thumbs-up, silently hyping her up for the bold play. Paige simply smirked, tilting her chin up in acknowledgment.
Caroline had to give it to her. This plan was genius.
Quickly, she jogged over to the sidelines, making sure Azzi was still focused on her warm-up before slipping past the other players. Paige saw her coming and grinned, standing up just in time for Caroline to reach her.
“You are so messy for this,” Caroline whispered, but her tone was pure amusement.
Paige chuckled, eyes flickering toward Azzi for a second before landing back on Caroline. “Good, right?”
Caroline bit her lip to keep from laughing. “She’s so pissed at you right now.”
Paige ran a hand down her face dramatically. “I know. She’s probably plotting my murder.”
Caroline smirked, shaking her head. “Nah, she won’t be mad once she sees you. Well—maybe for a second. But then she’ll fold.”
Paige grinned. “That’s the plan.”
Without another word, they dapped each other up, the silent confirmation that this was about to be so worth it.
Caroline quickly jogged back to the court before Azzi could notice she was missing, but her excitement buzzed under her skin.
Paige had played this perfectly.
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The energy in the arena was electric, the kind that buzzed through every inch of the building and made every movement feel heavier, sharper. The Stanford crowd was loud, and Azzi was locked in—jaw tight, eyes sharp, moving with that calculated precision that made her so lethal. Paige knew that look. It was the same one Azzi had before every big game, the one that meant she was about to turn up.
Paige leaned forward in her seat, elbows resting on her knees, eyes never leaving Azzi. The game had barely tipped off, but Paige was already locked in like she was the one about to step onto the court. Every move Azzi made, every shot she took, every defensive stop—Paige watched like her life depended on it.
Stanford’s offense flowed smoothly, and Azzi was at the center of it. She started strong, knocking down a smooth pull-up jumper off a screen, then cutting backdoor on the next possession for an easy layup. Paige smirked, nodding her head. Yeah, that’s my girl.
Caroline, who was subbing in at the scorer’s table, stole a quick glance at Paige and let out a knowing chuckle. Paige was so obvious. The way she sat forward every time Azzi touched the ball, how she reacted to every shot like she was playing herself, the small fist clench whenever Azzi locked up on defense—Caroline had never seen Paige so animated during a game that wasn’t her own.
Stanford was holding a small lead when Azzi got really going. She drilled a deep three from the wing, nothing but net, and Paige shot up in her seat, clapping hard.
“Hell yeah, Azzi!” she yelled before remembering where she was and quickly sitting back down, glancing around to see if anyone noticed.
Caroline caught it and definitely noticed. She shook her head, grinning as she ran back onto the court. This was gonna be good.
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The game stayed tight, the opposing team making runs to keep it close. Azzi was Stanford’s rock, steady and composed even under pressure. But Paige could see how badly she wanted this. She knew the little things—the way Azzi’s shoulders tensed when she missed a shot she knew she should’ve hit, how she bit her lip when she was deep in thought during a timeout.
Paige could feel her own adrenaline spiking as the game reached the final minutes. Stanford was up by two, but the opposing team had possession. Azzi was locked in on defense, shadowing her player step for step. The girl tried to shake her with a crossover, but Azzi didn’t budge, staying in front of her.
Paige sat up straighter, gripping the edge of her seat.
The girl went up for a contested jumper, and Azzi blocked it.
The crowd exploded. Paige exploded. She jumped up, her hands flying to her head before she let out a yell. “LET’S FUCKING GO, AZZI!”
Caroline turned toward the sideline and caught Paige’s reaction again. She smirked, shaking her head slightly. Yeah, Azzi was about to lose it when she found out Paige was here.
Stanford secured the rebound, and after a few free throws, the win was locked in. The final buzzer sounded, and Azzi exhaled, letting the tension drain from her shoulders as she high-fived her teammates.
She had no idea.
Caroline jogged over to her during the post-game huddle, casually bumping her shoulder. “Good game.”
Azzi sighed. “Thanks. That was a battle.”
Caroline nodded, then tilted her head slightly, her smirk barely contained. “You had a pretty enthusiastic fan tonight.”
Azzi furrowed her brows. “Huh?”
Caroline just gave her a pointed look before subtly tilting her head toward the sideline. “Look over there.”
Azzi followed her gaze, and—
She froze.
Blonde hair tied up in a bun. Her jersey.
Paige.
Sitting courtside, her smirk smug as hell.
Azzi’s breath caught. Her heart skipped a beat.
No. No way.
Paige was here?
Everything suddenly clicked. The constant text messages that Paige suspiciously stopped sending an hour before the game. The way Caroline had been weirdly smirking all night.
Her jersey.
Paige planned this.
Azzi’s eyes widened, her lips parting slightly as the realization sank in. She had spent the last day annoyed as hell at Paige for ignoring her—only to find out Paige had flown out here to surprise her at her game?
Azzi’s whole body tensed as the realization settled in. She didn’t know whether she wanted to yell at her or kiss her. 
Paige had ignored her for the past day, leaving her annoyed, restless, and frustrated—just for this? A surprise that made Azzi’s stomach flip and her heart pound in ways she wasn’t prepared for?
She was still frozen in place when Paige—smug as hell—tilted her head slightly and shot her a teasing little wave. Azzi narrowed her eyes, her jaw clenching as Caroline barely held in her laughter beside her.
“Oh my God,” Azzi muttered, rubbing her temples. “She’s so annoying.”
Caroline grinned. “Annoying, but…”
Azzi exhaled sharply. “But this was… a lot.”
Caroline bumped her shoulder. “Just admit you love it.”
Azzi shot her a look, but her stomach was doing too many damn flips for her to deny it.
The rest of the team was still caught up in post-game talk, but Azzi’s attention was locked on Paige, who was casually leaning back in her seat like she hadn’t just driven Azzi up the wall for a full day.
She looked so satisfied with herself.
Azzi exhaled, running a hand over her face before mumbling, “I’m gonna kill her.”
Caroline just snickered. “Sure you are.”
Azzi shook her head, turning back to the rest of the team, trying to focus as they wrapped up post-game talks. But she could feel Paige’s gaze on her. She knew Paige was enjoying every second of this.
And worst of all? Azzi couldn’t even be mad.
She was supposed to be pissed—Paige had ignored her for a day and a half just for this—but instead, all she could think about was the fact that Paige had flown out here just to see her. Just to sit courtside in her jersey. Just to pull off a surprise that had Azzi’s whole mind spinning.
God, she was so whipped.
As the team started making their way toward the tunnel, Caroline leaned in and whispered, “So… you gonna talk to her, or are you gonna keep pretending you’re mad?”
Azzi shot her a look but didn’t answer.
Caroline grinned. “That’s what I thought.”
And then, before Azzi could say anything else, Caroline was jogging ahead—just as Paige, still radiating smugness, slipped past security and walked straight into the tunnel.
Azzi exhaled sharply. Of course she did.
Azzi took a deep breath as she walked toward the tunnel, trying to process the game she had just played. They had won, and everyone seemed to think she played well, but she knew she could’ve done better. Right now, all she wanted was to get back to the locker room and unwind.
But then she saw her.
Paige stood a few steps ahead, leaning casually against the wall, arms crossed, looking way too pleased with herself for someone who had been ignoring her for two days.
Azzi’s steps slowed, and despite everything, a warmth spread through her chest.
She almost thought she was imagining things. But no—Paige was actually there, standing in her jersey, paired with an almost unfairly good outfit. The white top underneath was just fitted enough, and the damn short cargo shorts had no business looking that good on her.
Azzi should have been mad.
She was mad.
Right?
Paige tilted her head, smirk deepening as she took in Azzi’s obvious reaction. “Hey, superstar.”
Azzi exhaled sharply through her nose, quickening her steps and stopping just inches away from Paige, eyes narrowed.
“You ignored me for this?” she demanded, voice low.
Paige didn’t flinch. If anything, she looked amused. “You mad?”
Azzi crossed her arms. “Yes.”
Paige’s smirk grew. “No, you’re not.”
Azzi clenched her jaw. “You ignored me for almost two days, Paige.”
Paige gave an easy shrug. “And?”
Azzi scoffed. “And I should be mad.”
Paige’s voice softened just slightly, teasing fading into something quieter. “But you’re not.”
Azzi bit her cheek, willing herself not to fold. But it was so hard when Paige was standing this close, looking at her like that.
Azzi sighed, the frustration melting into something much softer. “…You’re so annoying.”
Paige beamed. “And yet, here you are, melting for me.”
Azzi groaned. “I hate you.”
“Liar.” Paige’s voice dropped, her gaze flickering just slightly to Azzi’s lips before meeting her eyes again.
Azzi swallowed. Nope. She was not doing this here, in the middle of the tunnel, with the whole arena still buzzing outside.
Before she could step back, movement from the side caught her attention.
Caroline.
Azzi turned her head just as Caroline strolled up with a massive smirk, eyes flicking between the two of them.
“I knew something was up,” Caroline said, crossing her arms as she took in Paige’s outfit. “And you really thought wearing her jersey was subtle?”
Paige grinned, looking completely unbothered. “I mean… she noticed.”
Azzi hated how flustered she felt. She shot Caroline a glare. “Don’t you have somewhere to be?”
Caroline ignored her, eyes gleaming as she leaned toward Paige. “So, when’s the wedding?”
Azzi groaned loudly. Paige just laughed.
Caroline held up her hands. “Fine, fine, I’ll leave you lovebirds alone… for now.” She winked at Paige and Azzi as she walked back.
Paige watched Caroline disappear into the locker room, shaking her head with a small laugh. When she turned back to Azzi, her teasing smirk softened into something warmer, more affectionate.
Azzi rolled her eyes. But her heart was still racing. Because as much as she wanted to be mad, all she could think about was the fact that Paige was here.
Azzi exhaled sharply. “I hate both of you.”
Paige just grinned. “Again… liar.”
They both let out a chuckle.
“C’mere”  Paige murmured, opening her arms.
Azzi didn’t hesitate.
She stepped forward, melting into Paige’s embrace, her arms looping around Paige’s shoulders and fingers brushing against the soft hairs at the nape of her neck. Paige’s own arms wrapped securely around Azzi’s waist, pulling her in close, her hands resting just above her lower back.
Azzi let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, pressing herself deeper into the hug, her forehead resting against Paige’s collarbone. She could feel the steady rise and fall of Paige’s chest, the familiar scent of her perfume mixed with the faintest traces of laundry detergent and something so distinctly Paige. It made her relax in an instant.
Paige’s hands moved slowly, caressing Azzi’s back in soothing circles.
“You played so good, Az,” she murmured into her hair, her voice soft and full of admiration. “Seriously. You were locked in, making big shots, playing defense—key reason for that win.”
Azzi exhaled, sinking further into Paige’s warmth, letting herself enjoy the moment.
“You think so?” she mumbled against Paige’s shoulder.
Paige scoffed lightly. “Think so? Baby, I know so.”
Azzi felt her cheeks heat at the casual use of baby, but she didn’t pull away. If anything, she pressed closer. Paige chuckled softly at the reaction, her breath warm against Azzi’s temple before she placed a lingering kiss on the top of her head. Then another. And another.
Azzi closed her eyes, feeling the tension from the game finally dissipate.
“You know,” she murmured, her voice slightly muffled, “you look really good in my jersey.”
Paige smirked, her hands still caressing Azzi’s back. “Oh yeah?”
Azzi pulled back just enough to meet her eyes, lips twitching. “Yeah.”
Paige leaned in slightly, their faces mere inches apart, her voice teasing. “Should’ve worn it sooner, huh?”
Azzi rolled her eyes but didn’t fight the smile pulling at her lips. “Shut up.”
Paige just grinned.
Before either of them could say anything else, a loud voice interrupted.
“Alright, lovebirds, break it up,” Caroline called from the doorway, her arms crossed.
Paige sighed dramatically, her grip on Azzi tightening playfully for a second before she reluctantly pulled back. Azzi immediately missed the warmth.
“I gotta go before she starts really running her mouth,” Paige muttered, giving Azzi’s waist one last squeeze.
Caroline smirked. “Too late for that.”
Paige shot her a look before turning back to Azzi. “We’ll meet up after, yeah?”
Azzi nodded, then hesitated before quickly leaning in, pressing a soft kiss against Paige’s cheek. Paige’s eyes widened slightly, but she recovered fast, her smirk returning.
Azzi tilted her head. “Where are you staying?”
Paige blinked. “Oh, uh—hotel. Not far from here.”
Azzi raised an eyebrow. “Which one? And what room?”
Paige chuckled. “You tryna rob me or something?”
Azzi gave her a look. “Paige.”
Paige bit back a smile. “Fine, fine. It’s—” she told her the hotel and room number.
Azzi nodded. “Okay. I’ll text you.”
Paige smirked. “Or you could just show up.”
Azzi rolled her eyes but fought back a smile as she stepped back toward the locker room.
Caroline, who had been watching the whole exchange with barely contained amusement, finally turned away.
And the second she did, Azzi took her chance—quickly leaning back in to steal another kiss, this time at the corner of Paige’s mouth before pulling away with a small smirk.
Paige blinked, momentarily stunned.
Azzi tilted her head. “See you later?”
Paige exhaled sharply, shaking her head in disbelief. “Yeah, Az. See you later.”
Azzi turned and walked off, leaving Paige standing there, staring after her like an absolute goner.
Had that just happened?
Her hand absentmindedly brushed against the spot where Azzi had kissed her, her brain trying to process the last few minutes. Azzi had been so soft with her, so quick to close the distance between them, so—bold.
Paige shook her head, a smirk pulling at her lips as she finally turned on her heel, heading out of the arena.
Caroline had been right. Azzi was folding.
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As she stepped outside into the cool night air, she pulled out her phone, quickly typing a message to Caroline.
Paige: solid W on the assist 👏🏻👏🏻
Caroline: I know. You owe me big time 😌
Paige: relax. All you did was tell me to wear the jersey
Caroline: yeah, and now she’s about to sneak off to your hotel later. You’re welcome.
Paige huffed a small laugh, shaking her head. Caroline wasn’t wrong.
She pocketed her phone and walked toward her hotel, feeling a little lighter with every step.
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Back at the locker room, Azzi was definitely not paying attention to whatever post-game speech her coach was giving.
Her mind was still stuck on Paige.
On the way Paige had pulled her close, on the way she smelled like something fresh and familiar, on the way her hands had traced slow circles against her back, on the way she had called her babe so easily.
On the way she had leaned in for that second kiss without even thinking about it.
Gosh.
Azzi clenched her jaw, forcing herself to focus.
She just needed to shower, grab her things, and then—then she’d figure out what the hell she was going to do.
She wasn’t backing out now.
Not when she had already asked Paige for the address.
Not when Paige had told her to just show up.
And especially not when her entire body was already aching for another hug, another whispered compliment, another anything from Paige.
She just had to play it cool.
Easy.
Right?
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Back in the dorm, Azzi stood in front of her closet, eyes scanning over her options even though she already knew what she was going to wear.
She had told herself—really told herself—that she was just going to keep it casual. Paige had only invited her over to relax, nothing crazy. They were just going to hang out, maybe talk about the game, just be together.
But somehow, she still found herself reaching for a fitted pink cropped tank top, one that showed off just enough to make a statement without trying too hard. She paired it with short, ripped jeans, the kind that hugged her hips just right.
Her hair was the last thing she focused on, pulling it into a slicked-back bun, leaving the front curls out to frame her face.
She stared at herself in the mirror, lips pressing together. Okay, yeah. She looked good.
Too good for just a chill night?
Before she could overthink it, her door swung open, and Caroline strolled in like she owned the place.
“Wow,” Caroline drawled, crossing her arms as she took in Azzi’s outfit. “So this is your definition of ‘just hanging out,’ huh?”
Azzi rolled her eyes, pretending to adjust her top. “What are you talking about?”
Caroline smirked. “Don’t play dumb. You’re dressing way too nice for a casual hangout in Paige’s hotel room. You tryna make her pass out the second she opens the door?”
Azzi felt her face heat up. “Shut up.”
“I mean—” Caroline gestured at her. “This whole thing? The top, the shorts? Paige is gonna gush. Probably won’t even let you inside without standing there admiring you for ten minutes first.”
Azzi huffed, shaking her head as she grabbed her phone and her bag. “You’re so annoying.”
“I’m right though,” Caroline countered, grinning. “She already showed up to your game in your jersey. You might as well return the favor by making her speechless tonight.”
Azzi tried not to let the teasing get to her, but Caroline’s words settled somewhere deep inside her.
Was she doing too much?
Or—maybe—was she just finally letting herself do what she wanted to do?
Either way, there was no turning back now.
She was about to find out exactly how Paige was going to react.
Azzi took one last look at herself in the mirror, smoothing her hands down the front of her top before huffing out a breath. It’s just Paige. That thought should’ve calmed her, but instead, it only made her more nervous.
Her phone buzzed on the dresser.
Paige: Text me when you’re on your way.
Azzi smiled to herself, fingers hovering over the screen before she quickly typed out a reply.
Azzi: Leaving my dorm now.
She grabbed her pink jacket off the chair and slipped it on, zipping it up halfway. As much as she wanted to see Paige’s reaction when she took it off, she wasn’t about to freeze walking out of her dorm just for the sake of dramatics.
“Okay, okay,” Caroline said, watching her with an amused expression. “You’re already glowing. Relax.”
Azzi shot her a flat look. “I am relaxed.”
Caroline snorted. “Right. That’s why you’re fidgeting with your hoodie zipper like you’re about to walk down the aisle instead of, I don’t know, go see your not-girlfriend in her hotel room.”
Azzi sighed, shaking her head as she pulled the hood up slightly, if only to avoid giving Caroline the satisfaction of seeing how flustered she actually was.
“I’m leaving now before you make me rethink my entire life.”
Caroline held up her hands in surrender, but her teasing smirk never wavered. “Have fun. Or, you know, try not to combust when she inevitably loses her mind over you.”
Azzi rolled her eyes, stepping out the door without another word.
But as she made her way outside, heart already racing at the thought of seeing Paige again—this time, with no game, no crowd, no distractions—she couldn’t help but think that maybe Caroline had a point.
Paige was going to lose her mind.
And Azzi?
She was so ready to see it.
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Azzi slid into the driver’s seat of her car, gripping the steering wheel for a moment before exhaling deeply. The night air was cool, but she could still feel the warmth on her skin from getting ready—whether it was nerves or excitement, she wasn’t sure. Probably both.
She started the engine and plugged in the hotel’s address, her phone screen illuminating her face as the navigation loaded. The drive wasn’t far, but it felt significant—like a shift in something she wasn’t quite ready to name.
The streets were quiet, the late hour making traffic almost nonexistent. With one hand on the wheel, she reached for her phone at the red light and shot Paige a quick text.
Azzi: Just got in the car. On my way.
A reply came almost instantly.
Paige: Bout time.
Azzi rolled her eyes but couldn’t fight the smile creeping onto her lips. The light turned green, and she pressed down on the gas, heart picking up speed along with the car.
As she got closer to the hotel, her thoughts started racing. She wasn’t sure what to expect—actually, that was a lie. She knew exactly what to expect. Paige waiting for her with that signature smirk. Paige leaning back like she had all the time in the world. Paige probably being annoyingly smug about Azzi coming all this way just to see her.
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She pulled into the hotel parking lot, turning off the engine but staying seated for a second. Her fingers drummed lightly against the steering wheel as she tried to calm the anticipation thrumming through her.
Then, her phone buzzed again.
Paige: You just gonna sit out there or you coming in?
Azzi huffed out a laugh. Of course, Paige was waiting for her.
She grabbed her phone, jacket still zipped up as she stepped out of the car and locked it behind her. Her sneakers barely made a sound against the pavement as she walked toward the entrance, pulse quickening with every step.
This wasn’t just a meet-up. Not after everything that had happened.
And she had a feeling tonight was going to change everything.
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Azzi stepped into the hotel lobby, the cool air conditioning hitting her skin as she scanned the quiet space. It was late, so there weren’t many people around—just the receptionist at the front desk and a few scattered guests lingering near the elevators.
Her phone buzzed again.
Paige: 5th level,  Room 535.
Azzi exhaled through her nose, a small smile tugging at her lips. She made her way across the polished floor, slipping into the elevator and pressing the button for the fifth floor. The doors slid shut, enclosing her in the soft hum of the moving lift.
As she leaned back against the wall, her reflection stared back at her in the mirrored interior. She looked… composed, but her fingers still fidgeted slightly with the zipper of her jacket. The pink tank top underneath clung to her just right, and she could already hear Caroline’s teasing in her head about how much effort she’d put into getting ready.
A quiet ding signaled her arrival, and the doors slid open. Azzi stepped out, the hallway stretching out ahead of her in warm, dim lighting. The carpet muffled her footsteps as she made her way toward Paige’s room, heart thudding in a steady rhythm.
She barely had a chance to knock before the door swung open.
Paige stood there, leaning against the doorframe, one hand gripping the edge of the door while the other rested lazily on her hip. She was wearing a plain black hoodie and shorts, the sweatshirt hanging loose over her frame—Azzi could tell she wasn’t wearing anything underneath. And somehow, that made it even worse.
The slow smirk Paige gave her wasn’t helping.
“Took you long enough.”
Azzi rolled her eyes but stepped inside, brushing past Paige as she did. She caught the faint scent of her body wash—something clean and slightly citrusy—lingering in the air.
Azzi stepped further into the room, scanning the space as Paige shut the door behind her. It was a standard hotel room—neutral tones, soft lighting, a single bed that looked inviting—but the only thing Azzi’s mind really registered was Paige.
Paige, who stretched her arms above her head with a satisfied sigh before flopping onto the bed like she owned the place.
Azzi barely had a second to process it before her eyes caught on the way Paige’s hoodie shifted, rising just enough to expose the toned expanse of her stomach. The fabric bunched up slightly, leaving her abs on full display, and Azzi’s brain short-circuited for a moment.
Her mouth felt dry. God.
Paige had changed out of the jersey, now in just a hoodie with no shirt underneath and a pair of shorts that did nothing to help Azzi’s situation. The way she was sprawled out so effortlessly, completely at ease, made it even worse.
Paige’s eyes flickered to her, a slow, knowing smile forming.
“You just gonna stand there?” she teased, patting the spot next to her. “C’mon.”
Azzi inhaled slowly, willing her face to stay neutral as she made her way over. She tried not to overthink it as she sat down beside Paige, her body instantly feeling warmer, too aware of how close they were.
Even the minimal space between them felt like too much.
Paige shifted slightly, propping herself up on one elbow, and Azzi could feel the weight of her gaze. It was impossible to ignore.
The warmth in her chest only grew hotter.
- She exhaled through her nose, suddenly feeling stifled. Without thinking, she reached for the zipper of her jacket, tugging it down slowly. The sound of the zipper filled the quiet room, dragging far longer than it should have.
Paige had stopped moving.
Azzi could feel her eyes locked on her as she slid the hoodie off her shoulders, revealing the fitted cropped pink tank top underneath. She wasn’t usually this bold, but something about the air between them, the way Paige’s gaze darkened slightly, sent a thrill through her.
Paige’s lips parted slightly, her eyes trailing over her like she wasn’t even trying to hide it.
“Damn,” Paige muttered under her breath, just loud enough for Azzi to hear.
Azzi felt her stomach flip, heat creeping up her neck, but she just raised an eyebrow, feigning innocence. “What?”
Paige shook her head, a slow smirk tugging at her lips. “Nothing,” she murmured, her voice lower than before. “Just… you look really good.”
Azzi’s heartbeat stuttered.
The tension had shifted, thickened, like they were teetering on the edge of something neither of them could ignore.
Azzi swallowed, forcing herself to stay composed despite the way her heart pounded. She played it off with a small smile, tilting her head slightly.
“Thanks,” she murmured, feeling the warmth of Paige’s eyes still on her.
There was a beat of silence, thick and charged. Paige’s gaze lingered, and Azzi could feel it, feel the way it traced over her bare shoulders, her collarbone, down to where the fabric of her cropped tank top hugged her frame.
Then Paige shifted, leaning back against the pillows with a smirk tugging at her lips. “Damn,” she said, exaggeratedly fanning herself. “Is it just me, or is it getting kinda hot in here?”
Azzi’s breath caught.
Before she could even think of a response, Paige reached for the hem of her hoodie and tugged it over her head in one smooth motion, tossing it carelessly to the side.
Azzi’s brain short-circuited.
Paige was left in nothing but a black Nike sports bra and her shorts, her toned arms and defined abs completely exposed. The way the dim hotel lighting hit her skin only made it worse.
Azzi could not look away.
She felt warmth creep up her neck, her fingers unconsciously tightening around the edge of the bedspread as Paige stretched her arms above her head again, muscles flexing just enough to make Azzi’s throat go dry.
Paige shot her a knowing look, tilting her head. “Something wrong?”
Azzi blinked rapidly, trying to shake herself out of whatever daze she had just fallen into. “No,” she said, a little too quickly. “Nothing’s wrong.”
Paige hummed, clearly amused, but didn’t push. Instead, she settled back against the pillows, arms folded behind her head, completely at ease—while Azzi was still trying to remember how to breathe.
The air between them was thick, heavier than before, like they were walking a fine line neither of them was ready to break just yet.
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Azzi could still feel the heat on her face, and it had nothing to do with the warmth of the room. She needed to look anywhere else—the TV, the hotel lamp, the bland paintings on the wall.
But her eyes betrayed her.
Paige was lounging so effortlessly, arms still folded behind her head, her toned stomach fully on display, abs flexing slightly as she shifted. She looked completely unbothered, like this was the most natural thing in the world.
Azzi swallowed hard.
The confident smirk on Paige’s lips told her she knew exactly what she was doing.
Azzi tried to play it cool, leaning back on her hands, pretending like she wasn’t struggling to keep her breathing steady.
“You’re really out here getting too comfortable, huh?” she teased, hoping to steer herself back to safer ground.
Paige just shrugged, her smirk deepening. “It’s my hotel room. Might as well make myself at home.”
Azzi rolled her eyes, forcing herself to glance away. “Yeah, well…” Her voice trailed off, but before she could even think, the words slipped out under her breath.
“You look hot, though…”
The second the words left her mouth, her body froze.
Her eyes widened slightly, her breath catching in her throat as she realized what she had just said.
Paige definitely caught it.
The smirk on her lips turned into something sharper, more pleased, her blue eyes darkening with amusement as she lifted an eyebrow.
“What was that?”
Azzi wanted to die.
She cleared her throat, shaking her head quickly. “Nothing.”
Paige pushed herself up onto her elbows, her gaze locked onto Azzi’s like a challenge.
“Nah,” she said, biting her lip slightly. “I think I heard you say something.”
Azzi groaned, rubbing a hand over her face as she tried to recover, but her skin was burning. “Shut up.”
Paige chuckled, her voice lower, smug. “So you do think I look hot?”
Azzi refused to answer.
Paige leaned in slightly, tilting her head, her eyes practically twinkling. “Don’t worry, Az,” she murmured. “The feeling’s mutual.”
Azzi’s breath hitched.
The air between them shifted again, tension crackling like an unspoken challenge neither of them wanted to acknowledge just yet.
Azzi swallowed hard, pressing her lips together, but it was useless.
Paige noticed.
Of course she did.
That damn smirk was back, sharp and knowing, her blue eyes gleaming with something that made Azzi’s skin burn.
“You good?” Paige asked, her voice dipping into something lower, smoother.
Azzi blinked rapidly, snapping herself out of it. “Yeah—yeah, I’m fine.”
Paige hummed, clearly not convinced.
Then, without warning, she reached over, her fingers brushing against Azzi’s bare shoulder.
Azzi barely had time to react before she felt a gentle tug.
Paige’s fingers were playing with the strap of her tank top, toying with it slowly, dragging it between her fingers before letting it slide just slightly down Azzi’s shoulder.
Azzi swore her breath got caught in her throat.
Paige leaned in a little, her eyes flickering up to meet hers, her lips curling into something dangerously playful.
“You know…” Paige murmured, her fingers still tracing the strap lazily. “This reminds me of something.”
Azzi felt a shiver crawl up her spine.
“…What?” she asked, barely above a whisper.
Paige tilted her head, that knowing smirk deepening.
“That one night,” she said. “When we were on the phone. And you kept playing with your tank top strap.”
Azzi froze.
Her heart slammed against her chest as the memory rushed back—that night, when she had been teasing Paige, letting her tank top strap slip lower and lower just to get a reaction out of her.
And now Paige was flipping the script.
“I wasn’t—” Azzi started, but Paige cut her off with a soft chuckle.
“You so were,” she murmured, her fingers still tracing over Azzi’s shoulder, barely there, yet so much.
Azzi could barely breathe.
The air between them felt dangerous, charged with something unspoken, something they had been dancing around for so long.
And Paige? She knew it.
She let the strap slip just a little further, her fingers grazing Azzi’s collarbone, her touch featherlight, teasing.
Azzi felt hot. Everywhere.
The deliberate touch sent a shiver down her spine, and she barely registered Paige’s teasing voice.
“Didn’t think I’d forget about that little show you put on for me, did you?” Paige murmured, her voice smooth, edged with something unmistakable.
Azzi swallowed, heat pooling in her stomach. “I—I wasn’t putting on a show,” she tried to argue, but her voice betrayed her, breathy and uneven.
Paige smirked, eyes gleaming with mischief. She let the strap go, her fingers trailing featherlight down Azzi’s arm before settling on her waist. The warmth of Paige’s hand burned through the thin fabric, and Azzi’s pulse thundered in her ears.
Azzi tried to focus—tried to keep her eyes locked on Paige’s face—but it was impossible when Paige was sitting there, toned stomach and defined abs on full display, looking so effortlessly confident, so effortlessly… hot.
The tension crackled between them, neither willing to break first, until Azzi couldn’t take it anymore. Her gaze flickered down to Paige’s lips, and before she could second-guess herself, she leaned in, closing the distance.
The kiss was slow at first, almost hesitant—Paige’s lips molding against hers, soft and warm. But then Paige tilted her head, deepening it, and Azzi felt herself melt into her. Paige’s hands tightened on her waist, and in one smooth motion, she pulled Azzi fully onto her lap.
Azzi gasped against her lips, hands flying to Paige’s bare shoulders for balance. But Paige didn’t stop—didn’t give her a second to process. Instead, she kissed her again, harder this time, and Azzi responded in kind. Their lips moved in sync, breaths mingling, the room suddenly feeling much warmer.
Paige’s tongue swiped against Azzi’s bottom lip, teasing, asking for entrance, until Azzi parted her lips just enough to let her in. The moment their tongues met, a low sound rumbled from Paige’s throat, and Azzi felt it all the way down to her core. The kiss turned heated, tongues tangling in a slow, intoxicating rhythm, neither of them willing to pull away.
Azzi’s fingers curled into Paige’s shoulders, gripping tight as she lost herself in the sensation—Paige’s hands roaming up and down her back, Paige’s lips moving with a kind of confidence that made her dizzy. Paige kissed like she knew exactly what she was doing, like she’d been waiting for this as much as Azzi had.
Azzi barely noticed when Paige’s hands slid up, fingertips brushing just under the hem of her tank top, before retreating just as quickly. Teasing. Always teasing.
She pulled back, just enough to catch her breath, her forehead resting against Paige’s. Paige’s hands stayed firm on her waist, thumbs rubbing slow circles against her skin.
Azzi licked her lips, dazed. “Wow.”
Paige grinned, eyes dark with something unreadable. “Yeah?”
Azzi nodded, still breathless. “Yeah.”
Paige chuckled, tilting her head back against the headboard. “Told you you’d fold.”
Azzi rolled her eyes but couldn’t stop the smile forming on her lips. “Shut up.”
Paige hummed, her grip on Azzi’s waist tightening ever so slightly. “Make me.”
Azzi didn’t hesitate. She crashed her lips back onto Paige’s, fingers tightening against her shoulders. Paige barely had a second to smirk before she was kissing her back, matching Azzi’s urgency with just as much intensity. Their lips moved in sync, the heat between them undeniable, impossible to ignore.
Paige’s hands slid up from Azzi’s waist, fingers ghosting over the exposed skin beneath her tank top, teasing but never pressing too much. It drove Azzi insane—the way Paige knew exactly how to make her want more without giving it right away.
Azzi sighed against Paige’s lips, and that was all it took for Paige to take control. Without warning, she flipped them, shifting their positions so that Azzi was suddenly beneath her, head hitting the pillows. Paige settled between her legs, pressing her weight down just enough to make Azzi breathless.
Paige’s lips curled into a smirk. “That’s better.”
Azzi blinked up at her, wide-eyed and stunned. “H-how did you—?”
Paige only grinned, lowering herself down until their lips met again. This time, she didn’t rush. She took her time, savoring every kiss, making sure Azzi felt each one. Her hands roamed, fingers tracing patterns along Azzi’s sides before slipping under the hem of her tank top again, pushing it up just a little.
Azzi gasped when Paige’s lips left hers, trailing downward, along her jaw, down the column of her neck. She tilted her head back instinctively, giving Paige more space, her fingers threading into soft blonde hair as she felt Paige’s lips press against her skin.
Then she felt it—Paige sucking lightly, her lips lingering, her tongue flicking over the spot right below her ear. A shiver ran through Azzi’s entire body.
“Paige,” she breathed, her grip tightening in blonde locks.
Paige hummed against her skin, pleased with the reaction. She continued her slow descent, placing open-mouthed kisses down Azzi’s neck, lingering long enough to leave faint marks. When she got to Azzi’s collarbone, she bit down lightly before soothing the spot with her tongue.
Azzi’s breathing grew unsteady, chest rising and falling beneath Paige, heat spreading through every inch of her skin. Paige wasn’t just teasing her now—she was claiming her, making sure Azzi would feel every single place she kissed.
When Paige pulled back, her eyes usually light blue now dark and full of mischief, Azzi was left dazed, her lips slightly parted as she tried to catch her breath.
Paige smirked. “I wish I was able to do this sooner.”
Azzi swallowed, her pulse still racing. “Same,” she admitted, voice barely above a whisper.
Paige leaned in again, lips brushing against Azzi’s jaw before moving back up to capture her lips once more. The kiss was slower this time, softer, but no less intense.
Azzi didn’t know how long they stayed like that, tangled in each other, Paige’s lips on hers, on her neck, on her collarbone. All she knew was that she didn’t want it to stop.
Paige pulled back slightly, just enough to admire her work, her fingers lightly tracing over the faint marks she had left behind. A satisfied smirk tugged at her lips as her gaze flickered up to Azzi’s flushed face.
“You’re so sensitive,” Paige murmured, dragging a thumb over one of the marks just to watch Azzi squirm beneath her. “Look at this…” She pressed another kiss just below Azzi’s jaw, lips lingering for a second. “I barely even tried.”
Azzi exhaled sharply, her hands gripping Paige’s arms as heat flared beneath her skin. Paige’s voice alone was enough to set her on fire, but the way she was looking at her right now—like she had all the time in the world to explore every inch of her—was almost too much.
Azzi wasn’t about to let Paige have all the control.
With a spark of determination, she shifted slightly beneath Paige, tilting her chin up with feigned innocence before letting her fingers ghost down Paige’s bare sides, her nails dragging lightly over the toned skin of her abdomen.
Paige inhaled sharply at the touch, her muscles tensing.
“Oh, you think you’re funny?” Paige challenged, her voice dropping lower.
Azzi hummed in response, letting her fingers continue their slow, teasing path over Paige’s stomach, deliberately pressing against the defined ridges of her abs. She was fully aware of how much Paige loved being touched like this—how much she craved it, even if she’d never admit it.
Paige’s smirk faltered for just a second before she moved, effortlessly capturing Azzi’s wrists and pinning them down beside her head, intertwining their fingers.
Azzi’s breath hitched.
Paige hovered over her, their noses nearly brushing, their lips close enough that Azzi could feel the warmth of Paige’s breath. The weight of Paige’s body pressing down against her, the strength in her grip—it made Azzi’s head spin.
“Not so bold now, huh?” Paige teased, her lips hovering just above Azzi’s, taunting, waiting.
Azzi swallowed hard, her heart pounding against her ribs. She could feel every inch of Paige against her, feel the heat radiating between them, feel the tension wrapping around them like a thread pulled too tight.
Paige squeezed her hands gently, her thumbs brushing over Azzi’s knuckles. “What’s wrong?” she murmured, eyes flickering between Azzi’s parted lips and the flushed skin of her cheeks. “You were real confident a second ago.”
Azzi wasn’t sure if she wanted to push back or pull Paige down completely. Either way, she wasn’t backing down. She could feel the weight of Paige’s body pressing against hers, and the heat radiating between them was almost too much to ignore.
Paige seemed to sense the moment too, her grip loosening just slightly around Azzi’s wrists. She gave her a brief, teasing smile before flipping them over in one swift move. Now, Paige was leaning back against the headboard of the bed, with Azzi straddling her lap. The change in position was electric, and Azzi’s heart raced as she looked down at Paige, feeling the weight of the moment.
Paige’s hands slid up Azzi’s back, pulling her closer until they were pressed flush against each other, like an embrace that somehow felt more intense than anything they had shared before. Paige buried her head in the crook of Azzi’s neck, her breath hot against her skin. The gentle rhythm of Paige’s exhales made Azzi shiver, and she let out a small breath as she leaned into the comfort of the embrace.
“I need you to message Caroline,” Paige said softly, her lips brushing against Azzi’s skin as she spoke. “Let her know you’re spending the night with me. Tell her you’ll be back tomorrow so she doesn’t worry.”
Azzi hesitated for a moment, but she nodded, the gentle pressure of Paige’s arms around her easing any lingering uncertainty. She reached for her phone, fingers tapping out the message quickly. As soon as she hit send, her phone buzzed with Caroline’s response: “Well, look at you two. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do… ;)”
Paige grinned, pulling back slightly to look at the marks she’d left on Azzi’s skin. A soft smile tugged at her lips as she traced her fingertips gently over them, her touch lingering with a possessive tenderness that sent warmth through Azzi’s chest. Then, without a word, Paige placed several soft, lingering kisses over the marks, her lips gentle and warm against Azzi’s skin.
Once Azzi finished texting Caroline back, she raised an eyebrow and let out a playful laugh. “It’s not fair,” she said with a teasing smile, “I’m the only one with marks.” Without waiting for an answer, she leaned down, brushing her lips against Paige’s neck and leaving a few marks of her own.
The heat between them seemed to rise again as they met each other’s gaze, and in that moment, it was clear: things had shifted. The playful teasing, the laughter, the soft touches—all of it had led them here. The connection between them had deepened in ways neither of them could fully explain, but neither of them wanted to pull away, either.
As they kissed again, it was slower this time—gentle but full of meaning. Azzi could feel every sensation as their lips met, the warmth, the sweetness, the promise of something more. The kiss lingered, not rushed, but full of a quiet intensity. But eventually, they pulled back, both of them breathing a little heavier, the air between them felt thick with unspoken tension. Paige’s chest rose and fell in shallow breaths, her hand lingering close to Azzi’s, unsure whether to close the distance again or pull away.
Paige’s voice broke the silence, hesitant, almost stuttering. “Azzi… I— I really need you. But, if… if you don’t want this, we can stop, okay? I don’t want to rush you or—”
Azzi’s heart pounded so hard she could feel it in her throat. The hesitation in Paige’s voice, the flicker of uncertainty in her eyes—it made something deep inside her ache. She couldn’t stand the thought of Paige doubting this, doubting them.
She cupped Paige’s cheek, her touch both soft and certain, her thumb brushing lightly over her skin. “Paige,” she murmured, her voice steady despite the wildfire in her chest. “You don’t have to worry. I want this. I want you… so bad.”
The words carried more weight than she expected, wrapping around them, filling the space between them. For a moment, Paige just stared at her, something vulnerable flashing behind those blue eyes before she let out a shaky breath. The tension that had held them so tightly for so long seemed to break, melting away as Paige turned her face into Azzi’s palm, pressing a lingering kiss there before threading their fingers together.
Azzi didn’t hesitate. She closed the space between them, her lips meeting Paige’s in a kiss that was slow, deep, and unrelenting—full of every unspoken word, every bottled-up feeling, every ounce of longing they had been too afraid to voice. Paige responded just as desperately, her fingers tightening around Azzi’s like she never wanted to let go.
Their lips moved together with a newfound certainty, each touch infused with trust and desire, as if they were finally allowing themselves to embrace what had always been there. The hesitation that once lingered between them was gone, replaced by the undeniable pull drawing them closer. In this moment, nothing else mattered—not the world outside, not the doubts they’d once wrestled with—just the quiet, electric connection between them.
Paige’s hands found the hem of Azzi’s cropped tank top, her fingers brushing against warm skin as she slowly pushed it upward. She hesitated for half a second—giving Azzi the chance to stop her, to pull away—but Azzi only leaned in closer, her breath hitching as Paige tugged the fabric over her head and tossed it aside. The sudden cool air against her skin sent a shiver down her spine, but Paige’s hands were quick to chase the warmth, palms skimming over her back, pulling her in like she never wanted to let go.
Azzi barely registered anything else—the soft rustle of sheets as they shifted, the way Paige murmured something against her lips, or the way her own hands instinctively found their way to Paige’s bare skin. All she knew was the heat between them, the slow, intoxicating press of Paige’s body against hers, and the unspoken promise lingering in every touch.
The rest of the world faded away, leaving only them.
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