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sekai-headcanoning · 2 months ago

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I’m dedicated to my craft and refuse to let mistakes go unfixed

Here you go tfem Kasa anon, I’m so sorry for messing up your request. I didn’t even realize until someone pointed it out💔 The editing is not. perfect. but I tried

#project sekai #pjsk #proseka #tsukasa tenma #transgender #transfem #headcanon #hc #im still shitting myself #it was an accident I swear please don’t smite me

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empty-dream · 2 months ago

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Anemone: Ruby is pretty but boring

Ruby: I swear I will kill the guy who murdered both my mother/idol and my love

Anemone:

#oshi no ko #ruby hoshino #anemone monemone #random saying #im still shitting myself #girl saw Ruby literally going mental #and proceeded to make a masterpiece of an idol group MV

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puppppppppy · 1 year ago

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my attempt at making a fursona

#i never see any mole furries so i thought id try my hand at it ^_^#i was hungry making this and was thinking of dirt cup pudding so its partly inspired by that and mario grass blocks #i dont draw furries very often so this was a fun learning experience lol. also!! star nose moles are kinda cute!!!!#when i was coming up with a name my mind kept going back to that tiktok of dogs and the tts voice saying stuff like i like mulch #mulch is my favorite food! yippee mulch!! so if youre wondering where i got the name theres the lore for it #i also wanna make a sea otter fursona.. and perhaps a snowshoe hare or other winter animal. oh or a barn owl!!#im trying to free my mind when it comes to making multiple sonas bc im still trying to wrap my head around it #ive always kinda seen myself as my persona but i want to try and be silly with it. actually while i was making this i was a little doubtful #to call it my fursona bc it doesnt look like me but a little voice inside my head was like well. youre not a 5 foot tall talking mole eithe #so you might as well. and i was thinking abt ppl with their dragon wolves with wings and i was like wow.. youre right... i can do what i #want forever. and brother that shit was enlightening it was like my third eye opened when i realized that #my art #myart #my oc #oc #fursona #mulch #furry art #sfw furry #character design #oc ref sheet #reference sheet

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clouvu · 6 months ago

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Desiderium

#genshin impact #Arlecchino #Peruere #arlevie #watched Arlecchino's animated short again and that shit STILL had me hurting as fuck as much as the last 3743262764 times ive rewatched it #Arlv's relationship makes me SICK catch me pulling a Peruere and mourning over them for well over a decade #If arle's official birthday art has a lumidouce bell anywhere in sight im flinging myself off a bridge #anyways aside from that rant i was fighting for my life trying to color this and not make it look like complete doodoo #this is what i get for not studying color theory and instead choosing to raw dog every colored piece </3

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dandelion-roots · 5 days ago

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[ID: a digital drawing of riz gukgak from fantasy high. in the front is a relatively small drawing of riz juggling books that are falling out of his hand and a phonecall, and he has a huge backpack on. he looks a bit overwhelmed, hair flying in all directions, and has a nervous smile on. in the background is a large shadow of riz, only one glowing eye and a shining gun visible. the background is red, giving an eerie feel. End ID]

Kill your best friend

Cheat your way to your rogue teacher

Announce your presidential campaign

Don't let them know how angry you are

LEARN TO RECOGNIZE A MONSTER

#riz gukgak #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year spoilers #ik the 'uh oh i fucking miscalculated big time' applies to all the bad kids BUT riz is my little blorbo so #and he was the first to go full brutal in s1 and was likely the one ppl would've seen it coming from the least #i dont need to justify myself i love all their dichotomies. my homicidal blorbos who're on a slippery slide to becoming the villains #as they grow more powerful but still react to threat with a 'no holds barred' approach #wait wait this isn't an analysis post jskdjsdjk art! had a lot of fun with this one #have the funniest 'sketch' for this that i did that was me drawing w my laptop touch pad (? the touchy mouse thing) w notes so i dont forge #the idea back when i didnt have the juices to draw it and was also in the armchair writing fic and didnt want to move stations #im still experiment with colours and now im also figuring out gradients which is super fun! correction layers my beloved <3 #also didn't use my usual canvas size and had to keep making it bigger and bigger so its unfortunately compressed #such is life #did some warmup before this for once bcs i felt like working on my no-underdrawing drawing skills #have this beautiful pen brush and a new big (for me) sketchbook so i went to town with some references open #also working on tackling the wretched face angles. why do our faces Do That #anywayyyy the list is from kipperlilly's pov in case it wasn't clear #im looking forward to eventually rewatching s3 and giving her another chance #like i COULD get sick abt her. theres potential there bcs i do love angry annoying women who stick to their shit #im leaving now i simply have to hydrate its been hours #eyestrain tw #sorry for the late tw i work with so many layers of eye protection on my laptop that it took looking at this on my phone to go uh oh

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shadowsegregious · 9 days ago

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not. the greatest cook (still comic under cut <3)

#woooowww lex actually finishes a comic??? crazy /lh #yes im bullying myself #anyways.....the boyfriend the husbone the soulmate #im not top chef or anything but im USUALLY decent enough?#though i have been known to forget a pot on the stove and have it overflow and smoke the entire house #he always jokes that when he gets startled he ports to the other side of the world map and it never fails to make me giggle #he doesnt mind though (i think he is so fucking good @ cooking.....guess it helps that he raised papyrus 🤷)#for sure had to learn some shit now bobby flay should be kneeling to him for a simple burger #that and he has to run grillby's from time to time..probably to pay off his ridiculous tab 💀#or maybe he's just a good friend?......no. no hes def paying off that tab.#....i still think about that burger...#undertale #utmv #undertale au #ut sans #undertale sans #sans undertale #sans x self insert #sans x oc

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monkesupreme · 3 months ago

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Maybe i SHOULD draft out my ‘Clark is a SuperPlant’ propaganda post

#chattin #due to. recent tags that resonated w me #im already someone that loathes the ‘theyre completely alien AND they conveniently look AND function exactly the same as a human’ trope #esp when they have the nerve to make them PROCREATE w humans wo any defects whatsoever #ur lying ur unimaginative u suck !!!!#so my compromise is always like #fine. the point is that they have to blend in very well. i will concede on that front #but god as my witness i will make him so fucked up internally.#u should xray him and see a fucking mess of organs pumping in bizarre places #things that let him see things w a microscopic lens #things that let him exist in a vacuum bc he doesnt need to Breathe #u should get him in a red sun room and realize hes still able to exist unharmed in a vacumm and go hey man. what the fuck .#going to reach max tags bc i never seem to behave myself no matter what im yelling about #i need bruce to sit down and finally read whatever kryptonian text is floating around #and realize clark- despite his mammalian appearance- is far more linked to plants than anything else #a plant w TEETH and EYES and somehow became a predator instead of staying as a plant #HOWWW did u evolve into what u are now? what did ur ancestors look like??? a daisy???#if u look at any kryptonian species youd see that all of them behave like clark- like they all evolved in a similar way #saw a post (i GOTTA find it again) that said that clark is brownskinned which seems a little silly when u compare it to human melanin #but that sunlight makes for a healthy kryptonian and their skin will show it #and paleskinned kryptonians are seeking out more sun and starving for it. like. ouuuu.#i wont add that to my own hcs but its that kinda shit i love sooo much #get so caught up on trying to make him human in ur eyes that u end up misunderstanding him entirely #love him #xenobio #for tagging

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nordidia · 1 year ago

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raphie doodles from a rage filled day

(first one is the only kinda /srs one, u can laugh i promise bc if this wasnt me i'd laugh my ass off /pos) i had to project. also i love my friends sorry i yelled at yall xx

just period thingz... surely it has nothing to do with my genuine anger issues. no its just all hormones i promise guys. trust.

its a little pathetic i was genuinely warm inside and inches away from trashing my desk for ZERO FUCKING REASON. WHY?!?! WHAT THE FUCKAEHNGHJSDAGHAH send me to hell im begging

that second panel is something i actually do irl to iben when i need him to stfu so fucking immediately and he has dubbed it "the jojo stare" and its so fucking funny until i need him to stfu so fucking immediately (he drew this one time when i did it at him)

#AS IM POSTING THIS I REALISE THAT THE BACKGROUND IS ALOT DARKER THAN I USUALLY DRAW IN IM SORRY GUYSSSS I HOPE ITS OKAY STILL #ALSO the tales are true i genuinely exhausted (and overstimulated) myself from being mad for no reason #my life is a sitcom #ah shit guys he's on his period again #F #my art #nordidia art #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rise raph #rottmnt raph #period raph is back

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solarockk · 1 year ago

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Gege make these two interact i dare you

+bonus

#jujutsu kaisen spoilers #jjk spoilers #jjk #maki zenin #mai zenin #nobara kugisaki #momo nishimiya #nobamaki #momomai #nobamai if you squit #i think they're funny #maki and momo are grieving and mai and nobara are just shit talking together in hell #i miss my girls #do i still have hopes of nobara coming back? maybe #never back down never what?#anyway yesterday i realized maki and momo should be friends and cried #bc maki of course looks so much like mai #and momo can be brash an outspoken just like nobara #its like they're trying to fill a void #you can pretend im not myself only if i can pretend you're not yourself type of shit #they make me mentally ill #im making this a thing #i dont care if its platonic or romantic i just know its sad #i wanted to call them momomaki but its already a ship in another fandom i think so #makimomo it is #makimomo

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arovalentines · 2 months ago

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but my heart is like a claw machine

#undescribed #bonk.png #great god grove #ggg #great god grove spoilers #ggg spoilers #isttvg spoilers #she/her for hector on this post please n thank you #i had a bunch of tags attempting to explain this whole thing n post game transfem hector hc but the og post didnt show up in the tags #n its like 5:30 something n i was already having trouble explaining it bc ive had like four hours of sleep so i sadly cant talk about gender #stuff like i wanted to in full detail so something something sanding self down to be nonthreatening n palatable #something something the way players (myself included) falsely believed king was a man despite many of us being trans or otherwise queer #n pre endgame king only being referred to with they/them something something men as the default as problem solvers as leaders the heroes of #the story something something hector's envy of the way king is loved n admired n able to be heard as herself #hector's fear of death n irrelevance driving her to do the shit she did n the main theme of isttvg (aside from transgenderism) being fear of #death n how denying yourself will cause you to become irrelevant in ur own life disconnected from everything as the years fly by #theres still time.#enjoy the bullet points its almost six am im gonna pass out #wiat also fixation on youth in both how we view n associate feminity n what is normally explored n portrayed with transgendering

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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this has been a roller coaster of a design journey but finally I can present you: class swap artificer!adaine and rogue!fabian

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhfy #fhsy #fhjy #fabian seacaster #adaine abernant #fh class quangle #goodbye... goodbye hoodie kid adaine..... we have mecha pilot/power armor adaine instead #I couldnt really land how she'd get a hoodie reliably in freshman year given the abernants pattern of confiscating shit from her #so I kinda switched gear and dug a bit into a like sukeban aesthetics instead. and since shes with the AV club I like the idea of #like a radio coord thing for her. hence the suspenders #I fully admit the sukeban thing is influenced by the hacker woman in ghostwire tokyo who I have a small crush on #she's SO cool. too bad about a number of things with that game #the jacket of useful things is a racer jacket this time bc Im predictable like that #her ensemble in junior year is her tank top + overall it might not be clear enough in the pic...#just had the thought ''man I should do turnarounds for all of them'' and immediately had to slap myself out of it #anyways uh! fabian I have inflicted with my favourite thing to do to characters who like to stealth or fly under the radar #which is Bright Extremely Noticeable Jacket That Hides Your Hands #fabian's ghost motif has led me to the famous horror movie trope of silhouette with iconic jacket from afar #(see Sinister and Alice Sweet Alice)#and I love to imagine him hanging the coat up somewhere and opponents aiming there instead of at him #but also the raincoat is specifically modeled after the yellow fisherman's raincoat #and. that led to. me thinking abt fabian pulling riz up at that cliff with a net instead of the battle sheet lmao #so his junior year design is fully Fishing. which is so fucking funny it has obliterated all other possibilities from my brain #ranger flavour: captain ahab #I still debate making him carry around an actual fishing rod tbh. right now Im giving him a rifle grappling hook thing #gods. I just think High School Classmate Suddenly Gets Way Too Into Fishing is the funniest fucking thing that can happen #thank you fabian. thank you for giving me this. love you buddy #still blanking on kristen but! throughout this whole storm here I've realised I just need to fuck around

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commander-revan · 6 months ago

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What the fuck was the point of all this

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heph · 7 months ago

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Call me crazy for reading so much into a show like House MD but I think the main theme of House is that despite doing everything perfectly and being a good person, shit happens.

Sickness and pain will be inflicted on you and your loved ones and there's nothing you can do about it, but to persevere, to fight for your life, to keep living despite it all - to love is a part of the human condition; our capability of love is what makes life worth living, despite all the pain that you will inevitably experience.

This show exemplifies the pain of living and the needs and desires of human beings to keep going despite it all

And idk... There's something beautiful about how a show with so many stupid whimsical dumb scenes can impart something so profound in my stupid little brain

#im crying btw #ugly crying thinking about how much i love this show #shit happens and its normal and itll be okay #heph is being sappy again #this show giving house 1000 bad omens and giving him happiness only to rip it away and im just sitting here #house md #malpractice md #hatecrimes md #it is of course not the only theme of this show #but its the main one #theres also everybody lies #and theres also YOU CANT! ALWAYS GET! WHAT YOU WA AAAANT #anyways the yaoi is great but i love the interpersonal relationships between the doctors in my doctor drama show the most #its easy to obsess over hilson but like #its not just about hilson for me #heph.txt #btw im still on s4e13 #im scared of the season finale everyone keeps telling me to brace myself #also even from the start this show is very much about pain (house and his physical pain and also his emotional scarring #and every season and episode we watch him cope with his pains with drugs and destroy himself and it hurts so much :[#houseypie

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pepperpixel · 5 months ago

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Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god

#gravity falls #ford pines #stanford pines #self ship #self insert #si x canon #it me #doodles #I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol #anyway… yeah… I LOVE HIM… GRAHHFJH #the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation #OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME #like… ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME #also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO #u kno im all about scientists….#I couldn’t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didn’t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol… which would have been wierd #but I’m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD #also it didn’t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford #self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity #at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing #me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit #hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was in…#but I was probably older then 13.. but still #the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ‘ur probably into this sorta thing right?’#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion it’s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth how’d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter #aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook #so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didn’t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image

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nightjarwings · 2 months ago

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can I say something

#hal jordan #mayas comic adventures #green lantern #im still killing myself bc of this shit from a butt run but 1) xermanico's hal #and 2? i saw white lantern kyle and now im sat #ok anyway he would say this during #WHO SAID THATTTTT

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lillazyboithings · 10 months ago

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"You better leave your hopes behind,

No one's gonna stop him"

This WIP is no longer a WIP lol, this thing has been unfinished for 2 months and i finally got to continue it :DD!

anyways this is basically me being inspired by my classmate drawing a frame from the musical so i thought "Hey! that would be fun to do", it was not fun to do when you have multiple art deadlines y'all

Left is rendered with background, right is the initial base colors (didnt like the color of pete's pants lol)

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