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City of Tears. But Mini.
I wanted to make an atmospheric art piece with Dewi. And the City of Tears is one of the most sorrowing, beautiful, and grand places to do that. This is a lot of firsts for me regarding the architecture and lighting. The shadows cover a lot, and it may have been too much. I'm happy with how it turned out tho.
No idea how Dewi found his way into the City. Probably magic. Probably plot too :) But oh boy, he is experiencing childlike wonder in his raincoat!
This is a better show of the line detail I needlessly covered up in the final lol
#I love the idea that Ghost's resting spot is always on Dewi's hat. It's a great vantage point for spotting potential threats!#Quirrel doesnt mind the rain. But he'd rather not be walking around with Dewi 20 stories above him#Hornet is on the look out so that Dewi doesnt mess up anything#And Hollow is just enjoying the rain#dewi's adventures in hollow knight#hk fanart#Im really happy with it turned out#hollow knight#pure vessel#city of tears#dewi#hk#urg I still need to figure out human noses and I was getting really anxious about showing this just for that one fact alone.#trying my best. I have to keep my head up even with my imposter feelings. Otherwise i wont post
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Planning to study and complete some topics today cause well, the exam's tmr🤡🤡🤡
#im still not anxious#maybe it will kick in tmr before going w my stomachache and what not#if worse comes to worse i might even uninstall the app#ha!letsagooooo
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i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd shitposting#actually borderline#bpd favorite person#bpd problems#bpd#bpd vent#bpd mood#i lost electricity for two days and my fp said i could stay with him and his sister.. i love him so much#tho i can’t fall asleep because it’s a new space#so i might go see if i can sleep in his room in like a half an hour if i’m still awake#because i always get anxious when im in new spaces that someone is gonna break in and id be the first victim
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having a very rough night so raph doodles needed to be made
when in need, mash two interests together
#i love him so muhc ghghgh#and uh please stop sending me asks straight up demanding me to draw more /nm#if u've sent me an ask just regarding art before pls dont feel anxious this is about people actually DEMANDING like im some sort of machine#im absent due to my work/mental health situation going up and down#tmnt will ofc always be special interest but right now its in the back row#theres little time for anything but work and meetings and thinking about work and.. well.. monster hunter escapism egsfkhjhh..#but yeah i promise im still here#and i want to draw him when i can#but stress is high right now and drawing takes too much wrist stamina to do often now#i hope u understand#sorry if i worded myself badly im very tired and stresed n its ... oh its 5am great. wellp. goodnight skafklgsjdklfnshh#my art#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#nordidia art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#id in alt text#also one would think my art style is easy on my wrist but#i gorilla grip my pen and when i learned to write as a child i held the pencil jank#and it stuck like that#so its really rough on my hands#sadly
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honored to be featured and interviewed by mattel creations for pride month (amongst other amazing LGBTQ+ artists ♡) i got to talk about my artistic journey, what pride means to me, and ofc monster high! 🌈✨️
#naoart#this month has been wild#im not used to being perceived on this level so ive been pretty anxious lmao#but still this is a career highlight for me so i wanted to share💕
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IM GONNA BE SICK SHDKDHSSJSH Hori’s really saving him for last,, we’ve got panels of every single character guiding Deku, cheering him on, pushing him through… except Bakugo?
we’re about to get something so incredible
#I DID SOB YES IT GOT ME I WAS VERY VERY OVERHWELMED AND SO SCARED AND ANXIOUS AND FED UP FROM DISCOURSE#IM JUST ON REPEAT OF PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I’m still so terrified…#SHAKING LIKE A WET RAT#‘kacchan and everyone else’ REAL REAL#mha 422#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#:’)#ktdk
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refs from drafts ,, sightlyy outdated but the concept still stands yk. these are more of sketches tbh
edit,, there is a playlist tooo
#my art#ditigal art#my artwork#digital illustration#kinito pet#kinito fanart#kinito the axolotl#kinitopet game#kinito au#kinitopet band au#my au#band au#design concepts#rip the quality#ive been had lore for everything teehee still in the writings#i never posted this cus i was a bit anxious to mb yall im back on grind
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trying to find a fun new way to stylize Ichiya's hair
#splatbands#ichiya splatoon#front roe#sketches#i always just did the ponytail thing to Ichiya's hair before but every time i look at his official art im like. Thats just not what it is.#so im trying to find something closer to canon that i can still heavily exaggerate#fun fact i get very anxious about this sort of thing. like i want my Ichiya to be close to canon but also i dont wanna draw Canon Ichiya#canon ichiya's hair makes a grand total of zero sense
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we are so back
#im still anxious#most of my days#but i luv posting too uch#hehe#anygays we r so back (i hope)#tntduo fanart#c!tntduo#c!quackity#c!wilbur soot#arties#c!quackity fanart#c!wilbur soot fanart#dsmp fanart#tntduo
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Okay challenge mode. You are a therapist and Eridan Ampora from Homestuck has just walked right out of his intro page into your office. How do you fix him?
put him and karkat in a room with a pile of stuff and tell them they can't leave until they've jumped into it and talked about their feelings
#realtalk therapy doesnt work unless the person getting the therapy puts in the effort to make it work#eridan starts the comic in complete and utter denial that he's in need of help#so there's really nothing i nor any stranger could do about that#HOWEVER he does talk to karkat often about his feelings (and vice versa) and#the reason they didnt hang out during the game seems to be#1) they were on separate teams and didnt realize the teams were the same team until later on#2) by then it was too late and eridan had aggro'd all his angels#3) gamzee was deliberately keeping eridan away from karkat and vice versa (likely bc gamzee had a palecrush on kk)#4) karkat was too busy falling victim to his own insecurities abt being a leader to pay attention to his actual friendships#4a) eg. it shouldve been the time player doing the frog hunt with kanaya & not the blood player#like im not saying moirallegiance with karkat would have fixed all of eridans problems but i am saying#what eridan really needed was a friend who took his problems seriously and could see past his bullshitting#and karkat already WAS that friend - they just never hung out#so by the time the meteor rolls around eridan has spent WEEKS feeling abandoned anxious and alone on his death planet#and karkat has gotten used to not thinking about eridan too much#so karkat - who is basically eridans only actual friend at that point - isnt able to get through to him & eridan snaps#like the thing about sburb/homestuck is that it really stresses the importance of friendship and working together#letting each other help with each others' problems#thats why the smallest viable game is still two people by necessity#so when we see things like gamzee snapping or eridan snapping or vriska snapping#as much as these are the 'fault' of the person snapping they also need to be viewed as comprehensive team failures#the people who should have spent the game together didnt and the people who shouldnt have spent the game together did#vriska was allowed to bully tf outta tavros and nobody intervened#eridan was left all alone and nobody tried to help him#and everybody was mean to gamzee and nobody tried to connect with him#and you know whose job it is to make sure the right people are hanging out together? the blood player#and unfortunately our blood player was so insecure that he was doing jobs that werent his to do#im not saying pale erikar would fix homestuck but i am saying pale erikar is a symptom of things being fixed in homestuck
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that one very important meme...
#pokespe#pokemon#pokespe blue#pokespe yellow#my art#I've never remembered a ship name in my life I'm so sorry#I have to get up for my first day back at work in like 5 hours and I'm anxious so this was more important...#I don't feel less anxious just more tired 👍👍👍#silver week rly got my brain kicking about pokespe but Im still too stuck in zeldaland dfhudsj
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babpy.
#pizza tower#peppino#arts#mine#happy pride; heres a little otter for u#hes like very early 20s here#happy and unbothered before the Horrors happened#it is NOT his 30s bc he needs to exude raw dilf energy by that point#but for now he is anxious and sweet and awkward#not that i dont draw him like that already but its like 10x here#its PALPABLE#okay mwah i will hopefully come back w more than just sketches that mean nothing skjfsdjkfdhfhsk#i have LITERALLY been on this commission for WEEKS i need someone to take me out back and put me out of my misery i swear#im going to finish the lines TODAY like i cant be this person i cant keep coming back to this fucking comm w no progress ill simply Die#its like singlehandedly preventing me from doing anything else; its making a mental block waaaaaaaau#but i feel like i am breaking through it today. at least i HOPE i am sdkjfsdjkfjsdkf#um if u are still here ilu. send me some anons; i want to be chatty but the messages i have feel like i need to respond w essays#and i literally. cannot.#at least until i get my head screwed on properly again
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Commission done for Lilly, for her future project "As Loud As A Whisper, As Silent As A Scream".
You can find Lilly here - https://liluger4e.carrd.co/ Thank you so much for Commissioning!! 💕💕💕
#klance#lance mcclain#keith kogane#voltron legendary defender#voltron#klance fanart#is everyone as sad and anxious as me?#like man life is a streak of coping mechanisms#also posting comms is sitll weird#but on the other hand as im writing this tag i realize i have plenty kinda-finished kl pieces i still want to post like for a year#and still havent#so i guess picking a moment to post is just a general issue not only comms related#i hope yall having an amazing day!!
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I REALLY wanna ask in the sfth discords qna if the boys still have the flowers I gave them but like I don't wanna seem annoying but there was just so many people (my parents especially) that said they would hate it and throw it away and what not and my anxiety is getting to me because I'm like "shit what if they hate it and they don't want it, WHAT IF THEY THREW IT AWAY??" like AJs flower was damaged when I gave it to him so like idk but I know they didn't hate it since they posed with the flowers and what not BUT THE THOUGHT STILL PLAYS IN MY MIND LIKE WHAT IF THEY THINK I WAS WEIRD FOR THAT IDK GUYS
#im just really anxious and scared i completely fucked EVERYTHJNG up#im just glad this panic is WAY after sept so it didnt ruin the experience i got#BUT ITS STILL SCARY LIKE WHAT IF THEY THINK IM WEIRD OR SMTH#WHAT IF THEY THREW IT AWAY BECAUSE THEY HATED IT#im really anxious guys im just being overdramatic but its just IFKWODJWKDJEN IDKKK#shoot from the hip#sfth#sfthpost#shootimpro#sfth luke#luke manning#sfth sam#alexander jeremy#tom mayo#sfth aj#sfth tom#sam russell
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I feel like now is a good time to announce that I’m in the process of moving blogs! Im doing so for a few reasons, the main one being paranoia, so for that reason I won’t be saying my new urls publicly so like please dm me if you’d like my new url so you can follow me there! I’ll be reblogging this post a lot so ppl can see it (so sorry if you get annoyed by that)!
I’m also remaking my discord account as well so if we’re friends on there then feel free to message me for my new username!
friends and mutuals please do reblog so shared friends/mutuals have a higher chance seeing it!
#whimsy whispers#I’m just like ahdjfjjg#I’ve been considering remaking blogs for a few years now (as some of you may know) and like simply changing urls isn’t enough#no matter how many times I chnage urls the paranoia won’t go away and I think that starting a new blog is the best choice#idk what to do if my newest blog gets found by the ppl I’m paranoid about like idk the odds of that are low (I hope) alas I’m still anxious#about it#for some slight context: I’ve had several people now pop up in my life pretending to be other people/several people and while I’ve blocked#then on every social media account I interacted with them in im still paranoid about them lurking#and then like there’s other reasons to remake as well#I’m tired of this blog like I love it it’s been fun but I think starting over will be nice#tbh this is the longest I’ve had a blog without remaking I usually remake accounts every so often#I don’t intend to remake my next blog like at all but like agdhjfjg I have a habit of getting bored of accounts and staring over (usually#this applies to art accounts like y’all wouldn’t believe how many deviantart accounts I’ve had)#uhhhh idk I’ve been rambling for too long#I have this in drafts rn but you should be seeing this post soon
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why must they be made to face the horrors
#look im a serial horror and fictional torture enjoyer. going through togainu no chi when keisuke did the screwdriver thing i cheered#but youji .... youji... he's just a sick anxious boy please leave him be#PLEASE LET HIM BE HAPPY#finished THREE routes (zenya makoto tetsuo 1) and im still like . damn just be omegaverse just let youji be an omega or some shit PLEASE#BUT BUT BUT SWEET POOL IS SO BEAUTIFUL ID SAY IT'S THE SCARIEST N+C GAME IVE PLAYED SO FAR#like tnc is set in a war torn world and akira a child soldier. sldm set in a messed up city and towa a hedonistic masochist. the stuff thst#are happening to them. are to be expected#youji . HE'S JUST A KID WITH LUNG PROBLEMS BRO. HE'S ALWAYS ANXIOUS AND FEELING GUILTY AND REGRETFUL#gonna finish the game once work is done. i need to read up essays on this#sweet pool#sweet pool youji#sweet pool tetsuo#youji sakiyama#tetsuo shironuma#n+c#nitro+chiral#my art#tetsuyou
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