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how to cure the sudden onset of horrible and inexplicable rage
#bobbi babbling#ive tried punching my mattress and screaming and jumping around and throwing pillows#im still furious#there’s literally no reason for it either#it’s just because i have fucking BPD#i’m so angry#my voice is too high i sound like a girl and i cant hit any of yhe notes i want#and the singer is a woman! and she has a deeper voice than i do!!!#i hate my voice!#and my parents dont give a shit about anything i have to say but they expect me to just listen to them#and be the perfect obedient little puppet of a daughter#they didnt even do anything actually. they just dont care about music or stranger things so they dont listen when i talk about either#but they don’t care about ANYTHING i say! they dont even care about ME or what makes me happy!#all my dad cares about is if im STUDYING#I DONT WANT TO STUDYY IM ANGRY#I HATE EVERYBODY AND I HATE MYSELF#i want everybody to just go away#i want them all to just fucking die!#no i dont. thats bad. i dont want them to die.#I HATE EVERYTHING#I WANNA JUMP OUT A WINDOW#I HATE EVERYONE#i hate having fucking BPD what is WRONG with me#WHY AM I SO ANGRY?!#bpd posting#and im so unremarkable#everyone is better than me#everyone is talented at SOMETHING#everyone else is special#why am i not remarkable at anything
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ok i have to turn down my rage a bit my chest is hurting
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waht the fuck is with white women tone policing me!!!!!!!! enough!! im not aggressive or disrespectful ur just a pussy!!!!!!!!!!!
#fox.txt#tbd maybe#irl ventng#my manager didnt like my tone#and i literally got pulled off the floor into the office over it#im still furious
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oooooooooough i love you i love you i love you!!!! hand in loving hand !!!!!!
#mine#cats#i was like losing it over th colouring yesterday like this SUCKS and then looked at it 2day n was like. anyway#ive been unstoppable since ive figured out how 2 do glowy things#me n my partner went ice skating this evening !! so so fun#i love how girls will just peacefully hang out in the centre ice doing spins n boys will fast and furious skate around at 100mph#like we dont need to be doing all that#as soon as i see a boy w hockey skates enter the ice i am now leaving the ice#anyway....i got a slightly dubious fantasy audiobook 2day we will....see...how it is#whenever i read a fantasy book written by a man my hackles are up i am scenting the air i am growling#have i finished assassins fate u ask.....no :3#its been sitting at 30% for like 4 months i cant bring myself 2 read more KJBDSSK#there is like so much book left. so much that can go wrong#i will finish it soon i prommy i prommy...n then listen 2 th tawny man audiobooks :3#ngl this fitz n fool trilogy isnt super doing it 4 me im not finding it as Invigorating for sm reason#still good !! but def my least fave of th three trilogies#anyway. i am going 2 bed
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How much trouble would I get into if I turned in this assignment with Ethical Standard 7.04 (about not asking students to disclose personal information) attached to it?
Teachers who set extremely personal topics for class presentations are the worst.
Analyze yourself according to all the theories we've discussed and present your development to the class.
Excuse?
#She's cutting marks for no reason already :3#Im still furious#(person who analyzed meredith grey instead and very much is not presenting her own personality so she should not care so much but she does)#Please please please can i get better teachers next semester#At least it's almost over. There's that.#This semester was bad. But it's almost over. *repeats again and again*
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#overwatch#overwatch 2#moira#moira o'deorain#magma moira#I like to imagine shes an elemental or a tiefling or something? i dont know fantasy stuff too well#and she was cursed to be constantly burning. like that uhm. baldurs gate character.. i think thats her issue right#shes also way more angry/feral than normal moira but still has her intelligence. just like. absolutely furious. and lashes out on people#also im gonna draw her with huntress junkerqueen later teehee#CRYPTCOOP ART
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Dysfunctional family au— showdown aftermath, one week later
#art-zu#animation vs animator#animator vs animation#Dysfunctional family au#I decided to name the au dysfunctional family au cuz why not#This is the au where blue hour happened#Not entirely canon in the au just yet im still not sure if i wanna keep this scenario or not#But i drew it anyway cuz i was having thoughts#I hope its very clear that chosen wanted to strangle second here#Cuz what do you mean you dont know you dont know our brother died? You dont know you killed my brother? My brother my first best friend my#little brother you killed him and you do not have the decency to remember it? How dare you how dare you how dare you how dare you how dare y#Anyways second broke down. Chosen comforted them and sent them to sleep all the while he's mad at second. Mad at dark. Mad at dark for how#second turned like this. Mad at himself for letting this happen. Just mad mad mad mad mad mad seething furious upset vitriol in his blood#Poison in his lungs hole in his heart and it aches it aches it aches it aches it aches it aches it aches it ach#Anyways i swear im normal BAHHAHAHAH
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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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throwback to the time i got really into making touhou outfits in the animal crossing design maker, despite it being incredibly frustrating to use
#touhou#animal crossing#im still proud of that yukari one. no fucking idea what possessed me to make it possible tho#im replaying it now and trying really hard to make a good reimu and its not going well!!!!!!!#also im furious that the keyboard for animal crossing will not let me search with japanese text#i know you can do it#i know its fucking possible#but you need to close the game and change the language in system settings before the game will let you#it lets me type in RUSSIAN but not hiragana??? the fuck
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THEY GAVE THE MONEY BACK TO THE GOVERNMENT??? YOU IDIOTS!!! YOU FOOLS!!!! THAT GOVERNMENT SET YOU UP WITH WHAT THEY THOUGHT WAS AN ACTIVELY DANGEROUS AND MALIGNANT ALIEN CREATURE AND ALSO ALMOST GOT YOU KILLED BY MULTIPLE ASSASSINS THE FUCK YOU MEAN YOU GAVE MOST OF IT BACK!!!
#YALL COULD HAVE JUST KEPT IT AND DONATED THE SHIT OUT OF IT AND STILL STAYED CHILL#IM FURIOUS#i literally paused and put my head in my hands#assassination classroom
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things that could’ve saved outsiders 2016:
• gave the farrell women leg hair wtf
• gave hasil + sally ann the most screen time. by a big fucking margin
• explored the farrell’s culture more instead of just showing a couple mountain parties and shallow expressions of a nebular sort of ‘worship’ for their depthless folksy religion
• made big foster’s rape an actual plot point with narrative weight and consequence instead of using it as a graphic pre-intro sting and then never giving him any notable trauma or feelings on it at all nor have him even mention it to the rest of the family
• gave krake the second most screen time
• had even a single person acknowledge the farrell <- -> feral thing that would’ve been funny
• made kyle gallner wear a collar and bark like a dog
#just my own thoughts and feelings as i rewatch episode 9 of season 2#outsiders wgn#my posts#i was gonna put my biggest gripe from this particular episode but i don’t want to spoil it 4 my pals#just know im still furious and if i had watched this as it was coming out i would have contemplated dropping it for that alone! :)#text#cw rape
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I got these earbuds that dull loud noises and guys it turns out I am a very cheerful person with SO much patience and energy and I have such a fun time being alive
#i was at a concert and i was in that building for like 3 hours and was like :D the whole time#in any other circumstances i would have been exhausted and furious after 20 minutes. it was SO loud in there#when i came out i was STILL happy and vibing. i had no desire to bite out anybodys throat. guys im nice actually did we know this?
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TVDu was all 'family is really important to the Mikaelsons, they have a whole saying about it' only to turn around and be like oh yeah that only applies to three of the siblings though !?! what!!?! how dare you!!
#TVDu#The Mikaelsons#Klaus Mikaelson#Elijah Mikaelson#Rebekah Mikaelson#Kol Mikaelson#Finn Mikaelson#Henrik Mikaelson#Freya Mikaelson#the audacity!! as someone with 8 siblings im furious that they act like only half the family matters#youre telling me their baby brother died and they got turned into monsters as a result and they never talk about it?!? wheres the grief?#the underlying blame? the tension that never really goes away? wheres the blatant gap left from their brother being gone?#and from finn being in a box???? like it should have mattered they should have been a family#it shouldnt have just been about klaus elijah and rebekah kol has like 1 bonding scene with rebekah 2 with klaus and none with anyone else?#finn gets treated like a stranger and the only positive sibling interaction he has is with freya??#im literally writing this after suddenly writing a drabble where klaus and kol bond because i am incensed#theyre siblings goddammit!! even when there are siblings youre closer to and some youre distant with youre still siblings you still#care and interact with each other wtf like im not saying vampirism wouldnt warp my sibling relationships it would#but those bonds would still be there to be warped and twisted by time and betrayal fck you
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Do you don’t mind if people steal your art? Because I have been seeing a lot recently, or do they need too give credit? By the way I love your art style I am just seeing it everywhere
i get a lot of asks about this and its not that i don’t mind (why i don’t respond very often) but that atm i don’t have the energy to fight this.
speaking from experience these things cost energy to track down and resolve, not to speak of how it’s upsetting to really contemplate the actions of the reposter.
im already upset about a lot of things constantly.
i want My work to do well and i suppose as long as my original stuff is getting plenty of attention I am fed. i have internal rules I follow for handling this. if the account is small i don’t bother. if they credited me via a direct at I don’t bother.
ideally people would credit me and i have also told people too in the past if they ask.
#ppl should know that im exhausted from work#im unhappy in this fandom space#a lot of my energy is focused on twtter and trying to get my stuff to do well again over there#and it does sap a chunk of my energy to witness stuff i wanna see explode repeatedly not#and have to be okay with it#its very easy for my as an artist to lose my sense of grounded-ness#i suppose i say all this bc if i sat down and began thinking#the fandom space shat on me has repeatedly attempted to push me out#and now ppl are stealing my work without giving me credit whilst they dance and praise similar artists#im gonna be fking mad im gonna be furious#but i also again work longer than a 9-5 most days#and i still need time to draw#i dont wanna stew in shtty emotions for longer than necessary or ideally at all#i know a lot of ppl care on my behalf#and i am sure its frustrating to see me not care as much#but i care about other things#if u really wanna support me then shut down the conversations that disparage me#then support my progress videos#the fight for me is not happening with the reposters
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LITERALLY my first car that was totaled was tiny and i was on a completely empty 5 lane road coming home from work at night and the guy that hit me was driving one of those huge fuckass trucks and decided to go directly actoss all five lanes of traffic and fucking smushed the hood of my car into the ground because he “didn’t see me”
#and im still so furious about that to this day that car was perfect and i would absolutely still be driving it today if he hadnt fucking#totaled it. UGHHHHHHHH#and you know the first thing i did about it after the dust had cleared and i was just waiting for the cops to get there to file a report?#post about it on tumblr 😎
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[id: a brightly colored digital drawing of rin kagamine as depicted in the shinjinrui music video. she's drawn from a low angle, laughing and reaching towards the viewer while pushing back her hood and crouching. the background is a solid yellow, with "wanted!" written in all caps in a repeating pattern on one side and an enlarged copy of the drawing's line art on the other. /end id]
#if the colors show up weird im going 2 be SO mad neways . vocacolle banger#furious fists#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#rin kagamine#kagamine rin#still dont know how 2 tag voca art WHO CARE
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