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beforethepoison · 1 year

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Daniel Wu | CM - Character Media

#daniel wu #im still catching my breath #my JESUS LORD #crush #that daniel wu #megababe

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months

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no ones ever gonna understand how much i love daigo doin this stupid shit after dissolving the tojo

#snap chats #is this a gaiden spoiler. its been like five months catch up you nerds #ANYWAYYYYY NOO I LOVE HIM ....... this whole bit is like four seconds long but i love it so much #i just reminded myself i should probably make gaiden/y8 videos for daigo.. i'll make it a JP/ENG comp or somethn.. one day #not soon tho like its barely anything since he's not in those games Long At All but still. im lazy 💀#excuse me while i gush about daigo for twenty minutes now because hehee HE'S SO CUTE I CAN'T GET OVER IT #this is literally the middle aged equivalent of going yippee like YOU CAN TELL HE'S SO RELIEVED IT'S SO CUTE #got the energy of a student with crippling anxiety after they somehow get through giving a presentation without throwing up #AND his lil smile ......... thank you gaiden you made me wanna eat drywall with daigo's sad puppy dog eyes about kiryu #and then immediately made up for it a minute later #sorry i keep scrolling up to look at him and i love him so much. what if i threw up #i dont like using babygirl lightly but this is actually the most Babygirl frame of him ever ive decided #thats my boy .... i love my boy so much ..... he's so cute ... come so far in life congratulations king ..... ily ...#him lookin up at the sky for a minute just to breathe i know he thankin god for the fact he somehow isnt dead yet #im gonna ignore the fact all of this was for naught so i dont bash my head against a wall anyway stan daigo #im gonna be sick i love him so much #if i redraw this later shut up. i love him...#this is why i try not to look at cutscenes anymore cause when i do i feel my brain being put in a microwave and start to melt #its not my fault i love my guys so much .... ok bye i have work to do ....#and then when i finish that work i can go back to loving my guys YAAAAAY !!!!!!!

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corrienteallita · 1 month

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What's this? 3 text posts in one day?

Well because everything fucking hurts and it's been hurting for two fucking weeks now THANKS COVID YOU FUCKING SUCK

#i have covid #text post #covid is still a thing #tw covid #tw: covid #its like flu but 10x worse #every part of me is just aching #im so tired #struggling to catch my breath #fucking sucks man #delete later #text ramble #non sims

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mariocki · 2 months

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Honor Blackman guest stars as art expert Syd Lewis in Saber of London: Deep in the Heart of Chelsea (1.3, NBC, 1957)

#fave spotting #honor blackman #cathy gale #saber of london #the vise #the avengers #classic tv #deep in the heart of chelsea #1957 #nbc #so im visiting parents for a week or two and taking the opportunity to catch up on my old tv watching as i have access to my beloved #dvd collection. Saber was one of the final network releases I've located (after‚ i might say‚ a long long search for a reasonably priced #copy). so. the story of Saber of London. (deep breath). SoL is really a development of The Vise; for more on the needlessly complex history #of that series you can follow the appropriate tag above. in short The Vise was a crime anthology made specifically for US tv but produced #in the UK using brit actors writers and directors. the recurring character of Mark Saber was popular enough that the show eventually became #The Vise: Mark Saber; it then became Saber of London. some sources still regard this show as essentially being a later series of The Vise #(and it does still use the og theme tune over the end credits) but considering the title change and (crucially) the fact that SoL saw the #series move from ABC to NBC‚ im gonna consider this its own self contained show and number the episodes accordingly (ie. this is series 1 o #Saber of London not series 5 or 7 (depending on your counting) of The Vise). anyway now that's all out of the way.#there's little material difference between this series and the slightly earlier The Vise: Mark Saber episodes besides new titles and a #different introductory spiel from star Donald Gray. our hero is still a plucky private detective undertaking modest cases that the show's #budget will allow. this ep concerns art forgeries and an attempt to trap the criminals responsible‚ which means Saber must call on an art #expert to help authenticate the works. enter Honor! not yet a star‚ Honor did have a decade of acting experience behind her #which is maybe reflected in the fact that she's given an unusually meaty part for a woman in this series: she's neither victim nor love #interest (which are the usual roles) but a witty and intelligent source of assistance to the hero.#unlike The Vise episodes (which could take up to a decade to appear in the uk if they did at all) SoL appears to have had a fairly regular #slot from Granada about two years after the show's US premier. this ep would have been seen by uk audiences in 1959

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savage-rhi · 2 months

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Having a B3 overdose be like

#for the record im okay now #but an hour ago i thought i was dying of an allergic reaction #i felt like a vampire stepping out into the sun and catching fire #my whole face chest upper back elbows arms had red patches like hives #no itching no swelling no dizziness could still breathe and blood pressure was good #but i felt like i dived into a pool of lava #i seriously thought “oh shit this is spontaneous human combustion im gonna end up in a ripleys believe it or not special.”#“guess ill die!”#still monitoring symptoms in case i gotta hit the er tonight but I'm feeling better #ive been taking b3 for a long time and never had a response like this maybe my body is thinking fuck this shit we're done #i checked off everything ive drank and eaten today and listed my meds im confident its this shit #still gonna go to the docs tomorrow for a follow up #but if i can dodge a 10000+ ER charge to the medical debt i already carry imma do that #im too impoverished for the weewoo mobile guys #murica for ya #anyway if you take b3 watch your six on this shit #(i know i gotta take it seriously but seeing the humor and making fun of myself helps me cope)#magenta is my vent word

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binders-and-beanies · 3 months

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Was given the day off bc I had a panic attack so violent I almost passed out and can’t remember some of it and I think it’s just very telling that what I’m getting out of this is unironically “yippeeee free day off I feel like a king”

#like im still physically catching my breath an hour later #and my main thought process is ‘if I were still in retail I would have to just keep going’#guy who has a negative amount of spoons for the day and it’s not even noon: I legiterally feel like a billionaire rn #yes I will still be working at least most of the day #mine #txt #personal

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moni-logues · 10 days

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I just walked an hour to uni for my first day of classes and it literally looks like I fucking SWAM here 😭 I am SO wet

AND I fucking fell over up the hill, didn't I 😭

#moni logs #can only get better from here? she asks hopefully #also wetly and sweatily and panting cause she's still trying to catch her breath #im not joking when i say i am D R I P P I N G with sweat #its rolling down my face as i type this

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solasan · 1 year

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hm. astarion getting caught staring at alarice from across the camp while she strums on her lute. send tweet

#shes working on a FILTHY ballad for karlach's yay-i-can-touch-again celebration n singing under her breath #astarion's reading n trying not to look at her bc Protection Has Been Acquired so really why does he NEED to look at her #except she sings very prettily even if the lyrics r obscene. n the campfire is caught in her hair. n her fingers are so gentle on that lute #wyll catches him. btw. hes so >:) abt it #OOUGH i need to write something im ripping the wallpaper off with my teeth im going insane #ch: alarice silversong #sh: i was put together wrong (still i was made for you)#bg3 posting /

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soft-girl-musings · 1 year

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i stg if I've caught covid bc my dad was bad at quarantining/distancing himself I am going to be so mad

#i catch an upper respiratory thing like one every other month its kinda my brand #so im hoping this is that/my body punishing me for not sleeping enough and not the Plague #no idea why he was still going to the office unmasked when he's been sharing a room with my mom?? like sir what did you breathe on #im angry and anxious until i can grab a test hopefully my frustration is misplaced and im just Normal Sick #shouting into the void here

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weedsinavacantlot · 5 months

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Wow..... day with no urgent deadlines... I made it...

#m #the last like year at my job and first year of school felt like a nonstop point to point race #and i still have things to do. but this feels like the first time in a very long tim where i can catch my breath #very long tim..... im not going back to edit that tag

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anantplayingdnd · 3 months

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oh my god I opened word to work on the escher fic and the entire most recent draft of it was just totally gone and i almost started crying but i managed to find it in temp files and i'm like still about to start crying but out of relief this time.

anyways here's a snippet of it because i am just so relieved it isn't all gone.

for anyone wondering, it's an origin story of sorts for our favorite little twink. in my game, before he met strahd, the love of his life was Arden, a member of the Keepers of the Feather.

#curse of strahd #dungeons and dragons #escher #writers on tumblr #dungeon master #wereraven #mlm #gang im still struggling to catch my breath. that was awful. this is why i normally write on google docs.#still a little ways to go with this and since i've never posted my writing on tumblr i do want to make a somewhat good impression #these are the things i use my college degree in creative writing for.

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pearlpool · 6 months

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hm.

#been feeling very irritable and negative lately to the point where ive been catching myself getting really frustrated with my dear friends #like i just saw something a friend said and i literally went 'oh my god who gives a fuck' out loud under my breath #and i feel incredibly guilty about it #choosing to blame academia but it literally makes me wanna cry. like i feel like a terrible person and friend #and before you ask. yes i ate yes i had a full nights sleep yes i left my room today yes im drinking water #and its still happening #idk i just cant stop complaining and feeling so DONE with everyone #i just. really thought i was getting better :/#oh well. i guess #ugh i just. UGH last night i talked so much shit about truly one of my closest friends. and its like okay they kinda deserved it #because what they did was shitty #but im literally perpetuating my own worst fear. which is being secretly disliked by those closest to me #:((( AGH.#diary

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mycological-mariner · 2 years

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Happy (late) Christmas, I found the Trafalgar sketch

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#it’s the ‘im sure the 30 or 40 grinning sailors won’t breathe a word of it’ that cracks me up #anyways #I love this series #special place for me #first heard an episode airing online wayyyy back during a particularly violent Christmas when I still lived at home #so it was just me and these shitty staticy headphones hiding in the kitchen while the house was on figurative fire #and it made me laugh #ofc I didn’t understand a lot of it - British English is weird especially through those shit headphones #but it was airing online and I remember getting cut with a shard of #piece of glass from a bottle or a glass #but this show is so comfy to me #john finnemore #jfsp #battle of trafalgar #thomas hardy #horatio nelson #kismet #elephants to catch eels came on right after this too lol #can’t find that ANYWHERE not even old recordings!#where’s my sitcom about smugglers!?#Youtube

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bakatenshii · 1 year

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no context 3am dragging (me through the pits of hell)

@theygottheircages ?!?????

#baka bants #im still catching my breath from this #im #mildly in shock #the gears in my brain are screeching from going into overdrive #theyre overheating #i can feel smoke coming out every crevice of my body #i have no words.#i have no defence.#i am literally gasping for air #i like men who can kill me so whAAAAAt #one mental breakdown aaay from writing a Warning: Major Character Death fic #(by mental breakdown i mean epiphany. one of these days smth is gonna click in my brain. my third eye will open.)#(this is not a threat this is /positive)

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pepprs · 1 year

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feeling misery and despair about going back to work btw. im trying to suppress it and i did a good job but the inevitable is inevitable

#purrs #i had like 3 massive breakdowns at the end of the week incl one on friday when i was off. and then i was like ok. i am literally weak and sh #shaking from all of that let me just pretend none of it happened. and i did!!! i pretended so well that i have felt basicslly normal all #weekend. i played a lot of video games and i even went out twice.. once to a chorus concert on campus (which is big bc being on campus ummmm #is deeply agitating to me rn ♥️) and today to home depot w my family to wander around the plants and hear the birds. i am suppressing things #and i know i am but if i don’t think about thst i feel so normal. except now it’s 11:16 on a sunday night and i have work tomorrow. and i #know most of the horrors are over but there are still so many more fucking horrors ahead. saying goodbye to people i love and anniversaries #of things happening including today being the 4 year anniversary of a certain email lol. and i can FEEL the difference. the way my stomach #is in knots bc weekends are only so long (even long ones) and i can only hold back the horrors for a little while. it’s all temporary. augh.#i literally need like a whole month off i think. idk. work stuff has fucked up my mental health beyond belief this year and it’s so sad bc t #this is my dream job but im in so much mental pain and physical exhaustion constantly and they beget themselves and by the end of the week #im miserable. but the semester is about to end. but what if it doesn’t get better bc EVERY single god damn time we talk about how it’s gonna #get better it quite literally gets worse lol 💖 i can’t im not strong enough. coming up on 5 years here and im not fucking strong enough!#but i will heal eventually i think. i just need the horrors to cease for long enough for me to catch my breath (and other redacted things ♥️

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kingtankgirl · 10 months

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nothing quite like working in a grocery store during holiday times with a persistent cold for the past week to make ur suicidal ideation relapse as fuck

#like im fine but my god i am so sore all over and i cant catch my breath and im still working 40 hrs a week n lifting 40lb boxes all day #its just hard to be disabled and working a full time job this physical but then im sick on top of it n its like lol ok!#n my fucking symptoms wont improve even tho my housemates r over it cuz i just literally cant give my body enough rest lmaooo #im fine but i do hope i pass peacefully in my sleep tonight. that wld be preferable to coming in to work tmrw. to be clear #god if ur listening--

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