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áą..áą - The Half of It (2020)
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â© Personal Rating: 8.3/10
â© IMDb Rating: 6.9/10
#the half of it#the half of it 2020#2020#netflix#ellie chu#for the gays fr#leah lewis#aster#paul munsky#pauls a himbo i fear#im sorry yk im right#movie#movies#film
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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend#but ya i love them i loge them so much#i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back#and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal#while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least#acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger đ#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and#ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite#magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series#its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less đ«¶#HAHAHAHAH#ugh.love . lovee i wish#i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here#but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever#i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in#everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch#and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng#but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like đ. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok#hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.đat least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk#imso tired im tired#but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g#get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive#atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k#idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheeseeđžđž
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WHAT AM I MEANT TO SAY WHEN PEOPLE ASK ABOUT MY HOBBIES LIKE OH. IM VERY OBSESSED WITH AN IMPROV GROUP FROM LONDON. YEAH WHEN I THINK ABOUT THEM I SMILE LIKE A MANIAC AND IâVE CRIED BECAUSE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
#like what am I meant to say when people ask me what Iâve been up to!??!! đđđ âbeen making lots of gay fan edits of aubergine farmersâ#help#/lh#shoot from the hip#all caps#I love fandom being what I do for fun donât get me wrong I love it SO MUCH#but like#People I know irl can be very judgemental and Iâm not used to sharing it with people yk#But itâs like my only obsession right now and people I know irl are confused as to why I seemingly donât have an obsession rn đđ#Because Iâm scared lol#Like thereâs nothing weird about it really#but idk#Anyway we stay silly :3#Iâve shared it with people who donât think itâs weird/already knew im weird#BUT IM TALKING ABOUT IT MORE AND ITS GOOD#anyway sorry for rambling in the tags#This is a silly /lh post lol (/gen)
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yknowwww there is something... deeply uncomfortable about the way mel never speaks directly to viktor in the 'build hextech weapons' scene. she really only speaks to jayce. plenty of people have pointed this out already but like the one scene they actually share a meaningful interaction and she treats him like he's beneath her. all this after jayce has emphasized how important viktor is, that hextech is theirs, together. she unequivocally ices him out, there's no other way to interpret this scene. the way it's shot too - from viktor's perspective, looking up at her, as though to reinforce the same belief in him. like he doesn't even bother expecting respect from her - or anyone from the upper echelon of piltover. he's fully accustomed to being dehumanized by everyone around him at this point. sometimes even by jayce, despite the trust they clearly have in each other.
then of course after this scene is viktor experimenting on himself. it's pretty clear that he has internalized his own dehumanization. crazy.
#dont open these tags unless you want to read an essay im so serious#quick disclaimer i do properly ship jayvik as of s2e9 aha#sorry abt the like. spam. but yk this what rewatching an insanely detailed show with fresh eyes does to a mfer#arcane#.txt#i think mel and jayce (among others) both exhibit the same kind of casual classism#jayce somewhat more obviously with his whole 'the zaunites are dangerous' spiel#and mel more subtly. its in the way she shows very little concern for the plight of the undercity until yk. it explodes in her face#she's been on the council for a decade. has done little but rub elbows with the elites of piltover and amass her own fortune#pretty clear she hasn't so much as blinked at the horrific state of zaun. this makes her a very willing participant in its oppression fyi#and then of course her treatment of viktor#ive seen it pretty heavily debated and i don't really see any reason to deny or defend these actions of hers#likewise when jayce accosts viktor and reprimands him for going to the undercity or makes a hextech weapon there's no reason to excuse him#these are clear examples of classist behaviour and i dont think it does anybody any favours to ignore it#jayvik#<-tagged bc those who do not want to read criticism of or about mel will likely have it blocked#im not here to stir the pot thanks#there's also something a bit kooky about the idea of 2 privileged rich kids commiserating about the sad state of the undercity#meanwhile a literal resident of said undercity whose perspective they could REALLY use is dying in a lab using his own body to try and#cure a common zaunite ailment/disease#meanwhile they wont help until they feel piltover is 'safe' (aka has WMDs to use against any perceived threat aha....)#anyway#its all very complicated and i dont doubt that their intentions were good (...mostly) but the road to hell and all that#it just rly bothers me that viktor was like. right there. a wealth of insight into zaun. and neither jayce nor mel even bother engaging him
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james calls remus the alpha wolf prove me wrong
#sorry idk why im posting brainrot today#i just felt like it#it feels right yk#marauders brainrot is real#idk if its a good or bad thing though#marauders#james potter#remus lupin#the marauders
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long overdue second dbhwks fic (2.8k)
SLAVED AWAY at this for days (i didnt. i could have done it in one but i procrastinated so much itâs unbelievable. but heres some food) quite happy w how it came out too if i do say so myself,, hope u enjoy!! đ«¶
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âSorry Iâm late.â Dabi. Heâs picked the damn lock again.Â
âOh my god, do you seriously not know how to knock?â Hawks calls back, practically skipping into the living room.Â
âDonât wanna stand around outside your door like a creep, thanks,â deadpans the villain. Hawks rolls his eyes.
âYou look like more of a creep picking the lock, but sure. Come here.â
He takes Dabi by the hand and leads him toward the couch. His fingers are warm, like usual. God, has Hawks missed that. Between hero work, villainy, and conflicting schedules theyâd barely had time to see each other and, man, was it miserable. It takes everything in him not to bowl Dabi over with an absolutely suffocating embrace - itâd probably kill the man.Â
Dabi raises his eyebrows. âYou cleaned?âÂ
Hawks had expected Dabi to notice, but not point it out, so heâs a little caught off guard by the halfway-question. âOh, yeah,â he says, a fraction sheepishly, âIs it too much?â
âMm, no, looks good,â Dabi smirks, âMakes a nice change from all the crap youâve usually got lying around.â Hawks hits him playfully and he laughs, clear and smooth, not at all like the peals brimming with malice heâd usually hear from Dabi.
âUuugh, I hate you, leave me alone,â he complains. When Dabiâs eyebrows raise again, Hawks pulls a face and adds, âIâm a busy man! I donât have time to clean!â
âYeah, yeah, whatever. Iâm flattered.â
He sits Dabi down on the couch, maybe a little too eagerly, and comes down to straddle the taller manâs lap.Â
âYouâre so pretty,â he whispers, before pressing his lips to Dabiâs with an urgency that only comes from being deprived of seeing oneâs lover for far too long. Dabi loosens underneath Hawks and they quickly fall into a long practised pattern, all pretences dropped for this moment of touch-starved tenderness. Nothing exists outside of this room, everything is so warm, and Hawks melts even more when he feels Dabi smile against his lips.
âSeems like someone missed me,â murmurs the villain, voice sleek and low. The response is simply a hand laced through the dyed-black hair at the back of Dabiâs head, taking hold of him and pulling him closer with nothing short of absolute need. In turn, Dabiâs hands find the small of Hawksâ back, and heat begins to pool in his stomach as they slowly threaten to sneak closer to the bases of his wings. And his lips are warm, so warm, and he always seems to know exactly what to do with them to make Hawks collapse like putty in his hands. For a crazed villain who incinerates shit for fun, Dabiâs a fucking good kisser.Â
âŠAnd a tease, apparently! Hawks knows that Dabi knows how badly he wants this, and how long heâs been waiting - yet he still seems to be taking his sweet time. He can feel the villain absently tracing circles into his back, with the same pace as his mouth is working against Hawksâ. The little shit. He knows exactly what heâs doing; well, two can play at that game. Hawks takes it as a challenge, takes Dabiâs scarred face between his hands, and takes control. He presses closer, kissing the man with some previously unseen vigour, practically forcing him to match the increased pace. A little wave of triumph passes through Hawks as he hears Dabiâs breath catch in the back of his throat, nearly silent, but theyâre close enough that nothing can really go unheard. Feeling like heâs succeeded, Hawks goes to indulge further, perhaps elicit some more reactions like that, when he feels Dabiâs hand leave his back. Before he can register it properly, the hand is upon his chest, pushing with some insistence. Hawks pulls away, panicked.
âOh, shit, fuck, sorry, was that too much?â
The arm Dabi has outstretched towards Hawksâ chest slackens slightly, as do his facial features. He doesnât reply, but rather his lips part and his eyes glaze over, forming an expression so laced with vulnerability that Hawks is almost taken aback - though, he canât dwell on the display for long, as heâs quickly instead watching Dabi bring his other hand, curled tightly into a fist, up to his own face and press it most firmly to the underside of his nose. His chest rises once with an inhale not unlike before, only this time a little louder and deeper, and he ducks forward slightly with two slightly-awkwardly stifled sneezes.
âhhahh-! ..hhânGXT! kxNTsh! Ugh, fuck.â
âOh!â Hawks says, a little surprised, âBless you.â A part of him wants to chide the villain for holding it in like that, but he refrains, knowing full well he himself would stifle exactly the same.
Dabi hums in lieu of a thanks, and Hawks returns his hand to his boyfriendâs face and leans back in.
âCan I go back to kissing you now?â he murmurs.
Dabi rolls his eyes but drapes his arms lazily over Hawksâ shoulders, an invitation, yes, you can go back to kissing me now. Their lips interlock once again, picking up where they left off, with Hawks feeling absolutely on top of the world from the fact that heâs doing the work here, heâs the one kissing Dabi, not the other way around. Heâs never been opposed to Dabi taking control, in fact he loves being ravaged by the man, but sue him, sometimes it feels good to be the one doing the ravaging. However, his elation at this seems to be poorly concealed, or perhaps Dabi just wants to knock him down a peg, because Hawks feels teeth closing on his bottom lip. Not so hard that it hurts, but just enough to tease an audible gasp from him as he tenses up on Dabiâs lap. Heâs fairly certain heâs never needed someone all over him so badly until this point. Clearly it shows, too, since Dabi insists on being such a menace and playing the long game with him. Well, Hawks decides thatâs not going to fly; he presses in closer, almost entirely closing the gap between them and slides his other hand behind Dabiâs head, not-so-subtly tugging him closer and kissing him harder, once more regaining the upper hand. He takes to gently thumbing back and forth against the base of Dabiâs neck, to which the man lets out, involuntarily, a little noise of satisfaction, finally accepting submission. Hawks is almost tempted to bite Dabi back, but maybe thatâd be pushing his luck. Besides, this side of Dabi - soft, pliant, accepting - is one he rarely sees, and heâs kind of into it. Itâs a good look on the villain.Â
Before long, however, their rhythm is broken once again. One of the arms laying around Hawksâ neck begins to move, and the hand meets his shoulder. Hawks has a sneaking feeling he knows whatâs coming (for the second time), as Dabiâs hand pushes against his shoulder - slowly, though, as if heâs really trying to prolong the inevitable. It really doesnât seem like he wants to pull away, so Hawks does it for him, gently separates their faces, strangely endeared by Dabiâs reluctance - and it seems he did so at exactly the right moment. Being so close to him, Hawks can easily see the way his face immediately crumples, eyes flickering shut and lips parting with an inhale that sounded as though it had been waiting to be drawn for⊠a while. In a split second, heâs tugging the sleeve of his hoodie over his hand with some urgency, and Hawks catches the flare of his nostrils right before he pinches his nose, clamping the thick black fabric over the bottom half of his face. Thereâs hardly six inches between the two of them, so Dabi twists awkwardly to the side with a set of cruelly stifled sneezes.
âhhâGKTtch! âKXXSHh! Ugh, godâ h-hahHâKGXtâsh!â
They sound harsher this time around, harder to stifle, probably.
âBless,â says Hawks, âYou okay?â
âMm⊠yeah, just something really⊠stings,â Dabi replies. Heâs knuckling the side of his nose with some force.
âYouâre, uh, not getting sick are you?â Hawks asks, unable to conceal the tinge of nervousness that seeps into his tone. As much as he loves the man, heâs got some long days on patrol coming up soon, and a cold from Dabi would severely compromise him.
Dabi raises an eyebrow. âIâm not that much of an asshole, Kei.â
âRight-! Yeah, no, of course not. Sorry, I didnât really think there.â Hawks grimaces internally at himself, and Dabi shakes his head.
âUgh, Jesus, hold onââ He turns away again, breath wavering, âhehhânGXKt!â A shaky exhale escapes from him as he releases his nose.
âSo, whatâs got you all worked up, then?â asks Hawks, teasing.
Dabi half-sighs, half-groans, and replies, âDonât know, but I wish it would fucking stop.â As if for emphasis, the sentence is punctuated with an irritated-sounding sniffle.
âWell, it probably would if you stopped stifling like that,â Hawks says pointedly. That earns him a hazy blue-eyed glare⊠that doesnât last long, since Dabiâs squinting again, and his mouth curls up into the beginnings of something akin to a snarl. Hawks smirks as he ducks into the crook of his sweater-clad elbow to muffle yet another sneeze.
âhehHâDSHHhâuh! What the fuck?â
At least he didnât stifle it.
Hawks hums. âBless you.â He sends a feather to retrieve a box of tissues, then decides the villain probably also needs some space, so he manoeuvres himself gracelessly off Dabiâs lap to sit beside him on the couch.Â
âVery elegant,â Dabi remarks.
âUgh, shut up,â he replies, elbowing Dabi in the ribs. The laugh this elicits almost straight away rises into a staggered gasp, that itself turns into a pair of hastily covered sneezes.
âhhahHâKXXTshuh! hhâhuuhhâDZSHHhue!â
âJeez, bless you.â
Dabi sniffles thickly. âYeah.â
Hawksâ feather zips back into the room and drops a box of tissues into Dabiâs lap - the thicker, softer ones that the hero always insists on buying despite them being double the price of regular ones.Â
âSounds like theyâre getting stronger,â Hawks observes, a note of concern in his tone, but then adds, more teasingly, âNot allergic to me, are you?â
Dabi scoffs and tugs a couple of tissues from the box. âI wish,â he says, scrubbing at his nose. âThen Iâd actually have an excuse to avoid your annoying ass.â
âWow, okay, that was so uncalled for. Just say you hate me at that point.â
Itâs Dabiâs turn to elbow Hawks back. He probably deserves it.Â
 âOw, bitch,â he says in mock offence.Â
âYouâre the bitch,â comes the reply, from behind a handful of tissues (which are then promptly screwed up and tossed, flying in a neat arc, straight into the trash on the other side of the room).Â
âWhatever, bitch. Are you done sneezing yet? This couch isnât as comfy as your thighs-â
âUgh, shut up, you are so weird,â Dabi interjects in fond disgust.Â
âOh my god, what if youâre allergic to my apartment being clean? Then I never have to clean ever again, hah!â
Dabi gives him a look. âYou say that as a joke, but honestly, you migh-might be rightâŠhh.. hehHâKXNTtshâuh!â
Dabiâs expression falls midway through his sentence, brows drawing together and eyes narrowing as he gives into another sneeze, hastily half-stifled against the back of his hand.
âSeriously,â Hawks deadpans, eyebrows raised. Thatâs new, he thinks.
âWell, unless youâve suddenly acquired a pet cat - which I doubt - then yeah, seriously,â says the villain flatly, though with a note of congestion starting to creep into his voice. âLast I checked, your place didnât reek of fuckinâ âall of spring and then some.âÂ
Hawks suddenly remembers the air freshener heâd usedâthe only one he had, some floral one found right at the back of a cupboard, unused for entirely too long. He hadnât had a clue what clean apartments were supposed to smell of, so heâd sort of just⊠went ham with it. Definitely a mistake.
âDonât slander my choice in scents,â he teases, âAre you sure itâs⊠that?â
âNothing else changed âround here, has it?â Dabi pauses to give his nose a brief rub. âIâm here practically every week and Iâve been fine, so, you tell me.â
Hawks will never not poke the bear when heâs got the opportunity, so he says, âSo this does mean I never have to clean the place ever again, right?â
Dabiâs mouth falls open as he feigns offence. He says, dramatically, âWow. Thatâs all you have to say? When I could literally die right now in front of you? Iâm.. hah- Iâm-â
Hawks snickers. âBless you,â he sing-songs prematurely, utterly pleased with himself. Itâs almost cute, the attempted glare Dabi gives him through his glazed over expression. Nobody can look menacing in the slightest when theyâre trying not to sneeze (and thatâs a fact!).
âSh-shut uhhhp..â replies Dabi, his voice quavering. He lifts a hand slowly, bringing it to hover weakly before his face. His breathing is unsteady and his eyes half-lidded, and the crease between his dark brows deepens.
âOkay, point proven, idiot,â Hawks says with a laugh, âJust sneeze, this is torture even for me.â
The hazy glare returns, and Hawks clocks it.Â
âOh!â he laughs, giving Dabi a slightly bewildered smile. âOh my god, I jinxed it. You deserve that âcause youâre mean to me.â
âI hahh-hate you-â Dabi responds breathily. He rubs at the side of his nose with two knuckles, pressing decently harder than is probably necessary. The bridge crinkles in irritation when the rubbing clearly has no effect. âJesus, it wonât go away.â
âMm, what a shame.â
There goes a third bleary glare from the villain. âIâd like to remind you wh-whose fault thhihhs.. was in the first place,â he says. Any malice intended to be behind his utterance is immediately negated by his breath catching and wavering through the words. Though, at a point, Hawks begins to feel a little⊠voyeuristic just watching Dabi struggle. Sure, heâs his boyfriend and all, and yeah, heâs definitely seen worse, but itâs easy to tell Dabiâs getting a little self-conscious about this⊠spectacle. Heâs never been a fan of having things out of his control, especially not displays of vulnerability like this, and Hawks knows this, so why prolong it?
âWell, I guess thereâs only one thing for it,â he says, taking matters into his own hands.Â
âFuck off- whatââ Dabi gets out, as Hawks takes his face between his hands and begins to press kisses softly down the bridge of his nose. Hawks doesnât let him twist away from it, trying not to laugh to himself about how dumb this probably looks. At least one of them is having fun. He considers pulling away with a âGonna sneeze yet?â, but refrains - heâd probably end up on fire. He does, however, pause for a moment when he reaches Dabiâs trio of silver nose studs, hovering. Thereâve been feathery, wavering breaths coming from his boyfriend consistently but, nothing has come to fruition, so Hawks decidesâthose piercings have always been sensitive, a fact heâd discovered about Dabi rather early on (and maybe, possibly sometimes used to be a menace). He plants a final, delicate kiss right upon where the three studs lie, and finally lets Dabi pull away.
âOh, oh, fuckâ s-screw youâhhâehHâIIDTSSHhâuh! âkXXTSâSHhue! âŠChrist, youâre such an ass.â The pair of sneezes that result are harsh to say the very least. And even after all that, he still tries stifling the secondâ unsurprising, but at that point is it even worth it?
 âSorry! I had to!â Hawks says, really trying to look like he isnât laughing. It doesnât work.
âYou absolutely did not have to,â corrects Dabi.Â
âOkaaay, okay, sorry. It was funny though.â
âYeah, for you, maybe,â Dabi mutters, shaking his head, âOh, fuckâs sake, hold onââ
âIâll wait till youâre done to say bless you, this time,â says Hawks with a fond snicker.Â
âGood plah-anâ! hhuhâhHDSHHâSHuh! âŠUgh, fuck.â
âBless,â Hawks replies. He averts his eyes, a little sheepishly. Dabi pulls a face.
He asks, âWhat the fuckâs with the guilty face?â to which Hawks throws his head back with a groan and slides his hands across his face.
âI just wanted to do something nice,â he says, âYou know, clean the place up a bit. Since itâs always kind of a massive mess.â
âJesus, Kei, I donât care about that,â says Dabi, breathing a laugh. âItâs you Iâm here for, not your fuckinâ apartment. I can kiss you whether or not thereâs crap on every surface.â
Hawks isnât used to Dabi outright saying nice things, so his cheeks flush slightly hearing this. Heâs unsure what to say. Thankfully, Dabi speaks again.
âOkay. Where didnât you spray that shit?â
Hawks scoffs. âI sort of went crazy with it, uh⊠my bedroom? If that works?â
âVery forward,â Dabi replies, raising his eyebrows. âAlmost like you wanted me in there.â
Hawks jabs him in the ribs but still smirks. âYeah, maybe I did.â
#this is also pretty dialogue heavy cause i like doing dialogue but sometimes i do too much. er#its fine though right#also sorry h/awks nation im feeding you next i promise!!#ive just been wanting to get this fic done for ages and i wanted to focus on it yk#but i have a decent sized h/awks wip atm and also a couple other ideas that i really wanna write for him so!!!#fear not#anyway tag time boooooring#snz#snzblr#snz kink#snzario#snz blog#sneeze kink#snzfic#sneezefic#m/ha#d/abihawks#d/abi#OMG ALSO. SORRY IF ITS CRINGE#like the kissing part. its so embarrassing but i just dont Know how to write stuff like that. but i stepped out of my comfort zone for this#so sorry if its crap#in that department
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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guys im not ready to let him go:(
#danny babe im sorry#they never treated you right#and i wish you didnt have to leave like this#still hoping that itâll work put some how#ahem yk by dropping checo then moving danny to rb and liam to vcarb#bc lord knowd danny cudve done so much better in checos car this season than checo did#and it showed with todays lap#i missed seeing him be that ballsy#danny we love you#im never letting this man go#unfortunately hes my emotional support f1 boy#ugh my baby#if we lose him today i will sob#nothing against liam tho#liam deserves the world#but so does danny#red bull daniel#daniel ricciardo#dr3#danny ric#danny ricciardo#honey badger#the honey badgerđ«¶#formula one racing#formula 1#formula one#formula racing#f1#nyx speaks<3#nyx<3 speaks
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revisiting this site every now and then to reminisce in how much it shaped me as a person and defined me as a literal child
#cuz i was looking thru old youtube playlists right#and i found this one video edited by wooly abt the time spicy went crazy over a kuroo x joe crackskip (hilarious btw)#(also i cant find spicy did they deactivate forever help)#but like something about the interactions. and seeing myself during that time. just hit really really really hard.#like that was a little girl. she was 12 or 13 or whatever and the people on this site were her entire world#and she'd wake up every morning and check her dashboard and send asks and break the post limit and that was like#a significant part of my childhood. and then one day i just stopped logging on.#and i never even realized it but i talked to some of these ppl for the last time and didnt even realize that that was the last time#the people who i swore id meet in person one day. i knew everything about them and they knew everything about me#and now theyre just memories. and i refuse to call that era of my life cringe because i wouldnt have had it any other way#sorry im really senti. i need to find people again i miss them#and now we've all grown in different ways. yk the meeting people twice thing? yeah.#when u all met me i was second yr middle school and now im second year high school#theres so much i had on this site. some days i want it back
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remember my Apocalypse tawog au? i did a "redesigning" thing ab rob in this au(?).. it looks like shit, really, i prefer the old design, but i just...i just cant draw.
You wanna now whar? Whatever Whateve rwharrver whatever whatever uugghhh
If you want, there are more things about the au below, I just...I'm tired so..yeah, ugly ass drawings
Rob and Penny are super friends. Penny even considers Rob like a brother and Polly loves Rob very much too. Penny helped him cut his hair in a way that covered the static on his cheeks (it worked amazingly, but he's really uncomfortable with the hair on his face)
he is trying to find a way to make a vaccine for those infected (The apocalypse is about the void) and wants to try to save everyone
Rob, during the time he stayed with the survivors (including Gumball), ended up falling in love with Gumball, Which is sad because Gumball thinks Rob is one of those to blame for the apocalypse...
He tries his best to save and find some survivors, infected or not. However, most people were afraid of Rob being another infected person or a zombie because of the glitches and static, so Rob became very insecure and even started hiding the static on his body.
#sorry i cant take it anymore like- i try! i really try and make me happy but i just cant be happy at all.#i went to de mall. did shopping. i even drink monster energy but still im just so...hollow#so lonely. so...alone. so..yk just... empty#empty yeah thats the right word. i wanna die.#so i just draw and draw all the characters i like almost fucking dying because that way i feel like they understand me in a twisted way#tawog#fandom#tawog rob#tawog gumball#rob tawog#the amazing world of gumball#tawog fanart#tawog au#fanart#au#caos au#au apocalypse#penny tawog#tawog penny#penny fitzgerald
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tumblr kww fandom was formed seperately from most other social media corners of the fandom. and that leads to silly things like the commonly used name "kww collab" and kenfies vs kenifies. and probably more. cedar if theres any more im forgetting that u know of say them pls
(in response to this confession)
#confessions#series: kww collab#very true! i have not interacted w ANY other part of the fandom myself#but. it fascinates me deeply#i think that like. the kww collab fandom on tumblr is innately based off the original theorisers? maybe???#like. i was the one who came up w calling it kww collab bcs we needed a tag to group all our theories! thats the origin of the name!#ship name kenfies MIGHTT have come from this blog? i have a discord message of me coming up w it on jul 1 bcs there was a confession abtthe#and kenfies is what i went with. thats the best explanation i have (the funniest part is me not even shipping them)#(an alternative was wifen (as proposed by nia))#this fandom was just innately started differently and in isolation#and its really fucking interesting#tumblr users often not using any other social media plays into it too i think ?#but. yeah i cant think of any other examples that would showcase this difference bcs as mentioned i am just not on other places LMAO#ao3 ofen being heavily associated w tumblr as WELL AS saiint havng posted a Lot of kww fanfic is also the reson why kww collab is usedon ao#anyway yep you are right. i am deeply fascinated#yet another long ramble in the tags#(yk i just realised that this sounds like im tooting my own horn and trust me chat im not sorry if it came off that way sadfhslgk.#i just SOMEHOW was vaguely important in this fandom i guess)
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hi fam !!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#mikey welsh#ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially#and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and iâm trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me#and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didnât think that was true and i try to do sm for her#i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her#and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i canât help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone#and it isnât like i donât wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesnât wanna be my friend anymore#and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party#and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad#and everyone js went quiet and itâs just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh itâs okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and thereâs nothing i can do#to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; thereâs nothing i can do and i have left#my imprint in their minds and itâs so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it#sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i canât#even be sure that iâm gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish#i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and#didnât speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldnât have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#itâs just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible#and iâve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction#and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i canât function or something !
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miscommunication is the key of happy relationships đ
Never listen to other people's conversations
They get weird...
#make the exorcist fall in love#ekuoto#didn't color this one because i'm going to be wrong again lol#i get redhead vives from both vir and char yk? but i headcanon that one is a natural and the other dyes their hair#im wrong but let me live my delusion!#i forgot my brush settings and thats why Becu looks weird sorry#they look like who they are right? im sorry if they don't
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ok actually a really interesting Torisai moment paralleling them was the Satou and Suzumiya arc, bc Saiki had a crush on Satou and Tori had a crush on Suzumiya and their reactions were basically the opposite. Saiki, despite himself, immediately went to trying to get Satou and Suzumiya together bc he realized that Satous powers could help null Suzumiyas deadly bad luck. Tori on the other hand was really desperate to end up with Suzumiya, and its this whole conflict of Saiki saying he canât help her if its just to date her (which Tori interprets as he is forbidden from dating her at all) so heâs reluctant, but by the end he has a change of heart and decides to help her no strings attached, and only then is Saiki like âi never said you were forbidden from dating her, but youâll probably fail anywaysâ and Satou and Suzumiya walk into the sunset together
and like thats where that arc ends idk I just. I think itâs interesting. Its a cool look at how their characters engage with the world. How Saiki is very willing to give up something he genuinely wants for the good of others without even really thinking about it, and how Tori is the opposite (selfish but does good things, he just needs a push in the right direction)
especially interesting bc I think Saikis power itself is more âselfishâ and Toritsukas is more âselflessâ if that makes sense.
Like Saiki can have basically whatever he wants, whenever he wants. He could end the world, become worshipped as a god, take and take with no consequence. Meanwhile Toritsukasâs power is being a spirit medium, he can see and talk to the dead, he can help people communicate with their loved ones, he can keep lonely ghosts company, even the more self serving things like possession, heâs still benefiting the ghosts so they can feel like theyâre alive again.
idk I think having Saiki be the more selfless one and Tori be the more selfish one is a really interesting choice
#This makes no sense im sorry#I think Tori has a really interesting character ppl only talk about his perviness but he has a lot more going on yk#Also donât forget this was right after the catgun arc#Which adds some more layers to that whole thing#I like this manga so much
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okay. i feel like theres still Some People who may check the land of stories tag on here the way i occasionally do i know theres some fans of the series here at least. since a while back i wrote out an entire paragraph to briefly explain why im insane about lloyd bailey to my friends who dont know tlos, i figure, WHY NOT POST IT ON HERE where people who also know the series (and therefore this character) might see it <3 its at least a little funny to see how i try to explain things in tlos like the hall of dreams briefly with little to no details. this is also kind of like a brief summation of everything we know about lloyd AND JOHNS childhood which is interesting. see below.
sits down. let me set the scene. lloyd bailey is the younger son in a set of two. his mother is a very powerful fairy (#fairygodmother) whoâs kind of like the chancellor of an entire kingdom. lloyd and his older brother john both very much have magic in their blood because of this. lloydâs father dies when he is very young. he is ânot the sameâ afterwards. he thinks his older brother john, who handles his fathers passing arguably âbetterâ, is the favorite child. john is happy and cheerful and everyone loves him. lloyd sits in his dark room and reads books like the iron mask all day. lloydâs mother does not know how to get to him. she figures out how to make a potion that can bring books to life, since he likes to read so much. she offers it to him. he turns her down. she goes into this magic little hallway (infinite space) where she can see what people truly desire. lloyd the 11 year olds desire (i donât know how old he is.) is to take over the world. hm. a bit concerning. his mother takes him out into the forest on a nice walk, chains him to a tree, and drains his magic from him. lloyd is not a fan of his mother for this. he tells her that she never wouldâve done this to john. his mother considers her action stopping him before he wreaks havoc on everything. lloyd considers this having his âbirthrightâ stripped from him for âa crime [he] never committedâ (direct quote). lloyd despises his mother. he runs away from home not long after. he considers the potion his mother made his. he only comes back home to try and steal it. he fails. he is sentenced to life in prison. his mother gives him a mask to wear so no one knows heâs her son. john moves to the otherworld and starts a family. lloyd rots in prison. lloydâs son who he doesnât know about is born. lloyd rots in prison. john dies. lloyd rots in prison. his mother loves johnâs children and starts to train one of them in being her successor. this couldâve been lloyd. lloyd rots in prison. he doesnât escape until his niece and nephew are teenagers and his niece is about ten times more powerful than him. because she has the gift that was ripped out of his hands. lloyd hates the world he lives in and its people and seeks to destroy it as soon as heâs out. i wonder why. in conclusion. im normal about him.
#i also want to say#im a terrible fan#meaning that i havent read atom. I KNOW IM SORRY#so if theres any more details. about lloyd or john. in those books#someone let me know! bc ill go read them i really will#ive been figuring there isnt since its. yk. their mothers time#but ya never know#see thats whats interesting is that lloyd and johns generation is the one story chris colfer did NOT make a series out of#bc yk theres tlos and atom obviously#but we know so little about the time in between those series i feel like...#chris said FUCK those millennials#it brings me so much pain#BUT ITS OKAY#i am banging on chris colfers door what do you MEAN lloyd wasnt the same after his father died can you ELABORATE. PLEASE#desperately need this to reach the right audience. I HAVE TO STOP WORD VOMITING IN TAGS#i just figure like. if my goddamn lab rats elite force rant can get that many notes from what seems to be a small fandom. then#i might as well post this <3#lloyd bailey#the masked man#john bailey#brystal evergreen#the land of stories#tlos
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Literally no other way I could describe it right now.
#there are some serious feelings attached to all thats happening#im saddened. im mad. at the end of the day this is how i cope so im sorry if you dont feel like humor is your way out#im disappointed and digusted#personally#neil gaiman#is innocent until proven guilty and my heart goes out to the victims of this whole situation.#i know. i KNOW the right is gonna make it about trans rights and the left is gonna make this about zionism and how these results are#unsurprising due to him being 'either' of these (which im not going into)#because its NOT about those. its the disgusting behaviors he did w those women. consent or not he actively sought out rlly young women.#i hold out a tiny bit of hope but if all things go to shit I dont rlly have anything to fall back on in terms of fandom.#good omens got me through shit. it got me through hell and some my worst times ever.#ive made irreplaceable IRL friends#idk#just some feelings im putting out here. im still gonna 100% support all GO creators (unless they outright excuse NG's actions esp when hes#not yet proven innocent)#but yeah#i havent spoken about this in my other accs and I think this is the only coherent thought I can manage from all of that.#again. really upset. but we got this. were all in this together yk? theres no one side or another to SA but to support the victims.#thats all im rlly gonna say. just remember that Im sending uou guys lots of love. lets get through this <3#[EDIT: I MEANT TO SAY NEIL IS GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT FOR ME !!!!]
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