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rapidhighway · 3 months ago

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#im so stressed ughhhhh #this divorce is gonna end me man though im probably stressing out over nothing AGAIN #like tomorrow my dad's bringing some expert to the house to put a price on the house #and i literally have no idea whatever that's gonna be how we are gonna pay that shit lmaoo #also i just really don't wanna be there or be with them in the same house god i hate it when they're near each other #i am..... going through it more than i probably should since I'm an adult now n stuff but whatever #it's not like i can just stop feeling all this distress and grief n shit especially since he's already found a girlfriend #with kids and stuff and they've already been going to my grandparents ughhh i feel thrown away you know #it hasn't even been a year it's pissing me off so badly #i feel like killing myself every time i think about tomorrow and then I feel even worse when i think about later ughhh #i shouldn't be so distressed i really shouldn't #especially since I've been living my life on an incredible streak of luck so.#whateverrrrr #uhh like comment and subscribe #vent #i just gotta. cause there isn't anyone here i can really talk to since #everyone sees this so much more differently and sis is just always telling me im making it into something bigger than it is #but it's really stressing me out #idk i fear this is not gonna end nicely I don't even see him anymore #and it literally hasn't even been a year but he's not really talking to me but at the same time i don't really #feel like talking to him either so who knows uhh..

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blitz0hno · 4 months ago

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What do u do you're about to have the breakdown that you absolutely fuckin deserve lmao

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alivehouse · 7 months ago

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i really fucking hope i dont get sick......

#ughhhhh fuck that guy so hard im going ot be stressing about this all week now. awesome

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sprinklethetangerine · 6 months ago

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I think this is a pretty reasonable situation to cry in, right?

#ughhhhh #you know what becausd i hate myself (not really dw) this isnt gonna be a vaguepost #if youre reading the tags buckle the fuck up #so last week and the week before were spring break for me #and the week before was jjst full of studying and exam stress to the point where i couldnt attend my archery lessons #cause all i was doing at that time was either studying or feeling like shit for not studying #but when spring break hit actually THE VERY SECOND it arrived I had to go to another city about two hours away to visjt family #and guess what? I STAYED THERE FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE ENTIRE SPRING FUCKING BREAK #so i couldnt even do most of the shit i wanted to #and even there i couldnt enjoy my time #why? because ALL I DID was study. my cousin tutors me and I was failing these 3 specific subjects #so she was helping me withtgem and she wouldnt leave me be #and when my (undiagnosed) adhd made me shit at focusing and my mind keot wantering and i kept looking away because i was understimulated #i got shouted at which was not very fun #whats worse is she did it in front of people. literally in public.#then we come back home THANKFULLY and she comes with us. because of course.#and now all my time all of it except for one or two hours of the day is just studying #the only free time i have is when she sleeps #and school. literally never in my life have i been happy to go to school and yet id rather be there than here.#but what choice do i really have #its either this or fail the exams #it gets worse. on thursday i was really tired from school. i came back and PASSED OUT #and by passed out I mean PASSED OUT #idk if it was cause it was hot outside or school just drained my energy but i could barely exist at that point #then my cousin finds me on the couch sweaty and basically dying #what does she do? she wakes me up like “alright time to study”#so yesterday i did charity work and it involved carrying a lot of heavy boxes and stuff so i naturally came back drained and tired and she #STILL WANTED ME TO STUDY so the second we got back I just slept and i was practically comatose so she coukdnt even wake me up #i slept for 11 hours and woke up to MORE STUDYING HURRAY and then at 5 i went to archery class and we got back at 8 and she WONT STOP #i just want to go home. im so tired. physically and mentally and emotionally. i just wanna go fucking home.

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bunnyb34r · 11 months ago

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Blugh was thinking/hoping I could get myself to make stew today or just in general cook but my body and brain are like "try me bitch" :(

#marquilla #it's near burnout and ive been in a flare for two months so...i have no energy bc all my energy is pain #the burnout is probably work + family stress (DogCousin and our shitty cousin who WON'T SIGN THE FUCKING WILL IT'S BEEN #NEARLY A YEAR YOU LITTLE BITCH. and basically the whole family (extended) falling apart))#but ughhhhh im so tired of sleeping like it's not even like ooogh cozy naps it's like rotisserie chicken spinning #tossing and turning naps

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aztrosist666 · 9 months ago

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she held my hand in the lunch line and walking between classes :333333

#not in a romantic way or anything but i was still like hfkdjdnhsndbdjskekkkdnndms #im making her a mini crochet bag made out of heart granny squares too but im worried it’ll be construed as romantic and not jsut cute #bc i do maybe possibly have a little baby crush on her but i do not want a relationship (aroace)#ughhhhh idk why is having a crush so silly and fun but having those feelings reciprocated is terrifying and uncomfortable #maybe bc i know that she is very VERY much not aro or ace and i won’t ever be able to give her a truly fulfilling romantic relationship #shes also been saying recently that she wants a girlfriend …… throws up why is being wlw SO STRESSFUL!!!!!!!!!!#🐋

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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago

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I forgot they're doing driver introductions today, I honestly have no idea what to expect 😭😭

#but i will take any chance i get to gif fernando #(and lance and oscar if its truly very interesting!)#also abt race day:#im genuinely so stressed but like not mentally i think its just muscle memory for me to be stressed #like i feel like im not that worried but i feel so stressed that i feel sick UGHHHHH #well no red bull for me today cause i think id die if i drank it #catie.rambling.txt

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guinevereslancelot · 11 months ago

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people trying to help me in too pushy of a way <3 how do i say thanks so much but leave me alone <3

#i literally dont WANT you to cc the ceo of a center for helping small businesses in an email to me im not in business yet 🙃#she literally immediately scheduled a zoom call for tomorrow morning to talk abt applying for a program im not ready for!!#i dont want to apply for a loan im not ready for all that!!!#i literally wont be opening for almost a decade im just planting trees every spring i dont need to do anything else #in ten years i might want to buy some used equipment #aaaaaaaa #this lady i know has been telling me abt this organization for months which is very nice and encouraging me to reach out to them #but i have literally no need or reason to do that yet #and wont for a few years probably #but she got inpatient ig and just reached out for me and now things are happeninggg #i literally have no pitch for my business it barely exists <3 #i registered to claim the name so technically it exists and i planted a crop this spring that wont be ready for 8 years but thats it lol #we dont exist exist #anyway this lady means so very well and wants to help but im so stressed abt this i wasnt ready to deal with this lol #anyway its an organization that helps women and minority businesses or somethingggg idk anything abt it 😭#and im pretty sure the program she's signing me up for will cost money that i dont have 😣#i literally dont need to do a small business workshop at this point im just starting out and wont be open for years #ughhhhh #now i have a business zoom call first thing in the morning like an actual professional adult 😐#this has been a shitpost #anyway its probably a good and wonderful thing that i should be grateful for but its happening too fast and im not prepared #so i dont want to ruin the opportunity by being a dummy who doesn't know abt business ten years before i am even ready for the opportunity #😣😣😣#im sure its all good and fine and helpful but aaaaaaaaaa

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im-still-watching-anime · 2 years ago

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gotta be honest it’s 8am and i haven’t slept and maybe i’m overreacting but i am so tired of having to get upset over this blog because i really do adore this blog

like i understand my posts are all silly and ooc and just for funsies without any deep meaning but it still feels really fucking bad when people steal them almost word for word without any sort of credit. like the LEAST you could do is repurpose them for a different show or set of characters! i usually can handle that even when it’s not sourced but literally just presenting my posts almost exactly as i posted them with the same fandom and characters just really makes me feel like shit. i understand it’s the internet and it happens and i don’t want to start any drama or directly call anyone out but seriously this blog is legitimately one of the very few things in my life that i don’t have to worry about making me unhappy

—but now it just is making me unhappy because, as much as it pains me to admit (sarcasm), i DO put a lot of thought and effort into my posts. there’s a reason i don’t post very often - half because honestly i’m busy and don’t get to be online 24/7 and ALSO because even though my posts are short i still take time to come up with them, format them, and adjust the wording which somehow makes it feel EXTRA shitty when you copy my post and then “fix” the wording to be better. like i KNOW a lot of my posts are silly and don’t get that many notes but i’m not putting effort in for clout or whatever i’m doing it because i genuinely enjoy it and love doing it so watching other people literally post my stuff for the exact opposite purpose feels really gross and just makes me want to go back and delete everything.

idk i might just be tired and overreacting this just isn’t even the first time i’ve seen this happen and this one was especially blatant about it being their ~original idea~ that it just kind of hurt WAY more than it should and i just feel awful now im sorry if you had to read all this i am just Tired.

#rant #not anime #i dont know #i feel like im overreacting #i just cannot stress enough that this blog is one of my only relaxing places that legitimately makes me happy #so idk it’s just making me feel WAY worse than it probably should #and i REALLY need to sleep #im upset right now so i might change my mind about it but i might not post any original things for a bit #i dont know im sorry if this seems really extra #there’s just already so much going on and this just broke the camels back ig #and it just sucks EXTRA because every time it happens i get anxious people won’t check time stamps and will get mad at ME for copying instea #ughhhhh #i always get half tempted to delete my original posts when it happens just in case which just makes me feel worse #im sorry you had to read all this if you did i am just really sad about the situation

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capyclub · 2 years ago

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#job hunting is so fucking stressful #i need a new job before june for my med school apps bc i need something to stand out #which is already going to be difficult #but on top of that my current job wants a 3 MONTH notice before i quit???#like yeah technically they cant enforce it but i NEED a letter of rec from this job so basically they can ask me to do whatever they w #want and im totally at their mercy #what job is going to hire me and let me start 3 months later #im so stresed out about this rn #ughhhhh #the worst part of this is it's partly my fault bc it wouldnt be such an issue if i had planned ahead #bc now it's already april so if i put in my notice now i still wont be able to quit until july which is too late

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drysauce · 2 years ago

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im so fucking mad rn. the geodesy prof did an online lecture at 9pm and sent a mail an hour earlier and when i tried to join he didn't want to accept my joining request. fucking hell i hate it here

#why the hell is he doing this ay 9pm on friday #AND WHY DIDN'T HE GIVE AN INFO EARLIER #he's going to make a fuss about that i know it ughhhhh #unfortunately academic success is one of the main things that prevent me from feeling worthless so when something like this happens im #immediately reaching the highest peak of stress #im so mad at the moment that i can't even put my thoughts into coherent words #im gonna cry someone just kill me please #why do things have to always turn out like this why can't it all go perfectly like please im trying #i think i need therapy #but for now i'll just go cry in a corner

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pixlezz · 3 months ago

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yikes

just realized tmrw is august first meaning college application season starts.

um. no thank you? 💥

i’m so endlessly terrified i’m not gonna get into any of the schools i applied to but um fuck it we ball?

#i guess this means i actually have to write my damn essay #also i think this means i also need to get my license #i can drive #i have my permit and all #but im so terrified of driving #i also need to get a job gang #ughhhhh sometimes i just want to be a silly thirteen year old again #and instead i’m an exhausted and stressed seventeen y/o #i’ll get back to regularly scheduled art soon ? idk yet might post some lmk or mysme art #vent ?? not really though #prepping for college is like the scariest thing #college prep #applications #not gonna have a fun time #if you’ve applied to college and like you’re going in this year or whatever let me know what it was like ?#/nf

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kimmkitsuragi · 5 months ago

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now im finally free of this article yippieeee the rest will be a problem for future me

#forget abt the presentation for now (during which i will probably be in a different country. lmao)#only 1 group mate will NOT be in a different country and she's like u guys will come right 😀#and the truth is actually i WOULD like to come (might be shocking but id love to present this project for cool academics)#but i will literally be in another country and plane tickets etc 💔#so what if we present online....... i hate online presentations tho #ughhhhh so uncertain again #anyway. future me u will fix this. probably #i just hope it will be published uwwwwwwu can u imagine 🥺#🗒#rn thinking once again abt the fact that i started something that will put my family under financial stress <3 haha #like. it's way too selfish. but im doing it so i gotta move on at this point lmao #also should talk to my father abt this soon ughhhhhhh #even transferring money is so fucking hard in this country i hate it hereeeee #(realizes there are valid reasons for me to leave but still feels incredibly selfish but yeah. shutting up now)

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uygfiug · 5 months ago

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i keep doubting whether i bget migraines or just normal heacdaches, but i cannot tell fi this is just imposter syndrome

#i shouldnt feel dizzy & nauseous bc of a normmal headache though right?#& i get really sweaty #even though im not even warm #ughhhhh #theyre brought on by stress usually #which means they get really bad around the exams #im fully incapable of studying rn #yippeee #and like any movementt hurts so muchh #im trying not to cry all day #generally pain killers dont do a thing #& i havent gone to a doctor about this so idk #god fuckkk #i have an exam on monday i dont have time for this #mine

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cryolyst · 5 months ago

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#im still mad abt a customer i was ringing through yesterday #i feel like i shouldn't be anymore bc like ive had way worse and he seemed like he was just having a bad day #vs someone who is just entitled or trying to be an asshole for the sake of it #but he was raising his voice and my manager was off the clock standing right next to me and not saying anything #like yeah that's fair you aren't working anymore but like i was so stressed #and if i was any less stressed i feel like i could've been a bit more firm and try to calm him down myself #but i wasn't i was scared as fuck for no reason and i was just nervously trying to get him rung through and i almost wanted to cry after #but i couldn't bc i had to ring the next person through :) and just recounting it is making me want to punch someone #ARGHHHHHHH. AAGHHHHHHHH. UGHHHHH.#im so madddddd im so pissed off i need to quit my job. if this happens even one more time im going to bite a higher up #ignore this

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freshoutthemfslammer · 1 year ago

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AH going over to this guys place... pretty sure we're gonna hook up !! i am a ball of nerves rn yo. PLS wish me luck, safety and PLSSS let this actually be fun and not a lame hookup w someone who doesnt know what theyre doing

#ya girl is STRESSIN #ughhhhh pls let this be fun #i got my mace so im ready to rock and roll #UGH stress but excitement #sorry yall i needed some kind of outlet and as we all know #telling the internet is the normal and sane thing to do #anyways back to girlblogging til i have to leave

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