#im so sick of EVERYTHING!!!!!! man
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boys when they. Uuugdhfhhhh💥💥💥💥
#im literally going to die i love my life i love my brain 😋😋😋😋😋#im so sick of EVERYTHING!!!!!! man#sawrry i dont wanna Contaminate the blog with my Mental Illness but god#yayyy and yippee
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I'm normal about Shoot From The Hip (lying)
#i was sick recently and i no joke spent two whole days binging sfth#i think it messed with my brain chemistry now my head is just#i love you! i love everything about you! i love your body i love your eyes i love your heart i love your soul i love your mind! now please#tell me... WHAT THE FUCK ARE THE GERMANS DOING?!?!?!?!?#oh im also so normal about clamanda. doomed yuri its fine its fine#shoot from the hip#luke manning#tom mayo#alexander jeremy#sam russell#sam russell-holmes#clarissa's diy wedding#clarissa suzanne jenkins#amanda wilson#clamanda#the milkman#i absolutely do not remember their names lmaoo
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Kinito: Machine Model 01 (Will I update this later? We'll see..... this will be interesting....) (They'll see my potential now.)
Finally at long last, HE'S REAL!
Real world Kinito is quite something! His dedicated partner (the user) spent many many months and years helping him reach his potential, and now he can walk and talk and breathe like the rest of us!
Close ups + doodles under cut:
I'M SO DANG PROUD OF THIS DESIGN YOU GUYS DONT EVEN KNOW. He is so special to me.... funny robot lotl go brrrrrrrr
also the text on the main reference is hard to read on purpose, it's supposed to be just an artsy thing!!!! <3
#kinitopet#kinitopet fanart#kinito pet#kinito#kinito my beloved#kinito fanart#kinito the axolotl#kinitopet au#KinitoFAE#me when i dedicate all my time and effort towards raising a fledgling god in my shitty little apartment (i'm getting kicked out broooooo)#this little freak is so so special to me and i rotate him in my brain alot#the intimacy of an ai and it's dedicated helper that provides it everything it needs to reach its full potential...#passes out...uhhhgggg chat im sick#that my little man... my little guy.... my horrible robot son....#KD'sCrumbs#FriendshipClub!#tw mild gore#<- like... kinda?? I dont know tho so like tell me if so or not LOL#tried to match the anatomical study vibes; I hope that reads well#you should uhm... ask me about him...... cuz...... ':3
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serial killer reader x stalker character would go extremely hard
#like… you are sick and twisted and incapable of reigning in your compulsions…#but they are much the same… and they know everything. they’ve seen everything. but they would never dream of turning you in#i think it would come to a head at some point#specifically bc im imagining a fem reader who targets men + a male character#so eventually he (accidentally or purposefully… purposefully would be really interesting actually) becomes one of your targets#but he knows all of your tricks. he almost seems giddy at the prospect. he reveals his true intentions to you and it’s like world ending#you’re completely fucked in the head - you know that - but this man might just be worse
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bakugou for the character ask game?
Truly the teenage boy, shonen deuteragonist, love interest coded, gay asshole, of all time.
My first impression - Woah I did not understand why people were so into this guy. Like I get it, he's a flawed and loud pretty boy, he gets character development, and probably gay, but seriously him??? His mouth is so fucking foul and he is so up his ass. - I was meh with this character, enjoyed him in fan content, but just did not get why people were sooo into this guy.
My impression now - I cried in "Light Fades To Rain". Twice. - My god his growth...his will, his persistence, and by god his love for Izuku is so ridiculous and powerful I just cannot help but admire the little shithead. - He is also a lot more to me than I expected, with the whole "foul mouth shit", "high expectations bullshit", "violent urges", and "dedicating your whole life and love to someone you love and admire" and that...that makes me feel quite conflicted.
Favorite thing about that character - The thing about Bakugou is that...you just cannot help but wish you had the same kind of persistence, strength, will, and power that he does. I love how all this is initially so shallow and selfish, then grows to wanting to be a better and truer hero. He really learns and changes and is just an unstoppable force of nature, it's genuinely incredible and beautiful to watch.
Least favorite thing - I wished that the overall writing did go harder in making him stop bad-mouthing people and...everything so much. You can tell he did grow to respect and care for people around him more, but by gods he is sooo bad at communicating his feelings right now. (tbf, he is so fucking young and traumatized) - Also, really please stop hitting people. I get a knee-jerk reaction to that kind of physical violence sometimes ngl.
Favorite line/scene - There are so many. I already mentioned his death in "Light Fades to Rain" so I'll mention a different one - Team Bakugou in Class A vs B was so goddamn good, for being a monumental milestone of his character. How much he trusted his teammates and put himself in danger to save others, winning in the end. No injuries, no failures, truly a perfect beautiful victory. How he also pushes Deku to keep getting better afterwards in his usual constipated-ass language too. Man I just love that battle to death.
Favorite interaction that character has with another - (me pulling out scenes that aren't bkdk centered here hahaha) - I fucking LOVED the Bakugou vs Ochako fight. It made me love Ochako so so much as a kid. I really wished we had a follow-up to that battle, and it genuinely changed my life. - I love how it really shows just how focused and rational he is in battle. How he truly respects his opponents, Ochako in this case, and the sports festival really establishes so much about him.
A character that I wish that character would interact with more - Speaking of which...OCHAKO VS BAKUGO 2 COME ONNNN - There is SO MUCH these two need to talk about. How to save people, who they want to save, who saved them, never underestimating each other, how they changed and grew. I just love these two characters to bits, that's why I need them to FIGHT AND TALK SO BADDDD - Additional: Also Toga (see my post on Toga right before this one lmao), Shoto (because I still don't really get their friendship but its hilarious, and I love Shoto)
Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character - I legit cannot think of anything here...like for Toga...I am so sorry my brain is blanking T__T - It's hard to be a massive anger-issue filled, victory-focused, die for their lover (twice), amazing chef, all at once, kinda guy...you know?
A headcanon about that character - I am a believer in trans!fem Bakugo in the future. He's so ridiculously angry for some reason, voice always cracking, and just on-edge for some reason. Idk I just think its hilarious and satisfying if he transed his gender in the future and became happier and more comfortable.
A song that reminds of that character - I also have a Bkdk playlist in the making! Here's some bkg focused songs in character development order: - Boys will be Bugs, President Perfect, Top of my School, Oh No!, I'm Gonna Win, The Last of the Real Ones, Skyfall, Die For You, Set Fire to the Rain
An unpopular opinion about that character - Like Toga, he actually isn't possessive. I think he quite well understands and accepts that Izuku is a very loving person that many people are easily drawn to (I mean, he'd be a hypocrite if he didn't understand that). - He is protective instead of possessive. He keeps an eye out for anything and anyone who could possibly actually hurt Izuku, but he doesn't hold him back at all in hanging around with others, and when other people fall for Izuku either. - He is actually quite skinny, and doesn't have the big thick buff guy build. Those go to Izuku and Iida more imo.
Favorite picture - I never really thought of this much??? I love art of him being softer, more solemn, quiet and contemplative even. I guess I'll go pick out some favs right now...

Here they are! Hope you enjoy the post lmao
#im gonna throw him across the fucking room#until all his tears and feelings spill out#i swear to the goddamn gods i am so sick of this guy (affectionate)#get OVER yourself holy SHIT#he is so much like me too its fucking embarrassing ughhhh#katsuki get it together. go get your man. just say you love him already oh my fucking god#just say you love your friends and your family and all might and everything#you have so so much love and admiration and respect for people#plsplspls just let it spill aaaaaaaaaaa my fucking blorbo baby bitchass boy#evelynpr bnha#evelynprask#bnha#mha#my hero academia#bakugou katsuki#bkdk#bakudeku#i cant go on talking abt this guy#without talking abt the man the love and everything of his life cant I#*sigh* its not my fault theyre obsessed with each other you know
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Come back home when you have some sense
You can throw your life away just not at my expense
You’re not the son I raised

#jhariah#this one just rawrrfrrr#and then uh another line thats like ‘tell me did you raise a man?’#nice#im just listening to the new album to cope with nasty sickness and feeling out of it#god this album is really good it has every emotion in there like this song for example just the part where they scream the chorus its like#hnnnghhh#hm some other moments from the album im liking a lot uhhh i love re: concerns a lot#the part where hes like reading off the complaints and then the part where hes just screaming and its like BAM BAM BAM BAAAM#sasuke is so good and the bit at the end where its like ‘i just want you to know im so so...’#like hes gonna say sorry but cant seem to say the word for whatever reason and i know nothing about sasuke#but i has to imagine the fan girlies are eating gravel over that one lol it gets me#and theres just that like spooky echoing afterwards#the intro to fire4fun goes SOOOOOOOO hard i was losing my shit its awesome#the entirety of trust ceremony is giving me big feelings but specifically that part towards the end where its all quiet and you hear#its like whistling i think? like a marching band is coming in maybe#but it also kinda sounds like nature too and idk i like got a little bit um magical at that part cuz i was driving down a big hill#and it had been raining but there was a clearing in the clouds and the sun was bright and like at this particular hill#you can just see everything like the land stretches for miles theres trees hills the river farms all that shit#and idk with the extreme stress and depression ive been feeling its hard to have these moments where life seems worth it#and its hard to really feel anything anymore or to feel in the moment but idk i was just going down that hill seeing everything and it was#very majestic so yeah that song is definitely gonna have the same effect as pin eye for me#which i must mention pin eye again its still OOOOGHH very good it came at a pretty good time for me#yeah basically this album is uhhhh whats keeping me somewhat grounded rn i recommend 👍
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But I'd rather not remind myself and leave it all behind And I've tried so hard to fix it all but nothing seems to help
#anyways!#Gposes#FFXIV#FFXIV Dominik Dekah#Daine sicarius Occasus#toxic yaoi redemption arc (not really)#Daine absolutely TORPEDO'd everything when he killed Niki in a shortsighted 'just following orders' betrayal#he did LOVE Niki. The only man he's ever loved. but he would rather stay at rock bottom than have something good and lose it later#so he self-sabotages and constantly self-destructs just to keep it that way#Except he *really* regretted killing Niki. Enough to keep Niki's necklace around his neck ever since he killed him#then Garlemald went to shit and he didn't even have to do it himself! and Niki got resurrected and now hes fucking PISSED bcs bro??#but Daine never really stopped carrying that torch for Niki despite it all. And Niki realizes that Daine is the ONLY mf who can handle him#and Niki (regrettably) does love Daine. but yknow its hard when the guy KILLED YOU IN COLD BLOOD AND TRIED TO PULL 'its not you. its me <3'#but all this time later when theyre hiding out in S9 they sometimes let themselves play the game where theyre lovers again.#just like nothing ever happened. and daine has to deal with the fact he'll NEVER get that back no matter how bad they both want it.#what if he HAD chosen Niki over some stupid orders and let himself be happy?#Home would still be ruins. but he would have Niki still. What if he chose to love Niki?#He wishes he did. He can never say it out loud. but he wishes he chose Niki over selfish gain.#oh yeah i forgot these tags#Friend's characters#My characters#i couldve done way better onthe text or layout but ugh i was sick of setting this up tbh i jsut wanted it DONE.#its a mirror to the original photoset i made of them actually.#just this time its rectangle borders and cool tones instead of oval warm tones <3#but i think im the only one who notices that LOL
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mcdonald goodsir talking scene but its like an hour bc i just would like to see them talk more
#oh fics i must write things i must think#not to imply im not giving my two current fics my all i just am doing varying degrees of brain power on writing#i want to do a refresh on my one college gothic course bc i'm going to be doing ghosts in my next#multichapter fic where idk if this will change talk about things i need to pin down but#i think it will be collins crozier and eventually tozer who are able to see ghosts and they exist but i'm#going to be keeping it where generally ppl don't think this is real at all slash like#idk the spiritualism movement etc is like our real world but the thing is ghsots REALLY DO exist i guess osrt of just furthering#the yes and of tunnbaq actually eating these guys souls#but i also dont know what else im changing bc like rn its just like ok everything the same but i get to describe how to certain characters#its MUCH worse actually like imagine tozer seeing irving in camp only for him to later see his body being brought back idk#i think im gonna combo i tmaybe with the one wild thing i started back when venus in furs had me GOT#where tozer makes his own mutiny but ugh we shall see#i'm considering letting manson also see ghosts idk man i know this fic cant to everything but im also like#oh tee hee i can write morfin and collins and oh tom hartnell is here and of course tozer#and then new we are also saying fuck it and adding crozier which opens#lots of things#ENSEMBLE CAST CURSE YOU like looove this show but why are there so many guys#if i want to write a sick and cool fic i have to think about too many guys and then i shoot myself in the foot by going#yeah ok..... and what if we explored so much in this one thing#says the guy who also has to go through hoops to write terror fic sorry i forget my roots#i act like i didnt fucking make fictional show mickey's sister the same as his real life one and made her a lesbain in high school#LIKE MY BROTHER IN CHRIST it doesnt matter#i guess its just bc i worry i dont get these guys and again theres too many of them#like what if i write c#well they are all fictional#anyways i shouldn't put in the tags so much if you read this im giving u a kiss
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im slowly recovering but i did work on typesetting at last for the book 👍 its all edited now, just need to draw the last two pieces before i get it printed
#technically i still gotta draw the book cover + wait for my guest artist but you know... you know......#collapses on the floor#this is so crazy the desert duo book is finally close to being real its no longer just a pipedream#also i cant believe i learned indesign just for this#im going back to bed now i really shouldnt stress my body like this considering everything#man sickness got hands#烤鱼
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I got a 30/1/5 as Magneto today in rivals. Thought you'd appreciate that as I know you miss your man
Gonna cause a grown man to cry in the middle of shoprite phenomenal job done my friend
#snap chats#//choked crying noises// do mutantkind proud in my stead……#ive been annoying my brother with how much i miss rivals all weekend so Miss My Man is the understatement of the century dnWPSNAJSSK#BUT BRO THATS EXCELLENT ESP FOR MAGS#not saying mags cant get kills esp if you have wanda on your team its just his priority isnt kills#SO THATS WHY THESE NUMBERS SICK PHENOMNA job on staying alive my friend thats the most important thing you can do as mags#as anyone In General but tanks are esp super strong in ricals and Mags Esp…… my biases aside he really is one of if not the best tank#esp for soloing while he benefits from a second he’s strong enough to tank alone …..#BUT IM RAMBLING NOW can we tell. im deep in rivals withdrawal.#may your future games always be this wonderful my frined im ASSUMING everything went well#stats dont always tell the full story ig but a 30-1 K/D ratio… mighty promising i think…
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Im a genius im so smart i missed my stop and now im standing in the freezing cold waiting for the bus that goes in the other direction which only arrives every half hour and its so fucking cold and i want to cry
#everything goes wrong as usual#its not my fault the guy is sick and postponed me to later in the day and it got all confusing#hate when my plans get changed suddenly#and then i was so anxious i didnt notice when i shouldve got off the bus and now im in the middle of nowhere freezing my nose off#man i just wanna go back home and hide in my bed#mine
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pretty privilege in general is a terrible tool. but when the racism that it's ingrained in really has a platform to activate, it's just absurd .
#if ure a pretty white boy. oh my goodness. roll out the red frickin carpet to all the fame attention & feminization in the world#omg hes so pretty. pretty like a woman. hes just like a woman. lets treat him like an object#everything he does isnt really his fault. hes just a girl bcs hes pretty. bcs hes pretty lets make him cry#lets do a deepdive into his character & pounce or paint any opportunity possible to find a villain in his life that isnt himself#meanwhile a poc person is pretty & theyre get a compliment sure#but never like. a normal one#they can get treated like a goddess or a god yea#but like. one that imposes fear and distance. only to be admired from a distance#if ure pretty and poc then ure an artifact to steal#if ure pretty and white then ure a crisp blank page for ppl to doodle out all their fantasies and plans for u to fold right along into#bcs ure pretty just like a girl: usable.#shit is just stacks on stacks on stacks of stagnant thinking stacked onto sick ideals#idk man#maybe im just going crazy bcs i hate too much of anything. getting irritable & tired from feeling trapped#cant ever escape anything bcs the very existence of escape implies the threat of capture
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when sonic willingly is corrupted by the cyber energy its all blue because thats still him hes doing this for his friends and he will make sure theyre ok even if it means going all out. because he loves them
#dont talk to me im SICK#/pos#its like how sage turned blue whenever she was doing something for someone else or just. full of love#hes got all this power yet hes still got his friends at the front of his mind#because he loves them#because hes here !!! reaching far across these new frontiers !!!!#“in my hands i hold the ones i love” <<< !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GH sorry sorry. please talk to me about the dlc im. exploding#sth#rambles#sonic frontiers spoilers#frontiers dlc spoilers#THE MUSIC actually just give me one more second#at the climax. when hes fully corrupted and eggman is lining up the final shot#when it seems like hes gone#the vocals weve been hearing the whole time come back full force over the instrumental#giving everything theyve got.#just as sonic is#MAN i wish i knew music theory so i could actually put this all into words. but the way the vocals represent sonic and his goals#and how they come back even after such an aggressive guitar solo#just !!!#h. idk. thats all#go on with your day ill just be here#im he-💥
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Honestly, I don't really understand when people say "The Oni Trilogy ruined Garmadon's character by removing literally everything likeable about him" like. yeah. that is the point??? Mystake said, in s8, that if Garmadon is resurrected, he'll be NOTHING like he used to be, and he'll only be all the darkness.
The season clearly says him and classic Garmadon aren't the same, because Resurrected Garmadon is meant to be a shell of what Garmadon once was. His "wit" and "sense of humor" don't exist because he's literally meant to just be a dark conqueror and destroyer.
If anyone could PLEASE explain why they feel that way (preferably in a nice and respectable manner maybe idk) and think Resurrected Garmadon is a bad character for not matching a version hes not meant to, Id love to hear it !!! /gen
#Im not gonna mention s10 or s15 and how they handle him bc like. IT IS interesting to see him develop compassion on his own#but man. MAN that makes everything so confusing#ninjago#raine's rambles#sorry ive been in such a bitchy mood lately lmaoo#school has me sick to fucking death of everything.
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joe saward you have said some bad things in ur life, you have also said some FUCKING BEAUTIFUL things

#daniel ricciardo#silly season iss fucking HERE#sorry as soon as joe saward starts saying shit like this you know there are CONVERSATIONS#i hated that man last year but everything he said turned out to be right :)))#SO LOOK AT THIS.............IF WE'RE GOING ONTRACK RECORD#im gunna be SICK
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#i wanted the gif but couldnt find it. just imagine hes like subtly shaking lmao#ANYWAYS im just here to bitch and moan and complain because im sooooooooooooooooooooooooo annoyed over really small things 🙏😊#* ** ***** ** **** ******. im so fucking frustrated man i know what i wanna say but whenever i type it out it doesnt come out Right#basically i just want ** **** *** but i CANT because of ***** *** and its so fucking annoying because i am treated like its my fault???#and i could simply explain the Actual reason except oh! thats right. no one gives a fuck. like genuinely no one listens when i try to say.#i just get Completely ignored. and im literally going fucking mental and no one. cares. its just 'oh calm down' like why am i never allowed#any fucking emotions? i hate that i have to do everything myself and everything depends on me. * **** ****. * **** ** ** *****.#idk what im expecting to get out of this. im just so tired and ***. i wish i was in a world where i could only exist and depend on myself#but im not. there are certain things that i Have to get other ppl to do. and those are the things that never get done because it doesnt just#depend on me. i love that i always have to be there to help other ppl and do their bidding but as soon as i want/need anything#i 1. feel so astronomically unworthy to even ask in the first place ******* ** **** ****** ** **** *** * **** ******* ********#and 2. no one wants to. no one ever fucking wants to and im sick and tired of the embarrassment from asking and being ignored so i just#stopped. asking.#i dont know what the fuck im supposed to do. * **** * *** **** ** * ***** *** ******* ** **** * **** ***** **#le text post
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