#im so over itttt
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I just want to start a flame in your heart~ 🔥🧡🔥
#BEING THE CHANGE I WANNA SEE#AND FOLLOWING THRU FOR ONCE#they were friends!! they clicked instantly!! the first decent person she met and the first not to turn away when he told the truth!#She wanted to take him home and he wanted to go with her!!!!!!!!#no im not over them they're GREAT!!#Vaultknight#maximus fallout#lucy fallout#lucy maclean#lucy x maximus#fallout#fallout tv series#fallout tv show#fallout prime#fallout series#fallout tv spoilers#brotherhood of steel#myart#fanart#artists on tumblr#been wanting to do more lineart stuff so i thought i'd do some quick and dirty black lined stuff#which turned out not to be so quick. or dirty. in fact i refined so much my hand is numb now#worth itttt
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NOT EVEN MY MCLAREN DOUBLE PODIUM 💀

#im so over itttt#merc civil war#max p1#ferrari double dnf#ferrari clown cars#ALEX MY POOR BOI#YUKI MY POOR BOIIIII#nobody look at me#canadian gp 2024#f1
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number one most insane award goes to me it really is christmas oh my god hallelujah
#spacie spoinks#I SAW#OHHH WHAT I SAW#HIS FACE. OHH I CANT EGET OVER ITTTT#IM IM GONAN BE SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK#GOD BLESS TWITTER DOT COM#THANK YOU FRIENDS WHO KNOW I WILL NEVER SET FOOT ON THAT SITE AND SEND ME THINGS#I LOVE YOU#HOOOOGOGGUGH#HE WAS SO.....SUBKMISSIVE....#SO BREEDABLE....#SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMSSS#IM NOT OKAY#starts pacing around my room muttering to myself#breedable...he was BREEDABLE..! right fucking...there dude.....#every few weeks my friends all just like descend on me and drive me INSANE im telling you BONKERS
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big shoutout to short stories. yeowwwww this shit is hard to write!!!
#home cooked hijinks#mrnghfjfhfhfhd..#trying to write smth and in lieu of. actually writing it im just drooling over the house that made the 16 loops through time again#the Craftmanship. like shakes you the Craftmanship do u get itttt…#even like. the first paragraph. the juxtaposition of “bad plumbing” and “magical buildup” which IMMEDIATELY establishes setting and tone#next sentence. protagonists name exposition then we are introduced to danny and his dislike of th house and it all feels so smooth!!#you chuckle to yourself lightly about bad plumbing and “your house is a spoiled brat” and very suddenly you know whats going on#and the way the story keeps dripfeeding little memories of the house and danny’s importance to dr tilly subtly..#it never feels like an awful flashback chapter but without realizing you get there at the same time as dr tilly#which is. really cool! i love words 👍
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dr pepper pls help me through another 70 hour work week amen
#my brain is over itttt#im burning out#so tired#just want to get lost in my Caleb thoughts but forced to work mandatory overtime#🌙.talking into the void
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-`. OCS AS TYPES OF SUFFERING.
TAGGED BY @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @shellibisshe, @leviiackrman, @nightbloodbix, @lavampira, @marivenah, @faerune, @socially-awkward-skeleton and @corvosattano to take this uquiz for a few dears !! ty ty!!!!!!
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-`. DESPAIR.
The tunnel never had a light. You wish for nothing because you know you'll receive nothing, and your hopes died out long ago. The only thing that keeps you going is the thrill of emptiness you feel when things don't turn out your way. It's bitter. It's proof. Proof that you don't feel this way for nothing.
-`. THE BLACKHOLE.
There's a hole where your heart used to be and nothing is filling that hollow void. You could drown in a world curated for you, and still nothing seems to fit. It eats you alive knowing you're unsure how to satiate the hunger of your soul. It's barely hunger, it's more like a blackhole.
-`. THE TAKER.
Your expectations are ones you can barely meet. You compare yourself to others, but with a hypocritical light. You'll never find what you're looking for if you're laying down half of what you receive. It stings to be given less than expectations you've set, but if they were more reasonable, do you think even then you'd be happy?
-`. YEARNING.
The pain in your chest bubbles knowing that what you want may never be yours. You're lost in a fantasy world, or consumed by what you wish you were or had as opposed to what you do. It's hard to appreciate what's around you when you're appreciating the hope of what could be instead.
-`. THE GIVER.
Your energy depletes as you hand it out to anyone passing by your basket. People walk by and take, but no one ever leaves. You're constantly running on low when people keep asking you to give. You'd give your soul away for free, and then what left do you have of yourself if you can't say no?
-`. LONELINESS.
Your heart feels full of the connection you feel you lack. No matter how many people are around you, strangers or not….someone is missing. You don't know who, what, or if you'll ever find them. You're unsure if there's a person out there who'll really satisfy your life, so really what's the point of continuing to look?
#only if you want to of course !! <3#oc: amavet aerasume#oc: yeva yakovleva#oc: vaermina vanthampur#oc: tissaia thorm#oc: chiara de laurentis#oc: cythia vassermiller#GEE WHIZ QUIZ WARN ME NEXT TIME BEFORE YOU GUT AMAVET LIKE THAT gvashgdv *SCREAMS*#DESPAIR. HE GOT DESPAIR IM - !!!!! are you KIDDING mee!!#they dont call him the mourning lord for giggles :') THE NERVEE#im fine with this im fine with this im fine :)#*screams* ok ok i was a bit ?? with yevas but I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND RAHH ITS !! it gets her!!!!!!!#they were too on the nose sweet pea im SORRY vaer !!#TIISSAIAAAA FIRST OF ALL HOW YOU DARE QUIZ SECOND OF ALL DO YOU MIND IF I BEGAN CRYING BC!!#TISSAIA MY SWEET GIRL :') this is fine!!!!#CHIARAA i knew she would get this answer I KNEWW ITTTT#cythias *screams* THE WAY THERE WAS SOMETHING I HAVE HAD BRAINSTORMED FOR HER IN MIND THAT FITS THIS SO WELL??#over the course of her arc in the novels (and show as well!!) loneliness is PREVALENT the part on how in spite of the people around#she can still feel loneliness is SO poignant to the isolation she feels at court this answer gets her to the letter AHH!!#TY TY SO MUCH FOR THE TAGS i missed doing uquizzes sm !!!!!! THIS WAS FUN <3 i may do more clowns with this it was lovely !!#cy ur so a*licent coded <3 'is there no one in the empire to take my side' 'i have no friends here all they see is the empress' SCREAMSS#something something 'id like to think im still the lady cythia' AAAAA BABY BABY MY POOR BABYY#i mean vaer was living in an estate alone with just her t*ressym trying not to be a sacrificed to summon the hells by her family so she#really just had her expectations of the life she manifested SO LIKE..... yk?? sweet pea'll marry the love of her life and#skxjjxjx
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#the secret to making friends is to let yourself annoy them#this is a joke but im also being completely serious#all my life I've been too apprehensive to make the first move because im always afraid of being bothersome#but looking back at the friendships through the past 4years at uni... im so lucky that a lot of people didn't worry about bothering me#and decided to come up and initiate conversation anyway#and also. whenever anyone has 'bothered me' by asking about me or wanting to know more... I have only felt loved and special...#so i guess what im trying to say is that#cringe culture is dead and theres nothing cool about prioritizing how you appear over the potential of a real bond#and I was born to be persistent and curious#so yeah. now that my graduate program will start in a couple months and there are opportunities to get acquainted with my classmates#I reach out to people with no attempt to hide my enthusiasm in getting to know them.#I double/triple text a lot and annoy them (affectionate) like i do my bffs and its incredible how 9/10 reciprocate that energy so quick#and despite the cultural differences and minor mistranslations/miscommunications we still manage to find common interests to discuss about#and it's like '!!!!!!! we're besties now'#yeah sure sometimes people might get a bit uncomfy and by the second message if i feel like I'm disturbing them I back off#but i won't know that until i reach out in the first place. so all in all this has worked really well for me and i love itttt#megumi in the tags
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GUYS.... GUESS WHAT...
Movie Sonic!!! He exists!!! Isnt that neat!!! The silliest guy ever is real he is right there and he has three whole movies worth of content to go insane over (and like a little bit of a TV show episode icl the first episode was VERY close to being my favorite ep of Knuckles purely bc Sonic is in it I'm not even joking- Episode 4 ate so hard tho)
Anyway be prepared to hear about this guy for like the next few weeks still probably especially because my band have agreed to do the Sonic movies for our college music festival so now being insane over this hedgehog is technically college work let's go chat (i also have to make Escape From The City into a ballad for one of my units so this hedgehog has invaded my college work multiple times its so funny)
#rai rambles#i think this is the strongest the hyperfixation has ever been icl#this is the first time ive been on tumblr when one of the movies came out#ofc i was on here when knuckles dropped but the reaction to that wasnt as crazy as like the movies themselves#so this is the first time im actually experiencing scu tumblr and I LOVE ITTTT#scu tumblr pls be alive forever keep the hyperfix ALIVEEEE#i havent been this crazy about a piece of media in a few months at least probably even longer#so im rlly excited rn#like to get me to draw or write or read fics about smth i gotta RLLY RLLY LOVE IT#ive prolly had like 3 whole hyperfixs that have done that lol#it doesnt happen very often#so im very happy its happening with sonic#TY TO ALL THE COOL SCU CREATORS THAT ARE HELPING ME GO NUTS OVER THESE GUYS U KNOW WHO U AREEEEE
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"you should take an anatomy class" I just like looking at dead bodies im too stupid for that WHY do you want us to work with you so bad
#ot.txt#shes so convinced we r smart and i dont get itttt#we are really dumb and im gonna cry over it
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end of mania and i feel fine. i was worried i'd immediatly be down but nah i feel like i got so much out but i did it in a way that was embarrasing for the moment only, so I have no regrets or anything to be regretful for so MUAH
#shutup sensitive#talk about healing huh#still a lot to get done in my life that im not satisfied with but#as a person not all in my head :)#a lot of it's in my head sometimes but ik its not and ik how to work on things xx#now trying to do everything to not get back into that anxious 24/7 state#that was really hard and im cycling to it these past few years and im so over it so done#desperately holding onto my child self like THIS IS UUUU REMEMBER UUU STOP FORGETTING WHAT U LIKE AND WHO U ARE U COW UR THIS PERSON STILL#i get itttt tho we're close now or wtveee#(side note to self was reckless driving today but stopped as i started so idk what that was..)
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they filmed when phil posted his story so they can edit and have it ready what's not clicking. I can't wait for this video to come out so the fandom can snap out of whatever this is I'm so over it lmaooo
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i hate how i feel doing or not doing certain stuff for/because of the pain + fatigue since im a fat person :///
#p#id feel double standard-y shame (my favvvvv) abt it anyway#but its like. i took the elevator up to the break room just now n it always feels like everyones watching me do it#n judging or smth. like ya im also not in shape n thats like my fault etc n that would help these things be easier too#like especially on days ive worked i dont wanna go w ppl walkin the dog cuz im in a lotta pain#n w all of this i feel like a lazy piece of shittt which. like i said..id never think abt anyone else#even another person who isnt thin#or in shape etc#anyway. on lunch break now when theres lots to do (we have more ppl now at least tho)#n i feel like im such a loser cuz i rly needed to sit+rest n eat#also for my brain cuz i get overwhelmed n weird anyway but. -___- i gotta get over itttt fuck offfffff#i feel enough dumb bad stuff abt not doing 'Enough' but adding this makes it feel worse bleh#im big into shame idk !#working (sorta. its not rly working akdhdj) on not feeling negative n bad abt the word fat#i wouldnt randomly call someone that irl or anything#but i know ppl on here are wanting it to be more normalized n that its not an inherently bad thing/word#but. :(((#not another good word for it so yknow w/e#ok im gonna try to stop pity partying thru a break#especially when ill have less than an hourrrrr after this yay
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my top 5 eras vs what my spotify listening history says are my top 5 eras…SPEAK NOW SWEETIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING ALL THE WAY DOWN THERE


#i’m over here like ‘fearless is my least favorite taylor album’ and they said ‘oh rly??? your listening history says OTHERWISE’ fjehfhf#been listening to my tears ricochet lately so that definitely helped folklore (love that for herrrr)#BUT ONCE 1989 TV COMES OUT…ITS OVERRRR SHE’S MOVING INTO THE TOP 5 IM SURE OF ITTTT#lover at 1 isn’t surprising at allllll LMAO#taylor swift
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i need to stop feeling bad about calling out cuz it’s clear my coworkers never feel bad when they do 😭
#i’m just annoyed lol#coworker who works the evening shift called out like 20 minutes ago and i was asked if i could work the evening shift but im already here…#like ive been in since 9 so now i have to work a split shift 👎#i know its not my coworkers fault shes sick but man 😭😭😭😭#everyone always calls out sick or whatever but i never do cuz i feel BAD#but i’m over itttt i really gotta stop feeling bad when i do -_-
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yall im so over my job that i went up to my work friend n said '[name], lets run away together and start an MLM'
#cryptic ramblings#which i would NEVER DO OFC#fuck MLMs fr. the multi-level marketing kind.#im just SO OVER ITTTT#I WANNA GO HOME I CANT TAKE ANOTHER VALENTINES DAAAYYYY (i work in floral)#hell on saturday i told a DIFFERENT coworker tht we should start a cult n get outta here (here being both our jobs and just. the country)#ALL JOKES OFC OFC#but lowkey not. in the sense tht we wanna Quit Out Fkn Jobs and Escape and Take A Break.#anyways#*our
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