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Got to meet Laurence Rickard and Mathew Baynton yesterday at MCM! They were so incredibly sweet! I gifted them each a print of my Ghosts illustration and they also signed it for me! ✨️
Someone also posted this gorgeous pic of mathew baynton on twt with my art right next to him hehe 🤭🤭
#they were seriously so damn nice#could've talked to them for ages#i forgot to take a picture with them cos I was already holding up the line#but im so grateful that they also signed my art for them since they had already signed the book#had a really successful london trip so far haha#bbc ghosts#ghosts
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Just another day wishing I didn't live with my parents but having to because I can barely take care of myself
#haha i had a meltdown#over smthn silly to them#which did result in me crying a lot#embarrassing when its something silly but more embarrassing when its about something serious to me#anyway#long story short masking is not going well for me and i was inevitably gonna blow up#i cant even really cry it out in my room cause i dont have a lock on my door#so#haha#sorry for random vent#ig its not reallt a vent when its this vague#i feel silly esp cause my coworker was like ' you should just be grateful you hava roof over your head and food and a bed'#and i do get it#but bestie this is not living#i think living would at least mean having a somewhat decent time#but im just kinda surviving#its basically just like hs except now that im an adult theyre 'allowing' me to live here and i owe them for it#idk thats too much to get into when i said it wasnt a vent post
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hi evie !! how have you been ? :33 i hope you dont mind me borrowing you and moze for something ehehe <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss#omg good morning nick! my stomach literally twisted and flipped seeing this /pos /POS /the most positive gut wrenching feeling in existence#NICK AND THE REASON WAS ? WHY DO U NOT HAVE A KOFI LINK WHERE IS IT …. THIS ISNT OK I NEED TO FIND IT???? U CANNOT BE … BE …. BE UM … YOU K#I NEED TO 😭😭😭 I NEED ….. IS IT OBVIOUSLY IM CRYING WRITING THINSSJSJSN /pos /ULTRA POS THIS IS SO CUTE UR ART IS SOOOO AWESME IM SO IN AWE😭#typos: obvious* <- & barrier* -> amazing work evie#i broke the sound banner with the screech i made seeing this …. YOU … YOU DREW ME … THE EXACT WAY ….. I .. ITS SO SPOT ON I ????? I … IM#FLABBERGASTED . SHELL SHOCKED . GOBSMACKED IM SO OBSESSED WITH HOW U DID MY HAIR …. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DO MY HAID … AND THE CURLS ARE LI#LIKE THAT… IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR STYLE JSJSJJD HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID IT???? UR STYLE IS MMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000/1000!!!!!! in specif#the colors … the colors are gorgeous and sooo nice to gaze at … the little wings … HOW DID YOU KNOW I LIKE- IM SO . (hugs knees and cries#YOU DREW THAT DRESS AWESOME-LY …. IM GENUINELY LOSING MY MIND AND I HAVENG EVEN .. looked at *him* ….. nick …. im complimenting it and i#can’t even see rn HEJSJCKCNITS BLURRY 😭😭 my head hurts so bad from sobbing but ive never been happier /pos IM SO ???? I LOVE HOW U DREW ME#i went to go triple check for the kofilink and found myself browsing through puppetgear tag once again u^u JENDNDKXJ oh my god . PLEASEEEEE#ok…. moze … he’s … so tiny .. he’s so cute … he looks so grumpy :’) /pos AND YOU .. u captured his squishable look omg….. he’s so teeny he’#literally as big as a fingernail on my phone im :’) HES POCKET SIZED I CANT BELIEVE U DID THIS /pos /ETERNALLY GRATEFUL#WHY 😭😭😭😭😭 YOURE SO KIND IM SO . IM SITTING ON THE FLOOR OF MY ROOM SNIFFLING AND HICCUPING AHENDNJXKC AND STARING AT THIS OF COUESE#i just saw the ask 😭 i definitely don’t mind im literally on my hands and knees to thank you and it’s still not enough JSNSNDNMC i have to#dig a dent in the hole and bow inside the hole …… it’s not enough … i genuinely love every square inch of this JSNDNXN i just adore … how u#did me … how u did moze (so— everything) even the circle in the background is a color that i adore 😞😞 sniffle …..#what a treat to see moze in ur style 😭😭 what a HUGE . Nice . AMAZING. TREAT . he looks so good in ur style UGH I WANNA FLOAT AWAY#the physical reaction i had in my stomach & head is unmatched /pos …. it’s vaguely similar to when u get called on in class while nervous .#and ur stomach flips .. but in a positive / EVSTATIC / insanely happy way … thank you so much omfg (link?) (please?) you are so kind ….#i don’t even know how to convey my gratefulness so im resorting to crying-staring-crying-staring-crying#(cries)#oh i never answered ur question haha :’) yea im great! :’) and you? :’)#im gonna put this in queue >/////< URK IM SO …. THANK U NICK ))))))):::: (link perhap?)#edit: OHHHH I SEE HOW U DID MY HAIR COLOR!!!!! that is so cool hello? it’s black- but not? and it fits so perfectly!!!! THAT IS SOO COOL WJ#NO WONDER I WAS ADMIRING THE COLORS EARLIER THIS IS SUCH A COOL THING (nonartist tries to explain how neat something is) NSNDNXKK
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Our power is back on!!!!!😭💖💖🌟🌟
#it was out for 10 days 😭😭😭😭😭#it was caused by hurricane helene that hit the carolinas really bad last week#i live in south carolina not north#but South Carolina especially the upstate (where i live) got hit pretty bad#lots of fallen trees on houses and everybody lost power#nowhere as bad as north carolina but still 😭😭#very intense#i also had a very fun adventure of getting food poisoning a couple days ago😭😭😭😭#so ive been eating nothing but dry cereal and tea since lol#the power came on last night#i immediately cleaned everything haha#the scariest part is how out of the blue all of this was#had no idea it was going to happen#anyway hopefully this week i can get back to it!!!#making more art and stuff#my drawing tablet plugs into the wall and it killed me last week not being able to draw on the computer 😭😭😭#minor problems ik 😭😭#very happy and grateful rn#also gonna take a lot of naps bc im very tired lol
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advice for getting out of christmas eve service with my parents??
last year i was too late in packing and getting to their house to go, which i was completely okay with. i didnt want to go. my sisters later told me the service, on christmas eve, was focused on a detransitioner's return to god, complete with the mother who cried saying she had her baby girl back. (apparently my mother cried at this story as well)
i tried simply refusing to go to a christmas morning service once and it started a shouting match and ended with threats to kicking me out of the house. so.
#exvangelical#ex christian#deconstruction#i actually dont remember if my attempted refusal was last year lmao but the way my mom talked yesterday haha....#'you need to leave earlier to make sure you get to church' hmmm i do not want to do that#and before anyone says 'youre an adult they dont have to make you do anything' i am currently living with my dads mom and am very grateful#for that. we're like half an hour from my parents and they talk all the time so any catastrophic thing has the potential to affect this#also any time i 'make things difficult' it's worse for my sisters. actually just me being at the house makes my mom on edge i think#she's always ready to snap in a way she apparently isn't when im not there
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🎁 ˶˙ᵕ˙ )ノ hello hello rara !!! please don’t mind me as i pop into your inbox to deliver you a little love letter > < it’s been a minute since i last complimented your art !! BUT FIRST i have to say that this theme is so pretty — i love the blues and purples, as well as this pinned video ?! all your art aaaaa !!!! your style is so lovely ,, and oh its absolutely breathtaking when you look at all the details in each one ?!?! the fabrics of clothing ?! THE HAIR ?! it’s all insane /pos you have such beautiful art !!! BUT ALSO YOU !!! you are so kind ): your good mornings ( though we are in opposite time zones, and you still say good morning to me !! i appreciate you so much 🥺 ) EEAAAA i adore you infinitely! i hope you have a wonderful rest of your year + christmas if you celebrate (((: and an awesome new year when it comes!! 🤍🤍🤍
EVIEEEEEE happy holidays !! thank u for this v heartfelt message ! i want u to know that i rly appreciate all the love and compliments (*꒦���꒳꒦ີ)♡ and that your chatters are v welcoming and give me 'it's a new day' vibes like the morning show i used to watch before going to school hssjjs im not much of a talker so this is all i can offer in exchange for ur v kind words ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ hope u gave a great holiday szn and a merry, merry christmas w your loved ones (+ moze (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝))
#to: rara#to: rara from: evie#i wanted to draw me carrying moze but then i started drawing aryomen grande#HAHAHAAH WELL#ig it makes sense bc i wouldnt be able to carry moze#tiny pop star possessed by sukuna surely can#also my apologies im full and sleepy like the pig i am so this is all messy 😭#and i hope moze is recognizable or at least drawn decently it's my first time drawing him#i looked him up on google took the first photo as reference and thats it hsjsjs#oh i js wanted to say for my theme that purple is my favorite color and the blue it's the pantone color for SHINee one of my ult kpop group#im nothing if not full of easter eggs HAHA#again thank u evie for the message#im grateful for u and ur presence on my dash even if it's like past midnight#dw im a night owl HAHA
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Date morning at Granville Island.
2 sketchbook pages. One lovely morning.
#no edit comic#no edit#comic#date day#comic artist#autistic artist#enby artist#ink sketch#ink drawing#black ink#moleskin sketchbook#moleskin pages#moleskin#granville island#VanCity things#vancity#enbeebee drawing#meaniezuchinni art#artist on tumblr#my stuff#traditional art#image description hasnt been done yet and im sorry#if anyone wants to do it for me id be so grateful haha#lots of text#sorry
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DROPPPP THE JIUNG SMUT FIC 😭💔😭💔😭💔 literally nobody writes for him anymore and it makes me sad idc if it’s fluff, angst, smut, etc. just need me some jiung tbh
OMG ANON!!! this is insane i'm literally SO HAPPY TO RECEIVE YOUR ASK UHM THANK YOU AND UH ALSO I LOVE YOU IG? 💗 sorry is that too dramatic
okay youre so real tho literally nobody writes for my love jiung........... except i USED to write only fluff (i think i have around 3 fluff fics in my masterlist) and im not even joking, i literally have not wrote a single word of smut in 4years. FOUR YEARS. can you imagine???? it took kcon and dfesta and hello82 CHOI JIUNG TO BRING ME OUT OF MY SMUT HIATUS. WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS TRIGGERRED I REALLY MEANT IT COS OHHHHHH MY GOD I FR WAS LIKE FKJEJNFEILJNR RAHHHHHHHHH 👹 haha ha im gonna rant below under the cut sozzz
anyways TL;DR: DW MY FELLOW CHOCOCHIP your girl's gotchu i SEE u and i HEAR u and i will be working on the smut fic in earnest tonight (wish i published it earlier but damn it really is harder than i rmb to write smut) so yes. it will be dropped sometime tonight if all goes well (aka if i dont lose my mind will writing my own smut fic) you have been warned !! get keen !!!!! also feel free to DM me if you would like me to add you to a taglist or notify you when it's published (i'm aussie so time diff wise it will probs drop at a time that is convenient for americans cos LOL tumblr is an american site fr) !!!!
thank you so much for this ask btw it has been received and much appreciated by this little piwon writer living in her own tiny corner of the internet <333333333333 like i say this all the time but anytime anyone interacts with me and reads my fics it legit blows my mind cos im like who?? me??? damn.. //blushes
also ur so right i think its crazy how the popularity of members in terms of fanbase vs which members people actually want to read fics for is like... so different like worlds apart omg JUSTICE FOR HYUNG LINE PLSSSS i need more hyung line writers omfg
#anon#i literally LOVE YOU OMGGG#the way this is the exact thing that i needed to get mymotivation going ohmygod im not even kidding !!!#thank you so much i nearly teared up fr haha is that kinda dramatic? idk haha oops#literally hashtag justice for piwon hyung line writers and fics#as a chocochip i am so grateful there are at least SOME jiung fics on here#whereas there is literally NO theo keeho fics#some intak but mostly its all ot6 stuff#and theres like bucketloads of seobsoul#which i love the maknaes but i mean im 5 years older than them so i try not to read any M or even suggestive stuff bc it kinda makes me#feel like i shld go to jail fr#seobsoul are literally just my cool handsome talented lil bros#but yeah JUSTICE FOR HYUNG LINE#I WILL BE WORKING HARD ON THE JIUNG SMUT#I WILL TRY MY BEST NOT TO LET U DOWN FR#OKAY SORRY i yapped again rant over#love u kthxbi#asks#rach 💭#jiung smut#jiung fanfic#jiung fic#p1harmony#jiung#choi jiung#p1harmony smut#p1harmony fanfic#p1harmony fic#kpop smut
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i am enjoying this show but i do think it's a good case study in how... not to worldbuild jlskdfklj.
i know it's not trying to be that deep, so it really is fine, but it's been kinda interesting to me picking up on things i don't think makes sense with the hidden connective tissue for what each society is supposed to be like and how they have developed from the present?
like everyone in most cultures thinks girls are fine and equal to men (ex. the moclan baby situation) and even if it's through an alien acceptance lens they're fine with gays (bortus and klyden) and even maybe chill with trans stuff ("ur kid can decide when she's old enough" in theory) etc.
but there are also so many jokes that stem from inequality that you wouldn't really think about unless you really considered it, like the Standard Straight Marriage Jokes you get with ed and kelly dependent on marital gender roles or alara having trouble with boyfriends who don't want a gf who's stronger than them (even though maybe the issue is her just being scary strong generally, it does come off like her super strength was almost created for the sake of "haha strong woman you would not expect it from" and to then make jokes that would hit with a modern non-introspective audience) etc.
if society has developed and done the work to actually get to a place of equality in these areas then those jokes and casual attitudes would be much less likely, and it makes sense to me that the guy behind family guy would not understand that or care because he is trying to appeal to a very standard modern audience the only way he knows how (uncreative jokes stuck in an outdated status quo).
#TO tag#not a ton of examples bc i honestly just roll my eyes and let the joke go in one ear out the other but i think the vibes come across#PARTICULARLY with ed and kelly#and honestly there is almost something meta funny about watching these people in the future talk like they're from 2012#but when it is the whole show it means it is not supposed to be funny on that level but within itself#i think i just wish i could get space sitcom without... the 2000s sitcom jokes yknow?#i am grateful it's not as bad as i expected in those attitudes and i am also still enjoying the ability to just get a lighter scifi vibe#bc as much as i love hard serious scifi it does get exhausting sometimes#i just think i need to go back to my w359 relisten#ignoring that i think i left off somewhere at the point they did start getting big serious haha#or mourn inside job again#HONESTLY THOUGH i think i have been lucky that a lot of my favorite scifi has had typically mindful people behind it#or it took place in a time where it made sense and still kept itself at bay (thank u amanda tapping for self advocating <3)#so im sure honestly there is older serious scifi that still does the 'women amirite' bs esp Big Military Propaganda For Men ones#but for something more recent i would still expect a lower level#of it ingrained in advanced human society
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✒️ (if you still have the time & energy, you've already done so many!)
Interacting with you always makes me smile -- your positivity and kindness always makes my day! We've been mutuals a while and I still get excited because you're so cool, haha
#LOL after a while i feel like people mellow out but im still like !!!!!!! Cool Friend Talking To Me??????? 🤩😂#youre so kind -- it really makes me so excited to interact!#(and haha i was a little surprised but also really grateful for the asks - they were all so fun!)#misc
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guys so a couple of days ago my backpack decided to RANDOMLY RIP OPEN !!! while i was walking around campus !!! AND MY FUCKING LAPTOP FELL OUT AND SHATTERED 😭 and tweaked to death shortly after basically ............. so i have been grieving cuz ive had that surface for like 4+ years,,,, 😭 HOWEVER ! ! ! todayyyy GUESS WHO BOUGHT A NEW (GAMING) LAPTOP WITH SUPER SEXY SPECS LIKE WICKED GOOD IT'LL LAST ME FOR YEARS AND RUN SO GOOD WITH MY GAMES + UNI WORK STUFF . 🥹 FUUUUCK im gonna be straight jorking it at uni with my elden sekiro etc >.>
#IM SOOO PUMPED CUZ THE SPECS R WICKED AND THE PRICE WAS ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD FOR WHAT IT OFFERED#AND ITS A LIL BIT BEEG N CHONKY BUT ! ! ! ILL BE ABLE TO BRING MY GAMES TO UNI WITH ME ! ! ! :>#im soooo SOOO happy lmfao like. im having long ass days there anyway so its like. ough this'll be soo good#im so happy i almost cried at best buy im so grateful for what i have man. lmao#i spent an hour talking w the geek squad to make sure its perf for me n shit n THE ONE EMPLOYEE RECOGNIZED MY BERSERK WALLPAPER N STUFF#on my old dead surface ... so he was like haha you read berserk? niceee and i was like OMGG thank uu... yes its my fav media v.v#so i fangirled w him he was also lowkey handsome but whtv#my mom was there tf was i supposed to do KJHDSFH sadge. ANYWAY#now i have two good gaming desktops and ;v; im soo grateful lol#ill be able to upgrade it later too so :> EEEE#sora.txt
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also... everyone... I know I promised to return to the prince aki fic post haste but I think I need to take a small break first... my brain needs resting... thank you very much for being patient with me 🤲💗
#didn't expect to write so much for that last fic haha#and im currently#on a 10 days of working in a row streak#I finally have a weekend off after like three weeks.....#once I'm able to rest I'll definitely feel much better#the third chapter of the fic is almost done!#I only have the last part to write#so it shouldn't take very long to get it out#and it's over 10k words so it'll be a lot to enjoy >:)#thank you for waiting and for supporting me 💞#I think I have already grown so much in my writing journey this year 🥺#I'm so grateful to be where I am and be able to write!!!
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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tfw u finally go to make urself a dinner plate and some nasty ass man walks into the kitchen, picks up the entire serving bowl of creamed corn and puts his filthy mouth on the bowl like it’s a giant cup and tilts it straight in. multiple times. 🙃
#could you not wait long enough to get a fucking spoon and your own bowl like a civilized human respectful of other people#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#food mention#yeah no it’s cool it’s fine it’s not like i wanted to eat some too or anything#it’s not like that’s one of the only vegan dishes here that i can therefore eat haha no it’s fine#i guess a normal person wouldn’t let it bother them but my OCD is having none of it. that corn is Tainted with your Mouth Germs now#oh what you want one of the last rolls that i was gonna eat? yeah no that’s cool man that’s fine eat as much as you want! :)#i hate the holidays more and more every year. nothing but stress and for what. i don’t even like these people#but whatever i guess i shouldn’t bitch about it when i choose to remain here#as if everyone with a shitty family has the power and ability to just Leave. i don’t think you realize the extent of my disability#but fucking whatever#someone put dirty plates in the cabinet with the clean ones#someone put the turkey in with a sink full of dishes#someone put the mashed potatoes in the bread box#i’m not even exaggerating#ahhh the joys of being the only sober person here. man what the actual hell. what level of intoxication must one reach to do this shit#whatever it’s fine i just have to learn to stop giving a fuck. let them be stupid and live with the consequences.#it’s late and i’m getting a stress headache. time to go brave the kitchen once more and actually get food this time#then i can be miserable in bed. but with food :) and eat myself sick as a shitty form of self-soothing#but it’s fine today bc it’s literally Eat Too Much day in the US so for once it’s kinda normal#then be too tired and depressed to make myself brush my teeth. and therefore contribute to my dental issues. two birds and all that#am i even making sense anymore. im so tired. of being a person. and like. existing#but im grateful to have food and running water and electricity and a place to sleep and everything else i take for granted#so i should just focus on that and try to ignore all the bad#ough i feel sick. okay Food Time fr this time. let’s hope no one’s in the kitchen now
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They could recast yes, but I think the backlash would be crazy for recasting Hayden in particular. I *hope* this will be the last time they use this character, and Hayden got so much flack for his performance in the prequels, people see this as his redemption. There’s no more of Anakin’s story to tell; it’s complete. If they end it here, they won’t need to recast at all. (Versus Vader, who wouldn’t need recasting bc of mask/prosthetic makeup/Hayden being the right age)
I see your point in the disconnect between prequel/animated Anakin, but that was an issue we’d need to go back in time to fix in tcw (the original mischaracterization), not by recasting him for live action (match for animated, mischaracterization for prequels) when people have been gunning to see Hayden’s Anakin with a live action Ahsoka for so long now.
i think the problem is that i'm not really part of the demographic that wanted to see live action ahsoka and anakin in the first place, so my comments are pretty irrelevant. i was very happy with them in animation and wished maybe there was an animated rebels sequel show or something, that could've been really neat. to me hayden!anakin's story was already complete, a very beautiful corpse, and like ahsoka and the entire clone wars is a (long! interesting! lovely!) animated footnote to the prequels story, and rebels was a masterpiece of its own. if they really had to make the transition to live action, i know there would have been backlash for a recast but i think there could have been equivalent good pr for a new hot young star wars heartthrob, i don't know, i don't know shit lol. there's just a reluctance and ambivalence about the de-aging that i can't shake, no matter how much i enjoy how pretty and intriguing the show is in general, or how much i think hayden deserves all the positive attention in the world (he does). next week really will make or break it for me
#sorry i'm just kind of like#having mixed feelings#i am enjoying and am grateful we're getting it for sure#im a fanboy of pre disney star wars so#im in a weird spot about it haha#not trying to shade anyone's enjoyment at all 😭#sw salt#sw
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feeding my inner child by sitting up on the catwalk at my school so that I can draw in peace
#Goblin adventures#goblin speaks#im drawing :)#my inner child is so safe up here#im so scared tho haha these grates are. scary
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