#im so god damn tired
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deathbypufferfish · 2 years ago
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This week has been trying to kill me
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persephoneandherhades · 11 months ago
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You know what? I would love to be a damsel in distress. I would love for literally anyone to try and save me from anything for once in my life. I have taken care of everyone else for my entire life and had to rescue everyone else and when can it be my fucking turn. If I am suddenly perceived as helpless will someone finally treat me as though I weren't bullet proof? I have proven time and time again that nothing will destroy me and I would like someone for once to not take that as a challenge to find a bigger fucking wrecking ball. I want to be treated gently. I want someone to not try and find my breaking point. Why is everyone always trying to find a bigger gun to shoot me with to see if this is finally the one that kills me.
So yeah it would be great to be a damsel in distress. I am in distress and I would love to be saved. I can eventually save myself but I want someone, ANYONE to try for once. Is it too much to ask that I be treated as the human creature I am instead of the indestructible monstrosity I have been forced to become? I was never given the option of being soft. I was tossed into the sea with nothing but my grit and determination to survive and told to sink or swim and then left there.
So yes I know that to everyone I look like the terrifying dragon guarding the tower but they don't know the maiden I'm guarding is myself. If someone could just look past my battle scars and armor they would see the exhausted woman who just wants someone to offer me help. A soft touch instead of an attack. A gentle word. Feathers instead of stones. I'm so tired of being my own knight in shining armor. I would accept the witch's apple at this point just for some relief but she never thinks to offer it to the wreck I have been forced to become. What do I have to do for someone to see me? I don't know how to shed my scales or take off my armor. I have never known a life without them. Will I be forever stuck in the same loop of adversaries when all I want is a partner, a helping hand, a small gesture of kindness.
I am the scarred, scaled, battered creature that everyone is told you must fight to reach the damsel but what I wouldn't give to be literally anyone else.
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diggingoutmygrave · 2 months ago
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pigswithwings · 10 months ago
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above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.
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automaildoll · 10 months ago
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Not to be that person but if your vision insurance give you a free pair of glasses and you plan on buying a different pair anyways...even if you don't like any of the frames the insurance offers. TAKE THE GOD DAMN FREE PAIR OF GLASSES!!!!!!
Like for fucks sakes I'd kill to get free glasses. My parents spent a fortune on me and my glasses and you would turn down free ones because they are not your aesthetic?!?!?!
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fizzyizzysworld · 1 year ago
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evee see cc thats been in early access for like three months and think "man, this is not worth the money youre trying to charge me for it"
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rinnysmuses · 2 years ago
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I want to disappear]
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kagedbird · 4 months ago
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So: further bad news, gang
Laptop I bought shit a brick and would no longer boot (had several blue screens even during before and after attempting to factory reset it and multiple windows recovery errors) so no more writing for a bit.
Instead of buying a new laptop, I'm going to take my original borked desktop to Best Buy to see if Geeksquad can't fix her because god almighty if I trust another local shop and they forget her again, I will actually commit murder.
So if you would like to assist me in paying for repairs as I attempt to save every last penny I have for rent, food, and travel, you can do so here:
I don't know how much it will be but I fully anticipate having to get another new motherboard or a brand new psu since it won't boot up at all since the local shop incident— so any amount helps.
Thank you for your time and hhhhhhhhh I am so tired man
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el-pada · 8 months ago
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why is it always my splatoon art being stolen bruhh, just had to deal with an ig account who was getting 5 times the attention off of my stuff
hell even before the game released a random game news site used my first ever deep cut drawing as if it was a game asset, atleast it just took 1 email to make them take it down
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ratosk · 1 year ago
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Late night Sinclair doodles (please god it's 3 am as I am typing this)
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ninoochat · 6 months ago
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Shameless - season 2 episode 11: Just like the pilgrims intended
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squeakadeeks · 5 months ago
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i dont want to say this in a whiney way i mean this in a "trying to find comedy in a bummer situation" way but its kind of funny that from a social media perspective, objectively my sculpts/OOAKs, illustrative art, and plush work is strongly disliked. i have not been able to post any non-cosplay work without losing a good number of followers and they preform very poorly compared to cosplay stuff, like 900 vs 180K poorly. and again i dont want to be caught in social media games and the whole "performance as merit" thing (even though this does kind of bum me out ngl) but.....just from a comedy perspective the thought of someone being like "ug, you made a little guy? disgusting. I hate you. unfollowed." is....kind of bonkers ngl
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verdantwyrm · 26 days ago
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I actually cannot believe I even need to say this but
Please go take a long walk off a short cliff if you fetishise, fantasise or romanticise Jimmy getting fucking lobotomised OR "vegetablised"
I have seen, far, far, far too much of this shit in the past week or so and I cannot stress this enough, please stay a million fucking miles away from me. Jesus Christ.
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apostate-in-an-alcove · 1 year ago
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Christians will unironically be like: "We have moral standards 😌💅." Yeah, so does literally everyone else you stupid twats, you're not special.
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kairithemang0 · 9 days ago
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it's so damn sad that i have 500+ of you and no one gives a shit that i am curled up on the floor crying holding my old stuffed cat because it's the only thing that hasn't left me and trying not to have a full on break down and jump out a window, but you will just at the chances to correct my shitty behaviors the moment i even momentarily fuck up. suck my dick/not a threat. jesus christ
i am tired. take what i say tonight with a grain of salt. i can't type due to the fact every ounce of liquid in my body is pouring out through my eyes while i try to convince myself life is worth living.
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alyimoss · 2 months ago
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youre so real for this take me with you i dont wanna BE HEREEE
well good knowing yall
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