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Thanks to a wonderful outside donation, the utilities bill has been paid!!! Now we just have the car bill which is due by the end of the month, and the car insurance which we would like to pay ASAP. We are hoping to get enough donations to cover those two expenses ($557 together) so that our paychecks can go straight to rent (which is $1420). Our hope is that once this month passes, as long as we are caught up on all bills by the time the month is done, we can move on to allowing this gofundme to go mostly to the debt! Thank you all who have donated, and keep us in your hearts. Here's hoping.
#gofundme#please donate#if you can#transgender#queer#unitarian universalism#the local UU church has been the majority of the help#im so glad we joined#but we cant keep going if theyre the only ones donating#give until it feels good#rent help#donation post#american capitalism
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2009 Abu Dhabi Grand Prix - Sebastian Vettel(ft. Mark Webber & Jenson Button)
#fantastic podium!! maybe my favorite of this season?????#sebmarkson podiums are my fav ever nothing can top them#and both mark and jense were being so cute with seb this race aaaahhhhhhh <333333#theres something about seb that makes older men want to cuddle him and pick him up and pour champagne on him#haha thank you to dru for showing me seb getting drenched on this podium a few weeks and making me hype for this race!!#this race was very very good as well. like the last laps battle btwn mark and jense was insane#its very good when i already know the results of a race but the racing still makes me sit on the edge of my seat and scream a bit#i mentioned this before but i love how this race felt like an epilogue and it was nice to see everyone having fun and enjoying themseles#thank you everybody for joining me on another season journey!!! it been so much fun. ive really really enjoyed 2009#brawn is just soooooo cool to me. their story is insane!! im glad ive gotten to watch thru this season before the docu abt them comes out#but also very fun to see the beginning of rbr getting to the top of the field. every good result just felt so rewarding and worth it#anyways dont wanna do too much commentary abt it since ive discussed it a lot. onto 2010 next!!!! i shall miss you 2009#though i will say. it was rly interesting in this race to hear their team predictions for next season bcs a lot of it doesnt pan out#mark webber#jenson button#sebastian vettel#sebson#martian#sebmark#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#2009 abu dhabi gp#season: 2009
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All of the double life duos were great, but i wish cleo and martyn were appreciated more by the fandom, they were hilarious and i really hope one day they team up for real
#im so glad zombiewood has gotten a second wind recently#chat join us in the fight and we will claim victory i prommy#confession#cc: zombiecleo#cc: inthelittlewood
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truly nothing is more American than being like "yay I love the Marvel films yay I love the Captain America films" until the Captain America film has an Israeli superhero character who works with the Israeli military. and then we have to boycott it. but before this it was fine to support films about Captain America, an American superhero character who works with the American military!
our wholesome and universal commercialized nationalism vs their sinister child murdering nationalism!!! lmfao
ive made this unrebloggable but just in case someone gets up in my face I will make this crystal clear: I am not telling you to hate Israel less I am TELLING YOU TO HATE AMERICA MORE
#sorry#im so tired. some of us already hated this shit because we have consistent values. many such cases.#'we are boycotting the mcu' sweet im glad youve decided to join me -- oh. i see.#yeah if you neglected to get mad about militarism in the mcu before this then i think you may actually just be an anti-semite sry.#goodbye#do not get me started on the fact that this is like. AFTER DECADES OF REMOVING THE JEWISHNESS FROM SUPERHERO COMICS#om the part of the mcu#fuck a you! fuck a your shitty fucking army recruitment films! AAHAHAHAAHGGHHH
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@rheakira BIRTH BIRTH BIRTH BIRTH ‼️‼️‼️ DAY
happy :)
#umh. i dont know how to tag this one#undertale#undertale ocs#undertale yellow#?? sure#roxx art#SORRY THEY R A BIT. RUSHED. I HAVE TO STUDY BIG TIME#BUT !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY#ur very awesome cool im glad u joined the server so we could properly meet eheh
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anyway, it sucks but i think overall i’m glad to be leaving the youtube warrior cats community, the tumblr wc community is the chillest section of the fandom imo and lacks a lot of the younger fans that have yet to mature or acknowledge the flaws in the books.
#like. thinking back to it- im glad im not in that evil spottedleaf map. its a rather immature take on the character and not a very good#analysis of her. “oh just make her a yandere!” boring.#i shouldn’t be so quick to join maps just because the host was nice to me. but in fairness i did think we were friends#yeen rambles#sorry for all the musing lol#just thinkin
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wip - trying to doodle my rarepair on the beach and i can't stop trying to make emo ideas happen so im spitting out here to get it out of my head
eustace and isaac could be cute !! just let them have their peace and quiet!! I'm starting to rotating them in my mind !!
#kickdraw#granblue fantasy#isaac gbf#esutace gbf#what do i even call this pairing - who cares im the only one out here on this boat ive seen post so far (join me hahaaaa)#eusaac#istace#??? - no idea lmao#reading isaac's fate ep made me so emo knowing how his parents treated him and grace - im glad he got her out of there cause oooouuuggghhh#anyway hear me out on them (I have almost nothing here yet lmao)#we take the 2 sorta solitary dudes on the team and we shove them together : )#they barely interact before HSM - but yaknow im having my fun out here rotating them lol#just 2 dudes with their lives dedicated to a mission forced on them from childhood both ending their mission and moving on at the same time#guys who would relate to each other maybe if they ever spoke to each other but are too solitary probably - oops oops#grand zeta fate ep says isaac is now working for society fixing up the weapons and needs to work on ranged weaponry next : )#eustace is the most stoic dude vs isaac being the most visibly nervous dude in the plotline - anyway i think they should kiss#could probably compare their characters more here but i'll just do it in a separate post sometime lol#edit - I FORGOT im eternally emo over how isaac got his arm eaten lmao#im want to draw 500 references to it cause it was really metal
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i’m still kinda working on it but getting over my antisocial habits is literally improving my life so fucking much
#like. i got an invite from this girl who was on the spain trip with me#she texted me like ‘hey i’m having a wine night if you wanna come over’ and i knew she lived just a few blocks away from me#but in the past i would’ve been too nervous like uohhh idk if i’ll know anyone thereee i don’t wanna be weird i don’t wanna be an outsider#+ idkkk + im not entirely in the mood to drink even if i’m not /not/ in a drinking mood#+ wehhh a billion other excuses#BUT I DIDNT DO THAT#i was like oh is it cool if one of my housemates comes with? yes? wicked i’ll see you in a few#and then we just walked over and joined the party!!#AMD WE HAD SO MUCH FUN we had lots of good drinks and met a bunch of cool people and i flirted with all the girls#and one dude kept challenging me to a face-off in which we’d see who had a harder look and could avoid breaking#and i kept winning bc i’m the hardest motherfucker around#and it was just so much fun!!!! i think one dude there wanted me badly bc he kept hanging around me and talking to me but he was#good conversation so i didn’t mind. and i’m a narcissist so the attention was just stroking my ego even if i don’t like him back at all#overall. yeah. i’m glad i just said yup i’ll be there thanks! it was so much fun. so much fun.
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anyway yeah relevant to that post abt being deaf/hoh and ppl excluding u from conversation bc of it (even unintentionally), that's smth that's been really deeply bothering me lately bc there are a few ppl I routinely have to deal with who do it a lot and it Pisses Me The Fuck Off I've lost all patience w them. giving up and calling it ableism and walking out idc anymore 🚶♂️
#theres a guy at work whos incredibly annoying for it but tbh hes bad at his job in general anyway n everyones annoyed at him all the time#so at least i get some solidarity from my other coworkers (who are generally rly accommodating of my deafness)#i dunno how he hasnt got the memo ive explained im deaf so he needs to face me n make sure he has my attention n enunciate multiple times#but nope still not getting thru to him! so half the time if he starts mumbling i just pointedly ignore him until he either speaks more#clearly or goes away lmao#and same with a friend of a friend im sure hes a nice guy and everyone else seems to like him n hes in our main discord server so i cant#avoid him as easily and ive been so tolerant of it but hes worn thru my patience entirely and idc abt trying to be nice anymore#if he comes on call and starts mumbling and sidelining me from the conversation i just put him on mute im not dealing with that anymore#i dont fucking care if its petty and rude to do that. im tired of trying to understand him and dealing with how left out he makes me feel#i hope he picks up on the hostility n feels unwanted so maybe then he'll understand what its like for me and fix his behaviour 👍#bc i have no other way of communicating that with him anymore. since I CANT FUCKING HEAR HIM!!!!!#he also has a lot of other annoying behaviour which is fine but this is my limit its so disrespectful and outside of my control#make space for my disability or go away forever#not sure if we could even be friends if he did change now bc hes soured my impression of him so much by this point.#sad! well theres other guys#im glad everyone ive met at climbing so far has been pretty good abt it. really not that hard to do!#anyway rant over lol. at least the guy at work is only on a temp contract so only have to deal w him for a few more months#unfortunately since the rest of that group is friends w this other guy he'll prolly be around longer. but oh well lmao#just crossing my fingers he'll drift away n never open discord again so ill never have to deal w his shitty crackly mic mumbling#or maybe he'll stop fucking calling from whatever wind tunnel hes in and properly join in on our movie nights instead!!!!!#it is sad bc i think he has similar music taste to me. there are def some things we have in common that could form a basis for friendship#but hes gone n ruined it innit#aaaanyway oops started complaining again... the bitch grind never ends#im gonna shower n go back to elden ringing it.... fare thee well#.diaries
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retconning stroud out of the deep roads so i can shove laure amell and the hawke siblings and varric and anders all into the same little camp. they would all have such a bad time
#carver: dying of blight. with an inferiority complex. but mostly dying#danie: MY BROTHER!!! MY BABY BROTJER HELP HIM!!!!!#anders: oh god oh fuck. wait a minute. i recognize this area. isnt this where the commander should be? oh hell#varric: we are all going to 🪦die⚰️ in a 🕳 hole. not even a GOOD hole#warden commander laure amell of ferelden and amaranthine: oh. anders. glad you're not dead or a darkspawn but Why The Fuck Are You Here#anders: oh hell. uh.#warden commander laure amell of ferelden and amaranthine: actually shut up. darkspawn incoming. its too open here so follow me to camp#'uh- commander-' 'shut it. there are shrieks about. this is a nasty area to be in with non-wardens' [glaring disapprovingly]#they awkwardly walk to camp. sigrun and a couple other wardens are there. they all sit down & drop their stuff#amell sits on a stump and pulls out a corked bottle. pops the cork. sniffs it. takes a swig. her white hair almost seems to glow?#she coughs then asks anders 'so why *are* you this far in the deep roads with a band of nonwardens? how'd you even get here?'#anders pulls out the map and hands it over. she looks at it. her expression darkens. she rolls up the map and says 'Anders.' he looks up.#she whaps him on the head with the map and gripes 'do you have ANY idea how long I spent looking for these fucking maps?!' whap 'you dick!'#she whaps him one more time then stuffs the maps into her bag. 'that still doesn't tell me WHY you're here. out with it.'#varric speaks up: 'my asshole brother locked us in a thaig. we came down on an expedition and found an idol that he betrayed us for'#amell frowns. 'a *thaig*? there aren't any records in the shaperate of any out this far. this isn't even a main branch of the deep roads.'#'it could be ancient!' sigrun offers 'or an unsavory secret the shaperate 'lost'. like Caridin?' amell nods & turns back to varric.#'so you're looking for a way out.' they nod. 'and just happened to come by this way?' anders says 'no commander- we need your help.'#amell takes another swig of her bottle. her hair is definitely glowing slightly. 'who *doesn't* these days. but for a pair of old friends-'#she winks at anders. 'what is it you need?' danie interrupts. '-please- my brother is sick- if you can't help him he'll die!'#amell looks at hawke then at carver. gets up and steps over to him. kneels in front of him and unceremoniously grabs his face#tilts his chin up (carotid + jugular blackened) peels his eyelid back (sclera greying and bloodshot) pries open his mouth (tongue greying)#then releases his head and stands shaking her hands. 'oh yeah. that's blight for sure. this is why you sought me out?' anders nods.#'we'll take him. but you know- he may not survive the joining.' 'any chance is better than letting him die!' 'i agree.' amell says coolly.#'youre lucky. we can do it here but the prep will take time. rest. eat. be on your guard. and DO NOT touch my whiskey if you're not a mage.'#it takes like a day of prep. also no one has used amell's name so they havent figured out the Cousins thing yet#eventually amell pulls carver over to the fire and hands him a cup of the joining potion and says 'you get one warning. *don't flinch.*'#he drinks it. he lives. but he's unconscious. amell sends the party on their way#to anders: here. i found this not long after you left. *hands him the phylactery* you and justice be careful. it's getting chaotic out there#to hawke: for what it's worth im sorry. if ever you need the wardens' assistance i grant it under the authority of warden-commander amell
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I LOVE YOU FRYE ONAGA
#prince says stuff#IM SO PROUD OF HER IM SO PROUD OF US#IM SO GLAD I JOINED DURING HALFTIME IM SO GLAD I COULD CELEBRATE THIS#WE FUCKING WON !!! HER THIRD WIN !!!!!!
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guys. guys !!!!
#vanu is rambling#ok idk this is gonna b a happy post but i think there are lots of people who love me in this world. or at least enjoy my presence.#like i always always always ALWAYS doubt if my friends or family like me and in my head they all secretly hate me#but like for these past couple months things have been different.#i don’t feel so left out (like i usually do in groups) or alone.#like my friends genuinely want me there like they always ask me to go places with them. and i almost always say no because im so busy or#i just cant but they still ask me everytime. yesterday the whole group was calling and playing a game and i got a bunch of texts like hey#where are you u shud join the call it’s rly fun ! but i just couldn’t bring myself to talk to anyone at that moment.#today they were rly happy when i joined the call and idk it made me feel like. oh. maybe my friends do like me#and also i have two moods: i’m either super talkative or i go into my little shell and don’t say anything/add to a convo. and like during#those moments they’ll be like hey u ok? or they’ll just listen to me talk about ceramics and how fun it is or how much i hate eating pears#and like. we laugh so much together. like i have so much fun with all of them i love every single one of them omg#and scary thing is we might not even be friends after we start college. but yk what? that’s okay i don’t wanna think about that.#because like who cares? i’m not gonna let my fears ab the future ruin my friendships. i’ll always love them anyways. and we’ll always call.#i’m glad i met them. they’re all such beautiful and funny and amazing strong willed-people. they are my friends.#it’s just so crazy to me that they willingly want to spend time w me and are sad when i can’t. and they’re so understanding at the same time#they don’t get mad about it. and like they have mad eng last year in high school so much more enjoyable.#someone told me that this is ur last year do things so when you look back you don’t regret anything- so you can be proud of what you did#and my friends helped me with that. and like i still feel lonely the majority of the class because despite this there’s like a permanent#stain of sadness right there at the bottom of my heart. but they make the hard days more manageable.#like i’ve been on call with these people until ungodly hours at night just laughing and i go to sleep feeling a bit lighter.#they introduced me to the tech side of theater which i never thought i’d get into but here i am. they teach me silly facts and words in asl.#they taught me dances- knowing full well i SUCK at it- because we all had fun with it. theyve taught me it’s OKAY to be vulnerable in#friendships and that sometimes being open/yourself is quite literally the best thing you can do for your own soul and others. they’re cool#people really. really cool people
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saw your answer about stripe ask and i just want to say for anyone out there: don’t use paypal unless that’s the only option for you.
i made a paypal account and immediately, within a minute of making it, it got permanently limited and after days to contacting paypal they still refused to fix it (saying they can’t reveal why it got limited for their safety) and didn’t let me close my account. basically i can’t use my account and i can’t delete it either so my info will always be stored on paypal, which is ridiculous and not safe.
anyway, like i said, if you have another option besides paypal then use that because paypal sucks. be careful!
^^^^^^ no yeah exactly same hat (og ask)
I have a solid guess on why mine is dead so tiny psa if you’re making a paypal account & have legally changed your name in the past like year before that pls triple check that everything official is as consistent and already changed over as possible and you have new IDs already Before you make the account bc they’ll find one tiny thing that hasn’t fixed itself yet and shut you down for possible identity fraud no matter what you do :)
(also if you feel like you need to have paypal so you have an option for customers who don’t have a card I will once again recommend stripe bc I’ve discovered their direct email invoices allow you to accept bank transfers as a payment method (including internationally) so people can just pay using the online banking account their paypal is linked to without having to go through paypal)
#more than anything they seem to loveeee to break accounts :)#and then ghost you when you send them ids to try to fix it :)#like thanks man glad you have even more of my information now that was soooooo helpful /s#buddy I’m not some carefully organized crime ring im TRANS#I’ve also heard that if you Do manage to delete your p.aypal account it will probably never let you make another one so#I haven’t tried to delete mine bc it’s such a commonly used thing that I feel like I need to keep the option as open as I can#just in case shit changes in like. years.#which Sucks#so if it’s broken and they won’t tell you why trying to just start over will likely only land you in More trouble/fraud suspect from them#so we just get stuck in this stupid position#of them having our info and refusing to let us use their service or properly Stop using their service. wtf man#and the only way they say it can be fixed!! is by giving them more information!!! that they then ignore!!!#anyway. thank u anon for joining my anti-pa.ypal yelling team#for the record none of this frustration is at you at All im just tired & mad at paypal#support beams to you for that stupid website that sucks#snek asks#anon asks à la snek#edit:#ok i will concede that there is One good thing pay.pal has done: apparently it’s how we paid my baby doggo’s adoption fee 7 years ago#but that’s it
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Hi Sel! Your writing makes me feel like I'm experiencing love in a fresh, new, exciting way. It's warm and tender and delicate, but it fills me with hope and anticipation of what could be. I find comfort in the scenes you create- they're so immersive and realistic!
lin!!! thank you so much for playing 🤍
your writing reminds me of:
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the slow trickle of water before it spills over; blue hour; the view from a mountaintop, supremely vast but achingly small; the minute space between a touch, almost touching but not really.
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thank you so much lin 🥹 i am so touched and flattered that you’re able to feel that through the writing i create 🥺 i love love! but especially one that is gentle and slow 🥺 i’m so glad you find my scenes to be immersive and realistic!! i consider that a lot when i write 🥺
send me a ✏️ and i’ll tell you what ~~vibe i get from your writing! (alternatively, you can also tell me what vibe you get from mine!)
#anyone can join!!#u can send me a reference work i can use if u want!!#anyway lin!!! i will explain !!#i think ur writing aches in a way that !!! its solemn !! but hopeful !! bittersweet i think !!#but there’s a mood to the way you write that puts me in that headspace!!#waiting for the water to spill over is what i feel when i go thru ur scenes!#blue hour is the mood it emanates#and the view from the mountaintop is that bittersweet feeling !! like wow theres so much everywhere its beautiful !! but we are also—#—so small#the space between touch houses all the unspoken things!!#im rlly glad u find my scenes realistic omg i rlly endeavor to make them that way 🥺🥺🥺#i am so touched!!#also congrats on loving that white haired big baby 🫶🏻 welcome welcome 🫶🏻#lin tag#ask game#ask#rep#threadbaresweater#love mail
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turns out i have fasd (fabulous amazing silly disorder) 👍
#all the symptoms except the face thing#but thats actually a misconception and many people with fasd dont have the face#every single symptom matches up#every strength and weakness i have matches#which is kinda sad because it feels like my whole personality is just a Symptom lmfao#but its nice to know that there's a reason why i cant concentrate or do any studying and why im so forgetful n stuff#and im glad i found out so i dont hate myself for the rest of my life#and theres a reason im the way i am#and it isnt my fault#so yeah lol#hey guys im joining the neurodivergent gang wassup#it sucks though that theres no community for us#like with adhd and autism theres like a community because its so well known#but with fasd theres nothing#but there must be so many people who have it cuz all it takes is just a few drinks to fuck up the baby#but who get it misdiagnosed as autism or adhd because theyre similar#and cuz its such a bitch to get fasd diagnosed cuz no one wants to listen to you if you dont have The Face#i wont ever get it diagnosed probably or not at least whilst im a kid#because my mum doesnt want me to and doesnt listen when i tell her i have it even tho she has enough evidence that my bio mum drank#and i know she'll say theres no point because theres nothing we can do about it and itll just look bad on my resume blah blah blah#but it would be nice to and i would like to have it diagnosed just so its official and i can feel better about it a little#maybe one day ill do a campaign or something and spread awareness of it cuz that would be nice#and thats actually something i want to do maybe and get a purpose#and to help the kids like me who used to feel there was something horribly wrong with them and they couldnt concentrate or do anything#and who felt they were lazy and who were so miserable#because ITS NOT THEIR FAULT!!!#youre not lazy youre trying your best and doing so well#i want it to be more well known so people dont feel as awful about themselves and spend their life hating themselves#but for now ill just try to survive until adulthood#red meows
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jungshin and her losers signing off
#this ending made me forget how much i hated choi cheolwoong#im a trash for this kind of trios in kdramas#and i love that they didnt make cheolwoong completely change#theyre still pretty much the same#from their highschool days#and i love that their wounds arent completely healed yet#literally and figuratively#but theyre living through it and moving on to be happier#the writer is so unserious for that message on top tho#tough times = going to prison joining a gang and almost getting yourself killed every other day#yeah everyone goes through it#lmao they knew what we had to go through emotionally since ep 2#anyway another drama added to my fav list#glad i still gave it a chance and didnt give up halfwat#when idk where the story was going#pretty worth it ngl#kdrama#oasis#kbs oasis#jang dong yoon#seol in ah#choo yeong woo#jana watches
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