#im so frustrated rn 😭
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man 😭 I'm glad I got here an hour early I literally can't even find the entrance
#im so frustrated rn 😭#so they still havent told me if im supposed to be working the elementary cafeteria or the high school one#and theyre RIGHT next to each other#she said look for a brown door with a doorbell#i have not found one yet#update theres also a middle school that uses this same address. falls on the ground#THREE DIFFERENT HUGE BUILDINGS. AT LEAST tell me which one it is#not to mention all the little buildings surrounding it. what is this#thats what i get for getting a job in a sister town
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#not to complain ab the same stuff i always complain ab#but my artblock is soooo bad . its so bad and frustrating and limiting and demotivating#because instead of being able to draw whatever whenever i feel like im chained to random bursts of inspiration#that i cant manifest just by willing it so yk. and imlike why…#so many ppl who draw whether for their job or for their hobby seem to be able to do it whenever#and its like yeah i could put pen to paper rn but theres such a mental disconnect that its not enjoyable anymore#dude its so whateverr😭😭 like its so made up and ik its just a psychological thing but it feels so physically .Hard#rrrgwgqq#like i try to maintain the habit by drawing stuff out even w no end in mind#but that also stresses me out bc its likeIDKK idk#silly tbh#seeing all of this art arnd me all the time > online and stuff is so nice and inpsiring#and it makes me want to do that too but i legitcannot . like i am being squished by a boulder and my hands are chained to 30lb weights#whatfreakign ever dude .like whateverrr#i want to grind my brain 2 a pulp . honestly🙌#like what do u mean u cant u literally just do it.but im the one exception to that
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random but i resolved to post abt it every time i find a webtoon that I enjoy... and lately I've been having fun reading this one...
*rubs nose* heh... I do dabble in het from time to time... no but seriously it's a p straightforward lighthearted enemies to lovers romcom, not groundbreaking or anything yet im over here kicking my feet and giggling the main couple is SO cute to me... i luv them... I actually couldnt wait to find out what happens next so ive been slowly reading ahead in the kor whenever i have time and they're sooo cute😭😭 I also like the art style and costume design a lot!! it gives me like. a nostalgic 90s shoujo anime vibe tbh... w the puffy hair and babyfaces...
#webtoon recommendation#the crown princess scandal#후궁 스캔들#im like trying to downplay it bc yea its not like#anything super new or groundbreaking or deep like it is what it is!! a fun and cute lighthearted romance!! but its done well i think...#like to give it credit... it must be doing a decent job bc#if writing a romance is so easy why are so many of them annoying and frustrating to read!!#genuinely love their dynamic sm#they complement each other so well lmfaooo#like the past few days ive been like ok time to check on my hets :) like theyre my hamsters or smth#i feel like the opposite of a straight fujoshi rn... gay person giggling over everything these hets do#(/J)#style reminds me a little of ranma/inuyasha (i havent seen either tho)#genuinely wish it could be an anime tbh!!!#anyway im not very far bc i have to read p slowly in kr#im only up to ep 36... but far enough that im invested in these idiots. theyre so dumb but in a way thats not too frustrating#i actually do have to give them credit bc like ive read sooo many het webtoons that piss me off😭😭 so like!! they must be doing smth right!!#unrelated but does anyone have good bl or gl recommends#i actually havent read that many
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Shi Qingxuan~ <3
#i love them :>#THEY DESERVE BETTER AAAAAAAAAAAAA#anyways. im not gonna spoil anyone abt what... happens#just know I am SAD about it#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hob#shi qingxuan#a literal ray of sunshine#xie lian's best friend everrrrrr (except hua cheng ofc)#guess what im reading rn ehehehe#the background is a CSP asset btw#im SO mad btw#i recorded the entire drawing process for this (6+ hours) AND THE FOOTAGE IS MOSTLY OUT OF FRAME.#it technically my fault bc I just kinda dont understand OBS yet. but I am ANGY. RGHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i miraculously mysteriously centered it for the last ~20 minutes or so. but the rest of the footage is pretty much unsalvageable 😰😭🥺👿#emojis are not enough to vent my frustration. i need to rip a table in half ot smthn#RRRGHRHRJAGDJDB#:)#my art
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thinking about this post i saw the other week where this person was saying how badly they wanted to be able to buy a nice mug without thinking twice about it. and all the comments were saying how they could just buy a cheaper mug. and they were like jesus fucking christ ITS NOT ABOUT THE MUG. because yeah
#i’m so fucking. Exhausted#having to so carefully budget every single dollar#and feeling like a failure if i want to get like. some fancy cookies or something#or a nice blanket#and i am paying back my debt but also taking on more every year#and i personally don’t even feel that bad about it. like as long as i can afford the monthly payments idc#but then i see like three million tiktok/youtube videos shaming people who have less debt than i do#and im like. well ok.#like i am Trying idk what else to say😭#but i don’t want to try this hard like i’m not strong enough#i don’t have the work ethic or desire to scrape every penny into my savings like.#i just want to be able to buy fun things and see my friends#not even like. anything crazy expensive😭#i want to go out to a bar for karaoke without feeling guilty about the drink prices#it’s just. sooooo fucking frustrating and i’m worried it won’t ever end#sorry for the rant i am just spiraling a little bit😭#i’ll probably delete later#like i am Fine and actually doing really well rn#but i am so sick of not being able to afford to eat#and even when i start getting paid i still have to be so so so careful with my money#which i am. historically not good at doing#UGH#sorry😭#will delete#personal
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Anyone know how to uninstall their orientation software? I'd like to stop running demiaroace.exe and try something new pls. I don't like some of the features and limitations of my current program.
#pls I'm so tired of this#im tired of finding myself idk... falling for? developing crushes on? people I already care about deeply#and who are unavailable for one reason or another#like. pls. either let me have crushes on random people like an allo or let me be a true aro#this in-between state is hell 😭#demiromantic#demi aroace#demiaroace#not feeling particularly prideful rn#just lonely and frustrated and confused#☉#fox thoughts#personal#tbd#?#idk
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everyone that watched mitch's media and was pissed at him is so ??? bc he's clearly not had to deal with the media for weeks and also just wants to be back with the boys, lmfao. says he misses it multiple times unprompted.
#like no player likes focusing on or talking abt their injury when they cant do anything abt it#if theres petulance in his words its bc he doesnt get to play rn and it has to be frustrating to watch from the sidelines#but hes sweet abt his teammates as always#to me it rlly reads like hes annoyed he cant be back yet 😭😭😭#which. me too bitch#but it was so nice to see him god#naturally everything turns into the biggest deal when its coming out of his mouth specifically but..... i love u mitch :(#miss you so fucking bad im seirojsfdk.#contemplating not watching the next two
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my favorite thing about art is how bad the process sucks and how I literally always hate the end product lmfao
#I spend so much time on stuff I don’t like it s so 😭#it’s fine im so frustrated rn it’s fine I think that I should die#it’s okay
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something that I realized WAY too late into my tumblr "career" is that when you click on a post and have it pop up, the blog post color turns white, if you dont know what i mean, heres an example:
Here's how I see my intro/navi post (on my blog dash thingie):
But if you click on my page/blog (by clicking my name, not going to youredreamingofroo dot com), here's how anybody else would see it (aka not on dash):
which is VERY annoying especially since I like to make transparent images/banners/gifs and means I have to rebrand my banners- and I can't make the text darker, bc then it'll be hard to see when your just viewing it on the dash :/
I also didn't realize this when I make colored text and thus meaning the text on some posts w/ colored text will be/are hard to read
#I was just thinking about this earlier when I made my MtMoi release post and i've been aware of this for a little bit now#im just so frustrated about this whole thing which makes me not want to remake every banner 😭#i kind of need to do it soon tho cuz of my MtMoi series aksjhdnbn#i just kind of figured a while ago that “well my blog is dark mode so everything else will be dark mode” and got unpleasantly surprised >:/#and to be frank I want to redo my entire theme again anyways but uegrhhhh thats tedious and i dont wanna do tedious things rn#-said the person who constantly deals with/does tedious things#yapping
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FML fr
Finally got the damned Adderall prescription, but it's not going to be available for Several Weeks. So I'm calling my doctor again to see if there's some alternate prescription I can get so I can get SOMETHING sooner than Several Weeks From Now.
#speculation nation#looked up why it's on shortage rn and im so pissed off actually#are lawmakers so scared of random people using the medication that theyre gonna fuck over ppl who really need it???#all answers point to yes!!!!!!!!!#face in my fucking hands. like fuck dude ive managed so far but with it being So Close yet still out of reach#it's FRUSTRATING. man i just want my brain to work right 😭😭😭😭😭 why is that so much to ask for 😭😭😭😭😭#anyways im on hold waiting for the receptionist to get in contact with my doctor. wweh.
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my bf keeps being like. i wish you would show more affection sometimes it feels like we’re just friends. and not to sound like im giving myself therapy but ive just realised it might be because. i’ve literally never seen my parents like. do anything romantic. i’ve never seen them cuddle. they don’t even sit next to each other on the couch. they don’t say romantic things about each other. i come from a family where physical AND verbal affection just don’t exist. and it’s sooo hard to try and do it naturally without feeling like im forcing it or lying. aaaa
#my parents love each other#but we’re just not a naturally affectionate family#it took me YEARS to get used to my friends hugging me#even then i still feel kinda uncomfortable#my bf got kinda upset bc i never initiate affection when we’re in public and i don’t know how to tell him that i struggle being#affectionate in private let alone in public#i’ve NEVER been an affectionate person#i feel like im going against my instincts all the time#idk we went to a club for a friends birthday and he was like. we should make out rn#and i said no bc i Did Not want to make out in front of people i knew#plus i’ve never liked seeing people make out in clubs#and he just didn’t really get it he was like but it’s a club everyone makes out#like i just Can’t do that like i can’t#ive gotten used to cuddling and holding hands in public#but even then i feel a lil uncomfortable#and i feel so bad bc he’s such an affectionate person and i just can’t reciprocate to the same level#i get overwhelmed when cuddling for too long#idk 😭😭 i just feel like im not giving him enough#and i know he’s getting kinda frustrated with how unaffectionate i am most of the time :(#i really wish i was different#i feel like im doing everything wrong#i don’t get how this kind of stuff is so easy for other people#idk i love cuddling#and i like holding hands and stuff#but it doesn’t come naturally to me
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< 2023 trgnz
#not to get all sentimental or whatever#but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months#its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn#and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ??#LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE#before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing#and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective#but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️#theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like ..#actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls#w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before#its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something#but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK#and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY#anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side#its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭#ANYWYSSTYY#trigun#my art
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hi love!!! to begin with, i love you sm. i feel like in all my other friendships I'm always the one doing the appreciation posts and it feels sososo nice to be written those long ass paragraphs rather than me being the one doing it for once 😭 (but I'm writing one rn bc I feel like you deserve one <3)
you are actually the sweetest person EVER and you seriously deserve the world you are one of the best people I've met online (as in like top 2). you are so funny and nice and i seriously love you sm
i love waking up to like 30+ messages it makes my heart go YAY bc like omg someone actually likes me??? that's so cool???? and you are seriously so fun to talk to i love you sm mwah <333
I would give you a hug but that can't happen rn so I'll just give you these instead: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
was super pissed and crying when i opened tumblr so this meant a lot. you are the bestest person every and i love you so so so so much ❤️❤️❤️ thanks babe you made me cry harder (in a good way this time) you deserve good things <333
#you're so awesome#and kind#and you have me feeling angry#sad#happy#flustered#and frustrated#all at the same time#so congrats on that achievment 😭#love you sm babe <3333#inbox !!#riss answers#riss posts#sorry if my reaction seems underwhelming i can assure you im screaming into a pillow rn
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Posted this on twitter already but if anyone has a couple dollars to throw my way it'd be super appreciated. I need to replace my apple pencil and that shit's expensive. I had some money set aside from sketch comms i was offering, but had to use a bunch of it for something that came up 😭
https://ko-fi.com/hannahrose
Literally anything is appreciated ty
#im so frustrated lmao i need my pen to make money#but it's so fucked up#i was taking sketch comms to replace it but i had to stop because the pen is making it difficult to finish the couple i got 😭#im too unmedicated for this rn
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danganronpa is whispering its siren song to me but alas nobody shares my big brain million iq opinions (drv3 hater) (korekiyo defender) (ishimaru understander) (celeste and hifumi apologist) (kaito hater) (protagonist love triangle poly advocate) (post sdr2 anime enjoyer) (fucking hates the writing bar the first half of sdr1 and ending of sdr2) (never even finished v3 because it was so dogshit terrible and also i genuinely can barely get through the minigames) (problematic psychological horror fan)
#the executions were not gorey enough they were not even that camp. except the celeste one.#leon baseball one was good. the korekiyo one had potential. kaedes ROCKED. taka's concept version was cool. everything else was shit.#everything about the way they wrote korekiyo drives me fucking insane ive written essay length posts on it before. i care him okay.#let me project onto the predatory fem gay man stereotype incestual serial killer.#mostly because his writing was wildly homophobic + transmisogynistic and a horrible depiction of abuse#but had so much potential for a genuinely good character if theyd pulled their heads outta their asses and deconstructed the tropes#which is what danganronpa is all about thats what makes the first game halfway secent#ughhh. its just so frustrating how all the writing js so close but so far.#like genuinely this is one place where i think fandom and fanfic is better than the original#say what you will but it's one of the only fandoms where ive felt p much all fanfic and headcanon done genuinely#has told a better and/or more complete story while keeping the original concepts and tone#unfortunately most of the fandom is insane and/or too preoccupied with shipping (understandable. i guess.) to like. engage with it fully.#and there's still such a dearth of content for my faves#kiyo is like at best a side character and at worse written as even more of a parody of himself 😭#theres literally like four people in the world who get it max. korekiyo eating spaghetti is still my favorite fan art of all time#...anyway. idk why im thinking about this rn but im nostalgic all of a sudden#i never really got invested into any of the crazy fandom stuff i just read old fanfic and watched from the sidelines#but me and a couple friends had a lot of own interpretation and theories and fanon sequel ideas n they mean a lot to me yk?#genuinely got me to do a lot more writing and art even if it was all korekiyo themed. im like soooo good at drawing him now (lie)#he's still my litmus test for picrews if i cant make him it's shit. he literally just has long hair a mask and pretty eyes. simple elements#anyway whatever he will live on in my head forever.
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STOOOOOOP wtf is wrong with youuuuuuu. Fucking 76288 fucking that is NOT a thing!! This "desktop" only has six of the things I have on my desktop?? I'm not great at computers but I genuinely do not understand the issssuuuueeeeee
#im just trying to move my PPT onto my flashdrive 😭😭😭#when i save it its like 'we cant conect sith the server rn but we saved it locally :)'#BUT ITS NOT SAVED LOCALLY???#hold on wait i just thought of somehting#edit: anyway that didnt work so like i cant fuckig move the file to my flashdrive cause it literally doesnt exost on my computer?#like it DOES because its openable within PowerPoint. like its saved. but i cant access those files?#i just took the time to search literally the entire computer and it didnt show up so there must be some sort of search block or something#on the internal files or something idk im just guessing. this is so.#its not even frustrating im just like. What. what is this issue. you have my file. i dont care if its in your cloud. just save it to my#computer.#if i was on mac i coukd fix this so faaaaaast. why doesnt windows keep the internal files for an application accessable from the like.#the finder. thing. like im not explaining that right and i dont know what im talking about really i just AHH.#like on mac i can use finder to access my like browser history. idk how to do that on windows. you probably have to use the terminal or some#thing nerdy like that. pleas ei just. want my powerpoint to exist. on my computer. so i can click and fuckijng drag it to my thumbdrive#im feel like im fucjing praying in the tumblr tags pleassepleaspekpelase computer if u can hear me.
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